#lil vent post

[tleeaves]

Plagued by horrible feelings that don't go away, only fester. (I feel like everyone who knows me hates me or even mildly dislikes me, and I have literally no evidence whatsoever, everything is always circumstantial and my brain jumps to mean conclusions.)

Sometimes you grow up with this feeling like something is wrong with you and you step back and wonder if it was just the Catholic church environment and undiagnosed neurodivergence or if maybe you are a little bit fucked up and you can no longer hide it.

#lil vent post #imposter syndrome in a different font? #depression? #self-loathing? #grief and hurt manifesting in strange new ways? #trauma? #just complicated emotions rising to the surface because I'm super stressed about exams and wish I never knew anyone ever? #social anxiety?? #idk man your guess is as good as mine #I can't figure out how to fix this

[cadavercatt]

seeing so many alterhumans who dont like beings that do quads or wear gear and calling them tiktok therians and stuff makes me so sad like im sorry it makes me happy i know some beings cant do quads and i know some beings dont like gear but i do and it makes me happy and i dont know why its such a bad thing :(

#lil vent post #therian #cat therian #wolf therian #bird therian #bug therian #alterhuman #quadrobics #quadrobist

[murderspice]

aaa games: we have some of the most CUTTING EDGE character customization options for you!! you can't make them fat tho, only cause we'd have to design more clothing models and adjust the animation for them and we just don't have the resources for that haha you understand right. that's totally the only reason we don't let you do that. anyways which of these 6 cocks would you like your character to have

#im noticing a pattern sfdjkfsdjkl #this isn't about just one game in particular but i did just start bg3 so that one's fresh in my mind #cyberpunk2077 also did it #please don't start a debate on this silly vent post im begging you im just a lil guy #fatphobia #aaa games #aaa game industry #getting to choose the genitals is all well and good but like. priorities maybe? #anyway this has been my ted talk. back to playing abs mcgee we go

[stinkystankystunky]

Every week I teach a 3rd grade class about socioemotional learning.

And there’s this one kid who for like 2 months now has been making up lore about me and my job.

Once I brought Starbucks. Already a bad move with kids, I know. Plus I was a dumbass and didn’t switch the cup. All the “feelings” art they drew that day were Starbucks. With “Well I feel like I want Starbucks! >:(” as the rationale.

But this kid was talking to his neighbor about whether it was fair for me to have Starbucks. (Another note, they absolutely think I’m 16. I’m 25).

And he said “well I want Starbucks, but I feel bad for her so it’s okay. Her boss forces her to smile all the time. It must hurt her face.”

Also apparently it’s super impressive that I drive a car. At 25.

#into the void #lil vent post #Never knew I looked young until kids and PARENTS comment on it all the time #Like fuck man I'm your kid's therapist I don't want you to think I'm like.... whatever age so young and very youthful is code for #And then I'm like ahaha I'm... I'm a third year in a doctoral program... I fuckin swear I'm qualified... aha #and not a baby #And I feel like some pretentious assfuck

[mushtoons]

drawing transfem leo a little more femme than she would be is so refreshing to us 🙏 like girl has spent her whole life in shit water, she can indulge in feminine stuff as a treat being a woman isnt a bad thing and liking 'girly' stuff isnt bad, letting herself do cliché woman stuff just to feel the gender euphoria of it being labeled 'woman stuff' to boost self esteem is everything to us

yes she can still be mega loser supreme, but also take pride in her gender, its not mutually exclusive

#is this in reference to a mean ask we got in our inbox? yes #is it also to posts we've seen? maybe... #but people act like wanting to be a woman is bad ): #girls can be femme as much as they can be butch or masculine #its not a bad thing! #sorry lil vent #we just feel strongly about this djdjdjd #wood wide web #bad vibes hours #transfem leo

[chrollohearttags]

one conversation in particular that annoys me is when black women try to have an honest discussion about how they felt undesired, unprotected, and mistreated by the men of our own race and it’s followed by: “y’all need to just go outside. Black men like black women still.” which is funny because I can promise you my (and every other black girl’s) very first experience with colorism and self hating men was not with some random nigga on Twitter or a boy on TikTok bashing us for views.

it was in my fourth grade class when my only other black classmate was mixed and his white mom told him girls like me weren’t cute. That I was too ‘black’ and ‘nappy headed’ despite her husband being my same shade.

it was in my middle school years when the same three boys tormented me constantly, from making fun of the skin tags on my face to my skin tone (even though one was darker than me) even sitting behind me and calling me ugly every chance they got while uplifting lighter skin and non-blk girls. Running to tap on my shoulder to yell ‘he likes you’ only to run away laughing as some sort of insult.

it was in my sophomore year and I moved to a predominantly yt high school, where the handful of blk boys didn’t even look in my direction and when they did, it was only to help get the attention of my nb friends. Or when a guy tried to attack me and my whole group of friends one more and I was the only one not protected because I was ‘strong enough to fight for myself.’ While they jumped to the aid of the white girls. and when the non-blk boys paid me attention, it was only to fetishize or tell me how I was ‘pretty for a black girl’ and that they’d ‘date me if their parents would approve but knew they wouldn’t.’

it was even older men would hit on me and when I’d turn them down, I’d be told I should be ‘lucky somebody likes my black ass.’

I had to learn from a very young age that this world does not view nor respect us and I didn’t do so from behind a screen. We’re just in an age where we have a platform to collectively voice our opinions and share our experiences in hopes to not only help others but heal and speak about it. So rather than gaslighting and trying to quiet us under the premise that we’re ‘too sensitive’ or ‘chronically online’ try this nice little thing call shutting the fuck up and listening to us. It’s a lot of guys I went to school with who are or have already become fathers and they’re gonna have black children (mixed race or not). Raising sons to think that type of treatment of girls is okay and a daughter who’s going to go through that thinking it’s just a part of growing up. We don’t talk about these things because we want half-assed sorry apologies or to even bash black men. We do it because we want the cycle to stop because no little black girl should feel less than her worth, especially at the hands of the ones who should be looking out for us.

#cherry chats 🍒 #just a lil thought #sorry to start my Sunday off with a rant but hey #tw vent #colorism #black girl blogger #this has been on my mind for a few days #Twitter would get so offended by this so I’ll post here with the girlies

[ruby-hux]

im gonna post only these two next week but im gonna be back to my alien bullshit after that

just letting u know also cut my hair + diyed them im informing everyone i know bout that :) i love my new hair (its brown and blonde, same as my pfp)

#shitpost #i like it but im not sure others will too #like its not serious i just think im funny #hehe hehe #can u see im in the good mood rn?? iwas supposed to post vent art today #but i feel too funny :°) #in my clown era again #should i tag it? #just a lil #hazbin hotel #alastor #vox #awawawawa #their ship has too many names

[sttoru]

idk who needs to hear this but write what the fuck u want man 😭😭 drabbles & long fics about whatevaaaaa. jus do what YOU want, not because you feel obligated to

#𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆. #not targeted at all just an observation i made over the few months on here on tumblr #the x reader tags are full w the same generic content and same tropes #and some of the writers who make such posts do say that they do that bcs it gets the most notes #especially the same smut ideas #…what do yall readers like sm about that anyway? reading the same thing over and over has to be exhausting HELP no shade #I WANNA KISS U ALL ON THE FOREHEAD MANNN #WRITE WHATEVER UR HEART DESIRES #ur blog = ur posts #ik it’s how tumblr works; u wanna get notes to gain traction & stuff #but if u only do that over and over and only write bcs u feel like u ‘MUST’ to write a certain smut trope #its gonna get tiring one day i promise #also one of the reasons why i left my previous account #phewwwww #AAAAND im not saying to not write those lil drabbles or whatever #I DO THAT TOOOOO #but my point is : do not limit yoursef to them!!!!!!! #vent cw #cw vent

[radios-arcade]

And the breath reentered his lungs And his eyes once again saw sky roots like thread sewed broken skin back together Techno's heart began to beat (what if the totem was more organic and didn't actually repair with gold)

(Below without paint shading)

#technoblade #radios doodle arcade #this was honestly very cathartic to draw #lil bit of a vent #especially since when the news passed i didn't exactly post something i was proud of #it kind of feels like the goodbye i wanted to give him #also my friend let me brainrot this idea in their dms hi missy ily

[small-giggle]

silly little vent post

tw: venting, homophobia

so my parents are really strict. im not allowed to eat when i want. i cant close any doors EVER including when showering. i told them my chosen name, and they purposely use my legal name. they outed my irl friend when i accidentally told them my friends chosen name and pronouns. ik not allowed to have any friends over or do anything with friends unless my perents know their legal names. i have a "weekly fun limit".

theres a lot more than that but for now im gonna go question everything have a great day lovelies <3

#tw #vent post #angel's lil silly posts

[lesbianwithchainsaws]

Can someone please share something cool or tell me something nice? The horrors are getting a bit too horrifying

#wont turn this into a full on vent post but basically i keep overthinking everything and feeling terrible about it #today especially it's going bad #would love a nice lil distraction

[fuckyeah-bears]

whhhhyyyyyyyyy is everything sooooo motherfucking expensive????? don’t they know I can’t afford all this shit???

#paid rent yesterday #had to take my dog to the vet and buy her more food and go to the grocery store and buy gas today #and had to pay utilities last week #I am physically pained #Can’t wait til I can actually get paid for my work #Cause not gonna lie #Mandatory unpaid student internships are a real fucking bitch #2 more months til graduation #And then my field placement will hire me and actually pay me for my work #But that’s 2 more months of OWWWW #don’t mind me I’m just whining #About capitalism #and how bullshit insane unpaid internships are #la dee da I have no money and I hate it #Pls ignore my vent post lmao #I’m done whining like a lil bitch now

[ineffablefool]

gahhhh the last few weeks I have been starving for fics or art where Aziraphale is clearly, legitimately fat (with adoring attention paid to his physical features which are associated with said fatness) and also clearly, legitimately loved ("desired" would be okay but oh give me cherished, give me treasured and held dear and, again, adored)

and I know that this is one of those things where I should just be the change I want to see in the world, but the last few weeks I have also been [flops face-first onto bed and doesn't move for 45 minutes], so clearly that is not happening

#ineffablefool original post #i am just a lonely lil dude who is fat and who has not had that sort of love since 2006 #and has to live vicariously through fictional characters who definitely did not sign up to be my emotional support blorbos #don't mind me #(covid needs to be over already so I can go back to having an incredibly small chance of being smooched someday rather than absolutely zero) #not good omens #i guess? related but not quite there #vent post #i also guess #with the tags and all #anyway this is where my brain has been for a while in case anyone was wondering

[cd-spoida]

I really like the windup music men, they're just funky lil spider critters in the vents and I love them dearly so have some doodles of the mini man himself

Along his three other siblings that I gave em and lil bit of info bout em cuz I have no self control-I made 45 other wind-up music men- and cant stop wont stop. Ruin just gave me an excuse to make more of em- the music army will grow

#fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf djmm #fnaf sun #sundrop #mini music man #fnaf moon #djmm #fnaf oc #myscribbles #slowly but surely i will share every single one of those music men ive made #so far ive got three down- just 41 left to go #they all live in the vents and tunnels and are everywhere #in the meantime tho i probably gonna post a lil mini comic i made for da daycare bros in my lil au next so stay tune for that mayhaps #and if you couldnt guess MewMew doesnt particularly like the sunny boi #too bad sun is quite the opposite and is determined to befriend the lil man

[stinkystankystunky]

I love my dad but sometimes he has the most off-the-wall responses to people coming out.

Like one day he tells me “oh yeah. I grew in a really rural Catholic part of Quebec in the 80′s. Super conservative.”

And I’m like, okay.

“So my best friend came out as gay to me, and he was acting really hush-hush and secretive. Don’t know why.”

I’m pretty sure I do. You literally just spelled it out.

“Well, we were friends, so I didn’t get why he was being hush-hush with ME.”

Okay well what did you do in response?

“I told him I DIDN’T CARE.”

......You JUST told him that?

“Yeah. I’m not gonna tell people his business, but I don’t give a shit if he’s gay.”

Seriously, imagine coming out to your teenage male best friend in the early 80′s and he just fucking SCOFFS and says “yeah okay, AND?”

Honestly, he had the same reaction to me coming out-- as in NO reaction. Just “Uh huh, good for you, I love you-- now about my model plane hobby...”

#lil vent post

[jatcv]

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….

I don’t know what to say

#jatcv #post #oc #stella #Agnor #CJ #Beatrice #Jackhira #crystal #septic oc #vent post #s*** post #rude anons #lil miss hedgehog