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spotlightstudios · 9 months

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Shaking my fist tiredly at the gods rn

#light's spot #whyyyy are u so hard to research???#Knight Light #like seriously losing my mind #I love the lore and junk #but I just spent an hour figuring out the Oracle of Delphi and whatevee #and like #I read ToA too so it's all slightly warped #had to not refer to Apollo in a casual way in my writing because this is normal class stuff #and in fact not everyone is aware of Lester Papadopoulous

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kisasan · 5 days

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Thank you so much to @/umbrulla for pointing this out to me! I know about the umbrella meaning for a long time,since it’s used as a trope in a lot of anime/manga,but for some reason it didn’t crossed my mind when reading the lyrics and now my mind is blown,and im literally screaming crying throwing up

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lilliancdoodles · 3 months

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More fanart for @tastytoastz's Mermaid AU fic Life is like the ocean, it goes up and down. This is specifically from Chapter 3! If this looks interesting give it a read, I love it so much!!

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moupies · 2 years

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I feel like we as a society don’t talk about this scene as much as we should

#LIKE???#hold on..now hold on..#LITERALLY.. WHATYJSKSJSMZ #screaming #please I haven’t seen NEARLY as much people talk about this as there should be #lego monkie kid #lmk macaque #sun wukong #lmk swk #Macaque traumatized (real)#MACAQUE & MK WENT THROUGH THE RINGER DURING SHADOW PLAY FOR REAL 😧#no seriously #this scene had me losing my mind and I just remembered abt it #literally #just.#ahrggggg #whoever storyboarded this I love / hate you #thank you for the angst but damn you for the angst #the way it happens in literally a split moment too #like blink and you miss it #also the fact that lbd shows up in the flash #like.. Ariana…what are you doing here…#i mean like. i know it’s totally connected to macaques death but #they’ve hinted in that maybe swk didn’t kill him in the shows cannon?#I JUST HAVE TO KNOW HOW THE SHOW DID THEIR BACKSTORY #why is this post getting so much attention

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duckmewton · 1 year

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Do you guys understand how insane this season finale is?

Nureyev offering Juno to come with him in season one and Juno walking out on him in the middle of the night because he’s too scared to take the leap.

Nureyev in season four telling Juno not to come because it would put him in danger and he can’t ask that of him and then Juno deciding to find him because he’s still scared, but that’s okay and he knows from experience that he can’t do this alone.

My oh my, How the tables have turned.

#tpp #juno steel #the penumbra podcast #peter nureyev #jupeter #I’m gonna lose my mind #also did Nureyev seriously expect him to listen?#like has he learned nothing??

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vampire-email · 6 months

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okay they really need to stop uploading so frequently it’s actually scaring me . WHAT are they cooking .

#dan and phil #seriously it’s like every other day atp #i’m losing my mind #i’m also being conditioned into expecting content so they’re really digging themselves a hole with this one🙄

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havockingboo · 2 years

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I’m severely Normal about this rp arc bro I swear.

@officialpapyrus @sansofficial @gasterofficial

#doodles #shitpost #shitpost doodles #utdr rp #papyrus #sans #gaster #long tags #i literally have NO words right like. EVERY MINUTE IM REFRESHING THE PAGE AND MORE IS ADDED AND I LOSE MY MIND FOR THE BILLIONTH TIME LIKE #ACTING LIKE THIS IS SO SHOCKING LIKE SJDDKFJDJV #broooooo #you guys are seriously KILLING me over here. . . …. all three of them got something going on AND ITS HITTING ME LEFT AND RIGHT #PAPYRUS TRAUMA RESURFACING. SANS GETTING HELLA SNAPPY LIKE. ISNT THIS MF STILL DRUNK #A LITTLE. IS HE SOBERING UP WITH THESE ASKS LMAO.#AND GASTER………G ASTER BRO…………LIKE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR HIS ASS TO GET OUT OF HIS HOLE AND DO SOMETHING..#thank you for like. thinking your sons can handle themselves but uh. they’re getting their asses kicker #mentally and emotionally…#URURGHHGHH #IM SO EMO ABOUT THEM #URRUGUGUHUHJHGHH #I SWEAR IF THEY DONT RECOVER FROM THIS WHICH I DOUBT I DONT KNOW WHAT ILL DO . . .

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becauseplot · 7 months

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i feel i should preface this with saying that this relationship analysis "takes place" before qcellbit's emotional exhaustion and motivation crash---

---but i have been having SUCH crazy thoughts abt the archivists (qcellbit n qphilza). guy who needs evidence of Everything 🤝 guy who takes pictures of and hoards Everything. two-cars-passing-each-other meme whenever cellbit (practically nocturnal at this point) makes a late-night run to the Ordo to grab some notes he left there and bumps into phil (trouble sleeping ever since the birdhouse incident) who's sitting in one of the evidence rooms organizing a new backpack of photos to hand over to cellbit.

"oh. hey phil." "hi mate."

their conversations and interactions center mostly around cellbit's investigations---the ones cellbit lets the public know about, anyway---and whatever new info phil managed to scoop up since the last time they saw each other. theories are exchanged, and photos are passed between them as easily as pleasantries. "how're you doing?" "oh, doin' alright, doin' alright. you?" "eh. busy, you know?"

they don't talk about much else.

see, they both understand secrets. intimately. things you did you would much rather leave behind you, if you can, or thoughts, worries, doubts you would much rather keep to yourself for fear of speaking them into existence. sealed lips; a tight lid. they look at each other and know they're only seeing what the other wants them to see, but that's okay. they get it. sometimes, it's just easier to focus on what is directly in front of you. what you can see, what you can touch; what you know is true, what you know is real.

what you can do.

so cellbit generates and bounces his theories off of phil, and phil is more than happy to be a sounding board. phil fills up a backpack with photographs, and cellbit is more than happy to take it off his hands. they focus on The Work, on the spiderweb of red string and loose ends and grainy pictures and scrawled notes pinned to the wall, madness-incarnate sprawled out before them. they trust each other's judgement, and they trust each other's skills, and they trust each other, and neither asks too many questions. they both appreciate it.

#like seriously most of their conversations thus far have been about everything and everyone BESIDES themselves.#and that!! makes for such an interesting relationship!! bc they trust each other despite it!!#btw i rly tried to format this so that the concepts/ideas touched on this relationship study usually came in pairs-#-the first of each pair being mostly and cellbit and the second being mostly about phil-#-with the exception of the bolded sentence which is supposed to have different meanings depending on whose perspective-#-you read it from. idk i had a lot of fun formatting this. me when parallels me when mirror images <33 #dont mind me im just rambling #qsmp philza #qsmp cellbit #q!philza #q!cellbit #also phil acting as cellbit's rubber duck is so important to me actually.#shout out to every friend of mine who has put up with my wall of texts abt an au or writing idea or incoherent mess of disjointed thoughts.#shout out to every friend of mine who's been there hanging out or on call with me as i lose my mind on a problem im whiteboarding.#u keep me sane and u help me more than u know. ily.#archivists #archivist duo

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 5 months

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strangling my past self How Did You Write Reasonably Sized Fics So Easily

#IVE FORGOTTEN HOW TO NOT GET CARRIED AWAY HELP #sitting here with scenes that should NOT BE 5 THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS LONG HELLOOOOOOOOO #my brain: You Have To Show Every Single Thing. Every Convo. Every Action. They Have To Know #NO! THEY DONT! ITS CLUTTERED AND BORING AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #see this is what happens when you don't write seriously for FUCKIGN MONTHS-#its fine we're fine im Calm #trying to edit my own stuff is like wrangling some Wild Beast with my bare hands #she has horns! i am bleeding from Several large punctures! i will not let go!#absolutely unprompted #past me: bangin out 2k-5k fics that include multiple scenes and conversations each of perfect length #me now: and so this simple 'good morning' exchange will take ten pages-#WAILING WAILING #but god damn i need to create Something i have to i have to #i feel like im losing my mind....#I WANT TO BE POSTING FIC AGAIN CMON CMON

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moregraceful · 1 year

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a metronome keeping / the slow time of summer

Mike Carlson/MLB Photos via Getty // CBC Sports // Star Tribune // Sharks' Teeth by Kay Ryan // Rob Carr via Getty Images // Bozeman Daily Chronicle // Ecclesiastes: Thirteen-Year Cicada by Marissa Davis // Adam Wainwright in Player's View: Thirteen Pitchers Reflect On The Pitch Clock (FanGraphs) // Getty Images // Lookout Landing // Brief Interval by Cheryl Clarke // Charles Krupa via AP Photo // from obedience [the clock is on time] by kari edwards // from obedience [the clock is on time] by kari edwards // Untitled by Kaylyssa Quinn

#fuck the pitch clock all my homies hate the pitch clock #and if you fuck with the pitch clock all my homies hate you TOO #remember that time joey bart had to call multiple timeouts bc camilo doval kept running down the clock? that #baseball #DON'T take this seriously #losing my MIND #the reason there are no image links is bc i stole all of them off google images and almost every single one had to convert from webp #all my homies hate webp too 🤙#people: there should be more baseball web weaving :) me: i agree!! look what i made :D people: not like that #kasper creations

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choices-and-voices · 4 months

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Okay, but like. The symbolism of Nick being the one who gives shelter to Kieran & MC. The man whom Eisa loved in secret but was too frightened to love in the public, now giving refuge to the child whom Eisa only bore by leaving him & the mortal whom that child openly adores. The fact that Nick has somehow stepped up for both of Eisa’s children, even when they’re fighting each other. The fact that Eisa leaving Nick is both what allowed Kieran to have MC & what orchestrated the current threat between them, and throughout it all Nick has stood steadfast, not on the side of the mortals, or the side of the Fae, but on the side of love. And the fact that he doesn’t even know he is doing it. The fact that Nick looks at Kieran and sees Eisa metaphorically, and he doesn’t even know that he is also seeing her literally. The fact that Kieran is there in Nick’s tavern and they represent everything that Nick fought for long ago, threatened by the person that Nick has been fighting for ever since. The fact that the last of Kieran’s bloodline is trying to kill everything they love, but also the last of Nick’s bloodline is trying to kill everything he could have loved, once, and Nick has stood in the way of that without even knowing what’s going on. The fact that Nick seems almost fated to be a guardian in this story. The fact that Eisa gave him an amulet to keep him alive to protect Jack, and she didn’t even realise she was also keeping him alive to protect Kieran. The fact that Nick has lived the kind of lifespan that Jack & MC both dream of, but Nick has lived it through losing his love, and MC wants it in order to remain with their love, and Jack wants it in order to fight for people like Nick without knowing that Eisa is the reason he’s lived so long in the first place. And the fact that Nick was never meant to live so long, his mind is falling apart, he is fated to protect these people but that also means that he is fated to his doom, and the fact that I don’t know what that means for MC and Jack and Kieran and I just. I just. I just.

I just have feels okay.

#seriously – this book is increasingly blowing my mind #it’s always been good but these past few weeks have been astronomical #i have this really strong feeling (/hope) now that Nick is going to play some kind of role in Jack easing up on Kieran and MC #and i also kind of feel as if Nick is going to die during the book #it just feels like the natural outcome of the book’s messaging about immortality and also a good parallel for Kieran losing Sir Montgomery #but when we consider what the implications of that are for *MC’s* dream to live a lifetime with Kieran???#i’m just as excited & just as scared to find out as anybody else 😳#playchoices #choices: stories you play #the cursed heart #tch book 2 #nick tch #jack tch #prince kieran #kieran x mc #fandom essay #original post

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captainkirkk · 1 year

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Currently thinking about the AU where the gaang are all platonic soulmates

The political landscape is a mess post-Sozin's Comet, I'm not sure revealing the gaang are all soulmates would make things better or just muddy the waters even more

#every country is war torn and fractured and peace is barely holding #but every country has an important person connected via soulmate mark to the other countries #broke: the countries are arguing for a political marriage #woke: the countries are arguing because our soul-deep connection has TOO MANY political alliances in them #kfjgkjdkfj #avatar #atla #au ideas #my posts #i love the reveal part of soulmate AUs #but i can't stop thinking about the AFTER #the gaang are already pretty much platonic life partners in canon #but i love the thought of them being treated like that #platonic soulmates being taken just as seriously as romantic soulmates/spouses!!#people acknowledging that the gaang are each other's next of kin!! their family!!#i'm losing my mind about this

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etrevil · 8 months

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I have been drawn into a false sense of security by the anime ending of season five, and with chapter 111 just around the corner, I'm reminded that:

Dazai isn't alive (yet 😭), Chuuya's isn't faking being a vampire, Aya still jumped off, Fyodor is a thriving rat bastard, Sigma's neither confirmed to be dead or just unconscious, Fukufuku didn't (and maybe will never) have their marital talk, and Akutagawa's still biting Atsushi's neck.

So how's everyone's day :D?

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hella1975 · 1 month

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Hellstie wtf is tsp

gripping the table nails digging in the wood blood everywhere. im so glad u asked :)

the second perspective is a bsd fic for both skk and sskk (both with about equal screentime for anyone with favourites) and it’s an insanely well-written murder mystery by @wildflowerteas. like genuinely @tallysescape has an actual physical conspiracy wall and @rotisseries has made a map of all the relevant locations. it updates every sunday and finally I’ve caught up so we all go insane about it on a gc bc like I said ITS SO INSANELY WELL WRITTEN AND THE TWISTS ARE INSANE THE PACING IS INSANE THE CHARACTERISATION IS INSANE I GENUINELY CANNOT FAULT THIS FIC WHICH IS CRAZY TO SAY OF ANY FIC BUT IN THE BSD FANDOM IS DOWNRIGHT REVOLUTIONARY

#like chuuya is so beloved to me and horrible thing to admit but so is dazai like as individual characters #their characterisation is very important to me and then their dynamic with that in mind and skk as a ship drives me insaneeeee #but the fandom notoriously butchers their characters and their relationship to the point I fully swore off bsd fic #bc all it would do is piss me off like I got zero enjoyment from it #SO FOR ME TO BE SAYING AND FEELING ALL THIS FOR TSP IS CRAZYYYYYY #anyone in the bsd fandom who sees this READ THIS FIC. SERIOUSLY #AND THEN TELL ME ABOUT IT. IM LOSING MY MIND #ask #bsd #soukoku #shin soukoku #fic rec

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c00and · 2 months

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Guys I don’t even stan Xdinary Heroes (yet) but why is Jungsu just… Lloyd Garmadon

LOOK.

That’s Lloyd Garmadon????

#ninjago #lloyd garmadon #ninjago lloyd #xdinary heroes #saw an edit of this guy on tiktok and my brain got to thinking #this is seriously what he looks like to me i’m losing my mind #the green? the horns? so lloyd

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pansear-doodles · 10 months

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i discovered what sergals are and im losing my shit because they look like how i draw my rw anthros

#no seriously they look like hunter im losing my fucking mind #thoughts

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