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[jadeittic]

THERE’S NO CHANCE!

“If I know what love is, it is because of you.”

HARRY STYLES + ACTRESS!READER SOCIAL MEDIA AU

It’s Oscars night! We don’t know if they’ll interact, but we’re hoping! Fingers crossed, who will win?

theacademy

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theacademy Our host tonight is Harry Styles. Who will win?

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username RINGS?????

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harrynews

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harrynews Harry at the oscars red carpet!

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username GIRL NOT HIM BEING ALMOST LATE AGAIN

username IF HE WAS ALMOST LATE THEN WHAT ABOUT YN

username HIS OUTFIT :(( im seriously going to cry

username he knows he ate 

username He looks so nervous!

username HARRY 🤏🤏

ynnews

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ynnews YN at the oscars red carpet tonight! 

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username YN wasn’t late, everyone was simply just early. 

username SHES SO BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOD???

username Her outfit is the exact opposite of Harry’s! So cute omg

harrynews

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harrynews First look at Harry at the Oscars on stage!

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username GOOOODDD HE LOOKS SO GOOD

username His hair! His suit! His everything, he looks so handsome!

username im about to say unspeakable things rn

username HE LOOKS SO HAPPY TO BE THERE OH MY GOD :(

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celebnews YN LN wins best actress Oscar for La La Land. 

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username SHUT UP.

username OH MY GOD YES I LOVE THIS MOVIE 😭😭

username Omg! she was so happy!!

username HARRY’S REACTION TO HER WIN IM SICK

username Deserved!!! This movie deserves all the awards it gets. 

ynnews

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ynnews YN’s speech after her win for Best Actress! Congratulations, YN!

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username SHES SO HAPPY I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

username everyone was in tears omg 

username I love how she didn’t exclude anyone in her full speech. She deserves the world

username WHOS ANGEL????

username maybe mr. ‘only angel’?????? harry styles???

username SHUT UP

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harrynews Harry giving YN her Oscar! 

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username HEART EYES. HE HAD HEART EYES FOR HER

username He looked like he didn’t want to let go!

username THE SMILES ON THEIR FACES I KNEW THEY WERE FRIENDS

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lloyddddddddddddddddd

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lloyddddddddddddddddd Harry Styles and YN LN at The Oscars. 

(I just met my long time celebrity crush. SHE SAID SHE WAS A BIG FAN OF MY WORK) 

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username I DROPPED TO MY KNEES WHAT THE HELL

username LONG TIME CELEB CRUSH IS REAL

lloyddddddddddddddddd She said hi to me and asked for a selfie 😭

username STOP LLOYD IS SO REAL

username THE MORE I SEE MORE YNRRY PHOTOS THE TEARS KEEP DROPPING AND DROPPING

username not lloyd meeting yn before i did 😔💔

username SELFIE REVEAL???

lloyddddddddddddddddd The craziest thing is that SHE TOOK THE PHOTO ON HER PHONE.

username LLOYD IS LIVING THE DREAM 

username another day of wanting to be lloyd…

harrynews

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harrynews “Being on this stage and kissing YN LN on the cheek? I could die happily.” — Harry after YN’s speech at The Oscars. 

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username CRAZY. HES CRAZY TONIGHT

username WHAT DID HE DRINK BEFORE THE SHOW?????

username Bro kissed YN once and hes acting like he holds the whole world in his hands 😭

username BECAUSE HE KISSED YN LN I WOULD TOO IF I WAS HARRY

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yourinstagram From the depths of my heart, thank you. Thank you for believing in me, and for being the driving force behind everything I do. Your unwavering support, dedication, and enthusiasm have touched my heart in ways words can hardly express. Thank you. 

I promise I’ll start posting more. Love you x

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jeffreydeanmorgan So proud of you! You deserve everything ❤️

devonleecarson ure amazing. ❤️

username from being a background actor to this! youve worked so hard to be where youre at now. you deserve it.

lloyddddddddddddddddd Congrats YN! So lovely to finally meet you 💘

username I NEED TO SEE THE SELFIE OR IM GOING TO RIOT

username YN, selfie reveal please!!!

harrystyles I am immensely proud of you and for everything you do and everything you are. ❤️

username HES SO EARLY THIS IS SO

username JUST THE WAY HE TALKS TO PEOPLE MAKES ME SOB

username HARRY 😭😭😭😭😭😭

username SO MANY YNRRY THINGS HAPPENING WHATS NEXT???? SELFIE OF THEM TGT ON HER STORY????

username I’m literally bracing myself for impact as we speak

username FR LIKE IDEK WHAT IM EXPECTING AT THIS POINT

harrynews

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harrynews Harry commenting on YN LN’s post! 

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username “for everything you do and everything you are” IS HE TRYING TO KILL US????

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username If they’re dating, I want her to be the one 🙏

username THATS ENOUGH IM ALREADY CRYING

username …can someone CALM ME DOWN

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[finelinevogue]

hi ellieeee ik this isnt a req, but i just wanted to ask for some tips on writing fics. im a fairly new writer and i really wanna up my game 😭

hi my lovely! i honestly am probably terrible when it comes to writing tips because i don’t have a proper routine. but here are a few things;

start with a general idea in your mind. like have an idea where the story is going to go and think out the major plot lines.

write with the flow. write from page one to last page. i think you can definitely write better when there’s a natural flow to the piece of writing.

i always write with a prompt or song or pinterest board in mind, because it helps with my inspiration. e.g. if i’m writing a sad piece i will play sad songs and listen out for useful lyrics and type like ‘sad aesthetic’ photos on pinterest to gain inspiration.

don’t go in with a set length in mind. just write whatever you want and don’t set boundaries on your own work.

#jadeittic

[harrysfolklore]

I AM IN TEARS OKAY I CANT STYA STILL ITS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL WORK OF ART

it’s just perfect, i cried and danced at the same time

#jadeittic

[dontworrysunflower]

this is so sick of him if its real. why would he do such a thing? im so disgusted.

and the fact that i’ve already seen people defending HIM

#ask #jadeittic

[arnaabghosh]

Mr. Arnab Ghosh Founder of Jade Homes an initiative of Blue jadeitte Construction.

Mr. Arnab Ghosh Founder of Jade Homes is an IIM-B graduate with over 20 years of project execution experience.

Jade Homes is the parent company of Blue Jadeitte Construction, and it is such as infrastructure development. The company is committed to delivering high-quality construction and services to its customers while adhering to ethical standards.

Jade Homes is a construction company that specializes in creating Dream Residence and sustainable living spaces that cater to the needs and preferences of modern home. The company was founded with the vision of transforming the home infra structure landscape in India by offering personalized and One stop construction solutions that set new standards in excellence and quality.

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[daaydreamy]

omg i just realized my first ask sounded so rude 😨😨😨😨 so sorry

it’s okay 😓😓

#💌┊jadeittic

[spacecowboyhotch]

Kinktober Day 4: Forced Orgasm (& hate sex & choking)

pairing: carmy berzatto x fem!reader

contents: 18+/NSFW/MINORS DNI, unprotected sex, choking, idiots in love lowkey

wc: 517

an: this is for an irl who i still won’t give my handle to but i wrote it for her in a google doc/ao3 🫣💀

kinktober masterlist | misc. masterlist

It’s late and Carmy has you spread open his desk— again. So, so deep, the wet sounds of him fucking into you filling his office. You’re dizzy, mouth slack as pleasure blooms in your lower belly.

“Look at you, look how you give into me,” His hand squeezes gently around your throat, giving more weight to his words.

It fuels your resistance— how a man that pissed you off so much could make you feel so good is beyond you. Each time this has happened you have given in, some stupid switch in your brain turning you into a soft submissive little thing. You don’t understand it, because it only happens for him. You only get this way for Carmy. It pisses you off even more and your stubbornness burns brighter.

You bite back the moan that threatens to leave you when the tip of his cock brushes against that sensitive spot inside of you. You teeth nearly go through your bottom lip, and Carmy tilts his head, eyes lighting up with mischief.

He brings you closer with his grip on your throat, squeezing softly again, “Are you resisting?”

You try to say his name in a domineering way but it comes out a broken, breathy, “Carmy.”

“So fucking stubborn aren’t you? Always giving me so much mouth on the line. Always disobeying. Here— here you’re gonna give it to me because I know just how to take it.”

His pace grows punishing, every harsh breath punctuated with a thrust that steals your own. You try to resist, you really do, closing your eyes and attempting to think of anything else but it just makes it worse. Each sound coming from his mouth, the feel of his skin against yours, his pine scent with a hint of cigarettes— they’re all heightened with your eyes closed.

And when he whispers, give it to me, you spiral, cumming so hard around his cock that his thrusts falter.

“That’s it, that’s my girl. Cumming on my cock just like I told you you would,” He chokes out, his head tilting back as he meets his own high.

“Fuck you,” You quip, resting your head back against the wall as you try to steady your breathing.

Carmy’s hand gives your throat one last squeeze before he lets you go. He runs that hand through his hair, sighing. “Look, I’m sorry I yelled at you. But you’ve—“

“Gotta stop being such a prick. I know. I know,” You admit. “But you walk around here like you’re the only person that knows anything.”

“Alright so I stop that, you stop—“

“Being a prick, yes. Alright.”

“C’mere,” He whispers, caressing your cheek.

“What?” You ask as you sit up, a hint of stubbornness still in your voice though with the way he’s looking at you right now you know you’d do anything he asks.

His eyes search yours for several, sweetness leaving as he slips back into that dominance. He nips at your lip, whispering silkily, “You gonna give it to me easy this time?”

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#carmy berzatto x reader #carmy berzatto x fem!reader #carmy berzatto smut #arson’s kinktober #fawktober2023 #not sfw

[freshbakedbreadstick]

No. 1 Party Anthem - Mikey Berzatto x F!Reader - Chapter Four

Past!Mikey Berzatto x F!Reader

Carmy Berzatto x F!Platonic!Reader

Richie Jerimovich x F!Platonic!Reader

Summary: Old habits (of fleeing) die hard unless, of course, you're forced to face things rather than running from them.

Warnings: All my fics are 18+ regardless of the content. Heavy spoilers. Mentions of death, toxic relationships, grief, angst, strained relationships, minor injuries, arguments/yelling matches, details of anxiety/panic attacks, bad coping mechanisms, mental health issues, running away, Al-Anon, addiction, interventions.

Word Count: 3.5k

A/N: Hi besties ! ! ! ! As promised, here’s the next chapter for you all, earlier than planned as a sorry for taking so long ! Life is getting hectic and I'm currently preparing to move into my dorm for this coming school year, hence why I couldn't update with the last chapter earlier . I transferred to a different university than the one I was originally going to so a lot of things are new to me again, but I'm still excited ! ! ! Anyways, get your happy puppy and kitty pictures to look at after this chapter and i hope you all have a wonderful day and wonderful read <3

EDIT: Changed the name used for an added side character to avoid confusion with the name of a character from the show, sorry to those who are named Amanda as that's the name i used as a replacement (:

Taglist: @marysucks-blog @shinebright2000 @jadeittic

Chapter Three / Masterlist / Chapter Five

Your fingers shook around the steering wheel as you pressed on the accelerator harder, making the engine of your old car rumble louder in your ears. It wasn’t loud enough to drown the loud and rapid heartbeat in your ears though.

Luckily for you, it was green light after green light.

You raced home, expecting to come home to a silent house with nobody there to try and talk you out of your decision. After all, it was a weekday and it was past noon, almost everyone in Chicago was either working or in school.

“Pack then leave, pack then leave, pack then leave…” you mumbled to yourself, eyes darting back and forth as you switched lanes to weave in and out of traffic. You were met with angry yells and annoyed honks as you did so, but it didn’t matter to you. You needed to get home. 

Your stuff was shoved in the back seat, half spilled from both you throwing it inside and your reckless driving. After you had the argument with everyone at The Beef, you stormed inside to silently grab your things from your locker and go. Neither Richie, Carmy, nor Sugar said a word to you as you did so, but Tina was the first to call out your name and try to calm you down. She had definitely heard everything that went down outside, those walls were absolutely not sound proof. 

“What the fuck does Carmy know anyways. He’s the one who refused to come back or even reach out at all when Mikey…  fucking hypocrite,” You mumbled to yourself, eyes narrowing and your hand gripping the steering wheel until your fingers hurt. 

Tina, however, anxiously worked at her station, half glancing over to you and half working on her task in the kitchen. You knew that she was split between wanting to reach out to you and wanting to keep going with her work, but you would never make her or anyone else choose, so you chose for her by ignoring her and leaving. 

She and everyone else are better off without you anyways.  

The tires of your car screeched as you swerved into the empty driveway.

“Fuck yes…” you whispered to yourself, skin sweaty as you shoved yourself out of your car. No cars in the driveway means an empty house. You were in the clear. 

As you approached the front door, house keys already in hand, you mumbled out plans to yourself, “Maybe Florida? It’s probably rainy and humid this time of year but if it means getting away from here, I can deal with it…”

The front door swung open before you could finish unlocking it, making you jump and gasp out as you came face to face with your mom.

“Sweetie? Are you okay? What’s going on? Why do you look ill?” You mom rushed out, eyes wide and confused.

“I'm fine Mom but I have to go.” You rushed out, pushing past her to run to the stairs. Your mom let out an unintelligible string of words as you started running to your room, heart pounding as it seemed like your once “foolproof” plan was starting to unravel. 

“Fucking fuck fuck fuck shit!” You mumbled to yourself, spitting out the words harshly as you barged into your room and began pushing things into the boxes and bags you hadn’t yet unpacked.

In your rush to pack, you didn’t hear your mom’s footsteps getting closer nor did you hear what she was saying. 

"Honey, how about you slow down for a second and take a deep breath?" She said, sounding exasperated as she pushed herself over the threshold and into your room.

"Not now mom," You replied, hissing for a brief second as you cut your finger on a sharp edge of a box before continuing to pack. 

"Seriously, I think you should stop for a second and then we can do whatever it is that you want to do, okay?" 

This made you pause. 

"...what?" You blinked, slowly turning to your Mom. 

She smiled at you, but the corners of her eyes didn't crinkle as she did so. You scanned her body, noticing the way her body language indicated that she was fully open and not at all anxious. 

You opened your mouth briefly, before shutting it and complying with her ask. You breathed in for 4 seconds, held it for 7 seconds, and let it go for 8 seconds. In front of you, your Mom beamed at you, but again you noticed how her eyes never once left yours and how they didn't crinkle at the corners like they usually did. 

"Let me help you pack, okay?" She said, voice calm. 

You watched as she moved forward and grabbed a box already full of your stuff before grabbing a smaller box. You continued to watch and followed her as she went down the hall, down the stairs, and out the front door to your car. 

As she placed the box in the car, you turned and bolted. Your feet thumped loudly as you went back up the stairs and you felt your shirt cling onto your sweaty skin. Something was up, you just knew it, and you needed to find out what it was before it was too late. 

But in this moment, the memory of your conversation at The Beef earlier replayed in your head for the 6th time that hour, and your panic settled in once again. 

With two boxes in hand, you started to leave your room to go to the front door, passing your mom who didn't so much as glance at you. Your eyes followed her frame, noting no change in her calm demeanor. 

It frightened you immensely. 

The pit in your stomach gnawed at you as you placed the boxes in the trunk, making you feel like you were going to throw up and pass out at the same time. When you left Mikey's funeral in a rush, your parents followed you. You had insisted on going in separate cars, convincing them that being alone in your car would help you prepare yourself before you went into the funeral home. But they still followed you in their own car, practically tailgating you as you ran through red lights to get home. 

You let out a shaky breath, remembering the way your mother sobbed and tried convincing you not to leave as you packed your car with the few things you were willing to take. Your father tried reasoning with you, eyes filled with tears and voice shaky but stern as he pleaded you to think your decision through. They tried everything, from promising you a vacation to get your mind off everything to threatening you with involuntary inpatient services. But nothing worked, so all they could do was run down the block, following your car as you took off, determined to seek refuge out West. 

Your mom walked around you, placing more boxes in the car with a loud clunk, taking you out of your thoughts. Your head whipped around to see her organizing your boxes.

"There's a couple more things up in your room but I wasn't sure if you wanted to take them." She said, a small smile appearing on her face as she looked over her shoulder at you.

Your eyebrows creased and your chest heaved, feeling disturbed by her overall calm attitude to this situation. She was not at all acting like the way she did the first time, which felt odd considering that you were planning on doing the same exact thing as you did before. You would even dare say that you felt like she was happy you were leaving. 

"Uhm… okay," and with that you took a couple careful steps back to watch her before turning to go back inside. 

'What the fuck is going on?!' You thought to yourself, taking your bottom lip between your teeth to chew on it as you went up the stairs. 

Sure enough, there were some things left in your room aside from the boxes labeled 'The Beef' that you were certainly not going to take. But before you could decide, the sinking feeling hit you. 

Why was your mom home? She should've been at work at this time. While she did take time off to spend with you when you first came home, she had already returned to work a couple days ago. Why did she not continue to question why you were home? You did leave a message explaining where you were before you left so she knew that and she also knew that you planned to stay at The Beef the whole day, so she would probably be confused as to why you came home early and in a rush. Additionally, she seemed okay with your decision to leave which was nothing like her previous attitude. And why the hell was she so calm?!

Then, it clicked. 

Your throat dried up. 

Someone must have told her and now she is planning something. 

You raced down the stairs, hands clammy as you gripped onto the stair railing to launch yourself forward. The only person you knew that would have her number and would be willing to reach out to her about something like this was Sugar. Your legs buckled as you rushed out front, only to see your Mom calmly waiting for you. 

"Oh honey, don't forget your wallet and charger-" She said, perking up when she saw you. 

"What are you planning?" You blurted out, interrupting her. 

Your mom furrowed her brows and tilted her head, "What do you mean?" 

"Why are you letting me go? You're not screaming or yelling and just letting me do this?"

You mom blinked at you, unmoving. It was eerie to see her not react to what you were saying.

After some silence, your mom spoke up, "You're an adult and I respect every decision you will make, regardless if I agree with it or not." 

Your eyes narrowed. Although this didn't seem very far off when it came to the parenting philosophy they raised you with, something about this still made you feel alarmed. 

"How about we stop for ice cream at that creamery we love before you go?" 

There's the catch. 

You visibly tensed your body, "Okay…" 

Something was going to happen to you once you got there, you just knew it, but you were going to make a plan and get the hell out of there. 

With a smile, your mom walked to the passenger's seat of the car, "Go lock up for me, okay? I have my purse in the car already." 

You nodded slowly, jaw locked as you took small steps to the front door. When you finally sat down in the driver's seat, your mom was humming to herself and messing with her hair in the mirror. 

"You're planning something," you announced again, half mumbling. 

Your mom briefly stopped humming to chuckle and shake her head before continuing, seemingly unphased by the way you accused her. But this nagging feeling would not go away, so you did all you could do in that moment: drive. 

You sat on the bench outside of the small old creamery, leg bouncing rapidly. You've been going there with your parents since you were a kid, something that you also included Mikey, Carmy, Richie, and Natalie in when they could join you. You would sometimes sneak away after school together or go after football games, right before it would close at midnight. And here you were, one last time, before you would go to… Florida. 

The sweet cream of the ice cream cone you had in your hand made you hum as you licked it, the flavor exploding over your tongue. It was delectable, after all you got your favorite flavor.

You were going to miss it. 

You mom walked over to the table you sat on, holding her own cup of butterscotch ice cream, before sitting down to join you. The sun was warm and the sky was a bright blue. The overall happy atmosphere of the day didn't seem to quell whatsoever. 

You eyed her carefully for a second but only saw her indulging in her own ice cream. So you looked away and started to plan your trip to… Florida. 

You decided that first, you would drop your mom off at home and tell her what you wanted to say to dad. Then, you would drive to the nearest gas station and fuel up on both gasoline and snacks, maybe get a slurpee from 7/11, and start driving towards St. Louis. You could sleep in your car for the night at a Walmart and then drive to Atlanta the next day. After that, just head straight to Florida, home free!

Your mom cleared your throat to get your attention, making you whip your head around to face her. 

"Oh sweetie, do you mind if I go next door? We got a new tax guy and his office is just next door. I need to drop off some papers so that he can finish prepping our file." As if like magic, your mom pulled out some stapled papers from her purse. 

"When did we get a new tax guy?" 

"Last month, your father wanted to change from using H&R Block because of all the problems we had with them last year so we found this new guy."

You glanced at her, finding her eating her ice cream and looking at you; not a concern or worry was written on her face. Her story did seem to add up, your parents did complain about their tax people so this didn’t seem suspicious. So you, cautiously, nodded. 

She got up and began to walk down the sidewalk, "You can join me if you would like." 

You pursed your lips and took the risk, "Uh… sure." 

The request seemed simple and innocent enough, making your anxiety ease for a second. She might have not gone to work because she had errands to do and the paperwork she held under her arm seemed legit. And as you walked into the building and headed towards the office at the end of the hall, everything actually seemed okay. Maybe she did respect your decision and just wanted to spend some time with you before you left. 

"Give me a second," Your mom said, pausing. 

You crashed into her back, heart racing again as she stopped. But all she did was hand you the papers and turn to walk over to the trash can. 

"Give me your trash," she said, reaching out for you to give her your dirty napkins. 

Complying, you watched her throw the trash away before walking back to you, nodding for you to walk through the door in front of you. 

Inside was a large, empty office. It was bright with the grayish white walls and unfinished concrete floors projecting the light from the large windows everywhere. It made you squint as you moved blindly forward. 

The door behind you clicked at the same time that you blinked, eyes adjusting. There was a small circle of chairs in front of you, some occupied by a few people while others were empty. A couple people were hanging out by what looked to be a snack table and another person was standing by someone, chatting. But when you came in, they all paused to turn to you. 

This was what she was planning. 

Someone in a cardigan and with a gentle smile began approaching you and beside you your mom began to speak, "Sweetie, this is for the best…" 

But her voice faded from your mind as your heavy breaths and fast heartbeat overwhelmed you. You whipped around, stumbling from the speed in which you did so, and crashed into the chest of a tall person who was blocking the door. 

You heaved a breath. 

Behind you, the person in the cardigan spoke, "Hi, I understand this might be confusing and overwhelming but your mom brought you here because she cares about you and your well being. My name is Amanda and I'm more than happy to answer all your questions." 

"What the fuck is this? Is this an intervention? What am I doing here? Why am I here? Mom, why did you take me here?" You rushed out, feeling the room spin and your body get cold as you quickly glanced around the room. 

In an instant, the calm neutral face your mom had fell into one of concern, with her eyes glossy  and eyebrows pressed together, "This is an Al-Anon meeting sweetheart and it's for the best, okay? Just one meeting and then we can go home, alright?" 

Your legs gave out on you. As you collapsed onto the floor, your vision blurred but you could make out the way your mom screamed and rushed forward to grab you. Amanda looked concerned but concentrated, as if she knew exactly what to do, when she got down onto her knees to help you. You could also feel some heavy hands grab onto your shoulders behind you as your vision faded to black.

When you regained consciousness, you felt the wind gently caress your cheeks as it blew by. It felt nice, not feeling sweaty and flushed. But as you blinked your eyes open, you found yourself leaning on your mom, half laid on a bench, outside a building you had no idea about. 

“Hey honey, are you feeling ok?” Your mom said, instantly hugging you against her body as she noticed you beginning to stir. 

“Yea… yea… I'm fine,” you said, your words coming out slurred as you brought yourself up to sit. 

“How are you feeling?” A voice said, behind you and your mom. 

Everything came rushing back as you recognized this voice as Amanda’s voice. 

You stumbled up, making your mom gasp and jump up from her seat. Amanda placed a hand on your mom’s forearm, gently smiling at her. 

“What do you want from me?!” you yelled, feeling anger seep into your skin as soon as you got up and faced her. 

Amanda looked at you, “We are not here to hurt you, take you away, or anything. Your mom brought you here to give you a safe space to talk about Mikey.”

“I don’t need to talk about SHIT!” You heaved, making your mom look away from her, desperately trying to conceal her own anger. 

“We care about you and we believe that you should try this out, just once. You are free to leave if you don’t want to, okay?” Amanda continued, voice soft. 

It made your blood boil. 

With fists clenched, you glared at your mom, “You did all of this, just to trick me into coming here?”

Your mom continued to look away, refusing to look at you. You seethed. 

“You can’t even look at me or respond to me?” 

Amanda shook her head, “I understand your feeling upset and confused right now, considering how your mom brought you here, but your mom only has the best intentions for you in mind. Please, come inside. You don’t have to share anything with the group or even sit with the group. You can stand in the back with your mom and share whenever you would like.”

With a roll of your eyes, you crossed your arms. 

Softly, your mom said your name, “I never expected myself to be a perfect mom, but was willing to die trying just for you. Both your father and I made a pact to do everything we could in order to make sure you had the best life you could live. As you got older and became your own person, it was hard to watch you make mistakes but we knew when to step in and guide you, and when to step back,” her voice cracked and she cleared her throat before continuing, “And watching you be with Mikey, to be happy, was a joy in the beginning… until we saw the cracks forming in your relationship. We did everything we could to help you but nothing worked. I understand you loved him… but sweetie… his addiction hurt you too.”

“Mikey never hurt me!!” you yelled, not even feeling the tears rushing out, “He never once laid a hand on me! He never brought me around that stuff! He never wanted me to suffer!”

“He was unstable!” your mom sobbed, doubling over as the dam of emotions broke for her.

Amanda gently gripped her arms, holding her up. She stared at you with a pained but apologetic expression.

“I know what it’s like to lose someone to addiction. I lost my father when I was 16. I was such a daddy’s girl growing up, so losing him was bad but discovering why I lost him only hours after I did made it worse,” Amanda said, filling the air with something other than cries and sobs. 

You stifled your cries, making them come out as jagged breaths and rough sniffs that made your throat tighten. But you stood your ground, standing tall as your mom tried so hard not to collapse to the ground. 

“You’re not… you're not coping well. I don’t want to lose you too.” your mom managed to get out between sobs, voice small and watery.

A sob escaped, shaking your body and making you stumble. 

“You’re not going to lose me, I swear. I’m okay. I just… I just need some time.” 

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[spencerrxids]

memories (THE STORY IS OUT)

pairing : sparrow!ben hargreeves x fem!reader, past!umbrella!ben hargreeves x fem!reader

genre : this is quite angsty but also heartwarming

warning : none

summary : in which she found glimpse of them together through his eyes—the man that wore the face of the love of her life

a/n : inspired by the song glimpse of us by joji. and i am aware that there are a lot of stories especially these days. If there are resemblance between this story with others then that is completely out of my control. Great minds thinks alike after all. requested by @torchioethan i’ll try my best to interpreted the song to their relationship

THE STORY IS OUT!!

“Out of everyone else, I thought you’re the one that hated me the most.” He said.

She looked at him with sadness in her eyes. “That is an ability that I am not capable of. I can’t afford that. I don’t think I could even if I tried to. You’re too much like him.” She said.

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[ilovetulips]

i have no words for the gratefulness i feel in my heart right now.

thank you guys so so so much for 300 followers ,, i am truly in awe. i apologise for not being as active recently, but to those of you who have stuck by me and supported all of my works - thank you.

i will definitely be working on some new things for you all… maybe some eddie munson too. for now, thank you so much.

if i could hug each and every one of you - i would.

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[bluejadeitte]

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[finelinevogue]

THE SUDDEN SMUT IM NOT COMPLAINING THOUGH

AHAHAHAHA yeah i did that☺️

#jadeittic

[dreamhomeconstruction]

Beautiful Landscaping Pictures & Ideas garden design [phone]

Unity is the powerful use of factors in a design to convey a topic Unity is accomplished by garden design implementing a design constantly over a landscape through mass planting or repetition Whereas stability is a term of assessment among two segments of a landscape, cohesion relates to the general photo of a panorama.

Unity has been done when the viewer senses that every one of the individual elements of a panorama match collectively to shape a coherent topic.

While striving for cohesion, take into account to preserve matters in share. Proportion is the feel or requirement that the size of the individual additives or organizations of additives in a landscape healthy into the complete panorama harmoniously. One manner to acquire proportion is thru the right use of transition applied to the scale of the respective components. A panorama that fails to deliver proper percentage is one this is marred via abrupt transitions.

Transition is the sluggish trade performed with the aid of the manipulation of the primary design elements of shade, scale, line, form, and texture.

Unless striving to gain a specific effect, avoid abrupt transitions.

For example, if the color of your vegetation is repeated as you cross from one part of the backyard to another, there’s a feeling of a cohesive complete, which gives you a clean transition.

Sometimes a successful transition is more desirable truly by means of adding a suitable landscaping element to a massive area, thereby breaking it up into segments that are extra effortlessly digestible for the viewer.

One should say that a transition is created in such instances and garden design.

Here are a few more of these concepts:

Plant form Plant texture Line Color theory Focal point

An associated phrase is landscaping, but the two phrases are not synonymous. Landscaping is the greater overarching of the 2 and is regularly self-taught.

Studying panorama design will let you attain advanced landscaping because of many components of landscaping earnings greatly from a fashion designer’s eye.

Moreover, landscaping goes beyond the glamour of the creative aspect (this is, design) and consists of landscape renovation. Whereas the dressmaker’s job is to devise how the finished website will appearance—and, often, execute the ensuing landscape plan—it’s miles a person else who may be responsible for preserving that site's incorrect order.

Landscape Design Is More Art Than Science Because flora is on the coronary heart of landscape layout, the know-how of the technological know-how of horticulture is one among its critical additives.

The field is, but, extra of an art than technological know-how. Some choices will be based totally not on tough facts but on non-public tastes, intuition, or cutting-edge consensus.

For example, in designing a basis planting, there’s no set of hard scientific records to which one can point to make the case that a curved layout is better than an instant one.

Nonetheless, maximum contemporaries seem to agree that a gracefully curving design just seems higher.

On a subconscious level, human beings seem satisfied that a curved foundation planting works because it does a higher process of softening the overpowering linearity of a house wall.

Precisely due to the fact panorama design is more art than science, reasonable human beings can disagree over what’s excellent. There is room for specific tastes and opinions.

These differences can be manifested inside the following:

Plant choices

garden design Choices in hardscape Formal vs. Casual styles For example, in discussions on plant choices, you will from time to time encounter the perception that a few flowers are overused.

In such instances, constantly take into account that what is being stated is simply an opinion, although it is being stated in a manner that sounds authoritative.

In debates over hardscape, the confrontation often centers on the fabric for use.

If you’re having a fence built, as an example, will you pick a vinyl fence or a timber fence?

The answer can also rely extra on emotional choices than on intellectual arguments. Likewise, when choosing a decking fabric, will you go together with composite or timber? Some of the composites do a wonderful activity of mimicking timber.

But in case you occur to be a property owner who admires wood, on every occasion, you walk on a composite deck, you may be reminded that it’s not real timber.

People disagree now not most effective about character additives of landscape design including flora and decks but additionally concerning the overall fashion.

There are two fundamental camps you could fall in with regards to style: formal panorama layout and cottage garden (informal) fashion.

Both panorama designers and panorama architects exercise panorama design. To accomplish that, you must know the steps it takes, including training and garden design.

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[dontworrysunflower]

seriously? people are actually defending him? why continue to defend when all the proof is right there? he does not deserve the defending he receives.

i don’t know what goes through their heads

#ask #jadeittic

[arnaabghosh]

Mr. Arnab Ghosh Founder of Jade Homes an initiative of Blue jadeitte Construction

Mr. Arnab Ghosh Founder of Jade Homes is an IIM-B graduate with over 20 years of project execution experience. Jade Homes Construction Company understands Project Management and control which is the key to the successful execution of House construction. Here at Jade Homes, we set performance standards both tangible and intangible. Tangible standards include schedules, budgets, project cost, project timelines and wastage control and intangible standards are Team morale, Managerial performance, and Client satisfaction.  While it is difficult to set intangible standards, we at Jade Homes prioritize intangible standards as it helps us in improving tangible standards.

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[daaydreamy]

why do people on ig just not reply to my texts

idk ask them… wait 😄

#💌┊jadeittic