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#maze runner thomas oneshot
heliads ยท 1 year
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Hello hey can you do some fluff with Thomas ? ๐Ÿฅฐplease
when they are talking in the safe heaven they was mutual pinning for them since the glade. She was all ways there for him and vice versa. They are a balancing personality. She was pessimistic and he was optimistic. But they have matching energy: one day he make a stupid joke and she says ยซย  why Iโ€™m in love with you remind me ยซย  but she didnโ€™t mean to, and Thomas was surprised because they were in love it was obvious and didnโ€™t stop teasing her for it.
Ps : Newt and Teresa are alive
i believe in newt and teresa being alive
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There is no such thing as winning over Y/N. Thatโ€™s one of the very first lessons Thomas learned upon entering the Glade, along with the other crucial ones such as โ€˜donโ€™t pick a fight with Gally,โ€™ and โ€˜for goodnessโ€™ sake, Greenie, stop trying to go in the Maze.โ€™ Still, heโ€™s not inclined to give up yet. On any of those topics, actually.ย 
Thomas is not prone to surrender. He is a fighter, always has been. Or, heโ€™d like to say that, if he had any idea what he โ€˜always has beenโ€™ in his life. There is Thomas now, Thomas when he first came up in the Box, and then a great expanse of nothingness before and after that. Blank emptiness is his past, unknowable odds his future. There is only Thomas in the present moment, so capable of changing his future that he doesnโ€™t even know his past.
The nothingness makes it easier to remember the lessons. He has so few concrete memories in his head that the day-to-day events stand out in bright highlighter neon. Thomas can remember the sensation of a pen but never what brand he liked best nor what he might have written with it. Thomas does not know if he has ever worked in a garden growing up, but he knows what seeds can become and that he hates being a Track-Hoe, so he focuses on the last bit instead.
It makes him lie awake at night, spending hours staring up at a sky utterly foreign to him in the hopes of remembering any more of it. The constellation over his nose could have been his favorite, once upon a time, it could have been taught to him by a mother or father, but now it is just a broad handful of stars somewhere beyond his reach.
With so little to fill his head except fear and paranoia of the day before, Thomas is forced to conjure up something better worth his imagination, and more often than not, that happy thing becomes Y/N. Y/N is probably what Thomas will become sooner or later, once the initial rush of finding himself in the Glade wears off and he just grows sick of everything in sight.
Y/N has been here longer than most everyone here. The only rivals she has in terms of tenure would be Alby or the dead boys lying in a grave somewhere in the Deadheads. All that time stuck in these stone walls, and it taught her the importance of never getting your hopes up. Thomas met her the first time and thought that he might make it his goal to get her to smile.
He reached that after a few days, but that didnโ€™t stop him from trying again and again. So what if Y/N is a realist whoโ€™s given up on dreaming of a way to get out of here, Thomas has enough heart for both of them and heโ€™ll wield it just the same. Thomas sidles up to her at meals and tells terrible jokes until she has to sip at her water to hide a smile. He listens to her talk about everything that goes wrong in the Glade and intersperses recollections of what went well that day as well.
Slowly, surely, Thomas swears that sheโ€™s coming over to his side. He can win her friendship like a battle, a round of cards, anything he can make his own with enough dumb luck and a good few twists of fate. Heโ€™s come closer than anyone else, so that surely should count for something, right?
Thomas knows heโ€™s getting there when the other kids start intervening. Minho takes it upon himself to tell Thomas that this whole thing is a lost cause. Been there, done that, Minho says one day while theyโ€™re out mapping a sector of the Glade, youโ€™re going to have to give up eventually, and you know that. Y/N doesnโ€™t want to suddenly become an optimist. Itโ€™s not going to happen.
I donโ€™t want her to suddenly become an optimist, Thomas argues back, I just want her to like being around me even if Iโ€™m one.
Later that day, while they were taking one of their few much-needed breaks, Thomas had dared to ask Minho more in between desperate sips of water.
You knew her at the start, didnโ€™t you? What was she like? Heโ€™d prompted.
Minho had sighed, stared at the water in his hands. She was like you. I never thought sheโ€™d give up on the hope that weโ€™d get of here, and then she did.
Thomas had pushed for more details on just what had happened to change Y/Nโ€™s mind, but he hadnโ€™t been able to get any additional facts out of Minho other than a recollection of several Gladers lost without any monumental change in their slow slog towards getting answers out of the Maze.
Mainly, though, what had done Y/N in was time. Sheโ€™s spent three years here now, three years without any sign that theyโ€™ll ever leave. Fine, then, Thomas decides. If Y/N canโ€™t see a world in which they ever get out of here, heโ€™ll forge a new one just to make her eyes light up again.
Heโ€™s good on his word, too. When Thomas finds the way out, when their entire way of life goes awry and Gally tries to exert his control over the Glade, Thomas fights his way out with his friends. He shows Y/N the door out of the Maze, and he takes her through it.
Thomas doesnโ€™t think heโ€™ll ever be able to forget the look on her face when they step out into the sunlight for the first time. The sun was still there in the Glade, obviously, but it isnโ€™t the same when you can feel the shadows of the Maze walls on your back with every other breath. Out there in the real world, though, that was something else altogether.
It was good, even when they were fighting for their lives in the Scorch. They spent their days terrified of Crank activity, but when the sun sank beneath the horizon and they were finally able to rest in whatever meager shelter that crossed their path, Thomas looked at Y/N and he knew that her hope was back. It was enough to make him keep fighting for a better life. It was enough to make him feel infallible.
And they did it, didnโ€™t they? They found their way out. Thomas is reminiscing about old, worse times from his hut in the Safe Haven, far away from harm. Cranks cannot reach them here, nor WICKED, nor anyone else. He is here with his friends and Y/N, and he could not want for anyone else.
The final fights were the worst of Thomasโ€™ life. He lost allies, but he saved some, too. Thomas doesnโ€™t know that heโ€™ll ever experience a fear quite like the one ricocheting through his chest when Newt was bitten. For a few horrific minutes there, Thomas had thought that he might lose him, the one friend heโ€™d had from the very start.ย 
Minho had made it back in time with the cure, though, and then Newt was blinking up at him with shocked eyes and asking what had happened. Thomas hadnโ€™t been able to answer him, not for a while. He remembers standing there, clutching Y/N for support, knowing that without her there he might have collapsed to the ground by Newtโ€™s side.
That was Y/N for him, Thomas supposes. Whenever he was low, she was high. They complemented each other perfectly. He held out hope when she couldnโ€™t, and when he was in danger of losing himself, Y/N pulled him back from the brink. Survival does horrible things to us all, but sometimes it gives you salvation in the form of people. Y/N is his people. Y/N is all he has ever needed.
Y/N was the one Thomas was thinking about when he was fleeing Janson through a burning city. Y/N was the name on his mind when Thomas caught Teresa just before the roof caved in. When the explosion hit him too hard and Thomas passed out on the Berg carrying them away, her face was the last one that flashed through his head.
It is all okay, though. They have lived through the horrors, the desolation, the grief. All that is left for them now is a quiet sort of ending, an epilogue in which the heroes win and the villains are forgotten. Thomas rises with the sun and goes to bed with the moon, and slowly, carefully, he heals.
They do that together, too. Thomas hands over leadership duties of the new settlement to the others; he wants no part of that now, no forced maturity of any kind, and he runs away to the one person who will always want him now. Itโ€™s funny, looking back on the Glade, how Thomas had always operated with this slight fear that Y/N was just humoring him because they were both stuck in the same place. He knows now for a fact that was never the case.
Sheโ€™s told him as much, both directly and through the little things. He picks a wildflower out of surprise that such a colorful thing could idly grow on the side of the road and she tucks it behind her ear for the rest of the day. He wakes with nightmares and she holds him until the dreams become just that, just dreams, just memories which can no longer touch him.
Thomas thinks for the first time that growing old sounds like something that he can finally ignore. In the Glade and Scorch, the thought of making it to infirmity was something of a dream, an impossibility he would never reach. Right now, though, Thomas wants all the time he can get his hands on. Heโ€™s desperate for it, greedy and drunk on every moment. He loves the little things. He is enchanted by the big events. All of it is his, and all of it is beautiful.
He finds Y/N in the mornings, the evenings, the afternoons. They walk until their feet ache and sleep until the sun has climbed far too high in the sky, laugh and cry and live. It is nothing like what he thought growing up would be like, but then again, he never thought heโ€™d make it far enough to judge. Right now, he is happy.
Very happy. He turns to Y/N as theyโ€™re sitting by the edge of the water and tells some sort of stupid joke. Heโ€™s been prone to them recently, like some inner comedian has suddenly remembered it exists and dusted itself off for its fair share in his personality. Maybe the Thomas before the Maze liked being funny. Heโ€™s never had enough time to figure out who that was at all.
Thomas waits for Y/N to say what she usually says in response to his attempts at being funny:ย  laugh along, maybe, or swat him on the shoulder, or come up with an even better joke just to make fun of him.
Instead, she rolls her eyes fondly. โ€œThat was awful.โ€
โ€œGreat,โ€ Thomas corrects, โ€œI think you mean it was great.โ€
โ€œI certainly do not,โ€ she says, smiling, โ€œRemind me again why I love you?โ€
Itโ€™s late in the evening, maybe sheโ€™s tired, maybe thatโ€™s why she slips up and says something like that. Neither of them have been willing in any way to put a name on what they have or what they feel, but it occurs to Thomas that he wants that label more than anything heโ€™s ever wanted before.
Y/Nโ€™s face looks tight, as if the skin has been yanked up on her bones to expose the skeleton beneath. She starts talking about something else quickly, the words tumbling out in an attempt to hide what had been said before. It doesnโ€™t matter, though, Thomas knows what he heard and he adores it.
โ€œI love you too,โ€ he says. He feels like shouting it.
Y/N stares at him. โ€œWhat?โ€
โ€œI love you,โ€ he answers her. โ€œI love you. And you totally knew that, by the way. Youโ€™ve known that all along, so you do not get to just pretend like that didnโ€™t happen. I know what you said. Also, I want it remembered from here on out that you said โ€˜I love you first.โ€™โ€
Y/N gives him a look, but she canโ€™t stop her lips from twisting up into a grin, so even her fiercest glares canโ€™t weather him in the slightest. โ€œWhy does the order of who said what first even matter?โ€
โ€œWho knows?โ€ Thomas says, shrugging as casually as he can, โ€œProbably that youโ€™re just, you know, obsessed with me or something. I wouldnโ€™t blame you.โ€
This time Y/N does swat him, but she kisses him too, so Thomas supposes she could be forgiven. He already has. Heโ€™d do it in a heartbeat, even if she was stabbing him through the chest instead of toying with him. He loves her. He loves her, and he wonโ€™t do anything else but that.
requested by @hope92100, i hope you enjoy!
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itsliaaahsoneshots ยท 10 months
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(find the complete version on my whattpad @yoongsproperty)- Tell me if you want me to publish the whole oneshot on here or if you have any oneshot/short scene request.
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๐•ฟheย young, little Y/n slightly opened her eyes only to abruptly close them again due to the sudden light coming from a plain, white ceiling. Her lids felt heavy and her head was pounding as if she had been listening to high-volume music for an entire day.
She put her tiny hand on her forehead to prevent the light to blind her once again as her lively eyes caught a glimpse of something hanging on her forearm.
That is when she noticed that something similar to a needle connected to a small transparent bag was inserted right into her left wrist, piercing into her soft skin. A blueish liquid was flowing from the tube connected to her forearm at a regular speed. Her brows furrowed in confusion.
What was that place and why was she there?
Her gaze wandered around the room and examined every single inch of it. Nor that it would take that long anyway, given the rather simple design of the room.
As she took in her surroundings, she found herself to be laying down on a simple bed, similar to a hospital one, in an almost empty room devoid of personal touches, filled with cold metal surfaces and bright lights. No windows.
She woke up feeling disoriented and confused by the sudden change in surroundings that was indeed jarring for a seven years old kid. She felt like a fish out of the water. She was struggling to remember how she ended up in such a minimal, sterile, and clinical environment.
The only thing she was sure about, was that she was completely separated from her family. She had tried to cling onto her mother's fabric t-shirt but to no use, as she was violently jerked away by soldiers wearing a sleek, brown uniform and sturdy brown helmets.
That memory contributed to her feelings of vulnerability and uncertainty. Her initial confusion got replaced by her heartache and longing for her family. Thoughts of their faces would haunt her, becoming overwhelming. She felt a deep sense of loss and desperation, as she yearned to be reunited with her parents and younger siblings.
She stood up, removing the needle from her wrist, causing the small hole to bleed. She realized she was barefoot only when the cold white floor tiles met her warm skin.
She took some rapid steps, running to the closest door, in the hope to find a way out of that place.
But before she could have reached the metal door, she realized that there was no knob. As she examined the door, she got startled by the sudden lateral opening of the latter that was right in front of her.
An elegant and sophisticated woman joined her in the room, missing her by mere inches.
She had fair skin and well-groomed, blonde, styled hair, enhancing her professional appearance. Her facial features were elegant and refined. She had a defined jawline and high cheekbones, giving her a distinct and strong presence. Her eyes were sharp and piercing, reflecting her intelligence and determination. She was wearing a formal white lab coat.
The mysterious woman stopped in her tracks as soon as she met Y/n's eyes. She glanced at her bleeding wrist. The little one took a few steps backward, taking some distance from the unknown woman.
"Oh, I see that you are awake," she said "Nice to meet you, my name is Dr. Ava Paige, and I work here at W.C.K.D. You can call me Dr. Ava if you'd like. I'm here to help you and all the other special children like you."
"What is WCKD?" Y/n asked while tilting her head slightly to the side, still with a defensive demeanor.
"That's a great question! WCKD stands for World Catastrophe Killzone Department," the little kid questioned the relatively frightening meaning of each word that composed the acronym. "...but don't let the name scare you. Our goal at WCKD is to find a way to protect everyone from a dangerous virus called the Flare. We're looking for a cure so that no one else gets sick." Ava smiled kindly at her, hoping to reassure her. She knew that the little one was scared, but the woman knew how to do her job better than anyone else.
"Why am I here?" she glared at Dr.Paige. "You're here because you're very special. You have something called immunity, which means you're naturally protected from the Flare. We want to understand why some people are immune, so we can learn how to help others, and you want to help others, right?". Y/n's eyes softened as she seemed to be thinking about the answer for a while.
"Can I see my family?" she innocently asked. "I know it can be tough to be away from your family, but right now, we need your help to find a way to make the world a better and safer place. We'll do everything we can to make sure you feel comfortable and loved while you're here. You might see your family again at the end of our project." She concluded.
The little kid felt every bit of her hope fading away. Still, she was determined to reunite with her family, therefore, she would have had to end that project as soon as she could.
"From now on, you will be staying here, helping us with something really important that could save the life of many people. We will be your new family". Dr. Paige adopted a gentle and reassuring tone, focusing on the child's importance and the shared goal of finding a cure for the Flare.
She aimed to establish trust and provide a sense of safety and care, emphasizing Y/n's role in the greater mission. The child was quite smart for her age, and she already knew that the only way to get out of there was to collaborate with them, giving W.C.K.D. what they needed. Or more simply, to just pretend to be helping them.
"Come with me, I'll take you to meet another special kid like you" She offered her hand for the child to take.
[...]
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imjustagirlinthisworlddd ยท 4 months
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Hello:))) been reading ur newt hcs and absolutely adored them YOU WRITE HIM SO SWEET. But i was wondering if you would do newt cuddling hcs with a f!reader please? (I havenโ€™t requested for you before so if this isn't the type of thing you do just delete this lol)
thanks<3
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hello anon!! i'm happy you like those!! i think that newt is the type of person that treats their s/o gentle !! i hope you like this:))))
Newt who can't keep his hands to himself when you're both cuddling. Newt who would pull you into his chest with your back against him so he can kiss your neck. Newt who would put his arm around your waist just to touch you. Newt who would be crazy and rambles whenever he sees you wear his shirts to cuddle or sleep (and when you ask him why, he says "you look hot- i mean beautiful, wait i didn't mean it like your not hot, cause you are hot, i mean- your hot- wait that's not the point- but you look bloody amazing with my shirt"). Newt who can't sleep without you in his arms. Newt who would be very clingy and glued to you when both of you are alone (he's starved for your attention and affection). Newt who doesn't have a 'favourite cuddle position' but he loves it so much when you rest your head on his chest and just lay there. Newt who runs his fingers through your hair and leave a bunch of kisses all over your face whenever he gets the chance. Newt who sometimes wander his hands underneath your shirt (with consent of course) and he just trace circles all over your skin. Newt who sometimes would just lay in your arms tiredly because heโ€™s exhaused from doing all work, helping around the glade, and having many meetings with Alby and the runners(he's a busy man). Newt who would smell a little more earthy when you guys are cuddling before shower. Newt who prefers to cuddle after shower because he thinks you'll like him more if he smells 'sweet like a candy' when you're both cuddling (he used your soap and shampoo because he said it made him "smell like sweets and vanilla" lol ). Newt who would sleep with you with hardly any space between each other. Newt who loves it when you bury your face in his neck and when you play with his hair. Newt who will always pull you back onto the bed and back into his arms if you try to leave or stop cuddling. ("Newt we have to get up! Alby will be mad at us-" "2 more minutes, please love? i'm sure Alby will be fine without me" "Newt, you said that 20 minutes ago."). Newt who doesn't mind being a big spoon or the little spoon when you're both cuddling. Newt who likes it when his arms are securely around your waist & his face in your hair when he's being the big spoon. Newt's arms will be the place you wake up every morning. Newt who would ask if he can play with your hair every time you're both cuddling (he wants to make sure you're giving him consent even tho you've reassured him that he doesn't need to ask that). Newt who would randomly compliment you when your almost asleep ("your so beautiful. like really bloody beautiful, love"). Newt who would sometimes talk in his sleeps because he gets nightmares when he's cuddling you ("please stay, please. don't go. stay with me." "i'm not going anywhere love"). Newt who would easily get sleepy when you run your hands through his hair. Newt who would fall asleep on top of you, then wakes up only to ask if you're okay, if he made you uncomfortable, and why didnโ€™t you wake him up in his raspy sleepy voice.ย Newt who would have a staring contest with you and then make stupid faces so you laugh and he wins the contest (later on he tease you about it). Newt who would stay up with you and just have deep conversations as you both cuddle when you can't sleep ("why do people has to lose the person they love first, to realize they're bloody value and worth? doesn't make sense, what do you think?").
I GOT SO CARRIED AWAY MAKING THIS, IT TURNED OUT SO LONGGGG. I'M SORRY IF THIS IS TOO LONG FOR YOU
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majesty31 ยท 1 month
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๐™ฒ๐š‘๐š˜๐š˜๐šœ๐šŽ | ๐™ถ๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐šก ๐š๐šŽ๐š– ๐š›๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ๐š›
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๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”๐’•๐’†๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’•
๐’‚/๐’: ๐’‰๐’†๐’š ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’š๐’”, ๐’˜๐’“๐’๐’•๐’† ๐’”๐’๐’Ž๐’†๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐‘ฎ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’„๐’† ๐‘ฐ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’†๐’'๐’• ๐’Š๐’ ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’†. ๐‘จ๐’๐’… ๐’‰๐’๐’๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’” ๐’˜๐’‚๐’” ๐’Š๐’ ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’…๐’“๐’‚๐’‡๐’•๐’” ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’‚ ๐’๐’๐’๐’ˆ ๐’•๐’Š๐’Ž๐’†. ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’‚๐’๐’”๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚ ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’” ๐’”๐’Ž๐’–๐’• ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’๐’–๐’• ๐’”๐’๐’๐’ ๐’”๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’…๐’š ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’•. ๐‘น๐’†๐’Ž๐’†๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’†๐’“ ๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’“๐’†๐’’๐’–๐’†๐’”๐’•๐’” ๐’Š๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‰๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‚๐’๐’š. ๐‘ฌ๐’๐’‹๐’๐’š ๐’๐’๐’—๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‚๐’๐’ <๐Ÿ‘
๐’”๐’–๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’‚๐’“๐’š: ๐‘ฎ๐’‚๐’๐’๐’š ๐’…๐’๐’†๐’”๐’'๐’• ๐’˜๐’‚๐’๐’• ๐’•๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’•๐’‰ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’…๐’† ๐’”๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’๐’†๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’•๐’ ๐’…๐’Š๐’†. ๐‘จ๐’‡๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’† ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’Œ ๐’‰๐’†'๐’” ๐’…๐’†๐’‚๐’… ๐’–๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’”๐’†๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‚๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’Š๐’. ๐‘พ๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’—๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’˜๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’–๐’• ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’•๐’‰๐’“๐’๐’–๐’ˆ๐’‰ ๐’๐’“ ๐’˜๐’Š๐’๐’ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‰๐’‚๐’•๐’† ๐’‰๐’Š๐’Ž ๐’‡๐’๐’“๐’†๐’—๐’†๐’“?
๐’˜๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ๐’”/๐’„๐’๐’๐’•๐’†๐’๐’•: ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’”๐’•, ๐’‡๐’๐’–๐’‡๐’‡, ๐’‰๐’–๐’ˆ๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’Œ๐’Š๐’”๐’”๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’†๐’“, ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’… ๐‘ป๐’‰๐’๐’Ž๐’‚๐’”, ๐’‘๐’–๐’๐’„๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ, ๐’ƒ๐’๐’๐’๐’…, ๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’…๐’†๐’‚๐’•๐’‰, ๐’ˆ๐’–๐’๐’”, ๐’ƒ๐’๐’Ž๐’ƒ๐’”. ๐‘บ๐’˜๐’†๐’‚๐’“๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ. ๐‘ฐ ๐’…๐’๐’'๐’• ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’Œ ๐‘ฐ ๐’Ž๐’Š๐’”๐’”๐’†๐’… ๐’‚๐’๐’š๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ
๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’… ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’๐’•: ๐Ÿ.๐Ÿ–๐‘ฒ
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The world felt as if it were spinning- no coming to a complete stop. Time felt as if it wasn't a thing. You stood there like a complete idiot with a knife to your throat as you looked at the man you had come to love other the past three years. Millions of thoughts were coming to your head as everyone around you was yelling, you couldn't hear a word anyone was saying all you could hear were the thoughts running trough your head.
Did he even love you? If he did, wouldn't he give anything to be with you, give anything to have a normal life with you outside of this damn Glade. You knew the reasons for this, he was scared, so scared that everything else was blurred and blocked out. His feelings for you didn't feel as strong when the fear was much stronger. And at this moment you wanted to hate him, you wanted to yell and scream at him to just listen to everyone. Listen to you. But he wouldn't and everyone including yourself knew this.
Your eyes were filled with tears, your heart was going so fast you thought it would rip out of your chest completely and you felt as if the world was ending. You didn't think you'd ever feel so bad in your life, the feeling was far worse than fear, it was far worse than the many panic attacks you've had over the years, it was much worse than millions of stabs, you'd even prefer the stabs, you'd prefer the panic attacks. For anything was better than this.
The moment his eyes connected with yours you knew you would never see him again, you knew he was gone, he was already a dead man. And even the thought of leaving him behind made you want to throw up. The thought of begging him to come with you came across your mind many times but you knew better than to beg a dead man to leave his graveyard.
His hard eyes softened when he saw the pain in your eyes, he knew you wanted to go with them, he knew you wanted him to go with you, he knew it all. But he couldn't see past that damn fear.
"Let her go," His voice came out soft, softer than anything you've ever heard coming from his lips. Your eyes didn't leave his, not even when you felt the knife slowly drop from your throat. And before you could stop yourself you ran up to Gally, your shaking hands grabbing his neck and pulling his face down to meet yours.
His lips collided with yours and he didn't stop you, instead he dropped his knife and pulled you in closer, kissing you back with so much passion you thought that maybe this would change his mind, you thought for sure he loved you. But this kiss was a goodbye and you both knew this.
You gripped his hair tighter, going onto your toes to get more acses to him making his grip on your waist tight, so tight it hurt, but you didn't care. The hurt was nothing compared to what you felt in your heart. You wanted nothing more than to be in his arms for the rest of your life, and if you would've known that the last time you'd ever see him smile or laugh was that night you wouldn't have ever looked away.
You pulled away from him, your head leaning on his as he gazed into your eyes. Neither of you said anything, for you both already knew what the other wanted to say. You knew you'd never find another like Gally, and you never wanted to ever try to find someone to replace him. He was the one for you, and now. Now you had to leave him here to die. You were in a nightmare and you were just waiting until the morning came so that you could run back into his arms and everything would be fine again. But that was just a dream at this point. A dream you'd never be able to reach.
You felt cold the second you stepped away from his warm embrace. It took everything in you to keep on moving forward, you didn't even dare to look back. You felt a warm hard on your back right as you rejoined the group of teenagers leaving the Glade.
"It'll be okay," Newt whispered as he wiped your wet face.
The rest of it all came in a blur, you barely remember anything from running in the maze to running from Grievers. And soon you were in a room with dead bodies scattered all over, most due to gun shots. You remembered a video and then your world crashed and crumbed right in front of your eyes.
You remember screams and cries, all coming from you. You remember being pulled away from the only dead body you never wanted to see dead, you remember feeling numb. You remember his face, his eyes. They looked as cold and empty as you felt.
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As the months went on you wished you had never left the Glade in the first place, for the world was nothing any of you expected, it was dark, and dead. Everywhere you looked you saw more and more death, you saw how survival was all anyone ever thought about anymore, your small group seemed to be the only ones who cared about friendship and loyalty.
You were surprised you lasted as long as you did without dying, or without getting the flare but in all honesty it was due to your group, you all saved each other over and over, never leaving anyone behind. So when Minho got captured each and everyone of you wanted to go back fro him, and thats exactly what you did.
You got shoved to the side by Newt as a truck passes by, yours eyes follow it when you see there were about five men sat on top all wearing masks. You start to feel a little uneasy when one of the men doesn't look away from you, his head moving to the side as the truck moves further along the road.
You snap your head back to Newt when he starts walking forward, your eyes roam around, seeing so many people in one spot was rare nowadays and you knew this wouldn't end well, WIKD would never allow it get like this and soon they would put a stop to it.
You saw how Thomas walked ahead of all of you, ignoring Jorge when he tried to stop him, you knew this wasn't the best way to get Minho back but none of you had a better plan so you kept on walking, ignoring the strange feeling in your chest that told you something bad was going to happen.
You looked behind you only to see that same man who you saw on the truck, his eyes were covered by the mask so you didn't know weather or not he was even looking at you, but either or it didn't feel right. Something about him made you feel uneasy, maybe it was his height, he towered over everyone it seemed like, and he had a really good build. He was intimating, and the mask made it worse.
Newt seemed to see this too, he pointed another one out to you, and this made the both of you move faster towards the rest of your group. And before you even realized you were all running again with bombs crashing into the ground all around you.
As you were running you saw someone behind you, you didn't think much of it for everyone was trying to get out before being killed but than you felt strong arms warp around your waist and before you could get out of their grasp they pulled you up.
You screamed and tried hitting the man but he was far too strong. Your wide and worried eyes searched for your friends but you didn't see them anywhere, making fear creep into your body. You turned your head to see it was the same masked man you saw on the truck, his eyes were looking stright ahead and before you knew it you were shoved into a van, hitting the floor with a grunt.
You quickly moved to the back wall when the man got in with you. You looked at them with fear laced in your eyes, there were about three men all in masks and just staring at you. Your breath was coming in and out fast, you looked around trying to see if there was a way out but you knew if you tried they would probably shot you dead.
You jumped when the door slid open but relaxed a little when they threw Thomas in. He was yelling at the man but his yells came to deaf ears when the man shut the door in his face, he turned around, his eyes finding your causing him to relax a little.
You both jerked when the Van started moving, and you tried your best to not freak out. What if they were with Wicked? All kinds of horrible thoughts came to mind but they all vanished when the Van stoped.
Thomas tried to fight off the men when they grabbed him and pulled him out. But due to his fighting they just threw him to the ground. You on the other hand, got out of the van by yourself, your eyes glaring daggers at the man who reached to get you out. But by the look you gave him, he backed away from you.
You ripped your gaze off his, the further you walked the more men you saw, all wearing masks, all carrying weapons, all looking like they could kill you without a single thought, or a single care. Thankfully you saw everyone you came here with, but they were all standing in front of the men, this could very well be your end. And Minho would rot in wicked for who knows how long.
Your heart picked up in pace when a man started talking, his voice was deep but it sounded way too familiar. He was the same man you've been seeing since you got in the city, there was something different about him, but you didn't know what exactly it was.
You could feel Thomas getting impatient the more the man spoke. You cursed to yourself when he finally had enough, pushing the man who was behind him and stepping forward. "What do you mean same side! Who the hell are you?"
Everyone went dead silent, and you could feel yourself holding your breath, waiting for the man to give some kind of reaction, a reaction none of you wanted. But he was quiet for far too long. You furrowed your brows when he turned his head, grabbing his mask with his free hand and pulling it over his head. He looked at the ground for maybe 5 second before turning his head to you all.
Your heart dropped to the ground, the air around you felt thick, and you could feel yourself having trouble breathing. Tears came to your eyes in an instant and every sound around you turned off, all you could hear was a faint buzzing and your pounding heart in your chest.
His eyes connected with yours so fast you thought you had gotten whiplash, you could feel everyones eyes on you, not just Gally's and it was making you feel suffocated. You didn't know what to do, or what to feel. You wanted to cry, yell and scream all at the same time, you wanted to run into his arms and hug him until you died but at the same time you wanted to hit him over and over again for the way he hurt you, and make you leave without him.
But before you could even take a step Thomas lunged forward, hitting Gally straight in the face, hard. So hard Gally fell to the ground with Thomas right on top of him. You wanted to move, run towards them and stop Thomas from hurting him but you couldn't move, no matter how hard you tried too.
Thankfully Newt did it for you, running towards the two boys, he fell beside Thomas, grabbing his hand, stopping him from going further. You could see their lips moving but you didn't know what they were saying, you felt as if you were in a dream, floating out of your body, it didn't feel real. Nothing felt real.
Thomas got off him fast, but you could see he was dripping with anger, anger you were slowly starting to feel. Gally got up and off the ground, moving his jaw with his hand before he eyes you again. His gaze softened, his voice dropped in pitch and he looked almost scared.
"Y/N?" Everyone turned to you again, but you didn't even see anyone, all you could see was red as you looked at the boy who was supposed to love you enough to leave with you. But he was a coward then he defiantly was one now.
And before you could stop yourself you moved forward, it all happened so fast as you grabbed the gun for the man behind you, he tried to stop you but you kicked him in the crouch casuing him to fall to the ground.
With the gun in your hands and adrenaline coursing through your veins, you tightened your grip on the firearm, your knuckles white with tension as moved towards Gally who didn't move from where he stood before. He held his head high, his eyes becoming glazed, but he clenched his jaw waiting for you to do what you wanted.
You could hear yelling from everyone behind you, but it was too late. Without a moment's hesitation, you swung the gun with precision, striking him hard across the temple with the back of the weapon. A sickening thud resonated through the air as the force of the blow sent him reeling backward. His eyes widened in shock, then dulled with pain as he crumpled to the floor.
The room fell silent, save for the heavy breaths echoing in the aftermath of the swift blow. You stood over him, chest heaving. The weight of what you had just done settled upon your shoulders, but you pushed it aside, the anger still seeping in your veins when he looked up at you, his nose bleeding.
You didn't know what was going on around you but whatever it was it died down when Gally raised his hand, telling them it was okay. His breathing came in and out harshly, his eyes connected with yours and the same softness still visible.
"You piece of shit," You breathed out, your voice dripping with hurt and rage. "You shouldn't have come back," Tears filled your vision as you remembered what he did, and how he made you feel. You had woken up screaming and crying because of him, and thinking you saw him die right in your arms. But he wasn't dead, and it was messing with your head, he was messing with your head.
"I'm so sorry Y/N," You let out a small cry at the sound of his voice, or the way your name rolled off his tongue. You didn't think you would ever hear him say your name again, and it caused your heart to physically hurt. Your breathing was getting faster and faster the more you let yourself feel the pain, you felt yourself give in slowly.
Tears slipped down your cheeks and you took a step away from him, dropping the gun on the ground in front of you. Gally didn't even waist a second, his eyes connecting with yours as he got up and off the ground, and making his way towards your form.
You gasped when he grabbed you and pulled you into his warm arms. And as he wrapped his arms around you, he could feel you trembling against him, your body shaking with the weight of all the emotions coursing through you. He held you close, his embrace a shelter from the storm of doubt and fear that had plagued you both during your time apart.
Your arms wound tightly around his neck, fingers clutching at the fabric of his uniform as if afraid he might slip away once more. He could feel the dampness of your tears soaking into his shirt.
In that moment, nothing else mattered. Not the passing of time, nor the trials you had faced while you were apart. All that mattered in this moment was the warmth of your bodies pressed together, the rhythm of your hearts beating as one.
And as you held each other, lost in the sweet embrace of reunion, the world faded away around you, leaving only the echo of your love reverberating through the empty spaces between you. It was a moment frozen in time, a testament to the enduring power of your connection, and a promise of the future you would build together, one tender embrace at a time.
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lowkeyrobin ยท 26 days
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can u write a tmr newt x gn!reader where they were really close in the glade but slowly started to drift off of their friendship when they were in wckd compartments but got together again during one of the scorch nights(angst to fluffy thingy) tried my best to make it make sense:^)
ooo okay okay I got you ; idk I just had zero ideas for this?? I apologize lmao, I got like the basis of what you wanted, I'm just posting bc I spent way too long making just this ๐Ÿ’€
NEWT ; rekindling a friendship in the scorch
summary ; friends to not friends to friends again in the scorch
warnings ; language
word count ; 959
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You and Newt were inseparable in the Glade. You did nearly everything together, following each other around, finding comfort in one another. It changed once you escaped the maze, however.
Even though you shared a room in your new home inside a lab, it didn't help whatsoever. After that first warm shower, everything between you two just changed.
You were never able to have lunch with your friends, always being pulled away for more and more testing. You'd seen Newt following Thomas around like a lost dog.
Between all the stress and physical deterioration, you didn't have time to talk or share thoughts with him anymore. He seemed to think the same way as you basically ignored each other as the days passed. Everything seemed to be a problem now, even though no words were spoken, only looks, or for that matter, the lack of them.
Upon finding out that WCKD was never gone in the first place, you quickly join the escape with your new friend Aris, crawling around through the vents at dark. The escape was quick and calculated, and nearly ended in death, probably a solid fourteen times. But, your group escaped to the dark, sandy scorch outside.
Bergs fly overhead, lights shining onto the sand in search of you. You all ran through the rough terrain as fast as you could and hid behind a large area of hills, waiting for them to retreat, hoping they wouldn't find you.
Unluckily, you slid down next to Newt, not a glance shared between you two. You instead looked over at Aris and Thomas to your right, making sure they were both in one piece.
The long, painful hike through the scorch continued, Newt behind Thomas and Teresa while you were behind those three, then Minho and Fry. Winston and Aris were behind you, symmetrically separating you and Newt.
The night passes, hours and hours of walking and sweat fatiguing you.
You stumble upon a mall, building up your outfits and learning some more about the Cranks that flooded the scorch. Your fight through the mall was intense and still really God damn awkward as you found yourself helping Newt up off the floor after being tripped, nearly left for dead for the Cranks.
You sprint behind the group, catching up as Thomas leads you to the exit.
Once the adrenaline wore off, it was back to the exhausting trudging through the sand.
You kept your distance with Newt, especially after Winston had fallen ill to the Flare Virus. You'd both known Winston for most of the time you could remember about your lives. The pain after hearing the lonely gunshot in the distance stopped you all in your tracks before continuing some moments later.
The days were far too long for the group of teenagers. Why you were all bundled up in a desert was beyond you, but you'd take listening to the others rather than dying because you didn't cover up. No one knew who was actually immune or not, so it wouldn't be worth it to try and test it out.
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You'd taken refuge under some rocks in a little flatland area in the desert once it hit dark. You'd barely spoken in the past few days, malnourished and exhausted. You, Aris, Fry, and Newt are the stragglers left awake, baking cans of beans over the fire while also tending to it, making sure the others got some warmth as they slept.
As the hours passed, Fry and Aris fell asleep, cuddling up in the heavy clothing they found extra warmth in. Who knew a desert would be freezing once the sun had set? Obviously not you, since most of any important memory ever had been wiped, but yknow.
That left you and Newt awake, sitting a few feet away from each other, an awkward silence among you. You tap your fingers on the sand beneath you, then graze them around in little patterns, unable to find yourself tired even if you wanted to. You were exhausted tired, not sleepy tired, sadly.
The blonde surprisingly speaks up.
"Thanks for saving my ass in the mall"
You glance over at him, then look back down at the sand beneath your fingertips. You nod. "Yeah, anytime"
He slowly nods, looking out at the empty miles of sand and dirt surrounding you in all directions. "Is something wrong between us?" He asks, "You haven't been talking to me at all, and you've always got this intimidating look on your face when I look over at you, so I mean, I didn't wanna bother you, ya know?"
You shrug in response. "I mean, it started back at that lab. They were always testing on me and I was just tired, but once we escaped I kinda thought you were trying to ignore me. I dunno, sorry if I read that wrong"
His expression morphs to one of sadness and guilt before wrapping you in a hug, pulling you closer to him.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to ignore you, Y/n"
You lightly smile, wrapping your arms around him. "Sorry for kind of being a bitch about it"
"Look, I'll give you the benefit of the doubt. We did kind of escape the maze, then WCKD after being tricked, and we've been running through this bloody desert for days. I don't blame you. If anything, I'll blame Rat-Man for burning you out with testing in that lab. " The dirty blonde smiles, patting your back.
"Oh, thank you, Newt. How could I ever repay you?" You chuckle, pulling away from the hug as he does.
He shrugs, a devious yet smug smirk on his face. "You could repay me in water?"
"My cantine has been empty since this morning!"
"Damnit"
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uselesssomebody ยท 1 year
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tmr thomas x fem!reader smut where they're a couple, make it to the safe haven and they've been trying to have their first time together but they keep getting interupted until one day when they finally can.
and its just fluffy n stuff
๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•ฅ๐•–๐•ฃ๐•ฃ๐•ฆ๐•ก๐•ฅ๐•š๐• ๐•Ÿ๐•ค - thomas (t.m.r.) x reader
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words ||ย ๐Ÿ›.๐Ÿš๐•œ
summary ||ย in which the reader and thomas try to have their first time together - but keep getting interrupted
a/n ||ย i have not read/watched the maze runner in forever
โžต i hope you like this @marmar-c it was a fun request and apologies for how long it took to come out
โžต 18+/MDNI content, individual warning below the cut
โžต not edited (yet)
โžต send me requests if you have โ€˜em. enjoy!
warnings ||ย fluff/smut
โžต unprotected p.i.v.
โžต orgasm denial (because of interruptions)
โžต oral (m receiving)
โžต handjob
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thomas was an early riser - whether it be to get an early head start on the maze in the past, or simply to enjoy the solitude that morning bought when he wasn't bombarded with the onslaught that were the other gladers - their fights, loud voices and boisterous actions.
now, though, he didn't enjoy them alone. instead, he would make the short trek out of his room to the adjacent one of his girlfriend, where he'd always find her sleeping soundly, curled up under her covers, even in warm weather.
he'd close the curtains for her if she'd forgotten, to shield her from the upcoming sunlight, and would choose whichever side she was less splayed across - a feat, as she really enjoyed stretching her body to its limit to fit each crevice of her bed - before slipping in beside her.
he'd take a moment to appreciate the soft, warm feel of her flesh against his own - usually bare or only lightly-clad - chest, wrapping a large hand over her midsection, and pushing her hair away from her pillow gently, greeted by a whiff of a distinctly sweet, almost floral scent.
he wouldn't sleep - he usually couldn't, once he'd already awoken - so, he'd allow his breaths to slow to match hers, he'd allow his muscles to relax against her, and allow his eyes to close, focusing on the effects on his other senses.
she could tell when he'd come, as the skin of her midsection would grow warmer, and she'd feel the back of her calves and feet entangle with another's. she wouldn't allow her eyes to open just yet, but would turn over to face him, wrapping her own arm around him. he felt so hot against her - a goddamn furnace - and she brings her head up so her nose grazes his own.
"hey." he mumbles, a whisper in the space between them
"g'd morning." she mumbles back, not moving her lips much and leaving her words a bit garbled. she brings a hand to her eyes to rub them, willing them open and hoping she didn't look too groggy.
she did, of course, making thomas exhale a laugh.
"you're so cute," she smiles, knowing that he's not being sarcastic.
"why, thank you." it's a jokingly dramatic response, and she finally pulls herself up a little, smoothing her hair and rubbing her eyes, "what time is it?"
"too early," he answers, pulling her back down. she laughs at the aggressive action, pulling away from him just slightly in order to look at him.
he always looked his best like this: still-there bed-hair and that morning calmness that came with no impending responsibilities. it was a good look on him, and she makes this clear, tilting up just slightly in order to bring her lips to his.
it's soft - but only for a moment - before a sense of desperation weaves through the both of them and, suddenly, she's gripping his biceps and he the flimsy material of her sleep-shirt bunched around her waist.
they didn't get many moments alone like this, but that worry that someone may walk in on them had stopped them from going much further than any above-the-clothes touching. besides, their lives had been so hectic until now that the simple pleasures of life were things they hadn't completely learned.
today, though, the throbbing between both of their thighs: her at his firm grip and him at her swallowed moans, had culminated in that lesson being necessary. her hand ventured down his torso, settling on the waistband of his trousers, not even bothering to take them off, and slowly reaching her fingers under them, feeling his warm cock jolt at her touch.
he detached from her, his head thrown back as he attempted to be quiet.
"fuck, baby-" he's got this apprehensive look in his eyes, but she needs this so much, letting her hands gently squeeze and release.
"please? please, lemme make you feel good - i just-" she doesn't finish, cut off by his vigorous agreement. smirking, she uses both her hands to grip his pants, pulling them down just enough to expose his cock to her. she traces her fingers up and down his length, feeling the telltale sign of his arousal on and over his tip. his shaky breaths right by her ears spur her hands to move just that bit faster. she's tempted to slip the covers off of them and go the whole way for the first time, and his lips on her neck to subdue his noises were definitely not deterring her from that plan.
what did deter her, however, was the sharp knock on the door, causing her to wrench her hand away and squeak in shock, as thomas attempts to not lose the friction of her hands, his hips bucking as he tried to chase the feeling.
"is thomas in there?" minho's voice is muffled, but obvious, through the door, as thomas's head tips backwards, his chest rising and falling as he caught his breath.
"yeah - yeah, minho. s'everything alright?" she says it back, her hand still suspended in the air, embarrassed at being interrupted.
"breakfast's ready - get it while it's hot!" another voice - a female voice - shouts through the door in a way where it's obvious she's walking away - going to eat, presumably. she finally lets her tense muscles relax in the knowledge that it's not an emergency. she's almost inclined to slip her hand back under and finish the job, and when she looks over at her boyfriend, he seems incredibly interested in the idea, but a better plan springs to her head.
"we should get going, baby. they'll get suspicious." it's a meek excuse, but it's solidified by her rising from bed, causing him to groan, and follow her lead, pulling his clothes over himself.
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blue balls didn't even begin to describe the tension that coiled in his muscles as he meekly sat down across from minho. he felt as though every sense was heightened, like when he'd jumped at a quiet clatter from inside the kitchen. his friends all watched over his antsy behavior, unsure of the reason for it.
on the other hand, his girlfriend - sat next to him - knew exactly what was wrong, and she used it to her advantage, by being more touchy than usual. a hand on his arm, or around his shoulders, or on his chest as she rose to get some water. it's like she'd left hand-prints in his already warm skin. it came to a head when the hand she'd already precariously been resting on his knee started venturing higher, trailing along the inseam of his pants.
he tries, god, he tries to ignore it, but it's all too much when her finger finally rests over the head of his cock, her palm encompassing him.
he chokes on his sip of water, causing it to spill all over him, and minho's eyebrows immediately furrow.
"you alright, man?" her hand's out from under the table, and is resting on his bicep.
"yeah, babe, are you feeling okay?" he glares at her, jaw clenched and eyes narrow. she looks back up at him innocently, though he can see the ghost of a devilish smile dance on her lips.
"'m'fine. just gonna go change." his food is practically untouched as he raises from his seat, hoping his situation isn't particularly obvious, as he heads back in the direction of his place. minho turns to her, a bit confused by the abrupt nature of his actions.
"'s'he okay?" she shrugs.
"maybe he slept wrong?" she pauses, contemplative, before raising up as well, "i'll go check on him." minho watches as she walks off as well, still a bit confused, before turning to gally, sat a bit away from him, who had an almost sour expression on his face.
"what's wrong?" why was everyone acting so weird today? minho thought, as gally looks at him incredulously, shocked he doesn't realize what was happening between the couple.
"you-? you know what, it's nothing. don't worry about it." it's dismissive, but minho shrugs his shoulders, figuring it was, in face, nothing.
in that time, she's knocking on his door, and, as soon as he realizes who it is he pulls her in, pushing her until she's facing his bed.
"fuck, what're you doing?" she mumbles, and he sighs.
"finishing what you started, baby." she smiles, looking back at him, before turning around.
"well, if you wanna finish, let's start here-" she lowers to her knees in front of him, and his head rolls back at the sight of her in the position. her fingers greedily clutch at his waistband, pulling his pants and boxers down in one motion.
he's aching, she can see it in the way his cock's pulsing, as she takes him in her palm, slowly - tortuously - stroking him as his hands weave through her hair. she can feel the lightest push against her head - to the point where he probably didn't even realize the action - and succumbed to his untold request, moving her head forward to gently wrap her lips around his tip.
"just - shit, just like that, baby." her tongue traces his head, as low moans escape him. she hums around him - something akin to a 'thank you', but all it translates to is increased sensation on his cock. his head tips back at the feeling, and his hand grips her head a little tighter, pushing her down a little further. she lets him, stilling her movements to focus on his guidance. he moves her head up and down his length, her tongue poking out along its underside, languidly lavishing the area, "you're so good - fuck me, you feel really good-"
he doesn't hesitate to continue praising her, before gently tugging her down and holding her there. immediately, her fingers reach up to grip his thighs, feeling the light - and then more serious gag at the sensation. he takes another moment to appreciate the pretty sight in front of - or under - him, before releasing her, letting her off her cock and allowing her to take deep breaths to account for her lack of oxygen.
"get up here for me, baby." he practically orders, taking her by her arms and helping her up, lightly pushing her against the bed, "first time - i'm not finishing in your mouth." she smiles, whole-heartedly agreeing with his plan, as she felt her own core throb with a need for friction.
he pushes her so that she's sitting on the bed, and, just as he goes to lay her down - there's another knock at the door.
"thomas - you said you'd help with fixing that problem on the east side." it's minho - again - calling thomas for, admittedly, a project he had signed up for the previous week, fixing some construction issue or something on the east side of the haven. admittedly, it'd seemed important work - until now, "we needa fix it quick, man - apparently it's gotten worse." thomas is literally stopped in his tracks, until she taps on his thighs, about chest level with her, essentially reminding him to get ready instead of staying still.
"c'mon, baby - go on." she mumbles, as she also rises, pulling her hair back. she waits as he gets ready, leaving the room and greeting minho - with a tone of voice that is a little distraught - making her smile.
on the other side of the door, minho's a little exasperated.
"how long does it take to change?" thomas looks confused, before remembering his lackluster excuse, and coughing.
"i - just tell me what the issue is, yeah?"
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over the day, she'd continued with her own work, as thomas had continued with his. of course, both of them had been a bit distracted the whole day - unable to exactly focus when remembering what was waiting for them back home. their states were obviously noticed by the people around them - with both their friends stepping around them with quirked eyebrows or concerned impressions.
finally - believing he might actually be feeling ill - minho simply shrugs, telling thomas that maybe it'd be best he go back to his and sleep the day off. thomas was a little hesitant, but finally agreed - he wasn't exactly the biggest help in this state.
as he headed back, he swung by where she was, muttering a quick greeting to the others also working. she'd been taking a small break to clear her head of - well, the person now standing in front of her. her face lights up at the sight of him, wrapping him in a hug - though he's a little sweaty from his work earlier. one of her friends, in a similar manner to minho, urges her to head on home, and to pick up again the next day - a offer that she almost meekly accepts.
finally, the both of them are walking back towards her place.
she's got a bit of a pep in her step, and it makes him smile, his muscles aching - from his work, or from this morning, he wasn't sure - yet he knows exactly where her energy's coming from. she steps into her place, and he's right on her heels, pushing against her back as she laughs, trying to slip her shoes off as his hands relentlessly wander her body. finally, as she rises, she grabs his loose shirt, pulling him into her, capturing his lips against hers. he smiles into her mouth, and she hums contently - having a distinct feeling that it was the day they'd actually go all the way. her hands trail under his shirt until she pushes off of him for a moment, grabbing the bottom of the shirt and pulling it up and off of him. he smirks at her eagerness, but before he can make a dumb comment, her hands are at his trousers, gently tugging them down his legs. his hands join hers without a second thought, helping her get them the rest of the way down.
she can see him, hard against his boxers, and, after pushing him so he's laying down on her bed, she appreciates the way he looks - a little desperate, a lot pretty. he reaches for her hips, but she steps back, and a strange - almost garbled - whisper of indignation leaves his lips. it makes her lips quirk into a smirk, as she slowly begins taking her clothes off - each with weighty effort and a teasing smile. it doesn't defer him - as his eyes follow her movements greedily - but it definitely piques his excitement much more effectively when she finally places her thighs on either side of him, straddling his own. his hands reach up to grip her hips, guiding them down to rub against him, enjoying the slight buck of her hips, and the small noises leaving her mouth.
finally, she pulls his last article of clothing off, procuring his cock - thick and heavy - in her hand, languidly stroking him, causing his grip to tighten. she smiles against him, contemplating teasing him further but, feeling her own need, she decides against it, choosing to sit up a little higher on her knees instead.
"ready?" she mumbles looking down at his length as she attempts to situate herself correctly. maintaining her balance as she does, he hums in response, nodding as much as he can while keeping his eyes glued to her face. he can see the slight stress occur to her when she feels his cock against her, and he rubs his fingers against her lightly.
"'re you - want me to help?" she thinks he's asking if she needs to be taken care of and - though it wouldn't hurt - she's too desperate to finally feel him inside her to wait much longer.
"n-no, i wanna feel you, now." the admission makes him exhale lowly, appreciating her appreciation, and he lifts her ass up to help her hover over his cock. she can feel his head at her entrance so, taking a deep breath, she sinks down.
she's watching his anticipatory face fall into one of pleasure, and he's watching the same occur on hers - but there's that hint of discomfort that she desperately trying to ignore, stilling as her ass reaches his hips and attempting to adjust.
"'re you okay, baby?" he's massaging the expanse of her thighs and hips, trying to focus on the fucking amazing feeling of her, but also on relieving as much of the pain as he can. she's got a light wince on her face as she nods through gritted teeth.
"yeah - fuck, yeah - just give me a minute." he reassures her with short mumbles and loving phrases, hoping it was doing something to help. after another couple of moments, she breathes deeply, nodding at him lightly, before gently placing her hands against his shoulders.
she pushes up using her thighs, not loving the feeling of emptiness, in that half moment, before she sunk back onto him, releasing a small, gasping moan at the sensation. he looks up at her as she slowly repeats the action, grunting at the feeling of her cunt around him. she looked good like this, situated over him, desperately trying to both make him feel good, as well as to chase the newly-realized sensation she was also experiencing. wanting to return the favor, he grabs the bottoms of her thighs, easing her effort and pulling and pushing her with just that bit of fervor that forced him deeper inside her. she could feel him brushing against something that was making her twitch, her head falling back at the sensation as she tries to muffle her moans with one of her hands. unable to comprehend the feeling alongside moving her thighs, she slows her pace, but he didn't.
he pulls her to be situated with her face over his, hands more tightly clutching his shoulders, before he begins thrusting up into her with the newfound space. he keenly watches her face fall into a shocked pleasure, a loud moan falling from her lips at the newfound intensity and speed.
"oh my god - baby - fuck -" she's mumbling into the small space between them, desperately trying to explain how good he was making her feel, but the words escaped her, as her mind blanked at the sensation. it's spurring his thrusts on - moving that much faster, that much harder to make her fucked out nature more pronounced. it worked, as evidenced by her loud noises - ones she couldn't even think about trying to keep contained when he was making her feel like this. she can feel the feeling in her core begin to yearn for some sort of release, and she attempts to communicate this to him. it's not a great explanation, but it's more than enough for him.
"please - god, please, cum for me, baby - i want-" he wants to feel her orgasm as much as she does - anticipating the way her body would still, her face would contort, and her cunt would feel around him. she nods desperately, feeling the knot snap as the sensation of her orgasm washes over her, making her cry out over him.
he watches her, and it's as pretty as he thought it'd be: her mouth falling open and brows furrowing, her muscles tensing, and her cunt fluttering around his cock.
the feeling prompts his own orgasm as, after a few thrusts, he's pulling out of her, his cum glazing her stomach as a low groan escapes him. she gently sits back against his thighs, taking a moment to collect herself and catch her breath, as he does the same.
finally, she pushes off of him, reaching the bathroom to take a shower. he follows her after a moment, gently placing a kiss to her head.
"that was - was good." she hums in agreement, letting the water run behind them.
they both failed to realize the acoustics of the area, not realizing that the noises of their coupling had reached some of the others - maybe most notably, minho.
he sits, red faced, eyes wide. when gally notices his expression, he laughs.
"see what i mean?"
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Hello, Bottom (Newt x Reader)
Another high school AU where Y/n always calls Newtย โ€œbottomโ€ due to his locker thatโ€™s below hers. One day, after years of pining and fretfulness, he finds confidence from deep within and sasses back.
โ€œHey, bottom.โ€ You comment, rifling through your locker.ย 
Newt huffs and rolls his eyes. You laugh as he slams his locker door. โ€œGod, I hate that you call me that.โ€ย 
โ€œWell, you are, arenโ€™t you? You have the bottom locker.โ€ย 
Newt stands and leans against the wall. โ€œI always enjoy these conversations of ours. Gives me something to look forward to in between classes.โ€ย 
โ€œGlad I could be of such service.โ€ย 
Meanwhile, Thomas and Minho stand by the wall, waiting for Newt to finish with his things.ย 
โ€œItโ€™s nice heโ€™s talking to her.โ€ Minho shrugs. โ€œRemember the two years he couldnโ€™t say a word so it was just awkward silence whenever he had to squat down beneath her?โ€
โ€œYeah,โ€ Thomas chuckles, โ€œthat was funny. But I wouldโ€™ve thought heโ€™d have the guts to ask her out by now.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s Newt.โ€ Minho counters. โ€œHeโ€™s like, the most passive person ever. He overthinks everything. What if she says no?โ€ He mimics Newt in a bad rendition of a British accent, โ€œWhat if she doesnโ€™t like me back? Then itโ€™ll just be awkward and sheโ€™ll hate me and itโ€™ll be so embarrassing!โ€
โ€œOkay,โ€ Thomas says, โ€œbut Y/nโ€™s gotta like him back. Who else makes funny sexual innuendos at their locker neighbor? I just ignore mine.โ€ย 
โ€œTrue.โ€ย 
Newt walked over to his friends, an odd pep in his step. โ€œHey guys,โ€ he chirps, โ€œwhatโ€™s up?โ€
โ€œThe sky.โ€ Thomas says while Minho, at the same time adds, โ€œNot your relationship with Y/n.โ€ Thomas lets out a loud laugh and high- fives Minho.ย 
Newt huffs and rolls his eyes. โ€œBug off.โ€ย 
โ€œSheโ€™s friends with Sonya.โ€ Thomas offers, โ€œCanโ€™t you just ask your sister?โ€
โ€œNo!โ€ Newt shudders at the thought. โ€œThat would be too embarrassing.โ€
โ€œBut then you would have a definitive answer.โ€ย 
โ€œI guess,โ€ Newt sighs.ย 
โ€œWell I donโ€™t know much about girls,โ€ Thomas says, โ€œbut why donโ€™t you just ask her out? You guys already talk a lot; itโ€™s just the next step.โ€
โ€œUgh! You donโ€™t understand.โ€ Newt whines, clearly frustrated. โ€œI like her too much to put our friendship on the line.โ€
โ€œFriendship?โ€ Thomas frowns. โ€œWhat friendship? You guys are just locker buddies.โ€ย 
โ€œWe have History together!โ€ย 
โ€œDo you guys talk in History?โ€
Newt groans then admits, โ€œSometimes. Not all the timeโ€ฆ but sometimes.โ€ย 
โ€œJust try to be more confident next time.โ€
โ€œIโ€™ll try.โ€ย 
**
โ€œHello bottom!โ€ You greets.ย 
Newt lifts an eyebrow, Minhoโ€™s words coming back to him. A shot of confidence races through him. โ€œI can assure you, I am not a bottom.โ€
Your mouth falls open and you canโ€™t think of a retaliation. Slowly, you shut your locker and look down at the boy who is smirking up at you.ย 
โ€œPardon?โ€
Newt chuckles and stands heart- beatingly close to you. โ€œYou heard me.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s a busy hallway. Please repeat it.โ€ย 
โ€œI said,โ€ Newt breathes, โ€œI am most certainly not a bottom.โ€
You took a deep breath. โ€œAnyway to prove it?โ€
โ€œHow about I take you out Friday night and Iโ€™ll show you?โ€ย 
โ€œI have been waiting so long for you to ask that.โ€
โ€œReally?โ€ Newt blinks, taken aback.ย 
โ€œYeah.โ€ You smile, โ€œYouโ€™re really fun to hang out with. Not to mention cute.โ€ย 
Newt smiles back, blushing slightly. He glances down at his feet before looking up and meeting your gaze. โ€œIโ€™ve had a crush on you for over three years.โ€
โ€œAre you kidding me?โ€ Your mouth falls open. โ€œIโ€™ve liked you for three years! Why didnโ€™t we go on a date sooner?โ€
โ€œIโ€ฆ have no idea.โ€ย 
โ€œWell, I gotta get to class.โ€ You say, โ€œIโ€™ll see you Friday?โ€ย 
โ€œYeah. Iโ€™ll see you Friday.โ€ Newt grins.ย 
โ€œOkay.โ€
โ€œOkay.โ€
After a moment of standing still, not wanting to leave Newt, you reluctantly step away. โ€œBye.โ€ You wave to him, joining your friends as you head off to class.
Newt floats over to Thomas and Minho, the latter who says, โ€œYou idiot! I told you she liked you!โ€
โ€œYeah, you were right.โ€ Newtโ€™s lovesick smile never faded. โ€œShe likes me.โ€
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I ONLY KNOW YOU FROM BOOKS
newt x fem! reader
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Synopsis:ย Being teleported into your favourite universe can be a stressful experience but you also get to meet your favourite character.
Warning/content:ย nothing i can think of, maybe one mention of death, as requested by dm reader is french and has a little accent!, my English
a.n.: 1.7k words- can be read as platonic!
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Your head was hurting, your ears were ringing, the loud sound of mechanics happening around you wasn't helping. You slowly opened your eyes, taking the time to look around you. It seemed to be like an elevator filled with supplies, food and even animals.ย 
Suddenly, the motion stopped in a loud thump before a red light started to flicker. You started to panic a bit, you were lost and couldn't tell how you arrived here. Above you, the ceilings opened and you thought you'd maybe have answers to your questions.ย 
The sudden sunlight blinded you and you had to cover your face with your hands. You took a minute to analyse what was happening, people were chatting and it seemed like they were surprised to find you here. Your eyes were finally adapting to the light and you were able to discover the faces of the boys above you. You raised your eyebrow, surprised to find them wearing these types of clothes you never saw anyone wear anymore. You were even more surprised to find yourself wearing the same ones.ย 
A man shouted, making you jump in surprise, and everybody stopped talking before a blond boy went down into what you heard was "The Box". You swore you heard this noun before. "Hi," the sandy-haired boy greeted you, holding out his hand for you to take. "Can you remember your name?" he asked with a quiet voice, it seemed like he was trying not to scare you.ย 
Your eyes widened when you heard what he said, maybe you never heard of The Box, maybe you read about it. You took a time to observe the blonde boy. "What is your name?" you asked back.
It couldn't be true, it didn't make any sense. "Newt." Your mouth fell agape as you heard his name. Was it possible to teleport into a book? You looked more carefully at the boy and recognized all the descriptions you used to read about. You thought you were dreaming and pinched your arm to make sure you were truly awake. You felt the pain. It was genuinely happening.ย 
After a minute you realised Newt was still holding his hand out for you and you finally grabbed it. When you were on your feet you took the time to look around you and saw four huge walls enclosing the square of grass you were standing on. "Welcome to the-"ย 
"Glade..." you finished Newt sentence with a smile on your lips. The gardener shared a horrified look with who you recognized as Alby. The later asked Newt to bring you out of The Box.ย 
Finally by everybody's side, you were contemplating the Glade, trying to find everything you read about. But before you were able to see more you felt someone grabbing your arm. "How do you know where you are?" Ably asked you. "What's your name? Why are you a girl?" he continued his questions more and more aggressively, visibly panicked.ย 
"Um... it's a little complicated," you saw Newt making a weird face when you spoke.ย 
"What's that accent?" he asked. He would be smiling if you weren't standing there when you shouldn't be. That's the thing. Being able to read in English was something, being able to talk without an accent was another.ย 
"French," you said shyly. You were grateful they could still understand you but you felt a little dumb, standing there, in the middle of boys who either seemed like it was the first time they saw a girl- well it was actually- or like they wanted to directly throw you in the Pit without thinking about who you were.ย 
"Do you know why you're here?" Newt asked and you shook your head. You loved the maze runner universe but it wasn't the best one Destiny had chosen to put you in. Your survival skills weren't the best they had seen.
The tall boy you reckon must be Gally talked, pulling you out of your thoughts. "That's not what matters Newt! How do you know where you are? Everybody forgets what they know when they come here!"
"I know," you said quietly, timid under Gally's gaze. It was legitimate to be freaked out by your weird arrival here. But the thing was you didn't know how you came here. You knew who they were, you even knew their future, this thought sent a wave of questions in your mind but it wasn't the moment. The last thing you remembered was reading a book. You dug into your mind to find an answer. Everybody around you was waiting for you to talk and you felt intimated.ย 
Apparently, Newt could feel it because he sent everybody- except the Keepers- back to their work. The boys walked you to the Council Hall, they all seemed lost in their own thoughts. You awkwardly took a seat in front of everybody and bent your head down, even if you knew them you couldn't help but feel shy as they all watched you attentively. Alby finally started to talk. "First question. What's your name?"ย 
"Y/n," you said, trying your best to hide your French accent, it wasn't the moment to lose credibility, you needed to be trusted.
ย "How much do you know about here?"ย 
"A lot."ย 
"How is that possible?"ย 
"Um..." there was no way there were going to believe you, you didn't even believe your own words as you spoke. "Well- I don't know exactly how I came here but..." you tried your best to search every bit of information your brain held. "It will sound crazy, but... I-in my world you don't exist." The boys in front of you looked septical at your explanation for the moment. "I know you all but from books. In my world, the maze, the Glade, WICKED and all of you are just ink on paper." You shut your eyes, refusing to look at them for the moment, you were afraid that their faces would tell you they were going to abandon you in the Maze. "B-but I don't know exactly how I came here, what kind of magic bought me here but now that I am there, I may know the way out."
This caught everybody's attention and while you thought it was going to be an argument for you to stay and not be killed, it seemed like they feared your even more. "Really?" Alby asked.ย 
"Yes," you said. "In my world, your universe has six books and right now you are in the first one," you took a deep breath, omitting the explanation with the sequels and novellas, this part was going to be complicated to explain. "You guys escape at the end of the first book. I read it multiple times, I think I can help you get out of here."ย 
They didn't answer anything before Minho talked "How do I know if what you're saying is true?"ย 
"Ask me questions."ย 
"How are we getting out of here?"ย 
"We can't until they decide we will. WICKED modify the sections every day. In the books, they escape when a guy named Thomas and a girl named Theresa arrive here but they have a special link with WICKED." You went on and on about everything you remembered, Ben's attack, Minho's night in the Maze, the doors staying open at night. You hesitated on talking about Gally's being stung and decided that there was already too much information.ย 
They carefully listened to you, something asking you to repeat because of your French accent or demanding you to explain further some points. You didn't know for how long you talked but your throat was sore and you terribly needed to drink "Can I have water?" you waited for them to calm down and stop talking before asking your question.ย 
Frypan left the room to grab you a glass and other Keepers decided to finally leave the room. It was just you and Newt now. "Are you okay?" he asked, he genuinely sound like he cared and your heart missed a beat and you nodded. "I think you already know everything but- do you want to discover the Glade?"ย 
You nodded, this time with a smile on your lips, you couldn't believe Newt was standing in front of you. He was a character you loved and cared about so much, it seemed unreal.ย 
You just had the time to receive your glass of water before you started your visit. Newt still took the time to explain everything as he would do with any greenie. Quickly the night fell and you knew what was waiting for you. The bonfire.ย 
The idea made you smile and you started to think about Gally's drink, was the taste as horrible as you read about? You didn't have to think a lot because you rapidly found yourself with a jar between your hands. "C'mon Greenie," Newt said with a tipsy smile, "Drink."ย 
When the beverage touched your tongue you tried your best not to spill it everywhere. It truly tasted disgusting. "What's inside?"ย 
"Ah! They don't tell you in the books?" Newt smirked and you shook your head. "Then I won't tell anything. It's not like I know anyway." With your back against a log, you gathered your legs to your chest, resting your head on your knees. You breathe happily.ย 
You couldn't express the way you felt but it was a peaceful moment. The sound of Gladers having fun, of the fire and the burning wood. Newt's laughter. He was the best part of all this.
He was making you feel comfortable, you weren't nervous at the idea of recreating what you read when you were by his side. You had to admit you had to resist the urge to just hug him. He deserved a hug so much.ย 
"Newt?" The boy turned his head to look down at you.
ย "Yeah?"ย 
"You know in all the books I've read about all of you? You're my favourite character." You hoped you didn't sound weird but judging by the way his smile soften you were almost sure he was flattered by what you just said.ย 
"Why?"
You felt warmth winning your cheek "Well, I think you're brave. I only know you from books but- after everything you've been through you're still kind to everyone." You unconsciously looked at his limp. You continued to talk about the comfort he bought you before your smile faded "You always try your best and- and I think you deserve a happy ever after. The best happy ever after." You felt your heart clenching in your chest as you thought about the ending he had.
Newt was looking at you with a gentle smile, touched by your words. It was a weird feeling to have a stranger understand you so much. You knew what your goal was now. It wasn't just to escape and join the Safe Heaven. You were going to save Newt.
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I Was Pregnant (newt)
Summary: Y/n tells Newt she used to be pregnant but WCKD found out while she was being held captive
Warnings: miscarriage, angst, language, weapons, PTSD (think thatโ€™s it)
Word Count: 1.0k
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRbCBaye/ (based off this tiktok)
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โ€œNo! No!โ€ You screamed, thrashing under the nurseโ€™s hold. โ€œDonโ€™t do this!โ€ You pleaded.
You had no clue how long you had been pregnant for but WCKD believed it was early enough to get rid of it.
โ€œNewt will kill you!โ€
โ€œShut her up.โ€ Janson said.
One of the nurses grabbed a sedative and you thrashed harder in the other nurse's hold.
โ€œNo! Minho! Help me!โ€ You yelled as they injected you, sending your body limp and unconscious.
Meanwhile Newt, Thomas, Brenda, Harriet, Vince and Jorge were all planning an escape for you, Minho, Aris, and Sonya.
โ€œThey will be transported by train to the last city in 3 months. We can hijack a burg and pick up the box with them in it.โ€
โ€œThomas, we're supposed to be moving forward not backwards.โ€ Vince stated. โ€œWeโ€™re gonna run out of time.โ€
He walked over to Vince so he could talk slightly quieter. โ€œY/n needs Newt and Newts needs Y/n. He cries himself to sleep every night. He needs her.โ€ He explained quietly enough so Newt couldnโ€™t hear.
โ€œLetโ€™s get on with it!โ€ Newt yelled, bringing them back to the meeting. โ€œIโ€™d like to have a solid plan to save Minho and Y/n.โ€
โ€œRight.โ€ Thomas said, sitting back down around the table.
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You woke up in one of the hospital beds, the white walls and sheets practically blinding you.
You were sore and aching and you knew what had happened as soon as you saw the puddle of blood in your bed. You wanted to cry but nothing came out so you screamed. Loud enough to get the whole facility's attention.
But unfortunately only Janson entered the room.
โ€œYou bastard! How could you do this to me?โ€ You sobbed. โ€œYou deserve to die!โ€
โ€œAww is someone sad? Poor Newtie. Howโ€™s he gonna feel when you were bearing his child and you got rid of it?โ€ He mocked.
โ€œHe will kill you. And if he doesn't, all the rest of them will. I can promise you that.โ€
โ€œIโ€™ll count on it.โ€ He said sarcastically walking out of the room leaving you alone once again.
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It was finally the day Newt was coming to save you.
โ€œLetโ€™s get a move on!โ€ Newt yelled hoping in the truck with Fry, Harriet and Vince.
Newt was eager to save you. Like Thomas said he did cry every night. It was stressful having to go through the flare by himself.
โ€œComing!โ€ Thomas yelled, hopping in the back with Harriet so he could help load all of the guns.
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All the while you were getting loaded onto the train with Aris, and Sonya. โ€œDo you know where weโ€™re going?โ€ You sat down next to both of them.
โ€œNo clue. Iโ€™m so sorry about your baby.โ€ She changed the subject.
โ€œI-Itโ€™s fine can we just move on?โ€ You refused to cry. You felt as though it rewarded WCKD. They loved when the subjects cried.
โ€œSure.โ€ She hugged you as best she could with the chains around her wrists.
A couple WCKD guards came into the cart to count you once or twice and then left you alone.
You and Sonya had fallen asleep rather quickly, But you were awoken to a loud thud and screaming.
โ€œY/n! Minho?โ€ You heard Newt yell.
โ€œNewt! Newt!โ€ You screamed. โ€œNewt!โ€ You screamed until you couldnโ€™t anymore. And then you saw sparks around the door. Someone was coming to save you.
You sat there heart racing waiting for the door to be knocked down. You were ready to see the culprit and you hoped to God it was Newt.
Please, please, please. You wished in your head. Then the door was knocked down and you were met by Newt and Thomas.
โ€œNewt!โ€ You exclaimed. He ran over to you and wrapped his arms around you. โ€œNewt.โ€ You sobbed.
โ€œItโ€™s okay Iโ€™m here weโ€™re gonna get you out of here.โ€ He pets your hair.
โ€œThank you. Thank you.โ€ You repeated so grateful that they came to save you.
โ€œI have to help Thomas now okay? Iโ€™ll be back I promise.โ€ He gave you a quick peck on your head and then ran off with the dark haired boy.
โ€œThey came back.โ€ You turned to Sonya and Aris. โ€œThey came back.โ€ You repeated almost in shock.
โ€œYes Y/n he came back for you.โ€ She comforted you.
โ€œNo but what happens when Newt finds out about the baby?โ€ Tears threatened to fall.
โ€œItโ€™ll be okay Y/n I promise. He will still love you. He loves you so much and thereโ€™s still time.โ€
โ€œThank you Sonya.โ€
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Once everyone had gotten back to the right arm they quickly realized Minho wasnโ€™t in the same cart as you, Sonya, and Aris. Which meant they would eventually have to go back for him but for now you just sat comforted by your favorite people.
You sat in silence for the most part except for the occasional โ€˜are you okaysโ€™ and โ€˜I love yousโ€™ from Newt.
You were reluctant to tell him about the baby but you gained enough courage and strength to pull him into the other room and tell him.
You sat down in one of the chairs while he pulled a chair right next to you.
โ€œNewt thereโ€™s something I need to tell you.โ€ You sighed hoping he would understand.
โ€œWhat is it, love?โ€
โ€œWellโ€ฆโ€ A couple tears rolled down your face.
โ€œWoah sweat heart? What happened?โ€ He kneeled in front of you.
โ€œWhile I was in WCKDโ€ฆ I was pregnant.โ€ He gasped, causing you to stop. โ€œBut Janson found out before you saved us and โ€˜got rid of itโ€™โ€
โ€œNoโ€ฆ this canโ€™t be happening. No, no.โ€ He cried.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry. I-I there was nothing I could do. T-they held me down. T-they put me to slee-โ€ฆโ€
โ€œIโ€™ll kill them.โ€ Newt interrupted.
โ€œW-what?โ€ Of course you had told Janson that but you didnโ€™t think Newt would want the same thing.
โ€œIโ€™ll. Kill. Him.โ€ He grabbed your hands. โ€œIโ€™m so sorry they did that to you. Considering how hard it is to find out my child was taken away from me itโ€™s got to be at least 3 times worse for you. Iโ€™m so sorry Y/n.โ€
โ€œI-I love you Newt.โ€ He stood up.
โ€œI love you too Y/n.โ€ You stood up with him and kissed him passionately.
โ€œI wonโ€™t ever let anyone hurt you ever again.โ€ He hugged you.
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Hello may i request a Thomas ( oh original ! ) the maze runner imagine ? when the reader had a childish spirit in the glade, always smiling, bubbly, friendly toward everyone. But in the scorch, she is a different person, she is more violent with words less affectionate and she is pessimistic. Thomas discover her change of personality and decide to confront her about it. Thomas and the reader are together. (Angst and fluff maybe)
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Thomas has seen a lot in the meager few months he remembers being alive. Thereโ€™s the Maze, of course, the terrifying behemoth of stone and ivy enclosing life as he knew it inside massive walls. There were the Grievers, sickening creatures. Thomas can still hear the screams of his friends being torn to pieces by those beasts. There were also the graves of past Gladers who lived and died without ever escaping. He saw enough loss to know the costs of surviving.
One of the worst sights Thomas has ever experienced, however, might have to do with what living did to his friends. Theyโ€™re all shell-shocked in some way; Minho laughs less, Newtโ€™s eyes grow weary, Teresa becomes more restless by the hour, but the worst of all is Y/N. Y/N, who brightened all their days back in the Glade with her relentless optimism, who has now become some cold version of the girl they all care for. That might be the deadliest blow of all.
Thomas has always liked questions. The other Gladers could tell him that much, what from the way he used to never stop asking about the most benign details of the Maze. Thomas has never had much to hold against the truth:ย  as long as curiosity is his best friend, he doesnโ€™t get stuck in that ugly, familiar pattern of giving up before answers are found.
Right now, though, Thomas thinks that he would prefer to shut his eyes again. If he blocks out the world, if he pretends that everything is fine and nothing has changed at all, maybe everything will go back to normal. Maybe heโ€™ll wake up and Y/N will be just the same as ever.
The change happened slowly, piece by piece and fracture by fracture. The Scorch ruined them all, that much is clear, but it did something worse to Y/N. She stalks through the desert like a predator waiting to hunt, and when they face something or someone they have to fight, she becomes a person Thomas has never seen before. She loses some part of herself with every bit of danger that crosses her path. At some point, there will be nothing left, and that is what scares Thomas the most.
She wasnโ€™t always like this. Thomas only had a brief period in the Glade before things turned sour, or at least more sour than life trapped within the stone walls of the Maze with no memories save his own name. In that short time, though, Thomas met Y/N, and he liked what he saw enough to fall in love.
It was easy, falling. Easier than breathing. Easier than dying. She laughed, and the world laughed with her. Thomas watched as Runners dragged themselves out of the Maze, burned out on what their meager lives had to offer, but one conversation with Y/N had them smiling like nothing was the matter. She was the only one who could talk Gally out of a foul temper every time he wanted to start a fight. Well, every time but one, down in the depths of the ruined W.I.C.K.E.D. structure, but no one likes to think about that.
Even Thomas, terrified out of his mind that nothing made sense when he was certain that it should, wasnโ€™t immune to Y/Nโ€™s optimism. He remembers sitting with her out on the grass, watching the sun set. There were moments on Bonfire Night when he knew he would give her the world, and early mornings just before he set out for the Maze in which one look her way gave Thomas the courage of thousands of men.
It was good back then, and Thomas wishes he had the hindsight to appreciate that before they escaped. Something happened in between their journey out of the Maze and the present day, something to turn Y/Nโ€™s ever-present grin into a deadly glare. She doesnโ€™t smile like she used to, she doesnโ€™t smile at all. Itโ€™s rare that sheโ€™ll speak more than a few words at a time, and those are always tinged with a foreign cruelty.
Thomas has racked his brain about a thousand times, searching for clues he never picked up to explain the change in Y/Nโ€™s behavior. Every time, though, he comes up short. If Grievers and memory loss couldnโ€™t shake her, why this? What do the shifting sands of the Scorch hold to torment her so?
He still holds out hope that maybe theyโ€™ll make it to a safe place and Y/Nโ€™s fierce temper will leave her. One day far in the future, Thomas could wake up to her laughing just like before. It could be alright. The others have given up on that, but Thomas holds on.
Then again, the others donโ€™t share in the love that Thomas feels for Y/N, so maybe that explains it. Heโ€™s heard the Gladers murmuring when Y/N isnโ€™t around, shunning her cold eyes and curled fists. Thomas wants to defend her, but he gets the feeling that she almost enjoys her new reputation, using it as a shield to block out the rest of the world. If her friends canโ€™t stand her, then surely her enemies will all but run the other way.
They need to count on her loyalty, though, and given all the changes to Y/Nโ€™s character, Thomas knows the others doubt even that. There is no time for second guessing friends turned into foes, there are already far more villains than anyone could ever need.
The small, struggling group of Gladers has to pass through a section of a Flare-ravaged city. Skyscrapers that must have been impressive once upon a time are broken and bloodied by rust now, bits and pieces disappearing by the day. The metal has lost its shine, the glass stripped of all but its ability to cut through flesh like butter. Everywhere Thomas looks, he sees places where maniacs could hide, or sharp chunks of debris that could be used as weapons.ย 
Itโ€™s not on his bucket list of dream destinations, to say the least, but they have no other choice. Circumnavigating this broken metropolis would take them days they donโ€™t have. If they donโ€™t reach the hideout of the Right Arm in time, theyโ€™ll all die in this godforsaken desert. The Gladers can risk a few Crank attacks if it means making it to a source of potential allies.
Thatโ€™s what they tell themselves, at least. Still, Thomas doesnโ€™t miss the way the group draws into itself, shoulders brushing against shoulders as they pretend theyโ€™re not half so scared as they actually are. Every time the wind whips around a desiccating office building, sending rivets and bolts scurrying down the road, everyone jumps about a foot.
One uneasy night and day later, theyโ€™re almost out. Thomas has just started to formulate the trembling hope that they might be able to pass through without incident when he starts seeing things out of the corners of his eyes. Shadowy creatures jump back into obscurity whenever he cranes his head for a better look, but the second Thomas redirects his gaze towards the road ahead, they creep back out again.
The others see it too, Thomas can tell. They all shift closer and closer together until theyโ€™re practically walking into each other with every step. Still, itโ€™s better than the alternative. Somehow, he gets the feeling that naming those silhouettes aloud would finally allow them to charge.
Even with the maintained silence, the figures in the shadows donโ€™t care much for inactivity. The bounds of the city are just in sight when the shapes start making noise. The streets echo with it, a cacophony of clicks and jeers, howls and coughs. The unearthly symphony makes Thomas shudder, cold slicking over his spine like fingers made of ice.
Thomas just has enough time to think that it sounds like a war cry when the silhouettes give up their lurking and pounce. Cranks appear out of nowhere, sprinting towards the Gladers with all the speed that complete and utter insanity gives you. Thomas sees some figures so damaged by time and the elements that bones poke out of their legs, but they still run like theyโ€™re competing for a national title.
Minho shouts for everyone to go, go, but itโ€™s not like anyone wants to stick around. The Gladers hurl themselves towards the city limits; most Cranks are territorial, they give up the chase once prey heads further into the desert. Thatโ€™ll be their only hope. Thomas picks up the rear, dragging friends forward when they stumble and praying that they all make it.
This side of the city is surrounded by a low wall, most likely to keep Cranks out. Now it just serves to keep sane humans in. Minho turns towards a section thatโ€™s started to crumble and jumps up with ease, perching on top to start hauling people over. Itโ€™s slow going, though, and the Cranks arenโ€™t giving up their chase.
Thomas picks up a fallen piece of metal scaffolding by his side, swinging it experimentally like a baseball bat before turning to face the oncoming mass of Cranks. The first few go down easily, but the numbers arenโ€™t in his favor. Someone joins the fight on his side, thankfully, and Thomas dodges a blow before turning to see whoโ€™s sticking their neck out to keep the creatures at bay.
To his surprise, itโ€™s Y/N. She faces down the Cranks, expression grim but determined. She also wields a chunk of debris, and Thomas watches as she impales a nearby Crank before finding another victim. Thomas has a vague, fleeting memory of Winston joking about how Y/N always got totally grossed out by the amount of blood the Slicers had to deal with. Now, sheโ€™s chopping through Cranks like they were those same farm animals doomed to the blade.
Minho shouts to the two of them, and they abandon the fight to scale the wall as well. Once in the desert, the Gladers continue running, but they slow down once itโ€™s clear that the Cranks wonโ€™t be following. Hands on his knees, Thomas catches his breath. He looks over at Y/N, searching her face for some sign of kindness. After all, she just risked herself to protect him against those Cranks.
All he sees, though, is that same blank pessimism thatโ€™s come to haunt him. Y/N catches him looking and eyes him coolly for a moment before deciding that even the endless sands hold better entertainment and turning away. Thomas is left to wonder why she would care enough to save his life but not enough to reward him with a smile.
Dusk rushes upon the land, making further travel impossible. The city had been in their way, and now theyโ€™ll need the light of morning to illuminate where they should travel next. There are a few buildings past the wall, twisting remnants of the city. Thomas recommends that they stay the night in that shelter, as itโ€™s the best theyโ€™ll get for a while. Even after he closes his eyes, Thomas swears he can still feel the shadow of the infected city looming over him, practically breathing down his back.
It makes sleep impossible, to say the least. Eventually, Thomas gives up on fidgeting from side to side in the hopes of unconsciousness and quietly gets up, retreating to another hall in their temporary hideout to refrain from waking the others. His pulse skyrockets when he hears a noise, but heโ€™s able to settle once it grows obvious that the source is not a Crank but another Glader. Clearly, he wasnโ€™t the only one unable to fall asleep.
Thomas draws closer to the source of the sound. He heads into a nearby room and spots a silhouette crouching in the corner. A broken out window lets moonlight race through the cracks and towards the other occupant. Thomas blinks, and he realizes itโ€™s Y/N. Y/N is not doing well, though. Something is wrong. The tones of her skin are different, darker in places than expected.
Itโ€™s hard to see, what with the shadows still pressing ominously around everything, but Thomas thinksโ€“ yes, it is, thatโ€™s blood covering almost half of her body. The scarlet stuff is practically painted on her, palms up to the elbows, dotting her face like gruesome freckles. He realizes that she must have gone back to the city and rid it of its mad occupants once and for all.
Y/N is staring back at him now, daring him to say something. Thomas swallows hard and tries not to sound too horrified. Itโ€™s not an easy task.
โ€œIโ€™m not sure itโ€™s the best thing to be so covered in Crank blood,โ€ he manages to choke out at last.
Y/N just laughs. Itโ€™s a bitter, harsh sound, and it reminds him a little too much of the shrieks and giggles of the infected. โ€œIโ€™m immune, Thomas, it doesnโ€™t matter. They canโ€™t do anything to me but die.โ€
โ€œStill,โ€ Thomas begins, but his courage fractures. Still, she shouldnโ€™t tempt fate by being so careless around potential pathogens. Still, she shouldnโ€™t be this far removed from someone Thomas knew without even falling victim to the Flare.
Y/N stands slowly, and it takes everything in him for Thomas to not flinch. โ€œGo ahead, judge me. Say what you want. I know you and the rest have been too afraid to mention it to my face, but you canโ€™t keep it back forever. You hate me. Youโ€™re scared of me. Just say it.โ€
Thomas shakes his head. โ€œIโ€™m not scared of you. I just miss you.โ€
Y/N spreads her arms. The gesture is meant to be welcoming, but Thomas canโ€™t stop staring at the blood dried across her skin. โ€œIโ€™m right here, Thomas. I havenโ€™t gone anywhere.โ€
โ€œYou have,โ€ he whispers back, โ€œthe girl I met back in the Glade, sheโ€™s gone. I think you left her there. I donโ€™t know who you are anymore, but sheโ€™s not my friend.โ€
Y/N draws back as if slapped. โ€œIโ€™m still me. You might not like it, but Iโ€™m me. I changed to survive. We all did. Itโ€™s not my fault if you want to keep clinging to an illusion. This is who I have to be if I want to live.โ€
โ€œAnd what about the inhabitants of that city?โ€ Thomas asks pointedly, โ€œDidnโ€™t they want to live?โ€
Y/N gives him a cross look. โ€œThey wanted to live before they became Cranks. Iโ€™m making sure people who come after us will find a safe place to hide from everyone else. You can go on believing in fairytales, but at least one of us had to grow up. Maybe it had to be me.โ€
Thomas sighs, the ghost of the sound circling the two of them on disappointed, broken wings. โ€œI donโ€™t want to believe in fairytales, Y/N. I just want to believe in you.โ€
โ€œThen do it,โ€ she says softly.
โ€œI wish I could,โ€ Thomas replies.
Itโ€™s quiet for a minute. Thomas thinks she might hate him. Then, her voice comes again, barely discernible in the darkened room.
โ€œDid you love me?โ€ A pause. โ€œBack in the Glade. Did you love me then?โ€
Thomasโ€™ throat feels tight. โ€œI loved you then, and I love you now. I just need to know that youโ€™re not going to leave.โ€
โ€œNot more than I have, you mean,โ€ Y/N corrects.
โ€œYes.โ€ Thomas puts it plainly.
They both know what it means, how far Y/N has gone from the girl he once knew. For once, though, Thomas thinks that he might have made some headway in correcting her course.
Y/N stares at her hands, starting to rub them together as if trying to wash the red from her skin. โ€œI canโ€™t get it out. The blood.โ€
โ€œIโ€™ll help you clean it,โ€ Thomas answers her unspoken plea, โ€œIโ€™ll help you today, and every other day after that. You just have to let me do it.โ€
Y/N looks up at him now, and seems to question something before nodding at last. โ€œI will.โ€
Itโ€™s as close as sheโ€™ll get to an apology for now. Maybe later, once the dangers settle, theyโ€™ll have a better ending. Thomas is happy with this, though. In a world such as theirs, itโ€™s all they can ask for. They can try again.
requested by @hope92100, i hope you enjoy!
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Newt: Hey Tommy, why are you smiling? Thomas: Do I need a reason to smile? Minho: Gally tripped over my foot
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I won.
Newt x Reader (TMZ)
summary - Newt and you had a argument, and now he's ignoring you.
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The sun was beating hard on your skin and sweat trailed down your forehead. You stopped digging the soil with your shovel and look up, scanning around the glade for a certain blonde haired boy.
Newt.
Your eyes finally catch sight of him, his blonde sandy hair ruffled as the sun beamed at his hair, making his hair shine like gold and his shirt covered in mud.
He stood alone, picking some strawberries. You could tell from the way he pick the strawberries that he was still upset about the argument you had earlier.
You decided to take the opportunity to speak to him privately, away from the Gladers.
You put your shovel down, ditching your gardening duties and walk to Newt's direction.
As you approach him, he glances to see who it is, once he realizes it's you, he stops and turns himself around and stared at you long in the eyes.
he broke eye contact without a word as he looks at you up and down with his dark chocolate brown eyes which longed to be with you again.
He returns his gaze back to the strawberries and wipes his sweat of his forehead with his hand, not saying anything to you as if you weren't there.
"Feeling a little hot, Newt?"
You say jokingly and lean your back on the tree less than a meter away from him. He tries his best to concentrate on picking the strawberries.
"I'll shower later" he answered.
He kept his gaze at the ground, not wanting to look at you.
still sulking.
"can i help?" you asked him
instead of answering your question, he accidentally picked the strawberries too hard, making the stems break and fall.
You knew he would give up if you keep on doing this a little more.
so you did. you take a few steps closer to him.
Newt side glance at you a few times, watching every of your movement and clenches his jaw, resisting the longing feeling, wanting to talk to you, kiss you and touch you which weighed heavy on his shoulders.
"why don't you take a break? you've been picking strawberries all day" you try to reason out.
"No, Frypan wants the strawberries ready today to make strawberries jam"
"I'm sure the strawberries can wait for a little newtie" You say encouraging him.
He stops picking the strawberries and sighed. Newt finally answered your question, pretending to sound uninterested.
"y/n, please not now, I'm busy" looking at you with his deep brown eyes.
but you ignore him and walked closer to him until he can feel your breathe on him.
Your hand snakes it's way to his shoulder and you pulled him closer to you, and whispered in his ear.
"please newt, i want to talk to you" you both looked into each other's eyes, holding eye contact.
his eyes widened and he swallowed hard as he broke eye contact, refusing to look you in the eye.
Silence hanged in the air and for the first time in minutes he had made eye contact with you again.
His face was so stern for the next few seconds and then he suddenly sighed.
he finally gave in.
"You're right, the strawberries can wait" He smiled a little at you as he brush his thumb to your cheek and pulled you closer to him.
what happened next was a blur, he was on you in a second. Lips connected with yours as he backed you up into the tree you were leaning on earlier.
You had won.
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hey so i've been binging your maze runner oneshots lately and i was wondering if you've got any thomas x female reader smut... ๐Ÿ‘€
love your stuff btw, keep up the good work!
Thanks! I was actually planning to post this anyway but you have given me the perfect excuse! Enjoy xx
Dancing
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Thomas x fem!Reader
The Scorch Trials (2010 novel - James Dashner, 2015 film - Wes Ball)
Word count: 1914
Summary: you know that party scene from the scorch trials movie? Yeah. That.
Content: intoxication, a party (and the stuff that usually entails), smut (obviously), porn with like a sketchy outline of a plot that's kinda hinted at, handjobs, cowgirl, hickeys, unsafe sex (yikes)
The music of the party carried you through the crowd, sweating, stinking, gyrating bodies pressed against yours on either side. Whatever youโ€™d been given at the door had a bitter aftertaste, and the burn still ached gently in your throat. Everything was so loud, you could barely think. You turned to say so to Brenda, but where she had been by your side just moments before was now simply a wall of flailing limbs and swaying hips, stamping feet and giddy smiles. Thomas was ahead of you, his hand tight on your arm.ย 
โ€œStay together,โ€ heโ€™d said before youโ€™d passed through the curtain. You and Brenda had both nodded, of course, but now there was no sign of the other girl. Panic stirred you momentarily. You were in a strange place, with strange people, on the run in a world that either hated or coveted you, your stomach heavy with what very may well be poison. It was far from an ideal situation.ย 
โ€œThomas!โ€ you shouted over the noise. โ€œThomas!โ€ย 
โ€œHuh?โ€ he turned, confused. He lookedโ€ฆ dazed, unsure. It may have been the heat of the room, the huge mass of humanity surging around, the pungent smell of whatever liquor and drugs were being used combined with the sweat of tens โ€“ probably hundreds, but you were starting to feel a little odd yourself.ย 
โ€œBrenda,โ€ you said slowly. โ€œSheโ€™s notโ€ฆโ€ย 
Thomasโ€™s gaze flicked over your shoulder, scanning the room briefly before alighting on your face once more. His hand had shifted to your own, his grip much gentler now. The light was playing tricks with his eyes, making them shine like liquid gold. It was mesmerising, watching the colours shift and move over his skin like the crowd around you. โ€œSheโ€™sโ€ฆโ€ he started, but trailed off.ย 
Who was he talking about? What were you looking for? You knew you had to find something, that youโ€™d come here for a reason, but now the colours had wrapped you warmly in their soft embrace and were carrying you into the crowd, where your body was theirs and your mind was at one with the sway of the music. You could feel the rhythm of it in your bones, every note and beat and chord vibrating through your very cells.ย 
โ€œThomas,โ€ you said softly, your own hands running over his chest almost of their own volition. He looked otherworldly, swaying gently before you, eyes closed and mouth slightly open. His eyes snapped open and he looked at you, hazy and dazed but peaceful. God, it was the first time youโ€™d seen him look peaceful in a long time.ย 
โ€œ(Y/N),โ€ he whispered back, his own hands sliding up your sides and coming to rest on your hips, pulling you into his swaying dance. You stepped closer, almost chest-to-chest with him, your bodies moving in perfect tandem with the music. The energy of the room washed over you with every wave of sound.ย 
Thomas was so close, his dark eyes boring into yours, heat radiating from his skin onto your own. He moved with such easy grace, every shift of his form perfectly aligned with yours, not a single fibre out of place. Yet his motion was free and unrestricted, relaxed and natural in the way that water flowing over a river bed is. And like a tributary feeding into the larger whole, your movements matched his as you let him guide you, bumping gently against him every now and then, each time sending a jolt of sparks through you. You wanted to touch him, wanted to erase every inch of space between the two of you. And judging by the way he was holding you closer against him, running his hands over you and looking at you so intensely you imagined there was a physical tunnel of attention between your eyes and his, he felt the same.ย 
Eventually, inevitably, there came a point where he was so close that you could literally feel his skin breathing. You could feel the press of the cloud of electrons in your atoms repelling the electrons in his, feel every tiny change in the currents of air between you. And then even that gap was gone, and his lips were against yours, his hands in your hair, his torso pushing against you. It was a kiss, but it wasnโ€™t. It was much more than that, because you kissed him with your whole body and your whole mind. All you were was in this union, this touch, and all he was was being poured right back at you.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ he murmured against your lips. โ€œFuck, (Y/N).โ€ย 
โ€œI want you,โ€ you breathed. If possible, his eyes grew even darker.ย 
โ€œI want you,โ€ he echoed, still barely an inch from your lips. In an unspoken agreement, the two of you slid through the crowd to a curtain in the wall, never breaking contact, barely ever more than a few inches apart. The room beyond the curtain was as dim as the outside, the colours more red and pink than gold due to a crimson curtain strung over what you assumed was a window and a purplish-pink glass lamp standing in a corner. The music was dimmer here, but only slightly. The bass still pounded in time with your own heartbeat and Thomasโ€™s. No sooner than you were inside, he was kissing you again, his hands roaming your face and neck. He had large hands, you observed, one was enough to cover your whole cheek and most of your neck.ย 
You slid your jacket back over your shoulders, wanting nothing more than his skin on yours. In no time his shirt was off, followed by your own, and he was pulling you backwards with him onto a couch in the corner. It was made of something soft, maybe velvet, and had arms that were perfect for you to grip as you straddled Thomasโ€™s lap. He was resting against one such arm, peppering your neck with kisses, the occasional nibble. You could feel him stop to concentrate on one spot every so often, no doubt leaving a trail of dark marks over your skin. No matter.ย 
โ€œThomas,โ€ you sighed softly as his fingers found your bra clip, fumbled momentarily, then slid the garment off you. He brushed over your breasts, leaving goosebumps and hardened nipples behind. Your fingers tangled in his hair. His skin was warm, slightly sweaty, and so soft where it brushed your own. You touched his face, his neck, his shoulders, his back, his chest, down to his stomach where you stopped.ย 
โ€œKeep going,โ€ he said, his voice raw with want. โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
If you werenโ€™t turned on before, you were now. You made quick work of his zipper, and you spat into your palms before taking his already hard cock in your hands. It was hot to the touch, and fit perfectly into your grip. Throughout it all, his eyes never left your face, but they fluttered closed as you gently moved your hand. โ€œLike that?โ€ you asked, your mind still slightly hazy.ย 
โ€œYes,โ€ Thomas moaned. The sound and sight of him like this probably could have made you cum right there. Again, his mouth found your skin, fastening on to the spot where your shoulder met your neck. You continued to massage his cock with one hand, the other sliding around his back and into his hair, holding him close against you. His breath was coming fast, punctuated with tiny gasps and moans of pleasure. โ€œWait,โ€ he said suddenly.ย 
You hesitated, your hands not leaving him, but ceasing their movement. Even through the haze in your mind, you didnโ€™t want to overstep whatever boundaries existed between you โ€“ if any. โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ you asked.ย 
โ€œI want to feel you,โ€ he murmured, his hands flitting to the fastenings on your pants. โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
You nodded, the words sending a bolt of heat through you to pool between your legs. Thomasโ€™s deft fingers made quick work of your pants, and you kicked them off just as hastily, followed by your underwear. His kisses had migrated from your neck to your chest, tracing a path between your breasts. You moved your hips over his length, sighing at the hint of friction it created. God, you wanted him so badly.ย 
Thomasโ€™s head tipped back as you ground against him, his fingers digging into your waist, your hips, as he tried to guide your movements. โ€œ(Y/N).โ€ The way he said your name, he might have been speaking an incantation.ย 
ย You reached between your legs, rubbing tiny circles over your swollen clit, feeling the wetness gathered there. The heat of Thomasโ€™s dick pressed against your centre, adding to your own, and finally โ€“ finally โ€“ you lined him up at your entrance and, at his nod, lowered yourself onto his length. A sigh escaped you as he filled you, and you were tempted to just stay there forever. But the desire for friction, for movement was stronger.ย 
โ€œGod, Thomas,โ€ you gasped as you rolled your hips over his, his fingers still tight on your skin. He was perfect, warm and real and firm and locked in reverie with you as the music from outside your sanctuary pulsed in time with the beating of your hearts.ย 
Thomas was looking at you now, studying every line of your body, every inch of your face, as though he wanted to etch you into his memory. And maybe he did, you certainly wanted to capture the moment forever. It wasnโ€™t dissimilar to dancing, how youโ€™d been so in sync the lines between your two bodies had begun to blur until they were erased, and you were here.ย 
The sensation built in your stomach, and you forced yourself to keep your rhythm even as your mind told you to go faster, to break your steady stride and run, sprint towards the finish line. Thomas was holding you so close to him he may as well have been trying to absorb your body into his, his sweat and spit mixing where his face was pressed into your shoulder as he frantically delivered more hickeys to your skin. You would be covered in them come morning.ย  He whispered your name, every syllable like a prayer as it fell from his lips. He twitched inside you, and you shivered involuntarily.ย 
โ€œYes,โ€ you hissed, reaching down once more to touch yourself. Thomas spilled with a curse inside you, his head falling back and his eyes closed. Fuck, he was gorgeous, and youโ€™d brought him undone.ย 
Your own climax flooded through you, all your muscles tensing together at once, a shuddering, desperate cry of โ€œThomasโ€ torn from your throat. You rode him through your combined pleasure, until your legs were no longer shaking and his breathing had evened out. Yet still, neither of you moved.ย 
Thomas rested his forehead against your chest, his arms circling your waist. You held him, his hair tickling your face and neck where it brushed against you. He gently kissed over the dark marks heโ€™d left on your skin, soothing and warm.ย 
You werenโ€™t sure when, but at some point he pulled you down to lie half on top of, half beside him on the couch. You sighed at the emptiness when his cock slipped from inside you, but his skin was warm against yours and his breathing was deep and even, soothing. Your eyes drifted closed, the music from the party just beyond the reaches of your consciousness carrying you into a drugged, hazy sleep.
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NEWT ; the night we met
summary ; newt is new to the glade & you're there when he regains his name
warnings ; language, alcohol, very pre-thomas era (about three or four years)
word count ; 1.3k
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Newt, with his arrival to the glade in the box, was a frightened little Greenie. He was merely fourteen years old, about 5"7, with dirty blonde hair just barely hiding his eyes. He seemed awestruck, as usual Greenies were, and obviously scared and confused.
Alby sadly didn't have any answers for him, many, at that. He just had the rundown of the Glade to give him and the rules and to introduce him to the other Gladers out and about. He wouldn't be able to introduce him to you or Minho, seeing as you were both running the maze right now.
The second the poor boy heard the word maze, he nearly had a panic attack. It was like something in the back of his brain had been triggered, reminding him of something he couldn't remember.
But as the cool, green forest faded into an orange-y warm fire, the sun set above, leading you and Minho back to the Glade to join the monthly Greenie bonfire. There was work to be done, tasking you with business before you could join.
The fifteen year old Minho begged you to hurry up, but you had to map out a new section of the maze. There was no fooling around for you at the moment. So, he leaves without you, curiosity stabbing him as he jogs back into the main Glade, away from the Deadheads.
You, finally, were able to join around eleven or so, the moon nearly centered in the dark sky above.
You had a cup of Gally's secret juice in your hand as you rest your back against a tree, a nice view of both the fire and the little fight-circle. You take your time to enjoy the peace and intoxicate yourself, ridding yourself of any worries.
You lay your eyes on the new Greenie, a light, inviting smile as he looks back at you. He was standing all alone, staring at the fire like he was trying to think long and hard about his past. He joins you, seeing that you were also alone, watching the fire and the other boys talk and have fun.
He sits criss-cross next to you, an awkward little hi slipping from his mouth.
"Know your name yet, Greenie?" You ask him, taking a sip from your cup.
He shakes his head, a slight twinge of sadness twinkling in his eyes.
"Don't worry," You pat him on the shoulder, "You'll get it back soon"
He nods, basking the two of you in a calm silence, listening to the fire crackle and the boys cheering and whooping a few yards away. He speaks up after a few minutes, having been conjuring up a question for you.
"How long have you been here?" He asks, question and curiosity dripping off his tongue.
You shrug, "Seven months. Same thing every day, all day. It's nice after a while, I guess."
He nods, watching Gally and Alec tussle and shove each other around the fight circle. He looks down at the mason jar in your hand, seeing you cringe as you feel the sour taste hit your tastebuds.
"What's that?"
You deviously smile, "Gally's secret concoction." You hold out the glass for him, giving him a look to try it.
He looks between you and the glass jar filled with the dark yellow liquid, seeking approval in your eyes. You nod, silently urging him to try it.
"It's good for the nerves"
He's silent for a moment before he takes it in his hand and takes a quick swig of it. He cringes as he hands the jar back, coughing up a fit as he rubs his mouth with his wrist.
You lightly laugh, watching his dramatic reaction.
"Good for nerves?" He repeats, smacking his lips to try and rid the taste from his mouth. "What is that, bloody hell!"
You giggle, setting the jar down in the grass with a little twist so it'd stay. "Dunno, ask Gally"
"Which one is Gally? Good God" He lightly coughs, "It tastes like piss!"
You stand up, a hand out to help Newt up. "I'll show you around, hm?"
He nods, taking your hand as you walk around the bonfire.
"Y'know Alby and Fry, right?"
He nods.
"Cool. Well, that's Minho, my best friend. He's a runner, as am I. He's Keeper of the Runners, though, very down to Earth and stuff. There's Gally and the other builders. They're strong but dumb." You shrug. "Winston is Keeper of the Slicers. He and that whole crew are wonderful. Zart and Jeff are the Med-Jacks. Go to them if you have a splinter or a cold, they'll help you out"
The blonde nods, following your gaze and finger as you look to and point the others out.
"And those are the Track-Hoes. They're gardeners, very sweet, that's Sam, Keeper of the Track-Hoes" You finish, giving him a warm smile as you look back at him.
He goes silent for a moment, looking dazed and zoned out before you snap him back to reality.
"Greenie? Hey, dude?"
"Newt" His lips curl into a smile, eyes twinkling as he looks at you. "Newt. My name is Newt"
You widely smile and chuckle in excitement, both of you with your hands on each other's shoulders as you bounce around, both buzzed off of the alcohol you'd been served.
"Greenie has a name!" You shout, looking to him for him to shout out his name, the whole Glade looking at you two.
"My name is Newt!" He smiles, looking to you for approval.
In your buzzed state, you convince him to jump on your back as you loop around the large fire, the boys chanting his name.
"Welcome to the Glade, Newton!"
"Newton?"
"It's gotta stand for something!"
The boys continuously chant and holler his name, a smile painting his freckled face. You had all of him now, his kind, friendly and trustworthy personality, his dirty blonde hair, his freckles, and his dorky name.
He felt his brain take a photo of the scene as he looked slightly down at you, a hand on your scalp, the other formed in a fist which he held in the air. From the crackling fire beside him, to the feeling of the warm air against his face, to the boys in a circle watching as you proudly carry him on your shoulders. The smell of the bitter drink passed around the bonfire haunted his nose, and the way you gripped onto his ankles for safety did as well.
After the bonfire, the drunk boys return to the Homestead one by one, leaving you, Minho, Newt, and most of the builders by the fire. Minho struck up a conversation with Newt by the fire, sitting on a log together while you sit at the log on the right of them, sipping on Gally's secret drink. You weren't shitfaced but you weren't buzzed either, just the right amount of kind of out of it. You wanted to rid your life of any stress tonight, considering your friend and your new friend, Newt, were getting along and no one had tried to kill each other today, a win in your eyes.
Minho, wanting to embarass you, buzzed, brings up how you requested a guitar from the box and actually received it, although you never touched it afterward because you didn't want to be made fun of. Newt found this interesting and began begging you to play, even just for a minute. He never heard any real, genuine music before, and to experience it from you, his first actual friend would've been a memory he'd remember for a lifetime and more.
You eventually comply, striking a deal that if you play, you wouldn't be singing. You walk back and forth from the fire to the Homestead, retrieving the guitar, re-tuning it on your walk back to the two boys. You sit down again with a dramatic sigh and strum on the strings once to make sure it was properly tuned now.
Newt watches with a smile as you strum away, humming along to the rhythm.
The same rhythm that he could decode one certain phrase from underneath the warm, orange light of the fire, which was now dying out.
Take me back to the night we met.
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evemore - T
evermore masterlist | closure | its time to go
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Warnings: mentions of death, ptsd, mental health issues, kissing, blood, violence mentions
Summary: you loved the safe haven but you could never truly get over the events that allowed you to get here and the people you lost along the way.
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It had been three months since you and Thomas had arrived at the safe haven. It was a cold gray November and you were used to the sunny landscape of the maze and this was different. The winds were blowing cold in yours and Thomasโ€™ shared hut and you sat on the bed, blanket wrapped around your figure.ย 
You two had met after you had escaped from your maze, the two of you meeting at the facility before mourning through the scorch together.ย 
You donโ€™t know how you would have survived without Thomas, if he hadnโ€™t demanded that you didn't follow Janson then you would have been drained of blood and you wouldnโ€™t be here right now.ย 
He had fallen for you first when you grabbed a bomb when WICKED infiltrated the rebel base. He had stood by your side then and he had stood by you ever since.ย 
Youโ€™d both been through hardships that no other 18 year old would have gone through, youโ€™d lost countless friends, those you had considered as family. Every day you wondered what you could have done to save Chuck, or Teresa, or Newt. There must have been something you could do. You would replay your footsteps every time, trying to find out what went wrong.ย 
You both drove yourselves crazy with the what ifs, the only thing that grounded you was each other. So whenever youโ€™d have a nightmare or he would, you would be there for each other. Unconditionally.ย 
You took a deep breath, staring at the poor excuse of a window in your hut - they were still working on manufacturing glass - as the wind swept through.ย 
As the cold drove itself into your bones, you wondered if maybe the cold feeling would kill you too. It was a constant fear, they'd already lost a few people to minor accidents: a bacterial infection, a broken leg, and drowning. It was always difficult to bury people, especially when their bodies donโ€™t come back.ย 
Thomas walked in when you were drowning in your own thoughts, holding plywood to cover up the window to stop the draft. He placed it down and instantly sat down next to you, knowing that something was up.ย 
โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ He asked, arm wrapped around you and when you didnt answer he sighed, already knowing the answer, โ€œJust one of those days?โ€
You nodded, leaning your head against his shoulder, โ€œGuess I just canโ€™t remember what Iโ€™m fighting for sometimes,โ€ you said, sniffling because of the cold.ย 
Thomas nodded his head. He knew how it felt to lose people as well and you two were going on this journey together. He had days where he was emotionally exhausted as well and you just had to be there for one another.ย 
You would constantly rewind the tape back to that moment where you ran into the courtyard in the last city, seeing Newt lying on the floor, blood in his mouth and a knife jabbed into his chest, his eyes open and at peace.ย 
Youโ€™d go back to that moment where time slowed as Rachel fell to the ground, gunshots echoing through the maze and the holes beginning to fill her body, her blood pouring out like a sif. She hadnโ€™t even had time to comprehend it before WICKED were pulling her out, promising that they were โ€˜saving herโ€™.
Youโ€™d go back to the moment where Teresa didn't make it. You wish youโ€™d been there for her and Thomas but you were on that ship, pulling Thomasโ€™ bloodied and bruised body into your arms. The sobs had escaped your mouth before you even realised and before you knew it the building was collapsing and Teresa fell with it.ย 
Youโ€™d go back to that moment when you were walking through the scorch and the gunshot echoed through the deserted land. You had turned back to see Winston's body falling in the distance, like he didn't even mean a thing.ย 
โ€œHey,โ€ he said and his soft voice pulled you out of your thoughts that you were drowning in, โ€œWeโ€™re fighting for us, for this life that the safe haven has promised,โ€
You sighed, your voice shaky, โ€œBut what about everyone else. Theyโ€™re not coming back and they donโ€™t get to experience this,โ€ you explained, lifting your head off of his shoulder to look at him.ย 
He looked at you and sighed, reaching a hand forward and placing it on your cheek, watching as you leant into the warmth, โ€œItโ€™s never going to go away and we both know this, that gnawing feeling in your chest that makes you feel like youโ€™re drowning,โ€ Thomas explained, leaning in to press a kiss to your lips, โ€œBut its going to be okay because Iโ€™ve got you,โ€
You couldnโ€™t not think about the cost of it all but for now you just had to pause it and live in the moment. You knew you couldnโ€™t spend the rest of your life dwelling on whether or not you can save them. You just had to let go eventually.ย 
โ€œI guess so,โ€ you said.ย 
Thomas nodded, โ€œAnd the safe haven is better. Vince is going to look for more of the immune soon and weโ€™ll have more people. And thereโ€™s already been so much progress, a marriage, two pregnancies. Itโ€™s going to get better,โ€ he said.ย 
You knew that you could count on his reassuring words because even though you were struggling, he was too and you would always be there for him when he had days like this, days where he just wanted to lie in bed and hold you close.ย 
And whenever you were worried, you thought about him. About the way that he would savage you no matter what it meant and it was enough to get you through the days. It had gotten you through the scorch and then the rebellion and now your escape into the safe haven.ย 
โ€œTheyโ€™d be happy for us wouldnโ€™t they,โ€ you said.ย 
He chuckled lightly and smiled, โ€œYeah, and you know what baby, theyd want us to be happy,โ€ he said and you nodded at his sentiment.ย 
Thomas stood up, reaching a hand out for you and you stood up, the floors of the the hut creaking out from under your step, โ€œJust let me hold you,โ€ he said and you smiled, allowing him to pull you in for a hug, โ€œI love you,โ€
โ€œI love you too,โ€ you said, your words muffled against his chest.ย 
You sighed as you allowed yourself to melt into his warm embrace. You knew that the feeling was never going to go away but maybe, just maybe, the pain wouldnโ€™t be for evermore because you had each other.ย 
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