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bteezxyewriter12 · 2 years
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Touch Me
Pairing- Minhyuk x Named Reader
Word count- 2.3k
Includes- Angst, Misunderstanding, fluff, sex, missionary, squirting, multiple orgasms, fluff
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"Tell me what's wrong", she asks from her spot next to me on my bed
I keep looking away, not meeting her eyes
"Nothing's wrong", I answer
"Yes there is Hyuk. I know there is. Stop lying to me"
I don't know what to say
How can I tell her the devastating information I found out?
The hurtful information?
That her friend told me two months ago at her birthday party?
It was supposed to be a happy night
Party, then me and her all night
After her friend spoke to me, I had to pretend to be ok
I didn't want to ruin her birthday
But after that, it hasn't been the same
"Minhyuk answer me", she presses
"Nothing. I'm fine. Everything is fine"
"No it's not. You're different", she says, "You're so distant. Even with your usual Monsta X schedule you used to make a lot of time for me. Now you don't"
She's right but I don't know how to be around her without thinking about what I was told
So I've been avoiding her, at a complete loss of what to do
"You never look at me for long. You never touch me, we stopped having sex. Hardly kiss me"
I just can't
It hurts to be around her
"You don't hold my hand, you don't put your arm around me, you don't hold me, you don't spend the night anymore. Don't tell me nothing is wrong"
I just shake my head
"Is it me? Did I do something? You can tell me and I'll fix it"
She can't fix this
She can't change her feelings
"Is there someone else? You want someone else?"
"No", I answer
God no
I just want her
I've only always wanted her from the moment Changkyun introduced her to us
His best friend
She ruined other girls for me
None compare to her
I fell in love with her and it took me so long to get the courage to ask her out
I was in disbelief when she said yes
And when she continued to see me
We've been together for nine months
I was going to tell her I love her after her birthday
Then this all happened and I don't know what to do
"Are...are you cheating on me?"
Never
Not on anyone but especially not her
"No. I'm not"
"Then what is it? What's wrong? I can't keep guessing just for you to say no"
I stay silent
After a few minutes, I feel her get up
"Fine", she says, making me look up at her
My heart crashes to my feet when I see that she's crying
"If you're not going to tell me what's wrong then I'm leaving. I can't keep doing this. You're keeping me in the dark about a problem with us and I can't keep freaking out over it. I can't keep feeling hurt that you won't talk to me", she sniffles, "So I'm leaving. Don't call me unless your ready to talk to me"
Fear hits me when I process her words
She's leaving and she doesn't want to talk to me
She doesn't want to see me
"Goodbye Minhyuk"
As she starts to turn away from me, I blurt out, "I know"
If I'm going to lose her anyway, I might as well tell her that I know the truth
She turns back to me, "Know what?"
"I know. What this is with you and me"
She looks at me in so much confusion
"What are you talking about"
I take a breath, "I know you're in love with Changkyun"
"Excuse me?", she gapes
"You're friend told me. Areum? At your birthday party"
She looks at me with an exasperated expression, "I have no idea what you're talking about. Areum talked to you? What did she say?"
"She told me about how you feel for Changkyun"
"How I feel?"
I nod
God it hurts so much to say this
To remember
"Areum told me you're in love with Changkyun. And that I'm just a place holder until he notices you"
"What?", she shouts, shock on her face
"Areum....Areum told me that we're never going to last. That you're just with me until you can be with Changkyun. That you don't care about me, you don't have feelings for me. You just agreed to be with me to pass time. Changkyun is the one you really want"
She's silent for a minute
"And this is why you've been the way you've been for the past two months. Why you're ignoring me? Why you're distant and avoiding me?"
I nod, "I just...I think about it all the time and I can't be around you knowing that's how you really feel"
She shakes her head
"You're a fucking idiot!", she yells, surprising me, "Why would you listen to Areum? She's an idiot! She doesn't know anything! Why wouldn't you come and talk to me!"
"I couldn't... I didn't know what to say"
"So you avoid me? Make me worry for two months? Make me think you want someone else or you're cheating on me?"
I didn't know she was thinking about that
Or worrying
It doesn't make sense for her to worry if she doesn't care about me
"I...I..."
"Areum is dumb! I told her about a crush I had on Changkyun when we were teenagers and ever since then she's obsessed with getting us together. Even though I told her it will never happen. He's my best friend. That's it"
I really don't know what to think right now
Areum lied to me?
Or is Joanne lying to me?
I just confronted her and she could be lying to cover herself
"Minhyuk", she calls
I move my gaze to her, new tears falling down her beautiful face
She bites her lip, her eyes so sad
"I love you"
My eyes widen as my brain tries to catch up to her words
"Changkyun is just my friend. That's all he's ever been", she says softly, "And if you don't think I'm completely in love with you then you're a fucking moron"
My brain finally catches up and I realize that she loves me
Oh shit, she loves me
I'm in disbelief
"If you don't feel the same or you don't want to continue this relationship then you need to tell-"
I cut her off when I surge up, pulling her into a kiss
I completely melt into her, feeling her lips against mine again
I haven't felt them for two months
Her arms move around my neck, her body pressing against mine and I'm in heaven
"I'm sorry baby. I was an idiot. I should have talked to you instead of keeping it to myself"
She nods, "Yeah"
"Joanne I love you. I love you so much"
"Yeah?", she smiles softly
I nod, taking her hand
She immediately grips mine hard, holding on tightly
"I'm completely in love with you. That's why thinking that you loved Changkyun....it was killing me"
"I love you Hyukie. Just you", she tells me, "But promise me that you'll talk to me if something bothers you. Don't keep anything from me. I don't keep anything from you"
"I won't baby. Not any more. I promise"
She nods, looking in my eyes, "Please Hyukie, touch me"
I move my free hand to her face, gently caressing her cheek
She lets out a breath, closing her eyes, smiling softly, her hand resting on the back of mine
She turns her head, kissing my palm and unconditional love for her flows in my body
I slide my hand from her cheek to the back of her hair and I lean down, catching her lips in a kiss
Her arm moves back around my neck as I bend down and pick her up, her legs wrapping around me
Turning, I put her in the middle of my bed with her pulling me on top of her
Her tongue moves against mine and I realize how much I missed her kisses
Missed her arms around me
Missed how she feels, her scent, her everything
I missed her
I felt like I was dying without her and now I'm revived
"I love you", I tell her, then kiss her
"I love you", she whispers between kisses
My god, I can never get tired of hearing her say that
Her hands move under my shirt, cool against my hot skin
As her fingers slowly move up my back, my skin shivers under her touch
I didn't know how much I missed her touching me
"I wanna feel you", she murmurs, pressing kisses to my neck
I want that too
So much
Moving off her, I pull up her shirt, getting it off
She sits up on her knees, pulling my shirt off, then I get her bra off
She immediately comes in my arms, her warm smooth soft skin against mine and it's like a shock to my system feeling her again
"Baby", she whispers, pressing kisses along my shoulder, her hands roaming my back, holding me close to her
Her kisses feel so good as she moves them to my chest, making me whimper and close my eyes
I was so stupid to keep myself from this, from her
I should of talked to her right away instead of letting this shit linger
Instead of pulling away from her
I'll never be that stupid again
Lifting her face to mine, I kiss her deeply, gently moving her to her back and going over her
Pressing my lips to her neck, I kiss her, my hands moving to her breasts, squeezing gently, feeling her nipples get harder under my palms, turning me on and making me hard
Her hands move down my back, to my sweatpants, tugging on them
We both move frantically, pulling each other's clothes off until we're both naked
I open her legs and get them around me, pushing inside her right away
"Oh god", she cries, her fingers digging to my back as I ease into her, my body full of pleasure as she opens and stretches around me
"Fuck baby", I groan as she immediately drenches my length and clenches me hard
"Please Hyukie", she pleads, "I need you"
"Yeah baby", I whisper, pulling out, then moving right back in, hearing her pretty moan
I keep thrusting into her, getting a good pace, feeling her tight wet pussy suck me back in each time
Lavishing her neck with kisses, her legs tighten around me, pussy soaking me in more juice, feeling amazing
Trailing kisses down her chest, I get to her boob, wrapping my mouth around her nipple, sucking softly
"Hyuk!", she cries, her pretty body arching into mine
Sucking faster, my fingers play with her other nipple, moving my hips faster and harder, grinding into her so my pelvis rubs against her clit
She throbs around me so fast and hard, so close already
"My baby's gonna cum for me?"
She nods, "Yes"
"Already?"
"I missed you Hyukie. I can't...I can't hold it"
"Shh baby, you don't have to. I'm sorry I kept myself away from you. I promise I won't do it again. I swear"
"Please don't Hyukie. I love you"
Letting go of her nipple, I kiss her cheek, looking lovingly down at her
"I love you Jo", I smile, "Cum for me baby"
"Hyuk", she moans, her body shaking under me as she orgasms, pleasure all over her face, her hands squeezing me tightly
She's fucking beautiful
Her pussy throbs so hard, coating me in cum, feeling out of this world
When she finishes, I move my arm under one of her knees, pushing her leg to her chest, keeping the other wrapped around my waist
I pound into her hard, this angle letting me in so deep and hit her spot
"Oh fuck", she cries, her hands moving to my upper arms, gripping me tightly
"Right there baby?", I smirk
She nods, "Yes baby. There"
I snap my hips faster, burying my cock in over and over, every smash to her spot making her cunt lock on my cock in a fucking death grip
And it feels fucking amazing
Bending down, I suck her other nipple in my mouth, playing and biting hard and fast
"Oh my god, oh my god. Baby oh god", she yells, so much juice squirting from her
"Yes fuck baby. There we go. Squirting so prettily for me.", I praise her, "Soak me baby girl"
The first time she squirted, I was fucking amazed and so turned on
It's fucking hot and I love watching her cunt gush juice
It really is pretty
Fucking her through it, I don't stop for a second wanting her cream all over me
"C'mon baby, now I need your cream", I inform her, moving my hand down and playing with her clit
She sucks in a breath, her mouth slightly open, breathing hard
I move my hand in time with my thrusts, making sure she's getting as much pleasure as I can give her
She's getting so tight, the pleasure from her spasms taking over
"Please cum", I whimper, and just as I finish speaking she does, screaming my name, her body arching into mine
"Minhyuk!"
I fuck her through it, wrapping my arm around her to keep her against me, the pleasure blinding
"I'm...I'm..", I stammer, ready to lose it
"Cum baby", she whimpers and I let go
Shoving myself inside her, I bury my face in her neck, yelling her name, shooting my cum deep inside her pussy, ecstasy filling every inch of me
She holds me tightly, one hand running in my hair, whispering "I love you", over and over
"I love you", I cry, the last of the bliss fading
"I love you", she whispers as I lift my head up
I crash my lips to hers, saying "I love you" between kisses
We cling to each other as we kiss, the love between us tangible
There's no where I rather be and for the first time in two months I'm completely happy
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tinytinyblogs · 10 months
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Changkyun As Your Boyfriend
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Boyfriend
(n.) A person who 90% of the time annoy you, and 10% of the time makes you forget the 90%
Monsta x masterlist here
When you and Changkyun get a couple tattoo, he will love to touch it and take cute pictures of the two of you together. He will even set your couple photos as his lockscreen, and he will smile widely every time he opens his phone. He will be so proud of your couple tattoo, and he will love to show it off to everyone. He will tell everyone how much he loves you, and he will always be grateful for the special bond that you share. Your couple tattoo will be a constant reminder of your love for each other, and it will bring you closer together. It will be a symbol of your commitment to each other, and it will be a source of happiness for both of you.
He will set his photos as your lockscreen without you knowing it. and once you open your phone and you will see his face smiling back at you. You will be surprised and touched by his gesture, and you will know that he loves you very much. He will do this because he wants to be the first thing you see when you wake up and the last thing you see before you go to sleep. He wants you to think of him every time you use your phone. When you see his face on your lockscreen, you will feel loved and appreciated. You will know that he is thinking of you, and you will feel closer to him.
He loves to send you cute texts, asking you about your day and telling you how much he misses you. He will often start his texts with "How was your day, baby?" or "I miss you so much." He will also tell you to take care of yourself and to eat and rest. He knows that you are busy, but he wants to make sure that you are taking care of yourself. He wants you to be happy and healthy, and he will always be there for you. His texts are always full of love and affection. He will often use pet names like "baby" or "honey" to show how much he cares about you. He will also send you pictures or videos of himself to make you smile.
He will prepare a date with you, making sure that he doesn't mess up. Even though you've been together for more than a year, he will still be nervous. He will want to make this date perfect for you, and he will want to show you how much he loves you. He will start by planning the perfect location. He will want to take you somewhere that is special to both of you, or somewhere that he knows you will love. He will also plan the perfect activities, making sure that you will have a fun and memorable time. On the day of the date, he will be so nervous that he might even be shaking. But he will take a deep breath and remind himself that he loves you and that you will love the date. During the date, he will tell you how much he loves you and how lucky he feels to be with you. He will also let you hear a song that he created for you. The song will be a beautiful expression of his love, and it will make you feel so special. By the end of the date, you will know how deep his feelings are for you. You will also know that he is the one for you.
He will give you sudden hugs everywhere when he feels like he wants to. This man will be so soft only for you. Sometimes, he will hug you from behind when you are cooking in the kitchen. Other times, he will hug you from the front when you are sitting on the couch watching a movie. He might even hug you from the side when you are walking down the street. No matter where he hugs you, you will feel his love and affection. He will hold you tightly and squeeze you gently. He will whisper sweet nothings in your ear and tell you how much he loves you. You will melt in his arms every time he hugs you. You will feel so safe and secure, and you will know that you are loved. Changkyun is a soft-hearted man, but he is only soft for you. He is strong and protective with everyone else, but he is gentle and loving with you. He knows that you are his soft spot, and he cherishes you more than anything in the world. If you are lucky enough to have Changkyun in your life, cherish him. He is a rare gem, and he will love you unconditionally.
Every time he sees you, he greets you with his lovely smile and says, "Miss me?" He knows that his smile makes you blush, and he loves to see your face turn red as a tomato. Changkyun's smile is one of the things that you love most about him. It's so genuine and heartwarming, and it always makes you feel happy. He is a truly kind and loving person, and you are so lucky to have him in your life.
This man is smart, you will wonder how he can be so smart. He reads you like he reads a book. He understands you and all your problems really well. You don't need to hide anything from him, he'll know right away when you're not in good condition. He can tell when you're feeling down, even if you try to hide it. He can see the changes in your body language, and he can hear the changes in your tone of voice. He knows you better than you know yourself, and he always knows how to make you feel better. He is always there for you, no matter what. He will listen to you when you need to talk, and he will offer you his advice. He will never judge you, and he will always be there to support you. You are so lucky to have him in your life. He is a true friend, a loving partner, and a wise advisor. You can always count on him, and he will always be there for you.
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jae-bummer · 1 year
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A Little Jealousy
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Request: I HAVE SO MANY REQUESTSSSSSS T_T But I don't wanna be greedy or anything so . . . Please pick one of the following for MX! 4, 7, 9, 11, 15, 16, 19, 20. I literally could not pick one! I am okay with ANY of these, but I'm really curious to see them. I asked for Kihyun last time, so any other member this time please! <3 Maybe Minhyuk, because my heart misses him so T-T
Prompt:
7) "I'm not jealous!"
16) You and your bias kiss to prove you don't have feelings for each other.
Pairing: Monsta X Minhyuk x Reader
Genre: Fluff
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A low whistle greeted you as you walked into the living area.
"You look hot," Changkyun growled from his spot by the window. He was laying on the floor, shirtless, sunning himself like a lizard.
"You look hot," you laughed in return. "Like temperature wise. Why are you laying in the sun?"
"Hot water's out," he muttered. "I became a Changkyun-sicle trying to wash up."
You shook your head before plopping on the couch. "Where's Min?"
"Likely incurring the wrath of winter," he grumbled. As you continued to stare at him, he motioned toward the hallway. "It was his turn to shower."
That explained the high-pitched scream you heard while you were getting dressed.
As if being summoned by his name alone, you heard a door down the hall creak open, and footsteps pad out. Stumbling into the room with you, Minhyuk scrubbed a towel over his still damp hair. You tried to keep your eyes focused on his face, but it was difficult when all he was wearing was a pair of pajama pants slung low across his hips.
"Y/N," he hiccupped in surprise, immediately dropping his towel to cover his torso. The tips of his ears were turning redder by the minute. "I thought you had left."
"Nope," you croaked, trying to clear the sight of Minhyuk's body from your mind. "My Lyft driver is stuck in traffic."
"Right," he nodded, sidestepping toward the other side of the room. Reaching into the coat closet, he pulled out a hoodie and yanked it over his head. "I was too busy being naked to mention it, but you look gorgeous."
"Thank you," you said, unable to maintain eye contact. Minhyuk was always the first to dish out a compliment (or his opinion in general). His words had an easy way of causing you to blush, whether he was poking fun or genuinely gassing you up.
"Where are you going looking like that?" he asked, dropping onto the couch beside you.
"I have a date," you said quietly, still refusing to look up. It had been a long time since you had actually been out with someone, let alone someone you were hopeful about. "Changkyun introduced me to-"
"Who?" Minhyuk cut in before you could finish.
"Hyungwon," Changkyun hummed dismissively. "Boy has no game."
"Hyungwon!" Minhyuk gasped.
You turned to look at him, furrowing your brow. Changkyun and Minhyuk circulated the same circles and had mostly the same friends. You had assumed that if Changkyun offered to set you up with someone, Minhyuk would approve as well. Not that you needed his approval...it just...would have been nice.
Your relationship with Minhyuk was something you could brag about. He was such a passionately good friend that even his quirks didn't ruffle your dynamic. He was loud, energetic, and a shock to the system for many, but those were the people that didn't get to see him in his quiet moments. He was so soft and sweet. It was hard to grapple with the intrinsic need to cuddle him and simply take care of him.
"That was the name I said, yes," Changkyun sighed, glancing up at his friend as well. "What's the problem?"
"W-well," Minhyuk struggled. His brain was working overtime. "He's not dateable! Like at all!"
"Name one reason."
"Okay," he hummed, thinking. Launching up from the couch, he exclaimed, "He smells bad!"
"Oh, come on," Changkyun laughed. "He does not smell bad."
"He does!" Minhyuk insisted, beginning his pacing.
You were shocked that he was acting this way. Normally, both Changkyun and Minhyuk were supportive of almost all of your endeavors. Amazingly, that seemed to not include dating.
"Min," you laughed, shaking your head. Your eyes followed him as he walked back and forth. "Why are you acting like this?"
Changkyun sat up instantly, grinning mischievously. "I can tell you why."
Minhyuk paused his steps and shot a glare in the younger man's direction. "I just want what's best for you, Y/N!"
"Oooor," Changkyun purred. "He's jealous."
Changkyun's words landed like a slap. You were stunned by the possibility he presented. There was no way that Minhyuk could be jealous of you seeing someone else. That just wasn't like him.
Or you assumed it wasn't. Thinking back, you hadn't been in a serious relationship since your friendship had started. He was very protective of your time together and... well, protective of your attention in general.
"I'm not jealous!" Minhyuk groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose. "What reason would I have to be jealous?"
"Maybe, and try to follow me here," Changkyun smiled. "You like Y/N."
Your mouth popped open in surprise as Minhyuk looked around the room, panicked.
"I love Y/N," Minhyuk nodded, avoiding eye contact. "We all do."
"Noooo," Changkyun chimed. "We do love Y/N, but you loooove Y/N."
"For fuck's sake," Minhyuk muttered, covering his eyes. "Stop trying to stir the pot! There is nothing to be stirred!"
"Oh contraire," Changkyun chuckled, living for this moment. "I think your reaction is proving that there is plenty to be stirred."
You looked from Minhyuk to Changkyun and back again. Mouth suddenly dry, you tried to find words to add to the conversation. "Is...is that true, Min?"
Minhyuk didn't bother uncovering his eyes as he groaned. "Of course not, don't be ridiculous."
Part of you wilted at his statement. You had never really thought of Minhyuk in that way, but now that it was presented, you couldn't say it wasn't appealing.
Changkyun watched you carefully before turning back to the older man. "Prove it."
"I'm sorry," Minhyuk sighed, dropping his hands. "Prove what?"
"Prove that you don't have feelings for Y/N," Changkyun insisted.
"And how exactly do you expect me to do that?" Minhyuk grumbled, eying you with a pout.
"Kiss," Changkyun prodded. "Kiss Y/N and prove that you two don't have feelings for each other."
"That's stupid," Minhyuk scoffed. "Y/N doesn't want to-"
"I'll do it," you chirped, heat immediately radiating across your neck.
"See, they don't want to-" Minhyuk halted, having realized what you said. "You'll do it?"
"Sure," you continued, uncertain of what had gotten into you. "We'll just kiss and that'll be that."
"Right," Minhyuk said carefully. "That will be that."
"What's a kiss between friends?" Changkyun mocked. Waving his hands through the air, he motioned for you to stand.
Moving unsteadily to your feet, you crossed the room to stand in front of Minhyuk. Bared before him, you suddenly felt ripped open. The realization that you hoped he had feelings for you was dizzying. You were willing to let him in. He could have you if he wanted.
But did he?
Rolling his eyes, Minhyuk finally directed his attention to you. "This is silly."
"So silly," you said dumbly, glancing up at him through your lashes. You couldn't help but notice that his breathing had turned shallow.
"We don't have to do this," he whispered, his brows drawn together. "If you don't feel comfortable-"
"I want to," you interrupted. "Gotta prove your innocence, right?"
"I have nothing to prove to him," Minhyuk grumbled, glaring above your shoulder at what you could only suspect was Changkyun and his shit-eating grin.
"Then prove it to me," you said quietly.
Minhyuk's gaze latched onto you again. Sucking on his bottom lip, his eyes tunneled deep into yours, trying to reconcile his next move. You lifted your brows, waiting in silence.
After a few more seconds, Minhyuk's hands crept slowly up your arms. Sliding over your shoulders, they came to rest on either side of your neck, his pointer and thumb splayed across your jaw. Giving him a short nod of reassurance, you watched as he drew closer, and placed his mouth lightly on yours.
There weren't fireworks, but this kiss wasn't meant for that. It was meant to be questioning. It was meant to be soft and shy.
Taking a deep inhale through his nose, he pulled away again to exhale. Keeping his eyes closed, he set his forehead against yours. "Every butterfly that has ever existed are now all in my stomach."
You let out a breathy chuckle before pulling away from him. Opening his eyes, he looked at you questioningly. His fingers remained wrapped around your neck, not eager to let go.
"Min," you whispered. "Kiss me."
It took him a few moments to register your words before he began nodding to himself. Leaning in again, he pressed his lips more firmly against yours. Reaching up, you gripped his hoodie in your fists and pulled him even closer. You opened your mouth to the kiss, realizing you were both smiling as Minhyuk staggered against you.
There were the fireworks. For as bright of a person as Minhyuk was, it was unsurprising that his kiss made you see stars. Everything that had been unsaid over the duration of your friendship was being poured into his zealous affections.
Dropping one of his hands from your jaw, he wrapped an arm around your waist. You tilted your head back, attempting to get a better vantage for the kiss. Your lips seemed to melt together, tongues working in sync, with small giggles erupting from either of you at any moment.
Changkyun loudly cleared his throat, causing both of you to jump. Minhyuk dropped his face into your shoulder and let out a chuckle. "I completely forgot we weren't alone."
"You're about to be," Changkyun laughed, pulling himself to his feet. "I have to text Hyungwon so he's not ghosted."
You winced, turning to look at Changkyun. "I'm so sorry. I-"
"He'll live," Changkyun grinned. "This is much better. I love being right."
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tbznewberry · 2 years
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Mental chains without keys | Lee Minhyuk
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Having the ability to kill someone just by looking at them and imagining them dying is a dangerous trait. They've put her behind locked doors in a room without windows and in aliminium chains, the only metal that weakens her deadly power. One day a man comes in and is determined to being her out of there, saying that he'll save her. But will he really?
Word count: 1.4k
Genre: yandere, horror (?)
Warnings: yandere, obsession, manipulation, death
A/N: This is a story I wrote for @shinehyuk since it's her birthday today!!! Happy birthday bub, I hope you'll like this. It got a little messy sorry :((♡♡♡
She can hear the door open, but she can't see who's entering, but she figures it's one of the usual doctors. Since she can't see who it is, she can't kill them. She has to be able to read their faces. That's the ability she's born with. The metal around her head, throat, wrists and ankles weaken her. Ever since they realized that aluminum makes her weak, they've used it for everything. Carefully, the fabric blindfold gently removes from her eyes. The harsh hospital light penetrates her eyes, making her whimper.
"Shh, shh", an unfamiliar voice whispers. "It's okay."
Her eyes widen as she looks around. A pair of hands rest on her cheeks, caressing them gently. Her head gets locked back at the man in front of her. He's wearing a black hoodie and ripped jeans. He can't be much older than her.
She tries imagining him breaking his neck, but she can't formulate anything, everything is empty. Everything is spinning.
"You're so beautiful", the man breathes out, still caressing her cheeks. "Oh my ..."
Y/N tries opening her mouth to ask what the hell is going on, but she can't form any sounds. Her throat is as dry as a desert. She can't remember the last time she talked to somebody. Her heart beats quicker as her eyes frantically scan around.
"W-Water ...", Y/N croaks quietly.
The man's eyes widen again and he nods. "I'll get you some! Just wait for me."
She feels a sting of humiliated anger. Where the fuck is she supposed to go? She's chained like a circus animal. Is this unfamiliar man mocking her?
He runs back soon enough with a paper mug filled with water. He holds it to her mouth, watching her chug it down. A few drops run down her chin. She gasps and coughs.
"W-Who are you?" she stutters.
"I'm Minhyuk."
"T-That doesn't tell me anything!" she yells, tears threatening to fall out of her eyes. "I-I don't know who you are!"
"I'm a volunteer. I know you haven't seen me before ... you've always been wearing that cloth ... but I've seen you a lot of times. I have been feeding you. Remember that soup you ate a few days ago? That was me!" He puts his hand on her cheek.
"W-What do you want from me?"
"Nothing bad, I promise. I just can't stand to watch you like this anymore." He fixes her hair. "Such a shame to hide your ability when it can be used for so much."
"L-Leave me alone!"
"Y/N, would you rather stay here chained up for the rest of your life? Where you can't see or think anything?" He caresses her cheek with his thumb. "Is that what you want? Do you want the doctors to control your life like you're a circus lion? Come with me and I'll make sure you'll never come back here again."
The only thought Y/N's been able to formulate with the aluminium diadem is that she wants to get out of this hospital, but she has never been able to imagine what the outside world looks like. But now that the offer is up, she hesitates. Should she really?
"If you do some stuff for me, Y/N ... I will give you everything you could ever want", Minhyuk whispers. "I will give you the life you never got, okay? I will make sure you never end up here again."
Y/N gulps, looking around. She doesn't know what a 'real life' is. She hasn't spent a day outside this room for years. She barely remembers how the outside world looks like. But never coming back here again ...? Anything is better than this.
He starts unlocking the chains without waiting for an answer.
"W-What? W-Wait-", she starts.
"Shh, be silent", he whispers. "I'm going to get you out of here."
"M-Minhyuk, wait-"
"Oh my god, my name sounds amazing when you say it. But hey, what's wrong? Are you afraid?"
Y/N can't do anything other than nod. The mere thought of the frightening outside world is enough to make her break out in tears. The unfamiliar man hugs her as soon as she's gotten out of the chains. The aluminium diadem is still around her head, making her head a blank canvas with no paint to fill it with. She freezes in the hug. It's been years since she last got one, but she still remembers how it should feel like ... and this isn't it. Does he do it for her? The hug is firm and desperate and his breathing irregular, as if he's trying to fulfill a need of his quickly.
Y/N reaches up to remove the aluminium diadem, but his hands stop her.
"No", he breathes out. "Don't take that off."
He's afraid she's going to kill him. As soon as she can imagine him dying he will die.
"If you kill me, I won't be able to help you", Minhyuk whispers. "You won't survive without me, okay? You don't know the outside world, you need me. If you kill me, you have no one to protect you anymore."
"Why do you want me? I only kill people."
"Because I care for you. I will take care of you."
Y/N gulps. Will he really save her? Minhyuk gives her a soft smile before pulling her up on her legs. They fold right away. SHe hasn't been standing for years. Minhyuk chuckles sweetly and picks her up in his arms.
"I'll need you to be silent now", he whispers. "If you want to get out of here, you need to do exactly what I say. Otherwise I will be very mad."
Y/N's head is fogged up, the aluminum diadem fogging up her head. She can only nod. Minhyuk covers her with his hoodie and carries her through white corridors. She whimpers every now and then without really understanding why. She can't think. If only she could remove the aluminum diadem, she'd be able to act like a normal human.
"Shh, pretty thing", Minhyuk whispers. "I'm here."
He takes her outside the hospital and places her in the backseat of a car. Y/N whimpers and crawls back, hitting her head in the window.
"Y/N-" Minhyuk sighs. "Careful."
Her hands go up to her diadem again.
"No!" Minhyuk shouts. "Stop! Don't. Remember what I said. You won't be able to survive without my guidance. I will let you take it off when we trust each other, okay?"
"I-I'm so scared", Y/N sobs.
Minhyuk crawls into the backseat and embraces her. She can't think straight. Pieces of her thoughts are blurry, she can't formulate anything reasonable.
"Shh", Minhyuk cooes. "I'm here. I will take you home and you will get to sleep in a bed again."
She leans into his touch, terrified and vulnerable with a fogged, broken mind. Just like he wants her to be. But she doesn't know that. She doesn't know that coming home with him like this will certainly be worse than being chained and blindfolded in a windowless window in the hospital even if she didn't think so.
When they get home to Minhyuk, he carries her up to his apartment and tucks her in his bed. Y/N gulps, looking around in the dark room.
"Don't be scared", Minhyuk whispers, petting her hair. "You're safe now. You're out of that hospital now."
Nothing makes sense to her. Why does he want to help her when everyone has made sure that she would be tucked away in a hospital room? Why is he so nice to her? What will he do? If only she was allowed to remove the diadem, then she would be able to think clearly and puzzle everything together. She looks up at his sweet, reassuring smile knowing that she'll have to rely on him from now on. She knows nothing about the world. He is the only one she has and if she ever kills him, she'll be alone and vulnerable. She might not be able to think clearly, but he'll help her. She hopes. But she doesn't know that she's sealed her deal with the devil. He'll take care of her alright, but not like she thinks he will. He'll use her deadly ability to his advantage, getting rid of the people in his life that he hates and keep her in his apartment where only he can influence her.
Y/N doesn't know that she'll never get the freedom Minhyuk promises about. She'll be chained again, but not in physical ones but in sweet talk and threats about being all alone in this frightening world if she decides to kill him. And these mental chains have no key.
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iamnameim · 2 years
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I am not someone who is loved
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Kihyun au
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"no matter how hard he tried, she deemed herself unloveable and refused to let him show her otherwise."
She hated to admit it. She hated her neighbor, yet she loved him like you'd love a family member. Or so she told herself. But she would show up in the lonely hours and softly knock on his door, and he would open without hesitation as if he had long since grown used to this and waited for her knuckles against the door.
He always let her come back in, even when he battles with himself to cut it off for the sake of his own heart and the safety of his sanity. But her friendship and being the one she comes to with these needs are better than nothing. And sometimes, nothing felt better. He was needed, especially when she was needy, and to be needed by her was a feeling he couldn't describe.
And the times they would drink wine by his fireplace with the patio doors open and the curtains blowing like her hair with the moonlight on her tan skin, her swears of sobriety were forgotten whispers when she told him how much she adored him. He stupidly let his hopes rise, knowing she would have forgotten or pretended to because she wasn't that drunk the next day.
Around our friends, she's sweet and entirely out of reach, yet everyone sees how wrapped around her finger Kihyun was. Nobody knew the depths in which his feelings went, though. She never let on all of the secrets, the stolen kisses at 4 in the morning. What a goddess she was under, on, and between with him in the moonlight. She was admirable, alluring, angelic, and appealing, and he could think of a word to describe her with every letter of the alphabet. It was all Kihyun ever thought about.
"I don't know why you haven't told her yet, bro. I don't know how she doesn't see how you look at her." one of the boys would say.
She knew she saw. Kihyun would shrug, "the moment has never been right."
Every secret moment shared between them had been the right moment, and he reminded her every day. Maybe it was crazy, and he needed to cut his losses, but he was too deep. He wanted to be her someone, someone she couldn't live without like she was to him.
He would tell her every day, even if she rejected him because she was worth it, and he never wanted to imagine someone else walking to him in a white dress. He couldn't imagine loving someone else. He didn't want to.
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"Kiki, you're quiet." she wrapped her arm around his neck, in the most platonic way, as Minhyuk was in the same room. "I'm just tired, I'm sorry" he almost used his nickname for her, but he thought better of it. The thought made him shiver.
"Minnie, I am heading home. I'll see you Friday?" she gave Kihyun a look; knowing him inside and out, she didn't buy it, but she didn't press.
Minhyuk nodded enthusiastically, "Bye, Jinni!"
She slowly walked past and ruffled Kihyun's hair. He held back his gasp. This looked mundane and platonic to any outsider, but he knew better. Minhyuk shot him a knowing smirk while wiggling his eyebrows, but Kihyun ignored him; he was in his thoughts. He was again in another battle with himself, and no matter how much he told himself he would not open the door later, Kihyun knew he would. The process would repeat itself over and over like the same broken record playing the same romantically dramatic music that was his life.
He was truly pathetic.
....
He watched the clock on the wall from his bed. I counted from hours to minutes, and he was now in the seconds before he got up and waited with his forehead pressed to the door. Within a minute, the was a soft knock, as always.
He opened the door and wanted so badly to tell her this was over and to go back to bed, but with the look on her sweet, sweet face, he melted instantly, as he always had and probably always would.
"Can I come in?" she asked, looking almost innocent. Kihyun didn't speak as he moved aside to let her in. She went straight to the couch and lightly plopped down, throwing a leg over the back of the sofa. Something like this left him in awe. He was so in awe of everything she did, what she wore, the things she said, stuff she did. So in awe of her.
"What were you thinking about earlier, Kihyun?" she asked, and he almost missed her soft voice. He shook his head as he sat down, "when?"
she looked at him with a frown, the cutest frown he'd ever seen. "Kihyunnie, don't play like that. Tell me." She sat up, "Were you thinking about me?" she whispered, closer to his ear, and this would initiate something on any other night, but Kihyun couldn't hold himself back.
"I love you," he mumbled, looking at her. She pulled herself back, sighing, "Kihyun... I am not someone who can love. I am not someone who is loved."
He shook his head, "but if that were true, I wouldn't love you, and I do. I do so much."
She shook her head and stood up, hands on her hips.
"Jin, I know what you've been through. I have been there every step of the way and loved you through every single part of your past. Why is that not good enough? And to say you don't feel the same? Yet, you keep coming back here like clockwork, or telling me how much you adore me while not being that drunk and-"
"Kihyun, stop it. We've talked about this. I don't do relationships. I-"
"I don't think you understand, do you? I am so in love with you, And these meetings, all of the things you say, hurt me to act like none of these means anything to you."
"well, it doesn't, Kihyun," she said blankly.
His heart collapsed in his chest. He stuttered, unable to speak without letting stray tears all. and he knew then that he had to end it here, or he would not make it. "Then I can't do this anymore. I can't keep getting heartbroken by you."
She said nothing else; she nodded and made her exit. Kihyun was stone still in his spot, shuddering with tears.
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She couldn't believe what had been done to her so many times before; she had done it to someone she loved. Someone that didn't deserve it. She didn't deserve Kihyun's love, his heart. It was late, and she doubted that the boys would be up, but she ran as fast as her legs would. The streets were blurred with tears. She needed to let it all go, all of the tears and pain, and who do you go to when the person you would go to is going to hate you forever.
you knocked frantically, hoping someone would answer, and after a minute, the door unlocked, and Changkyun peeked out. "Jini? What are you doing here? Are you okay?"
The tears flood your face, and you fall into him, "I just messed up so bad.." you whimpered, and he shushed you. shutting the door behind you. he sat you down, and you sighed, knowing what you had to say was what you never wanted to tell anyone. "I hurt kihyun, I hurt him, and I never meant to."
"slow down; what are you talking about?" he soothed you and gave you time to explain everything. The secret meetings, the events that happened tonight, the fear that you will fall only to be let down again. You were glad it was changkyun that answered; he was secretly good about this.
"First of all, you know Kihyun would never hurt you. He has picked up so many pieces of your heart and helped you put them back together. He has dried many of your tears and soothed you ten times over. Why are you afraid to let him in? He's been in. Jini." he paused to let his words sink in before continuing, "Second of all, the love he has for you is written on his face when he sees you, at the mention of your name, and yours isn't as hidden as you think. I know you are scared, but this is the kihyun we are talking about. Kihyun!" he smiled, and you sniffled, "well, I messed up, so he's going to hate me. I broke his heart tonight."
Changkyun rolls his eyes, "I wouldn't recommend going back tonight but sort out your feelings and go to him. I am positive things will work out. I know kihyun will forgive you. Crash here, maybe give it a day or two." he kissed your forehead and you sighed, maybe he was right.
He got you a pillow and a blanket and said his goodnights before you lay awake, letting your thoughts and emotions consume you.
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I might do a part 2, depending on how well this does, I know that it kinda switches p.o.vs at the end and I will maybe correct that later. I edited using grammerly so I hope it is okay... Kinda my first fic and its been sitting my drafts for a while so i thought i would finish and post... be kind >,> will edit again later..
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mymoonspace22 · 1 year
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Moon Slave, Extra🌙 (Monsta X mini fic)
By: Artemis B.🥀
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Genre: romance, friendship, werewolf au, monsta x fanfiction, short fanfic, light reading, angst, sobrenatural, magic, sobrenatural au, hyungwon x female oc, hyungwon centric, vampire changkyun, shaman kihyun, wizard minhyuk, vampire wonho, human shownu, human jooheon, werewolf hyungwon x human oc.
Warning: strong language, blood, slight body horror, trauma.
Note: No ships, No smut (sorry)
Masterlist~
Part 1 here
Part 2 here
Part 3 here
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The next morning.
"Hyungwon-ah... Chae Hyungwon" he continued without answering.
"Woonie? Do you hear us? Woonie?"
Minhyuk and Kihyun tried to make him react without success. The black-haired man had turned back into a human when the first rays of the sun touched his skin, but his mind was gone. He woke up stunned, naked and between broken chains. They barely dressed him and sat him in the living room, watching him with anguish and not knowing what to do.
"He broke the chains," Kihyun muttered under his breath, full of nerves. "He doesn't react to anything."
"His mind... He fragmented a lot, I've never... seen him like this... he can't even talk" Hoseok expressed concern.
Before, Hyungwon would stay in a trance for at least 15 minutes and start talking, only slowly and wilder; but now it's different, he hasn't reacted or said any words for almost 3 hours, only canine sounds.
"Wow! His eyes are completely golden" Minhyuk exclaimed in surprise.
"It seems that he is... thinking..." Kihyun observed curiously.
"Normally, if his mind fragments, it's because he's reliving a trauma from the past" Changkyun pointed out, remembering something important that he read somewhere.
The black-haired man was sitting like a rag doll, his gaze lost on the horizon, reliving his memories, letting out an occasional whine, growl or any kind of animal whimper, the sounds alien to him, sometimes scaring the boys. Hyungwon felt that his mind touched a part of his memory that affects him a lot, letting out a pitiful moan.
“Then what do we do?” Kihyun asked sadly, stroking Hyungwon's hair a bit.
"Keep calling him, taking care of him, attending to him... That must be done. There is no other way" the youngest explained seriously.
The group continued their attempts for another hour, snorting in exhaustion every time they saw them fail. However, Hyungwon heard something that caught his attention.
"And if we call Youngmin?" Minhyuk had released the question into the air without thinking much.
"You know he doesn't want that, and she... She's far away, studying, I don't think she'll come..." Kihyun started lowering his voice.
"No, I know he's running out of time but he hasn't heard from her for a week, and maybe that's what's making him more irritable."
Hyungwon reacted to his partner's name prompting him to speak.
"Young...min, You...Youngmin" his voice came out hoarse and tight, his words difficult to articulate, he looked up with hopeful golden eyes.
"He… he spoke." Kihyun exclaimed in surprise.
"RIGHT! His chosen partner is far away and hardly calls! That is a horrible feeling for any lycan" Hoseok exclaimed, snapping his fingers. "We should try calling her!"
What he heard moved Hyungwon a bit, they were going to call his destined couple, that filled him with hope.
Changkyun took his cell phone and began to dial the girl's number. He was going to try a video call. When it began to ring, he placed the phone in front of Hyungwon, who began to fidget between excited and nervous, if he had a tail he would have been moving it from one side to the other.
His hopes rose up on the third ring, but died on the seventh, and he began to feel despair on the eleventh. He began to let out pitiful groans and growls, looking at Changkyun with a sad frown on his face.
"Wait, wait... Let's try again." And so he did.
The second time he tried it, the black-haired man looked more anxious, his back tense and somewhat hunched, as if he was going to get frustrated. His growls grew in his throat but died when his girlfriend's face appeared on the screen. Hyungwon got up quickly, panting and ready to enter the device but Hoseok and Kihyun grabbed him, stopping him, this made him growl in frustration.
“Youngmin-ah!” Changkyun exclaimed.
"Sorry guys, my cell phone drowned and I had to wait a week for a replacement, I'm really sorry I didn't contact you" she replied embarrassed. She was walking in a hurry and suffocated in a place with a lot of people.
"No problem... Hmm... I see you're in a bit of a hurry, is everything alright?"
"Yes, yes. It's a bit... noisy today at college. Is everything alright with Hyungwonie? Last night was a full moon" she asked somewhat anguished.
"Well...it grew in his transformation...again" the youngest let out a loud gasp on the other end of the line, feeling somewhat afflicted.
"And today he woke up in that trance that sometimes happens to him." He placed the mobile near the anxious black-haired man who only looked at her, tilting his head.
"Young...min...Youngmin..." he growled her name fascinated.
"He has only said your name, he has been like this for almost 4 hours."
"FOUR HOURS? Awww Hyungwon~" she moaned in anguish.
"I know, too much. But... can you give us a hand? Perhaps not having seen you has also pushed him into a trance, you can try to get him out."
Changkyun positioned the phone in front of the lycanthrope's face, who moved when he saw his beloved girl, tilting his head from one side to the other and his eyes full of wonder. His heart skipped a beat as he heard her speak.
"Hyungwonie~ honey, how are you? How are you feeling?" He didn't understand a word, but that sweet tone of voice was calming him, slowly distracting him from the darkness of his thoughts.
"Can you tell me how you feel, love?" He insisted on trying to make him talk.
"O...Okay," he replied with difficulty, his voice sounding raspy and containing his growls.
"That's good, sweetheart. Would you like to breathe with me?" The black-haired man nodded slowly, his eyes shining with joy.
The brunette began to do breathing exercises with her boyfriend, slowly, inhaling and exhaling together, and even made him close his eyes.
"I'm still here, even if you can't see me, honey. Come on, keep breathing with me love, you're doing sooooo good~. You're safe, nothing's going to happen to you." she expressed her contentment continuing the exercises.
They continued like that for about 10 more minutes until she heard that his breathing no longer sounded so raspy, but more human.
"My darling, open your eyes for me" she asked him hopefully.
Everyone gasped in surprise and relief at the sight of Hyungwon's brown orbs, and no longer the golden ones of the wolf.
"Youngmin…? Thank you. Really, thanks.” His voice sounded scratchy, but human.
Kihyun and Hoseok released him and Changkyun let him take the phone.
"I was so scared"
"Calm down, baby, it's over now. Thanks to you for coming back to us" she smiled sweetly at him, lulling the black-haired with her words.
“I miss you so much, when are you coming back?” he asked, holding onto the phone.
"Soon love, soon." Voices were heard and a kind of announcement that caught the girl's attention.
"Hyungwonie, I have to hang up, I'm sorry I didn't contact you sooner. Please take care of yourself" she pleaded sweetly.
"You too. And please, come back soon.” He didn't want to push her, but her fear and longing were taking control of her words.
"I will. Thanks for calling me guys. Take care, see you soon" she waved to everyone before hanging up.
Hyungwon remained clinging to the mobile for a few long and tortuous seconds, until he returned it to his owner. He dropped into the chair and realized that his whole body hurts like hell.
"Ow, it hurts..." he complained, stretching slowly.
"Don't evene say it. It would hurt anyone to grow 3 meters in one night" Changkyun exclaimed but then regretted it when he saw Hyungwon's alarmed expression.
"Three meters?! It just can't be! I grew three meters?!" the older one yelled, getting up from the chair.
"Last moon I measured 2 meters! My God! Hyung!” He asked for answers from Kihyun, who was just trying to get him to sit down again.
"Yes, first I need you to calm down...please" he put his hands on his chest, trying to sit him down.
"No" Hyungwon took his hands with some force.
"Tell me now, hyung, please."
The blonde looked at him surprised, because his grip hurt, which means only one thing.
"Your strength has increased. It hurts." he told him in a whisper.
Hyungwon gasped in surprise, letting go. He looked down at his hands, opening and closing his palms several times, for him it was a normal grip, vut it wasn't.
"Yes, I know, it wasn't on purpose. Calm down." The minor fell into the chair feeling that he was turning pale with nerves.
"Hyungwonie...mmm...Well...You went into a trance again, but...I noticed that you went into a trance during the transformation."
“Wh-what?” he asked with a shaky voice.
"The wolf grew and took on more power, not because you accepted it, but because you let yourself be dominated by it," he expressed anguished, placing a hand on the black-haired man's knee.
"You behaved like an Alpha, you gave yourself to primitive pleasure."
"Pleasure? Do you mean that..."
"Yes, you enjoyed the change, and you wanted more and more. You were drunk with power and savagery, you accepted the transformation but in exchange for your sanity. That fragmented your mind again making you last almos four hours in a trance" a shiver ran down Hyungwon's back, he gasped and looked at Minhyuk when he began to speak.
"Mmmm... the good thing is that... Your consciousness became more united with that of the wolf in your human form, it's like..."
"It gives you more physical and mental strength for certain things, and helps you in others. Although... if you let yourself go you can be somewhat... aggressive." Kihyun pointed out again.
"God... my God... No!" I don't like violence! I don't want power! I just want to be ME!” He covered his face and pulled his hair hard, however, he noticed something. "My hair... is... longer???"
"Mmmm yes, that is something that we will consult with Mr. Kang. You're supposed to look weaker and sick after a full moon but it turns out you're not, you're in pain, yes, but you look healthy and even stronger." Changkyun showed his reflection with a hand mirror to confirm what he was saying.
His hair, which had previously been at the beginning of his neck, was now at the beginning of his shoulders, glossy jet black, his brows thicker.
He had always been lean and somewhat toned, but now his shoulders were even broader and he carried a bit more muscle, making him look more robust, in contrast to his fine, delicate facial features.
He looked at himself in surprise, moving the mirror from one side to the other, he stroked his hair slowly, he looked at his neck, his clavicle, his shoulders, his chest... he looks different, but at the same time not, and it's strange for him.
"God, I feel so weird..." he exclaimed in a low voice.
"This is bad, I'm looking more like a beast..."
"No, hyung. You're looking more like what you are, a lycan, and a handsome and powerful one." Hoseok replied showing a little smile.
"Powerful?"
"You measure almost 4 meters in your wolf form, and you let out some terrifying howls, you even made the house tremble!" Changkyun exclaimed, ignoring the signs that Kihyun made him to shut up.
"Did I do that?" the black-haired man was more afraid when he saw how the minor nodded.
"Yeah. You don't remember anything? Minhyunk and Kihyun hyung would swear that your consciousness was there but dominated by the beast"
"I..." he frowned, thinking, trying to remember the events of the night before.
He remembers the pain, the anxiety, his own screams, the anguish, but there is something else... He remembers fighting the change, until he didn't anymore, and he only felt adrenaline, pleasure, strength...
"I remember the power. I remember feeling powerful, it hurt but I liked it. I enjoyed it, that's…horrible…but I felt like I could do everything, I had so much adrenaline built up inside of me, I felt euphoric, excited and…hungry.” He couldn't avoid the crooked smile that crossed his lips at the memory of the sensation, his stomach suddenly growled loudly and he looked up in embarrassment.
"Sorry, I'm really hungry." He smiled awkwardly. But the expression of his friends left him confused. "What"
"Your eyes… They turned golden for a moment." Hyungwon's expression broke down at Hoseok's words.
"Wh-what?"
"That's what I'm telling you. You have more lycan traits than you realize. You are learning to accept it, but you must be careful and not let it dominate you, not let yourself be controlled by those primitive instincts." Kihyun warned him again.
“And how will I do that?” he asked anxiously.
"Training. We'll help you Woonie. You have to learn to manage your new strength and control your emotions." The minor nodded looking at the ground, his expression full of anxiety and conflict.
The tension between everyone could be cut with a knife, until Hyungwon's stomach roared again.
"I'm sorry," he apologized, holding his stomach.
"Okay, let's put these things aside for now and go have breakfast. Everyone must be starving, right?" They all nodded at the older man's words.
"Well, let's go eat at Aunty Hui's," he encouraged them, getting up from his chair.
Everyone got up slowly, the events of the night before had drained their energy. Hyungwon quickly went for a black sweater, then realized something.
"Wait, Guys," he called to them. "What- ... Who dressed me?", he asked nervously. They all avoided his gaze by hurrying out the door.
“Don't forget to take your keys Hyung!” Changkyun yelled, running out quickly followed by Hoseok and Minhyuk.
"Well Woonie don't ask questions you won't like the answer to," Kihyun advised him with a nervous smile before heading out the door as well.
The black-haired man was shocked for a few moments then sighed heavily and shook his head trying to ignore that, closing the door of his house.
"And I'm the weird one," he muttered under his breath, reaching for his friends.
The end.
A.N: Hi moonies~ I uploaded an Extra bc I wanted to show more of the aftermath effects of the transformation and the consequences for Hyungwon and the boys, their feelings, and of course, the anxiety lingering between them even though they're best friends.
Idk what this short work of fiction might turn out in the future, but for now, it stays like a little ff for a light reading.
Hope you enjoyed your reading, and if you did, you can read some of my other stories:
Scarlet Gaze, Abysmal Distance and Ecounter, all uploaded on Wattpad and Inkitt. Also this FF is uploaded too.
Until next time~
Love, Artemis B.🦋
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shamps · 1 day
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Corações sombrios, destinos incertos - Pesadelo VII - Minhyuk
Mais um capítulo postado do pesadelo de Minhyuk.
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anneolise · 3 months
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Oi tumblr! Eu fui uma autora muito ativa de fanfics do Monsta X no spirit fanfics há uns anos atrás, e agora que a minha vida deu uma acalmada, meu bloqueio criativo finalmente está indo embora e eu consigo me dedicar à leitura e principalmente à escrita.
Se vocês derem uma olhadinha nela eu vou ficar agradecida. Espero poder publicá-la em breve no wattpad também!
Beijoquinhas!
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nxbodyelse · 6 months
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when you undo my belt (I melt)
summary: “it's your bed, you can do what you want.” kihyun rose to the bait, the corner of his mouth lifted into a smirk. “yeah, okay. I'll just jack off here, in bed with you.”
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kwanisms · 8 months
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please note that I am no longer actively writing for monsta x and that by putting this groups in the 'archive' does not necessarily mean I will stop writing for them entirely. Any series originally planned for any members in the archive have either been put in the vault or recasted.
🔞 many of these works contain sexual content (18+ mdni) 🔞 ♤ — angst :: ♡ — fluff :: ♧ — smut ✍ — ongoing :: ⊝ — hiatus :: ⊗ — discontinued :: ✓ — completed
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— drabbles
»» Drunken Confessions ♡ s. hyunwoo
➥ 891; after her roommate, Hyunwoo, calls her drunk from the bar, Y/N goes to pick him up and bring him home only to realize she has to babysit him before he falls asleep.
»» Don't Listen to Them ♡ l. minhyuk
➥ 577; when Y/N visit her boyfriend and realize he's down in the dumps over what some so called fans have been saying about his newest piece of ink, she decides to tell him that she doesn't think that way and how much she loves all of him, including his tattoos.
»» Stay ♡ y. kihyun
➥ 694; Y/N has hidden Kihyun's pants in hopes of making him stay at her place instead of leaving for practice like he's supposed to.
»» the Interview ♡ l. jooheon
➥ 1.3k; Jooheon is just ready to get this interview over with so the group can finally get some food and rest, until his eyes land on the person conducting the interview… Y/N.
»» My Girl ♡ i. changkyun
➥ 698; Changkyun sticks up for his S/O when he overhears some stylists mocking their Korean speaking capability.
»» Rainy Days ♡ i. changkyun
➥ 786; when her plans with Changkyun go awry due to a thunderstorm, he shows Y/N that a day spent inside is just as good as a day spent outside.
— oneshots
»» Anniversary Gift ♧ s. hyunwoo
➥ 7.1k ; Y/N's boyfriend Hyunwoo takes her on a trip for their anniversary ― to a private island just south of Jeju.
»» Makeup Sex ♧ l. jooheon
➥ 4.3k; Jooheon has been ignoring Y/N recently and she finds herself missing him more than usual.
»» Give it a Chance ♧ i. changkyun
➥ 8.2k; after weeks of flirting with her, the infamous 'fuckboy' that has been invading Y/N's workspace has a chance to sweep her off her feet at another bar and after seeing him in a new light, she's tempted to let him.
»» Time for a Change ♧ i. changkyun
➥ 2k; Changkyun is known on campus as being a huge flirt and a bit of a fuckboy. Little does he know, his next target, Y/N is not the sweet and innocent girl everyone paints her as. After hooking up with her on several occasions, Changkyun realizes he has feelings for her but does she return the sentiment?
»» Jealousy ♤♧ i. changkyun
➥ 5k; Changkyun is Y/N's best friend and she notice how distant he’s become since she befriended the rest of his members, especially his hyung, Kihyun.
— miniseries
»» the Bet: 01 | 02 | 03 ♧ ⊝ s.hyunwoo
➥ --; after learning the man she thought loved her only started seeing her as the result of a bet with his friends, Y/N's life is put in jeopardy when his boss, and her father’s rival, learns about the relationship.
— series
»» Give it to You ♧✓ ot7
➥ 25k; after making a secret pact, Y/N is tasked with bringing seven souls to her boss in exchange for her freedom. will she be able to follow through and end their lives or will she disobey her orders and pay with her life?
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— oneshots
»» Personal Trainer ♧
➥ oneshot; 7.6k; when her best friend begs her to go to the gym with her, Y/N is convinced she's trying to set her up with her personal trainer and after seeing him, Y/N might just be okay with that.
»» Dancing in the Dark ♧
➥ oneshot; 5.5k; it's always been just friends between Y/N and Hoseok but for Y/N, she's always wanted more. After watching her performance during a dance competition, Hoseok realizes that maybe he wants more as well…
»» Secrets ♤
➥ oneshot hybrid; 7.5k; after ending a secret 2 year relationship with Hoseok, Y/N realizes how much she really loved him and just maybe, he feels the same?
»» Noisy Neighbor ♧
➥ 6.3k; Y/N loves everything about her apartment - except her annoying and loud neighbor, Hoseok.
— drabbles
»» Lab Partners ♧
➥ drabble; 576; Y/N gets up to some shenanigans when she's supposed to be finishing a project with her lab partner, Hoseok.
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bteezxyewriter12 · 2 years
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Take My Picture~ Minhyuk 1
Pairing- Minhyuk x Named Reader
Word count- 1.6k
Includes- public sex, cock riding, missionary, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Minhyuk POV
I watch my girlfriend bite her lip as I pose for the photo shoot
Her legs are pressing together and I smirk knowing she's horny
She has her phone out, she's been taking pictures of me too
I can't wait until the break so I can fucked her
After ten more minutes of pictures, the break is finally called and everyone leaves the set
Which is the plane
I however stay in my spot, eyeing Changkyun as he passes to leave
He nods at me
I know he'll make sure no one comes here for awhile
Once he's gone, I look up at her, calling her over, waving my finger
She comes immediately
"You ok baby?", I ask innocently
"Hyukie, I want you", she whispers, sitting in my lap, "You're so hot baby"
Fuck, that was fast
Anytime she sits on me, I'm gonna get hard immediately
And it's happening
"I want you too jagi", I murmur, kissing her neck, moving my hands under her shirt
We immediately start pulling clothes off each other until we're both naked
I don't care where we are, I need her naked when we're gonna fuck
I wanna see her boobs bounce in my face, wanna see her pretty cunt cream my cock
Wanna see her body move, see her body cum
I pull her back on my lap and she sits, straddling me as I pull her to my lips in a kiss
I moan feeling her lips against mine, her kiss is full of love
I'm so happy she loves me
I'm so fucking lucky that she stayed with me after the shit I put her through for two months
So lucky she loves me enough to move past it and never bring it up
I will never put her through any of that again, never hurt her like I did
I was stupid to doubt her but never again
Never
I run my hands all over her body, feeling her up
I love her skin
She feels so smooth and so soft, I get off from just touching her
I know she feels my hard on because she's sitting right on it
I feel her get so wet that it's getting all over my cock, all over my lap
I fucking love it
She moves her hips, sliding along my shaft
"Fuck", I moan
She stops, "Sss...sorry"
"Don't stop baby. Please", I ask
"I...uh..I", she whimpers
I put my hands on her hips and slide her along my cock
"Fuck baby you're so wet. I love feeling it on my cock", I moan
"Yeah Hyukie? You feel good baby. So fucking hard. So big"
Jesus, hearing her say I feel good turns me on so much
"Minhyuk", she whines, her lips pressing kisses all over my neck, right into my favorite spots
Fuck I just want to be inside her
"Jagi, I want you", I whisper, "Can I have you?"
"Always Hyukie", she moans
She moves, holding my cock under her
"Please Jo, I...I want it", I beg
I don't care
I love her, I'll beg her, it doesn't bother me
She slowly slides down my length
"Oh my god Minhyuk!", she cries out, her body shaking against mine, while I moan her name, "Joanne, oh fuck baby"
She slides all the way down, getting me all in
"Fuck fuck baby", she moans, her face in the crook of my neck and her opposite arm around the back of my neck, holding me tightly to her
Oh my god
She feels fucking incredible
She's so goddamn tight around me, so wet she's soaking my cock and body is still shaking
"You ok baby?", I ask
She nods, "You...you just feel so good"
Oh my god
She's shaking because I feel good?
Holy shit
"Baby, please", I beg
"Please what Hyukie?", she whispers
"Please baby, ride me"
She lifts her face up to mine, leaning closer
As she kisses me, she slides up my length, then slides back down
I moan from the fucking amazing feeling of her tight slit opening wide for me to get in
Fuck she's so wet, it's easy for my cock to move in her, her pussy sucking my cock back in every move
She gets as close to me as she can, her skin against mine and I fucking love the feeling
She starts bouncing on me faster and harder, mind blowing pleasure blasting in my body
"Oh god", I gasp
I move my hands, touching her body all over
Trailing my fingers down her neck to her chest, she shivers under my touch
I fucking love it
"Baby you're fucking perfect", I whisper to her
She is
She's my perfect everything
"Hyukie", she moans
"I love you Jo. So much"
"I love you Minhyuk"
Ever since I got her back, I can't get enough of hearing her tell me she loves me
It'll never get old and I'll always want to hear it
I love her more than anything and I'll always tell her
She gets so tight on me while she moves, making me yell, "Fuck, oh god"
Fuck, she's so good at riding me, bouncing harder and harder
"God Minhyuk you feel so good. Fuck you're cock is so big, so hard", she moans
"Baby, fuck", I moan too, "Cum around my cock baby. Do it"
I feel her throbbing on me so hard, getting ready and I'm so excited
"Minhyuk, Minhyuk!", she screams, coming on me, her body shaking hard
Intense pleasure hits me so hard as I grip her hips, rocking her on me
"Baby, fuck, it feels so good baby", I whimper, "Fuck, keep coming. I want more
When she finishes, she leans back on my thighs and starts slamming herself on my cock hard, over and over again
Pleasure blasts in my body making me yell as I watch her
Boobs jiggling in my face, her sexy body moving on me, hips moving in a circle as she grinds on my cock when she comes down
Her face in so much pleasure
That's what I want to see
Her in pleasure
Yes I feel good too but it's always about her
My baby
She gets tight again, holding on to me as she starts sliding on me faster and faster, soaking my cock
"Fucking hell", I moan, watching her ride me, my hands groping and squeezing her boobs
She's so fucking beautiful
She smirks, "You like watching me on your cock baby boy?"
Holy shit
She's fucking amazing
"Yeah baby. I like watching you so much", I agree, "You know I do"
She's slamming back down when I thrust up at the same time, going so deep inside her, hitting her spot
"Fuck Hyukie!", she cries
I keep slamming up, making her scream with every hit
I feel her getting tighter and tighter
"Cum on my cock baby, I want to feel it again", I ask
"Mmmm"
"Please baby. Cum on me.", I plead
I slam into her spot again and she screams my name so loudly, coming again
She keeps moving and I watch her cream sliding down my cock
Fucking hell, that's fucking so hot
"Minhyuk! Fuck you feel so good. You feel so good!", she yells, clinging onto me
"Good girl baby", I praise her
I grab her, moving onto the floor, laying her on her back
She immediately opens her legs wide for me and I start pounding into her hard and fast
"Minhyuk, yes baby. Harder! Fuck harder!", she shouts
Grabbing one of her ankles in each of my hands, I slam harder and mercilessly into her pussy
"Fuck Jo, you're pussy is amazing", I pant, "Get tighter baby. Please. Get tight and don't let go"
She clenches me hard and tight, making me yell from the increase in pleasure, the throbbing so fucking good
"C'mon baby. Cum", I demand
"Minhyuk!", she screams as she explodes all over me again, shaking hard
"Baby fuck fuck, Joanne!", I shout coming hard in her pussy, my body shaking too
"Yes Hyukie oh god yes", she screams, coming on me again, milking my cock, "Hyukie fuck you feel so good when you cum"
Oh my god
This has never happened before
I never had a girl cum on me because I came
She's never cum on me because I came
She's incredible
"Baby, you came because I did?", I ask when we finish
She nods, her face blushing, "You felt so good baby. Your cock throbbing inside me fuck, I couldn't stop it"
Smiling, I lean over her, kissing her face everywhere, "You're amazing baby. I love you"
"I love you Hyukie", she giggles, taking all the kisses
I finally kiss her lips and she throws her arms around me, holding me tightly as she kisses me
I hear a knocking and I lift my head up
"You guys done? The photographers wanna come back in an set up", Changkyun says
"We done?", I smirk at her
She pouts but nods
"Don't worry baby. After the shoot, I'll take you home and fuck you all night"
"Promise?", she asks
"Promise", I confirm
"Ok then"
"We're done. Give us five minutes", I tell Changkyun
"Got it"
I move off her, helping her up
We dress quickly because we don't want anyone just showing up and seeing us naked
"C'mon baby"
I take her hand and lead her out of the plane
"Hungry?", I ask, putting my arm around her
"Yeah baby", she answers, leaning her head on me
I kiss the top of her head, hoping that the guys saved some food for us
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tinytinyblogs · 10 months
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Minhyuk As Your Boyfriend
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Boyfriend
(n.) A person who 90% of the time annoy you, and 10% of the time makes you forget the 90%
Monsta X Masterlist Here
He loves playing games with you, and he'll happily spend all day doing so. You'll both scream so loudly when you lose, but I hope your neighbors don't mind! You and Minhyuk are the loudest gamers in the neighborhood. You scream and shout and cheer so loudly that your neighbors probably think you're crazy. But you don't care, because you're having too much fun. You'll spend hours playing your favorite games, whether it's Mario Kart, Super Smash Bros., or League of Legends. You'll trash-talk each other and laugh at each other's misfortunes. You'll even get a little competitive, but it's all in good fun. When you finally lose, you'll both scream and shout in frustration. But then you'll laugh it off and start a new game. You'll never get tired of playing games together, because it's always so much fun.
Minhyuk knows how to make you smile, and spending time with him is always so much fun. So when he's away for a few days, you might feel a little bored. But don't worry, there are plenty of things you can do to keep yourselves entertained.
Minhyuk suggested adopting a puppy on a whim, and you thought it was a great idea. You spent the whole day running around the house taking pictures of the puppy, trying to get the perfect shot. You and Minhyuk had been talking about getting a puppy for a while, but you never really took the initiative to do it. But one day, Minhyuk came home from work and said, "I think we should adopt a puppy." You were a little surprised, but you were also excited. You had always wanted a puppy, and you knew Minhyuk would be a great dog dad.
This man will be extremely worried if you get sick or if he sees you crying in front of him. He will do whatever it takes to take care of you, even if it means googling how to take care of you or calling Kihyun at 3 a.m. in the morning. He will hold your hand and tell you everything is going to be okay. He will get you a warm blanket and a cup of tea. He will stay up with you all night if he has to. He will do whatever it takes to make sure you feel better. He knows that you are his priority, and he will do anything to make sure you are happy and healthy. He is the most caring and supportive person you know, and you are lucky to have him in your life.
Minhyuk would love to take you to all the cute and aesthetic places in town. He would start by taking you to a cafe with a beautiful view. You would order coffee and pastries, and you would sit outside and people-watch. Then, he would take you to a flower shop, where you would pick out a bouquet of flowers for each other. After that, you would go for a walk in the park, and you would take some couple photos in front of the fountain. For dinner, he would take you to a restaurant with a romantic atmosphere. You would order your favorite dishes, and you would talk for hours. After dinner, he would walk you back to your apartment, and he would kiss you goodnight. Minhyuk would be so proud to be your boyfriend, and he would want everyone to know it. He would show the members the couple photos he took of you, and he would tell them all about the date. He would tell them about the food you ate, the things you did, and how much fun you had together. He would be so happy to have you in his life, and he would want to share his happiness with everyone.
Minhyuk is so proud to be your boyfriend that he can't help but brag about you to his members. He'll tell them stories about your dates, your conversations, and even your quirks. At first, they'll be happy for him, but eventually they'll start to get tired of hearing about you all the time. They might even start to tease him about it. But Minhyuk doesn't care. He's just so happy to have you in his life, and he wants everyone to know about it. Even though the members might get tired of hearing about you, they would still be happy for Minhyuk. They would know that he's found someone special, and they would be supportive of his relationship with you.
Your relationship with Minhyuk is always exciting and never dull. You always have something to look forward to, whether it's a new date night, a weekend getaway, or just spending time together at home. Minhyuk always knows how to make you laugh, and he always makes you feel loved and appreciated. You feel like the luckiest person in the world to have Minhyuk in your life. He is everything you could ever want in a partner. He is kind, funny, supportive, and loving. He always puts your needs first, and he always makes you feel special. Minhyuk tells you that he loves you more and more every day. He says that you are the most amazing person he has ever met, and that he can't imagine his life without you. You believe him, because you feel the same way about him.
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ssoassawhowrites · 11 months
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Pills - the one who can heal you is yourself
Part 1
Aku tidak pernah menonton drama atau film bertema romantis yang Minhyuk bintangi. Tapi, hari ini…
“Kamu nonton drama Netflix yang baru tayang kemarin?” Tanya Seungyeon yang sejak lima menit lalu sudah berkutat dengan ponsel di tangannya.
Seingatku tadi ia bilang kalau ia akan menghubungi Daeun, teman kami seorang lagi, yang akan datang untuk makan malam bersama di hari Minggu yang entah bagaimana terasa lebih hangat dari hari-hari sebelumnya.
Kenapa jadi tiba-tiba bicara soal drama Netflix? Batinku. “Yang mana?” Tanyaku pada akhirnya. Berhubung ada banyak drama Korea yang tayang di OTT platform satu ini. 
“Influencer,” jawabnya dengan aksen Korea yang sangat kental. Seungyeon menatapku dengan mata kecilnya yang entah bagaimana lebar sekali sekarang. “Ada 12 episode, kau bisa langsung menontonnya sekali duduk.”
Influencer.
Drama korea terbaru yang Minhyuk bintangi. Eum, tidak. Aku tidak menontonnya. Tentu saja tidak, sejak aku kenal dengan Minhyuk, secara personal. “Ah, serial itu.” Jawabku singkat, kembali sibuk dengan buku menu di tangan yang sudah aku baca sejak Seungyeon sibuk dengan ponselnya.
“Yeoksi! Aku sudah tahu kau pasti langsung menonton dramanya, sejak kau bekerja di tempat itu ‘kan?”
Aku menghela napas panjang. “Siapa yang bilang semua karyawan Netflix pasti harus menonton setiap drama yang tayang dari sana?”
“Bukannya seperti itu? Kau bekerja di perusahaan webtoon, kau setiap hari juga harus membaca setiap webtoon-nya—“
“Lantas kalau aku bekerja di perusahaan kosmetik, aku juga harus pakai semua kosmetiknya?”
“Eum—begini—Ah! Itu Daeun!, Daeun-ah, yeogiyo!” Seungyeon berdiri sambil mengangkat tangannya, membuat Daeun mengetahui keberadaan kami di kafe malam itu. Atau singkatnya, dia mengalihkan pembicaraan karena pertanyaanku.
Aku tersenyum kecil.
Memang benar kalau kami juga disarankan untuk menonton setiap film dan series yang ditayangkan oleh Netflix, dan beberapa posisi juga dibutuhkan untuk menonton semua konten yang perusahaan miliki, tapi sejauh ini, aku tidak diwajibkan untuk menonton semuanya.
Dan lagi, aku punya alasan khusus kenapa aku tidak menonton drama yang ditanyakan Seungyeon tadi. Ya, itu karena Minhyuk. Aku bahkan lupa kapan terakhir kali aku menonton dramanya. Dua tahun yang lalu? Atau lima tahun yang lalu?
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“Terima kasih sudah menemaniku hari ini.” Kataku, mencoba untuk terdengar tulus, walau aku tidak tau apa usahaku berhasil, sejak suara di kepalaku bilang hal yang berbeda.
“Eyyy, jangan sungkan.” Kata Seungyeon, setengah merangkulku.
“Ingat selalu Kenna, kamu punya kami,” sambung Daeun. “oh iya, kau yakin tidak mau kami antar pulang? Kita bisa lanjut ke ronde kedua, lho!”
Aku menggeleng. “Tak apa, biasanya aku akan langsung tidur dan lupa apa yang terjadi sebelumnya.” Jawabku sambil terkekeh.
“Tapi, ingat kalau ada apa-apa jangan lupa ada kami, oke?”
“Iyaaa!” Jawabku lalu berjalan sambil melambai ke arah Daeun dan Seungyeon yang kemudian berbalik arah berlawanan denganku.
Aku memutar tubuh, berjalan pelan menuju apartemen yang sudah hampir lima tahun ke belakang aku tempati selama di Seoul. Entah bagaimana apartemen dan tempat makan kami tidak terlalu jauh, berjalan kaki memang terasa lebih menyenangkan, ditambah dengan angin semilir sejuk menyapu rambutku yang terurai.
Ah, iya. Dokterku bilang rambutku sudah mulai panjang ketika tempo hari bertemu. Perasaanku malah ingin memotongnya kembali.
Langkahku terhenti, mengeluarkan ponselku dari saku blazer. Mataku terpaku pada tanggal dan angka di jam ponselku malam itu. Sudah pukul delapan lebih tiga puluh menit.
Hatiku mencelos, ada perasaan campur aduk yang tidak bisa aku jelaskan. Tangisku secara perlahan naik ke kerongkongan, kau tau, seperti perasaan yang biasanya akan kau rasakan ketika ingin menangis, tapi tak bisa kau keluarkan. Itu yang tengah aku rasakan sekarang.
Aku mendongak, bukan karena ingin atau mencoba membendung airmataku agar tak jatuh. Lebih karena aku ingin mencari keberadaan bulan malam ini. Apa ia ada? Apa tidak? Dan saat aku mendongak, dia ada di sana.
Bulan yang belum sempurna, tapi dia ada. Bulan malam ini begitu cantik, tapi juga menyedihkan bagiku. Karena hari ini jadi hari... hari di mana aku kehilangan duniaku, hari ini, di jam ini tepat dua tahun yang lalu, duniaku hancur berkeping-keping.
Tiba-tiba aku merasa sempoyongan, aku menunduk dan terjongkok di tempat. Mengenggam ponselku dengan erat.
Awalnya kupikir, setidaknya aku bisa sampai ke apartemen terlebih dulu dan menderita sendirian di sana. Tapi, entah bagaimana aku tidak sanggup untuk berjalan lebih jauh lagi. Kututup kedua mataku, menutupnya sekasar mungkin walau aku tak tau bagaimana caranya. Tapi, tanpa menutup keduanya pun, pandanganku sudah menggelap.
Duniaku gelap sejak ibuku meninggal dua tahun yang lalu. Dan hari ini adalah hari di mana aku kehilangan sosoknya untuk selamanya.
Jantungku mendadak terasa sakit, aku tidak bisa bernapas dengan normal seperti biasanya. Sebagian dari diriku mencoba untuk bangkit, tapi sebagian yang lain memutuskan sepihak untuk membuatku terjatuh dengan sempurna di atas aspal. Pikiranku kosong, dadaku berkecamuk, dan perasaan ingin berteriak yang cukup tinggi.
Tapi, aku tau aku tidak bisa melakukan itu di sini. Di tempat banyak orang berlalu-lalang. Aku juga tau pasti sudah banyak orang yang memperhatikanku dengan bingung dan aneh. Tapi, aku tidak bisa melakukan kompromi dengan tubuhku sendiri. Seolah-olah ia punya otak sendiri dan bukan aku yang bisa mengontrolnya.
Detik demi detik perasaan bersalah, kehilangan, kesedihan, dan kesendirian berkecamuk jadi satu dan menggerogoti tiap atom di dalam tubuhku. Sampai sebulir air mata itu turun bersamaan dari kedua mataku, membuatnya basah ketika aku berkedip. Perasaan ingin mati terasa begitu dalam, seperti ada belati yang menancap dadaku saat ini.
Aku tidak bisa mendengar atau berpikir apa pun selain suara-suara itu yang bilang kalau aku adalah sumber kematian ibuku dua tahun yang lalu. Aku tidak bisa berfungsi dengan baik dan terus memukul-mukul dadaku, sampai satu tangan menyentuh pundakku.
Aku mendongak, mengedik, dan menjauhkan pundakku dari jangkauan tangan yang terulur itu.
“Anda seperti kesakitan,” katanya.
Aku mengalihkan pandangan dari laki-laki itu, mencoba menarik napas lebih panjang, mengaturnya untuk berfungsi sebagai mana mestinya, mengusap air mata dari wajahku dan berusaha untuk bangkit.
“Maaf,” kataku setelah berhasil untuk bangkit. “Saya tidak apa-apa.” Sambungku kemudian.
Aku terpincang sedikit ketika berusaha untuk melewati laki-laki itu, sampai ia kembali memanggilku.
“Setidaknya bawa ini,” katanya, membuatku berbalik.
Sekarang aku bisa memperhatikan wajah dan penampilannya malam itu. Aku seperti mengenalnya entah di mana, wajah yang cukup familiar yang aku tidak bisa ingat siapa, tapi aku yakin laki-laki dengan topi--dan entah apa yang terjadi dengannya, tapi lengan kanannya terbungkus dan digantung dengan arm sling, sementara tangan kirinya menyodorkan air mineral padaku.
“Airnya dingin, aku dengar cocok untuk meredakan rasa cemas. Setidaknya untuk saat ini.”
Aku terdiam beberapa detik sebelum mulai bicara lagi. “Tidak, saya—“
“Johnny-ya!” Suara laki-laki lain memotong apa yang ingin aku katakan. Suara itu muncul dari dalam rumah makan lain di sepanjang jalan ini. “Ada apa?” Tanyanya pada laki-laki bertopi dan dengan arm sling yang belum mengalihkan tatapannya dariku.
Aku sudah akan berbalik lagi ketika ia kembali menyodorkan botol air mineral di tangannya. Ambil saja, toh aku bertemu dengannya sekali ini saja. lagi pula aku juga tidak kenal siapa orang ini. Kataku dalam hati, lalu meraih botol air mineral itu dari tangannya.
Aku membungkuk dan berlalu dari hadapan kedua orang itu dengan melangkah secepat mungkin.
Sesampai di apartemen, aku mendapat pesan dari Minhyuk. Kulepas sepatu dan berjalan beringsut ke sofa di ruang tamu. Kubuka pesan darinya dan membalasnya dengan cepat.
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"I love you..." lirihku dan mendongak ke langit-langit ruang tamu apartemen.
Enam bulan yang lalu kalimat itu memang berhasil membuat kupu-kupu di perutku kembali hidup. Tapi, tidak jarang kebersamaan setelah kalimat itu sering diucap oleh Minhyuk padaku membuatku bertanya-tanya apa aku layak mendapatkan deretan kata itu?
Don't do anything stupid, katanya barusan.
Entah kenapa kalimat itu malah membuatku makin ingin melakukan hal yang bodoh.
Aku arahkan pandangan pada vas berisi bunga Chrysanthemum di meja makan. Ternyata aku sempat membeli bunga untuk Ibuku tadi pagi, bahkan memberinya air yang cukup.
Kupaksa diriku berjalan lagi ke arah meja makan. Kupotret bunga krisan yang masih segar itu, dan membiarkan jari-jariku mengetikkan sesuatu di akun Instagram yang aku punya.
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2 Juli sebentar lagi berakhir, dan aku tidak ingin tanggal ini berakhir. Karena tanggal ini, adalah saat di mana ibuku terakhir kali ada di dunia ini.
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Love Again (Lee MinHyuk/B-Bomb) (Part 1)
Her father pulled her out of the car and dragged her inside the house. To her surprise, he picked her up from school. She can see the façade he pulled when he picked her up. The sweet smile he showed to the teachers and principle was all an act. She winced in pain, his grip getting tighter and tighter. He dragged her up the stairs and threw her to the floor when letting her go when they entered her bedroom.
“Hurry up and pack,” he ordered. “We’re moving to Seoul tomorrow.” He slammed the door shut and she stared at the closed door with wide eyes.
‘A new life,’ she thought happily.
By the next morning, MiYoung and her father arrived at their new house. It was a simple two-story house with a small flower bed up front. As she got out of the car, another one pulled up. She turned around and her eyes widened.
“No…” she whispered and almost dropped her things. A male, around her age, exited the car. His brunette hair was messy and he held a large smirk on his face when he looked at her.
“You think you could get rid of me, honey?” he questioned.
“What do you want, JunHyung?” she asked bitterly. The smirk widened as he put his arm around her.
“I gotta watch out for my girl,” he said. She harshly let his arm go and entered the house. JunHyung frowned and turned her around. “Yah!”
“What?!”
“MiYoung! JunHyung! Keep it down!” her father yelled from inside the house. She looked at JunHyung and frowned.
“Leave. I don’t want you here!” she spat. JunHyung, in response, slapped her face.
“Shut the hell up, MiYoung,” he sneered. “You know that I will always be here. I promised you, didn’t I?” He then walked to his car. As he was entering, he turned back to her as she held her slapped cheek. “I’ll see you soon, baby girl.” MiYoung took a deep breath and took her last trip back to her room. She held in her tears and started to unpack. It didn’t take long, she didn’t have that much in the first place. She started to help her father unpack around the house. She was relieved that tonight was a peaceful night.
The sound of her father yelling woke her up. She checked the time on her phone. It was only 6 in the morning. The door slammed opened, causing her to jump out of bed.
“Hurry up! You have school!” he yelled angrily and threw her school uniform at her first. “Hurry. I’ll drive you to school.”
Once he slammed the door shut, she got out of bed. She stood in front of her full length mirror and looked at her cheek. It was slightly bruised, but nothing for her to worry about. She grabbed her make up bag and went to the bathroom to get ready.
Her father demanded breakfast once she arrived in the kitchen. As quickly as she could, she made fried eggs and bacon and filled a bowl with rice. Her father walked around with his coffee mug. He watched MiYoung pick up the hot pan and bumped into her hard.
“Ouch!” she yelled in pain as she jumped back before the pan hit the ground and the hot oil avoided her. Her father paid no attention and walked to the living room. ‘This fucking bastard,’ she angrily thought and cleaned up the mess.
“Quit being clumsy!” he yelled. “Clean that up before you’re late!” She held her hand under cold water before applying medicine and place a wrapping bandage loosely around her hand. She looked at the untouched plate she made and ran to the front door. He was gone and she sighed.
“I should’ve expected this,” she said to herself. MiYoung grabbed her backpack, locked the front door, and walked to school. ‘I just don’t want to deal with people,’ she thought sadly. The closer she arrived at the school, the more nervous she became. Her grip on her backpack tightened in fear. She just wanted to stop and run away. She was worried, wondering if students would treat her the same way from her previous school. She wondered if they picked on new students without giving them a chance.
“Are you alright?” she heard suddenly. It surprised her as she jumped back. “Ah, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you. You seem new. Are you new?” She turned around to see a boy with black hair. His hair was slightly shorter on the sides but faded in nicely as the length was longer on top. He wore the same uniform design. And she will admit, he is very cute. In response, MiYoung bowed to him and started to walk away from him. “Wait! I can help you! You need the principal’s office, right?” He held her shoulder so she wouldn’t run away, but her whole body stiffened. He immediately realized her sudden reaction and immediately let her go. MiYoung stood there for a bit, contemplating to accept his help or not. In the end, she gave up and turned around.
“Please?” she finally answered. The boy smiled, revealing his dimples.
“Okay, follow me,” he said and lead her inside. She was surprised with the amount of students that attended the school. Many of the students looked at her, realizing that she was a brand new student. To her surprise, they shrugged it off and turned back to their friends with their conversations. MiYoung stayed behind the boy helping her. She kept a good arm and half length distance from him. Once he stopped walking, she did too. “There’s the office. If you need anymore help, just try and find me.” MiYoung nodded and quietly thanked him before entering inside.
MiYoung received her schedule and the principal assisted her to the classroom. The teacher and students turned to her. She now has their full, undivided attention which made her feel nervous. She watched the principal speak to the teacher and the teacher smiled and nodded. The principal left and the teacher motioned her to stand in front of the classroom.
“Class, this is Kim MiYoung. She just moved here so please make her feel comfortable around the school, okay?” the students responded with a nod and okay. “MiYoung, I’m Mrs. Choi. I’m very happy that you’ll be attending my class.
“Th-Thank you, Mrs. Choi,” she said quietly.
“There are a few empty desk, you can sit at any one of them,” she said. Miyoung nodded and headed to the two empty desks at the back corner together. Once she took her seat, MiYoung unpacked her notebook and pens, patiently waiting for class to start. “As I was saying…” The door opened and she looked up to see the same boy who helped her earlier to the office. She watched him give Mrs. Choi a pass. “Try not to let this happen again, MinHyuk.” MinHyuk bowed.
“I’m sorry, Mrs. Choi,” he said.
“Take your seat.” He nodded and walked towards to where MiYoung sat. MiYoung looked down at her notebook and started doodling, pretending that she wasn’t interested in what was going to happen next. She heard the chair next to her move and she sighed mentally. She can feel a pair of eyes look at her.
“Ah, you’re the girl from earlier,” he whispered happily. She looked at him and nodded. She couldn’t help but give him a small smile back. “I’m Lee MinHyuk.”
“K-Kim MiYoung,” she quickly responded. He chuckled and settled in his seat.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Kim MiYoung.”
A month passed and MiYoung started to warm up very slowly to the school. At first, she wanted to isolate herself. However, students would introduce themselves and she would too. Eventually, she would end up having a nice conversation with some students from time to time within that month. She enjoys Seoul High School. It was the only thing she looked forward to throughout her day.
MiYoung finished tutoring a student in Calculus. She was at her locker, wondering on what textbooks she’ll need for tonight and what to leave for her locker. She smiled. She only needed one for tonight. She closed her locker and started to head out the front doors. However, she saw JunHyung on his bike. And she knew he was waiting for her.
“What is he doing here?” she whispered to herself and quickly walked to the side. She prayed that he didn’t see her.
“Hey! MiYoung!” Her eyes widened and she quickly turned around. The a rush of relief filled her when she saw MinHyuk.
“Y-Yeah?” she responded. MinHyuk held up a cell phone. MiYoung realized that it was hers and she held her hand out so she can retrieve it back.
“It must’ve fell out of your pocket. I suggest to not put your phone in the jacket pockets. They’re pretty crappy,” he said. MiYoung nodded and quietly thanked him as she put her phone in her backpack. “So, what are you doing at this side of the school?”
“It’s nothing,” she quickly answered. “Bye.”
“Wait! That guy with the motorcycle. He says that he’s looking for you,” he said.
“I have nothing to do with him,” she said and quickly walked away. MinHyuk just followed her. She sighed in frustration, the panic overwhelming her. “Is there anything you want?” She watched him rub the back of his neck. She can tell that he was starting to get nervous too.
“Well, I was wondering if you would like to hang out with me.” She looked at him in shock. No one ever asked her to go out and do anything. Why now?
“Why? We don’t really know each other. We just sit next to each other in class.” Her voice was almost ice cold but as she spoke, her voice was getting softer and softer as if she was regretting her response.
“I would love to get to know you. Will you give me a chance?” he asked. He was persistent, that she noticed. He was usually subtle, saying hi to her every time he saw her. But now, he wants to actually spend time with her. The silence was killing him, but she couldn’t tell what she wanted to do. In the end, she sighed and nodded. He smiled widely and grabbed her hand to drag her to his destination, however, she pulled her hand away from his grasp.
“Please don’t do that,” she whispered. MinHyuk frowned but he complied anyway.
“I’m sorry. I won’t do that,” he said. She thanked him quietly and followed him. She stood behind him, keeping the same distance from him like she did on her first day of class. ‘He’s not a bad guy,’ she thought.
“Where are we going?” MinHyuk noticed her walking a little far behind him. He stopped for a bit so she could catch up nextot him.
“Want to eat pizza? Or chicken? We’ll have whatever you’re craving for,” he answered with a smile, showing his dimple. She couldn’t help but give a small smile back.
“Sushi.”
“Then sushi it is.” He looked from left to right and suddenly smiled with an Aha! Once he found the place. “This is the best sushi restaurant.” MiYoung thanked him as he opened the door for her. The place was small and it wasn’t as crowded as she thought it would be. They were able to choose their seats. She looked through the choices of sushi. Her mouth was watering.
“Dragon Roll?” she asked herself. MinHyuk heard.
“I recommend that. It’s really good!” he suggested. MiYoung nodded and closed the menu. “I’ll let you try my Sweet Sixteen Roll. That’s my other favorite.”
“You’re a very talkative guy,” she simply said. MinHyuk just shrugged and took a drink of water. MiYoung frowned, feeling as if she offended him. She didn’t mean to sound rude. Before she said anything, the waiter came by and took their order. And again, they remained silent once the waiter left. She can feel MinHyuk’s eyes on her, which made her feel slightly uncomfortable.
“Your hand seems to be getting better.” Her eyes widened and she looked at her hand that she burned on her first day of school. “I noticed it wrapped. What happened?”
“I dropped a hot pan,” she mumbled but he heard her, and he shook his head. She pouted. “Hey…”
“You need to be more careful,” he said. She didn’t say anything afterwards. Their orders finally arrived and he was right, the Dragon Roll was good. She watched him push his plate towards her. “Try it. It’s really good, too.” MiYoung nodded and took a piece of sushi to try. She nodded in satisfaction. “Good, right?” MiYoung smiled.
“Really good,” she responded. MinHyuk chuckled and took one of her sushi roll. She watched him eat in content. “Good?” He gave her two thumbs up which made her smile automatically. ‘What is up with this guy?’ she thought.
MinHyuk paid for their, despite MiYoung’s effort to pay for her half of the meal. She finally gave up and let him do the honor of paying. The two walked outside. The sky was getting dark and the night was cold. They walked side by side together as she held on tightly to the straps of her back pack.
“How’s life going for you?” he asked. MiYoung only shrugged. She didn’t know how to answer it because when people ask about life, she thinks of happiness and nothing about her life screams happiness. “I’m sorry if I did this out of the blue.” MiYoung stopped walking and looked at him. “Here I am asking you to hang out as if we’re the best of friends. I’m so sorry if I made you really uncomfortable.”
MiYoung could tell that he was sincere. And now she felt like an ass, being completely silent and shutting him out. But in her defense, this just felt so new to her.
“It’s okay,” she said. “I usually don’t give people chances.” Her confession made him a little surprised. She then gave him a very small smile. “However, I gave you one, right?” MinHyuk smiled.
“Thank you, MiYoung.”
“No, thank you.”
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seawitch62 · 2 years
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Fanfiction Masterlist
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mymoonspace22 · 1 year
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Moon Slave Pt. 3 (Monsta X Mini-Fic)
By: Artemis B.🥀
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Genre: romance, friendship, werewolf au, monsta x fanfiction, short fanfic, light reading, angst, sobrenatural, magic, sobrenatural au, hyungwon x female oc, hyungwon centric, vampire changkyun, shaman kihyun, wizard minhyuk, vampire wonho, human shownu, human jooheon, werewolf hyungwon x human oc.
Warning: strong language, blood, slight body horror, trauma.
Note: No ships, No smut (sorry)
Part 2 here
Part 1 here
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A few minutes until the full moon rises.
Already in Hyungwon's basement, the group of friends were preparing everything. Minhyuk placed several things that the younger can destroy while in his feral state; Jooheon called them wishing them good luck, being away on a well-deserved vacation; Changkyun secured the chains to the wall with Hoseok's help; Kihyun was securing the chains on Hyungwon's wrists and reinforcing them with 5 spells.
The young werewolf was barely aware of what was happening, his mind was in the clouds, literally, he felt the slightest movement, looked for the slightest sign that the clouds would soon disperse, revealing his tormentor: the full moon, reminding him that he's his slave.
The black-haired man felt the fear making its way into his being at the same time that the tingling he felt in the morning amplified in intensity, making him groan occasionally.
When Kihyun finished securing the chains, Hyungwon felt his friends move a few steps away from him, suddenly his skin began to burn with fever and his clothes stung, making him itchy and hot.
“Shit, his clothes. We forgot to tell him.” Kihyun cursed under his breath.
"Well, too late, the moon will rise in 30 seconds." Hoseok replied nervously.
Hearing that, Hyungwon gasped and looked out the window alarmed, watching the clouds begin to disperse, causing another emotion he hates to take over: Panic. He began to gasp and yank at the chains, making them rattle but to no avail.
"H...hyung...Hyung, get me out of here, I don't want to be here!" he begged between sobs and gasps.
"No , no! He's coming, I don't want to, I don't want to, get me out of here!" His hysterical look and his screams full of panic were scaring the others.
"Woonie... it's for your own good, please... breathe" Kihyun tried to calm him down without success.
"No I can't! I can't breathe!" he began to hyperventilate, the light of the full moon began to peek through the window.
"Don't do this to me please, please! Don't do this to me! KIHYUN HYUNG STOP THIS!". The aforementioned jumped back at that heartbreaking cry, he had never seen Hyungwon so upset since his first transformation, and the slight sparkle in his eyes is confirming that something else is taking control of his mind.
"Hyung, I think we should move further away..." Hoseok warned cautiously.
Everyone moved a few steps back, getting closer to the exit, Hoseok had to pull Kihyun a bit by his clothes, since the blonde couldn't move.
"Are you going to leave me here?! Alone?! HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?! Ow, Ow! DAMN, DAMN IT!"  he yelled between gasps of hysteria, pulling the chains more and more with an overwhelming force, worrying the others if they would hold. 
He began to growl in frustration as he couldn't get free, one of his primitive thoughts making an appearance: anger. A feeling so intense and foreign to him that it terrifies him, because he doesn't know what could happen if he lets himself be consumed, and now that's what's happening. He snarled and gasped, yanking harder again, fangs bared like a wild animal.
“Hyung, the wolf…he's very strong…he's completely dominating him.” Minhyuk whispered to Kihyun, who was watching everything with teary eyes.
"Argh! Aaagh!" and the first crack was heard throughout the basement, surprising everyone, the change was beginning.
" IT HURTS! GET ME OUT OF HERE, GET ME OUT!" His voice became deep and full of growls, scaring the others who took more distance.
It's a nightmare and one that they will never be able to get used to. Hyungwon, who is normally funny, calm and collected, is now shaking his head from side to side and yelling in pain as he tries to break the chains by yelling all sorts of nonsense, his voice unrecognizable to them.
"MAKE IT STOP, MAKE IT STOP, AAAARGGGGGH!" His bones cracked violently again and the boys saw how something moved under his shirt, bending his back in a gruesome way.
The sweaty black-haired man's nails turned into claws and he, imprisoned by desperation, began to tear his shirt, making numerous huge scratches in his chest that began to heal instantly, leaving his torso bare and shiny with sweat and traces of blood.
"I'LL RIP YOUR SKIN OFF, DAMN IT! No, I won't do that! Help me, please, help… AGHHH! I didn't mean it!"
The threat sounded so foreign to him that he even scared himself, but he couldn't stop, it's as if he was being possessed by a demon and his body no longer belonged to him.
"I'LL KILL YOU ALL, I SWEAR, AAAGH AAAARHHHHG!" He kept shouting horrible words as his voice became reverberant and dual, as if two minds were fighting in the same body.
"My God!" Minhyuk sobbed covering his mouth.
"Shit! HE'S GROWING?!" Changkyun exclaimed in alarm.
The next thing that happened left them with their blood frozen. Hyungwon's toned chest began to pound rhythmically, followed by his shoulders and arms, until his entire body seemed to be pounding like a fearful heart. Kihyun looked into his eyes and saw a clouded expression, his gaze lost in pain, fever and change, his eyes wide and a menacing amber color.
Hyungwon seemed to pant in rhythm with the palpitations until his body began to grow, his muscles became more toned, filled with fiber and power, his skin flushed red with fever, his bones kept cracking but the boy seemed to be in a trance, his mouth ajar, letting out increasingly deep and loud gasps, letting his sharp fangs shine a little.
Suddenly, he whimpered in anguish and growled loudly as he slammed his hands into the ground, scratching the wooden floor with his claws as he felt the pain of change again. His spine cracked loudly, he felt it moving under his skin, which is painful. He continued to grow at a torturously slow and sensitive pace, he felt like his whole body was going to explode, but it didn't, instead his muscles turned to rocks and a fine layer of hair began to cover his body.
"AURHHHG AAAAH AHHH AARRRRRGHHHH!" He sounded strange, more animal than man, he let out more screams as he felt his legs break and grow, reforming into something more animal-like. His feet grew and became hairy, his nails grew almost to match the claws on his hands.
Another wild feeling washed over his mind along with the pain, tearing its way inside him: Power, dominance, greatness, ferocity... Truly, it's a mountain of emotions that are clouding his judgment like an invitation, as if that side of him asked for something.
He felt a strong tingle on the back of his neck, his hair began to grow longer, going down his back and joining the rest of his fur. He could hear a little of the gasps and alarmed expressions of his friends, but it was all drowned out by the loud crunching of his bones and his ferocious screams of pain.
In a small corner of his affected mind he remembered Hoseok's words: "Until you see it as a part of you, it will continue to grow to be a monster."
“Part of me, part of me?… For that I have to let him…win… as Hyunwoo hyung told me, but I'm so scared, this isn't me, this isn't me. ...” his stormy train of thought was interrupted by a voice, the sweet words that had flown from her full lips that night, fearlessly, doubtlessly, waveringly caressing his face.
"It's a part of you, I love and will love all parts of you, darling" he gasped remembering that, the fear he felt as he felt the change happening and she was seeing it all, without any protection, trusting him. He gasped again as he found the answer to all his doubts in the last words that she had whispered to him before getting lost, and that he had not understood until now: "I know it hurts, and it's scary, but breathe. Breathe with me, let it go, receive the change"
"I...I must let it...happen, accept it..." he came to the realization between pain and anguish.
Something clicked inside his mind and, still terrified, he groaned under his breath letting his eyes roll behind his head, he took several deep breaths and felt the power of the full moon amplify, running through his body now in one more tingle, constant, warmer, stronger, more powerful, more..., he wants more..., he needs more, and so, without thinking... he let himself go.
"AAAAAARRRRRRGGHHHH!" His scream took on a new vigor and feeling, wilder, more uncontrolled.
He felt his spine move and lengthen, as did his cheekbones. From his lower back the bone of his spine forced its way painfully, quickly surrounding itself with his flesh and fur, creating a prominent tail.
The pain in his face made him arch up towards the ceiling, feeling his face elongate, and his already grown fangs became enormous, his face filled with jet black fur and his eyes became wolfish, now wearing an eerie golden color, not a shred of humanity left in him.
The creature crouched down panting, growling and howling as it felt for more, demanding more. His friends looked at him in shock, "is the change still going on?!" they thought in alarm.
Hyungwon now fully controlled by his wild side, and with his mind fragmented beyond repair, welcomed the next change with masochistic delight, enjoying the pain he was feeling. His body kept throbbing as his muscles began to grow more and more, as well as his height, his friends looked at him puzzled, full of restlessness and fear.
"Yes... fear me, fear me. More... I want more..." he received the change, but his sanity slipped from his hands, merging with that of the beast, creating something new in his subconscious, something fearsome, dark. His gasps sounded more pleasant than painful, and without further ado, he let out a howl, welcoming the power.
"AAAUUUUUUUUGGGGHHH!"
His howl was so deep and shrill, that the other boys had to cover their ears, they even felt the ground vibrate a little with the power that howl carried, a little demonstration of his dominance, a little demonstration of what he can do, " More... I need more..." he thought between gasps moving his long tongue over his sharp fangs.
It stood erect, its arms flexing, its abdomen iron and its huge claws in torturous delight.
"Is he...enjoying it?" Hoseok asked in alarm.
"Isn't that what you wanted?" Minhyuk demanded. The minor shook his head.
"He's not just receiving the change, he's allowing the change to dominate him," he pointed out nervously.
"He's indulged in primitive pleasure, his mind is... fragmented."
"It's the pleasure of an alpha to be the strongest and most powerful, Hyunwoo hyung told me. That's not just Hyungwon anymore, his wild side has completely taken control of him." Kihyun explained heavily and anguished. "Please Woonie, you can handle this, don't let it tear you apart like that" he begged anguished.
"God, how much will he grow?" Changkyun exclaimed in alarm, seeing how the room felt smaller.
And it is that the lycanthrope continued to grow more and more, it had already passed 2 meters and continued to grow, looking more robust, hairy and prominent, taking up more space in the basement barely 5 meters high.
"Well, if it goes over 4 meters, we're screwed." Minhyuk exclaimed.
"Yes, it will destroy everything," Hoseok added, taking another step back, stopping abruptly as he saw the werewolf's ears move and come to rest on his head.
"Shit, he heard me."
Hearing that he could destroy things ignited that pleasure inside him, to be wild and destructive, yes, to show them his true power, to show them his dominance, to show them how he received the change.
He got up and grabbed the wall causing more scratches, the chains are a little tight but he doesn't care, he just wants to end the change, receive power.
"ARRRGGGHHHHHH AAAAAARRRGHHHHHHH!"
He flexed strongly, feeling more palpitations and accelerating his growth. The others looked at him in alarm as they watched their friend lose himself, growing into a giant hairy beast full of savagery, thirsting for power.
Suddenly, he reached his hairy hand towards the ceiling, touching it, scratching part of it with his huge claws as he felt an exciting tingle that indicated his last shred of power.
"AAAAAAAUURRRGHHH" he grew a little more, until he stopped, panting with exhaustion and pleasure.
"God! Oh God! Do you think it's over?” Minhyuk asked in a whisper, hiding behind Kihyun who was standing in his spot, unable to move from shock.
They saw the werewolf panting with his head down, trying to steady himself. Then it rose to a menacing height of 3'11", one meter taller than the previous full moon.
"Yes, finished. My God, it grew at least a meter more!" Chankyun expressed surprise and fear.
Hearing human voices alerted the beast, which directed its huge golden eyes towards the group of boys. Its orbs shone in the shadows in a menacing and fearsome way, it opened its snout full of sharp fangs in a strange expression, similar to a dark smile.
This triggered the boys' flight instinct, which the two vampires and two shamans heeded as they ran down the basement stairs.
The beast tried to reach them but the chains stopped him, causing him to growl in anger. Outside, Kihyun with the help of Minhyuk, closed the door and sealed it with 6 protective spells, exhausting themselves in the process.
The werewolf was frustrated, roaring loudly, releasing so much power and authority, that the walls and floor of the house trembled.
"My God! My God! How much power does he have to cause tremors with his roars?!" Minhyuk exclaimed in alarm.
"I...I'm afraid too much, even for him to control." Kihyun responded with anguish and some bitterness. "That's not Hyungwon, what happened in his mind that he became like this?"
"Did you see how big it is? It's almost 4 meters!" Hoseok exclaimed.
"Yes, he's a damn giant! I've never seen a lycan so big and tall" Minhyuk yelled shuddering.
"Okay, now what?" the youngest of all asked slowly.
Kihyun thought for a few moments. "We wait and stand guard until it passes. Don't fall asleep." he ordered them.
Another powerful roar shook the house followed by sounds and bangs coming from the basement.
"With Hyungwon like this and those chains running the risk of breaking? NOBODY WILL CLOSE AN EYE IN THIS HOUSE." Minhyuk exclaimed, scared and then fell on the chair.
"I just hope he's okay and comes back to us..."
"Don't worry Minmin, he will. Now sit down, it's going to be a long night.” Kihyun consoled him by taking a seat next to him.
The four young people stood guard all night to take care of their friend, accompany him in those difficult, intense and strange moments, hoping that, at dawn, he would be the same Hyungwon as always.
The end.
Or not?🤭
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