#literally how i develop crushes

[extravagav]

AND WE JUST DONT TALK ABOUT THIS?!?!?!!????

#THIS IS LITERALLY LITERAAALLLYYY THE BIGGEST FORM OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT SUGISHITA COULD HAVE #NOT ONLY IS HE DOING WHATS BEST FOR UMEMIYA BUT HES PUTTING HIS TRUST IN SAKURA TO HELP HIM #AND OH IM SO UNWELL #HIS BODY IS PHYSICALLY REACTING TO HIM MAKING THIS DECISION IM JUST #IM SO PROUD #and then sakura acknowledging all of this too i just love them sm #they really have one of the best dynamics 😭😭😭 #wind breaker #kyotaro sugishita #sakura haruka #wind breaker spoilers #wind breaker manga spoilers #ok nvm im still talking bc the second image literally gets me everytime i look at it #first off the way they drew sakura in that scene in the first place is just so beautiful thats the only word i can think for it rn 😭😭😭😭 #second seeing this scene from sugishitas perspective and then learning later that the reason he has this reaction was because he thought- #-sakura looked cool and hes never thought that about anyone before just really gives us so much more for their relationship #specially how sugishita acts towards him 😭😭 #add that onto what umemiya says to him (which i couldnt include in this post </3) about how hes never really shown emotion to anyone- #-till sakura showed up then it gives us an even BETTER understanding of why sugishita acts the way he does around sakura #my brain is so frazzled by the sun today and words are not coming to me easily so apologies if none of this makes any sense 😭😭😭 #ill revisit it another time anyway #also the way they describe all of this really makes it sound like he has a lil crush and its so sweet 😭😭😭😭😭😭

[riddlerosehearts]

every single day i think about the fact that vil risked his life, his youth and beauty and his incredible worldwide fame to dive into the underworld and save idia, which is the same thing that a certain disney hero did for his girlfriend...

and yet somehow, idia/vil remains a rarepair. so unfair smh.

#i'm not kidding i literally think about this parallel at least once a day #and i know vil turning old was partially a play on the evil queen's disguise and that he had his own reasons for doing this #but come ON just think of the potential?? #like imagine idia developing a crush on vil after this and wanting to thank him for saving his life #but being afraid to talk to him and unsure how to say it... #also just wanna point out: vil apologized for not being able to save ortho #which i don't think he'd have done if he didn't actually care about idia at all #anyway. hercules/meg is one of my favorite disney couples so yknow <3 #twisted wonderland #idia shroud #vil schoenheit #vildia #idiavil #vilidia #idia x vil #vil x idia

[mykingdomforasong]

At this point, nothing will get me to click out of a fic faster than bad characterization of Han Solo. You made him a deadbeat burnout alcoholic asshole? Groundbreaking. Congrats, you fell victim to his cool guy act and then made him worse!

And it's always made 10 times worse by the fact that in these fics, he's almost always still married to Leia? You think Leia Organa is marrying that guy??? You're gonna keep her married to that guy??? Be for real.

#i will never stop being baffled by how this fandom developed infinite sympathy for mini boss boba fett and 0 for actual hero han solo #and i like boba im not opposed to the boba sympathy just bffr #this happens so often in dinluke fics esp #where luke will have had a crush on han but now han has to look like the obviously bad choice to make din the better partner #but in those fics han is still literally married to luke's sister!! #like we don't need to make him the asshole here the marriage to his twin does enough to establish why they aren't together #read this one dinluke fic recently where han was luke's ex #and han was actually super self sacrificing and kind and din was kind of jealous and possessive #and in one authors note the author was like 'can you tell i hate han?' #girl ... not at ALL??? he seems like thew winning choice here idk #still read the whole thing (at least what exists so far) so I could project a skymandolo ending onto it #but thats my prerogative

[revancchist]

i’m. so confused

#not necessary to read i’m just sending words into the void bc these past few months have been so stressful and then my brain is like #do you know what we should do right now? we should develop a crush and spiral over NOTHINGGGG #normally i shake crushes off in a week’s time maybe a lil longer if we’re talking a lot #but Man.jpeg i’m down bad for a friend of mine and the weirdest thing is: it’s a girl #i’ve always had thoughts about gender and how i didn’t feel like a girl but more like girl lite but this is totally new to me #literally get nervous and can’t make eye contact with her for more than a second at a time. my stomach feels weird when she giggles #planning a hangout feels so high stakes bc i wanna make sure she has fun #we chat every day and make consistent plans and i’m literally rethinking everything i thought i ‘knew’ about my relationship preferences #i kinda wanna hold hands with her and see where this goes but i’m so scared of leading her on if it’s just my brain goin crazy #idk man #jo tag

[sysig]

For a request, would you please draw something with Shmee and Scriabin interacting? I always find the idea of their constant bickering and 'You're not my dad, don't tell me what to do' 'well apparently SOMEONE needs to' relationship funny and potentially cute, and i wish we got to see more of it. And it being a reminder that Scriabin can do stuff that humans can't typically (like talk to the other Voices) is always a fun bonus.

Day 22 - Hey!

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Scriabin #Shmee #What's he being obvious about? Hmmm I wonder lol #Dad friends can just tell when you have a crush don't try to hide it they'll start dad-joking at you #Or in this case pinging the specific thing he wants to be the opposite - Scriabin's not obvious! He's super dialed in! An enigma! Haha #More wings <3 It took a bit longer but it is fun to draw that nest haha I'm really gonna have to sit down with a proper study sometime #Actually getting to draw Shmee with proper expressions is a new one too! I don't draw him anthropomorphized(?) too often #Eyelid shines hehe ✨ #Speaking of expressions - that last panel! Lol #Gave him a muppet mouth hahaha ♪ #I had a very specific kind of expression in mind while doodling and I kept being like ''Whose face is that >:0 Who am I remembering'' #I went and did a couple Edgar studies and I was like ''No it's not him >:| Who is it!'' #Y'know who it was? Lol - it was Spamton in the Defrag comic where Pink is skirting insulting his diminutiveness lol #That mouth-across-the-face expression is literally so funny to me haha ♪ #Big annoy! How dare!! Haha ♫ #I always get so confused on the timeline with Scriabin's wings and yarn in his hair lol well it's fine #Early feelings developing! Shmee can tell just by looking at you Scriabin you're so subtle ♪ #And surely that reaction is very convincing haha

[goldentwst]

My god, a spin off of the masquerade event basically writes itself:

You got a character based off of Frollo, Rollo, the OG consumed-by-lust-freak, you got Malleus who couldn’t be happier that you’re tagging along to Noble Bell College, throw in the fact Rollo seems to acknowledge MC as an admirable person paired with his hate-crush on Malleus, who gets to spend time with you, add a bunch of jealousy on both ends, and it’s perfect.

That is to say, I’d feel better writing out the scenario once we have a grasp on why Rollo seems to hold Malleus with contempt(?), but you can bet that I am staring at this event with eyes wide open. 👀👀

#gold drabble #twst spoilers #twisted wonderland spoilers #n/sfw in the tags #the potential is THERE #I could literally work it one of two ways #Rollo develops a yearning crush on MC and is jealous towards Malleus #OR Rollie develops a crush on MC AND Malleus in which he’s mad that he has a crush on Malleus #but he can’t help it because malleus is so amazing even though Rollo’s got his own harbored reason for why he hates him #but then MC is so wonderful? and seems to be friends with malleus. how is that possible? #so Rollo just sits there #angrily stewing in his own thoughts consumed by lust #I would bet—against his own will—that he’ll daydream about getting double teamed by Malleus and MC while he pretends that he doesn’t want it #and it’s oh so sinful. No please don’t caress me with your hands and tear off my clothes and make me feel a world of pleasure #I’m a good little catholic boy #Rollo ^^^

[villainsidestep]

'stop updating us on ur random thoughts every night' no

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #sorry for 24/7 thinking abt fawn !!! (<- lying) anyway. #first thought is v3 post-robbery bringing cyrus to the hq to go see the rangers/chen and ric noticing fawn sporting some new injuries #(we default to a cut lip bc he is Touchy and I think that would explode their brain but any injury will do) #and he comments on how they didn't have those before and they're like oh haha uh yeah it. happens. u know how it is. #and also we like to think that he calls them bambi. smth that he has literally done since hero days. and they're immediately like 😳 #bc their brothers are RIGHT THERE.... one of whom u DATED ricardo !!! (they do not Say this tho they just think it v intensely) #and c/r are ofc sharing a link w them and are suddenly like um okay well. it Wasn't weird until u fucking reacted like that ??? #....... honestly what if they don't even reintroduce cyrus properly what if he just meets up w them at ranger hq and is suddenly There. #chen walking into the break room seeing r/f: god dammit. chen walking in and seeing that now there's also cyrus: God Dammit. #I just think. if they're siblings. they're Absolutely giving each other hell each time a crush gets realized considering their dating pool #they could be across the city from each other but the second u develop even a Partial crush the other two are Immediately Aware #and like okay yeah sure fawnric is funny bc ur brother's ex ?? Really ??? but hello ????? river/chen ???? CYRUS/DANNY ??????

[kerorowhump]

my boy best friend having trouble identifying/accepting envy?

actually makes so much sense for him

#keroro #because if you think back to the childhood relationship with dororo. i really do believe he was envious of all he had #i mean obviously the money disparity. but also just being allowed to have pekopon stuff #but it wasn't like. an acknowledged and processed feeling. just in the back #and with how he fucked up the friendship due to that (like. often a result of actions that stem from unprocessed envy... - #like literally taking his things) #IT HONESTLY DOESN'T SURPRISE ME THAT HE NEVER DEVELOPED A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP WITH IT? #i love that here he just needed an excuse to succumb to his crushing envy but still couldn't name it until tamama did #my boy best friend repressing negative and uncomfortable feelings is So real ! #i love that he phrases it as 'i should be happy for my friend'. he has such a messed up mental relationship with Friendship #like obviously yes you should be happy for your friend #but he feels guilty that he's feeling envious AF because that's not how friends are supposed to act. #he wants to have friends and be a good friend but fails at every step precisely because of his attempts #plus 556 and dororo were both childhood friends of keroro so to me the parallel comes to mind #ESPECIALLY AFTER THAT VERY PARTICULAR SHOT OF DORORO LOOKING AT THE TWO OF THEM FROM BEHIND THE DOOR #very loud

[szczylpierdolony]

the actually worst part of doing things alone is getting other people to not want to go with you

#bc it’s normal to ask someone to accompany you but telling someone you want to do sth alone tends to be viewed as rude #esp when the other person doesn’t get going places alone #but i looove doing that it’s sooooo fun #like i literally lied to someone today that i was going to the doctor even though i went to see a museum exhibit #bc i was worried she’d want to join me and i wanted to just sit there with headphones on and wander around #btw how do i get a relationship to die off naturally if the other person doesn’t seem to want it to end #like even the 2 hours we spent together today were a little exhausting and she’s been annoying me this entire past semester #nothing happened either ig i just don’t care as much abt this as her plus listening to her sometimes makes me want to go crazy #like yeah i’m sorry the guy you like told you he was busy and then went to see someone else #but also. this has been going on for so long he clearly doesn’t want to see you that much #but i don’t want to tell her that like it’s be kind of cruel but i just. find that such a strange situation #maybe it’s bc i’ve never had a crush on anyone or maybe bc i don’t care to pursue relationships when they aren’t just developing #on their own but like. girl how do you live like this #and listening to her complain that she doesn’t have classes this semester like ok?? then find some to go to??? #📓 #idk i don’t want to be an asshole but she’s so tiring

[bangcakes]

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#im literally so NDJDJDJJDJDJDNDN #idk how i didnt see this b4......... but like LOL why did i think things could only develop from seeing each other in person #like if we message.... its pretty much the same as like those brief interactions we were havin anyway b4/between/after class #also.... much more doable JJDMDDJD #god i feel so....... !!!!!! fool..... #idk i think i just need to worry about it less....... things will progress still ... ya NDJDJJDJDJDJDJD #idk this is the first time im experiencing this.... so im just ???? clueless #plus like i havent wanted to keep in touch with anyone since high school. so its like. trying to do that while also having like adult #responsibilities is hard djdjdjsjkdjdj #hhhh anyway #proud of myself for coming this far lmao. thought i was broken for awhile bc i like. didnt know that you were supposed to pursue crushes #i thought it was just a fun thing JDJDJJDDJD until one of my friends in 9th grade was like oh so are you gonna make a move ??? #and i was like lol wut #but now i understand. i really do. it only took 29 years LMAO GOD. #personal #wait i should clarify that my friend said that to me while we were in 9th grade JDJDJDJD the way i wrote it sounds weird

[grimmjowjaegerjaquez]

if i was someone with any kind of consistency i couldve been known for ach'm. my stupid sexy frog man. (who is also a cyborg)

#he literally had like no backstory when i made him #but i was also 12/13 when i made him #imagine the world where i didnt have adhd and couldve drawn him like. every year. consistently. #imagine the world where i didnt have adhd and i was actually able to properly develop him as a character #you know what fuck it maybe i should just make the story about him and his brother. what the fuck. #he could still join a scary fight club circus. i feel like thats still crucial. he could think he dies in it and wake up like WAH #(the secret lore of both ach'm AND me is that i originally made ach'm to participate in an OCT on dA) #(it was called tapestry of horror) #(and the funniest fucking thing ever happened: #another contestant took a shine to ach'm and thought his crush on her character was funny #and used him as a side character in her entries. #13 year old me was super fucking stoked about this #BUT WHAT ENDED UP HAPPENING WAS: even though she credited him to me in every single entry #people still didnt know that he was NOT her character?? #funniest shit ever. i dont blame her for that at all and we were friends for a time after the oct was over #tbf she gave him way more personality and nuance than i ever did (i mean i was 13 i didnt know how to do anything yet) #OCTs kinda. bring back some unpleasantness but the idea of them is still really fun to me. wistful days...

[tcs-selfship-paradise]

Imagine bringing a F/O back that you used to Selfship yourself with thinking, "Yeah, they're there, and they aren't going to rapidly become a hyperfixation." and THEN THEY DO JUST THAT.

#💀Skulls n' Guns🔫 #I have so much brainrot for him #literally I am CONSTANTLY thinking about little scenarios of my self-insert and him and it's making me go feral. #I have done a lot of things so far and most of it are very silly. Some is writing the rest are art. #I am even considering of making a little thing about how Kass and Jake met properly. #might post some of the stuff if you interested #he makes me so happy literally #Past me knew what they were doing. She was RIGHT about developing a silly crush on this man and then proceeded to draw stuff about it.

[itspileofgoodthings]

Something HYSTERICALLY funny to me about the literal opening lines of the album being Joe’s silence and calm and Taylor both resting in it but also about to midnight chatter/complain/vent/reminisce/sob for the next 44 minutes

#you can feel him as a place of rest for Taylor #all that not marrying nonsense. like again. Taylor can say what she needs to say as she wrestled with old wounds and crushing expectations #etc. #YOU need to marry her. period. full stop. #it will not be enough for her until/if you do #(I hope you have already and we don’t know but yeah.) #like. it’s literally your job Joseph #okay I’m going to stop talking about this specific aspect of it but yeah. #Taylor’s wounds. the weight of things. her fragile bitter heart #like. you as a calm and reserved British actor with self-possession etc. have literally one job #and it is NOT your acting job #anyway overall I love his presence on the album. somehow more revealing than ever #not his personality in itself but flashes of it I guess. and mostly what he means for Taylor #this anchor of stability that has unlocked (honestly) her potential to be her most insane self #in the BEST way #she doesn’t have to hold back #the OLDER Taylor gets the more I am astonished to find how much agonizing restraint there was in those early albums #of course not all of her vocabulary and darkness and wounds (or loves) were as developed now #but there is this sense that she was keeping herself in such check #in order to be likeable #the fascinating power was still there but the range of her sheer personaltiy #the bitterness the rancor the need for peace even the softness #their deep twisted complicated roots were mostly hidden and disguised #and time reveals them #(though also the funny thing about a taylor album is that it wears sweeter with time) #until I can almost hear no bitterness #but at first that’s ALL I hear

[camscendants]

That Jaiden Animations video about her being aroace really messes with me cause it’s way too relatable so it just adds another layer of confusion to me

#I’m not doing a read through of this so any weirdly written stuff just bear through it #like women ❤️ #and maybe guys? #but idk if I have definitely had a legit crush #like her explanation of actively looking for a crush #I’ve never organically just developed a crush and I’m second guessing if I’ve actually ever had a legit one #I’ve debunked the ones from elementary one I just said I did cause I knew he had a crush on me the other I have 0 memory of any feelings so #idk then I debunked a few from middle school there Might be one viable one #maybe #but any ‘crushes’ I’ve had I’ve actively searched out #like this girl at work idk if the nervousness I feel around her is a crush or just my social anxiety #and people say fiction doesn’t count towards your sexuality #and idk how I feel about being all touch feely with people #guys are confusing too cause sometimes it’s like yknow maybe but if girls are discounted too then it’s a no #idk #but yeah her whole ‘went to school searched for a crush couldn’t find one damn unlucky’ is literally what I’ve done for YEARS #I think I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m either bi or aroace #she did say 0= 0 but I don’t know which 0 I am #I think I need to like. actually experience things for my self for real to know though #but nobody likes me I’m weird so guess I’ll just sit here and crush on fictional women #aro ace #asexual #aromantic #jaiden animations #aroace #ace #lgbtqia

[callixton]

just remembered when c**** noticed i had new nail polish and flipped my hand around to see it better. want to scream into a pillow n kick my feet or whtevr

#SORRY i LIKE HIM #this is so stupid it’s literally been months #we haven’t even talked since i got home #he’s just…… very nice. and i care abt what he thinks of me very very much #anyway this was brought on by me thinking abt a different theater boy. and going yeah i don’t think i’m in danger of having a crush on him #i think if i was it would’ve already happened #and then thinking abt how things developed with . [] and going hmmm best be careful yeah #insane how boy crazy i am 24/7 and none of my friends at college know #i have like. 2-3 real life friends who know total i think #ted talks

[boxofbadaddiction]

IT'S 2022 YOU DUMB MOTHERFUCKER JUST ASK FOR THEIR NUMBER!!

#I'm going literally insane #how dare I - at the ancient age of 22 #develop a crush on a real life person. a human I've met??????