#mindblock

[tender-rosiey]

RAMADAN KAREEM EVERYONE 🫶🫶🫶

#rose talk ✨ #I have a post coming up I promise #it’s just #y’know #mindblock #writer’s block #you name it #whatever it is #I have it #anyway I love youuu #I kinda feel like I am on smth #it’s okay #maybe I am sleep deprived #<3

[sneezelover76]

Ok, OK. Guess what? Guess what I did that I'm so proud of right now.

I said bless you to a classmate that sits beside me during my college class today.

I know CRAZY, right?

It's probably not a big deal to some, but I haven't said bless you to anyone in years bc of my mind block. I've been practicing to say it out loud by slowly building up to it by thinking it, saying it out loud to myself in my room, whispering it, saying it quietly when someone sneezes in public, and finally actually saying bless you out loud.

He stifled at first and then I thought that if he sneezed again I would say it. To my luck, he did sneeze again, and it wasn't a stifle, but a sneeze that was a little louder, so it would make sense to say it.

I said bless you and then he said thanks, quickly smiled at me, and then continued to take notes.

I'm pretty happy with myself.

I'm glad that me practicing to say bless you actually paid off. I don't know if my mindblock is truly broken, but I know that it will be easier to say it to the next person who sneezes near me. 👍

#thoughts #snz #mindblock #sneeze #mental block #my writings

[duckplushii]

Psychonauts: ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪɴᴅʙʟᴏᴄᴋ [AU]

This Au mostly focus on mental health, addiction, panic attacks, PTSD, anxiety and delusions. Read/Interact at your own terms.

★ Jesse Aquato is basically an adopted older brother to Raz and has a close bond with him after learning that they are both psychic and adore True Psychic Tales. While they do have different favorite characters and different options on the Psychonauts, they respect each other highly.

★ Jesse didn’t really want to be involved with the acts 24/7 but instead became the ringleader and kept tabs on the management. It was much easier than having to be forced to commit some reckless acts.       - They’re still flexible.

★ Jesse still has Reuben and even brought him along during Psychonauts 1/2. With Agent Vodello’s help, Rueben is now classified as an emotional support animal.

★ Their specialty is antikemenokinesis—nosokinesis. While they are able to create stuff in reality, it’s very difficult for them to create things like gold and air crafts. Depends on the value and material, depending on the difficulty.

★ They developed PTSD during their childhood after being corrupted by a known psychic illness known as the withering. The hallucinations and the endless fear of forgetting everything around them as they withered away were too much for them.

#Psychonauts Au #mcsm au #Jesse Aquato!AU #MindBlock #mcsm jesse

[thots-to-the-void]

i feel like i'm so close to understanding the world of the Remedyverse and the potential future, only problem is i've been feeling that way for 2 weeks now and simultaniously think i'm getting closer and standing still in my knowledge.

Really Alan looping this bitch of a knowledge, bouncing around the word Yggdrasil in my mind like a Windows Screensaver and everytime it hits the corner i have a thought that makes something make sense

#i am feeding myself with crumbs and at the same time won't look at the hand handing them out #mindblocking myself #gonna make sense at some point i firmly believe #remedy #alan wake 2 #alan wake #control #remedy entertainment #remedyverse

[gokartkid]

for the combine 2 fics question: there’s no need to be brave and your succession AU (AMAZING fic btw!!!)

realising that im so bad at remembering my fic titles rn

❖ pick 2 fics and I’ll combine them somehow

okay there's no need to be brave is max's internal crisis about having kids with daniel and introspection about his own generational trauma and cycle of parenting etc.

so lets say in succession au that max and daniel start actually dating like outside of the weird psychosexual homoerotic low commitment thing they have going on right now. aaand lets say max loses (the company) but wins (being a human and being with daniel) and uses the very considerable funds from his payout to take a break and then just get into like. rich people childrens charity work but he's really genuine about it (this also causes him to think about kids and start going through his crisis early, which leads to him already thinking he would like to have kids)

daniel and him go out to dinner with daniels sister, then MAX starts talking about the kids they're going to have together, and then this time because they're both just, worse emotionally than the max/daniel in the og fic (well adjusted communicators) daniel has MASSIVE commitment issues he hasn't sorted out yet and totally shuts down max but tries to joke about it like "oh but we don't want to be tied down yet, I mean have you ever tried to take kids on vacation, jesus hahaha"

and max obviously feels really hurt and suddenly that daniel isn't as serious about this relationship as he is, and is like daniel you aren't listening to me, but then daniel feels like, stifled and is like why are you even bringing this up out of nowhere etc. etc. ARGUMENT

daniel leaves because he has to cool off and can't be in the same house as max to do that, max feels really hurt because he's like well i do want to be a dad but also when i think about it it makes me want to puke and i start getting this really weird feeling in my stomach (anxiety) that i thought i was getting past but this conversation with daniel didn't help

daniel vents to michelle but like halfway through hes like oh fuck. actually this is such a me problem. ive never been in a real committed relationship before and this is freaking me out and this is why i feel so weird.

and then they have another conversation and then blah blah blah gay sex

is how i would write a mashup LOL thank you!!!

#asks #this got so long sorry HAHA #also i do want to write more succession au but my mindblock is like. so huge. EL OH EL

[tokguri]

slow progress on writing… im afraid i am tired :’)

#oof #midterms season was honestly hell #maybe i should take a break #i mean i just finished wrapping up an article a few hours ago #but i would like to write #i am just getting mindblocked sadly

[rebel-by-default]

I'm really struggling with writers block so if anyone has any questions about my WIP or any TUA headcanons I have, please send me them, I need some inspiration!

(Wip is A Relative to Truth, a post s3 AU where Five has an alternative life in the new universe, and doesn't remember the rest of his family. The first couple of chapters are already out!)

#tua #five hargreeves #the umbrella academy #tua fanfic #please dear god save me from this mindblock #klaus hargreeves

[just-absolutely-super]

GASP

MACH IS BLASTMAN’S OPERATOR

#okay in hindsight...pretty obvious #but still a betrayal #*should have already known this but the mindblock is strong in this game* #super plays mmbn

[xfand0mfr34kx]

I had mindblock so u get random af sketches instead of actual AU concepts

#art #doodle #the mandela catalogue #mark heathcliff #cesar torres #there was a blank space so I put an alternate #my stuff #tmc

[lurking-latinist]

I have been in mindblock about doing anything fun because I feel like I ought to be studying, but I do take time off, I just don’t do anything I want to do in it. So tonight I am going to watch the television and reorganize my closet and write at least a sentence of fic

[babybulbasaur920]

Mu apologizes to everyone who wanted the riddle rosehearts angst

i just cannot do it now. im sorry i just cannot get past this mindblock, im trying i swear. but no ones going away empty handed, i got inspiration for a short involving baby Silver and papa Lilia

#twst #im sorry #baby Silver #daddy Lilia #cute stuff ahead #fluff

[oscill4te]

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Osddid is scary sometimes. i journal some nights to help me fall asleep/organize thoughts. sometimes you feel your hand writing something and you are simply watching. thats not scary to me anymore.

But what is scary is the mindblocks. your brain can take away active thoughts you are having whenever it wants. Like what is written in that journal is something that feels like your not supposed to know. and you read it over and over and your brain isnt processing it. and somehow you are supposed to find help for this very misunderstood disorder that only very few therapists specialize in, let alone understand. i would do anything to be normal.

i genuinely wonder if osddid is a genetic phenomenon because yes my childhood was horrific but why did i get osdd instead of just the cptsd itself. i would do anything for my brain to work. I sometimes blame it on my past drug use but then i read old journals from years ago before the drug use and no, was still having these same issues. old journals from 16 year old me talking to her imaginary friends except no, it never was imaginary. think my first dxm trip as a teen broke my brain too bc dxm is one of the many many risky drugs for people to take with disso disorders. those amnesia barriers get broken down with dissociative drugs, and its not good. your brain doesnt know what to do.

I keep wanting to blame it on myself for my brain being broken by saying its bc i did drugs but no i have to come to terms with the fact that this is simply what my brain had to do to survive as a child. sure drugs may have made my dp/dr worse but i still had these issues. even pictures of me as a child i see lost glazed over eyes, 1000 yard stare. gone. i was not raised in a safe environment and my brain did what it needed to survive. wonder what my life would be like if i never stumbled across the theory of structural dissociation. it unlocked so much in me. i dunno what to do now, 2 years later... just survive for now i guess

#osdd vent #drugs tw #txt

[seaweedbraens]

Hii this is the anon from before and im feeling superr manic right now. I have SO. MANY. THINGS TO SAY BUT I CANT MANAGE TO MAKE A SINGLE COHERENT SENTENCE JEBDKBWOE ITS SO GODDAMN FRUSTRATING. Istg if I don't get everything I'm feeling right now out one way or the other I will actually combust. I do not blame you if you don't understand anything I'm saying here lol.

okay so for one THE PERCABETH FIGHT SIBDKWBDOWBDOWND I am so fucking angry at Percy even though i totally get why he was so angry. But when he was saying all that shit to annabeth i wanted to just fucking pummel him. I get his anger and hurt and I do feel bad for him but his insults were SO below the belt and with every blow he landed on her I felt like I was physically breaking apart. And the timing was so fucking awful like annabeth just lost her adopted BROTHER, and even though Jason was close to Percy too their relationship is not quite the same. And annabeth hasn't even had the fucking time to deal with all the trauma from Mount othrys and luke and she now has 1000 more things to deal with including the death of one of her closest friends and finding out that luke is now hosting Kronos and Percy being... Well. Like that. And just. Their fucking fight. Oh my god. I feel just a little shitty for being focused soley on annabeths feelings but honestly idc i just want my baby girl to be happy and have the best life ever.

I have SO many more thinsg to say but it's like a have a mindblock and my brain is telling me if I think anymore about this I will shut down.

anyways i am SO looking forward to the next chap bestie, take your time with it because it's possible that I might still be processing all the shit from chap 4 by the time the last chapter comes out lol. You put absolutely everything you had into this and it fucking SHOWS. I am so glad to have been here to read this fic, it's truly one of the best things I've ever experienced ❤️❤️

!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY RN !!!!!!

im so glad you're seeing annabeth's side too because you're right, percy did choose the wrong time to blow up at her - but the thing is the blowing up is justified, and that's what i think makes it so interesting. annabeth's been pushing through a lot of shit for the sake of everyone else and now that percy's been so in-her-face about it, she finally is confronted with all these unresolved emotions about luke that she's ignoring for so long. and percy, now that he's away, also reflects on his actions and realizes that he went about it all wrong. now all they need to do is TALK.

im so utterly flattered by everything you've said, and it's genuinely an honour that my lil fic made you feel so strongly. that's genuinely the best kind of praise an author can get. so thank you thank you thank you!!! ch5 will be out soon - you're right, a lot of me went into the percabeth fight, i'd been building up to that since the moment annabeth told percy she loved luke, but the rest of me is going all into ch5, i hope you like it <3333333333

[clair0se]

i'm mindblocking doing my math homework

[littlegodzilla]

Hi! (I'm the anon who asked you about your fav requests)

so my favourite story would be definitely Hitchiking, The Three of us and Toying time, little Dixon too

The hottest one would be again Toying Time, That fuckin thing, The Mac basement one is also pretty hot ngl (you should write more Mac 🥺) and the one with Marco where he has a breeding kink that one is also pretty hot!! Now that I think of it the theatre one and the piercing one is very hot too 😭😭 omg i can't choose.

So yeah these were my favourite requests of your so far.

Also you mentioned that one of your upcoming requests with Judas was disturbing but not in a bad sense 👀👀👀 I didn't quite understand what you meant. Judas is one my favorite Norman characters beside Daryl, Marco and Mac, I'm so excited for that story 🤗

And to answer your question about "what would I request" it could be a oneshot about Daryl being a Dad to Judith and pampering her and stuff

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Hi sweetie!! I didn't expect you answer me (usually anon doesn't answer)

I'm glad you liked all these stories, yeah I loved writing The three of Us too I only hated to have my mindblock and I couldn't finish it as I wished but it was pretty fun wrote this story.

About Marco and Mac I love bad guys and when I have any ideas or request I always love write about them, they awaken my evil side 😈 and maybe I'm working on one or two new ideas about Mac...👀

And about the Judas request I wanted to say that it's a little disturbing because I've never written anything like this, but it's nothing bad, I just need a little more time to think about it (it's a smutty request of course)

Daddy Daryl I love it too, the best part of 11B was when Daryl was with Judith and RJ he is so sweet and that smile he has everytime he speaks with them, I loved it.

#ask me #my stuff #some about me #anon requests

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