#jeid tw

[sweatervest-obsessed]

okay so i'm thinking post!prison reid and reader break up bc he's not ready to be in a relationship after everything that happened in prison. they just don't get back together bc when spence is finally ready it's been a while and they both think it's too late and no one makes a move and they remain as friends UNTIL jj's love confession brings some feelings back onto the surface - reader finds out about it and (cue jeid and their weird, longing glances🥲) has a whole it's all really over moment and then there's distance between her and spencer until there's a confrontation about it and BAM a love confession and second chances😁😁

THIS IS SUCH A MESS but i hope you get my point</33

Um yeah so, absolutely. Some angst for you indeed. I love a convoluted and angsty fight, especially whenever someone is arguing in circles with someone else because they're both just so passionate but angry, anyways, heheh, enjoy!!

WC: 1.5k

TW: Arguing, mentions of violence, mentions of prison, mentions of guns, honestly if you watched CM then that is your TW.

“I just want to know why you’ve been so distant lately. I mean, this is the first time I’m speaking with you one on one in over a week, and it’s because I manage to catch you in the office at nine fucking pm Y/n.”

"So what do you want me to say, Spence? What could I possibly have to say to you? I'm pretty sure Jennifer said everything there is to say."

This caused Spencer to lose all of the oxygen in his body. It froze up. You weren’t supposed to know what JJ had said, no one was supposed to know what JJ had said. 

You and Spencer were in the bullpen of the BAU. Luckily for both of you, since it was so late, no one else was there. Neither of you were extremely public when it came to your relationship, which meant neither of you would have chosen to have this conversation fight in a public place, but no one else was around.

I want you to say something you're afraid to say. Something you'd never tell anybody. And you better make it good. Cause if it's not, it's going to be the last thing you ever say. What's it gonna be?

“How did you know about that?” He whispered. 

“JJ asked Garcia to go through the footage, apparently she wanted to make sure no one could ever access the audio from it.”

"Y/n I--" Spencer closed his eyes, his jaw set. He didn’t even know what to say at this point. You had both clearly made up your minds about this, yet neither of you wanted to see the carnage, the outcome of it all. So, instead, you chose to stand in the middle of the bullpen, fighting against one another.

Fighting for one another.

"I just don't understand why you're so upset about this."

“Spencer–you didn’t even tell me about it, I had to find out about it from Penelope, and who knows who else she told. You were afraid to tell me, yet that giant genius brain of yours can’t, oh I don't know, comprehend just a teeny tiny little bit why this makes me upset?" For the millionth time this evening, you scoffed. 

Something you would never say aloud, not even to your partner. Your deepest, darkest secret. Impress me, or I'll kill him.

"Y/n--"

Spence, I've always loved you. I was just too scared to say it before, and now things are really just too complicated to say it now. I'm sorry, but you should know.

"Fuck Spencer I have been in love with you since I first fucking joined this team." You gasped out. The air around your head got thinner and felt dizzying like you were floating through the air now that this was off your chest. "And I loved you when you asked me on a date. I loved you through Emily's death. I loved you when you asked me to move in with you. I loved you through when Morgan left the team. I loved you through Hotch leaving. I loved you through fucking Cat Adams. I loved you even after I came home one night and you were making out with her against our fucking door. I loved you through every single case and every single flaw. I loved you when you fucking relapsed a few years ago. I even loved you when you went MIA for weeks and then found out you were in a fucking Prison. And I still fucking love you now. But, instead of being together, you asked for a break."

"That's not fair..." He whispered.

"What? Respecting you and your boundaries? Knowing that you needed time to readjust after you had been released, and believing in your promise that once you felt ready to try a relationship again you'd come to me and talk to me about it? And then watching as you fall for JJ all fucking over again? With your stupid fucking glances. This isn't a goddamn tv show Reid, I can see when you both stare at one another across the room, I can see it."

"We don't.."

"You do. You both do. And then, you tell me that Jennifer fucking Jareau is willing to make her last words the fact that she has always loved you and has always been in love with you, and you---" Your voice froze, the sound cutting out. You looked straight at Spencer, not caring about the tears running down your cheeks. You watched as his hand twitched up. When the two of you were dating, Spencer used to wipe away every single of your tears. But now he wouldn't even lift his hand.

"I--what."

You took another breath, trying to calm down, and really think through your words. "This woman who has been your best friend for over a decade just fucking confessed her love for you, in a life-or-death situation, and you're telling me, that she just fucking made it up, pulled it out of her ass, or at least is telling you that she did and now the two of you are going to act like everything is normal and okay?"

"Y/n..."

"You were in love with her for years Spencer. And now, all of a sudden she confesses her love to you, and that changes nothing?"

"No, Y/n, it doesn't. It changes nothing. Does it hurt a bit? Yes. Does it change the fact that I love you? No." Spencer was trying to keep his voice level, hoping you'll continue to match his volume since he didn't want anyone to potentially stumble by and hear your argument. His hand reached for your wrist, but you couldn't bear to feel his skin against yours.

This caused you to let out a water laugh, tears sliding into your mouth, ugly but pouring down your cheeks. A waterfall of grief in all of its rawest forms.

"You still love me."

"Why-Why is that funny."

"I have been waiting to hear those words since you walked out of that fucking prison and the first time I hear it in years, it's because you're trying to justify loving someone else."

"That's not true."

Make it a million and one, you scoffed.

"I have loved you since the moment you first walked through those doors. You were in a pale blue pair of pants, and a black sweater--I remember it because Emily complimented the pants. I spend my whole life loving you and manage to never fully give you every single piece of love I have because there's simply not enough time in the world. I would kill for you. I would go to prison all over again if it meant you would be okay in this world." Spencer ran a hand through his hair, his voice strained. But his eyes never left yours. "Last week, when that unsub had his gun against your head, I fired before he even spoke, not because I assessed it was the right time or whatever fucking excuse I gave to Emily. I fired that bullet because if you died in front of me, I'd......The only thing I was thinking about the entire fucking time JJ and I were stuck in that room was how the fuck I was going to be able to tell you I love you one last time because I wasn't fucking smart enough to take my chance and say it to you every single day."

Your chest was heaving, but you didn't move towards him. It didn't feel right, it didn't feel real.

Spencer was able to take your hand in his, enclosing it between both of his, trying to get you to look at him. "I should have told you the moment I was ready to try a relationship again, but I thought you...I thought you had moved on because I wasn't worth waiting for."

This caused you to laugh again, eyes red from crying. "Don't fucking start with that shit Spencer.''

"I'm telling the god's honest truth."

"I waited for you throughout all of Prison. I waited for you through Maeve. I am still pathetically standing right fucking in front of you, waiting for you to hopefully realize that you still love me."

He kissed your hand. "And I don't deserve you at all for it."

"Do you still love her?"

"Y/n."

"Answer the question, Spencer. Or I'm done. I-I can't do this any longer, watching you....the way she looks at you just--"

Spencer pulled you into his arms, enclosing your body in his arms and kissing the side of your head. "I have always, and will always, love you Y/n Y/l/n. And I want to spend the rest of our lives proving to you that I would choose you, I want you, over and over again."

“That’s not an answer Spencer.” You whispered, rigid in his arms.

“I-I.” He closed his eyes. “I did. And I still do love her, but not like that. I haven’t been i-in love with her since the moment you walked through those doors.”

Spencer felt the weight of your head against his shoulder as you finally conceded and hugged him back, tightly. “Let's go home.” He muttered into your head, waiting patiently for you to hum in agreement. 

Neither of you moved though. You both stood there, locked eternally in the other’s embrace, enjoying the peace you felt for the moment, even though tomorrow was a new day, where you would have to sort through how you really felt about all of this. 

But tonight, you stood with your arms around your love, forever.

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[unitchiefs-blackbirdphoenix]

6 and 15 for the cm asks?

6) Favorite fanfic

I’ll give a top 5 bc I can’t narrow down to just one lol: (all found on AO3)

Growing Up with Three Moms by WritersBlockBites (It’s a sequel to another story by the same author and Emily and JJ raise a teenage Henry)

requiem for a friendship by sunshineandguns (S16 Jemily angst and me missing their friendship)

May I Approach? by SloanGreyMercyDeath (Jemily AU of one of my favorite movies, Legally Blonde)

playing with fire by baunitchief (JJ and Emily are estranged but are still raising the boys, while coping with the death of their daughter, Caroline; tw for sa and alcoholism)

Tamed by pictureswithboxes (Emily journeys through her relationship with JJ through domesticity with Henry and her fear of commitment)

15) Least favorite non-canon ship

Jeid and Hotchniss. Jeid never made sense to me romantically and I can’t really get behind Hotchniss.

#jemily #criminal minds #tedwinisconfused #alyssa’s asks

[purpleyearning]

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[reidsaurora]

(tw: criminal minds spoilers maybe, jeid)

this jeid shit in S13-S14 is driving me NUTS

pls tell me it goes away in S15 😭🤚🏻

- sincerely, a girl who just watched the jeid love confession

#why was jeid ever a thing they wanted me to ship #emmy watches cm

[morceid]

what the fawk 😎🤏😃🕶🤏

#pluto's brain rot #criminal minds #jeid tw #tw jeid #j*id

[gravelyhumerus]

no nuance november: anti jeid jokes are funny

#my post #anti jeid #tw jeid #jeid tw #jeid hate for blacklist #tagging my hate so you can blacklist if you want

[electricsockhead]

Mom come pick me up the strayts are at it again 😭😭😭💔💔💔

[ID: caption of an Instagram edit “jeid and hotchniss but also jotch afair”]

#HELPP #😭😭💔💔 #tw: jeid #tw jeid #jeid tw #tw: jotch #tw jotch #jotch tw #tw: hotchniss #tw hotchniss #hotchniss tw #criminal minds

[luvervinyl]

The physical pain I feel when someone says they ship j*id romantically 😔💔

#tw Jeid #Jeid tw #Ew omg I'm broken #I hate it #Viv shut up #I hate Jeid so much

[deanzboyfriend]

Jeid is the new testament it shall save us from hell 🥺

whut 

#tw jeid #jeid #j*id #jeid tw

[j3lle-hate-blog]

Look, I didn’t wanna have to go as far as to release this info, bc honestly I don’t wanna believe it. But, Babey-JJ ships jeid.

#jeid tw

[sapphicprentiss]

Jennifer Jareau in 8x24 The Replicator

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[sassymoon]

the BAU as stupid text posts i saved on my phone pt. 3 part 1 part 2 my masterlist this part is dedicated to the wonderful aurora(@sinfulspencer), for not giving up on my stupid fic asks and always writing them beautifully this part has anti jeid bc they suck, be warned

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[not-that-kind-of-dr-spencer-reid]

Me, @ the CM S15 writing team:

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[failbaby]

#oc #tw substances #jeid

[morceid]

some cm tiktok girls rn are like “guys can we pls go back to april cm tiktok 🥺 just accept the fact that jeid is a real ship for some people😌” and then call derek ‘violent’ and ‘manipulative’ and ‘predatory towards penelope and spencer.’ also jeid is literally just a homophobic/biphobic ship. it completely ignores spencers queer coding and the only reason why he wasn’t written as bisexual is because ‘oh well what about him with jj!’ which implies that bisexual men are really just gay men who don’t want to come out all the way. it’s fucking bullshit.

#pluto's brain rot #criminal minds #spencer reid #tw jeid #jeid #jeid tw #fuck tiktok reidgirls #also not to mention the fact that the jeid storyline is literally just bad writing #pluto’s rants

[gravelyhumerus]

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