Being a curse, a curse older than Sukuna, a curse who was old even when Sukuna was born/manifested, not the first curse but a curse older than even mankind...at least as far as your legend goes. A curse that on a whim took it upon yourself to take the dreaded Sukuna under your wing, teaching him, molding him, guiding the infamous curse into the force of nature he is...
Only to have Sukuna find you again after his long dormancy...old, older than old, older than ancient, and with your aging now having long lost your thirst for blood, for death, for fear, for screams. Body frail from lack of use, yet alive and intact.
He has no words, his confident malicious demeanor nonexistent as he doesn't know whether to cry or scream at this outrage.
It was you, and yet it isn't. The fire long gone from your ancient eyes, body that once orchestrated absolute dread with a mere flick of your wrist now frail and atrofried over a millennia. A mere shadow of what was once a formidable curse.
It was you, and yet it isn't. He has half a mind to end your suffering, but surprises even himself when he finds himself rooted to the spot with his eyes burning and wet as you smile so weakly at him. The gesture so foreign, he had never seen it. Yet, you mange it so casually as if had been so natural.
He hates it, he despises it, he can't stomach it, and for the first time in all his days...can not fathom a way to fix it...
It was you, and yet it isn't...And it breaks a heart he never knew he had.
chainsaw man makes me so anxious. i love it, it's original, it's well written, but when i can't predict the ending makes me so anxious. Like, mha, the end is gonna be the end of the war. Jujutso, defeating sukuna. Ok. We get it. We are curious to know how
Bur csm?? I dont even know what we fighting. Everytime i predict something bad happening, fujimoto manages to make something so much worse. I can't picture in my mind how's gonna end. The only possible good and happy endings for my boy i, deep down from the heart, dont think its likely to happen.
If i think too hard maybe i'll have a panic attack