#just gotta stay on track

[the-100th-witch]

my unemployment is gonna be running out

Some ramblings under readmore

I've been blessed to have it for 7 months and not have to jump around random jobs. The area I'm living in is also not really fruitful with jobs that aren't retail/fast food. I do have the option of temp jobs (through a temp agency) and if i hit a road bump (not passing this test again although i have a good feeling i'll pass) I can just do that for a bit (and not commit to one job lol I did that last time and that was bad even though i got money it was a very toxic place).

I have my test on Oct 6th so hopefully i pass and can get substituting started. I think there is still a wait period from the time i pass the test to when i get the official certification and all that. I just want this certification bc

1) good for a year and can be renewed ( the process seems simple enough)

2) I can make my own hours so i can choose to work 7 days a week or just 1 day a week etc. I plan on working a lot but if I have to get my teeth fixed or other things i can just not agree to any jobs which is ideal right now. If i move in the near future I can just not accept any work lol

3) I can get back into the teaching environment and apply for community college teaching jobs once im feeling ready. I can even get into a teaching credential program if i want (to teach lower grades) but i dont know..but it's an option. I know i wanna teach but it's been so long (3 years) I just dont want to disappoint anyone or let myself down (and then go into a depressive state like no thanks!)

This was the original plan (well kinda I wanted to start teaching at a community college level right after college but it was 2020 lol that wasnt happening and it's been so long that i kinda dont feel comfortable jumping back into teaching at that level quite yet. That's my goal for 2024) and I'm glad I took the time to get back on track this year.

I should be fine though since I'm living at home and havent touched my savings at all.

I chose to not get another job right away bc i tend to get side tracked and consumed with whatever job i have. I wanted to get this test out of the way and yea i failed it like 2 times (technically 3 times lol) but i know that if i was working it would have just put it off to the side again.

I was also getting my health back in check and now im focusing on my teeth so that was time well spent. Stuff i usually put off bc im too busy at work or never got the time off lol

I talked to my mom and she just said "well that flew by! You should be okay even if by January since it's literally right around the corner" so at least there's that. I was helping my family this whole time so im glad i was somewhat useful while they helped me during this time.

But I have been feeling ready to get back into working and working on moving out lol probably wont be able to do that until AFTER i get a new car bc my current car is on it's last leg i think. The security of having this permit will allow me to work anywhere (well...nearly anywhere but from what I'm reading i can transfer the permit or at the very least go to a state where the CBEST tests scores (that never expire) are accepted and maybe just re-apply through that state. It's a little all over the place) but it's a security nonetheless. Kinda like the temp agencies are for me since I worked a lot of data entry jobs and office jobs. I just want to get back to teaching since i dont like the office environment i like the academic environment

So, overall it could be worse.

I've been feeling depressed lately but I'm surprised at how well I'm taking this news. I thought I would be all upset and stuff but I think since i was only 2 points off from my last score I see a light at the end of the tunnel. Just gotta power through and pass this upcoming test!

#personal #unemployment #i could file another claim but i honestly don't see a need too #plus i can just get a temp job since I'm so close to passing this test #just gotta stay on track

[teufelme]

You ever just want to talk about Bertl,

#i . ooc . #The tags got so long just warning U now! #OK I know his appearance wasn't the longest but like. I'll never stop talking about him because he doesn't get enough credit? rip. #I know it's not really relevant any more because post-timeskip everyone is a lot better but. Referring to everyone's skill as of pre. #Reiner said Bertolt was the strongest of all of the shifters but he held himself back. He came 3rd without giving his all. Or really trying #I hc he held himself back to try not to let too much of his strength show bc people forget he had military training b4 joining the 104th. #And ofc. Also to not bring too much attention to himself bc of who he really is??? #The way he mastered his Titan straight away and also has such a good handle on it. #Out of the 3 shifters he was the one that stayed true to the mission. Despite his reluctance he's got the strength and commitment. #People are so quick to say he relies on Reiner too much. And while he does at times. Reiner relies on him just as much if not more. Even if #Reiner doesn't realise it. Bertolt keeps him on track and has no one supporting him at all. #In COTT arc... U see him dodge Mikasa who is an Ackerman and seen as one of the strongest characters in the series... #And the same in RTS. Everyone gets too distracted by Mikasa to actually pay attention to how he dodges her 4 times?? Even tho she attacks #from behind? And the way he lands a hit on her. I just *screams*. I love how many times she tries to kill him. lol #How effective he is when he abandons his guilt and this is sort of irrelevant but. It's so special to me because as someone who is #a quiet person irl round people I don't know well. Who has it brought up a lot. I just adore when a character that remains in the #background just comes out and says enough is so hhhhh I know his reasons aren't good BUT RTS BERT... AH. #Also gotta talk about his marksmanship skills in a thread at some point?? Maybe Mp bert I J UST.. #Anyway I might do a cheeky revamp of graphics n icons and that. Dunno yet. Need to actually write that'd be good lol. #This account is a lovebot didn't U know.

[benetnvsch]

ur wishing he would explode just cuz u accidentally thought about him while I'm trying to meow more cutely cuz my first meows weren't cute or emotional enough for his standards - we are not the same

#- kunikida probably #the comparison between knk/dz and s /k k in this is wild I love it akdh #this track is unreal I adore the extra cds so much #I am like 2/3s done translating it #'but kite u do not know Japanese' YEAH that's why it's taking me so long LMAO #kanji is close enough to cn that I can get most of it with some internet assistance cuz thank g-d for the person who transcribed this but a #there was some word play based on a Japanese expression in the middle and g-d that was hard to get not knowing japanese #for reference #kunikida says an expression about cats working to Dazai to which Dazai is like hahah that's a lot like the word for staying in bed no work #and I had to just akjsdhkj listen to the Japanese and type out what I heard and eventually I got it- #that double threat of both needing to know the expression for it to work and then the word play was deadly #but I came out right on the other side who cheered- #ill finish this tomorrow I think its my dog's bedtime and I still gotta eat dinner-

[ettawritesnstudies]

Vent post in the tags don't mind me

#I've been having a chronic pain flare up this week #I fell off tracking my migraines in March after getting meds which helped so I have no basis of comparison and everything sucks. #i think it's stress trigger because this week has sucked in general #i had panic attacks sunday and Monday about talking to my parents about wedding stuff #and then had to go on a work trip monday and Tuesday that was exhausting #so it's been a bad time but on top of that my body has decided to punish me with a normal people level 8-9 flare up and I'm still at work #sigh #the fatigue and brain fog is so bad and i have so much to do #I would love to quit and go freelance and be self employed so I can take the bad days off to rest #but until my books take off i can't do that I gotta hustle #and god love my fiance he's working so hard too but he hates his job so i need to stay here because my work actually satisfying #when im not exhausted #i get to do fun things #but the FATIGUE #ugh #I just wanna write my little stories and sleep #etta rambles in the tags

[tr0ubl3d-tr4n53nd3r]

I love how ride the cyclone went through 5 (or more) openings and decided to choose the worst one

#like they had scrapped U-R-A-N-I-U-M Tragic fact Fall Faire suite/major turn Fall Faire Suite/minor turn Waiting for the drop #and they decided on uranium suite? its like three minutes long and has no personality. like the opening of a musical is the most important #part? it sets the stage for what itll be and the musical is cursed so uranium doesnt do enough #like the subtle hints in fall faire like “I hope i wiped my browser history clean” and “sex oh god why did i wait” and “that crusty carnie #was clearly drunk “ made the song so good #and the girls part in waiting for the drop is so chilling #“all those colored lights oh oh oh i gotta wear shades cause the futures so bright! nobody's bringing me down do- ow- wn! ill never put my #feet on the ground oh! just as life was about to start oh oh oh we never shoulda got into that rickety cart oh no! wait! are we still on the #track? wuh-oh! its time for the drop now I know WHOAH! OH! we are never going back! are we ever ever going BACK?!“ #and the way theyre talking about how much they hate their town in tragic fact is so much better and lore filled than “empty streets of empty #shops. shut down rows of mom and pops bow down to the mega mall. the smart ones all packed up and went why stay if you cant pay the rent #ride the cyclone #tragic fact ride the cyclone #Fall Faire Suite #Fall Faire suite/Minor Turn #Waiting for the drop #uranium suite #hot takes

[tiredeyes1975]

played car seat headrest this morning on announcements for the entire school, tomorrow gonna learn how to use professional cameras, saturday gonna be an assistant videographer for an acting competition!!!!

#everything’s comin up rory we just gotta stay on track

[karofsky]

okayyyy very small progress today BUT the first day in a bit I only did work \o/

#I gotta stay up at least 30 more minutes to hopefully get my sleep back on track but !!! yay #feeling a little more normal. just very sleepy #anyway gn!!

[lesenbyan]

Decided fuck it and making the wikis for my girls in gdocs bc I think I can format it well enough and I've gotten 1K words into Eve's, just hitting Sastasha (wherein details likely more scattered bc there on they follow story with additions) and desperately trying to find the line between "she's a sex worker" and "I'm wildly horny for my own OC and am unashamed about it"

#personal; #raine plays ffxiv; #“have i mentioned it a normal number of times? is that paragraph about puberty weird?? like it's relevant to her whole Thing #but is it weird??? who cares its staying in but i don't know where the line between “good god” and “yeah that tracks” is when it comes to #sexualizing my girl bc like. she is MEANT to be a litle “”mary sue“” in the “everyone wants to fuck her” way but that's also not ALL she is #but not yet. rn that's most of who she is. she doesn't let herself be much else until she gotta #she is a Tool and she has her Objective. she just gets too many objectives and turns into an exhausted Swiss army knife #anyway i'm rambling #write too much about Eve and she pokes her head in and makes it hard to shut up about her bc she's hot and cool and i love her

[silverchronicler]

Prime Report June 2023

Happy Pride Month! It's me, and I was thinking about prime warframes again so here's all the updated news about them.

Prime Access

Currently Hildryn Prime is still in Prime Access as of June 2nd, but her reign is due to come to an end some time around June 15th. The next one coming, as has been announced, is Wisp Prime! You can expect to see her around the middle of June and then she should be available until about the middle of September. So you have 2 weeks left to buy Hildryn Prime if you were hoping to do that!

After Wisp we should be looking at another 2 male frame rotation, and the next ones on the list are Gauss and Grendel! We don't have any information on their order yet, but we're all excited to see what happens with them. They should be coming in fall and winter of this year.

But also, when Wisp Prime comes, Nidus Prime is the one going into the vault. Gara went into the vault last time, and in two weeks Nidus is following her. After him are Harrow Prime and Garuda Prime. They will all be going into the vault before the year ends, so plan accordingly!

Prime Resurgence

Prime Resurgence has shifted as of today! Nova and Trinity have returned to the vault. This month, Ash Prime and Inaros Prime are available at Varzia's shop! They bring with them the Vectis Prime, Carrier Prime, Panthera Prime, and Karyst Prime. So you can buy them from Varzia or trade Aya for their relics until the end of June!

Also, Oberon Prime and Nekros Prime have also returned to the vault with their weapons. They were out special for the 10th anniversary celebration but they have left again, seemingly for the last time (for now).

They seem to be keeping the schedule for Prime Resurgence pretty close to their chest, so we can only guess at who's next from who hasn't been available recently. To that end, here's a list of the Prime Resurgence rotations so far this year:

January: Volt Prime and Loki Prime

February: Atlas Prime and Vauban Prime

March: Mesa Prime and Limbo Prime

April: Mag Prime and Rhino Prime

May: Nova Prime and Trinity Prime

And then for the Anniversary, Oberon Prime and Nekros Prime were available from March 24th to April 6th, and again from May 19th to June 2nd.

Since Prime Resurgence started again we've also seen Ivara Prime, Oberon Prime, Saryn Prime, Valkyr Prime, Wukong Prime and Equinox Prime, but they were all at least half a year ago now so it's hard to say that we definitely won't see any of them soon. The pattern has yet to reveal itself.

If you'd like to keep track for yourself, I've found Prime Resurgence does have its own page on the warframe wiki now. I can't link it because tumblr would eat this post then, but if you search for it on the wiki you should find it. It has a helpful table of all the previously available rewards.

I think that's all for now. Thanks for reading!

#warframe #prime warframe #prime access #warframe prime report #prime resurgence #hildryn prime #wisp prime #ash prime #inaros prime #sup it's ya girl the least consistent warframe content creator ever #this isn't a series yet but this is a thing I've done before sort of #if I were a more consistent person I'd love to make this a regular thing #create this once a month or every couple of months or something #just to help people stay up to date #but I have a hard time keeping up myself so we'll see #anyways I hope this is helpful #also any time I say 'so plan accordingly' I'm talking to myself #I still need to get garuda prime so I gotta keep track of the time #I need her very badly

[glowingin-thedark]

ive listened to So Much (for) Stardust for a low estimate of 38 hours and a high estimate 50 hours.

And yes it will be all i play in my car on shift tonight.

#fall out boy #so much (for) stardust #tidal doesnt track individual song listens just by artist #im at almost 750 plays for fob this month and i know it was all smfs cause i went on a blackpink kick earlier in the month #last week i had no fob plays for the month and now they’re Everything #time will tell if i beat my Midnights plays by the end of the month #the dopamine hasnt run out and im still finding little bits to fall more in love with #(also avg song length is like 4 minutes and i took out the pink seashell early from my loop cause it Makes Me Sad but baby annihilation is #Staying gdi) #(time is luck and i wish ours had overlapped more or for longer) #(first time i took the mask off i just had another one on underneath) #(sef sabotage at best under your spell but you know what they say if you want a job done right you gotta do it yourself)

[dirt-str1der]

Literally cant care about anything other than majima haruka bonding

#Yakuza loveblog #ohhh together ... this is less of a kiryu sickfic and more like harukas little city adventure #kiryu got sick because he was just not taking care of himself and keeled over like a victorian lady and haruka was like okay . im #cooking dinner tonight ojisan if i catch you out of bed i will be very angry with you !!! #sorry for using ojisan and uncle kaz interchangably theyre both just so fucking cute ... uncle kaz lets fuck hookers #haruka where is the methy . in my nose ojisan. uncle kaz get it twisted gamble you will win you understand you will break even #you wont lose. you wont go into debt. you will win. millions. get it twisted gamble and thats it. #majima ends up having to drive her home because he doesnt want her out on her own anymore .. which is funny because haruka yelled at him #because he joked about coming over to visit kiryu while hes sick and she was like NO !!! and he was like sheesh okay okay ... #and then shes like oh turn left here yeah this is where we're staying .. . you can come in if you want :) (she trusts him now) #i think harukas jacket also got ripped up and covered in blood so majima bought her that stylish puffer jacket she has in yk2 #little girls WILL wear black singlets by the way just trust me on this kiryu also wore one when he was younger 'source?' just trust me #its like a staple of the wardrobe you need a black singlet and a jacket to wear over it plus its super cute and sensible #i like to make people straight up stab and hurt other people in front of haruka she doesnt care shes already desensitised #because she follows kiryu around every day and hes always caving skulls and making people spit out bloody teeth so seeing majima splatter #blood everywhere was nothing to her shes always getting splashed with blood every single day she doesnt mind #shes very brave to keep wearing white after that but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do #hmm wonder if i should have a proper writing tag so i can consolidate all this shit ... #well it would mostly be for keeping track of what ive already posted because i can never remember and i keep writing the same thing #over and over again ... i only have one brain you see .. #majima comes into kiryus house immediately makes a beeline for his bedroom and sees him all sweaty and feverish in bed too weak to move #and she starts panting like a dog and kiryu looks at her with fear in his eyes #guy whos about to get his shit rocked like crazy and knows it #sorry haruka look away !!! <- thats the header i have for this fic look away from the rest of the document !!!!

[major-victory]

Yall I just finished the rough keys for the dtb animation and it came out to 1:05 minutes long. That's... yeah, that's more than I've ever done and also more than expected but I'm hype for it lol

#darker than black #dtb #i have like 13 or so of the clips cleaned up #so i just gotta tie down the last 5 or so #18 clips total #1 minute long #its got the subtitles too #no like... sound effects bc theres no voices so that would feel weird #but it does have a music track bc it sounds empty otherwise #well see if it stays tho #so clean up 5 clips #anf then its tweening time baybee

[thefrostysoldier]

my tumblr experience has now returned to the 2012 experience of scrolling down my dash in the morning until i reach the previous night's posts and it's wonderful

#no more endless scrolling for me #it does kinda suck when i am in an adhd-depression mood and i don't have anything to do bc i automatically open the app #and there's nothing new #but that just forces me to either do something else or mope until i do something else instead of just mindless endless scrolling #i would spend HOURS mindlessly and endlessly scrolling and it was great but also made me feel Not Great bc it's not rly anything; u kno ? #idk #ANYWHO #i am caught up on tongl for the morning so now i have to get up and do stuff unfortunately #i gotta pack bc i am moving back home from uni for a couple of weeks before finally moving into the house for next year ! #i hate packing but am excited !!! #also i am gonna have to stay an extra day or so bc i REALLY need to clean after my room is empty bc it gets so shitting dusty in here #bc i live right near the train tracks #smh #i forgot what i was talking about #i might just watch or play something for an hour #and then pack this afternoon after i have my second med #my flatmate just went into the kitchen i might go scare him and ask to borrow some milk #text post #my posts

[angelcupid]

feel like im too extroverted for some people and too introverted for others. i contain multitudes or whatever

#i am so drained from staying out for hours . but im usually not this drained aft being with my friends or in school #but i love my cousins tho #maybe im just not fit enough to walk around hshehehdbf but how will i cope with travel #also really gotta stop spending money like water like...in this economy #diana.mp3 #gonna start tracking my expenses

[portalstan]

like im sorry to bring more ooc stuff to here but i need to talk ab like??? excuse me???

it is currently. 1am on saturday. i just got the scores    (i completely lost track of the days and didnt realize scores released today, ty subconcious for putting that in a 100% SC/P inspired xk class end of the world scenario dream)

and

just like??? excuse me???

#ooc ▿ have you ever wanted to escape #[ like again apologies for ooc ramblings i just. need to put this out because like #[ what #[ anyway this clowns gotta take SAT again in august bc i literally have no GPA puts on my clownshoes and wig and head in hands #[ do sincerely apologies though i have. bad time keeping track of days did not realize. its already today like what is time #[ anyway im sleep deprived and confused but yall take care n stay hydrated

[kangaracharacha]

.

#do we think my boss will like #he paid off some of the money he owes me like last week #because apparently i get 10 days paid leave a year so my christmas break is unpaid #which is whatever mostly an excuse to cut down the debt #anyway do we think he'll pay me by the end of the week to stay on track or let the debt immediately go back up to what it was #i reminded him it's my week the other day and he was just like 'oh yeah i paid everyone else yesterday' #???? sir? i know my last payday fell on christmas but maybe you should uh #pay everyone on their assigned week? #rather than getting five weeks in the future and telling me to go three weeks on one paycheck to get back on the right schedule #like you did in fuckin november or whenever it was you pulled this shit? #better yet give me my savings? i have skz tickets to buy? #anyway i was just thinking about it #my tax return came in so i finally had the money to buy my new tv #and i have some left to put in my savings but ONCE AGAIN it looks like not a dime will actually make it #because now my horse is disgustingly skinny for? no apparent reason so i gotta go blow money on feeding him #and my 2k is NOWHERE TO BE SEEN #SIR #'why do you have money anxiety' well it feels like i never save money because i'm always skint broke three days before payday and i never #get to put money away and that scares me but actually i have some money saved it's just STILL IN SOMEONE ELSE'S ACCOUNT #another day in paradise #i'm gonna have to quit i know i know #it's the horse that's the problem #expensive bastard creature #what else was i thinking #i had like a week and a half that was really good just now and then today was the shittiest fucking day #like ignoring the fact that i said earlier this week 'i'm going to have to fall off this horse for him to realise this behavior issue is #getting worse' and then today it faces me with the choice of hitting the ground or it falling on top of me #fucking love horses #he started this morning putting me on one i haven't ridden in a hot minute #and that is KNOWN to pull fucking hard mouth like concret3