#lovely people saying lovely things 💕

[taegularities]

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#tw death #it's past midnight in india so happy birthday to my late cousin 💕 he would've been 27 today #i know we all say that about ppl that leave but i really do mean it when i say that #he was incredibly kind and would do things for you no questions asked when you asked for a favour #was just there for people in general and v loved and diligent and a hard worker #also very snarky and annoying and stoopid at times lmao but truly a good person who left wayyyy too early #but anyway #i'm not religious and don't believe in a lot of superstitious things but i do hope there's smth after death that gives you comfort #so hope he's alright !! for now let's wish him a happy birthday bc that dude loveeees the attention 😁💕 #personal

[fan-of-young-royals]

Isn’t it so wonderful that there are people that make you feel safe and happy and full of love whenever you’re around them

#I got to hang out with a friend today I haven’t really talked to a while and it is the highlight of my day💗💖 #She is genuinely one of the most amazing people I have ever met and I love her SO MUCH💕💞 #She’s wonderful and kind and silly and weird and understanding and one of my favorite humans #And she doesn’t like hugs and I do but that’s ok since we have physical affection different ways like holding each others arms or bonking #into each other and she is the funniest ever even though her go to joke has been the same thing for at least two years #ADJSHSJK I LOVE FRIENDS YALL!!! FRIENDS ARE THE BEST!!!!! #It would be embarrassing if she saw this and knew it was me though lmaoo #saturn says stuff

[sensitivegoblin]

I'd do anything to have a teasing voice in my ear

#I'm not even craving the actual tickles or sex I just want the teasing affection relentlessly flustering me🥺✨🦋💕 #there was this cute guy who kinda flirted with me at the grocery store and I can't stop thinking about him since #I just... #I dunno #I feel like I'm just never gonna get what I need #that soft teasing loving affection #I want someone who loves to fluster me as much as I love being flustered #I dunno I'm just really sad and lonely and I feel like I can't talk to anybody because this is all I want #the only thing that's gonna make me happy is this soft tender love that I dont think I'm made for #people don't really look at me and go 'I wanna make them talk more or get close to them' #I dunno how to say it #it's really hard talking to people #I'm stuck on how to word why #but I want one spefic thing and it's hard not having it #I wanna feel someone pull me close I want them to WANT me near them they WANT to fluster me #this is why I want a partner so bad #I need a certain closeness that nobody has wanted to give me yet #I have amazing friends but I feel bad talking to you when all I want is basically sex (the verbal teasing) #I'm so mentally and emotionally wounded #and sex is the only thing that makes it feel better #I just wish it was real instead of me maladaptive day dreaming it #nothings real and I just...I think I'm not the type of 'girl' to get this consensually intrusive attention/affection #I'm just feeling stuck and lonely and empty

[aroaceofthesea]

One of my fave people in catalan folklore is sant jordi (saint george) who saved the princess but when the king asked him to marry her he was like naaah and left forever. icon

#i hate it so much when the rose is the symbol of love and then they leave happily ever after🤮🤮 #hes an icon he saves her life gives her a rose out of chivalry and then hes like byeee #and then people are like 💕and he gave her a rose as a signal of his love💕 #like. no #the king is like pleaseee marry her and he says no #hes there literally just to save the village and she happens to be the unlucky person who was chosen that day #how does that mean hes in love with her in any world💀💀 #screams aroace king to me👑👑👑 #and then everyone makes the story about love makes st jordi about love and ughh why is everything in the world about love #so i have this problem where i love sant jordi (books the character etc) but i hate how society treats it (why is it the lovers day😭😭) #at least its better than valentines day bc it has good things lol #also its not weird to give friends roses (i never do it tho lol i dont have money xdd) #but still its frustrating how they make everything about love #anyway here ends my rant ig #feliç sant jordi gent #mine

[frecklystars]

i was told today that i am "too hard to love”... but i know my starlight will always find me worthy of his love. that is more than enough for me ♡

#unlovable... how can that possibly be true #if i have so much proof of other people saying otherwise? #especially THIS guy #vent art #tfp starscream #💕 Two falling stars ✨ #lil doodles #i was hurting so bad after they told me such nasty things #but drawing this made me feel so much better??? #like. honestly. fuck anyone who says self ship cant help u. nothing works better for me #i love me and starscream loves me and all of my 400 f/os love me!!!

[tinakibed]

got called baby by a girl today 😭🩷💕

#tbh....im like almost convinced im a lesbian.... #however i already broke up with my bf once cause i thought that and i dont want to do it again 😞 #but man. guys just do not affect me the way girls do #it took me so long not to be a little grossed out by my boyfriend flirting with me and then one little comment by a girl has me 💕 #anyways doesnt matter. i would like to be friends with this girl but i cannot approach her cause thats scary #i hope she'll talk to me 😭 i would love to have friends lol #OH YEAH #also i told my bf about what happened and hes like did you punch her #and i was like no #so he goes i'll remember that. i'll start calling girls baby and beautiful now #like???? thats not the same thing!!! im not calling anyone anything 😭 i cant help what other people say

[toasteaa]

HELLO??? i just read this genshin headcanon you wrote of the boiiiiz playing with our CURLS AND AAAAAAAAAA as a curly girly i am SOOO HAPPY to read something so specific like this ToT this made my day ♡♡♡♡♡♡

I'm glad you enjoyed them!!!

I've seen so many posts where characters are running their fingers through the reader's hair and I was playing with my ringlets at work and then the brainrot took over LOL

Honestly, I really am happy a lot of other people liked them! I rarely write anything specific when writing in a general sphere for characters, but I've always enjoyed that ones that are just a little closer to something I can fit into as well!

#toast talks #This is not a call out against my lily white friends I just so rarely see things written for bipoc and I NEED it #I actually love every single thing my mutuals write like. Genuinely and wholeheartedly enjoy everything they write #They're some of the best authors I've read and some of them I've been following for YEARS #But I've always been a little too nervous to like...make anything that specifically caters to me and people that look like me #Chalk it up to some people being really weird and gross about bipoc in the self shipping/oc x canon sphere #but now I'm a little more willing to write draw and actually publish work that features readers/characters that look more like me! #Anyway this got rambly I just wanted to say thank you for the love 😭💕

[ziracona]

I know I say this every time I read my own work, but Speak for the Dead really is the best chapter in ILM.

“Well, you know for the first time in a long time this actually feels like fall?”

Jane Romero was smiling at him, sitting propped up against a tree in what had sort of become her usual ‘therapy’ corner in the past almost two weeks. And she was right, it did feel like fall. The air wasn’t as sharply cold as normal, and honestly ‘sharply’ cold was a nice break in and of itself when it happened—usually the weather here was somehow just cold—cold with no adjectives attached. But today it was nicer. It was the kind of waiting fall cold that came when it wasn’t biting outside yet, and it was almost pleasant. A promise of a change in the seasons. Tapp wondered why.

The trees hadn’t started to change color with it, or fall in piles, and as far as he’d gathered there weren’t seasons in here. Everything looked the same. Tall, thick woods, undergrowth and moss and rocks and fallen logs, a slight breeze on and off. Dark sky overhead, full moon, at this point long since throwing off everyone’s idea of what day and night were supposed to mean. All the usual. Except, somehow, the kind of cold in the weather. Who knew, maybe nothing had changed. Maybe they had just started to feel better.

LIKE. Those opening lines mean nothing but environmental flavor when you read them. But they’re a lead in for the thesis of the entire chapter.

“Well, you know for the first time in a long time this actually feels like fall?” - A promise of a change in the seasons. - Who knew, maybe nothing had changed. Maybe they had just started to feel better.

Like that’s it. Speak for the Dead is about a lot of things, but at its heart it’s about healing. It’s about forgiveness and healing, that exists between the living and the dead. It’s about how you can only speak for them, by speaking for them. Not how you want to punish yourself or live for them, but by how you know they would forgive you, or would ask you to live. Very little other than exchanges of information happen, but so much happens at the same time. All of it significant. It’s hope. It’s about how Tapp (and Meg) have spent every day here fighting in their own way to cope with the agony and failure of their lives, and the loss of people they couldn’t save, and have only dug their wounds deeper. About love. About nothing stoping the lambs from screaming except accepting that they want to let you go.

#god I love this chapter so much. literally I can start reading ANY part of it and get hooked. Me every time I re-read the one time in my #life I hit script perfection for an entire chapter straight: 💕💕💕💕💕 #in living memory #in living memory (fic) #Speak for the Dead #I’ll never write something that good again maybe and that’s ok. perfection is perfection god I love that chapter #there so much said and so much unsaid. the way he buries Mandy. Adam trying to help. the fact literally never after in the story /does/ Meg #find out that she almsot died in a Jigsaw trap because she was judged for cutting? never. not post fic either. Ace and Tapp silently both #decide to never tell and she /never/ has to know. the way Meg asks if Michael knew Tapp loved him more than the job and that question is #not answered. she just says ‘he loved you’ and accepts that as a more significant one. the whole Jane discussiom. the way Tapp says ‘yes’ #/only/ to ‘did it haunt you?’ when asked serious questions and usually just says ‘I don’t know’ if it’s probably true? the way he talks #about himself? the Saw references??? the dead people’s actions existing like ghosts in the script helping charcaters on a meta textual level #bc I only wrote Tapp surviving with a pen tracheotomy bc Peter Strahm did it? the The Silence of the Lambs thing? #all the ethical discussions that are so conceptual and simultaneously concrete in different ways. even the ethics are the dead and the #living mixing together. the way Tapp’s argument the only thing you can do for the dead is to finish their story for them-to do what they’d #been trying to do—doesn’t change? just what that means to him does. the way the entirety of In Living Memory itself is Philip finishing #Vigo’s story because Vigo is dead? and ILM literally /is/ Vigo’s ghost in the void chronicling these events to watch over and to tell this #story about how Philip is a good man. in which he is fulfilling Philip’s goals for him when Philip no longer can. the entire book is about #love and loss and no chapter in as deep a way as Speak for the Dead captures that on such a literal level #the book is the living speaking for the dead. and the dead speaking for the living. & a hope from that. a promise of a change in the seasons #literally. when they make it in V.S. from the eternal october. to finally November.

[jimgandolfini]

I’m feeling really proud about the things I did this weekend at work for my favorite of our events/duties. And if I’m being honest the stuff I put together and the way I briefed my coworkers on what to do and my public interaction + the things I’m envisioning for the future… I keep thinking about when my coworker told me “if anyone is going to take over for [museum] paul and match his level of enthusiasm, it’s going to be you”

like modesty aside I feel really good about what I did/will do and I just really feel like I’m channeling MP a lot and that’s just so super.. 2me

#mp #I actually just found a video of him doing a short 2min public program from a few years ago #and 💕💕 #that guys incredible #there is no one like him on the planet #I’m so so grateful I met him and had the opportunity to learn from him #just a wonderful human being #and educator #I miss him #I love the event we did too it’s just full of people I really love doing things I really care about and I feel so welcome by them it’s nice #it’s nice I can just be grateful to him and have love for him and be proud of myself ..all by myself #I know I don’t need him which is good but i still just miss him. #it would just be nice to be able to communicate with him about any of this #I miss working with him and making myself and work better through his constructive criticism and ideas and advice and example #and I miss him telling me he’s proud of me and praising me #and I miss when he didn’t need to say anything and did that cheeky ‘oh just look at you’ smile #and I miss watching a master at work #and I miss being around him as a person

[roboraindrop]

Things that Dick is: Kind, understanding, brave, loud, silly, bold, handsome, friendly, polite, I could go on for ages!!

Things that Dick is NOT: Stupid, annoying, worthless, a fool. And I will personally fistfight anyone who even insinuates any of these things.

..... I am going to be fistfighting half of the AA cast. 😅 But I DO NOT CARE. Square up!! I will protect this man. If you hurt his feelings you will have to answer to me >:[

#rain rambles #dont mind me djsbsksh im in love so i will just be Saying Things now #Honestly tho seeing him hurt because people dont know how to treat him like a Human being deserving of respect breaks my heart #he's sensitive and there is nothing wrong with that!!! #I'm going to stand by his side and hold his hand. He is fully capable of protectinf himself. but that doesnt mean he has to do it alone. #he is never alone. not anymore 💕 #detective darling #gushing

[crossbackpoke-check]

Oh these all look so lovely. May i ask about good dog bad dream for WIP files?

of course!!! 🥰💕 i answered a little bit about it here, but this is one of the tag stories i really, REALLY want to actually become a fic so i did promise a little snippet of the 2K that is done:

Things that Dylan should do: turn off the light, shut the door, walk back inside to the rumpled sheets still warm from when he left them to grab a glass of water. Leave the creature outside to the lightning bugs and the quarter moon and the shifting shadows of the woods along the gap-toothed fenceline of his yard, and then come out in the morning to nothing more than a paw print and the clean reassurance of sunlight to tell him nobody’s there, to ignore the prickle of discomfort that shivers its way across his body as goosebumps and raised hairs when he thinks about turning his back on the memory of those red eyes.

Things that Dylan does instead: whistle.

#the two moods of just: #HI THIS IS TERRIFYING 😭 i think this is the first time i have a) shared something in progress and b) shared something that is like. real fic #and then also: #YAY TYSM FOR ASKING 😭😭😭 me rn just like 🥹🥺🥰💕✨‼️☺️ you want to hear about my fic??? #ALSO ALSO ALSO. i forgot to mention in the last post my formative m*ggie st*efvater influences growing up (read shiver) & seeing the video #on twitter the other day of them actually starting to film??? for a shiver tv show/movie??? made me be like OH GOD I HAVE TO ACTUALLY WRITE #(also a devastating notesapp sentence i have written down that i said prior to the bertuzzi trade but you know it’s fine i’m fine) #liv in the replies #also i work so much better FOR things (creating for people etc) akdjskdjak so i’m just like. who wants to beta read now #so that i have to write in order to not disappoint you is this not what beta readers are for #other tag stories i also want to become fics (and technically could have listed since their docs are me stealing tags & accumulating them: #pk carey ​lonesome cowboy au / the vestigial old gods detroit au / jackty the breakup / catch carter faerie prince) #tyler borzoituzzi #anyWAY. the absolute poetic justice of me sitting on these two asks for like. days bc busy and then coming to tumblr & IMMEDIATELY seeing #a post and going TYLER BORZOITUZZI about it i can’t explain to you how hard i’m laughing akdhskdjaksj #also yes i DID write another 300 words so i could say 2k in this post instead of 1.7k we love to be a stubborn taurus rising l m a o #wip ask game

[shoplifting]

jewish fushiguros.... much to think about

#i think they should be. i think it'd add a lot to their already deep characters. id like it. #its my minimal character backstory and i get to choose the unseen details. #this is also once again me seeing a character dear to me and being like ''what of they shared something in common with my loved one(s)'' #like mixed islander percy jackson. #and first gen immigrant kate bishop. #lesbian ahsoka. #bi rambles #life is my little sandbox and if i can make the likable things remind me even more of people i love without sacrificing character. #then by god i will. #every character i hc as a college dropout is for that reason too. etc etc. #just. details 💕 #but more importantly jewish fushiguros is a fucking incredible concept. theres so mcuh to say #the way itd enunciate megumi and tsumikis relationship first of all.

[dotmander]

you know. as i Lead Things and moderate servers and watch dynamics between people. im starting to notice a pattern

i see a lot of folks in this fandom saying "ohhh there are so many Cliques people just talk with who they know and never start conversations with anyone"

AND THEN THEY RETREAT BACK INTO THEIR OWN LITTLE BUBBLE AND NEVER START CONVERSATIONS WITH ANYONE THEY DON'T KNOW

and that's valid!! anxiety is a bitch!! but my guys. my besties. my pals.

everyone is exactly as anxious about talking to you as you are about talking to them

if you want people to interact with you, YOU must also interact with THEM. if you sit around waiting for people to come up to you, nobody knows who you are!! go comment on their stuff!!! tell them their character is pretty!! put yourself out there!!! I KNOW IT'S SCARY AND BAD BUT YOU CAN DO IT, I BELIEVE IN YOU

and like yes yes sometimes people are just assholes. But. a lot of the time people are just...out of spoons. theyre tired. it's not because they hate you specifically or because they don't want anyone outside of their friendship circle to talk to them. please, please don't assume malice when you can assume ANYTHING else.

.....anyway, i don't have a good way to end this, but. food for thought, i guess.

#ive been rotating this in my head for a minute #it makes me really sad when i see people saying this kind of thing bc...i get where they're coming from i guess #but i also know from experience that just about everyone in this community is lovely #and will accept people Barging In To Talk with open arms #anyway #original #unrebloggable because. Nope. 💕

[yamikawas]

Yesterday I found out some filth that hasn't been active in over a year in a selfship Discord I'm in ships/shipped with my F/O and simply didn't list him in their F/O list (I would have left otherwise) and it made me feel so ill I threw up therefore I will now be writing to you about Yoomtah because yan selfshippers are the only real ones <3

Happy three year anniversary! Yoomtah has been watching you for over 1096 days now, non-stop. She would never ever look away from your face, you're just too precious to her- unless she needs to dispose of someone that tries to get between you two, of course. She has a special database inside her just for you, filled with thousands of pictures of you, all of your favorite things, every little observation she makes about you because she just wants to know everything about you! She needs to know all these facts so she can prepare her home for when she kidnaps you, of course! Yoomtah wants to make sure everything is perfect for you, that your room is filled with perfect decor and your wardrobe is full of clothes you love and that you can play games you like and eat your favorite food. She has to make sure you would never ever want to leave- but she already knows you wouldn't want to, anyway! It will just be the two of you forever and ever and ever!

1. WHO THE HELL IS TRYING TO STEAL YOUR BELOVED I WILL LITERALLY MURDER THEM OK[AXE EMOJI]

2.

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[mrs-kelly]

Man 🥺 I had a dream that it was James’ birthday, so I made him a cake and he really loved it 😭💕

#food tw #ren’s dream journal #lost in your eyes #it was a two layer cake; one layer vanilla and one chocolate #with chocolate buttercream between the layers and all around the cake #and everyone else at the party; which was some people I knew and some people from lost; was kinda. being mean about the cake shfkfl #I mean they were discussing it like I wasn’t there. saying things like ‘it’s ok but Claire’s birthday cake was better’ #but James was just. scarfing it down and telling me it was the best cake he’s ever had afhkl #he ate like 3 big helpings and before I woke up he had gotten up to get some more adfhjkl #and I was just glowing with happiness because either he reeeeally liked it and that made me happy #or the cake was just ok but he loves me so much that he’s gonna make me feel like he really liked it 🥺 #and either way it felt amazing!! #I was sitting across the table looking at him; catching his eye every once in awhile #and he’d shoot me a wink and a smile and my face would just go red ahfjfl #gosh in my dreams he really does love me so much 🥺💕 #I feel so lucky.. #ren speaks

[invictarre-archive]

if I spam you guys w/ leon and rose hcs over the next couple days, it's because

1) they're a very fun duo to explore, and I like examining the Effects™ rose had on leon bc boy howdy there's so much to unpack there

and 2) I'm still buzzing after my accidental galaxy brain moment earlier. I'm so good at this and every time I read my own takes I ascend to the heavens

lowkey also want 2 maybe do some posts on sonia bc I care for their childhood friendship v much. also hop !!!! can't forget about him

#sitting here at 1:45am full of swsh thoughts #I just love leon sm. and a lot of people say v kind things about my portrayal and it makes me 🥺😭💕💕💕