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trikruismybitch · 3 years
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Dialgue Prompt List
“Oh this is nothing”
“I’ve had worse”
“Have you ever loved someone that didn’t love you back?”
“I wish I knew how to quit you.”
“I’m also just a girl standing in-front of you, asking you to love her.”
“And the last thing you will ever see will be me because I love you.”
“Because that’s what you are, that’s what you’ll always be.”
“You have to let me go. You have to let me, let you go. I need you to do that for me.”
“There’s all of this pressure to be all of these things to be fucking perfect but I’m not. I’m not fucking perfect.”
“I’ll always love you cus’ we grew up together and you helped make me who I am. I just wanted you to know there will be a piece of you in me always and I’m grateful for that.”
“I will not be the person you settle for just because you can’t have her.”
“I used to think you were the best thing that happened, but now I think you might maybe be the worst thing.”
“I told you my story and you judged me?”
“Most of the time, most days I feel nothing. I don’t feel anything. It is so boring, I wake up and I think, again? Really? I have to do this again?”
“I don’t know that I find myself anywhere.”
“You can rest now.”
“You have your mothers eyes.”
“Well I am fine, I will be fine, really.”
“(Name)? (Name) come on, you got to get up.”
“All I’ve ever wanted to be is loved.”
“Take her to the moon for me.”
“I would rather die tomorrow, then live a hundred years without you.”
“I don’t want to survive. I want to live.”
“I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way.”
“I love her. She breaks my heart again and again, but I love her.”
“I love every broken bone in your body.”
“I miss you. I miss not touching each other. Not seeing each other, not breathing in each other. I want you all the time—no one else.”
“You never loved me. You just loved how much I loved you.”
“You don't have any idea what I have or haven't done to get to where I am.”
“I keep thinking about all the things I never said because I was so sure, there would be other days to say them.”
“What happened to us?”
“You abandoned me”
“I needed you”
“So that’s it then? Your writing me off?”
“I can’t wait around every time to pick up the pieces, every time you freak out!”
“Don’t this, ok? Don’t leave me again.”
“We are done, ok? No more surprises. No more excuses. No more chances, we’re done.”
“I think you should go. You see I love you so much I just want you to be happy, even if that happiness no longer includes me.”
“One day you’re going to have to stop pretending everything’s okay.”
“I don’t want to face my future without you.”
“All I needed was for you to tell me you felt something…and you didn’t.”
“You don’t know what I look like, when I’m not in love with you.”
“Truth is I’ve tried to stop thinking about you. But I can’t.”
“If you lay even a finger on her I swear I will make you suffer in ways even your evil mind can't imagine.”
“Deal with your jealousy. Deal with your shortcomings. Don’t put your crap on me.”
“I want so much for you. For both of us. So much more than this. More then being stuck with someone who feels stuck. I want you to feel free.”
“Don’t look at me like that. Like I’m damaged goods. I’m still me. I’m still here.”
“Tell me it isn’t true. Please. Tell me I heard wrong.”
“Please tell me your joking.”
“If you push me away I promise you, you won’t find me where you left me. My hearts big but not big enough to deal with people, who only decide to love me when it’s convenient.”
“My heart shattered in pieces when I see the way you look at them-the way you used to look at me.”
“Kiss me. Kiss me as if it were the last time.”
“My dream? My dream wouldn’t be complete without you in it.”
“Because I want you! All of you. forever.”
“I’ve realized that I don’t care if (name) is the most perfect (gender) in the world. Their not you.”
“Please don’t give up on me. Promise. Promise me you won’t.”
“When I had no one else you accepted me....and you showed me what it was like to be loved.”
“You’re my person”
“I didn’t fall in love with you because I was lost and lonely. I fell in love with you because when I bonded with you, I had finally found my home where I felt safe.”
“I love everything about you. Even the things I don’t like, I love. And I want you with me. I love you and I think you love me too. Do you?”
“You came back” “I always come back”
“If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you’re scared that it’s not the right thing. Even if you’re scared that’ll cause problems. Even if you’re scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it, and you say it out loud and you go from there.”
“You know I fell in love with you the first time I saw you. You’re just the most amazing beautiful girl I ever met, and I don’t know, somehow you chose me....but how I loved you then, it’s nothing compared to how I love you now. I love you with everything inside of me.”
“I don’t care where we are. I just care that we’re together, you’re my home.”
*“And honestly when I’m with her, I completely forget what I’ve done.”
“If you walk away, it’s for you because I know what I want. I want you (name), I love you.”
“I’m still mad at you because being around you drives me nuts and not being around you drives me nuts.”
“I believe that when you love someone and that person loves you in return, you’re uniquely vulnerable. They have a power to hurt you like nothing else.”
“Anybody capable of love is capable of being saved.”
“It’s not a crime to love what you cannot explain.”
“You were by my side when I needed a friend. You made me laugh. You made me dance. You told me that I would find love again… And, I understand if I have to wait for you, and I will. I’ll wait. And when you’re ready for me, I will be ready for you.”
“Love’s always going to require a huge leap of faith. A big, scary leap over a hot pit of lava. And, you might end up heartbroken, but you might be the happiest person on the face of the earth.”
“Through all of this, you’re the one thing that kept me from giving up.”
“I don’t pretend to be anything when I’m with (name), that’s the whole point. I get to be myself.”
“I would rather spend every moment in agony than erase the memory of you.”
“When it’s real you can’t walk away.”
“If it’d were my choice I’d be with you forever.”
“I’d tell you to have hope because sometimes that’s all that keeps me going.”
“They was your first love. I intend to be your last. However long it takes."
“I don't know who I am without you, but I know that as long as I'm with you, time will stand still."
“I’m not going anywhere. I’d rather burn alive than abandon you.”
“To me you’re the whole damn world.”
“You don't marry the person you can live with—you marry the person you can't live without."
"I swear I couldn’t love you more than I do right now, and yet I know I will tomorrow."
"A hundred hearts would be too few to carry all my love for you."
"My love for you is a journey, starting at forever and ending at never."
"You're something between a dream and a miracle."
"I look at you and see the rest of my life in front of my eyes."
“When I look at you, I see everything I've ever wanted."
“You are every lovely word I could think of."
"If I had a flower for every time I thought of you...I could walk through my garden forever."
"For all the things my hands have held, the best by far is you."
"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus one day, so I never have to live without you."
“You have made a place in my heart where I thought there was no room for anything else. You have made flowers grow where I cultivated dust and stones."
"You make me happier than I ever thought I could be and if you let me, I will spend the rest of my life trying to make you feel the same way."
"I've come here with no expectations, only to profess, now that I am at liberty to do so, that my heart is, and always will be, yours."
"What I'm trying to say, very inarticulately, is that, um, in fact, I like you, very much. Just as you are."
“It's like in that moment the whole universe existed just to bring us together."
“You should be kissed and often, and by someone who knows how.”
"You want the moon? Just say the word, and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down. I’ll get you the moon.”
"I love you. You complete me."
"I think I'd miss you even if we'd never met."
“You make me want to be better.”
“It seemed like a good idea at the time. I have terrible judgment.���
“I’m surrounded be idiots.”
“It’s not my fault you dated a bunch of losers till you met me.”
“Badges? We ain’t got no badges? We don’t need no badges! I don’t have to show you any stinking badges!”
“It’s just a flesh wound”
“Your bleeding out!”
"If I wasn't terrified of heights, I'd like this. But, I'm terrified of heights, so I don't like this."
“That's it, Dishonor! Dishonor on your whole family! Dishonor on you, dishonor on your cow!"
“That’s like a big misconception. I’m not shy! I just don’t speak if I don’t have anything to say.”
“It’s not bragging if it’s true.”
“She is more like “girl with dragon tattoo" than “the girl next door”
“I will slap the taste out of your mouth.”
“Give me a mountain, I’ll climb it. Give me a Katy Perry song, I’ll sing it.”
“There is no such thing as bad ideas. Just poorly executed awesome ideas.”
“I was ambushed. I was shot. Now, I’m vengeful.”
“Kiss me or kill me. We both know you’re only capable of one.”
“I know I called you bro, but I lowkey wanna marry you.”
“If I was meant to be controlled I would’ve come with a remote.”
“I know looks aren’t everything but I have them just in case.”
“You think I’m crying about you? No I’m crying about all the time I wasted on you.”
“Do I regret it, yes. Would I do it again? Probably.”
“If you were my wife I’d put poison in your coffee.” “If you were my mine I’d drink it.”
“if you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun.”
“No I checked my receipt, I didn’t buy any of your bullshit.”
“You couldn’t handle me even if I came with instructions.”
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mrpenguinpants · 3 years
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Alrighty it's been a few hours and I'm fully awake so here's the (mostly) coherent response that I promised:
Okay so when you mentioned how the unknown god said “the arrogation of mankind ends now” it made me wonder if we (Aether & Lumine) had a hand in that calamity that destroyed Kaenri’ah? Whether accidentally or on purpose (hopefully w good intentions tho) we triggered the calamity and the unknown god stepped in like “it’s time to STOP” and even though a lot of other factors went into it she kinda scapegoated the outlanders? Maybe our presence was disrupting the balance of the world lol
OH AND WHAT IF THE UNKNOWN GOD USED TO BE KAENRI’AH’S GOD BUT SHE TURNED HER BACK ON THEM AFTER THE CALAMITY??? BC SHE THOUGHT THEY WENT TOO FAR W THEIR ALCHEMY????? MAYBE??????? Did you already mention this I honestly don't remember lmao sorry
But also I’m super intrigued by the fact that the sky is a hoax as Scaramouche said and the possibility that Kaenri’ah is in the false sky 👀 Bc rn we can see Celestia in game as an actual physical place and I wonder if Kaenri’ah used to also be a bunch of floating islands but the calamity yeeted them into space or something lmao? This also just reminded me that in the traveler’s voice overs they mentioned that the day/night cycle in Teyvat is much shorter than in their world (and ofc we can see that clearly in game) and idk if that was just a hand-wavey way to incorporate this game mechanic into the lore or if it’s actually significant but maybe it means something????? Like idk the calamity fucked up time in Teyvat or something????
Idk I’m word vomiting rn I said I’d write a coherent response once I’m awake but turns out I just can’t be coherent in general lmao
HELLO! IT’S BEEN A FEW DAYS BECAUSE I’M SUPER BAD AT REPLYING ON TIME BUT I’M HERE NOW! TUMBLR WON’T LET ME REPLY TO COMMENTS BUT I AGREE WITH WHAT U SAID ABOUT CHILDE. HE’S SUCH A ONE BRAINCELL DUMBASS BUT HE’S MY DUMBASS. [nvm tumblr fixed itself] I am holding onto his boss fight so I can beat him into submission with Xiao. I AM SO EXCITED FOR FEB 3. IT’S TOMORROW!!! 
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Okay, not gonna lie, I really want Aether and Lumine to be horrible people lol. Not in a sense that we caused the calamity in order to wipe out humans with evil intentions, but Aether and Lumine are really sheltered in a sense. Since it’s only been the two of them and they don’t seem to stick around in the same world. Lumine doesn’t appear to have a lot of feelings and hangs around the abyss order while Aether seems to be gaining human emotion (since he basically had a mind reset) and that could be why Dainsleif issued his whole “prove to me that you are fit to save her”. Since he’s super into humanity and hates the Gods. That kinda stuff. But this is me spitballing and wanting everything to be sad haha. 
Yo, I wanna see that. The unknown god spitting metaphors and flowery language just to say “yo wtf are you doing, it’s time to STOP.” I definitely believe in our presence was disrupting the balance since Lumine says something like “outlanders don’t belong here” or something like that. Plus all the shit that happened with Aether throughout the story. Saving Dvalin and sealing Osial. 
YES. YES. I’M TOTALLY ON BOARD WITH THAT THEORY THAT THE UNKNOWN GOD WAS THE KAENRI’AH GOD. I love those tragic “I used to be the good guy but due to unfortunate circumstances it’s time to stab a bitch” (yo what a status. This is my status now). But I completely believe that Khemia was what caused the calamity. Or even, okay back to me spit balling even tho this isn’t really a theory (and I don’t think this is how genshin is going to go but my brainworms are taking over), since Khaenri’ah was an archoneless land, that doesn’t necessarily mean there aren’t gods the same way Liyue has adepti’s right? We don’t know what region Khaenri’ah is yet (at least I think) since Liyue is China and Mondstadt is Germany so I can’t say anything about folklore and what not. But each region so far has some sort of celestial being that isn’t an archon but still protects that specific piece of Teyvat. So what if the unknown god was technically a god, might have been the archon, but perhaps Lumine and Aether dislike the gods and tried to teach the people of  Khaenri’ah how to like, rise above or whatever, but that whole situation backfired and started the calamity. And the unknown god was just this whole, misunderstood situation the same way with the salt goddess in Liyue. Havria? I think that’s her name. That could explain why she went after the two siblings and said the whole, arrogation of mankind. 
Scaramouche you fucking bitch, explain to me in english what you mean!! Why are you leaving me off on a cliffhanger;; Stupid gremlin smh, I say this but as soon as I see his banner I’m gonna whale for him even though I hate using castors. I’m gonna finally use Mona and Lisa when I get him haha. That is very true tho, I believe Khaenri’ah is the false sky or it has something to do with the sky. YEETED THEM INTO SPACE LOLLL. This kinda reminds me of the gbf lore and the crimson horizon. Basically the gbf main story takes place above the clouds and the crimson horizon is what separates gbf with the “main world”. The main world went to shit so that’s why everyone now lives in the sky. It would make sense since the calamity turned everyone into monsters.  
Honestly, I can see it being some sort of hint because genshin is lowkey really bad at subtly hinting at things (COUGH ZHONGLI AND ALBEDO COUGH). Or it could just be a nod to irl people and the day night cycle but who knows. I feel like Venti or Zhongli would say something about it since the calamity started, Mondstadt went to go and help and honestly, the timeline of Khaenri’ah is so fucked. Either way, Scaramouche was on musk reef which does lead to the spiral abyss and time doesn’t act naturally there either so there might be some connections but who knows haha. 
Nah nah, I live for this kinda stuff. Don’t worry about being coherent because I’m never haha. Honestly, theory lore stuff needs to be more “slapping the whiteboard as I look at you with my sleep deprived eyes” instead of “this is my 20 page essay detailing the quantum mechanics of fictional characters”. 
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secndlife · 7 years
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got7 as fratboys: jaebum
a/n: ok so here’s the first one!!!!! it turned out waaaaay bigger than I expected but I hope y'all cope with me and read it all bc I think it’s worth it. as I said it, there’s a nsfw part at the end so skip it if you’re not comfortable with that. and please, hit me up with feedback!!!!!!!! those are very important so yeah
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⇒ im jaebum: president
major: linguistics 
minor: philosophy 
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ok so starting off with mr president himself: im jaebum!!!
ofc he was gonna be the president pls
so he majors in linguistics bc he wanted to do something different??? and like wanted to know the origins of words and its impacts etc etc LIKE DEEP STUFF
and he minors in philosophy bc well DEEP and he actually likes it a lot and he’s really good at it
you might think the guys don’t really respect him as a president but BITCH when jaebum is being serious they respect the hell out of him
he is the only one besides jinyoung that can actually put the place in order
a really good president???? like the university claims he’s an example even tho GOT had some complains in the past bc of it’s wild parties
he has this mysterious bad boy vibe all around him
but deep down he’s actually a softie
loves LOVES lOvEs his cat - her name is nora and she is the most precious thing to him
he wants to get more cats but he’s scared the guys will accidentally hurt them???? but getting more cats is totally on his plans
everyone on campus knows him - not just bc of GOT but well bc he’s that type of person that you just know who he is
he’s a MAJOR photography enthusiast
as you can see his instagram is totally aesthetic and with nice pictures
looks fucking good with a camera on his hands
actually looks fucking good doing anything
he’s also very passionate about music
like I told you he’s into deep stuff and he finds music quite deep
he’s actually a really good singer - youngjae said so himself
he also helps youngjae with his songs sometimes
they’re actually planning on recording jaebum a mixtape bc SURPRISE he’s really good at writing songs
has his earphones with him the whole time and don’t you dare touch them unless he offers to show you what he’s listening
yugyeom touched it without invitation once and well… it didn’t have a happy ending
his ipod is filled with pop punk songs and also rnb
reads a lot but not in public - no one actually knows why
maybe it has something to do with him wanting to keep this bad boy image around campus
has good grades bc he’s one of those people who are naturally smart and intelligent
he skips classes quite often
and when the guys wanna do it??? NO NO YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS TO CLASS
bambam tried to argue once that “why can you skip classes and I can’t????”
jaebum dead ass played the president card and bambam just lowered his head and went to class
he usually skips it when he’s way too hangover or he didn’t get a good night of sleep
has some trouble sleeping at night sometimes so you’ll often find him taking short naps at his classes
when he’s at parties he’s very lowkey unless he’s REALLY drunk
then he turns into the most extra person on the planet?????
he once went down the stairs with nothing but wipped cream on his Parts™ bc he lost a bet he made when he was drunk
no need to say the girls went NUTS
talking about girls…. they all want him
they all wanna know what’s his deal like is he really intimidating is he a bad boy etc etc
he didn’t use to hook up a lot
actually he kinda fell in love with this one person but it didn’t end well
he got hurt and since then he only has sporadic one night stands and they are with girls from other universities so he won’t have to see them often
no one talks about this girl episode tho
actually he doesn’t actually talk about his problems openly at all
when he’s too bothered he goes to jinyoung bc they go way back and are truly best friends
jinyoung just gets him and isn’t scared to tell him when he’s wrong
BUT he has everything written down on his notebook: his lyrics, his feelings and everything that goes on his mind
it is black and it says “people I want to punch in the face” in the cover
he thought about putting a picture of nora but decided against it bc it was “too soft”
he carries this notebook with him at ALL TIMES like truly 24/07
and he doesn’t like anyone touching it in fact it is his most private thing and no one can read it
jinyoung almost read it once and jaebum caught him
jaebum didn’t speak to him for a few weeks and shit got serious but they got over it after jinyoung begged for his forgiveness for like 15 days straight
he goes to the same cafe every morning ever since his first year
everyone there knows him and his order
he usually stays there for quite a while just scribbling things on his notebook and drinking coffee
he likes his coffee dark and bitter and he says it’s just like his soul
no one buys this analogy tho
you must be wondering where do you fit in this
well you’re quite of a coffee enthusiast yourself and you love to go around on campus and discover new cafes etc
one day after your children’s psychology class you were wondering around campus near the philosophy building and there was this small cafe with a cat by the window and you thought oh cute
so you decided to come in and order your traditional caramel macchiato
from that day on you started going there almost every day
a few weeks later you noticed this handsome mysterious guy writing down on his notebook and you couldn’t stop looking???? and then you realized he was there everyday too
you sort of wanted to talk to him but he’s too intimidating
one day one of your friends went there with you and he told you about im jaebum and how everyone knows him and how intimidating he must be
so then you kinda dropped the idea of talking to him until
well one day he left the cafe in a huge rush babbling something about forgetting a test and he ended up leaving his notebook on his table
you decided to pick it up and save for him so you could give it back the next day
and so on the next day you’re drinking your coffee and he arrives and as soon as he sits you go there with the notebook in hands but things don’t go that well
“hm hey so you forgot this here yesterday and I-” “oh my god what are you doing with my notebook” “calm down greg I just picked it up for you bc you forgot it on the table” “DID YOU READ IT?” “no???” “tell me the truth did you read it” “I said I didn’t” “just give me my fucking notebook I’m leaving”
you stood there with this confused look but then you got mad???
“well here’s your fucking notebook. I didn’t read it. I wouldn’t invade your privacy like that. I just kept it bc I also come here everyday and I thought well I’ll be nice and save it so I can give him back tomorrow. I would’ve left it on the table if I knew you were gonna be this rude. here it is. have a nice day”
and you left bc you were angry????? who does he think he is????
so from that day on you kinda changed the time you used to go to the cafe bc you didn’t wanna see him
fast forward a few days and a friend from your children’s psychology class - choi youngjae himself - invites you to a party his frat is organizing and you decide to go like why not
then you remember im jaebum is the president of the frat
but then you think OH SCREW IT I’m going and I’m gonna have a good time
so you’re there and a few drinks have settled in already. you’re not drunk you’re just a bit tipsy and joyful
you finally see youngjae so you go there to say hi and you two start talking
then you notice that jaebum is coming your way and you can’t not roll your eyes
“you know her youngjae?” “yeah jae. she’s in one of my classes. wait you two know each other?” “unfortunately. jaebum was an asshole to me a few days ago so excuse me I have to go”
and youngjae is giving jaebum this look that says wtf did you do dude go apologize
jaebum rolls his eyes but he goes after you and he calls you “cafe girl”
you turn and you’re not in the mood so
“what do you want jaebum?” “I wanna know your name so I can apologize properly”
you debate on just leaving but you tell him your name and he just stares at you
“are you actually saying something or can I just leave?” “hm no! don’t leave.. I just.. I’m sorry. I was an asshole. I shouldn’t have acted like that, you know, like a stupid rude asshole.” “yup you shouldn’t” “so I’m really sorry. and grateful that you kept my notebook. it’s really important to me and very personal so that’s why I acted like that.” “ok noted” “can I get you a drink to earn your apology and then we can talk like two normal people?”
you thought about saying no. you did. but he had the prettiest and most genuine smile across his face and you couldn’t deny
and then you two talk all night long and you find out he’s actually a really nice and cool guy with a great talk
so it’s late and you have to go home and he offers to walk you to your dorm and you tell him there’s no need but he insists and you let him
you two keep on talking and walking and he grabs your hand and when you look at him he has the cutest smile and that makes you wanna kiss his face but you don’t
you get to your dorm and you two exchange numbers and as soon as your inside your room you get a text
[01:35] jaebum: I really wanted to kiss you tonight. but I’ll take you on a proper date before that. are you free tomorrow?
so from that day on you two start hanging out and getting to know each other and going on dates and cute cafes and holding hands across campus and kissing under trees like this huge walking cliche
at first girls kept staring at you like they were surprised that THE im jaebum has a girl
and it was funny bc he walked with his arm around you like you were the most precious thing on the campus and the girls also looked kinda jealous
he allowed you to read something on his notebook once: it was a bunch of scribbled notes about you and it was so sweet and loving and then he asked you to be his girlfriend so BOOM you two were official
the guys start teasing the hell out of him because WOW you’ve turned jaebum into this huge ball of fluff
he’s really this soft dork whenever your around and that’s really cute
you two have this ritual of going to That cafe every morning and when one of you can’t make it the other one picks up coffee for the go
you had to be approved by nora in order for this relationship to work and sometimes he regrets it bc he swears you and nora like each other more than you two like him
it took him a while to open up to you but he did eventually
he makes you cds in a very old fashion way every month with songs he wants to show you or that make him think of you
and you give him this list with book recommendations so you can discuss later
you spend a lot of time at the frat helping him out with his president duties
he walks you to his classes
loves LOVES seeing you in his jackets or with the frat’s shirt
takes a lot of pictures of you - really, a lot. you’re having dinner? his camera is up. you’re putting make up? his camera is up. you’re sitting on the couch? his camera is up. like literally he has a ton of pics of you in his camera roll
you can keep him in check when he’s too nervous or too stressed and that’s great
he’s a bit jealous sometimes but he’s getting better
sex is a very important thing for him bc he belives that sex is a way to express love
like honestly he is very very sexy and he basically exhales sex so
usually he’s a dom and into rough sex
but there are some days when he just wants to appreciate you so he goes in deep for passionate sex and those days are amazing
sex is always very intense and intimate
not much into trying new things but will do it for you
never steps over your boundaries when it comes to sex (actually over anything but especially in bed) and you trust him a lot so
has a huge oral kink and also likes hair pulling
doesn’t care about doing it when the guys are around the dorm
overall he’s not the typical frat boy and a very soft person and you two became the bossy royalty couple and everyone loves you two
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