#lord help me I'm not well

[bagelsenjoyer14]

#I’m convulsing #lord help me I'm not well #I had to edit this on google docs bechase my phone died #that’s how desperate I am #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #anthony janthony crowley #ineffable husbands #jim good omens #good omens season two #aziracrow #azirafell #anthony j crowley #go2 #good omens 2

[in-restless-walks]

Simon & Garfunkel - Think Too Much

#LORD HELP ME #what is going on here #I'm #They were fighting all through this tour but look at them #Paul just putting his head in Art's shoulder #almost in his armpit #And Art slapping himself when he made a mistake... #He did that once during the Old Friends tour as well #but I also remember a story when they were less happy about their mistakes and one accused the other of doing it on purpose #UGH WHY #in any case #why can't we have nice things and have ALL the footage #simon and garfunkel #paul simon #simon & garfunkel #s&g #art garfunkel #in restless dreams #think too much

[5-pp-man]

they really said "it's better to live life while imperfect and disgraceful than to die perfect and beautiful without ever really living at all."

#migi to dali #THIS FUCKING EPISODE MANNNNN #cried again. #i like how his expression isnt perfectly symmetrical as he says this. helps drive home the point even more #akiyama kun came in clutch again. i like how he literally only addressed migi though. like he did not even look at anyone else in the room. #AND THE GHOST OF MICCHAN SAVING THE BOYS. I COULD CRY. #one more episode. just one more. lord help me I'm gonna miss these little freaks. #ON GOD WE'RE GONNA GET THESE BOYS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND FAMILY SOME CHERRY PIE!!! #the thing I'm most curious abt is seeing the sonoyama's reactions to their son being two people. #well technically three and one is in jail now so. yikes. #tedpost #tedtalks

[somethingsomethingrenga]

I really wanted to draw them in Miya's school uniform :3 Also baby version, because middle schoolers are basically babies to me anyways

Poor Langa forgot he doesn't need his winter wear at his new school - but Reki saw they were both wearing green and decided they were besties!

#I can't draw children lord help me #lots of tags I'm sorry #I did my best to capture the gangliness of middle school in the first one #everyone going through puberty at their own weird pace #so reki's still a shortie but he's already getting leg hair #and langa's already in the middle of his growth spurt but very awkward about it #reki often gets in trouble for trying to wear sweatshirts with his uniform #well for not wearing the uniform properly in general 😂 #reki's big curls are the only thing keeping that hat on lol #langa def has a crush in both of these #but has no idea how to handle it #I grew up in a cold area so clip-on mittens are Childhood to me 😌 #renga #sk8 langa #sk8 reki #langa hasegawa #reki kyan #art

[front-facing-pokemon]

#linoone #but you wouldn't be able to tell without the tag. dear lord that nose #i love this one. not for the pokémon just for the front-facing image. LOOK at this dude. that Fucking Snout. you can BARELY see their EYES #it's wonderful. this is wonderful. this is amazing. i love this #i don't have a lot to say about linoone. i don't like it as much as zigzagoon but i kinda get what they were going for? zigzag to a line #but eeehhh. it's kinda just a ferret a little bit. what is it supposed to be actually? lemme check its like. dex category #it's the “rushing pokémon” that's not helpful at all. what's galarian linoone #oh it's the same. WELL ALRIGHT i guess. this dooms me to have nothing interesting to say here. check it out it's linoone!! #i wonder if this is anyone here's favorite pokémon. if any of you out there are a linoone reading this i'm sorry i don't have more to say #but rest assured i've had less insightful comments about some pokémon before so it's totally fine i think

[moxiebility]

random stuff aaaagh

#lord help me before i make an actual blog of this au... #plus i'm thinking of making remastered character refs with summaries of them as well #digital art #yttd #your turn to die #au #swap au #die my dear - yttd swap au #shunsuke hayasaka #gin ibushi #ranmaru kageyama #hinako mishuku #rio ranger

[igneouswyvern]

FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FANGS FSNGSANGDSCNGSDGHHFCBNJDDCBJKKCZDCVBBHHDDBKKFFVJ

#i literally didn't mean for this to happen it started as 'maybe if i start drawing canines mouth structure will get easier' #and well apparently canines are a very slippery slope to fangs #and well as it turns out i learned something new about myself and that's that apparently i think fangs are supremely sexy #and well i accidentally gave sorey fangs and it permanently changed my brain chemistry and i can't stop #lord help me i'm going insane #not even kidding drawing fangs is so fun too i'm going crazy about it now that i've done it im not sure i can draw teeth normally again #wyvern art tag #tales of #tales of zestiria #sorey #ask to tag

[gxlden-angels]

I hate hearing about the Quiverfull movement. I hate hearing about it politically. I hate hearing about it from people who don't know anything about it. I hate hearing about it from people who only know the Duggars. I hate hearing about it from people who grew up next to it, but not in it. I hate hearing about it from women stuck in it right now. I hate hearing about it from women who were stuck in it. I hate the Quiverfull movement and I hate hearing about it.

#It got mentioned in the latest episode of Some More News and I'm so fucking upset #not by the video but just the concept cause it's with pictures of the Duggars and Im like #idk #it makes me feel weirdly hopeless #Im getting top surgery probably sometime this year if the surgeons approve me in a couple weeks #and I plan on getting a hysterectomy at some point for my endometriosis #which I know isn't a cure but it'll help #I don't plan to have kids but my family follows the Quiverfull idea #they aren't in the movement itself but they definitely follow the idea of be fruitful and multiply #I talked with my grandmother recently about my birth control implant and she joked about how if they had those back in the day #she would've stopped at 3 kids #she had 6 and says she wanted 12 #at least #She stopped because another child would've killed her #and 6 children need 2 parents #but she joked about stopping at 3 then sighed and looked out distantly #and said well no I wouldn't have used it. I had to trust the lord with how many children I have #my nana is 81 years old but she is Alive and Kicking #I haven't seen her this tired since my grandfather was in the hospital #and I know she doesn't regret having her 6 kids #she loves her dozens of grands and great grands #but she's tired #and she was tired back then #I see it in my dad too. He was the oldest #He does what he needs to do then finds his little area to rest. He was parentified #he had to help raise the rest and escaped to college when he could #I'm an only child biologically. I have 6 stepsiblings. I helped take care of them at 11 years old #and the cycle continues #ex christian #religious trauma

[lyrikmumare]

"message for scorpios for what to expect for THIS SOLSTICE 😆😆" do you want to trigger my ocd so fucking badly i don't take any potential advice you're going to give me bc you're scaring me more. fucking hate future-telling astrology and divination and witchcraft pls just leave me the fuck alone

#clyde.txt #they always say the same thing too like MAKE SURE TO START GETTING A MOVE ON ALL THOSE MAJOR LIFE PLANS YOU'VE BEEN COOKING UP 😋😝 #LIKE I KNOOOOOW BUT YOU'RE PUTTING ME IN FREEZE MODE A BIT AGAINCAUSE YOU'RE SCARING ME‼‼ I HAVE OCD AND YOU'RE SCARING ME‼‼ NOT HELPING #astrology is fun insofar as guessing and assigning fictional character's signs but good lord this is just evil and not helpful to me at all #literally don't tell me what to do or make me feel like if i don't do anything i'll die and live an unhappy life forever and have bad #things happen to me BC THAT'S HOW YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL‼‼ YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I AM GOING TO HAVE TO KMS EVEN IF I DON'T WANT TO #IDK WANT TO HAVE TO FUCKING. LIKE MANIFEST OR CHEAT THE LIFE SYSTEM yes i'm well aware i'm responsible for my own success and happiness #and i do indeed plan to do something about that hopefully sooner rather than later but also like.... i already worry enough i'll never be #happy and will just have no option other than to kms like.... like? shut up. i eat good food and pet my cats and hang out and talk to my #friends i don't need to be on the fucking grindset. but fine i'll call the stupid healthcare provider tomorrow. MAYBE #if u want me to realize my potential than how about we stop having a world and society that isn't hell 🤔🤨 how abt i don't feel valid in #feeling scared to leave the house...? 🤨🤨🤨🤨 #the problem is i feel justified with the way i feel abt the world so strongly that idk what's gonna happen that's gonna prove me wrong #and then i can't cope with it either .... which is why i need Mental Help. or epic money

[eggsnatcheskneecaps]

Would it kill you to text me back

#trying to go to a uni fair with friends. #they said yes originally. but didn't sign up online as you should in advance #i need to know if they did so i know if i go alone or not it's fucking. tomorrow #after doing what feels like nagging for a while one finally texted me back saying she can't come because she needs to work on her thesis #THE OTHER ONE HASN'T TEXTED BACK EXCEPT TO SAY SHE DIDN'T SIGN UP YET #well that was idk 2 days ago so I'm still trying to get her to text back and tell me if she's coming or not #good lord help me #if i wouldn't know these girls/trusted our bond this would look like they are trying to avoid me or something #no. they are just being frustrating #omg #egg.txt #rant

[littlebluebarista]

that one line from Honest Hearts that's like 'There's nothing you can do. We don't use chems, but I learned long ago that I'm immune to their effects.' yeah that's the only thing keeping me from actually losing it right now

#guess who's ✨incurable✨ and it's just now ✨sinking in✨ #and there's no surgery or procedure or level of pain management that can really ✨fix it✨ #on top of that I learned I likely have a 1in3 to 1in2 chance of being ✨totally infertile✨ #so i get to go through what feels like labor every month for the next 25-30 years and never actually have a ✨family of my own✨ #i am not well this is a low-key cry for help #which will be screamed into the void until morning because the only real support anyone can give me is an I'm Sorry and I'm Praying For You #which isn't their fault #my only consolation right now is that I will hit menopause and/or die one day and then this will finally end #if you're body functions the way God intended it stop and say a prayer thanking the good Lord above that it does #because I didn't do that enough before this hit me and I wish I had #and while you're at it intercede on my behalf because it's all I have left at this point #help #please

[unproduciblesmackdown]

asia kate dillon as achilles in iphigenia crash land falls on the neon shell that was once her heart (a rave fable)

#so uh file that under #asia kate dillon #iphigenia crash land falls on the neon shell that was once her heart (a rave fable) #i could believe this is like achilles' introduction. ''whoa who's that twink'' the song; the scene #and it's kind of a degree removed like. the play having Recorded Elements so this is probably one of them #rather than say technically being a recording of a live performance during a live production. projected During productions probably yknow... #but. i am only guessing there lol this could in fact be like a rehearsal type recording As Would Be Performed Live #fun fact all these gifs are the same number of frames plus or minus like One due to error or smthing Maybe. save for gif 5 b/c good lord lol #like i have got to let this play out a little longer. restraint? not true to the airplane hanger achilles rave vibe probably #that being a shot of the second verse of the first chorus i.e. ''all the pretty girls why don't you kiss me'' like ooh goodness #like again if this is achilles' introductory scene & iphigenia is like Wowww Who's That....girl right??? #watching it at an extra lingering 0.75x speed for this gifset purposes like whew well i'm seduced. if ''pretty girls'' is totally figurative #but seeing as achilles is trans / nongendered / nonbinary or what have you out here like well hey. striking a pose. samesies #videos that let you appreciate being alive fully in the moment. true to the airplane *hangar achilles rave vibe #pretty girl dancing in the deluge help....

[eorzeashan]

had the sudden thought after ruminating on my Nightmare Pilgrim victory from last night, but...good lord, I bet Eight reeks of dead Force-user by now. He's killed so many of the most potent Dark-Siders that it's got to have stained his signature in the Force with an undeniable presence. It might even have changed him unknowingly.

Force-users don't fade quietly when you kill them. They tend to leave a mark even when you exorcise them fully in a way that others can feel-- hence why their kind avoids places where they know many of them have been destroyed. There's a warning. Places and things gain a scent of unnatural death. Mired in enough of their blood, these things may even gain a power of their own, as seen through countless artifacts and dead zones in the galaxy where numerous Force-users died.

Light-Siders have the benefit of being able to purge it from themselves with varying degrees of success. But someone like Eight with no skill in the Force, not an ounce of the power they have, being drenched head-to-toe in an entire lineage of the most prominent Force-users to once walk this side of the stars and then the added connections of Jadus and the Dread Masters...he must be unbearable to those who even look at him. Things like that have happened before. Sacrifice enough Jedi, and you gain the ability to live forever. Eat enough life essence, and you can remove yourself from a physical body entirely. Immerse yourself solely in fear, and you can control fear itself.

Kill an entire bloodline, and you gain the ability to destroy nothing but lineages.

What whispers would one hear from the steel of his blades? What stain cannot be wiped from his soul? What does this weapon look like, now that it has killed Eternity?

#swtor #oc: orradiz #kotfe/et au #me grabbing my head and realizing that dunking your sword in specific sith blood would make it the ultimate sith killer #i forgor force user blood had extreme corrosive properties and why would i forget #forget making an arcann killing gun. do you think part of being able to kill valk with no help #was because he killed his bloodline. #would a weapon immersed in the power and deaths of your wife and children not by association become capable of killing anything #with your blood #i'm not saying he accidentally made all his blades cursed but those things are cursed. #did you fucking make vampire killer sith lord version #this would explain jadus' non interference as well. ofc you would want a Hand capable of destroying bloodlines even if he was in distress #over committing such an act #every force user keeps a 500 foot distance from him now bc he smells of extreme death and eight is like ??? they don't like me anymore?? #this might be a stretch but. no it isn't i've seen so much shit that became haunted #specifically because of mass force user deaths #man. #yea yea most of this metaphor #BUT IN SHORT: i'm PRETTY sure he now has a 2-4x damage effect against those with strong bloodlines #eight: yeah...i hated doing that. why did you let lana use me btw aren't you jealous #jadus: it was all by my design #eight: #eight: you WHAT

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

hey tumblr--

i submitted my university honours program application

!!!!!!!!!!

#lord plz help there not be any typos 😅😅😅😅 #I am SO glad to be FINISHED with this thing though #my brain is TIRED i am mentally and emotionally EXHAUSTED #and I have yet another day of inventory bright and early tomorrow morning 🤪 #oh well. #at least this application is behind me!!! I desperately hope that I get into the program but regardless of the outcome #I am singing and rejoicing that it is all finished with!!! #I did my best. I submitted on time. now I'll wash my hands and not worry about it anymore. #also I may go eat a waffle before bed (and mayhaps I'll reward myself by going to get dinner at the new ramen place that opened recently #near the store I'll be inventorying at tomorrow 👀) #gurt says stuff #college stuff #personal #ok and now i'm getting a snack and going to bed bc I am for real so so tired

[ox1-lovesick]

researching xdinary heroes to write them better has gone horribly wrong i'm inlove with gaon

#𝐕𝐈𝐈𝐈. ── 🎬 ꜜ .˚ coming to you live! #THIS WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN #he's so. #I LOVE GUITARISTS #that one clip of him trying out guitars and just looking so happy OH LORD #HE PLAYS SO WELL TOO i'm in awe #my guitar sits in my cupboard and collects dust #hmm. making me want to write. #HE'S SO PRETTY TOO HELP ME #ODE LOOK AWAY

[links-studies]

I've been so busy these past few weeks; I can't even begin to describe the amount of stuff that's happened in my life. So have this quick screenshot of some drawings I did on an old homework from a week or two ago.

#link studies #study #studyblr #student #college student #physics #mechanics #advanced mechanics #physics student #advanced physics #mathematics #because lord knows there was a lot of it in this problem #BUT ALSO BTW. IF U WANT TO PAY ME MONEY TO TUTOR U #I'M JUST SAYING I'M OPEN #my college is looking at hiring me as a TA for some of the advanced physics courses (mechanics modern physics etc) #so I'M JUST SAYING #I am BROKE and would APPRECIATE IT #this applies if u're in highschool or whatever too btw. I've taken chemistry and I have a math degree as well as comp sci minor #so if you're like in high school and need tutoring... tell ur parents. I'm there. and broke. I'm broke and I'm there it's a win win for u #I could teach u chemistry and mathematics or physics and help you find a way to secure that bag despite these hoes trying to distract u #look me in the eyes and tell me u don't want to be tutored by ayaka profile while in high school. see im winning u over already