#kinda delights me a bit

[mecha--maniac]

Been noodlin' with some doodlin' trying to figure out how I want to draw these nerds

#ehhhhh I don't want to tag these but at the same time organization is good #Mephiles #silver the hedgehog #Shadow the hedgehog #Amy Rose #Sonic the hedgehog #doodles #sketches #my art #gore #kinda #Silver looks especially cursed #I made him look blank on purpose but meh it doesn't work #Mephiles is proving particularly tough because it feels better to go 'gem-like' with his whole Thing but #I want to do the concept as *ice* which is tough because ice doesn't have a super specific look actually #and definitely not much that looks like he does #but the idea of him breaking down into this frostbitten mess of bits delights me

[yardsards]

s1 luz was at least a little bit gay for willow i will not be told otherwise

idk if it was a full on crush but it was at least one of those types of nebulous not-quite-romantic not-quite-platonic "hahaha, unless..." type friendships that a lot of queer teens have, u know the ones

#girl was just walkin around sayin shit like ''you're right! my friend IS very cute!'' #which can be just regular platonic bc luz is friendly like that but in this case i feel like it's A Little Bit Gay #eliot posts #toh #the owl house #luz noceda #willow park #just. remembering why i liked willuz/willumity so much. #i kinda headcanon willow as grey-aro and polyam (this literally came to me in a dream) #and i feel like her ideal relationship IS a kind of ambiguous sorta-but-not-quite-romantic sort of dealio #tho i also like the headcanons that she's just plain bi or pan or lesbian in this context too #bc again that sort of ambiguous friendship seems to be VERY common among queer teen friend groups (and not just aspec queers) #like it was A Thing between some of my high school friends and many other queer ppl i've talked to have said similar lmao #tho i also find the headcanon that she's 100% aroace and also uninterested in any relationships outside if friendship to be v fun #just like. basically everyone falling in love w her but her being totally uninterested #but being her friend is so Delightful that none of em rlly have any complaints there #like that scene in carmilla where dani turns down kirsch and says she just sees him as a friend and he gets really excited like #''yes! i am in the friend zone! she sees me as a friend!!! she's so cool i am excited to be her friend!'' #willow taking after canon aroace icon lilith ''constantly turning down suitors but keeping their gifts'' clawthorne #my sister is just straight but this one time when she was in hs a guy asked her out w a massive tub of cheese puff balls #(she was obsessed w those things) #and she turned him down but kept the cheese puffs and ate them for like a solid month

[pb-dot]

Film Friday: A formal apology to Last Night In Soho

People who have followed me for a while, or done some serious backreading may remember an early essay I wrote about the Edgar Wright film Last Night In Soho and how I couldn't make myself to watch the thing again. I've been trying to dig the thing up again so I could do a good follow-up, but Tumblr's search function continues to be Like That, so I'll just have to go by my memory of the thing for now. Last Night In Soho spoilers and some dreaded nuance below the cut!

In short, I struggled with how mean-spirited the film felt to me. Protagonist Eloise Turner gets chewed up and spitten out by a London that is sleazy, cruel and unforgiven even in the genre of "country mouse goes to the Big City and has a Terrible Time of Things" stories. It's a morally messy and gray kind of tale, where our hero narrowly evades a victim turned villain by the cruelty of the world around her by confronting her with the cruelties she herself indulged in. It's a real Bad Vs. Evil kind of situation, and just thinking of how much of an exhausting, terrifying experience the story would turn to for young Eloise made her early scrappy, if naive, enthusiasm turn to ash in my mouth.

The thing is, upon actually watching the thing again, and through explaining what's going on to my parents that, bless 'em, weren't quite following along on the plot, I came to realize something. All of the things mentioned above are true, that is what happens in the movie, and that's ok.

Eloise gets the utter shit kicked out of her by the plot. She falls down the tree of Moving to the Big City and hits just about every branch on the way down. Her natural empathy gets hijacked by a tale more sordid and violent than she's ready for, and there's no pot of golden rectification at the end of that rainbow, just a sad, twisted murderous grandmother dying in a house fire surrounded by the ghosts of her murdered abusers. It didn't have to end this way, Sandie didn't have to try killing Eloise to cover everything up. If she wasn't so warped from the abuse she suffered she might've even understood that Eloise has a lot in common with her, even when you ignore that she has, through her paranormal powers, Eloise has literally BEEN her. Eloise has literally felt her pain, her fear, her desperation. There is nobody in the world, maybe not even Sandie herself that has as good of a reason to be charitable and kind fo Sadie. It's no good, though, Sandie is too far gone to even consider empathy a possibility.

This is, of course, bleak as shit, and how bleak it is kind of blinded me to the point the movie was making. Upon a rewatch it seems almost absurd to me that I missed it in the first place, but the movie actually has a pretty clever thesis on Nostalgia built into it. Eloise goes to london, expecting it to be as magical of a place as she imagine it being in the late 60's. It is not, of course, even if the 60's was a stylish wonderland like she imagines it, the wear and tear of time and several generation-defining economic crisises (and entirely too many Tory governments if you permit me to talk politics for a hot second) have changed the place up. That is, however, just the starting conditions, the base camp from which Eloise's nostalgic dreams get confronted with the nastiness of reality.

Sadie is in many ways the perfect person for Eloise to project onto. She strides into the world of late 60's Soho with the effortless confidence of youth. She's not from around here, but she is going to make her dreams come true withher gumption and her beautfy and her unflinching confidence. Sounds a lot like Eloise, except Sadie is more of a girlboss than Ellie ever gets to. Of course, Sadie also falls out of the tree of moving to the Big City and hits a whole ton of branches on the way down, but that's not all there is to it. See, if the takeaway of the whole thing was "the protagonist thinks Before was better, but she learns that Before Was Pretty Terrible Actually," Last Night would truly be too cynical, full of pain and suffering, signifying nothing.

That's not what's happening though, if it did, Eloise would take half a look at what Sadie's life turned into and gotten the fuck out of dodge. It'd be a tale of the depravity of the city that a good soul narrowly escaped. That's not the movie Last Night In Soho is, and it's not even close. If anything, Eloise's obsession with South London and the sad life and assumed death of Sadie only deepens as she learns of just how bad things get for the doomed starlet.

It's one of those plot things that effectively illustrates that the difference between a character strength and a character weakness is highly dependent on context. Eloise is an emphatetic person, mirroring her openness to ghostly visions by her openness to other living people. It does her no favors in most interractions with her new classmates, but Eloise can no more stop feeling sympathy and openness to experience and feelings any more than a tiger can change its spots.

So, Eloise is an admirable character because she can not stop being kind, even when it's a disadvantage. She could no more fire back at her queen bee bitchy roomate than she could walk on water, and so she choses to resolve the solution by moving out entirely. It's that kind of "too nice by half" personality that's mostly present in fictional characters to give them a place to grow out of, to learn to stand up to themselves and so on. That's not the angle Last Night goes for though, I'd argue what it does is a much more nuanced take on such a character.

I would argue, though, that throughout Last Night In Soho, Eloise's empathy is in fact her most grievous character flaw. She almost ruins her life and her future by actively seeking out Sadie's tragedy, soaking in it like she can redeem the time period she is so enamored by absorbing Sadie's misery and quote-unquote saving her from her ignoble end. The world does not require this of Sadie, she puts this unreasonably huge demand on herself because it's the only way her unquestioning love for the time and place of Sadie's life can remain unexamined. Sadie's tragedy can only be an emergent flaw in the system of that time and place. If late 60's Soho chewed up and spat out young ambitious women like her and Sadie as a matter of course, how could it be the magical place of the movies and music that Eloise loves so much?

It's with this in mind that the ending scene where Eloise displays her new clothes designs goes from being a "oh, nice for her I guess" kind of denoument into a pretty powerful thesis statement. Eloise stil loves the things she loved about the 60's, she still loves the music, the aesthetics of it, the style of the clothing, but it is tempered by a distinctive and conscious sense of anachronism. This isn't the 60's coming back, this is Eloise, a modern young woman, showing the world what she loved about those bygone times filtered through her own experiences. This is, the movie says, what Nostalgia should be, an ongoing conversation with and about the aesthetics of the past without attempting to restore some sort of prelapsarian way of things that never existed in the first place.

In a world where an increasing amount of people start looking at the 50's with a worrying level of fondness, I think a movie like Last Night In Soho is important. It's ok to like rockabilly, it's ok to like stepford housewife chic, it's ok to like three-piece work suits, the movie all but says, but don't try to make today like the times when these styles arose. They weren't the Good Old Days the way it's tempting to think of them. They were Days, and depending on who you were they could be the farthest thing from good. Love the things and looks you love, but let the thoughts patterns and politics that informed them remain in the past where they belong.

So in short, I fear that in my initial piece on this movie, I did the Classical Tumblr Mistake of reading ill, conservative, will into a nuanced work that deals with complex topics in a surprisingly elegant way. So, that's my bad, and I'm glad that actually getting off my ass and giving it a second look has opened up my eyes to a lot of beautifully shot, artfully presented nuance. Last Night In Soho is a great move y'all. Go see it. Hell, if you've only seen it once, maybe see it again?

#last night in soho #film friday #also I haven't even gotten into how much of a trippy giallo-esque delight this movie is visually #or the clear and apparent love that's been put into the soundtrack #and the camerawork? Oh lord #I have to write a third damn thing about this movie now don't I? #stay tuned for that I suppose #Also I'm starting to wonder if the fact that I first saw this movie on a date that went to a kinda weird place may have biased me against i #Keep an eye out for my confused thoughts about The Boy And The Heron in that case #I'd say iykyk #but you don't so I won't #Finally (do anyone ever read all of these?) I'd apologize for the pun with the first gif #but I'm not sorry #not even a little bit

[ayyponine]

art update fr april <3 part 1/2

#my art #this month was all abt trying the dassentechniek yknow w dragging a dry brush thru yr paint to kinda. blur and blend it all up a bit #which is a delight and a surprise. dont like a detail you didnt get quite right? time to whip out big out brush and say. good bye #its no johannes kahrs gerhard richter or tor arne moen but it is....a me :)

[toonbly]

honestly i have a really have a hard time looking at my old vrai stuff. but going through old stuff for grtv fills me with absolute delight, its been so long but i still hold so much love for this story and the people who followed it

#IM GETTING CORNY ON MAIN TONIGHT BOYS!!! #like i know im tooting my own horn here but like. i still really love grtv. i really do #flipping through it you can Really see the groundwork being laid for tip the ferrymen #and idk. maybe not everyone was totally in character and theres some writing thats a little much here and there #but theres a lot of love there. theres a Lot of love and thats what its all about. it came from me and it came from those of you who were #there for it. and from those of you who saw it after it was done. and i love you for that as much as i can love a stranger yknow? #looking through old work can be really embarrassing and kinda hard if it happened during like. a hard time in your life #which in this case it did. same with cascade crowns. so it was hard to look at for awhile for a Lot of reasons #but im glad that i can now. im glad i made these stories and im glad i shared them with you guys #im just overcome with so much fucking Love for art and storytelling and the way we do these things together every time i look back on it #the way we create things and how it evolves over time. how the seeds of our future creative endeavors are sewn into every little drawing #or bit of writing that we do or whatever your medium is. its delightful. it really is #idk. its 1am and im feeling sentimental. i love you guys. thank you for being here. thank you for letting me share my funny stories

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

I can never deny "Porrohman" by Big Country when it comes on shuffle. For 7 minutes and 52 seconds I am enraptured, every single time.

#crystal visions of lilies in the valley #Big Country #however I am not sure I would be so delighted to hear ''The Storm'' and then this or vice versa. that's a bit too long for me. #I also just don't like ''The Storm'' as much as ''Porrohman'' :/ it's cool and all but...it kinda drags on. ._. #''Porrohman'' is an absolute fucking gem though. I can't ever deny myself the pleasure and awe of listening to it!!

[orcelito]

Can't let anyone forget about my practically obscene love of mushrooms. I will post about it constantly.

#speculation nation #im a little freak actually so i hope my collection of new followers r fine with that #loving mushrooms is not freak material but the level that i love them kind of is #this isnt even getting into my other odd eating habits. of which i have many. #or my habit of sampling anything and everything at work so long as it's Technically edible #up to and including plain matcha concentrate and rose concentrate and vanilla paste #and hazelnut extract and vanilla extract and caramel extract and #ive eaten plain coffee beans before and in fact DELIGHT in taking the lemon ginger shots. just plain lemon juice mixed with ginger juice #ginger juice as in just juice from the ginger. not a ginger beer no just straight ginger concentrate. i love that shit. #let's see what are other things ive sampled at work...? #plain sugar syrups. always awful. hate sweet shit like that. i will still sample them tho if i get some on me #uhm. boba dough. which ive heard unprocessed tapioca is uh. toxic. but i think ours is processed? #i havent gotten poisoned from it yet! and handmade boba dough is actually pretty tasty #raw store bought boba is one of the worst tastes and textures ive ever experienced tho #which yes i have sampled that too. and spat it out bc i couldnt bring myself to swallow. awful awful awful. #it's kinda a running joke at my workplace that i will sample basically Anything #i cant help it 😭 the other day there was a lil bit of vanilla paste left over on the tablespoon #so i just went and dripped it into my mouth w/o thinking on my way to put the tablespoon in the dish area #& the employee just saw me physically cringe. drop the tablespoon at the sinks. then rush to the hand washing sink to rinse my mouth #& he was just like. 'did you just SAMPLE that????' #& i had to be like. '....yeah😭😭😭😭😭' #to b fair some months ago he saw me sample the rose extract. run to the sink to rinse my mouth #then 15 mins later. not learning my lesson. sample the vanilla extract. then run to the sink to rinse my mouth. #the vanilla extract was slightly nicer than the rose extract. bc at least it didnt make my tongue numb (like the rose did) #Flavor Shock. that shit's real man #anyways ramble post is rambles. i just dont want anyone to think im cool or anything lmfao

[social-mockingbird]

The ultimate multitask: studying C.S. Lewis, while dyeing your hair raspberry pink for a dance, while listening to kpop, and only pausing to deliver the last of your lemon cupcakes to a very pretty boy and you still have dye in your hair and on your forehead

#boy upon my appearance *slightly delighted and amused voice* ‘she’s so unhinged!!’ #this boy has now seen basically every side of me from sobbing to deranged to pajamas to dapper to most things in between #and I’m kinda miffed at him at the moment but that doesn’t stop the situation from being hilarious and a bit of a Y/N situation #but my hair is all spiked up and stiff and I sound all raspy from allergies and a leftover cold #yet whatever!! life is more fun if you do weird things!! and put yourself out there!! #besides this awkward dyeing phase is part of the process of looking badass later #and the cupcakes were an important delivery for a friend and she’s worth the shenanigans #anyway back to the space trilogy #vera rants

[zrllosyn-art]

A Dottore for @zhonglis-empty-wallet !

Ive been following em for a while, but I love Juni’s writing and how they do descriptions and building up the setting. Always a delight to read. 10/10 would recommend

#dottore #il dottore #genshin impact #its time for enn rambles in the notes #did you request dottore content #(i have never drawn this man before what is UP with his accessories) #HOPEFULLY IT DONT LOOK TOO BAD HIS REFERENCES ARE KINDA LIMITED ATM #also this is like #a belated thank you for all your bits i have read so far #sadly i do not have the bandwith to actually read a full fic :( #but i have been reading tibbits here and there and MAN always a delight #know youve been hitting a bit of a rough spot in terms of both fandom and writing n i wish u the best #i have hit smth similar w/ art before and it is unpleasant to say the least #so!! have an art?? i hope it helps or at the very least #conveys my feelings? thanks? uh. something?? #i am not very good with words #my apologies #but YEAH ENOUGH RAMBLING FROM ME #(i kind of hope juni does NOT read this actually) #(ts too late in the night for me to be coherent this took me too long to draw) #(it was supposed to be quick!! and then i rendered it. my hands....) #enn art

[crabcrabcrabmeat]

Ough I wanna tell ppl to watch Ideon but idk if there's any good translations of it out there

#i cant confirm it myself but at least the most significant 'bad writing' moments were deliberate defamiliarization choices #that became muddled from poor word choice in bootleg subs #in terms of how i experienced it anyway #theres at least one example of that 'bilingualism turned redundant by translation' iirc wrt 'alien' as loanword #the subs i saw used alien quite a bit actually tho i think '宇宙人' is only used on occasion in ideon and as more of a slur lol #i assume it also dosent have quite the same double meaning as 'alien' either #wrt generally invoking SF creatures but also a descriptor of actual ppl in regards to immigration laws #ough moments like this make me miss the era of fansubbers having copious footnotes lol #its delightful reading translation notes in general imo #bc u get a glimpse of how shifting the boundary making of understanding can be #and thats kinda the theme of it all #abs blabs

[robotwrangler]

Tbh playing Warframe is worth it just for Ordis. Like don’t get me wrong, loads of other stuff about it is wonderful too, but he is genuinely such a highlight of the game to me & I never once in my life thought I’d say that about an npc in an MMO of all things

#I love everything about him as a character. it’s like he was designed for me specifically #ship’s ‘‘a.i.’’ with a cute voice? enthusiastically loyal and helpful and caring? a tiny bit silly..? literally couldn’t be more perfect #warframe is the only mmo I’ve ever played that has actual likeable characters and genuinely cool lore & quests for them #I can’t think of a single other mmo where I have cared about a single npc or even remembered their name after a few days out of the game #plus the fact that you don’t have to spend literally any money on it for it to be fun.. like. what other free to play game could EVER #the premium currency is literally only used for cosmetic stuff & not ever required to progress #and you can get it for free by selling rare stuff you find to other players #also the level design is so cool.. the void levels especially but also just all of them #the open worlds are really nice and even the mission areas are kinda gorgeous depending on the planet you’re on #don’t even get me started on the warframes themselves. sooo fucking cool. all of them #not to mention what they actually are and the lore involving them #I love the story so much. it has a better story than some actual singleplayer story-driven games I’ve played #ok ramble over now. tldr Ordis is delightful and everything else in warframe is also delightful

[waywardsalt]

ok since tears of the kingdom is coming out like. insanely soon i figured i’ll just dump how i’ve been feeling abt it here. i wont tag for them and i dont intend to share any but because i have been actively seeking out spoilers i will vaguely reference them here so… idk really long musings on this game and my feelings abt it

(im just writing this out mostly for myself since i really kind of just. want to really figure out how i feel about this)

i… am not excited for totk?

i’ve figured out a bit ago that my severely waning interest in botw and general anxiety and discontent surrounding totk is just that… these games arent for me. i dont enjoy open world games with half a million things for you to do like it’s basically a sandbox. i struggle to really enjoy singleplayer minecraft. the space stage in spore gives me genuine anxiety, both when i played it as a kid and again when i reached it as an adult.

botw and totk are not games for me, and that’s cool. i’ve figured that out.

so why am i getting so damn anxious about this new game?

i am getting totk- not entirely of my own volition, i live with someone who is very genuinely excited for it, so it’s pre-ordered digitally on our switch. i am going to play it and complete it at least once.

the gameplay and world of botw never really got to me, and even what snippets of gameplay i see for totk dont really entice me. it just makes me anxious to think about the sheer amount of new stuff i’ll be dropped in the middle of and how i really dont care about this version of link or zelda or anyone else in botw’s hyrule

and some of the story spoiler stuff and general direction this game is going in has me just worried that the zelda series is moving away from what it used to be into an entirely new direction, that being a direction that it seems like i wont enjoy as much as everyone else seems to

so then i guess my main worry outside of totk is that i just end up struggling to really feel connected to the rest of the community about this? being a contrarian is fun until everyone is enjoying something you for some reason can’t get yourself to

i dont have a lot of hope in the story of totk to harken back to… ANYTHING of worth that past games have built up and made to be so important and interesting. hype is a dangerous thing for a not-yet-released game, and while i think the insane amount of speculation and theories and hype around totk will cause a lot of people to be disappointed with the final story, i dunno if i really wouldve liked it even if the story actually piqued my interest

maybe totk’s gameplay will really hook me. maybe i’ll enjoy the massive open world and gmod-ass gimmicks. but what ive seen of the story makes me less interested and the snippets of gameplay i see just make me remember how bored i now am with botw

at the end of the day this is just a video game with tags on this site i can blacklist and videos i can ignore and lore i can brush aside because at this point loz canon is a suggestion more than anything

i just cant shake the discomfort of once again being an outlier as everyone i see loses their mind about this new game while i just feel overwhelmed by it. i have played botw for a long time and have long since worn it out. i played age of calamity to completion and have not touched it or cared for it beyond the music since. i am not excited about totk and i feel like i am in the wrong due to my opinion

#salty talks #kinda personal? just angsting abt totk and being a lil negative abt it #at this point im not expecting it to blow me away. i no longer have fun playing botw. i do not care for the story or characters #this if anything is to soothe my nerves and is for the sake of my own wellbeing to articulate how i feel about this #it is cool to like. put your feelings into words. this is a lot more eloquent than ‘i miss linebeck’ #it feels kinda selfish to bitch abt a game thats not out yet and complain abt it not seeming enjoyable to me #but it looks like a genuinely good game. but its not for me. and thats what im ruminating on here #like i love linear stories games that limit you and fun little gimmicks and characters with complex arcs and all that #i played a little bit of skyward sword earlier and was finishing up the cistern dungeon and was so delighted to see the main statue lowered #i love the dungeons with gimmicks that flip everything around and force you to really think abour your next move #im excited to reach the water temple in oot again to swim around and tinker with the water level #i cant wait to finish oot and move onto mm and its wonderful gameplay and areas #id love to revisit albw and get back to playing ph (and maybe finishing triforce heroes idk abt that one i just want the linebeck outfit) #i played botw for like ten minutes a few weeks ago and then put it away without a second thought #so. if anyone wanted to know how i feel abt totk. its a bit alienating #i might blacklist every variation of ze/ink tbh. sayonara you weeaboo shits and your bland fucking milquetoast ship thats kinda irritating #i may delete this bc it errs on the side of being too personal but i really just need to write this stuff downh #anyways. going back to writing my thing abt my oc n linebeck hanging out and being gay

[mrfoox]

Uh. Like month... 4... Without an big breakdown and im 😳 what.... Wha

#miranda talking shit #I always say this but holy shit what the fuck i didnt think medication could have so much impact #I thought be being numb would be the best case. But here i am like 👍 life's not so bleak. I have loved ones. There's more for me to see #Like what the fuck.... Ive been sucidal since i was 11... I thought that would just be permanent for me... That it would kill me one day #But here i am just.... Like...living? #I mean im still not living life to the fullest mainly bc im still not used to just ... Be and not feel like garbage #I still have many problems and inner battles but they don't .... Send me into the abyss or worse #Anti medication people can probably argue if im ACTUALLY happy or just high of my meds or something but i... #I just feel like myself but ...kinda like when you put on glasses after being without them for a while #You see things clearer again and you had forgotten that your eyes were bad #I see the same things who would make me smile for 1 second. Now i see them and they make me smile for half a minute or more #I feel i think a lot more and notice smaller things. Smaller delights. A little cute bug flying by. An pretty flower outside. Someone #Laughing with their friend. A child playing outside. They all make me happy now and i just ... Yeah. #I am not the most positive person alive or am super happy all the time... But having actual ... Normal days #Actually be just... Just fine. Not 'i have managed to not cry and kept my mental health in check somewhat etc' but actually just #Things are fine. On an scale more in tune with others version if fine. Im used to my okay days just being like... Oh i was awake today #I ate a meal today. I didn't cry. But i still had my usual bad mental space but it was fine bc it was a bit more manageable #That was a fine day. Now I'm like... Id describe my days now as great days. I usually have one or two of these days #Per year ... Now i have them like daily... Theyre just fine. It blows my mind... #Ive always been positive to medication despite not finding one that helped me as much as i... Wanted. But now it's like #Holy shit yeah. Wish i found this medicine at age 15 when i started and not 10 years later but man im glad i finally found it #So glad i decided not to just settle with the one i had. When i brought up i wanted to try new medication again #Doctors were like what... But why? And it's like.... Yeah that one i had was.... The best i had found at the time and i had kept it for 3 #Years. But it did only help me to stabilize some. I still felt like garbage... And explaining that to a doctor is like... Idk how to do that #Like id say my old medication helped 25% i know it helped mostly with my general anxiety. But it wasn't like to a point i felt #It was a GOOD medication for me. Just ... It was the best i had tried so... It was fine...

[spooky-nanners]

dumb lil theory/hot take:

harrow shot marc twice for both marc and steven, but jake shot harrow three times; one for each of them

#rambling into the void #I have literally nothing to back this up but tell me jake wouldn't #but like just a delightful little bit of spite almost #you shot my boys? here's one for each of us #idk I just think he's neat and that would be kinda poetic #good for him #jake lockley #moon knight

[floorpancakes]

if watanuki was ALL id/dere and had no shame he would be like mabu 2 this is my conspiracy theory

#LIKE he kinda would #itd be highly unlikely in current canon but its definitely leaked into my post get together douwata thoughts thats for sure #like #mabu baking pancakes over and over and being like eat them!!! eat them and tell me how good they are for you DONT SHARE THEM only for you #mabu when full dere is just like ehen check out what i did for YOU please eat them all or ill get fussy youre MINE #its such intrinsically funny goofy emotionally vulnerable behaviour that mabu does w his whole entire ass #i feel like if watanuki had zero shame and actually got laid thats like a small peek into his future #i like the idea of the oresama trait evolving into a 'YEAH you better enjoy what i do im so cool and im a delight and youre very lucky' #funny #i love putting little bits of string in my brain to point between all my dark haired glasses boys shared traits #i love when theres connections of some sort

[rosemirmir]

The only reason Im not jumping into ryuki right this second is i've got 3 other toku shows im juggling right now but once one of those three are finished. its on

#hi. asakura is gnawing at my brain and he wont stop #i know i could just start!! but i've already got a lot on my plate!! #i just recently started ex-aid with my friend who's showing me it and im seeing blade in a groupwatch and kuuga on my own #ive already got much on my plate but once there is that bit of space that is freed. oH MAN IM GONNA START IT. #also i love ex-aid so much so far its been a delight (kiriya is my fave i cant wait to see my heart get crushed over that!) #Its fucking hilarious see dan kuroto act kinda normal these early episodes #and poppy graphite and parad my beloveds. i love the bugsters #linky posts