#lingeringfeelings

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine]

Joys in life for me were rare, and your promises were just fairy tales. Time passes in vain because the pain does not go away, But the heart does not want to accept reality..

#heartbreak #grief #loss #denial #bargaining #acceptance #movingon #lettinggo #unhappy #emotionalpain #lovesickness #loneliness #betrayal #brokenpromises #falsehope #bittersweet #lingeringfeelings #holdingon #stubbornheart #wistful #regret #rumination

[0ver1ord]

Linger

Tonight I realized confessing to her 8 years ago was still the scariest thing I have ever done, that thought just makes me want to laugh. To bad it didn't turn out the way I had hoped. At least it reassures me that the feelings I had/have are real and not just some spur of the moment thing. Not a sociopath.

Bummer part is I don't think are going to go away. I really need to go to the gym and build some self confidence

#personal #lingeringFeelings

[the-darklings]

Hi I'm curious about the interaction between camorra!V in the reversal au and Winston . How is it going to be like? And also between V and Giovanni even though it was cold and distant was he going to put G as his heir? and what would happen if John actually do it and fulfill the task? is he going to come after her or not?

Hey! Okay so.

V and Winston won’t be as close as they are in COA!canon but they likely won’t dislike each other as much as Santino/Winston do in movie!canon, either. Their personalities are pretty much the same in reversal!au, so I think V would be respectful towards Winston but also won’t fear him. She’s not alone. She is an heiress to an empire and that power has forged her character as you can tell—she carries herself with confidence and is downright ruthless. She is lowkey how I imagine V would have turned out had Winston just adopted V in COA!canon and mentored her fully. Since Camorra has been trying to expand in New York, I do think the two would have close relations and I see them as pleasant enough. With the potential to grow as long as they don’t clash in direct conflict.

V/Giovanni though—now that’s an interesting one. I actually always imagined V as being Giovanni’s favourite because she took so much after him and G after their mother (kinda direct opposite of how in COA!canon Santino took after his mother more and G after Giovanni). However, the whole incident with John (her getting involved with the Russian’s boogeyman) and her wanting to be with him, and basically telling Giovanni to go screw himself brought her down from his graces. V wanted John with her and was ready for a blood feud with the Russians to get him loose from his service to Tarasov. Giovanni shut it down so quickly that it was brutal. Eventually, they were forced to move on but when John came to her asking for help to get out she helped but demanded a Marker because well…she knew Santino at that point and was jealous herself. 

Okay so in this canon, John came through on his word because #lingeringfeelings and with the Four, and basically the rest of the guard being in V’s and G’s service, they got rid of Giovanni pretty easily. V never had any intention of screwing John over after as long as he followed through with his oath which he did. The battle after that would be more so against the High Table and people trying to use the power struggle at Camorra to overthrow them etc etc. Basically, one way or another, John would kinda be back but more willingly because he’s doing it to protect those he cares about (V/Santino). Cue lots of baddasery, angst and lingering feelings because :)      

#that au slaps ngl #giovanni was a major dickhead so V after the whole John incident was like...........im gonna murder my father :D #asks #anon

[earthetheblogger-blog]

A cinderella alike <3

Blog #1=A Cinderella Alike(lingering feelings)

yung feeling na si (dati) crush na nakalimutan mo na ay biglang pupulutin ang sapatos mo’ng nahubad sa mismong harap niya,titigil sa pakikipag-usap  tapos isusuot sayo?yung biglang nagflahback sayo lahat ng effect niya nung crush mo pa siya,yung biglang may lingering feelings pa pala para sa kanya

-earthetheblogger

#lingeringfeelings

[achelei]

Sugpo.

Feeling ko.. kaya ko lang gusto lumipat sa condo ehh para gumawa ng kalokohan. Sadyang may kung anong magnetic force ang mundo para hilain ako pabalik sa kung anong habol ko dati. Ang gulo. Ayoko ng ganito. Tss.

#k #lingeringfeelings #i'mannoying #again

[foreverbitingx]

linger.

Why did you come back? I was doing so well and you had to come back all concerned and inviting. Telling me you've missed me.. Well clearly not enough to contact me.

It's not okay that you can just walk back in whenever you want and act like everything is fine. Maybe you feel fine but I don't. I did feel good, I thought I'd moved on but here I am, still thinking about you nearly 2hrs later. My best friend said I'm a mess.

You say you wanna see me but for what reason? You've always made this big point of how you NEVER chase so why are you being so insistent? I want to believe that you've come with good intentions but after last time I'm not so sure.

I miss our friendship. I miss our long chats about everything and nothing. We were tight. We had a good thing until I caught feelings.

I have to protect myself. 

I have to let you go. 

It's the only way I'll move on.

You need to let me go.

#love #unrequited #lingeringfeelings #hurt #moveon #passion #heart

[blogaboutjaneausten]

Anne's inner self is in constant and direct conflict with surface appearances, and she cannot stifle her deeper feelings in the cause of maintaining conversational smoothness. Unable to accommodate her past relationship to Wentworth or express her present feelings for him, she excludes herself in deliberate abnegation from the conversation. Indeed, she becomes almost a ghostly figure, present and yet absent, spoken of in her own hearing in the third person: "She has quite given up dancing," say say the Miss Musgroves, "She had rather play. She is never tired of playing."

Bree, Linda. Belongoing to the Conversation in Persuasion. Ed. Patricia Meyer Spacks. New York: W. W. Norton & Company, Inc., 2013. Print. 294.

I felt that this passage was relevant because it perfectly illustrates the strange dynamic that is so important to the miscommunication between Anne and Captain Wentworth. There is an air of awkward uncertainty between the two and this further clouds the space between the two characters, making them blunder through something as simple as small talk. This does indeed causes Anne to become a distant character and I noticed this absence, but wasn't quite able to put it to words until I read this essay

#AnneAndCaptainWentworth #Communication #lackofCommunication #Awkward #lingeringfeelings #resentmentorlove #Absence #ghostly #JaneAusten #Persuasion

[3nang]

There are some feelings that refuse to go away. They're little distractions whispering in your ear. Some things just get under your skin. Try as you might...you can't ignore your instincts.

Grey's Anatomy Season 9, Episode 19 

#greysanatomy #greys #lingeringfeelings #whatif

[theexittoyourescape]

Today is honestly just not my day.

#lingeringfeelings

[dafreeeagle]

New Poem, "For You", available now, click on the link below to read... I’ve thought myself a painter,  painting all your beautiful features and essence on a canvas I’ve also thought myself a photographer, 

#adorablepoems #blackwomen #Confessions #DateNightPoems #eternallove #fallinlove #fierylove #foryou #foryourkind #Friends #Hometoyourheart #IAdoreYou #inlove #IStillLoveYou #Lettertolove #lingeringfeelings #loml #love #Loveeternal #loveofmylife #lust #OverTime #Poemsaboutwomen #poeticlove #Poetry #PoetryandI #romance #RomanticPoems #Rouge #sensualpoems

[dafreeeagle]

Just Another Scum If all men are scum, how the hell did we get here? You questioning my motive, even when my intentions are clear…

#Confessions #fallinlove #inlove #IStillLoveYou #lingeringfeelings #love #Poemsaboutwomen #poeticlove #Poetry #romance #RomanticPoems #shemademewriteit #Exes #Guarded #JustAnotherScum #Literature #MenAreScum #Perfection #PoemLovers #Poems #Poemsaboutbreakups #Poemsaboutheartbreaks #Poemsaboutlove #Poet #Regrets #Relationships #searching #Thoughts

[achelei]

Dreamstate.

My lingering feelings gets worse everytime. And this time, it hit me really hard. I’ve dreamt of you. This is the fourth time since I met you two years ago. I can’t seem to understand where am I or why am I there, but seeing you in a crowded place makes me feel that somehow I might be where I should be. The scenes were all about how I feel for you, but this time, with pure sincerity. Looking straight into your eyes. Staying right beside you. Listening to every word you say. Holding your hand tightly. Gentle kisses and intimacy. For once, I knew you’re someone I can never lose grip of. But that ain’t real. It’s just a fraction of my mind’s subconscious. 

I woke up feeling a heartache. What’s worse than having a nightmare is remembering every single detail of a dream you wish you never had. Like a real memory replaying on my mind. Seeing how I acted in that dream state, I knew I can never let go of what I feel. I just hope that someday, it will just disappear. Forever.

#k #whenwillthisend? #lingeringfeelings

[achelei]

Away.

I’ll make sure that when you get back, I’m already cured. G'night Sir.

#k #oneweekrecovery #lingeringfeelings

[achelei]

Kaba.

Nang nagsimulang dumaan yung bus sa skyway, nagdadalawang-isip na kong itext ka. Kaso bigla kong naalala na wala na pala lahat at hindi pala dapat. Ayos. Nalalabanan ang sariling intensyon. Pero ramdam na ramdam ko yung takot ko habang nasa skyway. Nakakaluha na ewan. Samahan mo pa ng hilo at sikmurang nangingilab. Balang araw, ikakamatay ko talaga ‘tong pagpunta sa South. Olats. Ang sama sa pakiramdam.

#LingeringFeelings #AllergySaSouth #SakitSaBangs