#like it's borderline hate rn

[biherbalwitch]

I love how everyone is trashing on this season & the storylines as if the author, yk, the person who literally WROTE the source material, isn't Right. There. calling the shots and probably getting a second chance to explore changes or different outcomes that she may have thought of later. If anything I find those changes make the upcoming stories all the more interesting

Like I get being disappointed or feeling off about the changes but people are acting like they pulled a GoT

#i understand #i do #people need to chill #like it's borderline hate rn #like cmon #take a moment #my god #shadow and bone #six of crows #s&b netflix #sab #sab tv #s&b trilogy #leigh bardugo #s&b s2

[honeypleasejustkillme]

the bpd urge to feel everything is wrong and when i say everything i mean fucking everything

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd favorite person #that’s the mood rn #i’m currently sitting in the bathroom of my firneds house spiraling because i feel like i’m the third option #i hate it here

[codecurucho]

I'm gonna stress how not normal it is for some of you guys to be malding as much as you are rn, if your streamer doesn't get nominated it truly isn't the end of the world and WE HAVENT SEEN ALL THE CATEGORIES YET.

#i hate discourse but i am seeing too much negativity in the tag rn. Calm down step outside pls #like its borderline parasocial to be offended on the streamers behalf THEY DONT CARE #qsmp #code caws #qsmp liveblog #qsmp discourse #discourse

[munamania]

ok im a really chill and normal person and i get over things and am well adjusted but take a walk with me here. just give me my time to complain when im not in the absolute fucking trenches. and yes i believe i suffered more than those in trench warfare. it was literally a lesbian situationship with a bistraight girl come on. just. magenta choppy shag with the roots coming in. camo cargo pants black t shirt with red lettering and striped long sleeve (sign someone likes music. confirmed). lip ring big black stud earrings and nails. red docs. i think lesbians should be allowed to kill one dyke baiter in their lifetime idc

#and now we're gonna get into some quiet parts and youre just gonna let me have this #i. am so sick. first of all it was kinda funny how people ik ended up sorta surrounding her. felt good. but like we've shared a space #together since everything. i can like be in her presence it's seriously fine. that said. i do sometimes miss her #i say this after going through the really hating her guts period bc of her evil evil evil ways. and feeling like she's lame as hell bc she #s. but i mean it's me talking i have my problems too. i Hate the way we always so naturally act in sync. and i hate that we've both picked #each others' brains for hours so it's like. i knew you once and now we can't even look each other in the eye and that just really sucks #and i feel like. not that i strictly believe in these things. but we were sort of twin flames. i largely suffered for like. basically #falling in love w her. and i know i didn't leave as much of a mark. but i still hope it sucked a little for her #and i'll admit i think it'd be some sort of miracle if we could ever talk civilly. unfortunately we work in two ways #literally behaving in Ways and borderline fucking or not speaking. so. here we are #and i already humiliatingly tried to extend an olive branch this summer so im not gonna be fucking stupid. yk #but GOD how annoying. i did talk to situationship today and we were relatively normal so at least that's not deathly awkward #it's still. definitely um. stiff. but not terrible #i need to get to the club. pretend theres a cig emoji im on desktop rn #sorry for this. #film girl saga

[garrettwrites]

When someone tells you they don't like hugs, that's not an invitation for you to "cure them". It is not a "you" thing, although sometimes it might be. You thinking "they have to get used to it" because "your hugs are different" and "that's how you show love" is not a valid argument. Hugging them out of the blue as a goodbye is not cool either. Fuck off.

#ok to rb in case someone is in the same boat but thinks the post is too personal #this friend of mine... #pretends he's great but can't respect one basic thing #he's lucky I have grown to control my emotions and not lash out #i hate it #don't hug me or touch me end of line #i am honest to god feeling sick #this dude and I have history where I borderline felt incapable of saying no and had sex with him #afterwards I told him how I felt #yet he still pulls this shit #hugs make me sick to my stomach I don't even hug my family #and I really don't wanna hug a man who pretty much made me hate sex (for myself) as a whole #i feel disgusting rn #twice he hugged me and got mad when I refused to hug him again #even after I already told him I hated it #then asks if I'm scared of him because of that like you piece of shit I wanna rip my skin out where you touched it #I may pretend to everyone that I'm a strong confident man but good lord #sometimes I wish I had an over protective boyfriend so he could kick him in the teeth over this shit #it's ridiculous I know but fuck #apologies if you read all these tags but I over drank after this and none of my friends are awake and I needed to vent #garrett.text

[beast-feast]

I will hold onto you until we're both bleeding from our nails digging into one another. I am too afraid to lose you. I am too afraid to be seen, to be misunderstood. Don't you feel the same way? Aren't you afraid too?

I will bear my teeth towards anyone that threatens our integrity. I will be my worst self.

#eghhghhh feeling weird rn but it's a borderline thing i guess #i hate talking about it if i can be so fucking real. not because its the Bad Evil Disorder but because it #gives an explanation for my thought patterns ans behaviors. i dont want an explanation i just want people to think I'm an asshole #and its easier for people to think I'm just some clingy obsessed freakazoid like how it was in middle school #than have to explain my 19 years of trauma and abuse and what went wrong to make me traumatize and abuse others #but oh well. becoming so protective over projecting my mental illness onto fictional characters to the point of hostility at the mere IDEA #of something happening. whatever it may be. it is then. that's what I'm stuck with #vent art #i guess ??? #I'm just mostly word vomiting honestly and getting thoughts out. and now I'm going to bed i rearranged my room and now I'm TIRED

[goatpaste]

every day i mean it more and more, dont go to twitter dot com its not worth it

#mostly joking #but between me saying sbr sucked because i felt that lucys plot was poorly handled and borderline idk the right word for this but like #border line torture porn? ig is the closest word i can think of rn #and ppl telling me that its because FV is evil and yadda yadda #or ppl telling me that ppl should stop hating villians when their bad #as if the issue isnt that araki the AUTHOR was writing it horrific and at times fan servicy #and that i dont think FV need to chase a girl through his home to rape her while her breast are out and theres been panty shots of her #to get across that he was a bad guy #he was literally a nationalistic president of the united states #what more did we need #also ppl caling kaato in jjl a minor character no one cared about... #minor characteR?? #yall are insane..

[sanstropfremir]

So I’ve seen styling criticism of New Jeans floating around Stan twitter of late, and was curious what your thoughts are since I don’t particularly trust twitter 😅

Essentially, the internet seems to not love their outfits from Kcon japan and from I believe the fact music awards? Whatever recent awards show they went to.

To be fair, the outfits are a statement, and aren’t in line with what anyone else is currently wearing so I can see why people have feelings on them. But personally, while I wouldn’t wear them myself, I kind of love them? I think young people today who didn’t live through the so called Y2K era don’t realize just how insane and unflattering so much of the fashion was. It was like kitsch threw up everywhere sometimes, and bigger and more obvious was always better. So honestly, I kind of think that, among kpop styling, these outfits are truer to the early 00s than most of the other popular stuff. But I recognize that the trend these days is to be “aesthetic”, probably since everything ends up online for immediate and widespread consumption in a way that wasn’t possible 20 years ago, so real 00s stuff is never gonna fit that aesthetic mold.

That’s my theory at least, but I’m curious what your thoughts are!

..................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................why are people mad at these. this is literally just what teenagers wore in 2005. well i know why people are mad at these and that's because they're all young adults who have never known a world where things were imperfect and weird because we weren't living under the panopticon of social media watching our every move. i was literally just talking to someone about how i used to cut thumbholes in all of my sweater sleeves in middle school and for like probably three or four years i wore like ten non-matching necklaces at all times. the real y2k was ugly as hell and we should be going back to that! everything now is so aestheticized and optimized for being the most attractive and it all has to be packaged perfectly for getting the most likes on these apps bc that's how young kids are getting their validation. things can't be ugly in their world because the parameters of what 'beautiful' is have closed in around them without them even knowing any different, so they won't accept anything even a little bit ''''experimental'''' from people they see as the pinnacles of that perfect manicured aesthetic because they don't know how to.

#newjeans w #stan twt overreacts over literally fucking NOTHING i thought i was gonna see something actually weird #but it was literally just oversized sports jerseys. y'all are pathetic (derogatory) #this is literally nothing compared to anything anyone wore on a music show in the years before 2015 #kpoppies are just weak #i think we should just nuke the twitter servers tbh #oh so y'all liked it when they had borderline inappropriate styling #but hate it now that they're wearing things actual teenagers wore in the years they have as their concept? #i wish stan twitter a very die :) #oh is it making you uncomfortable how young they are now that they actually look it??? is it????? #they should put them in increasingly more lisa frank jojo siwa ass styling i wanna see stan twt cry #none of y'all would have actually survived the 2000s shut UP #also im sorry but their kcon outfits are literally just what every second bg is wearing rn #INCLUDING the crop top #and they are cute outfits! like i would have died to be friends with those girls in 2008 #i cannot believe people are outraged about age appropriate stylings........smh #text #answers #no one in the history of ever has been ready for the conversation of unpacking why 'ugly' is used as an insult #and why ugliness is directly associated with being 'of lesser value' #anyways im gonna go watch every dawn mv like 12 times just to make up for this bullshit

[brutal-out-here]

I watch one video of someone cutting their hair and I once more have the urge to also cut my own

#raineyrambles #I’d say 60% of the last year is me debating it #it’s already shorter than was it’s been for the last 7ish years #but it’s no where near short #I’d say it’s around shoulder blade length #Genuinely the only thing holding me back is that my hair is wavy/borderline curly #which means I’m the summer it grows in volume even inside and idk what it’ll look like short #*in summer #tho I feel like I wouldn’t hate it because when I cut it to where it is rn it was curled and looked shoulder length and I loved it #but indecisive/paranoid me says no

[thegeekyartist]

Body image/Ed TW

#personal #i just got my outfit for my wedding #and first of all i cant tell if its too big or too small #def too long but im short so it was expected #but some areas its loose and some areas it looks frumpy #and i want to feel hot and sexy #but rn I feel awkward and mishapen #and my relationship with food has never hit a full blown ED #but i can FEEL myself wanting to cut portions and limit my eating in between #i had to stop myself from doing squats in the shower (just trying to constantly be exercising in some way) #i dont hate my body most of the time but then something like this happens #and I'm torn between wanting to look better in my clothes or wanting to make emotionally/physically healthy decisions #and my bad habits are JUST borderline 'not bad' so like #i always feel ridiculous for struggling like this #anyways...

[havingfurrythots]

I love how I receive 2 seconds too little attention and then am immediately forced to isolate and mope and be passive aggressive instead of using my words...

#i hate myself #i hate having BPD #borderline #im like actually emotionally devastated rn

[hartmannyoukaigirl]

hate being in discomfort 24/7

#god when. #do u ever want to murder ur family. esp ur mother #im not allowed anythinggggg if i breathe wrong within 100 meters of her its a 2 hour fight + yelling + screaming #im literally talking abt shit like. yknow. turning on the lights. #i wish i was joking its those small stuff that sets her off. nevermind anything bigger #this bitch fights with me during school for me to turn on the light and STUDYYYYY IM NOT EVEN. DOING ANYTHING DJGJKjnksjfmmr #sighs #i dont understand why she hates me sm and yet is a hardcore helicopter parent #she gen despises everything i am and i do and yet instead of just.. hating me. shes borderline obsessed and goes insane if i made the wrong #sound near her or if i walk wrongly (???????? IDK EITHER ) or i have 2 hairs sticking out of place #go kill urselfffff focus on urself u . piece of shit. fuck #sighs !!!!!!!!! #im not even sad rn its just annoying when i simply want to draw but UNABLE TO 99% OF THE TIME

[dq1]

cant sleep

#also frustrated w myself genuinely hate being audhd with avpd #hate having no sense of self for a million reasons.. idk #been having a rough day so i just want to sleep but i cant evem do that rn #like ik my exgf was kinda shit and not mentally ready for a srs relationship and whatever but also #i should have known with avpd its nearly impossible to find a relationship #idk if im borderline but i literally already have major depression and anxiety and generalized ocd #do not think im cut out to ever have a relationship either #idk how (redacted) ever put up with me

[arolesbianism]

Mid patch but on the bright side new salmon run specials and on the brighter side kraken specifically I think we've found our new best survivability tool

#rat rambles #splat posting #the new splashdown being in there is also pretty cool and Im especially happy abt it since I actually rly liked splashdown in splat 2 sr #so hopefully thisll be a more reliable version of that + some extra king salmonid dps with the 3 fists instead of one #now ofc this all relies heavily on what the actual damage numbers look like for both specials #but at the very least splashdown should be a decent basket clearer and kraken a decent oh god Im the last one alive button #the main problem with kraken as a survival tool is lack of range with means lack of revival power #but like. its an invinsibility special. so it can only be so bad in a mode where staying alive is part of the win condition #now ideally the charge dash pierces since I can only imagine theyre viewing this as a boss killing special and not a crowd clearer #the one big thing that makes me think itll be a hated rn special at first is that ppl will be to confident with it as a stay alive tool #cause invinsibility is cool and all but the end lag means that those couple seconds will do jack shit if you can't revive someone first #also we have to worry abt nockback too and how certain maps just soooo aren't built for it #like some lowtides itll be borderline unusable due to its nockback I think #unless they reduce the nockback done by salmonids or give it like good contact damage or smth #this is not me saying it'll be bad but I could see this being a special that ppl struggle with figuring out how to use in sr at first #like I think this is a boss killer special that you can also pop in an emergency to survive for long enough to revive someone #unlike most survivability specials in sr kraken'll be a lot more selfish in nature which could be a problem if ppl play too much into that #as in only using it as an escape tool instead of a try to use your guarantee alive time to fix some shit tool #so basically; Im excited for these but Im hard expecting ppl to complain abt it at first once the initial cool factor wears off #also for ppl to act like this makes slider obsolete in sr as it rly doesnt #reef slider isnt a great special in sr dont get me wrong but its not nearly as bad as ppl act like it is #like look me in the eyes and tell me its the worst sr special youd be lying and we both know it #like look at me. we all know its crab. we all know no one wants to be the guy with crab. #like part of it is just a general skill issue in that its hard to use #but like also crab is just WAY to vulnerable by sr standards and way too immobile and just... doesn't have the power to do a whole lot #like most things crab does inkjet does better and everything inkjet does as far as enemy clearing can be done by booya better #inkjet does have value as a survivability and revival tool tho even if theres better for the revival front #crab's only value is as a good king salmonid special but thats rly abt it #like in every situation you could pull out a crab a different special would do the job better #like reed slider is not your best pick either but at least its not as much of a death sentence as crab most the time

[nervousyoungtwinfantasydog]

#%?!

#vent #actually borderline #tw sa #body memories are the actual worst #it makes me want to peel my skin off #i hate that i can still feel his hands #his breath on my neck #the pain #dear god the pain #esp rn bc the weather is making my hip flare up #and the reason my right hip is fucked up is bc of being r-worded #so every time it rains i get a gruesome reminder #it’s like he still has control over my body #he’s still hurting me #i just want it to end #i can’t feel like this anymore

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

how dare they pit my initial routeless favs against my tsundere bby faves!..... i can't even fucking pick a route rn bc idk what they entail and i highly doubt i'll have enough pts to do two! .... but i would love to finish both bc,, epilogues,, 😭

screaming crying shaking throwing up blood rn-

yukimura's been my favorite for so damn long now but yet i kinda wanna go for ieyasu's..... maybe bc im doing yuki's sequel rn so it's nice to have some change... but maybe bc on occasion yuki's event routes feel more.. idk typical? iirc he was one of the "starter trio" of routes & those in the trio often feel like they suffer from more overgeneralizations/clichés.. might just be me but eh, ieyasu can be pretty damn tsundere or borderline so romantic where even im like "whoa ok there mr rom com" hahaha idk just the simp switch up on him is wild sometimes, whereas yuki is vv soft but..still shy ig?

#so in other news.. im losing my mind again.. but what's new </3 #fr hate how ikesen doesn't even give you route previews in the slightest & you can't even switch routes either + they require pts like a mf #'choose blindly based off favoritism &then get like 45k pts just to finish the damn thing & ur lucky if u get past ch1 of the next one lol' #re: screaming crying shaking throwing up blood rn #my post 📫 #abt; ikesen #borderline vent post it feels like.. yea?