#maya overshares

[1mechanicalalligator]

my therapist: you do understand that you are disabled even if the social security administration doesn't end up granting you SSDI, right?

me:

my therapist: you do understand that the government doesn't get to determine whether or not you're actually disabled, right?

me:

my therapist: all of your doctors confirm your disability. and so do I. you are disabled. right now. and you deserve accommodations and compassion and help. you're not just "failing at life". you didn't "do this to yourself". you're not "making it all up". you know that, right?

me:

#maya overshares #disability

[purplesimmer455]

Still in the Alternate Universe:

Iseul and Megan finished unpacking, and then Megan caressed Iseul's cheek and jaw. "Did I mention how much I love your face?" She said. "Only 8 billion times." Iseul joked back and Megan laughed. "Well, it's gorgeous Issy, and so are you." Iseul blushed as Megan kissed her. "I'm going to brush my teeth and change into my nightgown." Megan whispered into Iseul's ear. "Meet me in our room so we can test out the new bed?" Iseul grinned widely. "Yup, I'll just finish hanging the last of my clothes." Megan smiled. "Good." She said, making sure Iseul saw her take her hair out of her braid as she stood in front of the mirror and flipped it over her shoulder, since Iseul loves when Megan has her long hair open. Megan smiled as she felt Iseul’s warm gaze on her, and she sauntered out of the room.

A couple minutes later, Iseul and Megan kissed and woohooed in their room. Megan was happy that in their own private home, she didn't have to worry as much about being quiet, and could just be focused on being with her wife, and Iseul felt the same.

They got up at 12pm, and Megan yawned, snuggled next to Iseul, and kissed her before asking her what she wanted to eat for lunch. Iseul smiled mischievously and said, “You.” Megan blushed and smacked Iseul's arm lightly before smiling*. “I meant food, Issy.” And Iseul grinned. “Anything, Megs, I'm hungry as hell.” So Megan made vegetable dumplings for their lunch. Iseul smiled as she watched Megan cook and said she'd make her dad's recipe of Japchae for them soon, after she went grocery shopping and got some ingredients (he taught her and her brother Min Jun how to cook and their family recipes). "I'll hold you to it, Kang." Megan said, smiling. "You know, whenever you do make Japchae for us, I'll be the dessert." She said, winking flirtatiously at Iseul, who's eyes widened before she grinned mischievously again. "Done, I'll make it tonight." Iseul said, and Megan laughed.

#ts4 #mysims #Kang Family AU #Megan Liao #Iseul Kang #*Random note: This is actually how flirty I was going to have the original posts for Maya and Kaitlyn be like #Like the flirting and innuendo and such like Kaitlyn was going to be the flirty one and Maya too #But then I got not shy but awkward I guess and was like oh man is it too spicy? 😅 #But now I'm like eh they're two grown adults also it makes sense that Megan and Iseul would be very flirty and make these jokes #Not to overshare but I grew up Pakistani and Muslim so we didn't even *talk* about sex so it's always been an awkward as heck subject

[bohemian-rhapsody-in-blue]

tarot questions: the magician, the moon, the lovers, the empress.

Ah, a romantic Anon! Let me do my best to answer these questions with my absolute dearth of romantic feelings or experience…

The Magician: Have you ever written a poem or song about somebody else?

Yes, but never ones I’d show to anyone else (subject of the poem or otherwise).

Unless you count this poem I wrote about Chris Pine when I was 12:

I pine for Chris Pine!

I want him to be mine!

I think he’s rather fine,

And really quite divine!

And when the stars align,

Chris Pine will be mine!

And when I learn he’s taken…

I WHINE ABOUT CHRIS PINE!!!

That’s so far in the past at this point that it’s circled back from being cringey and embarrassing to being…well, still cringey and embarrassing, but I can laugh about it and share it with others. (And even then I wasn’t writing it completely in earnest—it was meant to be funny and badly-written.)

The Moon: Have you ever written a love letter?

Nope. Never really had occasion or reason to. (Not even fan mail to Chris Pine!)

The Lovers: Do you have a crush?

Yes! He’s tall, and dark-haired, and has a lovely low voice, and he’s 27 years old (a little old for me, I know), and he works as a bounty hunter in space and his name’s Spike Spiegel and…

Okay, fine. In all seriousness, no. I’ve had lots of fictional and celebrity crushes (Chris Pine among them!), but never a crush on a real, attainable person. And anyway, looking back, I feel like a lot of those fictional and celebrity crushes were actually just obsessive/hyperfixation feelings I wasn’t sure how to label. Like, I don’t think I actually had a crush on Harry Potter at age 10, I think I was just obsessed with the Harry Potter series in general.

The Empress: Do you think you will ever get married?

Oh, God. Uh. Maybe????

I would love to get married and start a family someday. I read romance novels or watch rom-coms and it just makes me want a partner, if only to feel all the happy romantic feelings I’ve been missing out on. I watch the happy little kids on Bluey or read parenting magazines/advice columns (a weird hobby of mine) and it reiterates to me how much I’d like to raise children someday, even though I’m terrified of the possibility of messing them up. I do want that in my future. (I don’t necessarily want to have sex or be pregnant, though; if I do have kids, I plan to adopt them.)

BUT, right now, marriage isn’t really something I can envision. Getting married to someone typically necessitates falling in love first, right? And I’ve never even had a crush, much less fallen in love, much less had someone I could call a boyfriend/girlfriend/partner or initiated a kiss. And sometimes this worries me—like I’m losing track of the trajectory to Adulthood™️ and at this rate I won’t find a life partner at the Normal, Expected Adult Age™️. I mean, obviously, as I said in the tags of this post, I’m not expecting to have found the one when I’m only 20, but haven’t most people my age had at least one relationship or crush? Felt something? Haven’t they at least had some practice?

But the thing is…as I currently understand it, romance, or those “happy romantic feelings I’ve been missing out on,” isn’t something you can control. You can’t turn it on and off at will like a faucet; you can’t just decide to have romantic feelings for someone. Trust me, if I could, I would have! This is why my current conception of my sexual identity is “asexual???????”, complete with all those question marks—maybe the clichés are right and I am just a late bloomer, or I haven’t found the right person yet.

And I hate the idea of spending the rest of my life waiting, and waiting, and waiting for that ever-elusive and possibly nonexistent “right person” to come along; trying to get those romantic feelings (that sound so wonderful in books!) to stir up in me when I’m not sure they even can. But at the same time, I don’t want to completely cut off the possibility of romance in my future, or just have a marriage of convenience/for tax benefits. And I never, ever, ever want someone to pressure me into doing romantic or sexual things with them after I have made it very clear that I don’t feel that way. Never.

So I guess all I can do for now is keep reading those romance novels, and wonder, and wait.

[Tarot Questions]

#ask #answered #anon #tarot questions #romance #asexual #just ‘maya overshares in general’ #chris pine #(now everyone looking in the ‘chris pine’ tags can see the embarrassing poem i wrote about him when i was 12) #(along with my whines and frets over my own romantic and identity) #(you’re welcome pine-nuts everywhere)

[chaseadrian]

she was so pretty and awkward

#oversharing #maya hawke

[mayathescientist]

ngl ive been thinking this for over half a year and. npd symptoms and experiences are looking really familiar not gonna lie? although maybe I just want to feel special

#maya posts #maya's oversharing tag #idk though #nobody else seems to have ever noticed anything like that in me #or maybe they have but never told me #I could use an outside perspective because I can't think I know myself better than others #I mean I do think that but I shouldn't #and I can't self dx myself with something that serious without enough proof #so I'll wait half a year then think again probably

[lover-of-mine]

oversharing on the internet

i was tagged by @buck2eddie thank you babe <3

ONE: Are you named after anyone?

not really, but fun fact i was born on the anniversary of the day that the Portugal princess made slavery illegal here in Brazil, so my mom wanted to name me after her, but then my brother started calling me Anna and he wouldnt stop, so they had to name me Anna. No one knows why tho because no one asked him at the time and he doesn't remember because he was 2 and a half when i was born, so no one knows where my name came from oksaoksokas

TWO: When was the last time you cried?

Tuesday on therapy oskaoskaoksas

THREE: Do you have kids?

nope and i do not want them.

FOUR: Do you use sarcasm a lot?

not really? kinda sometimes but its not an instinct...

FIVE: What sports have you played/do you play?

All of them soaksokaoskaosk, i mean, i played basketball and volleyball more seriously, i was in the volleyball team for a while and i actually helped start my school's female basketball team, i used to be at the boy's team practice because of my brother and i was good because i played with him, there were some other girls that randomly joined, then we got the coach to help us start an actual team, i was actually captain for 2 years, that was fun, but like, recreationally also played football, both soccer and american, i was terrible at both lol, handball, that one i was decent at but i didn't like it that much, and i also had a judo phase for like, a month, and almost went to a competition with peteca, thats an indigenous origin game from around here with a shuttlecock (had to google this one lol) that you hit with you hand, it has similar rules to volley i guess? the best way i can think to explain is volley but instead of a ball, you have the shuttlecock moving back and forth the net. I also played tennis, but i didn't get used to the racket. And our track coach tried to get me to go into the track team, but i would have to quit basketball for that and i wouldn't so i never got serious about it. I think that's all lol. wait i also did ballet for like, 7 years sokaoskas

SIX: What's the first thing you notice about people

I don't know? I wanna say eyes, but honestly, not sure oaksoaksokaosk

SEVEN: What's your eye colour?

light brown/hazel

EIGHT: Scary movies or happy endings?

I hate scary movies, so happy endings it is...

NINE: Any special talents?

i can sing? im not sure if the tshirt painting count as a talent oaksoaksoaks

TEN: Where were you born?

in a hospital

ELEVEN: What are your hobbies?

crochet, guitar, i wanna say gifs and video edits are a hobbie too skoaoksas

TWELVE: Do you have any pets?

yes, a dog <3

THIRTEEN: How tall are you?

169 cm (i dont know how much that is in feet because i keep getting conflicting answers when i google that, ive gotten anything from 5'5'' to 5'7'', so like i say im 5'6'' and hope for the best oksaoksas)

FOURTEEN: Favourite subject in school?

science in middle scholl, when that got split into biology/chemistry/physics, i realized i hated chemistry and really liked biology. And i guess you can tell by the sports answer, PE was really fun for me okaoskaoksaoks

FIFTEEN: Dream job

not having to work <3 (something with music, not sure what tho)

tagging (no pressure &lt;3): @chamaleonsoul @ijustdontlikepeople @caramelcalum @anotheryoutubefanpage @talkfastcal

#tag game #this was fun #thank you maya <3 #oversharing <3

[shysneeze]

me at my dog who literally walked away when i cuddle up out of fear because the house alarm is doing something funky when i’m home alone and my anxiety has convinced me someone is standing in the back garden even tho they adamantly are not

#angus is giving me some sass today #won’t watch do revenge with me #walked away whilst i was giggling goer maya hawke #tad homophobic if you ask me #bee overshares

[perenlop]

ohhhh thinking about the parallels between odin/maya and frost/marlow/valerie rn

#the way it all comes down to the need to be in control #like theres more nuance to it than that and there are multiple factors in each dynamic but maya and valerie were both isolated #and their respective toxic relationships w their families were allowed to fester and break them bc of that isolation #man. always imagined that valerie was closer to cheri but maybe she should connect more with maya #maya and cheri are sorta aware of the situation? but they dont know just how bad it is and unfortunately theres not a lot they can do #without marlow denying them access to valerie at all the way he did to felicity and aisling #i think maya would try to talk to him gently without oversharing but he’d probably be quick to shut it down #and even if he did know mayas backstory hed be like ‘’wtf im not like that guy at all!! that guy got aggressive with his kid i dont do that’ #which is also what he does with frost. ‘’no ofc im not like my mom. my mom didnt give a fuck about me. i care so much about valerie!!’’ #tfw you try so hard not to be like your abuser that you end up being toxic in the opposite way #echoed voice #tbh very curious to know how marlow will be recieved #assuming he’ll either be hated or all his worse actions will be shrugged off as ‘’oh its ok hes dad of the year anyways’’ #maybe both w no inbetween whatsoever #personally i like him. hes my personal little trainwreck. he fascinates me. i want to put him in a tube and study him #he needs therapy sooo bad but unfortunately hes way too proud for it #also in his own way sakura does want marlow to stop self isolating w valerie #like hes not as clear about it as like cheri would be. i think hes mostly motivated by their rivalry. he wants marlow to better himself #and be a more worthy rival for him basically which is why hes constantly rubbing souvenirs in his face #sakura likes valerie but i think he kinda like. disregards her compared to her brother. he hasnt really picked up on whats going on based on #their interactions. but hmmmm…: perhaps now that hes staying in serenade for an extended amount of time….?

[mayahawkse]

dangerously close to changing my url 🥴

#i have a nice maya url locked and loaded #oversharing

[pictureswithboxes]

OKAY BUT I JUST THOUGHT OF AN AU WHERE EVERYTHING IS THE SAME EXCEPT IN TURNABOUT SISTERS WHEN PHOENIX IS TRYING TO FIND MAYA A DEFENSE ATTORNEY HE BUMPS INTO FRANZISKA VON KARMA

Literally bumps into her. Papers go everywhere. Phoenix overshares his situation as he picks up his papers (Fran does not help.) and Fran really isn’t listening until she hears the name “Edgeworth”. She then snatches the documents from Phoenix and reads over the case before saying.

“Very well, I will assist you.” Without any explanation. And becomes his co counsel.

Why, you ask, would she do such a thing? For two reasons. The first being that she knows at a glance that Miles’ case is piss poor. And second being he made her mad 6 weeks ago and this is the perfect way to get back at him.

#ace attorney #i was hit with this like a lightning bolt from Zeus. #nothing changes in court except Fran beats the shit out of miles #and a year later in reunion and turnabout she acts like she has never met both Phoenix and Maya #Bailey post tm

[1mechanicalalligator]

I was supposed to have a doctor's appointment this morning but it had to be rescheduled last minute and now it's in October. I didn't have any pressing concerns so it's not a huge deal but the unexpected change in my schedule has thrown me for a loop and I'm struggling. I know there's no reason to be upset but it still feels a bit like the end of the world and the fact that my feelings are completely illogical makes it even worse. WHY AM I LIKE THIS

#if you're thinking 'it's the autism' #you are probably right #maya overshares

[donnedulac]

Tagged by @coughdrop80. Thank you! ♥️

Three fictional friendships: [actually found this quite hard… I have a bad memory and quite frankly just don’t “consume” that much “media”, as the millennials like to say. Also tried to avoid relationships overtly framed as sibling-like.]

-Phoenix Wright & Maya Fey;

-the raven cycle peeps;

-Zack & Kunsel from ff7 compilation (exists beautifully as more than just a tutorial mechanic inside our heads, in fanon, and in fanfic).

First blorbo: Meg from Disney’s Hercules. I wanted to be her, and also kinda wanted to have her.

Last song: 1973 by James blunt ✨

Last film: Chaplin’s city lights

Currently reading: embarrassing the amount of stuff currently hanging by the wayside. Calvino’s le città invisibili, Baricco’s novecento (which isn’t even a book but a teeny tiny novella), h.g. Wells complete works, Katherine Mansfield’s complete works, d. H. Lawrence’s complete poetry and the banana fish manga. I read a lot of non-fiction academic-sort stuff on the reg tho.

Currently watching: haunting of hill house, ergo proxy, six feet under

Currently consuming: does this mean food? Nothing then

Currently craving: husband, stable career, house, 3 children (lmao)

Tagging @the--s--laughterhouse @animalcuckllective @bakudo4 @intenziteti @wifestre

If there’s any chronic overshares out there I didn’t tag please feel free to do this and I’ll know to tag you next time!

#this is such a deliciously narcissistic exercise 😊 #anyway sorry if anyone I tagged doesn’t enjoy this kinda stuff

[bohemian-rhapsody-in-blue]

For the ask game!

🏳️‍🌈

I got the notification and decided to send an ask before I forgot :3

Awww, thank you so much!!! I’m so honored :)

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

Uh…kinda! Right now I identify as “asexual???????”, complete with all those question marks after it. I’m still in the process of figuring out my identity, but for now that’s what I tentatively feel comfortable with—and it is part of LGBTQIA+!

Thanks again for the ask!

[~💖 Ask Game 💖~]

#fun fact: i first encountered the word ‘asexual’ at age 12 and wondered if that was what i was #but i understood that lots of people hadn’t had crushes or romantic relationships yet at age 12 #so i decided that i could call myself asexual if i still hadn’t had a crush yet by the time i was 17 #(i don’t know why 17—it was a pretty arbitrary number—but that’s what my 12-year-old self decided) #(i think a little later i read the book ‘tash hearts tolstoy’ which had a 17yo asexual protagonist so that may have contributed) #and now here i am—19 and never having fallen in love with anyone of any gender in my life #not counting unattainable fictional/celebrity crushes #(some of which i think were just obsessions/hyperfixation feelings i couldn’t properly put a name to) #so uh…there’s that for my 12-year-old self #this may change when i’m older. it may not. we’ll see #for now i’m okay with identifying myself as asexual #(with of course a million disclaimers and question marks because i’m me) #ask #answered #hoiimtemmi #lgbt+ #asexual #~💖 ask game 💖~ #just ‘maya overshares in general’

[chaseadrian]

the fact that doja cat probably could’ve had a legitimate chance with joseph if she didn’t throw a fit over an actual 17 year old posting the convo like girl u fumbled!!!!!

#oversharing #also weird to me that she reached out to noah of all ppl #instead of like maya or smth like someone OVER 18 #idk i like doja but it’s messy

[myobmaya]

in today’s game of “Maya Overshares” we ask the audience: is this Maya’s boyfriend or sava responding to my messages?

#spoiler alert I wasn’t annoying sava yet #nate and sava are UNIRONICALLY the same Person and it’s the funniest thing #I’m cracking up #it’s the fact that sava says that same thing to me all the time when I get out of pocket

[benjinoff13]

random s19 thoughts

i like theo less and less with each passing episode, i don’t really like the way he treats vic and i think she deserves better tbh, i know they talked things through at the station but he still seemed a little condescending to me idk 

i totally get carina’s choices this episode although i did think she was oversharing a little with that patient, i get enjoying the attention cause she barely got attention like that from maya the past few weeks (months?) so i get enjoying being flirted with, i do hope she said no to the date or told the woman she’d think about it and then tells her no later 

maya is doing so well, she chose to stay home and work on herself instead of going back to work and she listened to carina’s thoughts and concerns, she told carina she loves her and that she’s sorry which is all she could do in the short time she had and carina won’t forgive her that easily which i understand, i just hope maya keeps trying to show carina that she truly has changed and that carina will always be her priority 

i’m not feeling it between andy and this british dude, i like them both as individuals but i just don’t see them as a couple, idk they just don’t fit together in my opinion 

i didn’t think it was possible but i felt a bit of sympathy for beckett this episode, he’s still an ass and he constantly brings the team in danger but i can see the show going toward a redemption for him which i’m open to as long as it’s done well and taken slow 

robert is being so quiet, such a slay 

i’m glad jack didn’t confront carina cause that really wasn’t his place and i don’t think it would have ended well but i get where he was coming from, ben did the right thing for telling jack to not get involved 

#i think that's it #station 19 #i'm sorry this is boring don't read this