#ive been stuck for a month now

[goldenqingxin]

ever sit down and open your draft to write that chapter you've been dying to finish and then nothing comes up for hours and suddenly you've got to go do your part-time job

#help me #ive been stuck for a month now #writers #writing #fanfic #writers block sucks

[maggot-baggage]

Methinks its time to move back home actually

#i talked to my aunt about it and honestly like. i might as well #im broke im in a bunch of debt i have no access to medical insurance so i cant get therapy im alone depressed and my bills are always late #and ive been stuck in my apartment for months bc of this ridiculous registration shit for my car #so as much as i dont want to sell my car OR move im. thinking about it now #like at least id have the house almost to myself since my sibling moved out #and i could make the upstairs my own pretty much. plus ive been meaning to jelp renovate up there so #why not #plus i can save for tattoo stuff properly #i just feel like im giving up i was trying to prove i could care for myself and #I feel like ive proven km incapable pf being an adult bc of this it sucks #but at least my ma and my aunt are willing to help me as i figure shit out. im lucky to have them #mag.txt

[matutito]

some sketches of rafa and gonzalo (casey) because imgonna be honest, i want to change the turtle's designs ouuuuugh

#art #my post #my art #tmna #rasey #the first one has been stuck in wip lingo for some months now. i think its really cute and it makes me giggle a bit #but im just not %100 happy with the turtles desings (apart from leo maybe) #they dont look turtle enough 4 me. in comparison to a bunch of other characters ive done (n ive not shown) theyre missing animal proportions

[asecretnerdcollection]

being chronically ill is like being a ghost watching everyone you love move on with life

#chronic illness #chronic pain #disability #ive been stuck in my bed for 2 months straight now #disabled

[jaekaicx]

the trio always default to hanging out at anne's house, because to sasha and marcy, her place has always felt more like home than their own. its instinct for the three of them, at the end of a long day of school and sports and clubs, for their feet to walk the path to anne's house. her parents already know to have five place settings prepared. they keep the sleeping bags in anne's closet. anne hardly ever spends her nights alone anymore.

until one day, anne returns home without them

she isnt alone, far from it. her house is still anything but quiet. but it doesnt feel whole. the small signs, the remnants of their presence she hardly ever noticed before, are all that she sees. the bodies she falls asleep next to dont hold that same warmth

#tl;dr: sasha and marcy are in anne's walls #someone i follow on insta was talking about how sashannarcy spent nearly every night together #that theyd have 'official sleepovers' with scare dares and all-nighters #but also nights where they just stay over at each others places and thats how theyd spend most of their nights #and ive always loved the idea that after season 2 anne just sees sasha and marcy everywhere when she's back home #everywhere she looks theres some kind of reminder of them #sasha's gradfiti. a new book in marcy's favorite series. the initials carved in anne'a bedpost. #the stars the three of them stuck to her ceiling. their toothbrushes in her bathroom. they havent been used in months. #they probably shouldve been thrown out by now #their presence is even louder in their absence #and that just makes it harder for anne to not think about them #amphibia #anne boonchuy #marcy wu #sasha waybright #sashannarcy #yk what i mean? #j rambles #k.txt

[sheepydwagondraws]

Artfight Week 1

Been trying really hard to dedicate time to working on pieces for AF this year, and I'm really enjoying it! I love drawing silly little guys <3 I should do trades more after this is over lol

Featured Characters:

Hum, owned by @kowtownart

Vista, owned by @cupidtxt & Spammail, owned by me :3

Addision, owned by @gehega

Brandy, owned by Windwaken (on AF/dA/TH) & Spamton, owned by Toby Fox lol

Rocco, owned by @lighterium

Kelby, owned by @hannah--bug

#been trying to use this as an opportunity to improve my lineless stuff a little more #like I think I got it down for Spamton lol but for like other characters with different palettes #i think its been working well :) #and im actually super proud of how many ive done so far!!! #I was trying to do one a day if I could #which I havent really stuck to but like #I think I only did 6 the whole month last year so #now my goal is to beat the first year I played #I think I did like 13 #rendering was taking me soooo long.... which is really why ive switch to lineless tbh #i dont have the time and energy rn to commit to a drawing long enough to render it #but i think it works for this style so slay #aaaaanyway #sheepy post #artfight #artfight 2023 #artfight vampires #deltarune oc #addison oc #furry oc #anthro #idk what else to tag these tbh #eye contact #<- I guess? idk send an ask if you want smth tagged

[outsmartingbasilisk]

Not gonna stop drawing WoF but after branching out into other fandoms I think it’s interesting that like,,, WoF doesn’t give me the same brainworms of those other fandoms that make me go into serious depth with alt storylines about characters. I have ideas to mess with the greater worldbuilding or arcs but it doesn’t feel as personal as with other fandoms. I have my fluffy lil hcs and ships and so on, but if I was invested in going more in depth I’m not anymore

#basilisk rambles #like its crazy that Ive been in the wof fandom for years and had lots of ideas that ultimately never stuck #and I havent written anything for it since I was like 12 despite coming up with aus #yet 3 months after joining one fandom I start my first real fic and its almost at like 10k words now? #absolutely wild

[3am-cheerios]

i hopped on palia to help sister with a quest. that was 4-5 hours ago. i got sidetracked with the nicest group of players in bahari bay. we all just roamed and called out so much palium and multiple proudhorned. i haven't seen the rare stuff spawn like that since closed beta! i got FORTY palium ore in 2 hours! no proudhorned antlers dropped tho

#the lag has been BAD since switch launch #so i was real surprised at the lack of it while hunting #idk if it was just the time of night or stuff being worked on #but omg palia players are so kind! #theres already lingo and courtesies forming #like at midnight people search for the grove and usually chop at 3 #call out the rare mats like palium and dari cloves #its so neat #like in the months ive played ive never had a bad experience in chat #and i like helping others out too #but this was the first session i was part of a random group that stuck together for a while #but now im up super late lol #kt plays #palia game

[luvrbunni]

ik ive not been active at all anyways sort of explanation/me complaining in tags

#i have gotten progressively worse lately in terms of physical health and its just taken a lot out of me tbh #over the past few months ive developed chronic pain and fatigue drs still arent sure if its fibromyalgia or chronic fatigue but whatev #in any case ive been in tremendous pain everywhere it's not been fun at all #i also have this new thing where i get a tremor if i hold things too hard and while it is relatively painless it still is making life harde #esp since i am an art student so im kind of stuck not rly knowing what to do atp #ive just not been in the best mindset and while i recognise that disability is not ugly in any way i do just feel harder to love now #like i dont think my personality is fun enough to make up for all this idk if that makes any real sense #ive also been temporarily put on birth control its a long story but it's only until i get scheduled for a minor surgery most probably #but yanno birth control has unfun side effects and i feel like im going crazy most days #ik this all probably sounds pretty silly but idk. its been hard to feel genuinely attractive lately. #forgot to add this but there was some other stuff that happened thats definitely effecting just my self image and libido and stuff lately #long story short someone i trusted ended up crossing multiple physical boundaries and passed uncomfortable comments abt me and similar shit #its not been fun to deal with in any way yk?

[palukoo]

hey gay people! it's my sacred duty to write increasingly niche fanfic about messy women at a devastatingly slow pace! so, here's that! the cats that walk alone - the women (1939), crystal allen/sylvia fowler

Absently, instead of paying attention to the boring old vows, she wonders if it’s still considered slumming if the girl has gone and married rich. - or, an exploration of how Sylvia Fowler went from interrogating Crystal and storming away to washing Crystal’s back in a bathtub, told through a small collection of scenes

#my post #my writing #it feels genuinely comical to tag this by like fandom and stuff because i mean one i dont really care #but two. who on earth is out here searching for the women through tumblr tags. not only is in 1939 but like terrible as search terms #but whatever i'll do it anyways #the women (1939) #old hollywood #joan crawford #rosalind russell #oh and for my followers this here is a glimpse into my most recent hyperfixation (old hollywood women and movies) #ive been stuck here for months. if i start blogging about terrible movies you've never heard of that can only be found on archive.org #then. that's my business. and i am sorry. #edit: fuck it this post gets pinned. yes it’s nothing compared to the any fic but it is where I live now. either way it takes you to my ao3

[suddenrundown]

considering faking my death to get out of this project. would still like to get a passing grade for it.

#googles how to get good grades even though you have died #ok this is about be a rant in a half and way too much info so excuse me but #ive been hyperfixating on our flag like crazy all month long #and i knew that and knew that i was going overboard #and i said all last weekend that i was feeling insane about it #but i didnt realize why until last night when i watched eps 6 & 7 and got mildly disappointed by what happened #because up until that point i was just having so much fun so that one small moment of not having fun #felt like a balloon had suddenly been popped and i was like OH FUCK! I HAVE TO DO THIS PROJECT!!! #like girl the reason we were hyperfixating that hard to such insane levels that we made a theory post about when ed and stede would fuck #was because we were avoiding doing/thinking about the project #and now ive just been sitting here still stuck and worried about this damn thing like holy shit when/how am i going to do this??? #like holy shit did you know i was insane because i was stressed? i didnt!! #i have not stopped thinking about our flag all month and i just did not have time for all that! #AHHHH #anyway like......help i have to fake my death #personal

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

Feeling slightly better today because I finally cleaned up the last worst part of the mould so now keeping everything clean should be a lot easier

Also recieved $30 (thank you!!) bringing the total this month to...around £90, after exchange and processing? Currently sitting with £40 bc my phone bill came out and, yeah, we're generally short a couple hundred and we got less in this month to begin with. Currently trying to decide between electricity and being allowed to work lmfao

Kofi as always, just in case anyone is still up to helping <3

#to be absolutely clear bc these are things i think and worry. #i am not repeating things and bringing up our exact problems bc im looking for pity or trying to guilt trip for money #please please whatever else you may think reading these posts please know that has never been my intention #i hate. h a t e. how much we've been relying on generosity #but i am trying to be clearer about the exact state of things for us for the sake of clarity and transparency #like...i feel awful knowing ive taken nearly a hundred quid from people this month and im still stuck here trying to pick #what is less painful to sacrifice #its work lmfao i gotta get that paid today or else i dont get to actually earn my own money but the POINT is #i hate it. i hate it but i dont see other immidiate options. #right now we'll most likely lose power over the weekend but we're both working so. eh. #we're also out of a few groceries and if we DO lose power we cant cook what we have and will lose a freezer full of stuff #so. ugh. yeah at the end of the day thiscis me begging for even more money and i hate myself for it #we just. we gotta get through this month man #i need to believe things will be easier next month. ive been saying that for over a year now but i gotta

[studiousbotanist]

#does a bear blog in the woods #just phantom period stuff fuckingbw my brain chem i think is whats going on this week ! #i knew the new tfb would rip emotions outta me but im messed uppppp . #ive been single the longest ive been in a Long Time now ... #theres good and bad . theres so much cooking in my head from these few months #dealint with grief . bad job . good job now #and still working on getting my life and health togethwr #and im really trying to craft and make shit again . its So necessary for your soul and ive been neglecting #tabletop has helped so much and roleplay will too qhen i get into it #in the mean time though . im LONELY !! im in a mood where being by myself is Torrrtureeee . butnive also been overstimmed ! #i was very somber earlier cuz i jusf did Not have rhe energy to be up and do shit ..wjich is why i called out #but was just thinking the thing i miss most abt a relationship is always having some1 to hang out w or be around #especially physical side cause i am very physically affectionate !!! and tryin to get back to it . #its been hard cus of well ...trauma and also the pandemic . overthinking . itd help if i cried i think #i coulsve put this all ina read more ..too late now LOL ! #i just want to word vomit . been stuck in a bad nasty rude to myself feedback loop abt NOT venting and NEEDING to reach out directly #but good gd its difficult when we are All exhausted . and when i judt Need the vocal speak vs typing #if u read all this mess thank you LOL . ill be okay . ive got to let myself feel this

[redswaberkez]

sis im drawing the finish FINISH line of the comic but currently im stuck in valorant its over chat the addiction won nice knowing you

#when im saying im stuck i MEAN IT sis ive spend in it yesterday like 11 hrs its OVER #redswa its been 'finish line of da comic' for a month now

[dazais-crab-addiction]

Happy dancing. My partner is going to help me beta the first chapter of my soukoku fic tomorrow so I can finally start posting it !!!

#crab says words #crab writes fics #unfortunately i am still working on chapter 3 and have beeen stuck on it for ages now #hopefully posting and getting interactions with it will help to motivate or inspire me !! #the second chapter probably wont be posted until at least a month later despite being finished #im doing that to give myself more time to write so the gap between chapters 2 and 3 isnt as big #currently estimating the fic to have 5 chapters but ive reached the point where i dont have the rest plotted out so it could easily change #ive also been pretty busy lately and will only be getting more busy so it will probably be a struggle to work on #but i absolutely adore this fic and I've been wanting to post it for so long now aha

[wickedwanchii]

I cant believe there's a song out there that finally beat out Greensleeves for my most looped song of all time

this is ground breaking

#i like autistically listened to greensleeves for a month straight a while back and since then its been forever stuck at the top of my list #now its been replaced by another song ive autistically listened to on loop #please go listen to the well by the crane wives i need someone else to understand the absolute brainworms this song has given me