Cross My Heart
Ezra x f!reader
Summary: "I do not know who I am when I am half a man."
Words: 5.7k
For the #pedrostoriesgift23 Holiday Gift Exchange and the lovely @oonajaeadira who is my secret giftee! Your prompt was :
Romance, soft, yearning, hopeful. F!reader. If there's a kiss involved, I wouldn't complain. Random prompt: heart.
Hope you enjoy it, as per usual Ezra got a little (a lot) away from me.
My Masterlist
Rated: Teen
Warnings: Talk of self harm / suicide but no one does it, discussion of medical procedures and prostheses, some use of ability based slurs by Ezra and others, canon typical violence, hint of spice
The smell hit him first.
Sterile, antiseptic. There was no tang of iron, or the almost vinegary smell of the Green. No dirt, no grime, no unwashed bodies or hint of explosives. Not the sweet stench of decay.
It smelled wrong.
Ezra grimaced as he scanned his identicard, watching the numbers flash up and a younger, cockier version of himself stared down from the screen. The picture was from before his first trip. Before he’d left the inner rings to find his luck in the reaches. Long before the Green.
A line of text directed him to sit in the waiting area and he glanced over the occupants. An older man in a wheelchair sat in the corner, head leaning forward and a line of drool dripping onto one thigh as he snored loudly. He was missing both legs above the knee. A few feet away, a scrawny teenager furtively glanced around the room with one eye, the other an empty hole she hadn’t bothered to cover. A woman with her left arm amputated below the elbow. A man around his age who had the pale, sickly yellow tinged skin that denoted liver failure. Another wheelchair. Another amputee. The room was full of those who had lost something.
He felt right at home.
The Emric Chan Prosthesis Clinic welcomed everyone - the most destitute scavenger could come on their free clinic day and if the stars aligned have their life changed. The doctor he’d seen on the sling had recommended it to him. He couldn’t afford anything better than a hook but if he was chosen here he’d get a neurobionic arm.
A fresh start.
He finally chose a seat next to a woman near his age, maybe a bit younger. She was missing her forefinger on her right hand, a place she fidgeted with as he watched. Running the thumb of her other hand across it and grimacing as though it still hurt. He could understand that. Though it had been months since he lost his arm the stump still twinged occasionally.
“How long have you been waiting?”
Her eyes met his and he noted their pretty color, the ring of lashes that framed them and the soft “oh” her lips made before she answered. “I got here this morning.”
He frowned, “That’s hours ago, are they struggling to see people today?”
She snorted and a small smile pulled at her lips. She was quite pretty. “First time?”
He smiled in return, “I am a veritable virgin sacrifice to these halls.”
A laugh escaped her and she quickly covered her mouth, glancing around the room to see if anyone noticed. “I doubt that.”
He wanted to hear that laugh again. “In this I am yet a babe in the woods. I take it that it is not as straightforward as arriving in a timely fashion for my appointment?”
“No,” a fidget again as she tangled her fingers together. “They’ve got this algorithm. It looks at how dire your situation is, what kind of prostheses they have, what doctors are available… I don’t really understand it. You see Alaric in the corner?” She tipped her chin to the man snoring in the wheelchair and Ezra nodded. “He’s been coming here longer than I have. Once a month for the free clinic, just like us. He’s never even been called back.”
It seemed to Ezra that the loss of both legs might be considered a more dire situation than his single arm. “That is not exactly comforting.”
A small shrug. “It’s what it is, and for those of us with no other options… at least it’s hope.”
He sighed and leaned back in his chair, sprawling his legs in front of him and staring at the toe of his boot. “I do not have much hope, I’m afraid.”
She gave him a wan smile. “It is a long shot. I’ve been coming for almost a year. There’s also precedence they follow, even more so than your need. People from Ceti Alpha IV, some old families if you can prove you’re related, miners, colonists from-”
Ezra sat bolt upright. “Hold a moment there, did you say miners?”
“Yeah, the guy who founded this place made his money out in the reaches. One of their protected classes are IMC members.”
The Interstellar Mining Cooperative. Why hadn’t he thought of it? He was a member, at least he was pretty sure he was. They had some sparse benefits that he had never made much use of - but the appended callsign had landed him a few premier docking spaces and discounts on the sling. He hadn’t thought about it in years, yet the membership should have renewed unless something had changed.
“And if I were an IMC member?”
Her smile faltered a moment before returning. “Then yeah, you’ll jump to the front unless there’s another miner with something more serious.”
A flush of joy spread over him and he fumbled with his data pad. It took longer than it should, he was yet unused to working solely with his left hand, but soon he had his member page in his hand, a bright gold chisel in the corner.
“Well I’ll be damned.” He turned the data pad to show her. “It seems my luck has finally turned.”
Her nod was accompanied by another tight smile and she let out a soft sigh as she settled back into her chair. “I guess there’s always next time.”
“Do not look so forlorn, gem,” his grin was so wide it almost hurt. “While the loss of a digit is inconvenient, I assure you things could be worse.”
Her eyes fell to her lap, where nine fingers were intertwined. Brows drawing together she frowned for a moment before shrugging. “I suppose so. You should update your file, make sure you’re seen today if they can.”
He rose to his feet and then paused. Quickly, he dropped to one knee in front of her and reached out with his remaining hand to take her injured one. “You didn’t have to tell me, I would have never known. Thank you.”
“If it’s not you it would have been someone else.” Her eyes were sparkling and he wondered if they were tears. “There’s always someone who takes the slot. Always.”
“I cannot offer you a new digit, I myself am down to only five, but I would like to offer you dinner. If you would like?”
A moment of uncertainty passed before she nodded. “Yeah, I’d like that.”
They traded identifications and he couldn’t help but look back as he crossed to the check-in. She had her hands pressed together to her chest, her lips resting on the back of one thumb.
He wondered if she was praying.
She wasn’t going to show.
Ezra tapped his fingers on the table and glanced around the room. It wasn’t the nicest place in the Narrows, but not the worst either. The food was good and if it came with a side of attitude in the basement of a pawn shop, who was he to judge?
The numbers on his watch clicked over and he sighed. He was in an extraordinarily good mood and she was ruining it.
With a grunt he pulled the menu up on the table and selected a bottle of synthehol. It didn’t taste as good as the real thing, or so he was told, but it gave as good of a buzz as any. It arrived a moment later and he flicked the top off with practiced ease. Pouring his glass he held it to the light for a moment and then let a slow grin overtake his face.
He was getting a new arm.
A GH7 Neurobionic Prosthesis to be exact. Top of the line with a lifetime guarantee.
A lifetime guarantee.
That would be enough to get everything back on track. To go back to prospecting if he wanted. According to the pamphlet the prosthesis would connect directly into his nervous system. The skin tone would match and he would be able to feel everything as though it was his original arm. In short, it would be as though it never happened. There were even opportunities to upgrade - if he could scare up the credits - and add in sensors and utilities that might help his life someday.
“Ezra?”
The soft voice jolted him from his reverie and he saw her standing nearby, a blue grey tunic belted at the waist and a pair of grey trousers underneath. A black armband peeked out from her sleeve. In a burst of motion he leapt to his feet, throwing his arm around her and pulling her into half an embrace.
“Darling, you came!” With a quick shuffle he led her to the other side of his table, letting her go long enough to pull the chair out and settle her into it. “May I offer you a libation? I have had finer vintages but it is quite nice in its own right.” At her nod he filled a glass for her, cheeks nearly hurting from the smile that wreathed his face when he sat across from her.
“I do not have the words to express my gratitude for your help this afternoon.” He pulled the menu up and spun it her direction. “Please, order whatever you like. This is my treat.”
“So I take it you qualified?”
“Passed with flying colors! My surgery is five spans hence.”
“That’s so good, just in time for the Prophet’s Name Day!” She flipped through the menu and ordered, flicking the holo away. “A basic unit or…?”
Taking it as a prompt he launched into the details of his new arm, pulling the brochure up on his data pad and showing her the specs. She made the appropriate oohing and ahhing noises as he did so, leaning in and pointing out some of the finer details such as the heating elements and pulse that would make it mimic the original even more closely than he had thought.
“It truly is a dream,” he sighed when he had finally finished. “And I have you to thank for it. If you hadn’t…” He swallowed, glancing away and feeling a flush come over him. “I must admit I was having thoughts of a rather permanent nature.”
Her hand came out to cover his, fingers intertwining. “Don’t talk like that.”
He turned his hand over in hers, returning her grip with a fierce squeeze, “I do not know who I am when I am half a man. My livelihood depends on the use of both - on the security of its presence. Without it… I ask you, what use would I be?”
“A man is more than his use, Ezra,” she scolded softly.
A shake of his head cut her off before she could continue. “Not for me. I am not made to be idle, nor to live on the charity of others. Had this not worked, had you not been there, well, I have cheated death enough to not begrudge her her final say.”
The look she gave him was commiserating but she didn’t argue. “I get it, sometimes it seems easier to just let go than it is to hope.”
“Oh, I have hope now, starshine, you have given me hope.”
She pulled her hand away and took a sip of her drink. “I didn’t do anything. You would have figured it out on your own.”
“Maybe,” he shrugged, “or maybe I would have let yet another chance at happiness pass me by.“ He gave her a considering look. She was pretty, in a way he might have overlooked in different circumstances. He had always been one to chase the flashy, to always be looking to the next thing and ignore what was in front of him. Maybe it was time to rethink that strategy.
“I don’t reckon you would be amenable to seeing me again?”
She looked away for a moment, lips pressed together as she nodded almost shyly. “I’m also in the ‘take a chance’ ship these days, and you seem nice.”
He laughed, “I can honestly say that no person has ever graced me with the moniker ‘nice’ before, but for you I shall strive to meet your aspirations.”
A grin played on her lips and she met his eyes. “Well, handsome then.”
“I am delighted that you think so,” he grinned in return. “Now, why don’t you tell me about your life before you found yourself seated in this lovely establishment this evening?”
They spoke for hours. About her time working in the dockyards, the early deaths of her parents, and the unscrupulous manager that necessitated her move to the Narrows. In return he spoke of the brother he had lost in the silicon mines, the various adventures he had been on while alone, and of Cee.
“A spitfire if ever I have seen one,” he claimed as a bot cleaned the table next to them. “She’s the reason you find me with less than the standard number of limbs.”
“Oh really?” She seemed shocked. “And you’re still taking care of her?”
“I am not ashamed to admit that I have not always been the best of men - when survival is on the line I can be positively ruthless. And Cee, well… Cee is much like myself. There is a spark in her, a fight. It is a trait I wish to nurture.”
“I don’t know if I could be like that,” she responded. “Be so heartless I hurt someone else just to save myself.”
“I’m wounded you think me so pitiless. Perhaps you could give me a chance to show you my softer side?”
He expected her to turn timid - everything he had learned about her so far gave the picture of a woman who was not prone to rash decisions or impulsiveness. So he was pleasantly surprised when she grinned at him.
“I could be convinced.”
He walked her home, of course. He liked to think himself a gentleman and was nothing if not an opportunist. Which was why when she tilted her head to his at her door he instantly swooped in, reaching out to pull her hips to his and slanting his mouth across hers. He groaned when she arched against him, biting at her lip before pulling back and giving her a slow smile.
“Would you like to come inside?”
His smile widened and he lifted a hand to brush against her cheek. At least, he would have had it been there. He could even see it, the calloused hand with the short fingernails gently tracing what he knew must be soft skin.
But the absence jolted him from his good mood and he took a step away from her with a grimace. “I would like to be whole if we ever…”
She took his hand in hers, stepping into his space again. “You know I don’t care about that, right Ezra?”
Giving her a wane smile he nodded, “I do know that. But I care.”
“Then I understand.” After a pause she gave him a mischievous grin, “But we can still kiss, can’t we?”
“We absolutely can do that,” he assured her, backing her into the door and closing the distance between them once more. “As often as you’ll allow.”
Her only answer was a low moan that rumbled into his skin and set him afire.
It was going to be a long six spans.
“You don't have to go with me.”
Ezra guided her around a group of teenagers and chuckled as he squeezed her tighter. “You act as though it is a burden to spend time with you.”
“It’s boring. I know, I've been doing it for a cycle.”
It was free clinic day and Ezra had shown bright and early at her flat with a bag of pastries to help her start the morning. She had seemed surprised by his arrival, wrapping a shawl over her shoulders but inviting him in for morning caf and together they had devoured the pastries before she began her trek to the other end of the City.
“It's no trouble, it will give me time to think on my own matters.”
She smiled at a vendor and he gave the man a once over before dismissing him.
“Matters like if you want to include a full arm tattoo?”
He snorted. “The thought occurred but it holds no charm for me. Rather, I've been trying to remember if I had a mole on my pinky or not.”
“Isn’t there a whole saying about knowing things like the back of your hand?”
He stopped her with a slight tug, pulling her into an alcove. With a quick movement he covered her hand with his. “Do you have any?”
She frowned. “On the outside of the back, I think? More like a freckle.”
“Anything else? Scars? Do you know how long your nail beds are?”
She huffed and tugged her hand free, crooking a smile and pointing out the freckle. “For the nail beds, I’d just have them match the other hand.”
“Ah starshine,” he wrapped his arm around her waist again, “your skin is far more unblemished than mine. It will be strange to see skin as marred as mine was - but perhaps it is better to have a clean slate? These are the question that plague me.”
“It’s not-”
Someone shoved into her and she fell against him suddenly. He lifted his other arm to catch her but nothing moved but the short stump. Thrown off balance they both stumbled and, after seeing to her well-being, he rounded on the perpetrator with a fierce frown.
“Watch where you are going.” The man was around his size, maybe an inch taller. Ezra sized him up in a glance, a street thug who would barely be worth the effort of a fight if it came to it.
“Keep your pumbavu bitch out of my way.”
Ezra carefully shifted his expression to the smoothly friendly one he reserved for wayward prospectors who happened to cross his path with more gems than sense.
“There is no need for that kind of language, friend, there is plenty of room for us all.” He gestured at the narrow sidewalk. “Perhaps an apology and we can all be on our way?”
“Apologize?” the man snorted. “To some ampee and whoever was pathetic enough to take your credits?”
“This is your warning,” Ezra told him slowly, shifting his stance and reaching for the knife in his belt. “There will not be another.”
“And what are you going to do? Shoulder me to death?”
Ezra barely waited for him to finish the sentence, palming the blade and slashing out in nearly the same motion. He heard the soft gasp from behind him but ignored her, all of his concentration on the man in his sights. The blade whistled through air and Ezra adjusted, stepping forward and flipping the blade around to catch him on the backswing. From his peripheral he saw the punch coming from his right and raised his hand to block it.
With nothing there the blow caught him squarely in the jaw, sending him reeling back as his vision danced. The force of it made him drop his blade and he heard it clatter to the metal grates beneath their feet before slipping through and disappearing below.
“Prophet’s nutsack, I’ll fucking-”
Suddenly she was there, between them, throwing her arms out and pleading with the man. “Please, this is all a misunderstanding. No one’s hurt, can’t we just leave it at that?”
Ezra, for one, felt hurt but he didn’t say anything about it, shaking his head and trying to stop his ears from ringing.
“Tell your cripple boyfriend to mind his own business.”
Snarling, Ezra prepared to launch himself at the man once more but she had his cheeks in her hands and the concerned look on her face quelled his ire.
“Are you okay? How’s your head?”
“It will be fine, I’ve had worse.”
“Ezra…” she chided, “what were you thinking?”
“I was thinking that rat needed a lesson in manners.” She laughed and he realized suddenly how petulant he sounded. “Are you okay, starshine?”
She laid a hand to her chest, “My heart is racing. That can’t be good for me.”
“A little adrenaline keeps you young.”
She gave him a wan smile even as she took deep, steadying breaths. Holding a finger to the pulse point on her wrist she stood a moment longer before she seemed satisfied. “Don’t do things like that, okay?”
“I can make you no promises,” he held an elbow out for her to take and continued them on their way. “I am a man more suited to fight than flight.”
“Are you sure you’ll be okay?”
Ezra nodded absently, the white walls around him almost mocking in their sterility. His life was about to change and here he was sitting on a paper covered bed in little more than a nightgown.
“And you’re sure you don’t want me to tell Cee?”
“No,” he cut her off quickly, running his hand through his hair and likely ruffling it beyond recovery. “Cee does not need to know of any of this until it is finished.”
She was bustling around the room, folding his clothes into a neater pile and tossing him concerned glances. “I can’t believe you feel more guilty about her than she does about shooting you.”
Ezra shrugged. It was a discussion they had had before and he knew she didn’t understand. She didn’t need to, but he liked that she was trying.
“Trust me, starshine, she feels exactly as much guilt as she should for her actions.” He caught her arm as she went by again and pulled her to stand between his legs. Pulling her hand to his lips he kissed the spot where her finger was missing. “Are you planning to rearrange the entire room?”
“I’m nervous,” she admitted, leaning into his embrace and settling her head on his shoulder. “Are you sure you don’t want me to wait here for you?”
“Absolutely not.” He pushed her away so that he could meet her eyes so she would know how serious he was. “Assuming all goes well I will come find you after, don’t you worry about that.”
She didn’t ask what he would do if it didn’t go well - and he didn’t know what his answer would have been regardless.
“HG460372 Theta?”
The voice at the doorway sounded bored and Ezra glanced up as it read off his IMC number.
“Present.”
“Follow me.”
He slipped off the table and pulled her in for a kiss. “I’ll see you this evening. Wait up for me?”
“I’d wait forever for you.”
For that she got one more quick kiss before he followed after the nurse.
Ezra flexed his fingers, noting the fine brown hairs on his knuckles and the small scar at the base of his thumb. With his left hand he pressed two fingers to his wrist, feeling the steady pulse. The skin wrinkled and moved as he tested it, marveling at the fine interconnected lines.
“Ezra?”
He whipped his head up. He hadn’t even noticed the door sliding open. But there she was, her eyes wide and lips parted as she stared at his new arm.
At his whole self.
“Oh Ezra, how does it-”
He cut her off with a hand to the back of her neck, pulling her towards him even as he backed her into her small flat. Fingertips felt the hairs at the top of her spine, felt the give of her skin, felt the warmth of her.
“Ezra,” she managed to push him away slightly even as he wrapped his other arm around her waist. “Show me the-”
“I want to feel you, starshine.” They were at her sofa now and he carefully pushed her onto her back, straddling her waist with his knees before pulling away. “We can speak of the particulars at a more opportune time.”
She giggled and yanked him back to her and he caught himself on his prosthetic. He could feel the rough weave of the upholstery even as he shifted his weight so he could use his right hand to undo the buttons of her shirt.
“The doctors told me I should practice my fine motor skills,” he pushed her shirt apart and cupped one of her breasts in his hand. The soft material of her bra gave beneath his fingers and he traced upwards to pull the cup down before he felt something new.
“What is this?” With a sly grin he traced his fingers over the faint ridges running from her breast up to her shoulder. “A body modification? Do you have others? A tattoo perhaps?”
She faltered, her smile freezing on her face. “Can we not talk about that, Ezra?”
“Ah, a youthful indiscretion? I understand.” He helped her shrug her shirt off and his eyes caught on the band of black encircling her left upper arm. He’d noticed it before, not really giving it much thought. But now that it was exposed he could see that the lines under her skin ran directly to it.
“I must admit you have my curiosity, am I allowed to remove this or-”
She sat up so quickly she nearly brained him, only his quick reflexes allowing him to rear back and avoid a broken nose.
“Do not!”
He spread his fingers wide, noting with pride how strong both of his hands looked. “I will not if you do not wish it, of course, but I should know the bounds of what I can and cannot do. May I touch it at all?”
A deep breath lifted her breasts and he tried to ignore the motion while she gathered herself.
“It’s probably better if you don’t.”
“Then I will not.” He lowered his hands to grip her wrists, massaging the skin with his fingers. “Your secrets are your own, but I hope you will allow me one more question?” At her nod he lifted her left hand and placed a kiss on her knuckles. “Is it dangerous? A drug of some kind?”
“No.” A long silence stretched before she elaborated. “It’s a battery pack.”
Slowly, he let his fingers trace over the edges of the band, following the lines embedded into her skin until they disappeared into her chest. Under the pads of his fingers he could hear the steady, delicate thump of her heart. “A battery pack?”
She didn’t answer but he didn’t need her to. At once the realization crashed on him and he cursed, damning himself for an idiot as he realized how oblivious he had been.
“The clinic - you are not visiting to get your finger replaced, are you?”
She shook her head, refusing to meet his eyes.
“Starshine, why didn’t you say something? I could have-”
“There’s nothing you could have done,” she interrupted, suddenly taking his hand with her own.
“I could have given you my spot.” He clenched his fist, staring at the ripple of tendons and wires. “I could have forced them to see you instead.”
“Really? You told me you were days from killing yourself if the clinic hadn’t worked out.”
Ezra didn’t reply, his mind a jumble of conflicting thoughts. A month ago he would have agreed. Told her that to live even a moment longer as a cripple was too much. But now…
“I could have waited my turn, if it meant you getting yours.”
“It wouldn’t have mattered,” she shrugged. “You can’t give up your place like that.”
He laid a palm flat to her chest. “How long?”
“The cardiac unit is a stopgap, they gave me eight months if all went well.”
He stilled, fingers briefly clutching at her. “And how long ago was that?”
“A full cycle.”
“A year,” he croaked, feeling as though perhaps all of his hair had turned white with that statement. “But…”
She pressed her hand to his, over her chest. “It was longer than I ever expected. I fell into the stasis field at the shipyards a year ago - it totally fried my system.”
“And so you need a new heart.”
“A Yutani-7 artificial heart to be exact, but yeah. Can we get back to the kissing now?”
Ezra leaned back as she reached for him and then couldn’t help a wry smile at her exaggerated pout. “Starshine, you can’t spring a terminal condition on a man and expect him to perform for you.”
She tried to give him a seductive look but betrayed herself with a soft sniffle. “I ruined it didn’t I?”
Shifting to lie next to her, Ezra pulled her into his arms, tucking her head beneath his chin and petting down her back. “You ruined nothing. I am only morose you did not tell me sooner so I might have had time to come to terms with the knowledge before being asked to ravish you.”
“So is ravishing off the table then?”
She sounded so forlorn he couldn’t help but laugh. “Of course not, but perhaps tonight is not the time-”
It was a marvel she managed to surprise him, leveraging herself upwards and yanking his face down to hers in a wild, rough kiss. When she finally broke away for air they were both panting.
“I don’t know how much time I have left, Ezra.”
“An uncharitable blow, starshine.”
“Please.”
Well, who was he to deny a woman who begged so sweetly?
“I have a surprise for you.”
She blinked up at him wearily, a confused frown on her face before she answered. “What?”
“A surprise,” he whipped the blanket from over her, smiling at the adorable bundle of fleece and sweaters she was wrapped in beneath. “Are you cold?”
“Poor circulation,” she mumbled as she slowly sat up, rubbing a hand across her eyes. “Side effect of - you know. What do you mean a surprise?”
Letting his smile slip he sat at the edge of the couch, settling his hand on her knee. “How are you feeling?”
“Cold, a little out of breath. Pretty normal stuff all things considered. What surprise?”
“It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you now would it?” He jumped to his feet, yanking a sweater from a nearby chair and holding it out to her. “Here, I don’t want you to be cold.”
“Ezra, why are you bleeding?”
He glanced down at his arm, at the thin tendrils of synthetic red liquid that rose from a series of scratches that ran the length of his forearm. “No reason, come on.”
She caught his hand but he quickly shook her off, bustling her into the sweater and out her door. One of her neighbors had set out candles for Name Day and he carefully steered her around them.
“If I can’t ask why you’re bleeding can I ask why you have a black eye?”
“You may not,” he responded cheerily.
“Ezra…”
He pulled her close to his side and navigated her out of the alley. “I must ask that you hold your queries until the end of the day, starshine. All will be revealed in time.”
A soft huff escaped her but she didn’t say anything, letting him lead her through the underbelly of the city and to a building they both knew far too well.
“Ezra it’s not the right day,” she told him as he led her to a side entrance.
“You are correct.” He pulled the door open and ushered her inside. A long hallway stretched in front of them and Ezra walked down it with confidence until he found the office he was looking for. A man was sitting behind the desk, his grey lab coat marred by a spot of blood and a drawn look on his face.
“Is this the patient?”
“It is,” Ezra responded as he sat her in a chair. “And you have the item?”
“They’re not easy to find, you know. I had to forge about ninety seven different manifests.”
“Ezra…” she whispered, eyes wide, but he cut her off with a squeeze to her shoulder.
“And will that complicate matters?”
The doctor steepled his fingertips above the desk and sighed. “It won’t.”
“Good, good.” Ezra was pacing behind her, darting glances around the room and flexing his prosthetic arm as though worried it might remember its origins in a room nearby. “So you can begin?”
“My family?”
“Safe,” his smile had a hard edge and he didn’t try to hide the knife at his belt. “For now.”
“Then let’s get this done.”
The doctor rose and she rose with him, a look of concern marring her perfect features. “What have you-?”
“If harm befalls her,” Ezra threatened softly, grabbing a fistful of the doctor’s coat, “you know what will happen?”
The doctor gave him a curt nod and Ezra let him go. Waiting a moment he finally turned back to her. To his lover, his starshine…
His everything.
“What is happening?”
“A Name Day miracle, for all intents and purposes.” She seemed confused and he leaned down to press a kiss to her lips. “I might have performed a few dastardly deeds to move your case to the front of the line.”
“Oh Ezra, you didn’t-”
“Hush,” he kissed her once more. “I would do it again a thousand times over for you.”
“But what about after, Ezra? What happens to you?”
He shrugged nonchalantly, “I suppose I will need to find myself a new place to live, perhaps outside of where the law might reach. I don’t suppose you would want to come with me?”
For all his bravado he was shocked when she nodded, and even more so when she threw her arms around his neck and pressed her forehead to his. “After you’ve done this for me? I would follow you anywhere, Ezra.”
“Sweet starshine,” he held her to him tightly for a moment before releasing her and stepping away, “you need to go and get your new heart.”
“You’ll be here when I’m done?”
He pulled her hand into his, pressing a kiss to the back. “I promise.”
“Cross your heart?”
With a smile he rubbed his lips on the blank spot where her finger once sat before letting her go. “Of course. But I must warn you, mine hasn’t been my own to promise for some time now.”
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