#like. screw you too i guess.

[unpretty]

Oh, so are you affiliated with the site? Cause I was looking at the other pack deals and they mention you in them.

nah it just remembers that you clicked my affiliate link so even if you end up clicking around to something i didn't link to, i get credit for steering you to the site. it wears off after a while, or if you just go straight to the site in an incognito window you'll see my affiliate stuff is gone

i mean i'm affiliated in that i can make special links to get a kickback, but anyone can sign up to do that if they want to (everyone should, free advertising is for suckers)

#original #it's like amazon that way #all you have to do is sign up and you too can get a special promo code for audible #ftr amazon affiliate links make absolutely fuck all unless you're doing one of their special bounty programs which always include audible #one time i tried to sign up as an affiliate for... i no longer remember what #but to become an affiliate and make affiliate links you had to submit a fucking resume and proof that you were a big influencer #like. screw you too i guess. #i'm not writing you an essay on why i deserve to be a shill what's wrong with you

[astrolionking]

Shoutout to Grandma Rosiepuff for gambling while her eldest grandson’s mental health was slowly declining bc he suddenly had to raise four little brothers on his own and that affected his brothers’ mental health.

#‘why do you think I left? four brothers is a LOT of responsibility’ #LIKE ROSIEPUFF WHERE WERE YOU THE WHOLE TIME #And how Floyd is like ‘take care of grandma’ but it wasn’t THAT genuine he just said it to give Branch a special task #I won’t deny she was a good grandma to Branch but to JD?? grandmas usually don’t favor the eldest grandchild… just saying… #then the fucking AUDACITY of JD’s brothers to ignore JD’s issues and accuse him of wanting control again #And then there’s JD wanting hugs and being ignored #like wtf why is this movie abusing JD #screw the siblings that had to grow up too fast I guess #Justice For John Dory #dreamworks trolls #trolls band together #trolls 3 #trolls john dory #grandma rosiepuff

[egophiliac]

CHAPTER 7 DIASOMNIA IS COMING LATE DECEMBER AND EARLY JANUARY ON THE JP SERVER SAW THE NEWS AND THOUGHT OF YOU GOOD LUCK MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH ALL THE DIA CONTENT

the schedule says mid-December OH GOD THAT'S EVEN CLOSER

it's coming

#gif warning #flashing gif #flashing images #image jitter #probably overkill but let's be safe #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #happy hondadays to us! #please take this opportunity to set up your blocklist as desired (i will try to tag everything as spoilers/episode 7 spoilers specifically) #(gestures to tags on this post) #unless you really really like seeing me flip my gourd over anime characters i guess #speaking of which #start the popcorn poppin' because it's malleus' turn for his brain to fall right out of his head #he's about to screw everything up and i cannot WAIT #damnit i am not prepared for diasomnia pickups #i knew this would happen when i went all in and wasted all my keys trying to pull masquerade malleus #(with no luck) #so OF COURSE they go and dangle sebek right in front of me #and he's getting a new year's card too?! you can't do this to me twst #i shall have to enjoy my stupid crocodile son from afar #b-but my fancy pngs...

[karlyboyyy]

Celebrating the birthday boy 💝

Kurusu Kazuki | May 16

#y’all I’m like really really happy with how this turned out #I wanted to draw them being intimate and playful #like just genuinely happy to be holding each other #I hope it comes across that way 🥹 #fun fact: kazuki’s undies are pink because the first time Rei tried to do the laundry himself… well you can guess what happened #Rei was mildly depressed that he’d screwed up so Kazuki felt like he couldn’t get too mad #anyway he didn’t have the heart to throw out the pink undies… and secretly they’re now his favorite pair #kazurei #kazurei fanart #buddy daddies #buddy daddies fanart #kurusu kazuki #suwa rei #still hate drawing kazuki’s hair btw #karlyboy art #< new art tag!

[kirbyddd]

ok that was a new one

#trying to fall asleep half falling asleep and then instantly waking up in a cosmically dissociative state #that was not ok. it can't start happening to me without an adverse reaction to treatment ... #i can't remember when the other time in my life i experience a similar thing was.... #one part of the brain fully awake but an entire other part still asleep and the rest conscious without it (NOT supposed to happen) #hellish stuff maan not ok not ok #i looked at my hands and recognized and understood them... but also recognized and understood the arbitrariness of their shape and number #and of the form of my mind and perception and place in time and errything. #cmon man you're only supposed to do that to people on random drugs not overstressed ppeople tryin to frickin sleep 😭 #fuckin worst anxiety attack in a long LONG while fuckin hell. #i had to walk and wait for the rest of my brain to wake up and start perceiving so i could fuckin have the rest of my human context back #like where do you even hide man when the rest of your mind isn't there to run back to. it's like being stripped under the eye of sauron #the zones of my brain are too frickin detached and desynchronized i need to be neurologically sewn back together #i experienced temporary (~hourlong in ebbs and waves) broca's aphasia at treatment the other week. wild. and not ok #im gonna try tms again i think. it wasn't a silver bullet for me but it did help repair my cognition and memory and coherency for a bit... #til i lost it again at least #i miss josette. i played her game when rising on the brief crest of tms before my exhaustion started outweighing the few improvements #I'll revisit josette and sedona blue if i do that treatment again. J1 is too much of a slog to replay but J2 is a timeless precious gem #tms is so painful though it shocks my neuralgia #but im desperate i guess #ahahaahhh i need helppp. i ain bin this screwed since 2020 i think

[trashbaget]

tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, i’ll go first: today i said “get out of my way” forgot to say “i’m kidding” then immediately said “bye”

#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with #but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this #i can’t just. talk to the guy #if i say hey and he says sup i say ‘sup indeed’ like what the fuck is that #i can barely even say hello to him #don’t get me wrong i’ve DONE it but most days i’m like #ah fuck there he is #okay you can do it just say hi #just say what’s up #and then he’s already gone #also. like. the setting we’re in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. it’s work he’s my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin #ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. he’s kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for 🧍 #but like. ​i dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction #or like. an actual conversation. #which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesn’t talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or #i’ll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what) #anyway so um. i guess i’m just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i don’t screw it up 🥴 #i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at #least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.) #anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but that’s partly my fault #too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair #but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side #where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20 #mins before when i’d flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time i’d processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone 🤡 #but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number #who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21 #his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him 🤦 #cheers to being fools universe

[wxywardsun]

Wildest thing supernatural ever pulled was the “two prophets can’t exist on earth at once” thing cause it results in a malformed prophet and..something something balance of the universe..something like that..I can’t remember. Like..what do you mean we can’t just have a cool prophet duo? We just deserved more prophets in general! They were so interesting and had layers to them,their whole entire concept was so cool to see and yet we saw so little of them in a sense. I just wish they were utilized a biiit more.

#y’all know what I mean..? do y’all see the vision? #dude when Kevin was introduced I was like ‘oooh what’s happening here?’ ‘OOOOH NO WAYYYYYYY. prophets?!’ #you know what else we needed? a female prophet. #fun fact my supernatural oc was originally a prophet! #I scrapped that concept because of the rule that only one prophet can be active at a time came into play #stupid ruuule…. #a prophet and another prophet coming together as a team?! you know how fast they could’ve gotten done with translating?? #or a prophet gets activated too early and ends up meeting Kevin and Kevin eventually teaches them that it ain’t all so bad #that just because they got activated early doesn’t make them broken in any way. that it was just their time to step into the game #(million dollar concept. I might use that actually…) #we just deserved more prophets! give me more prophets! #screw that damn rule..I don’t liiike that ‘one prophet at a time’ rule #no! give me a prophet duo! #supernatural #spn #spn Meta #(I guess) #ari’s rambles #late night thoughts about spn #(Ignore that it’s the middle of the afternoon) #(the tag still counts)

[risingsunresistance]

wow i lost followers FAST, was it for being a deo enjoyer or because i changed my url

#''i wanna check one more thing before i go to bed'' *clicks blog tab* ''wait HOW MANY???'' #jhdkjfjd #doing what makes me happy instead of continuing to let myself be sad for the sake of keeping my tumblr friends pleased #screw that i talk about mcyt on my own terms now. otherwise it's just hypixel and whatever else i feel like yelling about 👍 #which i have said. SO MANY TIMES. but the url change really makes it ya know #i feel better about it #and i guess ppl are finally taking a hint. i am being serious when i say i'm not posting abt techno as much nowadays #it's too hard sorry idk what else to tell you ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #go find someone who can deal with it better. im still halfway stuck in denial *]=+%*=]*]*{= #chat #goodnight again o/

[sortanonymous]

And... there goes Citra.

And I never even had a computer good enough to run it.

Thanks Nintendo.

#citra emulator #rip citra #rip yuzu #nintendo really does suck more often than i'd like #if it were only yuzu i wouldn't have been too worried since it's a current system and maybe switch emulators would survive in the future #but seeing such a cool 3ds emulator get caught in the crossfire really does sting (even if again i never got to really use it) #yuzu emulator #emulation #curse you leakers #yeah i know i was recently all but praying for leakers to save coyote vs acme (rip that movie too) #but that's a very different type of leaker than the hacks spoiling everything for people long before the game's out #and now screwing over the emulation devs who didn't have anything bad in mind #of course nintendo's not punishing the hackers but rather the emulation devs due to their hate crush for quality emulation and accessabilit #guess it may be a lot longer before i get to see more of star allies in 60fps #ughhhh

[radiohead-spiderman]

DNI list(this is so corny)

(This post is more just so people know what I’m uncomfortable with/ don’t like, so that’s why I turned the reblogs off, this is more of a ‘hey btw blah blah blah’ type thing??)

Comshippers dni please. I AM anti censorship, but I really would prefer if you weren’t on my page. A lot of the ships/general “fandom”(if that’s the right word??) makes me uncomfortable, and to be completely honest, the ships just really, REALLY gross me out.

Anti shippers dni! You are on a primarily marauders and Harry Potter blog, I assure you this isn’t the place for you!

Pro censorship dni. Shut up???

The basic dni list ig

Like racism, homophobia, transphobia. General bigotry.

Terfs dni

AI artists dni

Ig that’s it??? I just don’t want bigots and people who like minor x adult/ incest stuff to interact with me lol

Edit: to add further context with my views on the glamorization of certain things in fiction, it’d be going against everything that I have previously stood for me to say I think glamorizing or romanticizing shit in PUBLISHED books(NOT AO3) and works, does not affect reality, because that would be completely incorrect. I am a firm believer in anti censorship on ao3, but that doesn’t mean that I do think that the glamorization and romanticism of shit that goes on in published works, do not affect or harm people, because we have evidence of it doing just that.

Which is exactly why I’ve stated that I am not a proshipper, nor do I think that proshippers would want to interact with my page. Fiction and what we can do with it, is a very grey area and for EITHER sides of the argument to definitively say that “fiction effects reality 100%” or “fiction doesn’t effect reality 100%” , are objectively incorrect. Though I do share the belief that FOR THE MOST PART what we do with fiction shouldn’t matter, I have personal views when it comes to some of it, that does not mean I think it should be censored, or anything like that(because again, I do for the most part agree with the fiction is fiction stuff)Hopefully this makes sense, as this topic in particular has been bothering me.

TLDR; Not a proshipper, have different views than proshippers, do whatever you want with fiction ig, just don’t interact with me if you’re apart of the list

These are my own personal opinions and boundaries, literally just respect it and we never have to interact lol

#comship dni #dni comshipper #woo #dni list #hopefully this is fair #I think it is :) #also then again this is my blog and I could say dni gingers if I wanted too so this is rather fair #bigots dni #terfs dni #marauders #harry potter #screw jkr #I wouldn’t say proshippers do interact #but I guess I would??? #I more the most part believe in ‘fiction is fiction’ but I do think at some point it starts to become more than that so ig proshippers dni #in my own personal opinion fiction doesn’t affect reality until it does #kinda like cheese you can never have enough cheese until you do #however that’s just my personal opinion on the matter

[xviruserrorx]

Always fantastic starting off the new Year with my insurance changing on me even though I was still supposed to be on my old one, not to mention this new insurance is for maternal care and I as a disabled Asexual person laughed so loud because wow that's gotta be some irony... And It doesn't cover any of my doctors or my medications most of which are hormone medications because I don't have a functioning pituitary or hypothalamus gland and I kinda need those meds to y'know live so... New year is going swell 🫠

#virus rambling #i am so screwed #like royally screwed #i cant afford my meds i really can't especially hormone meds because for some reason hormone meds are fricken expensive #im freaking out and ive been on tumblr all day to keep my mind busy to prevent the impending doom feeling #because guess whose meds run out at the beginning of the month and i was gonna order them but now i cant... #and i completely forgot about my blood med too because i dont feel like choking on blood this month either #american healthcare everybody where you have to worry about suffering and then possibly dying because you cant afford meds 🙃 #im gonna wallow and vent in the some 900 posts i just saved to my drafts brb

[animemeg27]

100 hrs in & I don't think I've ever wanted to rage quit playing a game on normal mode before qwq;;;;;

it's so unforgiving I just feel like starting over from scratch on easy mode

I don't mind a little bit of a challenge but this is just too much for me I'm just trying to start act 3 man pls stop killing my party qwq

#baby bat unmuted #and if I start over I'm just gonna go dark urge with the same character this time #and then I'll probably play out all my dnd ocs as dark urges #I'm just tired of being tpk'd rn #after fighting 3 major boss fights back to back in one day #I just wanted to get to the city man I'm so close #I also screwed up the romance thing cuz I actually missed something important in act 1 so I guess it's impossible now #I wish you could start romancing companions in act 2 as well #because it felt like I beat act 1 faster than I found an interest in any of the companions #I just want to be able to enjoy the story without having to reload a quick save every 5 seconds #easy modes tend to be too easy but hopefully it's more balanced than the normal mode #just another thing I have to sleep on #bg3

[starofnyra]

I just wanted to make a decent dude dragonborn and oh no he's kinda hot

"Kill the firstborn of Akatosh that's literally called the World Eater, and end all war in Skyrim without setting the world on fire. One of those things is impossible, and I like our chances with the dragon."

Anyway... meet Anfortas Areyllion: gentleman rogue, or roguish gentleman? A dunmer from High Rock who's travelled across Tamriel in search of stronger foes, he's made a name for himself as an extremely proficient warrior, to the point that many factions, both shadowy and noble, have tried to court him into their side -- to no avail. It doesn't matter whether you're the world's worst enemy, a hero, or a god. So long as you're stronger than him, he's out to get you.

Because High Rock is all about "who you're born to" and not who you come to be, Anfortas has a special distaste for born talent or people in places purely for their bloodline. Which makes him being the Dragonborn so, so funny. He takes great pride in his hard-earned skills as a rogue and archer, things he wasn't good at in his clumsy younger days.

If I could mod it in, I'd give him a Belmont-style whip too.

Anfortas has no particular care for how things should be. If anything, the more enforced the order of things is, the more he's eager to defy it. A dunmer from the slums shouldn't be writing poetry, knitting sweaters, and reading up on Talos? Guess what he likes to do in his free time.

Sure, he has to earn money somehow. It's a good thing he's not opposed to clearing out bandit camps or necromancy temples every now and then. But really, could Tamriel come with a bigger challenge?

Alduin: proceeds to exist.

In my playthrough, he starts off a Thalmor prisoner -- our boy has been raising the hairs on the back of their necks lately. But with a little improvised lockpick and some backup from Kaidan, he made it out just fine. Fine enough, that he had no qualms picking up Taliesin, despite him being a Thalmor agent.

By Anfortas' reasoning, if two fugitives and a turncoat don't send the Thalmor running to them, then how else could he goad the Thalmor into a fight?

Well, maybe he should pick up the runaway prince in Solitude while he's at it.

Anfortas is always ready to mention how he killed legendary-beast-so-and-so or powerful-person-whatsit, with a roguish, monotone drawl and idle morbid glee. Want to learn the six slowest ways to kill someone with a toothpick? Need a refresher on Wayrest-style brawling with a side of improvised weaponry? He's your mer.

Just... don't ask about the scar. Not even the promise of a 1v1 with Akatosh could get that story out of him.

#skyrim oc #skyrim #dunmer #kaidan skyrim #skyrim taliesin #if you put trevor belmont and john wick's genetics in a lil dunmer edgelord... #in one hand i have my precious tragic noble paladin daughter nyra #in the other... playboy murderchild with granny hobbies #fun fact kaidan said “you look good in that” to anny way sooner than he did to nyra #so i guess kaidan is down tf bad for anny-boy #kaidan: i can fix him 🥺 #anny: i can make him worse :D #anny and tally have a platonic arc im thinking... the whole “screw what society laid out for us. fuck it we ball” solidarity is real #and idk i like the idea of them being sassy mer found family. tally gets a carefree lil shit of a younger bro to get him to have fun #anny gets a sassy goth and wise older bro to guide him #when i get to carys quest ill take scs with him too

[void-tiger]

Well…if there’s one (1) good thing about having a crush, it’s that when I’m (for the moment anyway) not worrying about the other person’s boundaries and terror about whether I’ve stomped on them or not + my own frustration at how slow things are to just communicate verbally and directly instead of constantly dancing around nonverbal reads (that are two-way, I suppose but still no substitute, can still mean just about anything)…

…yeah. I do let myself be selfish. Acknowledge what I want instead of burying it so deeply away from my consciousness to not “take up space” I suppose. Finally give myself some damn permission to fall in love with another person “despite” being ace, and “despite” being chronically ill and struggling with my mental health.

And what is it I want?

To feel cared for. Cherished. By someone here. To wake up and have someone greet me with a gentle embrace mindful of the constant chronic pain especially in the mornings to not accidentally pinch things, but not treating me like glass, either. To be given autonomy instead of having it taken away—to do things together, FUN things, without being made to feel guilty about that “taking away” spoons from chores or “well why won’t you just work a job then!” but also respecting my need to rest periodically or take a longer rest after the fact.

To feel heard. To trust that there’s love enough for us to disagree and feel angry and frustrated and sad around eachother and with eachother without judgement, without the risk that things are forever one disagreement or misunderstanding away from falling apart completely or worse.

And please tease me. Teasing is a love language just as much as communication and encouragement and acts of service and finally being held. It’s verbal play, and I trust you to not bully me.

And…I’ve shown as much as I can, I think. I know you’re trying to mirror at least some of it. And I think I’m reading you correctly, but I wish I understood why you seem so terrified to talk directly to me.

#tiger’s musing #screw it. ‘don’t say i’m in love’ or whatever #and well. it will fade eventually. and I am very practiced at Behaving and keeping my feelings to myself #legit always have to do that the very few times I’m liked someone This Ain’t ‘Just’ Platonic Is It #because…guess what. the other person’s comfort and boundaries matters more to me #and friendships aren’t a ‘consolation prize.’ they’re the Good Shit #it’s…just that much harder when there isn’t that Direct Communication With Frequency for me #…bUT!! if he didn’t like me…why does he keep looking at me Like That?! #…right. hang in there for a few more weeks. I did hand over a script as.. #…yeah. wonder if he realized /he’s/ the reason I finally found my nerve to write it the way I want #and for all my current ‘will you just RELAX and TALK to me yET?!’ frustration? he’s my muse for joseph! #I needed to see what a GOOD man even remotely looks like just as much as I needed someone like him #to accidentally or intentionally show interest (look. if ya gripe about wanting to do something. PUBLICALLY #(and it’s within my skills to make it available. guess what. I’m gonna call your bluff #(I’m too much of a writer and actress. if I see Checkov’s Gun I’m firing it!) #…does he realize that I basically told everyone off for pressuring him via social media and semi privately? #that the only reason why I started using facebook again was to get people to leave him alone? #(who knows. but that + him…kinda witnessing just How Bad my mental health is? is…when I think there was a turning point. maybe. probably.) #…I suck at socializing in Initial Stages. so much. it’s so uncomfortable #but…screw it. I’ve learned that I’ll use what power I have to change environments and make opportunities #even when it’s (deeply) uncomfortable for me to do so #…because sometimes you gotta blink first to make someone else feel safe. and hopefully latch onto that #and…yeah. guess I am patient. but also griping the entire time

[kindledrose]

just watched nimona feeling FANTASTIC

#hi friend who watched it with me if you see this <3333 i had a wonderful time i hope u did too #i am not good at articulating my thoughts in the moment but my brain was going BOING BOING BOING the whole time because THE SYMBOLISM.... #(spoilers below be warned) #but the metaphors man. it's all about the metaphors #the colors and the dichotomy gahhhh (the black + white + pinkish-orange) #the blend of traditional medieval and modern in the setting because It Is A Changing Era #the fact that every one of nimona's forms was part of her identity! every time she was shown on screen it was very clearly her! #except in those last few scenes where she had Very Clearly Became What People Wanted To See !!! #and not one individual form could encompass her at all! #the mix of Individual People vs The System driving the story #the whole !!! the whole history being based on something inaccurate and one-sided and the walls literally breaking down. #(the fact that i didn't even notice when the director died lmao. i had to think back just now like 'wait what happened to her again') #the queer solidarity though auhhhh #the whole time at the beginning i was like 'OH IT'S BALLISTER ALMOST BEGINNING TO BE ACCEPTED... BUT NIMONA IS STILL TOO MUCH HMM?' #canonically gay & trans characters but they are a representation as well... #anyways. one of The Movies Ever i think #i am so so happy that it did get made!! and screw di sney for that i guess!!! #yeah. watch nimona i guess #i'm sad i didn't get to watch it through netflix though (my family lost the password). but when i can i just kind of want to loop it #so they know yknow #terra is rambling

[yors-truly]

Hello! This is your friendly inquiry to answer this ask with whatever you'd like to talk about right now! Whether that be a story you're working on, something you're excited or worried about, or just something random you happen to know.

All the love,

~ toribookworm ❤️

Ah, I guess I've been more on the lower side these past few days, so I'll spill the beans.

I've been slightly if not highly insecure about the progress of Beyond Time and Space recently. Things haven't really been stable since my family's been in the process of moving and, in the midst of that, losing Nygaard (my phone holding all of my important notes).

The things I want to use are all packed away in a storage miles from here, which includes my sketchbook, my stylus, and many more (which, as an artist who often gets art block, it's very frustrating when the inspiration hits and you can do literally nothing about it).

Then there's the insecurity surrounding my age. I'm a teenager. With my birthday coming on the 20th, that status won't change. Maybe it's just the mindset of "kids wishing they were grow ups" or whatever, but as of very recently, it's been getting to me. I've been motivated and inspired by other indie projects like mine, who have all of these incredible people behind them, helping make a vision into a visual. I would love to do that! I'm already doing that!

The thing is, though, is that I lack connections. I'm pretty much going solo in this. As someone as young as myself (who also has diagnosed SAD and possibly ADHD, little to no experience in such a collaborative environment, zero experience in running a project, and lacking the money and tools actually needed), I'm worried no one will be willing to work with me to bring my thoughts to an audience, let alone allow me to help bring theirs to one. I've been trying to start out small, posting what I enjoy and hoping to make friends along the way, as it would be a dream to work alongside friends more than anything, but it's been doing my mental health more harm than good, in the way that me having SAD cranks my anxiety with in-person interactions to 200% with online interactions. For the longest time, I forgot social media existed (still do sometimes, and I think that's also an anxiety response: repression or something like that? involuntarily forgetting the things that make you anxious), so my activity hasn't been the best anywhere anyway, to begin with.

I guess all of this sums up to me saying "I wish I could do things on my own" in a slightly desperate way. If I had the money - heck, if I had a way of transferring money, because people have been questioning about commissions too (at least they used to; idk where my audience is now, since I've been so inactive) - that would be so useful! I want to be able to receive funds for my own hard work, and give funds to others for theirs! It's all so frustrating X[

(on an unrelated note: now that I've moved, I'll probably end up having to celebrate my birthday with my family instead of the people I love most.)

So, yeah, that's pretty much it. Beyond Time and Space is nowhere near finished, and I guess, in a way, I'm kinda glad I don't have extra hands at the moment. I'd like to have the entire first season written before making any progress on visuals (besides... you know... the ones I already have). It's just gonna take a little longer than I wished, and with everything moving so quickly, it's kind of overwhelming me a little qwq A beta reader or two (besides my brother who kind of just lazily reads through it most times) would be nice, though, but I take forever to write scripts so maybe not XD

Thanks for the opportunity to rant on! I really needed to get this out, I think, and this ask couldn't have been timed any better :star-emoji:

#huesterrants #yeah im making that a tag now #i would tag it with a more genealized tag but idk... #(ah theres my anxiety again lol) #(you know what screw it) #indie struggles #indie writer #uh... #asks #? #i dont usually tag asks but i feel compelled to here for some reason #uh i guess these too #writeblr #writeblr community #writer struggles #huestersvoid #i feel like i shouldve added a keep reading label on this post bc it feels lengthy #but i am on mobile and you cant really do that on these parts so..