#just rambling about my babes

[ancient-reverie]

I'm a single parent of 6 and a half fur children. I have three cats, two rabbits, one chicken, and a fish tank. I also end up taking care of the family cat.

My oldest daughter (Nutmeg, Cat, 15) stays in my brother's room. He's not the best at looking after her, but he tries, he does love her.

My youngest boy (Kili, Cat, 3), has asthma. And my oldest boy (Harvey, Rabbit, 7)has a permanent head tilt that gives him chronic vertigo. Both of them take meds. Luckily the rabbit only takes them once a day instead of every 12 hours, and the cat is good at taking a pill and only needs it every other day and maybe his inhaler at night.

The birb (Honey, Chicken, 7?) is taken care of by my dad, she's the easiest one by far. We have a big 1 acre yard and my mom feeds the wild birds so there's always bugs and seed and grasses for her. We also feed her pellets and meal worms and veggies and other things. She's kind of spoiled besides being outside all the time. She's not house trained and it's too late for that. We make sure she has cool places to be, you should have seen her before I rescued her.

My other rabbit is my youngest girl (Nola, Rabbit, 5?) and she's a feisty bitch. Doesn't like people, is too mean to Harvey for them to interact since his head tilt. But she's happy lol so that's what matters.

My fish tank consists of 10-15 mosquito fish I caught from a nearby creek. I only caught about 5 but they turned out to all be the same species of different sexes wouldn't you know it... I used to have some leeches and snails too but eventually they died off. It's really exhausting to have. My mom refuses to help me clean it when I'm gone so any trips I take, the length of them depends on when I need to go home to clean my tank... But we're on idk what generation and luckily there haven't been anymore babies (or if there have been they've eaten them before I notice and that is okay with me at this point) but I've had the tank for 7 ish years or more and I wanna be done but I do enjoy them while they're here. I find dead ones from time to time, and I'm honestly shocked they even live this long, I mean they're minnows. I mean given the right conditions fish can live a long long time so... I'm doing something right I guess???

And the best and smartest boy last but certainly not least, is Zaboomafoo. My tuxedo cat. He just turned 5 in July. I got him hoping to be an emotional support buddy and he turned out to be just that. We were gonna travel and stuff but I hate leaving my house and I didn't want anything to happen to him so that idea went out the window. But whenever I'm sad he comes to make me feel better. He wants to know when I'm drinking alcohol. He checks on my throughout the day. Reminds me to eat food. He even plays fetch bc he knows I'm too tired to really play with him most of the time, but I can throw a toy he brings me. He picked me at the shelter. That's another story.

All my kids are rescues, and sometimes I feel like I'm not doing enough for them, but to them this is so much better than where they came from they don't even care. I really do take care of them like kids, and boy is it exhausting.

#hell o void #just rambling about my babes #i love them #i will not be adopting anymore unless its a life or death situation tho like i fucking cant #if i wasnt disabled and full of mental illness itd probably be easy and fine but alas i am plagued

[ablazenqueen]

The most upsetting part of this scene (and probably the whole ep) are these two looks:

Because the look on Jeff’s face? It’s hopeful and trusting. He has just the slightest ghost of a smile when he looks at Alan, he looks like he has full confidence that Alan is going to back him up, continue backing him up like he does at the start of this confrontation.

But the look on Alan’s face? It’s doubt. He looks at Jeff and he thinks maybe and he breaks eye contact, looks away just slightly, drops his gaze, because he wants to trust Jeff and he can see the hope in those eyes, but he’s unsure. And even if he chooses to trust Jeff, he’s team leader, how can he not side with his boys? How can he not support the majority, the boys he’s known the longest, the boys who’ve proven their loyalty to him and each other over years, and offer the resolution that most benefits the most amount of people?

How can he not choose the rational resolution, even if it requires squashing that hard-earned trust?

#this scene hurt a lot 🥲 #but it’s also so refreshing to see a character struggle with their priorities the way alan does #in a lot of bls a character would just prioritize their love interest no matter what #having alan feel genuinely torn between his found family and his (eventual) love interest makes him feel like a very real person #his priories are conflicted because he genuinely cares about ALL of his relationships #alanjeff #jeffalan #pit babe #pit babe the series #pit babe meta #thai drama #asian drama #asian lgbtq dramas #thai bl #asian bl #bl drama #*my stuff #can’t believe this show has gotten me back into gifing and making meta #just wanted to ramble about them a bit because I love them

[callsign-artemis]

Bradley and Jake listening to music in the car and Jake swipes the aux chord and starts playing I Want You Back- Radio Cut. Bradley slams the brakes and is like “wtf is that?!” And Jake explains that growing up with 4 sisters he listened to a lot of boy bands, *NSYNC being the main one among the Seresin children and Bradley almost breaks up with him because “This is a Backstreet Boys household ONLY” (Carole played Quit Playing Games With My Heart all the time and she’s so real for that)

#ramblings #hangster #Bradley is genuinley upset about it for the rest of the night #Jake is like “um babe it’s not my fault *NSYNC is just better #Bradley makes him walk home #top gun fandom #bradley bradshaw #jake seresin

[saltpepperbeard]

Big fan of pet names, and subsequently thinking about which pet names Stede and Ed would use with each other. I’m of course a huge fan of Stede using “darling” and “sweetheart” for Ed, and Ed using “love” for Stede.

But one I’ve also been thinking about a lot is Ed using “baby/babe” for Stede. “Baby” could carry negative connotations, what with Stede having to endure so many years of “Baby Bonnet.”

But what if Ed sort of took it back? What if he turned it into something good, something beautiful, something that was theirs? What if he took that past pain and gently bandaged it with a kiss?

And if “baby” in particular still hit a bit too close, what if he proposed “babe?” For better connotations, healing connotations.

For love after years of hurt.

#OFMD #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #Revenge Rambles #LISTEN #Whenever I hear their dialogue/voices in my fanfic thoughts and what have you #I always picture them using a lot of pet names #And I also picture Stede using more like…’old fashioned’ ones I suppose #Like darling and dear and dearest and my love #Whereas Ed uses shorter ones like love/sweet/babe #So babe in particular keeps rotating around in my brain #Also this makes me ITCH to write about Ed just slipping ‘baby’ out #And a subsequent misunderstanding with communication to follow coming from that #Because of course lol OF COURSE #But I’m suuuuuch a big fan of characters working through things and settling on something even more beautiful #So I just wjdnwndnd I FROTH

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

THE BEST OF EARTH: VANCOUVER

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Maj. Kaidan Alenko, and Lt. James Vega With: Adm. David Anderson, Adm. Steven Hackett, & Flight Lt. Jeff "Joker" Moreau I don't like Anderson's orders either, but we don't have a choice. Without help, this war is already over. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨ #shenko #james vega #kaidan alenko #sophie shepard #steven hackett #jeff joker moreau #david anderson #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #i’m back on my me3 bullshit and i’m so excited ✨ #no one question why soph looks different from the car lot set #her tattoos are different bc i finally managed to fix them somewhat lmao and i figured out how i wanted the scars on her face to look too #(AKA i finally managed to nail down her me3 look until i sculpt her head morph in blender) #these were lowkey a little bit of a bitch to color correct bc of that blue filter on me3 that makes everyone look super washed out #i’m gonna have to re-gif car lot in the future when i get back there too now that i think about it #was this just an excuse to gif kaidan now that i’m playing ME3 again? yes. will there be more gifs when i get him and ash back? absolutely. #james and EDI are gonna be my babes until i him and ash back tho #it’s a good opportunity for james and EDI content bc my god they deserve more love #also this shit isn't anywhere CLOSE to canon for soph when it comes to how things actually went down in vancouver with kaidan #but the VS’s treatment is poo in bioware canon so i say i do not see it and write my own :) #anywhoooo if you read all my rambling in the tags of my gif sets i hope you have a good day ✨🥹

[razzek]

Absolutely nobody: ...

Me: (literally 30 years late to the fandom) Guys have you heard about these Metroid games?!

#Razz rambles #me alone in my corner only just now discovering the badass action hero space babe of my dreams #man if I'd known in the 90s about these games I would have been so obsessed #I mean I just found out like last year and I'm obsessed XD #I still love you Lara Croft but move over #raised by alien birbs wife has so many more guns than you #also explores ancient ruins and makes whole species extinct #but has also destroyed at least two whole planets #and wears practical clothing in the snow XD #metroid #samus aran #the zero suit is pretty ridiculous though #lara wins on style if we lose the chozo armour

[ryryryryryryryryry]

So,

my partner and I don’t live together yet. I live in a 400 sq ft cottage with no space because I have a toddler and a cat and a dog, and I’ve only let him sleep over once so far because our schedules are wonky (he works 4 pm - 2 am and I’m up at 6 am and go to sleep at 9 pm, so it just doesn’t work). We’ve been looking at houses, we’ve probably gone to 17 open houses/showings at this point and we showed up today to an open house that had 12+ cars outside and I’m just starting to feel so downtrodden by the whole situation. I sold my old house and I’m thankful I did, but now I’m going to have a shitty interest rate and probably a shit ton of work to do on a new house, I’m just feeling very overwhelmed.

#it’s also coming up on a year of being divorced #on April 5th #so I’m feeling weird #I was ecstatic to be divorced #I’m still so happy to be away from him #he’s dangerous #he’s emotionally immature with narcissistic tendencies #so it’s so much better that I got me and babe out of there #but it still feels like I’m the failure for being the one to end the marriage #he had been cheating on me for god knows how long and god knows why because we were in a literal open relationship #he’s driving me crazy lately #trying to keep from venting about him but he asked to have babe for more time during the week #he was granted two days with 4-6 hrs a day #which for anyone who’s dealt with custody #a judge doesn’t just agree to that lightly #so it’s clearly indicative of his lack of ability to parent #and he thinks he should have her overnights… #she’s almost 18 months old and he didn’t even meet her until she was 3 months #and she’s never spent a night away from me unless it was with my parents #I’m just rambling now because he’s such a turd l #lol*

[raetreaderarts]

Drew the wife again. I like this one SO much more than the other pieces I did last night, also it’s 5 am and I really need to go to bed. Brixity romance update when /j

#brixity #brixity fan art #brixity maggie #currently my favorite blocky babe fr <3 #okay bedtime for me I’m going to bed now whether I like it or not #I swear every night I stay up another hour later this is not good for me #anyways y’all didn’t come to hear me ramble about my ruined sleep schedule #mf is just talking always huh #my art

[minijenn]

All this talk of Shrek being powerful got me wanting to rank the Dreamworks protagonists by power levels so here's that, I guess, completely arbitrary with no real basis in reality at all.

Bonus: Dreamworks villains ranked on how easily I could take them in a fight

#look strength isnt just physical babes #but yeah my ranking is mostly physical #hiccup can hold his own in a fight without toothless and its time to stop acting like he cant #also moses has the literal power of god on his side so #barry b benson is just incredibly inately powerful so #as for the villains #fairy godmother could tear my asshole out and id be happy about it #jen rambles #dreamworks

[bones-n-bookles]

When people show interest in my adhd rambling >>>>>>

#friend at work praising the dogs in Torch's pedigree after i showed him what ive been up to #i had a friend who complimented the coyotes i showed her #rip to that friendship she also wanted a laika from me someday #one of the first times i hung out with babe consisted of me rambling about laika while they encouraged me and asked questions #my brother was asking me about how laika hunt the last time we called #IT JUST MAKES ME SO HAPPY #idle rambling

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

one thing i’m really realizing about tv-watching lately is that i’m reaching a point where i can’t hold all these shows in my head. it takes so long to have a new season come out that i’ve forgotten all the details of what happened in the previous season unless it’s a show i’ve watched multiple times, which it’s usually not. then i feel like i’m doing wrong by the show by not rewatching the previous season(s) so i can watch the new one as the creators intended it to be watched, with all the emotional threads from the previous season getting picked up and returned to. like, i want those things to HIT the way they’re intended to, but usually they don’t for me in this tv-watching model because it’s been so long that i don’t remember the details of what’s going on or how i was feeling about everything going on on the show where it last left off. i can’t shake the feeling that i need to rewatch the whole show before the new season so it can register with me correctly ... but there are only so many hours in a day, i can’t do that for every single show i watch that drops a new season every year or every couple of years!

tl;dr this is why i am dreaming of majorly cutting down on the amount of tv i watch. my brain just can’t take it in this current format! there are already so many new seasons of shows i loved that i just haven’t seen for this reason. i find myself actively craving, like, limitations to my viewing so i don’t feel like my brain is going to explode. often i daydream of canceling all my streaming services except pbs passport and getting really into antiques road show and this old house.

#being a tv person in the 2020s babe!!!!!! #like -- i loved the first two seasons of servant SO MUCH #i was crazy about it #but then we tried to pick up s3 and i couldn't remember what had happened before #so everything felt off #(i think i might actually start servant again from the beginning since there will be two new seasons waiting for me at this point) #and i never watched recent seasons of you or the flight attendant or harley quinn or russian doll or so many more i could list #just because ... i can't remember!!!!! #currently having a bit of a tough time with his dark materials s3 for this reason #also rewatching 30 rock has me so aware of how much i miss when a show would be part of most of your year #like -- there's the 3/4 month break over the summer #but for most of your year you're getting new content with those characters #man i miss that! #that was really special and i really feel the loss of it #it was so much easier to follow a series that way #anyway this has been my overwhelmed tv ramble! #goodnight!! #dollsome's deep thoughts

[no-light-left-on]

corvosider height difference is very much underutilized by this fandom in every aspect of the ship and in this essay I will-

#li.txt #dh #corvosider #look. listen. i have one massive weakness when it comes to this ship #and that is corvo being 2x the outsider's size #and I just think it would work so fucking well in Everything #some of you have seen my drunk rambles about their height difference and like #its both cute and also Incredibly Hot #plus we have this dainty floaty babe who could he manhandled by a man twice his size with one hand #whats NOT to love

[sardonic-simp]

“Would you really allow your girlfriend to…”

Bold of you to assume she needs my permission to do anything.

#idk just rambling about my thoughts on relationships #they’re autonomous people #they can do w/e they want #don’t need me to say it’s okay #unless I’m involved ofc #but like idk #you wanna suck some dick on the side? go for it babe

[natsmagi]

happy 1yr anniversary to when the illness festered. i had no idea what i was getting myself into. To think it has been 1 year and im still this fucked up from it. love you wonder game

#i had been on a little switch story binge #i had read element and pleiades bc i saw ppl recommending them #but i had no idea that wonder game was significant at ALL #but i am the BIGGEST sucker for alice in wonderland. the 1951 animated movie was my favorite movie ever #and i would watch it CONSTANTLY when i was a kid #my earliest memories consisting of me just knowing how much i loved this film #and well anyway i remembered natsume had an alice card so i was like omg! i really should read that!! #and to get myself in the mood i even rewatched the 1951 film because i thought itd be a fun little refresher before i began reading #I DID NOT. EXPECT THE STORY TO MAKE ME CRY #AND I DID NOT EXPECT THE STORY TO MAKE ME A NATSUMUGIER #THIS STORY CAUSED IT ALL. IT RUINED ME. ALL BECAUSE I WANTED TO READ A SILLY LITTLE STORY WITH ELEMENTS BASED OFF #MY FIRST EVER SPECIAL INTEREST. ABSOLUTELY SICKENING #HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABE IM FUCKING RUINED FOREVER #nat rambles #i dont think u guys realize how deep my love for switch goes #bc like everything about them is a reminder of everything ive ever loved and found comfort in throughout my life #especially my younger years #they really do just bring me such unbelievable amounts of joy i almost feel undeserving to have something resonate this deeply with me #because thats how deep it goes #BUT ANYWAY #i cant show vulnerability online. Pretend i didnt say anything. #cant have people find out im a real person with real feelings with unique experiences in life that shaped the person you see before u today

[sableeira]

my partner just randomly dropped photoshoot pictures of the most incredible cosplays on a random Saturday like it’s nothing

#I’m sat #like?! #self designed and handmade cosplays with the coolest details #maybe I just have a thing for competency because I started crushing on them because I was admiring how artistic and dedicated they are #they also routinely drop showstopping artwork in a incomprehensible pace #but there is just something about designing and actually making costumes this detailed that feels like next level art to me #I’m just very proud #also dating a cosplayer that cosplays from my fave piece of media <- unironically living my teenage dream #hey babe if you see this no you didn’t 😊✌🏻 #sina’s rambling

[finns-gay-thoughts]

happy national boyfriend day to the love of my life <3

#love u so much babe #gay #finn rambles #boyfriend #national boyfriend day #GUYS I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND RHHRGGRGSGSGGRHRHRJEJ #HES MY BOYFRIEMD !!! #anyway #mlm sfw #t4t sfw #t4t mlm #mlm love #i’m so normal about them #<333 #xyr so so pretty and handsome and hot and cute and lovely and sweet and perfect and i just want to eat him /pos #absolutely lost it in the tags i cannot shut up about them anyway they’re everything and my whole universe thanks bye :3