#just gotta sit there and see nothing

[seokmattchuus]

Did I finish The Brothers Sun in one sitting? Yes.

Did it fuel my mafia life dream? Also yes.

#dumb fuck ted talk #oh to be a trophy wife to someone dangerous 😔 #just gotta sit there and see nothing #it's like being a sahm but with extra steps #i could be like el chapo's wife “i know nothing. never saw anything.” #i have a total of four friends and only one would believe me if i said i bagged me a narcos #the others would think i'm just being delusional #when will i have a crusty old man who likes to kill people 😔 #rain's daily issue #rain's daily issue pt.2 #the brothers sun

[pixlokita]

I feel like ? I gotta remind people it’s ok to unfollow a blog when it upsets you in any way >> like if I ever do that sure, you can let me know if it was anything I did personally I’d appreciate it but if you just don’t enjoy something it’s ok to unfollow ;w; can’t stress enough how important it is to put your mental health first 👌

#pix habla #fnaf #✨💖 even if you don’t like frogs and I post about frogs does that make sense #i see some yall not liking some of the stuff I draw and just kinda wonder ? why you still follow lol #i won’t take it personally #even if it’s a mutual heck I’ve even told my friends to unfollow if they ever need a break from my blog =w=👌 #because It’s nothing personal >> #i used to ok so funny story xD I used to follow a friend in middle school on social media #and we were good friends but had nothing in common in what we posted about =w= #like she loved Beatles fanfics (don’t ask do not ask idk I didn’t read past the titles) #and i loved sonic :v #and like #thats aigh ? you don’t gotta ? follow a blog that doesn’t bring joy no matter if you’re close or not #i would honestly hate it if I’m making anyone upset or unhappy #so yeyeyeye I’ve said this before in other fandoms but like >>)✨✨💖 put 👏 your mental health 👏👏👏 FIRST ALWAYS👏 #Stay safe y’all ✨👌 have fun be free #we’re all just… sitting here… online 😔 ain’t nothing to it

[rexscanonwife]

More official/proper ref of my Metalocalypse s/i 💖🫶💖🫶💖 I needed another milf for the books, I'm obsessed with it guys!

Like I said before she's the manager for @hotrodharts and @1980ssunflower and does a kickass job of it! She's meant to be something of a parallel to Charles whom she has THICK sexual tension with and possibly a mysterious past history with? :0 oooooo~ either way she's very fond of the boys, especially Toki, and in my dreams they see the both of them as parental figures 😊

EDIT: original meme by @tarraerae on Twitter 🫶

Flat colors!

Taglist ♡: @crushes-georg @changeling-selfship @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @squips-ship @cherry-bomb-ships

#artfarts #self insert #self ship #self insert x canon #oc x canon #metalocalypse #charles offdensen #🍞 my bread and butter 🍞 #SO JUST FINISHED SEASON 3 TODAY TOO 😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖 #GODDD IT WAS SO GOOD #the songs were all great and so were the character focused episodes!! #AND UGH THE FINALE THEY REALLY DO LOOK AT CHARLES LIKE A MOM #the way they were wanting to hang out with him 🥺 and the applogy AND THE TOKI HUG!!!! #FUCK #HOW DID IT GET THIS BAD THIS FAST THREE DAYS!!! ITS BEEN THREE DAYS!! #i dont think ive ever f/od a character FASTER #i guess we'll see where it goes in the end but godd #hes my fucking WIFE 🥺🥺 #and ssshh ignore the fact that shes sitting on nothing #we aint gotta talk about it

[devilsskettle]

i hate that this website has location based ads now like it's one thing to promote the local grocery store chain to me but i am seeing ads for my workplace now :/

#stop it...... #i don't want to go back but this is the last sick day i can reasonably take #i probably should've gone back today but i told them when i was still feeling worse that i wasn't coming in....... #ohhhh i dread going in tomorrow so much. i don't even dislike this job i just hate being somewhere everyday #each day feeling its meaninglessness...... my meaninglessness in the space.......... the repetition and redundancy #selling people who don't need to be there things that they don't need #standing all day long just fucking bored #hoping that enough has happened since i've been gone that people can fill me in #ugggh because it's soooo boring but stressful to have to generate conversation with the same people every day #when nothing new ever happens #and i get sick of everybody even the people that i like and i don't really think anybody likes me that much either #i guess i felt this when i worked there part time but because i only had to be there part time it wasn't this constant gnawing feeling #and they didn't have me in the shop all the time....... this schedule is fucking killing me #i walk there i stand all day and i walk home #that's one of the reasons i haven't come back in yet - i was so dizzy and nauseous that the idea of standing all day was like. #i obviously can't fucking do that even if i would otherwise feel well enough to come in #if i had a sitting job then it wouldn't matter if i was a little dizzy #but getting back and forth to work and then standing for 8 hours. even when i'm feeling well it's kind of a lot #idk i guess i'm pretty unhappy with this job and where i am in life etc but i can't quit rn because what else would i do #there's literally job of this type that is going to pay as well and have good benefits #and i'm not qualified yet for the type of work i hope to do in the future #so i just gotta wait it out but it feels like. endless. #sigh anyway i'm just lazy lol #all this is to say. stop putting ads for my workplace on my dash lol i don't need to see all that

[filthyjanuary]

i'm so sick of my fellow iranians being cringe as fuck on social media and simping for the state of israel out of some insane the enemy of my enemy is my friend mentality like i know this is crazy but you can hate the iranian government without deciding to go full monarchist and act like israelis are liberators of literally anything or anyone

like i'm sorry if the best you can envision for iran is trading one authoritarian for the son of the previous authoritarian (who was literally overthrown bc he was an authoritarian puppet of the united states) solely bc of his name then you hate the iranian people more than i can image

#like why are they somehow hitting the same level of insane cringe as indian nationalists #also stop parroting these dumbass slogans that don't make any sense like iran isnt islamic republic like ok what does that even mean #it makes as much sense as hamas is isis #yall are just saying words that you think sound catchy but are ultimately meaningless #like yeah iran hasnt been an islamic republic for most of its existence #it currently is #that has clearly not worked out and it can and should change but like that's literally factually what it is rn #and it's dumb as shit to act like there ARENT people that do support it #you are never going to gain ground if you accuse literally everyone of being a paid state actor who disagrees with you #or if you see the world in so black and white that you think bc the iranian government is bad israel's government is good #or act like the actual revolution in 1979 WASNT born out of legit grievances #like obviously that went incredibly sideways but like #what is with this insane whitewashing of the shah all of you are so embarassing #sorry i cant rant on twitter bc of the Job so i gotta do it here i am so fucking tireddddddd #i wish the most outspoken public facing iranians weren't all wealthy as fuck monarchists playing activists #while sitting in beverly hills mansions contemplating their next nose jobs and doing absolutely nothing of use like wow you are so brave #it's the same energy as those rich cubans who moved to miami after castro took over #you can argue that the motive for the iranian regime's defiance of israel is not ultimately out of any desire to help palestinians #and frankly i would agree with you #but like in this specific instance i don't actually think their motive matters if it is materially helping palestinians #will it? that remains to be seen #and acknowledging that it could does not suddenly mean you support the regime all of you are so braindead i am tiiiiiired

[jinhyun]

#i just saw a tiktok of someone at the taylor swift concert standing up and dancing (in australia i think) and oc was mad #and literally everyone else was sitting down #and then i remember when these brazilian or portuguese girls behind me at the music bank in chile fought me bc we stood up #mind you in chile we always stand up when the artist comes out and on top of that literally every row before me had just stood up #and i wasn't gonna just remain sitting down and see nothing like sorry my dudes i gotta put me first #anyway i'm nosy i wanna know 👀 this is for science

[clone-bar-79s]

I don’t get it. Who isn’t watching Andor? Sure, new viewers may find it hard cuz theirs just so much back story that they may just know nothing about it. but those that have watched Mandalorian and Rebels and the nine movies and everything else, what’s stopping you from watching, what I consider, one of the best TV shows ever? How are you choosing to ignore a story that’s been so fucking fun and brilliant??!? It’s so baffling!

#this isnt normal if it’s because of the lack of good white guys #if you’re actually affected by the fact that there are a lot of people of color in the show #you need to go to a doctor #there’s no reason good enough to explain why Star Wars fans want to see nothing good #my mind just isn’t ready to accept that the viewership for this show is low #star wars #andor #Andor spoilers #one day I’ll sit and write down everything I’ve loved about this show #but for now I’ve gotta go watch Naruto

[impossible-rat-babies]

me wanting to put paladin as eyrie canon but only the specific kind of paladin I want to make up because I want to flesh out Lore

#i just gotta make that specific sort of paladin #it’s me building off of how I want paladins in Ishgard and I want them to be weird about halone and divinity #I wanna toss around concepts of either them being part of the ishgardian religious institutions #or that which one existed as part of the religious institutions but have since taken on a less official and more against the grain approach #building off of how the WoL is a free paladin and that the paladin’s of the Holy See are an antique #relegated to the farthest reaches and people that now serve their own self interests #in polite company they are seen as nothing more than mercenaries with morals #they sit with halone as she is righteous and she is caring. not blind to the sacrifices of war—she knows the torment and suffering #I am also snagging bits from the paladin quests I like #that which is creed and valor are all defined by one’s will #strength and power is vested in conviction and duty #sticking all of that in a blender #but eyrie joins them in their efforts post calamity out in central and western coerthas #more funny practical lore is that they fight with one handed swords—often made of one’s own Aether #not unlike how scholar faeries or carbuncles are created #it’s not alive—it’s a cross between an aetheric blade like Alisaie’s the magicks that fuel carbuncles #oc: eyrie kisne #I want to e corporate reasons for eyrie’s faith in halone and I’m puzzling it out

[milocelium]

you cannot convince me these are real like WHOOOOOO IS WATCHING THESE PEOPLE ????????

#tumblr live is fake #i just don’t believe people are watching these #it’s gotta be bots nothing else makes sense #every time i open up a live just to see why there’s 100+ people watching #it’s just someone sitting there on their phone #like THEYRE NOT DOING ANYTHING WHY ARE PEOPLE WATCHING THIS #i just don’t get it

[gibbyslounge]

“how was ___” “it was good” but everyone is distraught and traumatized

#long tags lol #tw throwing up #boyyyy so i was just sleeping basically this entire 5 hr roadtrip bc this weekend tired me OUT #i open my eyes a little bc yk when the car stops ur like what up and it was traffic #Then i turn to my right and my little sister is throwing up in a paper bag #im like whatt the fuck am i seeing this right #i tap my moms head to let her know her daughter is puking behind her bc shes not reacting or nothing #then she rolls her window down allllll the way so im like Cool she knows shes trying to air this place out! #oh yeah mind you my little sister and i are in the third row of the car luggages all around us shes sitting behind the seat that goes down #i have no exit point whatever happens in this back row i gotta breathe it live it be it #so my sister is sitting there w her paper bag and im like damn uhh shes not stopping this keeps going #she stops for a second to hand me a plastic bag w her shoes in it to open it then she goes back in and im like Shit! #her hands had throw up and now theres throw up on my hands while im trying to open the back w her adidas shoes #and she says oh no my shoes! before she has to accept the inevitable and hurls right on them #turns out the bag w her shoes had a hole in it… shit is all over her shirt and pants and seat and shoes #this is all happening very quickly by the way so the short traffic is done my dad is pressin on the gas w his life tryna get us home #no clue the absolute massacre going on behind him #i have to yell three times dad! can you pull over! his hearing is bad #my siblings r gagging acting like theyre the ones going through all this yelling at my little sister like shuttt the fuck up #my mom is like there r wipes in the bag behind you #so ok my dad pulls over my little sister absolutely covered in her own puke #im sitting there breathing through my mouth just handing her a shittt ton of wipes and new clothes #she changes her clothes in the middle seat and i start cleaning the seats fml #i get a new plastic bag from someone to put the wipes in and that has a hole too so some gets on my pants fml #we clean everything up and drive the rest of the thirty minutes back home #my siblings have their little masks face right out the window #i have absolutely no defenses against what just happened i put my face in clorox container #we get home my dad leaves us to pee but whatever and last but not fucking least the canelles drop all over the street

[jrueships]

Demar spending time with every nba player EXCEPT kyle lowry 😠 what's going on?

:( not good

im not gonna theorize or try n make his depression have a specific reason for writing purpose cus like! Iunno! One that ain't rlly how it works n it's pretty dismissive to make it that, n two iunno! There's just some things a writer has that they just won't write! Idk! So im not gonna be like 'ooo no wonder he's depressed he hasn't seen lowry lol' cus like! Iunno LMAO it just doesn't really sit all that right??? Point is, he's been feeling depressed. Just not one of them good days.

Now jimmy though. We can talk about. Speedran dreads with a cheat code jimmy. Had them made fun of by lowry. Got something new, something funny... something to Talk about with lowry... something to have an excuse to hang out with him more.... hm.

Using a 'jimmy trying to steal lowry away from demar because he's a number one relationship hater' lens, imagine jimmy and lowry out on some late night fancy dinner date. Where the waiter takes a blowtorch to your fancy rich person tiny cream bowl thing right in front of you! It's a NICE place, and a place JIMMY found NOT demar! Even though jimmy Loves overhearing deebo excitedly telling lowry over the phone about this new place he's heard about and would LOVE to go to once they got a game around there, then taking lowry there himself before demar can have the chance. Just so kyle can tell demar how he's already been there by the time deebo finally rolls around. Really hone in who's got home advantage here.

Anyways, jimmy and kyle are having a good dinner date. Overlooking the blinking night sky lit up by colorful Miami signs, gazing out at the dark waves misting against rocky shore. Kyle's trying to pretend Jimmy's hair is spaghetti and twist it up on his fork and eat it, Jimmy's trying to grab his wrist. They're laughing, talking, chilling. Then Kyle's phone dings. Jimmy's staring, hoping at least one blink will change the name displayed because he knows if it was anyone else but That Name, kyle would let it ring. But it wasn't. It was Demar.

Kyle picks up the phone because of course he picks up the phone. He greets with a short 'what's up-' before cutting it off with a stare at the screen. Jimmy whispers shit behind the seal of white gritted teeth. Kyle excuses himself into the restroom, taking the phone with him.

Jimmy takes the check.

#now JIMMY is thinking 'damn they gonna have some weird h*rny phones*x shit some rp type shit' #'hey kitten did you just fart 😈' type shit #but no actually demar is crying on the phone and kyle can do nothing else but listen #fingers gripping into his knee so hard it might bruise but he really wants it to break #because it's not demar's #demar doesnt want conciliation. he just needs someone to listen for a while #it's just one of those days #and he rasps how he Has wanted to see kyle but just couldnt allow himself to give someone he loves something so broken #he wants their time together whenever they can afford it to be great. to be memorable. to be over some dinner theyve planned or movie #or even some fast food place where they gotta get some stranger on a motorcycle to order at the window for their dumbasses #he just wants to be Good for kyle. and how can he possibly do that when he can't even be Enough. #he's so tired of 'having one of those days' hes so tired of never being able to do enough to Be enough #and lowrys so tired of not being able to help the one he loves #he wants to tell demar he can come over whenever KYLE DOESNT CARE as long as hes with Him #but he doesnt because demar would take it as pity. a kind gesture that hurts. probably the worst kind #so he just has to sit and listen. and not do anything. #it's not helping him but he really hopes it helps demar #somehow. #ted asks #kyle/demar #jimmy #ted drabbles

[prosebushpatch]

Okay, I think the problem is after i read a good fairy tale book, it’s like I just popped a candy in my mouth and there’s a sugar buzz of plot bunnies hopping around my thoughts.

#rose and rambles #i gotta run around and chase them but also i just wanna savor the flavor #i feel that i could laugh and cry #what a treat #nothing like this euphoric high #anyway ima just sit here and think about stories #this is a silly side note but im still drunk on beauty and the beast so you lucky duckies get to hear it #but someone at work AFTER YEARS SINCE IVE WORKED THERE LAST AROUND DECEMBER remembered i liked peppermint #and idk it made me happy #they remembered because they were eating a peppermint candy and thought of it #SEE? CANDY LIKE PLOT BUNNIES I BROUGHT IT BACK AROUND #DON'T THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH #anyway im done now #thank you for coming to my ted talk

[munamania]

i feel like. i really do need to try to just get over this and not keep hoping it works out based on. anything. and it sucks because i like her so much. i like her smile and i like her voice and i like listening to her talk about anything and i like how she likes to organize and i like her showing off her little business lessons and today i saw some little moles on her cheek and went :( that’s so cute and i like her grandpa socks and her hands and. ugh. i really like her laugh and when she looks at me and she’s leaning forward laughing i could like combust fully. and i really really wish it was easier to not like her. 😖 ok diary entry rant over

#film girl saga #i’m seeing her friday. i invited her to come hang with some other film ppl too if she’s free and well. #i doubt she’ll be there. she was like oh idk if anything’s going on we’ll see maybe! and like. yeah ok maybe #but i just feel like this is my last time i should uh. throw anything out there particularly if she never does the same yk #and well. while she does talk to me and whatever like. what if i really am just the weirdo film class person she talks to. #fair enough to have entertaining classes but never rlly. wanting to go beyond that #sigh. it just sucks. like whether i’ve been delusional all this time or not having to just. try to not think abt it is so hard #because i do look forward to every monday to see her #and even if i wanted to forget her. jesus everyone i meet lately has her name or it comes up somehow or something else happens and i think #of her and i gotta just like rewire my brain but it’s like my surroundings are so cruel for constantly making me think of her #when i have to just accept that. she had a boyfriend. she may very well be very happy with him. she might be straight! #and i’ve spent soooo long just. thinking something is here. something feels right. and i might just have been massively mistaken. lol #and i’m alone in sitting here thinking about how much i enjoy spending time with her. because she has him. and other people #lol. whatever #she didn’t say oh if nothing else is going on shshshd that would suck she was just like Oh yk! maybe. ya ok..

[crowcryptid]

According to my phone I spend over half my workday with the screen on. Anywhere between 4-6 hours.

Which is cool that I’m not being worked to death n all but I really do wish I could just do it from home

#yesterday I worked for almost exactly 2 1/2 hours. i kept track. #why do I gotta sit here. physically in the building. with nothing to do #when all I need to do is transfer information from a paper into the computer #and the papers are scanned and emailed to me ANYWAY?? #sorry I’m just sitting in an uncomfortable position because it’s the only way to avoid nosy people seeing my screen #cranky grumpy #not to mention the gas spent and commute time #it’s so stupid

[reneg4de-gone]

people loving on female ocs when?

#i see ppl all the time saying they love ocs #but like... they never really seem to mean it? #i have 32 followers & only around 5 ppl have attempted to interact #i've sent memes #reblogged memes #posted a starter call #& virtually nothing #y'all gotta put your money where your mouth is #i'm not trying to be negative but like.... #it fucking sucks spending weeks/months developing an oc #just for the majority of the rpc to ignore her #yet sit there & say y'all love & support ocs #i'm sorry but i'm not feeling the love & i do think this needs to be called out #it ain't just for me fam #it's for every single oc here who is claimed to be loved yet are ignored #( mobile tag. )

[29121996]

.

#vervalling smth in therapy ivenonlynsaif in fragments or vague posting isnSo #did it help? nope !!! i still feel Fucked bc GREAT . now its TRULY sunk in thats where i am !!! now fuckijg what !!! what !!!! do i !!!! do #!!!!!! i cannot be doijg this !!!!!! its not fair !!!!!!! #ive been burned to fuckijg ash !!!!! and theres nothing to show for it !!!!!! or even a scratch on you !!!!!! #you came out seemingly unscathed !!!!! #and i sm a whole new fucking Creature !!!!!! #how do i go abt this !!!!! when !!!! you rattle me !!!! and you might always rattle me !!!!! bx i dont get it !!!!! #and i dont Get you anymore !!!!!! #anf !!!! i might never get fucking Answers for Anything !!!!! so i just gotta Sit with all of this !!!!! #and never !!!! fucking see you agsin !!!!! how !!!!! am i supposed to do that !!!!!! #the day i can hear from u or see u n not immediatwly feel my heart in my throat is a fucking miracle fr. #you robbed me of something i cant ever get back !!!!! fuck you. #how !!!!! are u allowed to do that shit !!!! what gave u the right ro fucking do that !!!!! #who the fuck are you !!!!!! youte a shitty fucking person !!!!! #or at least a fucking coward !!!!!! #both !!!! you disgust me !!!!! and fucking YE #oh.