#lots of love♡ pls stay healthy~

[depravity-n-savagery]

I'm so so sorry to bother you but... do you do requests? If not is alright pls I'm so sorry

But if you do... could maybe do a reverse fic? Your last one about billy taking care of sick reader melted my heart and I just wanted to see how it would play if the bad boy got sick and us took care of him

Again, sorry to bother you, hope you have a good day

Luckily, I have a soft spot for nursing people back to health ♡

Taking Care Of Billy While He's Sick Headcanons ♡

18+ MINORS DNI ♡ I just can't help myself 🤣 like, the tiniest bit smutty. 95% comfort and care ♡

♡ - Like the stubborn boy that he is, he doesn't listen to your scolding advice and winds up getting sick. He'll try to hide it from you at first. He's used to having to deal with these things alone. Plus, he's not used to being so openly vulnerable. But you pop up at his place while Neil is gone to check on him, and it's clear how sick he is the second you look at him.

♡ - You have him pack a bag and tell him (not asking, telling) that he's staying at your house until he feels better. You're aware of what goes on with Neil, and you know he won't get the proper care if he's left to deal with his father. He gives you shit, but he's actually happy to be away from there for a few days.

♡ - For the first day, it's a lot of back and forth. He keeps trying to prove that he's not that sick and he can still do things on his own. He tries to force himself to wash the dishes, even though he's obviously too tired to stand up for that long. Tries to force himself to go through his usual daily workout routine, but can only get through six push-ups before he collapses onto your carpet. Pissed at himself and sniffling. You lead him back into your bed every time, comforting him and begging him to let you take care of him. By then he's worn himself out so much, he has no choice but to give in and accept it.

♡ - The second phase was kind of amusing to you. When his macho chest-puffing and usual confidence is stripped away, he allows himself to be cared for. He enjoys it more than he thought he would. Having you fawn over him, feed him and cater to him. It scares him as much as it comforts him, because he's used to having these things ripped away from him. So he clings to you.

"Come back to bed, baby. It's too cold. I need you."

"I don't need anymore medicine right now. I just need you to come here. Watch this movie with me."

"Sit down, babe. You're gonna tire yourself out doing all that. I need you to be the healthy one here."

I need you.

You didn't bring it up, but you noticed how much he'd say it every time you did something for him. You tried to reassure him that you weren't going anywhere.

♡ - Feeling like he has to repay you in some way ; he tries to take care of you in one of the few ways he knows he never disappoints you. Physically. He doesn't want to get you sick, so he knows he can't kiss you. But he'll try to massage you when you lay with him. Working his hand up between your thighs until he's.... rudely interrupted by a harsh fit of coughing. You snap back into nurse-mode, grabbing the cough syrup while he feels completely useless. You notice it. Poor Billy looks like he wants to throw himself out the window, so you let him try again. Being the little spoon while he fucks you slowly and passionately, careful not to get too worked up. When he feels your third orgasm, he allows himself to finally sleep with a prideful grin on his face.

♡ - As he starts to feel better, he gets a little awkward. This time with you was a pleasant bubble and he's not quite ready for it to pop. You two were always close, but this brought you closer than you've ever been before. He almost shuts you out. Kind of preparing himself for the loss before it can happen. Luckily, you're used to his moods and you sit down with him.

"Hey.. I just want you to know, this doesn't have to end just because you're feeling better."

He huffs, not looking you in the eyes. "The hell are you on about."

You continue, unphased by his attitude. "I love you, Billy. I'm still gonna love you whenever you walk out that door."

"...Do you mean it?"

The question tugs at your heartstrings, setting you in motion before you could think. You kiss him. Soft and sweet, only realizing your mistake when you pull away. "Shit!"

His famous smirk is back to it's former glory, pulling you back for more. "Fuck it. My girl, my germs. We'll get over it."

♡ A/N: Haha, I think I might've had more fun writing this one than the original one 😅🤣💞 Hope you like it too!

Masterlist, Ao3 ☆

#stranger things #billy hargrove #billy hargove x reader #billy hargrove fluff #billy hargrove headcanon

[curatoroffiction]

Hello! I hope you're doing fine~~

I just wanted to come by and possibly ask if you plan on continuing the story "What You've Hidden"?(I apologise if I'm so direct to the point) I hope it won't sound rude to ask about it...i was just curious and hoping abit hehe so no pressure at all if you do plan on leaving the story as it is! I have no trouble with that at all! And i also just wanna tell you how awesome your works are (*＞∇＜) ♡♡

The jamilxreader one REALLY got me acting like a literally dolphin TwT it was sooo gooddd!!! AND ALSO "ART THERAPY" !! And also your other twisted wonderland fics are ε=(*ﾉ´Д｀)ﾉ~~~~ *sniff* *sniff* i wish to tell you how your writing make me feel but I'm ass with words so- But you're literally and seriously one of the coolest blog and writer on this site 💗💗!!! Pls stay safe and healthy xx

Hahaha, you're so very sweet. I don't know if I'll continue "What You've Hidden", but I've definitely had a lot of thoughts about it. Namely, it would be a really interesting prelude to my "Deja Vu" series, as something that the reader encountered with the other students, which really cemented them coming to see the Prefect as someone in need of protection from Crowley at the very least. I love writing about Crowley and his fumbles, and want to configure a really satisfying conclusion to how the other students react to Crowley, how Crowley tries to weasel out of it, how they get scary, How Crowley ultimately gets out of the consequences, but is now viscerally aware of just how well-connected the reader has become in their short time in this world. It's one of those things where I love the premise, and it scratches all kinds of itches in my brain, but I end up having to wait until I'm really deep in the sauce of writing to do it justice. If you leave a comment on Chapter 2 asking to be updated if it ever releases, I'll definitely tag you if I ever do finish a chapter 3 for it, though. I'm very consistent on reaching out and letting folks know when content that they love comes out. Thank you so much for your lovely enthusiasm - I love getting to share my works with ya'll, and I love getting to write stuff that I can get excited about. It's a lot of fun to write for these fandoms, and I have a blast exploring concepts and ideas.

[kitorin]

ლ(´ ❥ `ლ)　hi kou <33

i want you to know that ily and i rlly appreciate you being on this earth <33 you mean a lot to me and don't let other ppl bring you down.

know your worth.　✧\(>o<)ﾉ✧

you are so much more than you think you are and whatever negative things u think ppl think of when they see you are bs and just intrusive/anxiety thoughts. you're an amazing person, and one bump in the road isn't going to break you down <3 ik it may seem like the worst bump in the road or it literally feels like the road is BROKEN ATP.

but trust me, it's not. it'll take a long way to get better and everything but i know you can and i will ALWAYS be here for you every step of the way <3 !!

make sure to eat healthy and drink your waters okay ?? <33 pls stay safe. ╰(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)╯

🌸 — yu ♡

KAIYI I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING 💕 I'M GONNA CRY YUMI YOU'RE SO SWEET <33 Thank you so much for your kind words, I'm really grateful and needed to hear that 💖 I'm always gonna be by your side for you too, your existence makes me joyful and you mean the world to me <33 Please stay safe and take care of yourself !!

#THANK YOU AGAIN LOVELY 💗 #you deserve the world and more

[seungstarss]

Sei :^(( im still so so sad you're leaving. But if its for the better i will support you on your decisions, i hope you're doing and will be doing well in the future!!

But damnn leaving after Cupid's Law as your last fic. SHE BE LEAVING A STATEMENT. I enjoyed your works so much and one of my first fave authors on here ♡ i still remember how much of an impact Revelations made on me. And to reading Cupid's Law youve come so far !! :"^))

As promised, a thank you and a parting gift,

this turned out pretty simple and i still think i peaked at the Bet spread i did (which is also my fave of the fic spreads ive done). BUT i hope you like it ♡ cause i adoree Cupids Law so so much.

Idk how to end this but Ill miss you sei !! Thank you so much for your works and being your talented self. Thank you for appreciating my works too TT and being moots with me!!?? Ily sei!! And if ever you're coming back we'll be here waiting ♡

HOLY SHIT ECIL...MY JAW LITERALLY DROPPED TO RHE FLOOR WHEN I SAW YOU IN MY ASKS 😭😭😭💖 naurr stop fr bc I'm really sad I have to leave you all too :(((( everything has been so much fun and to be able to share my stories with all of you was def the highlight :"))) thank you sm for always being here and supporting me. Like idek if I told you but I rmb when u first sent me the ask with the revelations spread I legit went INSANE😭✋️✋️💖 LIKE THE TIME AND EFFORT YOU TOOK TO MAKE A SPREAD FOR THE FIC LIKE⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ IT WAS ALSO LIKE FCKING STUNNJNG AND THE AMOUNT OF WORK YOU PUT INTO THEM IS JUST INSANE,,,, fr like I keep all of them stored and I will def not forget you and your beautiful spreads 😭😭😭 I'm so so so glad you enjoyed revelations, bet and cupids law like pls I'm on the floor sobbing

BUT MOVING ON TO THIS BEAUTIFUL FUCKING SPREAD 😭💔💔💔💔 LIKE HELLO MY HEART HURTS! HOW CAN U BE SO TALENTED IM LITERALLY CRYING,,,,, LIKE ITS MINIMALISTIC BUT SO AESTHETIC. I LOVE EVERY ASPECT OF IT ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ I THINK MY FAV PART IS THE PINKIES OML??? LIKE???? NAUR THAT PART IS SO BEAUTIFUL,,,,, ALSO THE ADDITION OF THE HERSEY’S CHOCO??? ITS SO SO SO CUTE AND SO FITTING! THE MISS CUPID PART THO 🕳👩‍🦯 GOOD BYE ITS SO GORGEOUS I'M LITERALLY A SIMP FOR YOUR SPREADS😭😭😭 THE LITTLE ENTRY LOG YOU DID AND THE TEXTS??? GOSH ECIL YOU'RE SO TALENTED I'M CRYING. THANK YOU SM FOR TAKING YOUR TIME TO RVEN MAKE THIS LIKE??? EVERYTHING YOU DO IS JUST SO ELEGANT AND PRETTY BYEEEEEE,,,,, NAUR BC THE PINK AND ALL??? I LOVE IT SO SO SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN EXPLAIN

BUT ALL OF YOUR SPREADS HAVE BEEN INSANE! THE BET ONE DID SHAKE ME TO BITS,,,, LIKE WOAH WHAT THE ACFUAL FCK RVERYTHING WAS SO PERFECT IN IT (AS U CAN SEE I'M STILL NOT OVER YOUR TALENT) LIKE THE CLEARISH(?) TRACING PAPER (?) LAYER PARTS ON THE FACES??? THAT WAS SO INSANE,,,,, IM LITERALLY GONNA GO BACK AND ADMIRE THE SPREADS YOU MADE ME NOW,,,, I'M LITERALLY SOBBING

But to end off, thank you ecil for everything. Literally you've been such a highlight during my time here on enhablr,,, when i tell you I always got excited when u sent me an ask — I mean it fr!! Thank you so much for supporting my fics and taking your time to read them 😭 ofc, thank you for even considering making spreads, the amount of sheer happiness you brought into my life is literally immaculate. I wanna thank you sm for being moots with me too and interacting with me 🥺😭💖 I will def reach out when I'm back! Thank you once again ecil ♡ ilysm and I'll miss you lots! Please make sure to stay healthy and safe 🥺💖💖💖

#MOST TALENTED ECIL !! ★ #ecil ☆ #hee in asks ♡ #mutuals ଘ(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭ #STOP ILYSM AND IM CRYING FR IMMA MISS YOU SO FCKING MUCH #PLEASE TAKE CARE!!! 🥺😭😭😭💖 #♡♡♡

[hyuckmov]

my lovely jing welcome back! ♡ I MISSED YOU SO MUCH OH MY GOD WE HAVE A LOT OF CATCHING UP TO DO 😩

was a bit busy in the previous weeks since the new school year starting soon >< I'M GOING TO BE IN MY FINAL YEAR OF COLLEGE HEHE

how are youuuuuuuu? talk to me about anything! i hope you are well now! 🥺

also! i have already read himbo hyuck pt. 2 and oh my gosh my heart is literally melting with adorable himbo hyuck and just like what I've said in pt. 1 i love how there's a balance between fluff and smut, which is still maintained here in pt.2 🫶🏼

AND U R WRITING A ROCKSTAR HYUCK?!?!? YOU ARE LITERALLY MAKING MY DREAMS COME TRUE EVER SINCE THE ISTJ TEASERS: WHICH IS TO READ SOMETHING WITH THAT CHARACTERIZATION SO I AM ALREADY THANKING YOU IN ADVANCE! AND TO TOP IT OFF WITH ANGST? MY FAVE TROPE OF URS SO YUM! SUPER EXCITED!

and seeing how you're now getting many asks about your works just makes me proud of how your account is growing ♡ LIKE THAT'S MY FAVORITE WRITER RIGHT THERE PLS DO NOT STOP GIVING HER THE LOVE AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENT SHE DESERVES ♡

well that's about it for what i can say rn hehe since it's been so long 🥺

please do stay healthy and don't forget to take care of yourself well okayyyyy don't forget to take a rest when u need to and take ur vitamins as well 🫶🏼 LOVE U JING MWA~

- 💛

man 💛anon i am seriously so sorry.... somehow i MISSED this ask in my inbox???? idk how but i am so sorry for the late reply <3 i hope you're doing ok!!!

GOOD LUCK for your final year of college!!!!! i'm sure you'll be great omg i'm starting college soon (1 year late bc of the way our syllabus lines up w the others internationally) do you have any advice for me hehe :)

i'm so happy you like himbo hyuck pt.2 !!! i'm really getting more practice with writing long fics w fluff angst and smut hehe now i lowkey can't imagine a story without a combination of all... idk about making your dreams come true because the views on my rockstar haechan are very divisive... do let me know if you love him or hate him (OR BOTH!) the istj concepts this time r so good... i'm a little insane

ahhhh my blog really has grown a lot since 'just for u' lmfao thank you for being proud of me and supporting me so much throughout !!! your opinion means the world to me and i'm grateful for your reads and reviews especially :)

i hope you stay healthy and you don't overwork yourself in college too!!!! LOVE UUU

#💛 anon #the taking vitamins point is genuinely such a huge part of my life now #asks #fic: himbo haechan

[softxsuki]

hi han !! monthly reminder that i really love you an youre blog and how comforting and nice you are ,, youre so nice to me and i rlly love and care about you !! ♡

Ahhhh Kya! Thank you so much! I love you too, you’re so awesome and amazing, please never forget that. Thank you for these monthly reminders. They mean a lot to me 🫶🫶 pls stay healthy and happy 💗

[kpophubb]

Good morning sunshine🧡💛💛💛

How did you sleep?

2:26 📨

Utube dilemma 👹

Lifestyle insp

Memories 🔐

Me if I were

US 🎵

lixie is sending u new pics ~~ 🫧 ; for good mood uuuu 🤘🏻🫵🏻💋 ;

volunteers to take care of you when I'm gone;;; I wanted to attach my piccc but I'm not pretty😭 I know you will argue, because of your angelic nature,

Wishing you as always I lovely day can a way to hear from you ~,hope to talk to you soon ❤️Wait for me❤️

* 🐁 🌙 * hope all the links are workin 🙈

ꕺ♡ 💌 : ….𝕿𝖔 𝙼𝚈 нуυηวιη … ꕺ♡

♡..hi my darling!! First to tell you that all the links are working🥺 and I viewed everything and I’m so 💖💖 the felix smiling pics, voice message on bubbles, gyu kisses and gyu volunteer 🥹 how on earth are you soooo cute?? You always know how to make me smile <3

♡..I know many people find felix’s voice super sexy ( and I do too sometimes) but most times, it’s just so soothing and relaxing for me tbh. He’s my comfort person. I see him more as my ball of sunshine and my sweet dose of serotonin so hearing his voice always calms me down and relaxes me. Especially the good night messages and words of consolation. 🥺🤍

♡.. I liked our playlist, my love. I’ll be hearing all the songs soon (even tho some of them I already heard). I am so in love with the emojis you added as titles aww.

♡…my week has been so so¿ I mean at the beginning it was super fun bc I felt so active and healthy, my best friend came over at my place and we spent the whole day together 😍 and then the day after, it was my niece’s 6 months. So we had a home party w some guests and I dressed up and had a lot of fun with her! But then..I fell super sick and now my health and mood is all SO BAD I have been snapping at everything bc I feel like crap 💔

♡..your memories board is so cute..😭🤍 it’s melting my heart. I am so flattered and ngl my eyes feel watery at the amount of love you’re showing me. It feels so heart warming to see you have captured every detail of our conversation and I’m just🥹🥹 and Awwh! Yes 100% I’m real. If you ever wanna see me or hear my voice to confirm, let me know okay?? I don’t mind declaring to you confidently that you’re super precious to me and I’m and will always be here.

♡…I also take inspiration from YouTube videos..tiktok videos and mostly Pinterest! They all inspire me and motivate me for my dream self lol. I have 2 acc on Pinterest , one for kpop+ anime & the other one is my personal acc. It’s here if you’re interested to know more about me personally haha.

♡…I’m very happy to be here for you. I feel so glad I can make you feel safe and accepted cause that’s all I ever wanted to make you feel. 💛 I’m still glad I could be there during your bad times those months, and I could see you getting up. I can’t wait to be here for you through the rest of your growth.

♡..and oh my god anonie!! That’s scam!! Pls go reclaim your money baby. I can understand your feelings lmao, I’m always changing my looks or style bc it feels renewing kinda?! I’m sure you’d look great with perm! <3 I’d love for you to show me too. I’m someone who speaks up if someone infront of me is wronged but weirdly enough..when I’m wronged, I stay quiet? Idk I just let it go when it comes to me. But I’m so glad you have ambitions to portray Justice and stand up for people.

♡….it’s okay if every year you take resolutions or plan something and can’t make it sweetie. It happens. I’ve been trying to be where I am since 2020, but finally at the end of 2022 I achieved my goals. Life has its own pace. I’m sure you can be the boss lady you want. 🫶🏻 and pls don’t feel like you haven’t done enough in life or life is passing away without you having done anything remarkable. Im sure even if your past has been filled w traumas and bad memories and no real progress, in the future great opportunities and memories await you. I believe it, truly. 💗 people are truly truly bad and the world is so warped and cruel I agree, 100% and life isn’t sunshine and roses. But at the end, we just have to see the good in every situation (even tho there’s not always good everywhere) and find joy in the small things no matter how trivial and hard it might seem. Baby steps to get there, remember love? I pray you’re always surrounded by nice people from now on who truly make you believe in the magic that you are. 💙

♡… noo, your thoughts aren’t a mess. I love hearing your mind, it’s fascinating how you have a lot of thoughts about things around you. It’s admirable. It never creeps me out or bothers me, so please rest assured and keep telling me everything you feel like. I’d love to be your human diary! <3

♡…no you aren’t childish!! Using emojis are cute and I feel like they help you understand your emotions better behind the message and words. Or else it’d be easy to misinterpret your words. Like if you say “it’s okay” after someone apologises to you it might seem like they’re still mad at you and upset but if you say “it’s okay☺️💗” the other person might be relieved and believe that you guys are truly on good terms now.

♡..and no I don’t mind you being older !! Omg pls don’t feel uncomfortable and think I’ll ever shut you out. Age is just a number, love. And just bc you’re older doesn’t mean you have to feel pressurised to take care of me or anyone younger than you or be more reserved and act mature. To hell with all those stupid rules and obligations made by society. Who cares? Just be you. I love taking care of people, no matter if they’re older than me. I’ll accept you just the way you are so you don’t have to filter yourself for me. I know it’s easier to open up if you’re keeping some things about you to yourself and being anonymous cause you can’t be judged at all, so you can keep doing that. No pressure hun. Take as much time as you need. I’m not running away and never will.

♡… there was a time I believed in astrology but growing up, I stopped? I don’t know it feels very unreal to me. Do humans really have the ability to deduce the events of the future? Idk I’m quite skeptical. But it’s cool to check horoscopes and be interested in it. The quotes are by ours truly, felix. So here’s one for today. 💛

ꕺ♡ ….💌 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 ƒєℓιχ 🌤️ ꕺ♥︎

[☁️….𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘆 𝗾𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲] ⇘ ♡♡♡

[sweetlemontart]

heyyyy i love u so much pls always stay hydrated and healthy <333

thank you bby, sending you lots of love (♡ >ω< ♡) ~.

#anon #ask

[cultleaderyoongi]

Santa Baby | myg

☆ pairing: Yoongi x f. reader (Hoseok x f. reader)

☆ genre: fluff, crack

☆ word count: 5.5k

☆ warnings: things get semi-spicy, a few cringey moments

☆ synopsis: Your first meeting with your boyfriend's parents for the Christmas holidays leaves you a nervous wreck, even more so with all the awkward occurrences you encounter on your visit. Luckily, one in particular, brings you and Yoongi closer together.

collab masterpost

☆ a/n: Hello hello! Finally, here it is  – my more than late contribution to the Christmas collab brought to life by @kooala​. In between tight schedules and a messed up circadian rhythm, this was hard to work on continuously. But I'm very pleased with the end result, and I hope you enjoy it, too, despite its tardiness I certainly died writing this Yoongi  

As always, thank you for reading if you do, and feedback is more than welcome ♡ I hope you all had lovely holidays, a great start to the new year, and may 2021 become a better year for all of us. Pls continue to stay safe and healthy everyone!

(P.S. there's a little surprise in the tags)

© cultleaderyoongi on tumblr | do not repost or translate on any platform

Ah, Christmas. That time of the year to spend with your loved ones. To recount old stories, good or bad, bond (or bicker) over a mug of mulled wine, and create even more long-lasting memories.

Luckily this time around, you get to spend it with your boyfriend and his family – for the first time. As you can't make it home this year, the Mins invited you over, and you wouldn't make such a big deal out of it – except for the fact that it is. You're not just going to spend your first Christmas with Yoongi's family. On top of that, this is going to be your first time ever meeting them at all.

A part of you is relieved over the fact that circumstances are keeping you from flying home this time around. Though you miss your family very dearly, you can't deny the tendency for tension to arise when the whole lot comes together. From your aunts' passive-aggressive quarrels over past disputes to your grandmother's awkward questions about your private life – way to kill the mood.

You can only hope that Yoongi's family will welcome you with open arms, but even the slightest thought of their possible disapproval makes your insides churn.

Maybe having another good old family get-together would be easier after all.

The clock on the wall reads a quarter past twelve – around five hours left before you're supposed to leave. Usually, you're done packing a day prior, but this time you can't seem to make up your mind. Desperately, you roam around the room, packing piece after piece of clothing, checking their wearability and appropriateness before carefully putting them in your suitcase – just to second guess your choice and inspect them once more.

"Baby, you're gonna be fine," Yoongi reassures you for what feels like the hundredth time, his eyes glued on your restless figure.

"But what if they won't like me?" A pout forms on your lips as you still in your tracks, caressing the fabric of the coffee brown, knitted sweater dress in your hands.

He leaves from his leaning position in the doorway to where you are, the middle of your bedroom, surrounded by pieces of clothing in all sorts of cuts and colors. An amused smirk splays out on Yoongi's face as he meanders in between the fabrics. "They're gonna love you." His hands come out of his pockets to cradle your face, softly tilting your head back to place a chaste kiss on your lips.

You sigh, looking up at him with wondrous eyes. "How can you be so sure?"

"Well," Yoongi continues, "you're smart, funny, beautiful"–he emphasizes each word by following it up with another peck–"and most importantly, you make me happy which is another plus in the books."

"You think so?"

He nods, the pads of his thumbs stroking your cheeks in tiny motions.

At that, a smile forms on your face before reaching up to plant a kiss on him this time. "Help me pack then?"

You take on your initial position on the floor while Yoongi browses through your wardrobe, the scratchy noise of metal sliding on metal filling your ears.

"Oof." There's a short pause as he takes a further look at what might be a discovery. "This one. Very festive, if you ask me."

You lift your gaze from the neatly folded clothes in front of you – just to be met with Yoongi holding up a long-sleeved, form-fitting dress with a rather revealing neckline, the snow white material of it complimenting his honey blonde mop of hair. Definitely not meeting-your-boyfriend's-family-for-the-first-time material.

"Brings back memories. Happy birthday to me."

Hardly having finished his thought, a pillow comes flying at him with full force – which he manages to dodge.

"Idiot," you joke, head shaking at his shenanigans. "I need to look presentable." Your attention shifts back to the task at hand.

"You always look presentable," he murmurs. Tiptoeing around the disarray of fabrics once again, he plops down on the white carpeted floor behind you in a cross-legged fashion, arms wrapping around your middle, chin dropping down to rest on your shoulder. "I was just joking, baby."

"Were you though?"

"Hm," his hold around you tightens "maybe half-joking." A trail of kisses leaves his lips, starting from your cheek following down the line of your neck. The silky material of your bathrobe serves little to no protection from his onslaught of pecks as it progressively cascades down your shoulder.

"Whatcha doing?" You know his ministrations all too well, but still like to ask for good measure.

"Nothing really." He stills for a split second before planting one last open-mouthed kiss on your now exposed skin. "Just thought I'd remind you we're gonna be spending the next two days with my family. Privacy will be limited probably."

The clock now reads half-past twelve, the continuous ticking doing nothing to soothe your spiking nerves. You have yet to shower and finish packing. Maybe a little bit of a distraction will do you well – and you can't deny the weight of his argument.

"Okay, but help me pack for real later."

The after-effects of your longer than intended intermission wear of little by little with each passing of another town. Halfway into the two-hour-long drive, your mind starts running wild again, rehearsing different ways to introduce yourself, replaying multiple scenarios of what could happen.

You and Yoongi have only been together for about nine months now. Despite his busy work schedule as a producer for one of the top record labels in the country, he always tries to find the time to talk to his family, and thus far you haven't been around to join in on his occasional Facetime calls – which you are secretly thankful for. Now in hindsight, it definitely would've helped you ease into the situation and lessen your anxiety.

"You're thinking too much."

Pulled out of your trance, you turn towards your boyfriend in the driver's seat. "I'm not," you sigh, your arm propped up on the door falling to your side, slightly cold from the freezing surface of the window.

"Don't lie to me. I can tell you are." Yoongi gives you as much of a short glance before focusing back on the road ahead of him. "Really, just go with the flow."

"You're one to talk," you retort, crossing your arms in front of your chest. "If you were to meet my parents, you'd be the same. Also, from what you've told me, yours are a lot more strict than mine."

"Well," one of his hands comes off the steering wheel to scratch the back of his head "they used to nag at me for being a bum, and for having a totally different career choice in mind than them, but this is an entirely different situation – and they're really not that bad."

"I'm not saying they are!" you fend, head shooting back in Yoongi's direction at which he chuckles. "I mean, I'm not trying to say anything bad about them at all." Fiddling with the hem of your sweater dress, you look back out of the window. "I'm just saying I have a lot of respect for them, that's all."

You feel a hand reaching out for yours, stopping your nervous fumbling before pulling it in, soft lips sending light kisses on your knuckles.

"You'll be fine. I promise."

The dissipated nerves reappear as soon as you step out of the car an hour later, the cold winter air knocking the breath out of you barely having any impact on you. In your head, you count to four, taking a deep inhale while you do so before releasing it again, the exhale coming out as a loud huff. You stare at the steps leading up to the house where you will be meeting the most important people in Yoongi's life.

"You ready?" The aforementioned stands next to you now, your suitcase and his duffle bag in hand. He shoots you a quick glimpse as he locks the car behind you before his eyes return to you, lingering on your tense expression under the dim street light. Stuffing the car keys into one of the pockets of his padded coat, he shuffles closer to you. "Here."

Your gaze drops down to his outstretched hand before landing on the luggage beside him. "No, gimme that. I'm not letting you carry all that by yourself." You motion towards your suitcase.

"It's fine, baby. Don't worry about it."

"Don't be stubborn." You reach out for his duffle bag sitting atop of your suitcase. "Then gimme this at least. It's lighter."

"Alright, fine. I'm not gonna fight you." He dramatically holds up his hands in defense, a small chuckle leaving his lips.

You shove him slightly, head shaking with a hint of a smile before grabbing his bag and waiting for his cue to leave. Trying your hardest to bury any intrusive thought, you feel Yoongi's fingers entangle with yours, the gesture warming your heart despite his cold digits leaving a chilling sensation on the back of your hand.

"You got this." He sends you one last reassuring look before you go on your way.

As the two of you reach the top of the stairs, Yoongi rings the doorbell, and soon after you hear a round of soft barking.

"Ah, I can't wait for you to meet the dog." A wide grin appears on his face.

"What about your parents?"

"Important, but not as important," he jokes.

"What's not as important?" The both of you freeze in place as the door opens, and you're greeted with the figure of an older woman, about a head shorter than you.

"Oh, nothing." Your boyfriend coughs. "I missed you, Mom," he drawls as he's going in for a hug, and you can tell he's overdoing it – just a tad bit.

"I missed you, too, you rascal." She reciprocates the hug though with a tiny roll of her eyes, but an equally tiny smile splayed on her lips.

As Yoongi makes his way inside with suitcase in tow, she mumbles a monotonous You will become bald at this rate in reference to his dyed hair before her eyes land on you – and with that your breath becomes shallow. Every muscle in your body tenses, your grip around the handle of the bag tightens as you're trying to hold onto something.

"And you must be _____. How pretty you are!" she exclaims with a small gasp, gently grabbing your arm to lead you into their home. "Come inside, honey. You must be freezing."

This is definitely not the reaction you were expecting.

Closing the door behind you, she looks down at your hand holding onto the duffle bag for dear life, knuckles turned white from the sheer force of the claw you're making. "Yah, Min Yoongi!" She yells into the dim-lit space inside causing you to flinch. "Why would you make your girlfriend carry heavy things up the stairs?"

At the mention of his name, half of his silhouette reappears in the back of the hallway, a bundle of fur wrapped in his arms which you identify as the dog. "I didn't. She took it from me."

"Doesn't matter!" his mother fends. "Someone take this from the poor girl. Yoongi-yah! Geumjae-yah! Someone."

"It's fine," you try to resolve the situation, somewhat overwhelmed by the scene unfolding right in front of you. "It's really not that heavy."

As your words go unnoticed, a taller male with black hair appears next to Yoongi's mother which you make out to be his older brother, Geumjae.

He extends his arm towards you, taking the duffle bag from you. "Sorry. Hi." A friendly smile flashes across his lips which you mirror.

"Hi. It's fine." You dismiss his apology with a wave of your hand, perplexed at everyone's will to come to your aid.

As soon as he disappears inside again, your boyfriend takes his place, dog-free this time.

"Too late," his mother states dryly, giving him a playful slap on the back of his shoulder.

"Sorry. Holly ran up to me. I couldn't resist."

You chuckle to yourself, still processing the chaos you just witnessed, the tension in your body slowly dissolving nonetheless.

What a way to start the holidays.

After making their acquaintance with you as the new arrival, everyone gathers in the living room. You take your seat next to Yoongi who's currently in a game of tug-o-war over a dinosaur plushie with Holly. His parents are settled down on the couch opposite you while his brother opts for the recliner next to him.

"So," Yoongi's mother starts, her eyes shaping into crescent moons as she sends you a bright smile, "how was the ride?"

You choke a little on your tea at the – surely innocent – choice of words.

"It was actually really nice," you answer shyly, setting down your mug on the coffee table, burying your hands in your lap. "We barely ran into any traffic at all."

"Huh, really?" Mrs. Min's gaze rests on her youngest son. "Then you must have dilly-dallied. We were expecting you about an hour ago."

Your boyfriend, who has now let the green brachiosaurus toy in the fate of Holly's fangs, joins in on the conversation. "You said between seven and eight. Not seven on the spot." He falls back in his seat as if to prove a point, arm stretched out on the headrest behind you.

"I'm convinced I said between six and seven."

You come to Yoongi's defense, a little taken aback at his mother's accusation. "It's not his fault. I had trouble packing. I'm very sorry." Your torso bends over into a small bow.

"Oh nonsense, darling." She refutes with a wave of her hand. "Don't feel sorry."

"Mom, you said – and I quote – Between seven and eight is ok. It's supposed to get very cold. Please wear warm clothes and drive safe. Love you." Yoongi holds up his phone after reading the message out loud, expression deadpan with a hint of mischief.

His mother squints her eyes at the illuminated screen as if she's able to see anything from that distance. With a defeated look she asks "Why has your brother been here early then?"

Your gaze falls onto Geumjae who looks like he has just been awoken from a slumber, minding his own business up until this point.

"Because he has nothing better to do."

Yoongi's verbal jab in that matter-of-fact tone elicits a chuckle from his father − who returns to his silent state after a serious glance from his wife.

"Yah, do you wanna die?" Geumjae turns to his younger brother. "I helped Mom with dinner preparations. What did you do today?"

Your head whips around to look at your boyfriend. You know exactly what he was up to earlier today – and you'd rather not reveal that information to anyone let alone his family whom you've just met.

"Working on music? Duh."

Good save. Believable. Though there's a hint of cheesiness in that grin of his. He tends to be too cocky whenever he lies.

His brother slowly emerges from his seat, patting Yoongi on the back twice with a click of his tongue. "Yeah, right. Just like when you used to tell us to not come into your room because you were working on music?" He empties the last of his cup before making his way into the kitchen.

"Yah!" Yoongi's cheeks flush a crimson shade, you're not sure whether from shame or anger – most likely both.

"Let's not embarrass the poor boy in front of his girlfriend," you hear Yoongi's father grumble in a serious tone, though when you turn to look at him he's barely able to keep a straight face.

"Well," Mrs. Min clasps her hands together, her clashing palms emitting a dull sound, "on that note, I'd say it's time for dinner."

Taking your seat next to your boyfriend at the impeccably set table, a wide array of side dishes and steaming hot meals awaiting you, you patiently wait for Yoongi's father as the head of the family to dive in first.

"I meant to ask," Mrs. Min starts the conversation, "how did you two meet?"

You and Yoongi take a quick glance at each other. None of you ever thought about what to tell either of your parents about how you met which was a stupid move considering the current situation you're finding yourselves in at the very moment. One thing is for sure though – no one needs to hear about how you ended up making out at Yoongi's birthday party his company threw for him.

"Hoseok." Yoongi blurts out after a long pause. "She's been a longtime friend of Hoseok's."

That part is true at least. Jung Hoseok, your close friend from childhood years, and whom you now lovingly call Yoongi's work husband as well. They're both gifted record producers who happened to become the best of friends through their love for music.

"Ah, Hoseok. He's a nice, young man – and so handsome, too." His mother smiles fondly. "He also talks to his mother regularly from what I've heard." Her eyes shift towards her son.

"So do I." Yoongi grumbles, his mouth full of rice.

"Once a month doesn't count as regularly." Contrary to her words, she makes quick work of filling up her son's not even half-empty bowl with more rice. The gesture makes you smile.

She does the same with her other son and her husband before picking up the conversation again. "Say, _____, you didn't have any interest in Hoseok?"

You almost choke on the chunk of meat in your mouth. "No, we're just friends."

"Even when he's so kind and good-looking?"

"And I'm not?" you hear your boyfriend complain.

A nervous chuckle leaves your lips, unsure about how to form your answer. Yes, Hoseok has been your best friend for almost your entire life, but you can't deny that you've thought about him in a certain way before – and you know for sure that he's had similar thoughts as well. Who doesn't know any of this however is your boyfriend, and you're not planning on reaching new heights of discomfort. Especially if it involves your current boyfriend, your male best friend who he believes to have never been more than that, and an awkward conversation in private later on to clear the air.

You can tell you've been thinking about it for far too long as everyone's staring at you expectantly, so you clear your throat once or twice, setting down your chopsticks on your plate. "He's more like a brother to me. We were next-door neighbors as children."

"Ah, really?" Mrs. Min looks somewhat deflated. "What a shame. You also would make a cute couple."

"I'm right here, Mom." Yoongi sips on his water, a disgruntled look on his face.

You might be imagining it, but you swear you can sense his piercing glare on you for a split second. Maybe you do need a heart-to-heart talk after all.

"I have to say," Yoongi's mother continues as she fills up your cup with more water, "I'm beyond glad he finally found someone else to spend time with. As nice as Hoseok is, we were almost suspicious of how often you were together."

"Mom!" Your boyfriend whines, his head dropping down into a facepalm. "Just say you wish Hoseok was your son."

"Don't forget about your first-born," Geumjae chimes in from the sidelines.

From this point onward it's just pure chaos, the boys boasting about why they're the perfect son, trying to one-up another while Mrs. Min reassures them that they're both special in their own way.

"Family, huh?"

You avert your eyes from the scene, facing Mr. Min as he sets down a shot glass in front of you, pouring you a generous amount of soju before doing the same to his own.

"Welcome." He raises his glass to you with a nod before tipping it back, and you can't help but smile at the situation, following his lead.

Stuffed with the most delicious meal you've had in a long time, everyone makes their way back into the living room with the exception of Yoongi and Geumjae who have been elected to cleaning duty by their mother – much to the older brother's demise since he already spent half of the day helping his mother in the kitchen.

With a thud, you let yourself collapse onto the couch, lingering in the sensation of almost bursting when you feel the cushion beside you dip.

"_____, come take a look at this with me."

Mrs. Min looks at you expectantly, a dark brown, medium-sized, leathered book in hand.

You straighten up from your awkward – and more than graceless – position to peer over at what reveals itself to be a photobook.

"I'm assuming you haven't seen any pictures of Yoongi when he was younger yet?"

You shake your head no.

Slowly skimming through the pages, from the early days as a newlywed couple to the moment the small family first grew into a trio, Yoongi's mother comments on whatever pictures turn up. You listen to all of her stories intently, smiling at with how much adoration but also humor she talks about her memories.

"I'm sorry, I must be boring you."

"Oh, no no." You frantically shake your head. "Please, go on."

Mrs. Min sends you a warm smile. "You'll enjoy the next one."

She turns the page, and with that you can practically feel your heart melt like an ice cube in the sun.

There he is, without a doubt – your Yoongi, baby Yoongi in a white, fluffy chair, white baseball cap with a red visor and embroidery sitting atop his tiny head in a crooked manner, little baby arms and legs angled towards him, the fullness of his chubby cheeks resembling that of freshly baked bread.

To his right, you can see Geumjae in similar attire, leaning forward onto the armrest of the chair, looking at his baby brother with a huge grin on his face. The black, starry backdrop of the scene lets you know this was taken at a professional photography studio.

You're in such awe you let out a loud gasp, hands clasping in front of your mouth. "He's so cute."

"Isn't he?" His mother cracks a faint smile before her expression falls again. "They grow up so fast." She sets down the photobook on the coffee table before turning to look at you, gently grasping both of your hands in hers which takes you by surprise. "_____." Her expression is stern but warm at the same time. "Thank you for taking such good care of our Yoongi."

You give her an affirmative nod, not quite sure how to respond. "It’s nothing. He takes just as good care of me. You raised him to be the perfect gentleman."

At that, Mrs. Min's smile returns. "I can tell he loves you very dearly, and I'm happy you're part of our family now."

Wow. You weren't expecting things to go this well.

"You see, he's never brought a girl home for us to meet, so we were somewhat worried, to be honest. Well, my husband doesn't care all that much, but I've been waiting, and you know – I won't become any younger."

A huge question mark pops up in your head. What does she mean by that?

"I'm glad he's finally found you, and I hope you spend many happy years together – as a couple and eventually as a family."

Oh. That's what she was insinuating.

It's only been nine months. You haven't thought that far ahead. Was this normal? You can't really tell. Most of your relationships didn't last that long, and from what Yoongi told you neither did his. The two of you made out in a photobooth approximately one hour after meeting, for God's sake. Commitment was neither of your strong suit.

But taking a moment to recall the past, you're sure you've never felt that strongly about someone before until you met Yoongi. The way he cares for you when you're hurting, makes you laugh with his silly jokes, holds you like you're his entire world – his love for you is pure, and so is yours in return.

You can't help but crack a smile at the thought. "Yeah, I can't wait to see what the future holds for us."

At the same time, a familiar figure enters the living room. "Mom! Why would you show this to her?" Yoongi whines, his grimace addressed towards the picture of baby him in plain sight.

His mother turns around to face him. "I needed to show my future daughter-in-law what a cute, little boy you were."

"F-future daughter-in-law?" Your boyfriend stutters, frozen mid-action as he was going to join you on the couch.

"Yes!" She lets go of your hands, pulling her son onto the space next to you. "My grandchildren are gonna be the most beautiful children in the world."

You can practically sense Yoongi's heartbeat through the spot where your shoulders are pressed together. "Mom, please–"

Mrs. Min interrupts him. "It's true! I don't expect any grandchildren from your brother anytime soon, so please don't crush my dreams."

"I heard that!" Geumjae's voice sounds in the distance.

"Alright." Clapping once, his mother rises up from her seat. "We'll do presents now, and then it's bedtime soon. Everybody gather."

You and Yoongi follow suit when she turns to the two of you once more, the volume of her voice dropping down to a whisper. "By bedtime I mean actual bedtime. No funny business – not in this house. Not until you're married."

"Mom!"

This is a good moment to be swallowed whole by the earth.

"What a day." Yoongi plops down on the bed with a sigh, face-first into the light blue sheets. He releases his grip on the new pair of headphones that his family gifted to him, letting the device rest beside him.

"You can say that again." Putting the plethora of presents you received on the dresser near the door, you let your tired body slump down next to Yoongi's. With half-shut eyes, you muster the surroundings of what used to be his room. Most traces of his childhood are kept away in boxes except for the occasional posters of rappers from the last two decades.

Your boyfriend wriggles around to face you, reaching for your hand. "Sorry if things got awkward."

A tiny chuckle leaves your lips. "It's fine. I didn't mind, really. They're all lovely – and so welcoming. I felt right at home."

The corners of his mouth turn upwards at your words.

"Can't believe I was freaking out about it so much this entire time."

His head tilts a little bit to the side, burying his blonde locks further into the soft sheets. "What did you expect?"

You let out another chuckle with a shrug of your shoulders. "I dunno? Maybe questions about reoccurring health issues in my family line? Something like that."

A hearty laugh resonates from him. "Yeah, I can actually see that. But things went well, didn't they?"

"Yeah," you agree with a small nod, averting your eyes from his. "More than well. Sorry I was so nervous about it."

"Hey, it's fine." He pulls your hand closer to his chest, rubbing the palm of it with his thumb. "Honestly, I wasn't sure what to expect either. You're the first girl I brought home ever, but not once did I doubt they would fall in love with you – and I was right."

You listen to him intently, hanging at each and every single syllable of his, your concerns blown away like dust in the wind. The way his soothing voice and comforting words always make you feel a million times better in an instant – you're certain you've never loved someone more than this man.

"So uhm," he starts again after a long pause, "can we talk about something?"

Suddenly, your heart stops a beat. Why does he sound so serious out of nowhere? What does he need to talk about? Is this about the conversation during dinner? "S-sure," you stammer, shaking to the core.

"When you said that you can't wait to see what the future holds for us..." he trails but stops immediately at the sight of you. "Y-you okay?"

You blink up at him in confusion. "This is what you wanna talk about?"

"Y-yeah?" He looks back at you equally perplexed. "What else would I wanna talk about?"

It takes you a moment to respond as you collect your thoughts, thinking of the best way to go about this – if there's a best way to go about this at all. "Uhm so," you hesitate, "when we were at the dinner table, and your mom asked me about Hoseok–"

"Oh, that!" he exclaims, "I think I know where this is going."

You can almost feel your eyes bulging out of your head. "Y-you do?"

"Yeah." He graces you with a cheeky grin. "And I'm gonna stop you right here. I already know about your little childhood crushes on each other."

"Y-you do?" you repeat, sounding like a broken record.

"Yeah." His expression becomes more relaxed. "And to relieve your conscience – I couldn't care less about it. It was so long ago, and you guys have been friends for the longest time. Of course you're gonna wonder at some point." He pauses, eyes looking into yours with a hint of mischief. "And last I checked, I'm the one you were all over at the end, so I'm really not bothered."

An outraged gasp escapes you before you punch him playfully on the chest, a similarly playful smirk on your face. "You kissed me first!"

"Anyway," he catches your first in his much bigger hand before you can throw more punches, "besides the point. Not what I wanna talk about." He releases your hand from his grip, clearing his throat once. "So, you said you couldn't wait to see what the future holds for us–"

"Right." You lick your lips tentatively. "You heard that?"

He nods gingerly.

"Hm..." Nervously, you look around the room for a spot to focus on. "There isn't much to interpret. Just that if we did end up being together for a long time, I wouldn't mind us going in that direction."

"You mean..." he trails, hesitation clear in his voice. "Getting married? Having kids?"

"...Yes."

Silence fills the room.

"Sorry. Does that weird you out?" You pull yourself up into a sitting position, hiding your hands under your folded legs.

The space in between his brows furrows. "N-no, not at all. Please don't think that." He mirrors your position though he ends up leaning forward, taking your hands into his. "Just kinda surprised to hear that. I mean..." he stalls again, one of his hands coming up to scratch the back of his head. "We've been together for just a little over nine months. It's still early stages – we don‘t even live together yet! I wasn't imagining you thinking of me that way already – or ever."

Now it's your turn to comfort him. Your boyfriend isn't one to show much when something's on his mind, but when he does, your heart always breaks into a million tiny, little pieces. "W-what? Why wouldn't I?" You shuffle closer to him, faces inches away from each other. "Yoongi, you're great! I'm the luckiest girl in the world to be with you." You take a deep breath to calm yourself down from your emotional high. "You're understanding, caring, hard-working – not to mention how funny, smart, and handsome you are. What more could I wish for?"

At your words, his signature gummy smile appears before he leans in for a long kiss. "I love you so, so much. You know that?"

Your face lightens up at that. "I love you, too."

He draws you in once more before turning you on your back again, carefully rolling on top of you, kisses turning more feverish.

You lose yourself in the moment until you realize your whereabouts, gently pushing him away. "Hey, you heard your mom earlier," you remind him. "I wouldn't wanna start something in the house you grew up in with your parents and brother a few doors down the hallway–" your eyes shift to the side, "–let alone with the entirety of Epik High staring back at me."

Yoongi cranes his head to the spot on the wall. A deep chuckle erupts in his chest as his face drops into the crook of your neck. "Alright, you win this time." He rolls off of you with one last kiss, pulling you close with your head resting on his chest. "So, next year we're gonna see your parents?"

"I really hope so."

"Cool." His fingers start tracing small circles on your back. "Now, about you and Hoseok–"

"Oh my God, stop."

#bts fanfic #yoongi fanfic #bts fluff #yoongi fluff #bts scenario #yoongi scenario #bts imagine #yoongi imagine #bts oneshot #yoongi oneshot #bts au #yoongi au #bts x reader #yoongi x reader #bts x yn #yoongi x yn #min yoongi #bts #christmas collab #so i was mad deep in writer's block trying to finish this #but i couldn't stop thinking about how reader and yoongi met #and i felt really bad about having to postpone this so i came up with this idea for an extra #i'm done with writing about a third of it and i'll be putting it out for yoongi's birthday #i'm really excited for this one i didn't plan on it but it just felt right once i had the idea #yoongi just makes me too soft AHHHH ok afdklsh this was the surprise #f: santa baby

[ppangjae]

Alex, you've given your stories enough dedication — working on two Jaehyun fics and with Nikki on "All Too Well" with ongoing WIPs that you're also planning to give a go. Please know we appreciate your time and effort, and please do us a favor and never entertain asks that show little to no appreciation and consideration for how much you've done to finish your stories for us. You deserve better than having to read through those messages :( Keep healthy and stay safe, Alex! All the love! — ♡

🥺 thank you ♡ anon!

yep.. it's already difficult finding motivation to start a fic and i feel like that's not being realized enough! it takes a lot to plan - but it also takes a lot more to carry out those plans!

LOL i try not to entertain those type of asks, but the reason why i do entertain them is because i want everyone to realize and see that writers do get unmotivating asks, and that running a fic blog is not all rainbows and sunshine. i should try not to entertain them LOL ksjdhfksjdhf but it's so hard when you really want to voice yourself out skjdhf

but don't worry, i'm not really affected by them! it just rubs me off in the wrong way for a moment and by then i'm completely over it skjdh just because they don't know how things look behind the screen!

thank you for always looking out for me! just the fact that you're taking time out of your day to check up on me is so much! i feel very loved ♥️

i hope you've been keeping well! pls pls pls stay safe!

#ask alex #♡ anon

[afoolnottoloveu]

heyyyy thea you know how in my last ask you told me "stay healthy"? yeah...uh... guess what. i'll give you a hint: it starts with coro and ends with rona. BUT it gets me two weeks off dance, so hey! silver lining! but i hope you're staying healthy and all !!! i saw ur sad posts and i hope ur situation gets better >:-( im sending you love, hugs, and some soup my mom made the other day ♡ -📆😷

365 ANON HOW DARE U NOT LISTEN TO ME??,!,!:???

i’m /j of course but i hope u get well soon and your symptoms aren’t too bad! as someone who covid during the holiday szn i get it all, pls just get lots of rest

ur right the time off school was kind of nice n i didn’t have to wake up early

soup sounds so yummy i was craving soup earlier today but i got poke instead

sending u love, nyquil and this picture of maia i am OBSESSED with

#365 anon 📆 #instead of typing 365 anon i typed nyquil #guys i have a confession #i love nyquil #like i haven’t had it since i was sick so like ages ago #but god i slept so well when i did #anyways don’t get addicted to nyquil it’s bad to do tht #okay bye LMAOOO

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*inhale* *exhale* *slowly kneels* ALICE PLEASE BLOODLUST WAS SO GOO D IM NOR OKAU HOW DID YOU ^(&*((#& ik i'm late and i'm: so sorry BUT HELLO HOW DO YOU WRITE LIKE THAT

the last line of every part was left such an impact each time and the whole thing was so foreboding (i've been sure abt this since arcanum but i swear you're so good at the horror/thriller genre all those one-liners that are left fully ingrained in my head and the plots how do you come up with these) and god i have so many favourite lines from this i'm gonna list them at the end of this wait*

AND THE PLOT TWIST WHAG WAS TJAT how and when and what and why did it take me three rereads to fully process even though he was off from the start (also WHY WERE THE VICTIMS THE MEMEBRS + KYUNGMIN NOO <//3)

*the birds throughout holy shit "they just sat there all day and observed the chaos." "hollow like bird bones." "the birds sang. mocking. ugly. loud." and ofc the teaser quote too; "someone was screaming. you didn’t realize until you had bolted all the way out of the school building that it was you."; "wide and unhinged, like someone had carved it in with a blade."; "a messy root in his chest, a manifestation of shadows branching out under his skin."; I'M SORRY I KNOW YOU DON'T NEED YOUR OWN WRITING SENT BACK TO YOU BUT I LOVE YOUR DESCRIPTIONS SM

anyways i will come back to send one of those unnecessarily long asks in time this was just me once again losing my mind over your talent and to thank you for the fic; i hope you're healthy and happy, stay safe and uh what else yes take breaks from work when you need (it's exam szn for us rn so i have realised how important breaks are) and hydrate and generally just take care !!

ps. here's the hug that comes with each ask because you deserve them all <3

// bloodlust spoilers*

SRIZAAA 😭💖 YOU ABSOLUTE ANGEL WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS oh my goddd you just made me so happy like the happiest person in the room im in rn??? and i think that’s saying a lot bc there's like 13843294 ppl in here 😭 AHHH HOW TO POCKET THIS MESSAGE AND CARRY IT WITH ME FOREVER 🤧 💕 im so touched rn oh my gosh 

“i swear you're so good at the horror/thriller genre all those one-liners that are left fully ingrained in my head and the plots” horror/thriller has always been one of my fav genres to write so you have nooo idea how much your words mean to me :(( 💛 AHH AND THE FACT THAT YOU PUT THE QUOTES YOU LIKED BELOW you want me to combust rn dont you 😔 i will combust in this library and melt into a puddle of fluff pls <//3

three rereads you mean you read my fic three times (that sounds like such a clarification on my part LMFAOO) but PLS sriza im crying from all this support and love from you 😭🤍 ALSO SORRY FOR MAKING THE MEMBERS + KYUNGMIN THE VICTIMS <//3 didn't throw riki in there tho 🙏 would’ve been absolutely foul of me

ALSO IM SO HAPPY U NOTICED THE REPETITION WITH THE BIRDS !! i went back to check each line with the birds actually haha i wanted to see how haunting it got as the story progressed :’’) ALSO NOO I LOVE IT BEING SENT TO ME AND SEEING WHAT PARTS YOU LIKED 🥺 IT MAKES ME SO SO HAPPY OMG i appreciate you taking the time to do so !! 💞 

i love seeing you in my inbox angel so ill be waiting for that next time !! again, thank you sm !! im so grateful 😭 i hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourself as well ♡ it’s midterm szn rn for me so we both will have to be putting in those study hours for a while 🤧 good luck on your exams and make sure to eat well and drink water !! 

i will return the hug 🫂 

#💌 : jayflrt love notes #mmsriza #fic: bloodlust #makes me smile #💘💞💗💖💘💝💕💖💗 #still reeling from how much love i was just shown

[kazooms]

Yuki 😍 Just dropping by to share some love ♡ hope you've been well! Please stay hydrated, get lots of rest, eat well! Stay happy and healthy and I hope you find many reasons to smile today! 💕

Tantan my beloved 🥺🥺 Sharing more love right back at you😭💕

I've been pretty good! I hope you've been just as well :(

Pls I lob you, I hope the rest of your day will be calm and relaxing for you 💖💖💖

#❄ answers #🌙 dbm.asks #🌙 dbm.moots #tana🍷 #<33 #dbm.txt

[misschifuyu]

that baji general hcs ? I ALMOST CRIED PLS i love him so much :') i just wanna say thank you thank you thank you . lots of love<3 your writing is amazing! have a great day and stay healthy!

- pls omg no I don’t need any of you crying cmere 😭 let me give u a big big hug babes..you’re so vv welcome bb btw and thank you ;; ♡ this means so much to me i,,let me give you a kiss rq

#;anon #asks #♡ #and !! I hope you’re staying healthy too my love #sending u loads of kisses #mwah

[heavens-moonlight]

I just found u n omg I'm in love w ur work ur so good at writing <33 also pls take care

Aww tysm anon! I appreciate it lots! You stay healthy and happy as well! ♡

#ask away ♡

[seungstarss]

AHHH YOU ARE TOO CUTE!!

I hope school gets better for you or I’ll fight your school🔪I missed you too I didn’t realise how long I like went away honestly no idea how long, schools also been a mess why so schools/colleges such a mess like wtf?

I’m glad it makes and made you happy😊

You really are amazing and very talented and I hope you always remember that honestly, you are also so nice one of the nicest people I’ve talked to here and yeah I don’t Tend to talk to people a lot on here only a few but that’s only because I feel comfortable to so thank you for making me feel comfortable💙

I hope I can continue to help make you feel happy!

I love you toooo💙

Oml bff I've missed you too! I hope school is not too stressful for you, ik it's so much :"( but always stay hydrated and sleep lots!

But aw you're too so sweet I'm crying 😭 I'm glad you feel comfortable and I really enjoy talking to you too! Your asks always brightened my day 🥰

Pls take care and stay healthy luv♡♡♡ ily

#pixielix03 asks ♡ #♡♡♡