#jinyoung drabbles

[kpopimaginings]

"It's not worth it" - Jinyoung

You knew this would happen. You and Jinyoung had recently announced your relationship to the GOT7 boys. Part of the reason you had kept it quiet early on was because you knew there would be teasing. You could have also predicted that BamBam and Jackson were going to be the main perpetrators.

You were out for a group dinner for the first time since they found out and the teasing started immediately. You honestly weren't too bothered by it, but you noticed Jinyoung's clenched jaw as he glared at the members who were talking. You took his hand under the table and gave it a little squeeze, trying to silently tell him to let it go.

Once the food came out, things quietened down for a moment.

"Don't let them get to you," you whispered to Jinyoung.

He just nodded in acknowledgment, but you knew he hadn't really taken your comment to heart.

As you finished eating, you took Jinyoung's hand again and shot him a little smile.

"Ah, look at you two all loved up," BamBam started again.

"Cut back on the PDA though," Jackson added.

You rolled your eyes at the comment, but once again Jinyoung couldn't let it slide.

"We looked at each other. How is that PDA?"

"Relax, Jinyoung-ie," Jackson told him, before turning to you. "Are you sure about him? He's a bit uptight!"

You bit your lip to keep yourself from chuckling and further annoying your boyfriend.

Then, you jumped slightly as Jinyoung brought his hand down on the table.

"Jinyoung!" you scolded.

"What was the one thing I asked of you, Jackson?" he snapped, ignoring your interjection.

Jackson stared blankly at Jinyoung.

"All I said was don't tease Y/n," he continued. "You can wind me up all you like but when she's around, you knock it off."

"But she's our friend too," Jackson pointed out.

"Yeah, she's used to us, she knows what we're like," BamBam added.

You were about to agree with them, when Jinyoung  spoke again.

"I'm crazy about Y/n, ok? The last thing I want is you idiots scaring her off."

"Jinyoung-ie, that's so sweet," you said, your voice now softer, "And I'm very pleased you want me to stick around, but the boys are right, I've known them for long enough that I expected this. A little teasing among friends isn't going to make me leave."

"Ok, but-"

"No, it's not worth it. I want to be with you, and Jackson and BamBam being littles shits isn't going to change that."

Jinyoung couldn't help but smile and chuckle as the troublemakers complained at your choice of words. Smiling back, you leant in and pecked a soft kiss to his lips.

It surprised you somewhat when the resulting 'Ew' came from Yugyeom.

"Don't you start," you told him with a smile, before resting your head on Jinyoung's shoulder while you waited for desert.

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[spacequokka]

JY.one

Prompt: “Do you… well… I mean… I could give you a massage?”

Jinyoung was dying. Or it felt like it. His arms and legs were sore as fuck, too heavy to lift. So he stayed where he’d collapsed when Jaebeom said they could take a break, spread eagle on the dance room floor. While the others had gone for water or their phones, Jinyoung stared up at the ceiling, cursing everything he knew for his exhaustion.

“Are you okay, Jinyoung?” A soft voice asked before blocking the overhead lights out with a binder.

He blinked and shifted his focus to the concerned look on your face. One of the coordinators. He tried to get rid of his dry mouth and smiled. “Just tired.”

You dug held out a water bottle dripping with condensation for him to take. “Here. Hydrate yourself.” Once he had the bottle, you squatted down to help him up into a sitting position. “I’ll talk to the choreographer. See if we can call it a day. It’ll be time for dinner soon.”

“No!” He put a hand on your arm, then quickly let go. “I’m fine. We’ve had practices more intense than this.” He stretched his limbs and groaned. “I may have overdone it in the gym yesterday.”

“Oh!” You looked at his arms and legs. “I could give you a quick massage. It could help loosen up the muscles.”

He regarded you for a second. “Are you any good? Where are your references?”

“I am,” you said confidently. “Jackson and Youngjae told me so.”

Jinyoung didn’t hesitate, flipping over onto his stomach. “Then will you please help me?”

You smiled, happy that he trusted you and took massage oil out of your bag. “Of course.”

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[fantastic-bby]

Pairing: Reader x Jinyoung

Word count: 881

Genre: Fluff | Domesticity

Summary: Life at home with your husband has never been better.

Warnings: -

[22:41]

“Why did we wait this long to do the laundry?” you sigh as you start pulling your freshly dried sheets out of the laundry basket, dumping the warm pile of various fabric onto the wooden floor of your bedroom. 

“I told you to start doing your laundry earlier in the day, but you didn’t listen,” Jinyoung claims in his ‘I told you so’ voice with his arms crossed over his chest as he watches from the open doorway. 

“Yeah, yeah,” you huff, “now, get your ass over here and help me.” 

Jinyoung lets out a small laugh before obliging. He walks closer to where you’ve turned the floor into a makeshift folding board and joins you in folding the laundry. 

It’s silent and it’s peaceful. 

You find yourself feeling more joy out of the simple and domestic acts that you and Jinyoung would end up doing despite having already been married for more the past five years and having dated for almost seven. 

There’s just something about simply being with him that makes your heart feel ten times calmer than it had been for the rest of the day. No words have to be exchanged; only Jinyoung’s presence being there. 

“Have you done the dishes yet?” you ask softly, the question coming out rather suddenly, but only because you had remembered it so suddenly. 

Jinyoung’s hands immediately freeze, his eyes widening slightly as he keeps his eyes trained on one of your jeans that he was in the middle of folding. 

Your eyes narrow skeptically upon seeing his reaction, “Jinyoung…” 

“I may have forgotten because I got caught up with work,” he confesses sheepishly. 

“And you scolded me for choosing to fold the laundry at night,” you grumble just as you toss a jacket at his head. 

The fabric lands in a way where it completely drapes over Jinyoung’s head and covers his face as he stays still and allows it to happen. 

He chuckles and pulls one sleeve of it to pull it off, “I deserve that. I’ll wash them after we’re done with the laundry. I don’t want the clothes to wrinkle.” 

“As long as you get them done.” 

Jinyoung smiles and nods. 

You both return to the same rhythm as before, grabbing clothes from the pile, folding them, and setting them aside in the white laundry basket to be put away into your closet later. 

The pile slowly gets smaller and smaller as the minutes go past, until it’s half an hour later and all of your laundry is done. You think that you’re both lucky you still haven’t agreed to have children yet with how it takes more than an hour for you to fold laundry for only two people every week. 

Once the pile is gone, you move to putting away the clothes as Jinyoung moves to the kitchen to start with the dishes that had piled up from dinner. 

You stay in the bedroom for about ten minutes once you’re done with your chore and try to preoccupy yourself with one of the books from Jinyoung’s extensive bookshelf that sits flush against the right side of the bedroom, facing the queen sized bed. 

But the compilation of poems and short stories can keep you busy for only so long before you start missing the company of your best friend. 

You slide out of your bedroom in your fuzzy socks and shuffle your way down the stairs and to the kitchen where Jinyoung’s back faces the archway into the kitchen. The sleeves of his black sweater are rolled up to his elbows to avoid getting them wet as he works through the dishes at his own pace. 

You approach him softly, successfully standing behind him without alerting him before you wrap your arms around his waist. 

“Shit,” Jinyoung curses, jumping when he feels you. “You scared me, love,” he chuckles without turning around. 

“I missed you,” you hum as you press your cheek into his shoulder blade.  

“You make it sound like we’ve been separated for months,” he laughs. 

“Well, we wouldn’t be separated at all if you had done the dishes when you got home, but here we are,” you scold him playfully. 

“I’m sorry, honey. I’ll be done in a few minutes. We can watch a movie together after this, okay?” 

Jinyoung wipes his hands dry with one of the rags before turning around to face you, a big smile on his face as his hands rest on your hips gently. The black frame of his glasses sit loosely on the bridge of his nose as a result of being unable to push them back into place in the middle of doing the dishes. 

You raise your hand to gingerly adjust his glasses with your index finger which makes him scrunch his nose and purse his lips together. 

“I’d love that.”

He smiles once again as he leans down to kiss the tip of your nose. 

“We could also look at online stores to buy you new pairs of socks.”

“Oh! I like that idea better!” you gasp excitedly. 

Jinyoung laughs, “I thought you would.”

“Can we get matching pairs of those cute fox themed socks?” 

“Of course we can, honey.” 

“And what about the astronaut ones?”

“We can get those, too.”

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[sunflowercheol]

Baking

Jinyoung x Y/N

Word Count: 263

Warnings: none

A/N: unedited :)))

31 Days of Halloween | Main Masterlist

The oven beeps letting you know that it is now preheated and ready for you to use. You pick up the cookie tray and place it into the oven, setting the timer for 10 minutes. 

Your boyfriend comes up behind you and traps your body between his body and the countertop. Jinyoung nuzzles his head in between your shoulder and neck, tickling you with his hair. 

You giggle, “We’re almost done, I promise.” 

He groans and pulls you tight into his arms. “I haven’t seen you in a while, and now all the boys are coming over and ruining our quiet time,” Jinyoung complains and rocks you both side to side. 

You kiss him on his cheek and look into his shiny eyes. “It’s only for a while! Plus, I want to meet the one that managed to steal Beom’s heart,” you wiggle your eyebrows at him, making him laugh. 

He presses his lips on yours for a quick second. You whine when he pulls away, and he laughs as he runs his thumb against your bottom lip. “My option is still up for grabs,” he presses his forehead against yours. 

“Which option?” you question a bit dazed and focusing on his lips. 

He smiles widely and barely presses his lips against your, “Let’s just hide everything from everyone and enjoy it ourselves.” 

Right when you are about to press your lips against his, the timer goes off for you to take the cookies out of the oven.

“Don’t let them burn,” he teases as he lets go of you and pulls away. 

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[yong-jelly]

Making out with cix when they’re horny? 👀

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g!n reader x cix

warnings: nsfw! (minors dni)

a/n: CIX BRAINROT AAA these were supposed to just be bullets but i got a littttle carried away hehe

‧₊˚. byounggon

you had suddenly straddled him while he was working on music at his desk, arms wrapped around his neck as you kissed him stupidly. he'd be a bit stunned at first, letting out a "woah, you okay, hun?" — but when you whispered into his ear how needy you were, a flip would switch in his head and he'd be all over you right away. his plush lips moved in sync with yours as you let him take the lead, his hands finding the tops of your thighs, squeezing and kneading the soft flesh. you couldn't help but moan into his mouth and the sound would only spur him on further. his hands would travel up your hips until they were pressed against your lower back where your shirt had ridden up slightly, drawing tiny circles on the exposed skin. he'd use his grip on you to help rock you in his lap, happily swallowing your moans with every brush of your hips against his.

"i'm gonna make you feel so good."

‧₊˚. seunghun

it'd start off with sleepy morning kisses, both of you still comfy in bed and barely awake. you'd be pressed close against his chest to salvage as much warmth as possible in the cold room, your lips moving lazily against his. one of his hands would tightly be gripping your waist as the kiss heats up, smoothly slipping his tongue into your mouth. you'd ride your hands up under his shirt, drawing patterns on his stomach, fingers dancing across his chest. your hands turn him on so much and he'd get hard from only that; you exploring his body. he'd roll onto his back, pulling you on top of him before latching his lips to your jaw, nipping at your sweet spots, and then he'll trail his kisses back up to your swollen lips. the way he rut up into your core drove you crazy, your hands finding solace on his shoulders to ground you.

"i want you so bad, baby," he'd let out in a breathy moan. and what he wants, he gets.

‧₊˚. yonghee

i feel like it'd start out super innocent. probably just watching a show in his bed, or taking a nap together. you feel him shift closer to you before resting his head on your shoulder — and then you feel his gaze on you. you'd look down at him and give him a soft smile before turning back to the screen — but then he'd lift his head and his hand would come up to your chin, turning your face back towards him, capturing your lips before you could even think. this kiss was needier than they usually are between you two and you couldn't stop the butterflies that swarmed in your stomach as his hand moved to hold the back of your neck. he would help you lay down gently before moving on top of you in one swift movement, never once breaking the kiss. yonghee rarely initiated intimacy like this and you knew that he had to have been really pent up to get to this point. you could feel his erection poking your thigh as he pressed himself against you, airy moans leaving his mouth as you reach up to tangle your hands in his hair and pull him even closer to you.

‧₊˚. jinyoung

jinyoung had his lips on yours the moment he had walked through that door. maybe sending him pics of you in only your underwear while he was working hadn't been the best idea — because now he was going to eat you alive. he'd run his fingers through your hair and tilt your head back in the process to expose your neck to him, lightly biting and kissing your skin — just enough to make you needy but not enough to bruise. your hands would be tightly clasped onto his jacket, unable to control your moans as he licked over a particularly hard bite before grabbing both of your cheeks in his hands and slamming his lips against yours again. he'd walk you back towards the couch, taking a seat before pulling you onto his thigh. you were already riled up by his lips, and the contact between your heat and the muscles of his thigh was enough to punch a moan out of you, dropping your head against his shoulder.

"none of that, prince(ss). i want to see how i make you fall apart."

‧₊˚. hyunsuk

you can immediately tell when hyunsuk is horny — he doesn't even try to hide it. he becomes so touchy and clingy and if you're not giving him attention, he'll follow you around the house like a dejected puppy. once you're finished with your tasks, you'll finally give him your attention, standing up on your tippy-toes to press a light and sweet kiss to his lips. when i tell you he'd literally whine when you pull away, grip your hips before you could slip off, and pull you in again ten times harder. he'd turn into putty in your hands when you slip your hands under his shirt and run your fingernails lightly down his back. the kiss would be so desperate, quiet gasps leaving your lips as he slowly backs you up against the wall. one of his arms would come up to cage you in, your senses only filled with the scent of his cologne and his soft lips on yours. he'd break the kiss to whisper all the things he wanted to do to you right then and there, his warm breath fanning your sensitive ears, sending shivers down your spine.

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[cutie-cix]

im back 😌can u write the members reaction to u wearing their clothing? since they’re all so tall yk hehe. u can make it nsfw if you’d like! tysm ❣️

Welcome back 😌😌

Oops I’m gonna make almost all of them nsfw cause it’s that kind of night, seunghun’s is pure fluff tho 🥹

Byounggon

Honestly just wants to wrap you in his arms the second he sees you in his hoodie

Literally calls you cute so so so much every other sentence is basically “You’re so cute y/n”

But like it starts to hit him that it’s not just that you’re cute, he’s also turned on

Tries so hard to be subtle about it but his hands start to wander under the hoodie to touch you

Leans in to kiss you sweetly but ends up shoving his tongue down your throat

And oops next thing you know he’s eating you out on the couch

Seunghun

He comes home from a long day of work to find you curled up on the couch in a blanket

He moves the blanket to tuck you in when he finds you in a sweatshirt he left for you the first time he went away after you started dating

The next time he went away, he left the sweatshirt behind for you to wear when you missed him, it was a new tradition

He’s in awe, finding you on the couch in the sweatshirt after a long day of work

He grabs another blanket from his bedroom and puts it over you to keep you warm, and lets you sleep

Lots of kisses when you wake up, you’re so cute when you sleep!!

Yonghee

After a night spent together, he wakes up early to make you breakfast

You wake up & scour his drawers for something to put on

You find a button down shirt and decide to put it on with nothing under it

The second you come out, his eyes are locked on you

He’s so subtle when he’s horny I just know it

You approach him and give him a peck and he’s completely thrown off

“What’s up?” You ask. His hands are glued to your waist as he looks you up and down.

“You’re just… wow. You’re stunning.”

You bite your lip and that’s it— he’s grabbing your hand and dragging you right back into the bedroom

Pins you against the wall for sureee

He’s never this forward with you but something about you wearing a dress shirt of his with nothing underneath is just so irresistible

Jinyoung

loves LOVES the thought of you in his stuff

Hoodies, hats, sweatpants, shirts, anything at all and he’s melting over you

But I feel like his fav is his hats & jackets

Will meet you after work for a lil date and find that you’re in his hat

He’s all possessive of you and his hat, acting as though he’s annoyed

But the way he’s kissing you rough tells a different story

And the second you get home you face the consequences of what happens when you take your boyfriend’s hat 😳

Hyunsuk

You borrow steal a pair of his sweatpants

BOY are you in for it when he gets home and finds you on the couch

We all know his legs are long asf so the pants are massive on you

Ngl, he gets flustered

When you’re in any piece of clothing of his, he automatically loves it, but his favorite sweatpants?? Paired with a cute lil crop top???

His mind goes straight to the gutter… size kink kicks in

“They’re so big on you, baby. You need help getting them off?”

Oops he’s eating you out on the couch 😳

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[blu-joons]

You Go Into Labour At A Concert ~ Park Jinyoung

You tried your best to ignore as yet another kick of pain made you jolt as you walked, focusing on Jinyoung in front of you. Both of your hands rested against your bump, desperate to find a way to get the pain to stop so that you could be comfortable.

Looking back to you, a member of staff scoffed as they watched you try and keep your balance, not wanting to cause any fuss. His eyes intimidated you, making you sink back against the wall as you took several deep breaths in.

“Do you really need to take the attention off of your husband this much?” He asked you, moving you to one side. “We get your pregnant, no need to make a huge deal about it.”

Your eyes widened at his chilling attitude, “if you think all of this is just for a bit of attention then I’d love for you to try and feel what real pain is.”

His head shook, called over by his manager to pay attention as the third outfit change of the night for the group neared. You were left standing alone as you tried to focus on the show, but the pain that you felt was niggling more with every passing second.

Your eyes could barely focus on the boys running off the stage, noticing that your figure was being blocked by the member of staff. Your eyes shut, feeling as if you had no chance of even being able to let Jinyoung know that you were uncomfortable.

“Where’s Y/N?” You soon heard him ask though, unable to spot you anywhere.

The expression on the staff’s faces looked disturbing to Jinyoung, deciding to look past their shoulders. It was lucky that he did as he spotted you knelt down, hands pressed underneath your bump as the pain only worsened for you.

“Y/N? Are you alright? What’s wrong?” Jinyoung frantically asked you, pushing them to one side so that he could kneel down beside you. “Are you in pain?”

Your head shook back at Jinyoung as his hand rested against the small of your back. Straight away he knew that you were lying, looking back and calling the boys across to you hoping that they’d be able to help him out a little bit.

“You need to get changed,” you warned Jinyoung, noticing him still in his outfit for the previous set. “You’ll get into trouble.”

“I don’t care about my clothes Y/N, I care about you,” Jinyoung quickly reminded you.

As the boys all came over too, their expressions turned to worry. Each one of them knew you well, easily well enough to know when you were in pain and struggling especially.

“He’s not needed on stage anymore,” Jaebeom told you, placing his hand to Jinyoung’s left shoulder. “You can’t go up there when Y/N’s like this, we’ve only got five songs left, we can fill in the gaps and make things look normal, it’s not as if we’ve not performed a member down before.”

Your head shook as Jaebeom assured you both that there was no need to panic. “I’m sure if I can just get a chair to sit on to catch my breath, I’ll feel a lot better guys.”

Whilst you tried to convince the boys that there was no need to worry, they were far from sure at all. Jaebeom almost agreed, but as he looked between the rest of the boys, they all silently told him to put his foot down and keep Jinyoung right by your side.

The sudden realisation of what was going on soon crept up on Jinyoung as soon as Jaebeom stopped talking. “What if these pains are something more serious?” He asked anyone who would listen to him, “you’re only two weeks away from your due date, what if maybe this is the early signs of labour coming?”

As Jinyoung fretted, Jaebeom held onto him a little tighter. “Maybe you guys should go and visit the hospital rather than stay here, it’s too busy and loud for you Y/N when you’re in pain.”

“I wish you guys would stop worrying,” you frowned, raising your voice, only to quickly regret it. The pain heightened as you began to get irritable, having to quickly lean back down as you tried to stand, groaning underneath your breath in discomfort.

“There is no way you’re staying here,” Yugyeom told you as he helped Jinyoung to hold onto you and stop you falling. Jackson and Mark had already gone to get you some bits, whilst Youngjae and BamBam fought together as to who could get their phones quicker.

The reality soon began to sink in for you too as you sunk down in Jinyoung and Yugyeom’s hold. You could hear the impatience of the crowd growing behind the curtain, not to mention the disapproving stares you were getting from the members of staff who were waiting to carry on.

A sigh came from you as you felt your figure be lifted so that you were sat in a chair that Jackson had fetched for you. “I’m so sorry,” you sighed, unable to ignore the guilt that was eating away at you for bringing the concert to a halt.

“Don’t you dare apologise Y/N; you can’t help any of this. It’s natural, that’s all.”

Despite Mark’s best attempts to reassure you, you still felt bad, especially as all of them sat down with you. The staff tried several times to get back on stage, but each one of them refused to leave until they knew you had help.

“The fans are expecting you guys to finish the show, are you crazy?”

“We will finish the show,” BamBam told them as they approached again, “but we will finish the show when Y/N is taken care of. If you’re that concerned then one of you can go up there and explain to them that there’s been an emergency,” BamBam added, watching as the member of staff very quickly backed away from you all.

“We’re staying right here,” Youngjae smiled across at you, resting his hand against your shoulder, “you’ve always been here for the seven of us, it’s about time that we return the favour and be here for you as well Y/N.”

As you looked around at the seven of them sat around you, you couldn’t help but wonder how you got so lucky to have friends like them. Even as the ambulance came, they didn’t leave your side until you were laid in the back and comfortable with cushions.

They stood and they waved for as long as they possibly could until the ambulance left the arena, knowing that now they had a show to finally finish.

“What an eventful day,” Jinyoung laughed as he sat down beside you, bundled into the back of the ambulance by the boys who ignored your protests that you would be alright and that Jinyoung could join you once the show was done.

Your head nodded in agreement with him, “I know what you’re going to say to me, but I’m still sorry that it happened here. Of all the places and all the times, of course, our baby had to decide to throw a spanner in the works.”

“Clearly they’re just proving that they’re dramatic like you,” Jinyoung joked in reply to you, “making sure everyone knows that they like the attention.”

You poked your tongue out at Jinyoung just before another pain hit you, grabbing onto his hand and squeezing it once again. Jinyoung didn’t complain at all as you did so, allowing you to hold onto him for as long as you needed to until you laid back down again, knowing the pain of your grip was something that he was going to have to get used to.

“At least they’ll have a fun story as to how they came into the world,” Jinyoung smiled at you.

“Their daddy’s concert, who would have thought it?”

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[sweetestofchaos]

Prince Peach

Summary: Jinyoung was just trying to make himself something to eat and here you come with your bullshit.

Rating: PG16

Genre: Fluff/Crack

Paring: Husband!Jinyoung x GN Reader

Warnings: Cursing, Light Hearted Threats (who doesn't love those), Domestic!Jinyoung

Word Count: 259

Jinyoung stood at the counter, a knife in one hand while the other held a leaf of lettuce, frozen in place. His mind was racing, as your words echoed loudly in his head.

"W-What did you just say to me?"

From your seat at the kitchen table you laughed seeing that your statement had some kind of effect on your loving boyfriend who had been teasing you just moments ago. He was in the middle of making himself a sandwich and you asked him to make you one as well. Plus he looked really good in his light wash jeans, you couldn't help yourself when he told no teasingly.

"You heard me. I'll squeeze your ass so hard that you'll feel it in your balls."

Jinyoung set the knife in his hand down on the counter along with the lettuce leaf before he slowly turned around to face you. You smirked at him and made a grabby motion with your hands making Jinyoung frown.

"If you touch me like that, babe-" Jinyoung crossed his arms over his chest and narrowed his eyes as he flexed his muscles, "- I can promise you won't like the repercussions."

You raised an eyebrow and licked your lips before you folded your fingers together and rested your chin on top. "Sounds like a good time to me, Prince Peach."

Jinyoung scarfed at the nickname and gave you the middle finger before he turned back around. You laughed loudly, knowing that you had won this round and Jinyoung sighed. This is who he married, huh?

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[lemondropchaos]

I’m in need of serotonin so here’s random CIX (maybe just seunghun and bx because i’m tired) headcanons as your best friend/boyfriend i thought of

Byounggon

-BX is a big teddy bear and would always be clinging to you whether it’s having an arm over your shoulder or holding onto the hem of your shirt

-gets pouty when you try to annoy him/tease him but secretly loves it and has no hesitation to return the favor

-well sing off key randomly to make you laugh if he thinks your having a bad day and will do anything to make you smile again

-likes it when you cling to him first. he will get protective big brother mode and won’t let anyone else try to take you away especially if your feeling down or tired

-i could do so many for bx but moving on

Seunghun

-would 1000% sing you lullaby’s or your favorite songs without hesitation hed even go out his way to make a playlist of your music taste for when he’s with you

-Would definitely give you small but noticeable moments of physics affection if he wanted like holding your hand/thigh, kissing you’d anywhere he could (shoulders, neck,cheek,hand,lips etc)

-would goof around and joke to try and make you laugh and smile as much as possible because he loves to see it

-would bring you to karaoke atleast once a week and make sure you let off some steam by screaming songs terribly with him before he made the place his own concert

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[yv17]

a/n: cix comeback was announced and i CANNOT WAIT. it's gonna be another bop (as always because they never miss) ^-^ and idk if this work makes any sense but yeah, i was falling asleep while writing this so it probably has a lot of mistakes, sorry :((

[00:59] "uh, jinyoung? i think you accidentally messed up my order."

jinyoung's head snapped in your direction, looking at you as you took the food out of the bag. you were hanging at cix's dorms as usual, you and the boys deciding that a movie night might be a nice way to spend your time. and since jinyoung lost the game of rock paper scissors - which was definitely not the only way the boys would decide on different things - this time he was the one to order food for all of you.

and he just had to accidentally take yonghee's order two times.

all of the boys turned their attention towards the two of you, knowing you'll probably be upset by jinyoung's mistake, since you were a picky eater. the boy gave you no time for any comments of disappointment, though, as he quickly ran to your side and took the box from the bottom of the bag, the one he saved for himself.

"here, you can have mine" he said, handing the box over to you, a small smile on his face. you couldn't see it, due to the lighting in the room, but the way your eyes lit up at his offer made the tips of his ears turn red. "you always steal it from me anyways, and since it's my mistake, i'll eat the wrong order."

you smiled brightly, giving your best friend a quick but warm hug and mumbling a small 'thank you' under your breath, only to grab his hand and drag him to the couch, where the other boys were currently seated.

the movie started and all six of you sat down to enjoy your food, trying to not make too much noise so you could clearly hear everything happening in the movie. jinyoung sat at the very corner, slowly munching on the food, when he heard yonghee shifting in his seat next to him.

"dude, you literally hate all the food i order" he whispered looking at the other boy with his head tilted to the side "and it's one of y/n's favorite meals. you simp for her this hard, yet you didn't knew it?"

you couldn't help but hear yonghee's comment amongst all the chaos happening on the tv screen, and the realization hit you. bae jinyoung, the boy every single girl would've killed to have, your best friend, liked you.

you tried to ignore that for the rest of the night. when it came time to wash the dishes, you were the first one to stand up, already heading to the kitchen with half of the plates in your hands. and, much to your satisfaction, jinyoung followed right after, offering to lend a helping hand.

the two of you did the chore in silence, but you could feel the occasional stares he would send in your direction.

"you know, for someone who's always trying to keep his cool guy persona, you're very obvious about staring at me" you said, not even looking up from the plate you were cleaning, and jinyoung froze in his actions.

"you don't seem to be complaining, though" he said, trying to hide the fact that he was in fact incredibly nervous; which you could see clearly, because as much as his face said nothing, the tips of his ears were still red.

and this time you caught that.

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[hotpinkhoshi]

jinyoung + smut + 10

a breathy sigh fell from your lips as your fingers finally slipped beneath the elastic hem of your underwear. you’d been needy for contact since you woke up this morning–it was just one of those days. so you’d gotten back in bed after breakfast, wearing only a thin tank top and the cotton panties you’d slept in. 

nevermind that you had a perfectly good boyfriend in the other room. one that, if given ten minutes of your time, could have you seeing stars and screaming curse words you’d never uttered before in your life. but jinyoung had a new script to read, and you couldn’t bring yourself to interrupt him.

you thought of him now in his plain white tee that did little to hide his impressive physique, hair still messy from his sleep. he was probably on the couch, cup of coffee in one hand and his script in the other, a ballpoint pen resting between his lips. 

god, those lips. 

you imagined they were teasing your clit now instead of your own fingers. he liked to make you shiver and whine, pressing kisses against your soft flesh, slowly drifting closer and closer to your clit. he’d look up and get this stupid smirk on his face before he leaned in and got to work. 

lifting your hips, you spread your legs to give yourself more room. jinyoung was so good with his mouth. not only that, but he’d been a very quick learner. it’d taken him no time at all to figure out the speeds and patterns that made you tick quicker than your trusty old vibrator. 

he’d be livid if he knew you were touching yourself right now while he was a mere twenty steps away in the living room.but you were desperate for a release and you knew how important this new project was to him. 

your eyes fell shut as your imagination ran wild, picturing Jinyoung with his face tucked between your thighs, lapping at your folds like a man starved. he always groaned like he couldn’t get enough, hands grappling at your thighs until you couldn’t get any closer. 

you imagined him slipping his fingers inside, three straight away since it wasn’t like you weren’t wet enough. he’d stretch you out, curling and scissoring his digits until you were writhing and gripping the sheets for dear life. only then would he work his way back up your body, his hard cock nudging against your stomach as you kissed the taste of yourself off his lips. 

just the thought of kissing him sent a wave of pleasure down to your belly. you imagined him resting his entire body weight on you to let you feel just how badly he wanted you before finally pressing inside of you without hesitation. 

“fuck,” you whispered, only to yourself, and bit down onto your lip to keep from making any further noise. at this point, you couldn’t even remember if you’d closed the door.

you just needed to get off quickly so you could go about your day and hopefully feel some sort of relief. jinyoung could take care of you later, maybe, once he’d finished his work. he was so busy, you felt too guilty whenever you interrupted him just because you were feeling needy.

instead you focused on the memory of one of the most recent times you'd had sex - after jinyoung had come home from an event and you'd practically pounced on him the moment he'd walked through the door in his fancy suit.

he'd been extra feisty that night, pushing you against the wall, face forward, and shoving down the loose linen pants you'd been wearing. you whimpered, recalling how rough he'd been, crowding you against that wall and pounding inside of you without mercy.

"am i interrupting something?"

your eyes shot open at the sound of jinyoung's voice, a gasp falling from your lips when you realized you'd been caught. there was no way to deny what you'd been doing - you knew your hair was askew and your face was flushed, neck glistening with a slight sheen of sweat.

tearing your hand out of your panties, you clamped your legs together as if maybe you could get away with pretending like you hadn't just been thirty seconds from an orgasm.

jinyoung watched you from the end of the bed like a lion observing its prey, his tongue peeking out to wet his lips as his eyes roamed your figure.

"were you just touching yourself?"

you huffed, knowing that he knew the answer to his own question, but wanted to hear you say it. only then could he dole out an appropriate punishment.

"i... no," you lied, choosing to test his limits.

in the blink of an eye, jinyoung ripped away the duvet covering your form, giving you only a split second to curl your legs up towards your chest to hide the evidence of your betrayal.

"no?" he asked, dropping the duvet to the ground and pressing one knee onto the edge of the mattress. "are you lying to me now?"

shaking your head, you batted your eyelashes, keeping your knees pressed together. "i wasn't."

jinyoung crawled forward, slow and steady, until he was right in front of you. his hands settled on your knees as he rubbed gentle circles into your skin with his thumbs.

"no?" he said again, his lips lifting into a smirk on one side. "oh, pretty, don't you know i know your body better than anyone else? my only question is why you couldn't just let me take care of you."

you let him part your knees, spreading your legs enough for him to settle in between them. he did look a little hurt from the knowledge that you'd chosen to help yourself rather than just tell him you wanted him, sending a pang of guilt straight to your chest.

"i didn't wanna bother you," you admitted. "you were busy. it was important."

jinyoung shook his head, leaning down to press his lips to your forehead, all while one hand slipped up the hem of your shirt until his fingertips brushed over your nipple.

"baby, nothing is more important to me than making you feel good."

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[iwillgiveyoumyhappiness]

What do you think makes cix horny?? Like what do you think makes them want to pin you against a wall 😳

Cause ngl I feel like even the quiet ones would have their moments

Byounggon: When you dress up, specially for him. Whether that's lingerie or an off-the-shoulder dress for a dinner party, he feels touched (and turned on) by the effort you put in for him. He always thinks you're gorgeous, but it's really a whole other level when you pamper yourself and really feel beautiful. He loves the idea of tainting the perfect look you've got going on. Messing up your hair, smudging your lipstick, sucking bruises onto your flawless skin. Though he'd like to make his intentions known right away, he usually makes himself wait, because the longer he thinks about it, the more eager he is when the timing actually comes about—and that leads to a fun night. All of his usual inhibitions are thrown out the window, 'cause as the outfit would entail... It's a special night.

Seunghun: Honestly, this dude's always good to go—any time, any place—so he just kinda follows your lead. If you're horny, so is he. Overall, it's gotta be your eyes that do it for him. If you give him The Look™ from across a crowded room or while standing in the doorway watching him strip out of his sweaty practice clothes, he can't help but smirk to himself like, "Yeahhhhh, she's into me," as if you aren't already dating. His mood can change in two seconds flat. He can be the sweetest, cuddliest teddy bear of a boyfriend, but the moment you send him signals, softness is the farthest thing from his mind.

Yonghee: I have a long-standing theory that Yonghee has sensitive ears, so pretty much anything you whisper to him sends shivers down his spine and sets his skin on fire—especially if it's a compliment. If you lean over during a dinner with the guys and say, "you look really good", even if it's completely innocent, he'll still feel his entire body tense up. It's a combination of things. Your fly-aways tickling his cheek and neck, the proximity, your warm breath against the sensitive shell of his ear, the fact that you always manage to smell so damn good. He really can't get enough of you, and that's on a normal day. He can usually calm himself and hold himself back pretty well, but imagine how crazy things get when you're specifically trying to turn him on.

Jinyoung: When you swear. He can't really pinpoint what it is, but when you swear during a rant, because you splashed some hot oil on your arm, or at him, blood goes rushing straight between his legs. He feels kinda bad about it sometimes, because swearing the way he likes means you're either annoyed, hurt, angry, or upset—but you always seem to feel much better after he helps your relieve your stress, so he can't feel too bad about it. But seriously though, if you're telling him to 'put his fucking socks in the laundry basket, 'cause he's a grown man and it's not that hard', he's pinning you to the wall and shoving his tongue down your throat real fast. He always slips into kicked puppy mode afterwards and apologizes though, 'cause he doesn't want you to feel like he's invalidating your feelings—you're just really sexy to him, in everything you do.

Hyunsuk: He's a simple man. Legs. Wear shorts or a skirt and he's already so far gone, it's almost embarrassing. You're not even trying to be sexy, you're just going about your day, yet he can't even control himself. Once he's comfortable with you and your relationship, he's not afraid to tell you when he's feelin' spicy, but he's also totally cool if you're not in the mood. If you let him cuddle with you and rub your legs, he'll be equally as satisfied (though he will playfully pout and say he's been cockblocked by his own girlfriend). Another thing that gets him going is when he sees you having fun without him. The independence and—in a way—your lack of reliance on him just really turns him on. He wants to make you need him.

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[spacequokka]

JY.two

Prompt: “Don’t you ever do that again!”

Men in sharp suits and women in goofy dresses crowded the room. This wasn’t your scene. You couldn’t ever hope to fit in when you wanted nothing more than a comfy pair of Chucks instead of the impossibly uncomfortable heels you had on. Jinyoung stood beside you, eyes dutifully scanning the crowd for threats. As expected, a friend of his found him.

“Jinyoung!” Jaebeom graduated from the bodyguard academy shortly before Jinyoung did, but they were close and maintained the friendship. Though you usually liked to hang around and hear their tales from the good ol’ days, you had a plan. A shitty plan, but one you were willing to die for.

You were ditching the snooze fest. The protection detail wasn’t necessary. Who gave a shit about some low-ranking politician’s kid? The second Jinyoung was laughing at something Jaebeom had said, you took a step back and maneuvered a woman who wore the same peach color dress into your place. You waited just long enough to see if either of them noticed the switch, then took off. The second you hit the dimly lit hall, the dress was over your head and stuffed into the bag you’d arranged to be left for you. You’d managed to get a tank and shorts on under the dress without the maid noticing.

The night air was so refreshing compared to the stuffy, fragrance saturated ballroom. As much as you wanted to soak it in and savor the difference, the freedom it represented, you knew you didn’t have much time. They did not assign Jinyoung to you for the shits and giggles. You had maybe two minutes before he would be up your ass and dragging you back inside. You took off to the nearest bus stop, pulling a ball cap and sunglasses on along with a loose, long sweater. Just as you planned, the bus pulled up on time and you hopped on. You paid your fare and took a seat towards the back, just behind the door.

The bus pulled away with no sign of Jinyoung. You made it. You actually did it!

Then someone dropped into the seat beside me. You glanced to your left and choked on a gasp. “How the fu—”

Jinyoung merely smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes, a clear sign of how pissed he was. “Do you take me for a fool?”

“N-no.” You shrunk away from him, from his inevitable wrath.

“Get off at the next stop.” He reached around your head to press the stop signal. “No use in pouting and whining because I really don’t want to hear it.”

The second your feet touched the sidewalk, his hands seized your shoulders and gave you a short but firm shake. “Have you lost your damn mind?”

“I—”

“No, no. I don’t want to hear it. Do you not get how dangerous it is for you right now? Until they find whoever sent that threat, you cannot do this sneaking off shit!” And there it was. The talk you’ve heard more times than you could count. Like it’s supposed to make up for everything you’ve lost since that day. “Hey! Don’t walk away when I’m talking to you, ____.”

“I’ve heard this lecture before. Not interested in hearing it again.” You grumbled, hating that you sounded like a whiny brat even to your own ears.

He growled and fished his keys out of his pocket. The chirp of his car alarm revealed his parked car conveniently nearby. You stopped and looked at him. He nearly smiled at you. “I heard about your plan back when you arranged for the drop off. I hoped you’d change your mind before now.”

“Hope is for the weak.” You stomped over to the passenger side of his car.

“Whatever.” He pointed a finger at you over the roof of his car. “Don’t you ever do that again! Are we clear?”

You yanked the door open. “As clear as the glass of my fucking prison.”

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[vad-hander]

NO NAME

Pairing: Johnny (NCT) x reader x Jinyoung (GOT7)

Genre: Series | Smut | Angst | Fluff

Warnings: abuse, depression, toxic friendship, established relationships (?), mentions of self harm, messed up everything (you’ll get it as you read it), cheating, best friends to enemies, lovers to strangers

Words: 9.3k

PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 5

“Where you’re going?” Johnny peeked from behind the wall when he probably heard you putting your shoes on.

“Oh, just the flower shop. I thought we could use some at our apartment.” you smiled at him sweetly, getting back to what you were doing. Checking if you had all the cards you needed in your purse, you felt Johnny’s hands snake onto your waist, making you startled. His hands forced you gently to straighten your back, resting his chin on your shoulder.

“Want me to go with you?” he whispered next to your ear, pushing with his hand your hair away.

“It’s fine, I’ll be quick.” you smiled at him, grabbing his hands in yours to unwrap him from you.

“You’re very pretty in this dress.” he didn’t let go of you, pecking your neck lightly.

“Thank you.” you swallowed.

“Where’s the shop?” he asked curiously and turned you around in his hands.

“It’s a 20 minute drive, not that far.”

“Okay.” he smiled at you and pressed his lips against yours. “Want to have the dinner out?”

“I thought to go for a walk in the evening.” you said calmly.

“Jun called me I thought we could go hang out today.” his thumb caressed your cheek.

“You can go for the both of us?”

“He said I should bring you too. Everyone misses you, you haven’t been out in forever.”

“I’m not in the mood lately, huh.” you chuckled and both Johnny’s hands moved to your cheeks.

“I feel like you’ve been doing much better.”

“If you’re saying so…” you smirked and looked him in the eyes.

“We’ll go?” he asked hopefully.

“J…” you stuttered and gulped loudly “Baby, you can go if you really want to, I won’t mind. I’ll wait for you here.” you smiled and pressed a kiss in the corner of his lips.

“It looks like your doing even better know, huh?”

“Maybe it’s you.” you smiled and ran your fingers up his chest playfully.

“What’s gotten into you? Maybe we’ll be fine without those flowers? I know something we could do.” he smirked and lowered his hands down to your waist and lower, where you caught them and finally made him let go of you.

“No, I’ll go. I planned this already, look at this floral dress.” you twirled in front of him. “It’s themed.” you smiled at him and felt like you couldn’t wait any longer to get out of here. Johnny laughed at you sweetly and let you go, watching you put your shoes on and leave.

You took a deep breath, feeling like it’s the first time in a year you left the house in the daytime for just a walk. You looked around, watching people pass you by with their dogs on the lead. You began walking, feeling the warmth of the sun heat your shoulders and the top of your head. You wished you had a friend you could call, ask them to meet you and take a walk together, or at least just chat or send a pic of this weather to, but the only contact in your phone that still was reachable was Johnny’s and your moms. You missed texting with Jinyoung, you missed texting Sieun. You could only wonder why she stopped talking to you. This made you feel completely isolated from the world. You couldn’t help but wonder why would Jinyoung not sent even a single message. You just wanted to see his name light up on your screen. Or Sieun’s, she was a real friend, you felt like she was,but it turned out she didn’t think the same way. You just couldn’t work out why’d she disappear at the time you needed her most. The crosswalk you used to pass looked different now, and you had to fish your phone out of your purse to check if you were going in the right direction. Turning the map in the app around with your fingers, you made sure you were going the right way. Raising your head up to cross the road you noticed that there were only 10 seconds left to cross it. Not willing to wait for another green light, you began running, trying to put the phone back at the same time.

“Oh, I’m sorry.” you said quickly, not raising your eyes and finally placing the phone back to its place.

You looked up, finally seeing the designated flower shop in front of you. You walked quicker, opening the door of the shop. The smell of freshness and sweetness made your heart sing. Your eyes set on a big bunch of lisianthus the moment you entered the building.

“Hi! It’s nice seeing you again, I thought you moved somewhere else. You haven’t visited us in like what? A year? We’re you away?” a lady that always worked there greeted you happily. You almost forgot you used to see her every weekend there and would have the loveliest chats when you’d buy flowers for both yours and Jinyoung’s apartments. Jinyoung, the thoughts of him were haunting you all the time. This, and endless plans on how you could avoid Johnny, make him feel like everything’s fine, make sure he believes you two are good.

“Oh, yeah, I… Live was busy and now I finally made time to visit you. You’re the best flower shop, I was really missing it.” you smiled politely.

“Set your eyes on anything?” the lady asked.

“No, want to look around, see what you have.”

“Okay, just call me when you’ll need whatever.” she smiled and you bowed, turning around to walk around the flowers.

Looking around you tried to think what would look good, what would fit in that place. What would make the apartment you grew to hate more likeable to you.

Your eyes raised at the mirror, looking at your own reflection that looked rather pathetic. You wondered how Johnny could even want you. Probably, out of pity, you guessed. Your eyes reflected a deer in the headlights and you wondered when did you start to look so fearful. Your eyes lowered to your hands, realising that your left hand was scratching nervously your right forearm. You made yourself stop, only to work out you scratched subconsciously part of your skin Johnny touched. You could still feel his fingerprints on your cheeks, you could still feel his hands on your hips, how he held you in place, while his hips were slapping against yours. You could still feel his fingers all over you, when you didn’t want him to do it, when you told him not to. You found wet wipes in your bag, wiping your cheeks quickly, trying not to scratch them too harshly to not leave red stains. You could feel the panic attack arise, something, you never suffered from before, but now, was something you gotten used to feel right after your thoughts drifted towards Johnny.

Your eyes shifted to flowers, taking two deep breaths, you walked forward just to take anything.

“Excuse me, I think I made my choice.” you smiled and pointed at the random bunch of flowers. The lady ran to you quickly, helping you with flowers.

“You used to buy the same bunch of flowers often.” she smiled and you moved your eyes to see what you actually picked. Chrysanths - you’d buy them often to place in the big vase in Jinyoung’s bedroom.

You said your goodbyes and took the flowers in the paper wrapping, hiding your face in them to smell.

“Are these for me?” you heard a familiar voice when your free hand opened the door.

“J…Jinyoung?” you whispered breathlessly. Tears prickled your eyes quickly at a single sight of him. He stood there as if it’s been a day since you saw him, not a year.

“Y/n.” he smiled at you widely and you froze.

“H-how?” he stood in front of the shop as if he was waiting for you there. “How’d you know I’ll be here?” you asked confused, finally walking down the steps and standing in front of him, but a couple of steps away on purpose, to not sink into his smell.

“I didn’t.” he smiled constantly, punching air out of your lungs. “You bumped into me at the crossroad and didn’t even notice. I walked behind you to say hi, but you were quick and entered this shop quickly, I thought I’ll wait for you. I… I’ve been trying to see you for a year and then when I gave up you bumped into me on the street.” he sighed amazed. “I just thought maybe you’ll want to see me too, I mean, we… You…” he paused and you listened carefully. You just wanted for him to say he loved you. At least, back in the beginning. You wanted to hear anything that would make you feel better about your being, but he closed his mouth. “I missed you. If you want to, we can get coffee and catch up with our lives.” you blinked slowly, wondering if you began glitching. “Are you okay?” he took a step closer to you. “You seem… tired?”

“Yeah… yeah, I’m fine. I just… I can’t believe… you’re here and…” You began mumbling.

“If you want to, you can give me your new phone number and we’ll meet up another day.” Jinyoung suggested quickly.

“No, no, we can go right now.” you said and he nodded.

“There’s a cafe over there, it’s the closest one.”

“Okay.” you nodded and walked behind him.

Behind Jinyoung, you were walking behind Jinyoung. You felt like you were on the verge of death and now when you were delirious you were seeing things you wanted to see the most. Your fingers held onto the flowers so tightly you probably broke all of them, but you didn’t care. You cared for nothing, you were right next to Jinyoung and the only thing you could focus on was him. Him, and all the strength and power you put in to not touch him.

“I…What did you mean with the new number? My phone number is still the same.” you wanted to add that you’d never change it so he’d be able to text, but you thought it’s better to keep it to yourself for now.

“I texted you every day, called you, none of it ever came through.”

“You did?” you had to look up to not to cry.

“Of course I did, how could I not?” he looked at you and you just knew he was sincere. It became hard to walk at the same pace with him now. “Can I… can I see your phone? I think I know what’s up.” he said and stood at the cross walk, waiting for the red light to turn green.

“Yeah, you can.” you nodded quickly and got your phone in his hand, feeling the tips of his fingers brush against your palm. You shivered and stared at his face that now was staring into your phone. You didn’t need to look in there, whatever he was doing, you trusted him completely.

“I see.” he looked at you and gave the phone back. “You had me blocked.”

“I…I didn’t? Why would I block you?” you asked confused, when the light turned green and the both of you began walking.

Johnny, you thought to yourself. The first bullet was shot.

-

“You didn’t change at all.” his eyes ran over your face quickly.

“No I did, but you… you’re still the same.” your eyes kept focused on his, trying to not obviously check him out.

“What changed in you?” he smiled and moved in his seat to lean in to you.

“I…I’m probably even more messed up than I used to be…” you said quickly, moving your eyes to your lap. “Jinyoung, I’m too scared to ask, but I just have to.” you looked at him again and he nodded approvingly. “What did I lack that you needed? I don’t hold no grudges, I just want to know for my own piece of mind.”

“What do you mean?” he furrowed his eyebrows.

“What…Why’d you do it?”

“Don’t tell me you still believe Johnny. I hope when you blocked me you blocked him too, to start a new life. That’s what you deserve, to not have him in your life is the best I could wish for you.”

“Don’t say that, he actually cares for me and loves me.”

“So you’re with him for real?” he sounded pretentious.

“Why would you think so?” you leaned in to him too.

“One time when I was still looking for you to explain everything, I went to that club Johnny spoke about once, and you were there. You being with him would’ve not surprised me in any way, but you two kissed and I guessed Johnny was right.” he stretched his lips in a thin line.

“What was Johnny right about?” you furrowed your eyebrows feeling your heart begin to ache.

“I came to his place when I had no other options where I could find you, when you didn’t come back to your place for weeks. I said I need to see you and he began his shit about you moving on already, saying you changed your phone number, that you two just had sex. I thought he bluffed because I thought at the time you would not do it… but I might’ve been wrong.” he looked at you and added quickly “No, no, no. I don’t judge you, I… I have no right to. I was just taken aback at the moment. Anyway, I’m happy as long as you’re happy. If Johnny makes you happy, I’m very glad.” he smiled at you like he cared.

“And… are you happy…?”

“I’m fine.” he closed his reassuringly with that reliable smile on his face you missed so much.

“Jinyoung…” you whispered chewing on your lower lip.

“Yeah?” he took a sip from his coffee.

“I wish we could be friends. I’d like to have a friend in you. You’re still very dear to my heart.” you said and took your cup in your hands to take a few sips. You tried to focus on the beverage to not cry from your pity suggestion.

“Yes, we can still be friends.” he didn’t look very pleased to you and you guessed he only agreed out of politeness. You nodded in reply, looking out of the window. The silence that hung between you heavied your shoulders. “I remember you wore this dress when we went out together for the first time. With Johnny and your other friend.”

“Sieun?” you looked at him.

“Yeah, I think so.” He smiled as if he looked through the pictures of that day in his head.

“This is a very funny coincidence.” you said quietly and felt your cheeks turn pink. You couldn’t help but think of the way he handled you in the bathroom of that club. You wished he’d give you a sign he wanted to repeat it all over again in the bathroom of this cafe. Suddenly you wondered if him mentioning this was the sign you were looking for. “I didn’t know I’ll meet you.”

“I know.” he looked at you “Mayb this is something that was meant to be. You wore the dress and bought flowers you always bought for me, maybe the day for us to meet again was written down.”

“Universe planned to get us back in contact I guess.” you chuckled looking at his neck when he looked away. You just wanted to touch him.

“I have to make everything clear though, since we’re going to be friends, I have to make sure you know. Even though we can’t turn back time, we can’t get back together, I need to make sure you know the real truth, okay?” he focused his eyes on you again, but all you could hear was ‘we can’t get back together’. You wanted to ask badly why you can’t, but his eyes were too piercing you had to get back to reality and shake your head yes. “When I said I was preparing for that lecture I said the truth. I really was, but I texted Johnny. I thought of maybe proposing to you, after we moved together, I thought I should get Johnny on friendly terms since I knew he’ll be a big part of your life even if we’ll get married.” you could feel invisible knifes being thrown into your chest one by one. Jinyoung wanted to marry, you couldn’t believe your ears. “I told him we should become friends for you, I said I wanted to propose, he said it’s a great idea and said we’re two closest men in your life, we should respect each other. I agreed, because I just felt like it’s something I needed to do to make you completely happy.” you felt a single tear run down your cheek. You caught it quickly, wiping your cheek while Jinyoung was looking at the waiter. “He texted me the same evening and told me I should come to the club he was at asap. I said I really can’t because I was studying for the lecture, but he said we should celebrate us becoming friends. He literally led me on, but I acted dumb, because I thought I was the one using him while he was drunk. I thought he’ll take me as a bro while drunk and would feel guilty to act differently, but I was wrong. He acted like we were bestest of friends and told me as a bro secret that he’s sleeping with Sieun. I don’t know if he regretted it immediately and made up something so I won’t tell you or planned all of it beforehand, but he asked me to get drinks for the both of us, I agreed, and when I walked away, the girl that he introduced me to literally five minutes ago, dropped herself on me dramatically. She didn’t even look like she stumbled, I guessed she was trying to seduce me and I plainly helped her find balance and let go, but she kept on touching me and hugging me and I had to push her off me, and she suddenly obeyed. I got the drinks and walked back to Johnny who completely forgot about me because he was with Sieun. I placed those bottles on the table they stood next to and left. I didn’t want to interrupt them and didn’t want to stand there like an idiot. I knew he would not let go of her to pay me attention. I would not cheat on you, I wanted for you to be my wife, I didn’t n…” his eyes landed on your face. “Please don’t cry.” he said quickly, holding a tissue for you to grab. “I didn’t mean to make you cry, I’m so sorry.”

“But… he…” you sobbed and weren’t able to form words and sentences. “I let him do it to us. Why would he do it? He always said he loved me, cared for me, said I’m his soulmate and best friend. Why would he try to ruin a perfectly fine relationship? He planted that seed of doubtfulness when you didn’t pick up my call the next morning. He began saying that it’s fine and then he told me that you were at the club, had sex with that girl, he showed me photos and even a video where it looked like you kissed. He said many things, gave me so much evidence. Made me believe I didn’t know you at all. Why? What was the reason?” you asked rhetorically, hiding your face in your palms in shame. “And when I came to your place… that last time I saw you. The girl I texted that proved she slept with you that night, I asked her if she saw you recently, she said yes like 20 minutes ago, and I asked her if you ate together and she said yes. And you had a bag of take out. This all was so perfectly fit. He just told me things and then my brain ruined the rest. I’m so sorry, I’m really sorry. I will never forgive myself. I… I don’t understand. Why would Johnny do all of it? Why would he block your phone number, don’t let you see me, he isolated me completely from the world, from you.” you blinked often to wipe away the tears. “If he hated me so much, he should’ve just stopped being friends with me.”

“No, Y/n, why are you still not getting it? The problem is not that he hates you. It’s the opposite. He loves you and doesn’t want to share you with anyone. He did it to get you back completely to himself I guess. Didn’t you tell before he scared away everyone that liked you? He’s just too scared to lose you.”

“But… wait, hold on. What do you mean he slept with Sieun?”

“He said he dated her but didn’t want to tell you since you’d either hate it or would tell him you told him so.”

“And when did they broke up…?”

“I don’t know that, it’s not like I kept in contact with him after we broke up.” he smiled at you.

“Yes, you’re right, I’m sorry.” you shook your head. “I’m sorry, I think I need to go.” you stood up and felt dizzy.

“I can drive you, just tell me where to.”

“No, it’s fine. Was glad to see you.” you smiled and took a couple of steps, feeling everything around you spin. You stopped taking a break to wait till you feel any better. Nausea and lightheadedness made it hard for you to see anything in front of you.

“Y/n, you forgot flowers.” you could hear Jinyoungs voice behind you, turning around to see him and realising you could not see him properly. You felt your body get so heavy you felt like falling.

“You scared me.” you opened your eyes slowly, trying to work out where you were.

“What happened?” you moved in your seat, finally being able to see you were in the same cafe. Jinyoung squatted in front of you with a water bottle in his hands.

“You fainted when you were walking away. Thankfully I was right behind you because you forgot your flowers. I barely caught you in time or you would’ve hit your head on the floor.” he looked at you.

“I’m sorry… and thank you. It’s probably the heat and lack of sleep and all the stress.” you blabbered quickly. “Thank you.”

“It’s nothing. I hope your sides don’t hurt, I grabbed you in panic very quickly, I might’ve hurt you.”

“It’s fine.” you smiled.

“Take a few sips of water.” he handed you the battle and you drank from it quickly. “Should I take you to hospital?” he asked concerned.

“No, it’s fine. I’ll go home.” you tried to stand up, but Jinyoung didn’t move away, resting his forearms against the seat he sat you on.

“I’ll insist on driving you since you just passed out in front of me.”

“Okay.” you nodded and he moved away, standing up.

“Can you walk? You can lean onto me if you need to.”

“I’m fine, Jinyoung.”

“Okay.” he nodded and walked in front of you with his eyes completely focused on you.

“Promise you’ll go see a doctor?” he asked when the both of you sat in his car.

“Promise.” you nodded, watching him start the engine.

-

“You said you’ll be quick but you were away for like two hours.” he pouted looking at you from the couch. “What flowers did you get?” he asked curiously and extended his arm towards you. You walked closer to him, giving him the flowers. His hand caught yours, pulling you in over the back of the couch to plant a kiss on your cheek. “You’re still prettier than those flowers.” he whispered having his lips against your cheek. “Come here.” he pulled onto your hand to guide you over the couch and onto his lap. His hands immediately landed on your waist, making the dress you wore reveal your underwear. You held your fingers in fists to prevent yourself from snapping at him.

“What you want?” you whispered into his ear and moved your hips slowly against his.

“You.” he began whispering too.

“How badly?” you asked and pulled the strap of your dress down.

“Pretty bad.”

“But I need to know in more details.”

“I don’t know what detail to give you, I just want you.” he sighed heavily when your fingers ran over his abdomen multiple times.

“Will you eat me out?” you asked curiously, bending your head to the side a little.

“Fuck, baby, yes.” his fingers lowered onto your thighs.

“Lower your body then.” you said carelessly, standing on your knees above him. His body slid down the couch, making his face be on the same level as your centre. Your fingers grabbed onto his hair harshly, pulling his head closer to you. You could feel his breathing over your pubic bone, hating yourself for starting all this. This wasn’t really a great way to take any revenge on him.

Johnnys hands startled you when they landed on your butt, hooking thumbs over the underwear you wore and pulling it down. Your hand threw his head back and you noticed his confused and slightly mad stare. The both of you froze, staring at each other. You broke off the silence and slapped him the next second.

“Did I tell you you can undress me? Did I tell you to make me cum?” he stared at you not understanding for a few seconds, only smirking at you when he probably thought he worked out what was going on. “Reply before I slap you once again.”

“No, you didn’t. I’m sorry.”

“Good boy.” you caressed his cheek carefully. “You know, I thought of little something we could do.”

“Yeah?”

“Remember how you wanted to fuck Sieun?” his face changed for a slight second, putting his guard back up to not give away whatever he actually thought or felt. You slapped him once again. “You have to reply.”

“Yeah, yeah, I do.”

“I think we should call her over.”

“Why?” he furrowed his eyebrows.

“For a little game. You, me and her. Have you ever had a threesome? Threesome with me anyway is going to be better than anything you experienced in your life.” your hand lowered over to his dick, stroking it over the jeans.

“Fuck, I never thought you’d just do it so freely and willingly with me.” he took a deep breath in.

“You know what I could do? I could suck you off, while you’re doing whatever the fuck you want to with Sieun. You want that?”

“No, not really, I want you only, we don’t need her.” his breathe hitched and he spoke with unnecessary pausing.

“Why though?” you pouted and felt Johnnys hand lay over yours, forcing you to squeeze his dick more.

“I want you all to myself, your mouth on me only. Focused on me, not anything else.”

“That’s very selfish of you, baby.” you shook your head disapprovingly, sticking your tongue out to draw a line with it over his pulse point. “Want to feel it over your cock?” you asked, moving back a little.

“Yeah.” he nodded.

“You have to share to do so.”

“What do you mean?”

“You can’t have me all to yourself. You shouldn’t be this greedy. You have to share.”

“With Sieun?”

“Not only.”

“Who else?” he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

“Jinyoung.” you said carelessly but watched him closely.

“Him again?”

“It’s a deal I already signed for us. I’ll have sex with him for you to watch, he’ll then do whatever you want to to you. I’ll play with Sieun a little, we could switch and take turns however we want it. You’ll finally be able to do all the things you wanted to do to me.”

“Y/n, I’m not sure the people you chose for this are right.”

“Why? My ex boyfriend and your…” you paused but this time he kept himself collected “desire to fuck Sieun.”

“I don’t want to fuck with Jinyoung, what the fuck.”

“I thought you loved me.” you pressed your body against his. “I thought you’d do something for me since I never asked you for anything in those pasts months. I thought you wanted to eat this pussy right? Jinyoung could show you how to do me right. He did it for like 400 times.”

“I don’t need any fucking advice from this slug.”

“For a slug he really is good with his cock and tongue. And I, as a slut, am really good with my tongue too. If you’ll do what I want you to do, I’ll let you find out. You always wanted Sieun, why’d you protest now when I literally give you permission. Do you want to die without finding out what it’s like to fuck her? We could do all types of things just to stay afterwards together and take it to another level.”

“I want you only.” he said stubbornly once again.

“Did you fuck Sieun before?” you looked at him suspiciously.

“I didn’t, I just don’t want any of it anymore, I love you.”

“You’re. A fucking. Liar. Johnny. I hate you.” your hands moved over to his neck, trying your best to choke him knowing damn well you won’t be able to cause any harm to him.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Johnny’s hands were obviously stronger, twisting yours quickly and making you cry in pain. “What happened?”

“When did you began dating Sieun? When did you broke up? I have to fucking know. I have to know about all the lies you told me.” he was still holding on to your hands making it hurt.

“Did that bitch tell you?”

“Let go of me! You’re going to leave bruises!” You exclaimed in pain.

“Was that her? I’ll fucking snap her neck, the fucking whore was supposed.”

“It’s not her who told me, but she confirmed you being a fucking prick. You lied to me all the fucking time. And you thought I’ll fuck you? You fucking wish! You don’t fucking love me, you don’t know what love is. You’re heartless and disgusting. Let go of me!”

“You, your selfish little ass. You never opened your eyes wide enough to see anything. You care only for what you need. If I never lied to you, I would’ve became uninteresting to you about 10 years ago. I did this for you, I did all of this for us.”

“Let go! There’s no us. I know everything, I know that you lied to me about Jinyoung. You ruined my life. This year just was a fucking waste. I hate living here, I hated being touched by you but I kept it all in because I wanted to keep you happy. I was hoping I’ll finally get over Jinyoung and will feel anything towards you. Guess I shouldn’t have even tried. You anyway had a girlfriend until two months ago. Yes, I called her, accidentally, just an hour ago. I just wanted to hear the voice of the bitch that lied to me about Jinyoung and ask her why she did it, but Sieun picked up the phone. She said you told her to text me as if she was someone else who slept with Jinyoung from her other phone number I didn’t know. She told me she only did it because you told her all the bullshit you can about dating and loving each other and doing things for one another. The thought of dating the Johnny Suh that never stayed the night was way too tempting and she told you yes. She betrayed me because of you.” your eyes ran furiously over the whole room. “You acted like a terrible person Johnny, you dated her when your hands held me in your sleep every night. You broke up with her when you had sex with me for the first time, right? Thought you’re going to get it from me now so you dumped her? Is that what you did?” you chuckled.

“Is it that funny to you?”

“Barely, but it just really makes me wonder if I ever even knew you for real.” you breathed heavily staring at him, when he didn’t reply, you walked past him, getting furiously under the duvet of your bed to think everything through. Moving, you had to move away from here now. You had to learn to live a life without Johnny being there. There was so much you could forgive but this.

Your phone laid next to you and you grabbed it to look at Jinyoung’s phone number. You felt the urge to call him and tell him, you wanted to ask for help, hope he’d give you wise advice like he always did. You had nowhere to go, Johnny told you to not pay the rent for your place anymore, and you completely moved in with him 6 months ago, you knew for sure whatever connection you two had it all was gone for good now. You hated to go to Jinyoung and ask him anything. You just opened your phone, googled the first hotel that seemed comfortable enough and didn’t cost too much and booked a room. For a week, it’s not like you could get a flat any quicker.

You laid your phone next to you, just taking a moment to think that there was so much you needed to do and there is so much that happened already.

“Don’t come near me.” you said roughly when you heard Johnny enter the room.

“It’s unfair.”

“What?” you turned to look at him annoyed.

“Unfair that you only look at things from your point of view. Don’t you care what I think?”

“No.” you simply replied.

“I know you too well.” he dropped his body on the bed and you stiffened, ready to punch him if he’ll touch you. “You really want to know.”

“I don’t, you can leave the room so I’ll pack my things in peace.”

“Pack your things? Where will you go?”

“It shouldn’t matter to you.”

“Okay…” he sighed. “Still, when we were 14 and people teased us a lot that we dated in secret, you said you’d rather die than do so. Later that year I asked you if you really meant it, and you said yes. You said it’s not something you could imagine yourself doing, so I killed every single thought in my head to ask you out. I was fine because you were with me all the time, you loved me, even though you didn’t realise. You were my love and girlfriend even though you didn’t think so yourself, I was okay with you not willing to kiss me or anything else, because I was still able to hold your hand at the end of the day. Then you liked that stupid guy that was two years older than us. I was furious, you wanted to be with him, not me. He was the one who took you away from me, so I had to take you back from him. I was the reason behind it.” you turned around quickly, looking at Johnny in disbelief.

“No you didn’t.”

“I did, I broke you off with every guy you had because they’re not someone you should be with. I’m the one, I love you like no one ever will. I’ll do anything for you.”

“You’re insane.”

“I love you, I Iove you, it’s the only reason I do all of it. I do it to keep you happy and to keep you with me. I’ll do anything to be with you. Please, I need this last chance to be better for you.” his hand reached your shoulder and you jumped up like you were stung by a bee.

“No, don’t.”

“I’m sorry, please, listen to me just this once.”

“I’m not giving you this chance or any other. It’s pretty sick what you did and I just can’t… it’s better we just stop everything here.” you tried to keep distance from him but he caved you between his arms and held you there.

“I had to keep my feelings hostage. I had to listen to all these guys talk about you when I knew I’ll never get to experience any of it myself. I was just going insane because I knew you won’t like me.”

“Johnny, no, there were other ways. You chose to turn this into something sick. You could’ve just told me. You could’ve done it many years ago, not when I loved someone and you broke it off by breaking my heart. I would’ve never minded it if you told me this at any point of our lives. Of course I said I’d rather die than date you, what was I supposed to say to a girl that liked you? She was the first one who started my torturous life of a girl that was friends with a guy every other girl wanted. You’re trying to blame me, but there’s no one to blame, or at least think for yourself, you chose to do it this way. The only thing I’m to blame for is this year, I’m sorry I suggested being together. I’m sorry I acted like I was okay. I should’ve just said it.”

“Y/n, don’t leave. I can see, you love me, if you didn’t, you would’ve not said all of it, please.”

“Johnny, you dated Sieun. Behind my back, while we promised to stay faithful to each other. Everything is very crooked. It’s basically fucked.”

“I know, I fucked up here, but I really needed someone to fuck. I didn’t want to force you, I thought about you even here, I found someone to wait and when you were ready I just got rid of her.”

“No, Johnny, what the hell?” You felt like crying. “It’s not something you did for me, it’s something you did for your own sake and pleasure. Stop turning everything around to make it seem like everything you do is for me!”

“But it is!” he shouted.

“It’s not, I need to go.”

“Jinyoung told you, right? How did he contact you?”

“He didn’t.”

“How else would you find out about all of it. If it’s not him, not her?”

“Why does it matter to you?”

“You’re leaving me for him?”

“No. I’m leaving you to be by myself. To finally be able to breathe, to finally be able to sleep.” you stood up from the bed, walking around it to get to the wardrobe.

“I can’t let you leave though.”

“Huh?” you turned around to see him not move. He was still sitting with his back to you, breathing steadily.

“I won’t… I don’t agree. I…”

“You what? I’m not the puppy you can keep hostage.” you chuckled and looked through the clothes.

“Give me your phone.” you heard behind your ear, turning around quickly. “Where is it?”

“No, never.” you furrowed your eyebrows and pushed him with your arms from you. He didn’t move a centimetre.

“I’ll have to take it from you with force.”

“Yeah, sure.” you chuckled and stopped the next second Johnnys hand grabbed your neck, pushing you to stand against the wall. His fingers were holding you tightly, making it impossible for your head to turn. “What you’re doing, let me go!”

“Where’s your phone?” he repeated his question again.

You felt humiliated, you couldn’t believe the person you trusted the most through your entire life held you by the neck, giving you terrible pain.

“Keeping your mouth shut? Still?” he chuckled and his other hand roamed over your body. You felt his palm run over your thighs and stomach, going back to your underwear and rubbed you multiple times through it, before running his hands over your chest and sides. You were swallowing tears, looking for a better moment to hit him in his solar plexus with your elbow. “Is it on the bed? I don’t seem to see it with you. Or should I touch you all over again?”

“Try it.” you spat and felt his fingers flex over your neck, pulling you harshly from the wall over to the bed.

“I’ll try something better than this. Something much more entertaining.” he chuckled and bent you over it, forcing your butt to stick out. Cold sweats dropped from your forehead mixing in with your tears.

“Johnny, don’t, don’t do it. Please, I beg you. We can still turn back time and try again. This once.”

“Didn’t you say you’re not giving me no chances?”

“I just thought you really love me, I should.” you cried feeling his fingers pull your dress up. “Johnny, please.”

“Think I could make you wet?”

“Johnny, please.” you cried out loud, feeling your body shake. There was no way you could get from under him, but you still tried. You tried to hit him with your legs and arms, but the more you moved, the more weight he put onto your neck, making it impossible to breathe. You stopped and froze when you heard and felt him rip your underwear. You wished you were dead. Right at this moment you realised you wished you never were born. You couldn’t breathe because you were listening carefully. Your eyes weren’t able to see anything through the tears. You wished you could’ve rewind the time so you’d just come home and act sweetly, so you’d be able to run away from him at night. How were you supposed to know Johnny will turn into this monster.

You heard him spit and you felt him getting two of his fingers inside of you. You thought you lost consciousness because everything went blurry, you couldn’t see or hear anything except your tears. Johnny was raping you. You felt his spit on your entrance and felt him get inside of you. It hurt, and not it only hurt you morally, it hurt you physically, lack of lube made the thrusts and the friction he created crazily painful. You thought like he could feel it too, maybe he’d want to stop. He wasn’t a rapist, he was a boy you grew up with and loved dearly. You snapped back to reality when you felt his fingers choke you harder. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.” he grunted soon enough and pulled out, making you shiver at the feeling of his seed on your back. His hands let go of you and he dropped his body next to yours. You turned your head slightly to be able to breathe, closing your eyes in deep shame. You tried to not cry, you tried to not throw up and more importantly you tried your best to not cill him. You were dying to jump up and crack a vase over his head. “I’m sorry, this, was very much needed.” he moved closer to you, and tried to touch your face softly. Your hands slapped him, hit him and he reacted immediately, grabbing your hands with his. You could feel bruises grow on your wrists, still trying to give him any sort of pain. “Stop this.” he said seriously, pinning you down to the bed. You still tried hit him with your legs, feeling his knees push your legs down and bringing you even more pain. “Stop all of it, go wash and come to bed.” you stared at him not moving, nodding your head quickly. He let go of you and watched you closely. You stood up, pulling your dress down and grabbing your phone from behind the pillow so he wouldn’t notice. Getting to the wardrobe you tried to pick an outfit so you’ll have multiple layers of clothes. Taking everything to shower with you, you locked the door, calling an Uber. Your eyes ran over the room for a sharp object, but you could not find any, jumping into warm water and quickly getting out of it. Putting on all of it you tried to not look in the mirror, you knew you looked like someone who was raped just a minute ago. You gulped throwing the thoughts of calling Jinyoung in the farthest corner of your brain. It was not the time to involve him in this. You sighed and opened the door, not seeing Johnny in the room. You were quick-witted enough to put on the shoes that you had in the room, instead of putting something on at the exit. You went back to bathroom, turning the water back on and closing the door. Your eyes ran over the room, grabbing your backpack while you had the chance and quickly putting everything that gotten in your way there.

Your fingers held onto the handle of the door, opening it slowly. You couldn’t see Johnny and it scared you more than you thought it would. He probably was in the kitchen. You got out of the room, moving your body against the wall so you won’t get into his sight even if he turns around. Your heart was beating in your ears, two steps away from the door, you could feel yourself failing. Your fingers were finally able to reach the door handle and you grabbed it, opening it in one swift motion. It probably made too much sound but you were close to running away from him and you couldn’t care anymore. You closed the door, turning around at the moment you did so, seeing Johnny’s confused eyes on you. He took a step towards you and you shut the door, running down the stairs. Feeling dizzy counting every step to now fall down. You ran out of the building, seeing the Uber that was waiting for you.

“Please, quickly. I need you to go quickly.” you shouted and the driver did as you wished, moving away the second you shut the door. Your eyes looked at the entrance of Johnny’s house, only seeing him run out when the car was driving away. It probably looked like a passing by Uber to him. You sighed and closed your eyes but still felt your hands shake.

“Are you safe?” the driver asked and you raised your eyes, meeting his.

“Yeah, yeah.” you smiled at him. “Just met some difficulties. I hope I’ll be better from now on. Thank you for asking.” he nodded at you and focused his eyes back on the road.

-

Checking into hotel you quickly got to your floor, finding the room and locking the door with every lock there was. You dropped the backpack on the floor, walking to the window and closing it with the blackout curtains. The room became pitch black and you liked it this way. You crawled over to the bed, taking off your clothes at the same time. Your fingers snaked your phone out of your pocket, turning it off just to keep yourself from Johnny. You hid your body under the softest duvet and closed your eyes to calm down. It was 5 pm and you fell asleep unconsciously, waking up only the next day.

-

“I’m so glad you’re here.” you whispered and sat up on the bed, leaning to Jinyoung. “I was too afraid to call you myself.”

“It’s all good, I’m here, that’s all that matters.” you watched him move his face closer to yours, you held your breathe, wondering if he wanted to kiss you. If he wanted you too.

“I still love you. Do you love me too?”

“I do.” he whispered into your lips, holding you in place with his hand.

“Good to know.” you inhaled and felt him crush his lips against yours.

Jinyoung pushed you to lay back down with his hands, caressing your neck with his thumb. His other hand crawled over your stomach to your back, unclasping your bra. You tried to stroke him, lowering your hand to his zipper and moving it up and down. Your other caressed his waist, but no matter what you did you couldn’t feel him harden under your touch. You moved your hand from his crotch onto his side, thrusting your hips slowly against his. Moving your hand back to him you weren’t understanding.

“Jinyoung, what’s wrong?“ your hands held his head, trying to see his eyes. He didn’t let you, dropping his head onto your shoulder. “I… You don’t want me? That’s fine.” you ran your fingers through his hair, feeling how his body weight made it heavy for you to breathe.

“No, it’s different.”

“What is it? You can tell me.” he raised his head, looking at you, and you caressed his cheek reassuringly.

“My friend… he…” you watched his face expression trying to understand what he was saying.

“Your friend what…?” you asked confused not even knowing what to think of it.

“He’s…He’s here, he waits for me.”

“Okay…You have to go?”

“No, he’s going to come here.”

“Why?”

“You’ll find out soon.” he moved from you, sitting up.

“What?” you asked confused.

“Johnny.” Jinyoung said loudly and the door opened. Your eyes ran from the guy that entered the room to the one that sat right next to you.

“Jinyoung?”

“I’m sorry, he should take you home.”

“Jinyoung, please, don’t let him. He’s going to hurt me.” you cried and held onto his hand.

“Please let go of me and leave with Johnny.”

“Jinyoung, please.” you couldn’t see because of tears but you felt Johnny’s strong grip on your hand, pulling you to stand up. You screamed loudly, definitely drawing attention, but no one tried to help. Jinyoung stared at you while Johnny was trying to take you with him, breaking your arms while you tried to free yourself from him.

You shut your mouth, feeling his teeth over your ear.

“Come on angel, stop crying, we’re going to live a happy life together.”

You jumped up from the bed, feeling cold tears on your eyes. Scanning the room, there obviously wasn’t any Jinyoung, nor Johnny. You stood up and opened the curtains. It seemed to be a new day. Dropping you body back on the bed, you turned on the TV, skipping through every channel there was. You felt hungry and grabbed the room service menu, picking the food of your choice. The nightmare you just had made you nervous and scared, you asked the staff of the hotel to just knock and leave the food under your door, you were scared if Johnny knew already where you were. Your eyes landed on your phone, that was laying lifelessly on the bed side table. You turned it on, staring at the logo while it was loading. A knock on the door made you startled, slowing your heart after you heard a ladies voice saying ‘Room Service’. You ran up to the door listening to her steps getting further away. You opened the door slightly, taking the cart inside of your room and locking the door once again. Fear was all you could feel, but hunger was about to fight with it. You sat back down on bed, staring at the TV, where one of the Sponge Bob episodes began. Your phone vibrated, probably loading all the notifications you received from yesterday and you grabbed it, scrolling through. Skipping a couple of mindless Instagram and Twitter notifications, you scrolled to what you were expecting to see. Johnny’s texts and missed calls.

From: Johnny

“come home, don’t be a fool, it’s cold outside.”

“why did you ran away?”

“Y/n, seriously, it’s 11, come back home.”

“are you sleeping on the street?”

“of course not, that’s foolish of me. you’re with Jinyoung, should I come to his place and take you from him?”

“reply to me.”

“fuck you. don’t even imagine coming back to my place and taking your things, you get me?”

“no way you’re coming back to me after sleeping with him.”

“what you’re going to do without your passport and ID anyway?”

“huh, so you took it? I can’t find it.”

“okay, good for you. you’ll definitely need it.”

You read through his messages and felt like you could feel his hands on you again. You closed your eyes and almost had a heart attack when your phone called, you opened your eyes immediately only to breathe out relaxed. Jinyoung’s name lit up your screen.

“Yeah?” you said weakly, clearing your throat afterwards.

“Oh, hi. I didn’t know you’d pick up so quickly. My messages weren’t delivered again and I thought I’d call to see if you blocked me again.”

“No, no. I didn’t block you in the first place.”

“I know, I know… I just realised, that I told you all those things and then dropped you off at Johnny’s, you probably had a conversation… I was just worried to be honest. This was definitely not one of my brightest ideas.” he went quiet and you did too. “You’re here?” he asked with his softest tone when you didn’t reply.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m sorry. We did have a conversation, but I’m completely fine.” you smiled and wondered if he could sense the fakeness in the tone of your voice. “I turned my phone off when I went to sleep, I just woke up, I’m sorry I made you worry.”

“I’m just glad you’re fine. I thought… it’s Sunday, do you want to hang out…? I thought we could eat together. We didn’t get to talk about our lives properly yesterday. I can pick you from Johnnys…” he paused.

“It’s a great idea, it’s just… I’m not at Johnny’s.”

“You’re not? Where are you?”

“I’m…”

“I can pick you up wherever you want to.”

“Maybe next weekend?” you wanted to see him the most, you were dying to see him once again, take a better look at his face and maybe touch his fingers, but you were too scared he’d see Johnny’s fingerprints on your neck. You were afraid he’d notice bruises on your wrists, you were scared to make him upset, you were scared he’d want to do anything about it.

“I… I really hoped to see you today.”

“Yeah…?”

“Yeah, I just thought a lunch would be nice.” his voice sounded low, he cleared his throat and you could hear him gulp through the phone.

“I just had a nightmare where you dragged me to Johnny, and now you’re insisting on seeing me as if the dream was true.”

“Oh.” he gasped.

“I’m joking, I don’t think you’re going to drag me to Johnny. You’re the only person in this city I still can trust.” you said it only realising how sad your life is afterwards.

“Anyway… I’m glad you’re well, just let me know, if you’ll want to see me. Any time.”

“Yeah, sure.” You said enthusiastically, finally paying attention to food you ordered.

“I guess, see you, then?” he said it as if he didn’t want to hang up.

“Yeah.” you said once again. “See you.”

“Bye.” he sighed and you could hear the silence that surrounded him. You nibbled onto your lower lip debating.

“Jinyoung?” you said when it felt like he already hung up.

“Yeah?” his voice sounded hopeful.

“If you really want to just hang out today, you can come over to where I’m staying… we could eat together.”

“Okay, yeah. That’s cool.”

“Cool, I’ll send you the address, deal?”

“Yeah, what time should I come?”

“Doesn’t matter, whenever you want to.”

“Okay, I’ll come soon then.”

“Okay.” you nodded as if he was able to see you.

“Wait, what you want to eat?”

“Hm… anything will do. Just something yummy. I trust your taste.”

“Okay, see you.”

“Bye bye.” you smiled to yourself.

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Jinyoung ✧ Not you, dad!

✧ Got7 Jinyoung x fem!reader ✧ words: ~1k ✧ genre: fluff, dad!Jinyoung ✧ requested: 

Author's note: I don't usually write imagines about parenting, so I hope the way I wrote this is okay^^ I also thought it'd be better to have the child be a toddler who can already talk a bit and stuff!

Your husband Jinyoung had already texted you about this while you were out. You had replied that everything would be fine, just give the kid her favorite toy or snack and make sure she gets her after-lunch nap. However, now that you’re finally on your way home, the issue is emerging from the back of your head, and suddenly it seems very present in your mind again.

You usually have nothing to worry about on the days you leave Jinyoung home alone with your little baby girl - even before you got pregnant you had talked about taking turns in watching the kid during the week, so you could both go back to work and do homeoffice on the not so busy days. Thankfully the companies you both work for were understanding about this, and even during times where both of you are needed to be present at work, Jinyoung’s or your parents still offered to help you out. 

Today however, things don’t seem to be going according to plan. As early as your lunch break was when your husband sent you a desperate text, saying “She only wants to see you, what do I do?? 😰😰”

When you finally enter your apartment, you take the silence that greets you as a good sign. Thinking that everything must’ve settled down, you take off your shoes. However, when you hear little footsteps waddling in your direction, the feeling of joy that overcomes you is soon overshadowed by the cranky face and the sobbing noises coming from your daughter. 

“Mommyyyyy!” she shouts, with a face distorted in frustration. However, her features seem to relax a bit when you finally hold her in your arms and you give her a kiss on her temple.

“Did you want to see me so bad?” you ask, softening your voice like you always do when you talk to your kid. She nods, burying her face in the crook of your neck while her little hands grab onto your clothes and hair clumsily. Rocking her back and forth in your arms, you make your way to the living room, where you find your husband, who must’ve just gotten up off the floor, toys scattered around him, himself looking like a picture of misery. You suppress a chuckle at his visible pout, and while he doesn’t come running up to you like your daughter did, you can see the relief in his eyes about you finally being back from work. Instead, you walk up to him, wanting to kiss it better for him, but due to the child starting to doze off in your arms all you can do is softly bump your shoulder into his. 

“She didn’t even want to eat my food…” Jinyoung eventually mumbles, the pout on his lips not disappearing. Neither does the sadness in his eyes. You smile at him, half in amusement because you were starting to have the feeling your daughter only does this when you’re the one in charge of looking after her, and half because you can relate to his pain.

“Let’s sit down for now, shall we?” you suggest, and you make your way to the sofa, both sitting down next to each other. Jinyoung lets his head sink to your shoulder, leaning on you. This time you can’t help but giggle at him.

“There, there,” you say, after sitting your daughter down in your lap so you only have to hold her with one hand, using the other to pat your husband on the thigh. 

“The entire day she kept asking when you’re back, and everytime I tried to play with her or talk to her she’d start screaming and crying…” he eventually starts reciting the experiences of the day to you. “I even made her her favorite food, because I thought that would appease her a bit but she didn’t even look at it and said she only wants mommy’s food…”

“You had it rough, huh,” you comment, while feeling the bundle of warmth in your lap finally relax, assuming she’s already fast asleep. While looking at your daughter’s peacefully slumbering face, Jinyoung adds,

“She refused to sleep after lunch too… she did pass out eventually, but only for like 10 minutes,” he says, extending his hand to gently run his fingertips through her hair. “I was worried she’d feel really tired and frustrated because of that.”

“You did your best, though,” you assure him. “Plus, it’s not like she never gets cranky like that when it’s not just you watching her.”

“But then we’re both here… and even if neither of us can get her to stop screaming right away, we’re still not alone with her,” he answers. You agree with him, and once again you’re thankful that you’re in this together, and that you can always count on each other for support.

“It gets a little easier when you’re working as a team, yeah.” You too stroke your daughter’s hair, careful not to accidentally wake her up, before risking a look at your husband, stretching your neck so you can reach his lips for a kiss.

“Don’t worry,” you whisper after parting. “She sometimes has days like that. It’s happened to me too, that she only wanted to see you when I was watching her. It’s just what it is, and you don’t need to feel guilty about that, or about not getting through to her in that state.”

“You’re right… thank you.” He looks into your eyes with a sincere expression, making sure that you know he means it. Then he brings his hand up to cup your face, connecting his lips to yours again. He kisses you slowly, lips lingering on yours, and the two of you only pull away when your daughter makes a noise. For a second, you both hold your breath while looking down at her, but when it becomes clear that she was merely babbling something in her sleep, you relax again. You share another smile, before you lean your head on your husband’s shoulder, and he takes your free hand, intertwining your fingers and giving you an encouraging squeeze.

It’s not always easy being a parent, but you both know that so long as you have each other you can do anything. 

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HOW CIX WOULD EAT YOU OUT | masterlist

warnings: nsfw (minors dni)

fem!reader x cix 

‧₊˚. byounggon

- he would live between your thighs if he could

- always asks you to sit on his face

- pulls you down onto his mouth by your waist

- makes sure a pillow is under your hips if you’re laying down

- obsessed with you squirting on him

- loves edging you 

- he’ll get you so close to coming and then just pull away to kiss you until you calm down before repeating

- likes when you start moving your hips against his tongue, it’s so hot to him

‧₊˚. seunghun

- his hands will be everywhere

- running up and down your legs, brushing over your stomach

- praise praise praise! “you’re doing so good for me, baby.”

- super enthusiastic

- licking, sucking, biting; he eats you out like it’s his last meal

- constant eye contact

- he’ll literally stop if you look away

- will kiss you afterwards so you can taste yourself

‧₊˚. yonghee

- extra soft and attentive when eating you out

- his only goal is to make you feel good

- holds your hips or thighs the whole time

- his eyes will constantly flicker up to your face to make sure you are enjoying it

- loves when you’re loud. it gives him a little confidence rush

- will kiss your clit softly before sucking it

- a pro at using his fingers

- loves when you run your hands through his hair

‧₊˚. jinyoung

- very serious when eating you out

- presses down on your stomach with his fingers inside of you 

- moans onto your pussy and revels in the way you get louder from the vibrations

- pinches and tugs your nipple with his free hand

- will not stop at making you cum once

- loves overstimulating you

- he’ll keep going until you are completely worn out

- definitely wants to try ice play one day

‧₊˚. hyunsuk

- super playful

- in the way that he will smile while eating you out because he loves your reactions

- nips and bites at your hips and inner thighs before going back in

- gets a little giddy when you tell him he’s doing a good job and will go even harder 

- holds one of your hands while the other keeps your hips pinned down to the bed

- tug on his hair please it makes him go crazy

- makes a bunch of quiet breathy moans; he just loves having you on his tongue

- will rut into the sheets while eating you out

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