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playitagainmyjohnny · 1 year

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uh hi * waves * . i know i don’t really uh . talk much . here . but well ! it’s the end of the year and that felt like cause for . idk . whatever it is i’m attempting here lol . so anyway . the year is ending ! the year is ending . i started this blog back in november of 2021 and then in 2022 i got far cry 5 . on march 1st, by pure chance, i posted a set . and then i thought huh, that was the first of the month, might as well try for a set on the 2nd, and yeah sure why not make one for the 3rd too . at some point i realized that march was fc5′s release anniversary and that just seemed too perfect to waste so i decided fuck it, i’ll do a new fc5 set every day for the month, to celebrate its release, and then . well tbh i had no idea what i was gonna do after march ended really lmao . i guess i didn’t really have any plans for after that, not that i was going to quit posting or anything, just that i had no idea if i was going to stick to the whole new-post-a-day thing i had going on or scale back but well, here i am . i’ve managed to somehow make a new post every single day since march 1st and decided to aim for a year of new sets ( so i have about 2 more months to go i think ) but after that ? * shrugs * fuck if i know . again lmao . maybe i’ll just see how long i can keep going making a post a day until i give up, forget, this site dies, or . whatever the fuck else happens i guess ! but i want to say to everyone that’s been here, no matter how long : thank you . really and truly, from the bottom of my heart : thank you . i never really thought i’d garner much attention at all for my shots, so to have any number of people here is really amazing, let alone the number i’ve somehow reached . i read every single tag and comment i get on my photos, multiple times, and all of the sweet and kind words i’ve received have done so, so much for me . i feel like my words really can’t express the entirety of it, but please know that i read every word . i appreciate every word . part of why i’ve stuck at this so long is because of those kind words, because of knowing i’m bringing other people joy with what i’m doing . and please know too that you also bring me so much joy !! every note, every kind tag, every interaction ... i treasure all of it . * falls over * i’m really excited to keep shooting more in 2023 ! i got a few new games this past year, and i’ve had a wonderful time taking pictures in them, as well as just playing them in general . hopefully i can pick up some fun things in 2023 as well and take even more shots !!

anyway anyway . i think that’s about all i have to say ( i’ve rambled on enough as is lol ) . so i’ll end with a final thank you for being here ! i love you . and happy new year 🖤

#uh please don't reblog maybe ?#( sorry i use the legacy editor so i can't actually set this to not be rebloggable i just have to ask y'all and pray lmao )#anyway uh thank you all for being here with me #really and truly #and if you've ever left a kind word in the tags or as a comment please know i read every single word of it and i thank you so so much #i love all of you #happy new year !!!#* auld lang syne starts playing in the background *#edited this shit like it was a fucking fic lmao #personality module #🖤🖤🖤

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imthefemalemonster · 1 year

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Hello hope you are well! I am not sure if it is on your blog or someone else’s, I couldn’t find it again 😭😭 but an anon said to a aegond prompt:

Aegon faking his death to escape the pressure, running to highgarden where a young lady tyrell took pity on him but to keep him hidden basically made him crossdress as her lady in waiting and dye his hair with henna making look like young alicent.

Aemond on a tour first saw him and had suspicions that it was actually Aegon (cuz mans obsessed with his older brother) and still decided to pursue this lady and made their mother arrange their marriage or something, and aegon is now sweating buckets cuz he can’t get in bed with Aemond, he will know he is a man or something. But yeah they somehow ended up staying married with people getting more suspicious of this tyrell lady or something over the years especially since Aegon doesn’t bear any children or something (until they contacted a lysene whore who became their surrogate while they were on a anniversary honeymoon trip) and they came back with a baby boy.

If it was yours, I would probably have to scroll deep to find it since it doesn’t seem recent. If its not, feel free to go ham with the prompt if you are still taking. Hope you have a wonderful day and don’t end up crazy like me going through all corners of Aegond tumblr today😭😭

Hello, I'm doing well thanks sweetheart ♡

OK - I was thinking a lot about your ask lately and first of all so sorry I'm not the person this prompt was sent to!

I really loved it when I read what you sent, added it to my requests list but I haven't really found any motivation to write it. The thing is that I LOVE the prompt so much (the runaway, arranged wedding, etc) but I definitely think this is such a good prompt it needs multiple chapters, a lot of context, slowburn, and also it's quite different from what I write. I have chosen not to write it (for now) because I'm focusing on other prompts/ships. And if I ever start to write it (I'll let you know on my blog), I definitely want to make it slow, explore it, like really make it a whole story more than just a 1 or 2 chapter fic. (if it makes sense) (?)

But thank you for sending it though, I'm keeping it close, if anyone is interested to write something I would love to read it ♡

I hope you have a wonderful day too anon and I'm sorry it too so long to answer, like I said I'm still interested but can't promise I'll start writing it anytime soon. (♡♡)

#ask #anon #aegond #if anyone can find where the original prompt is (!)#i'm still interested but it's been very hard to write a “lot” lately and also really want to write more lucemond and personal stuff #wanted to answer this so anyone who is interested can write this prompt #thank you ♡#(and sorry again!)#we are crazy together anon

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manicpixieirl · 11 months

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june 12, 2023

I didn’t know what that start would look like- I’ve been waiting for a while. I moved somewhere new, that wasn’t it. I blew out 26 candles and quickly realized the fresh start wasn’t my birthday. The new year came and went without a single feeling of a fresh beginning.

And so I guess it’s today. May 12, 2023.

Today I saw a psychiatrist.

I was looking back on my old journals and blog posts from my adolescence and young-adulthood. Their collective onset has one thing in common-

“Today I saw a psychiatrist.”

Ah, a fresh start.

Which brings us here; sitting on some park bench in Portland with a dead vape, overlooking the highway and reminiscing over my old blog posts, wondering how to start a new one.

Upon reflecting, I realize that I have always felt things deeply (this is no shock to myself or anyone else around me). Over the past 2 and a half decades, I have always had a unique relationship to my emotions. I’m not sure when I realized that not everyone feels this way; not everyone is as aware of their feelings as they would be aware of walking around in wet socks. I just remember always being called sensitive, or reactive, or emotional.

Or bipolar.

But with that comes the gift of feeling the good feelings just as intensely as you feel the bad ones. Which isn’t always good, but it’s always a hell of a time.

Expression has always been as essential to me as breath. My hair is bright, my skin is covered in needle-driven color. Due to my tremendous, intrinsic need to express (in combination with an always available pen and journal), I can also see how deeply I have always felt, and absorbed, emotion. Thanks to the internet, a trusting nature, and the tendency to overshare from 2014 - present, so can basically everyone else in my life.

But this is different, this isn’t for the people in my life - this is for the other deep- feelers out there.

Welcome, you aren’t broken for having ebbs and flows. You also aren’t alone.

It turns out that since the last time since I created a blog post, a lot of shit has gone down - to put it mildly. (More accurately, a lot of shit has hit the fan, which technically means shit has gone up- since fans are on the ceiling, but I digress and I am just avoiding talking about being the walking archetype of a manic pixie dream girl).

I live 26 hours away now. The boy in my blog posts from 2016 is married to someone else, we are both a lot happier. I’m building a life with someone new.

I spent a few hours in jail a few years ago. I quit drinking. 5 trips around the sun now, and when the anniversary of my abstinence completed its fifth cycle, it felt like any other Monday. Not drinking has felt like coming up for air after a very, very long time below the ocean’s surface.

I don’t have time for a play by play- but like I said, shit’s gone down. (Up).

And today I saw a psychiatrist.

I told him all of it.

And then he prescribed me an antipsychotic.

I’m thinking about my feelings, the depths of them. Some nights they are so deep that I can dive in and swim for days. In a weird way, it’s nice to know there are oceans inside my mind. But I think I’ve become so used to getting lost in the maze of my illness that I’ve made a home out of a puzzle.

There are oceans in my mind - full of love and tears and mania and depression but they are my oceans, and I have been coming to these beaches for years.

Where will I go if they dry out?

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turtleybeachin · 1 year

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I posted 1,325 times in 2022

That's 1,109 more posts than 2021!

85 posts created (6%)

1,240 posts reblogged (94%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@property-of-diavolo

@kannra21

@eternallydaydreaming2015

@devildomditzy

@incendiak

I tagged 1,269 of my posts in 2022

Only 4% of my posts had no tags

#obey me - 885 posts

#obey me lucifer - 209 posts

#obey me mammon - 158 posts

#obey me diavolo - 88 posts

#obey me leviathan - 87 posts

#obey me simeon - 79 posts

#obey me barbatos - 77 posts

#obey me satan - 76 posts

#obey me solomon - 68 posts

#halloween - 53 posts

Longest Tag: 111 characters

#you know lucifer somewhere just violently sneezed and then glared suspiciously in whatever direction simeon was

My Top Posts in 2022:

Somehow I’m losing my mind over Raphael’s bedroom. The partially eaten GIGANTIC apple just hanging out, the books and papers on the floor, the not-quite-made bed with the dangle blanket. I don’t know what I expected of him but this was not it and yet I’m loving it.

159 notes - Posted November 7, 2022

so we all have a dark sense of humor in this fandom right? if that's not you, scroll past this, it's not going to hit your funny bone. (spoiler warning for lesson 16!)

okay so the way we have anniversaries in the devildom, what if MC has yearly anniversaries of the day they died?

like hear me out. i like belphie now, but i also feel like it's my diavolo-given right to remind him he's a little shit on a regular basis.

the boys wake up one morning to MC laying in the foyer with a banner hung over them "HAPPY ONE YEAR SINCE I DIED DAY!" we give belphie a sparkly birthday-style hat that says "I'M AN ASSHOLE" and pin a lil badge to his chest that says "MURDERER" and he has to wear it all day.

"it's been one year since belphie murdered me mid-hug and laughed about it!"

"it's been two years since the day belphie strangled me to death and then cackled maniacally in the foyer over my corpse!"

"happy three years since he brutally slaughtered me and then dragged my body through the house like a cat showing off its kill!"

but i feel like we would have to text mammon first to warn/remind him of the holiday i don't wanna traumatize my first man.

227 notes - Posted November 9, 2022

Crying About Season 2 Episode 3

Putting everything under cuts because I don't want to spoil for people who haven't seen it yet.

I CONTINUE TO INSIST MC BE ALLOWED TO ABSOLUTELY ENCOURAGE LEVI'S NERDING OUT. As someone somewhere on the neurodivergent spectrum, I hyperfixate and obsess and nerd out hard on shows and games too. And I know how much it hurts when your friends and family mock you or tune you out or walk away from your excitement. And I know how much it means when they listen and get excited too and even if they don't care or understand they're happy just to see you happy.

And every time in the game when Levi starts getting excited and we're forced to like, not care or shut him down? NO. NO I REFUSE.

Anyway, specifically in this episode, I will admit Simeon's entirely un-subtle escape made me cackle

Followed by Luke's misery crawl after both his dads abandoned him like that

See the full post

260 notes - Posted August 12, 2022

Cold Hands

Lucifer x MC (gender neutral)

Fluff, hand holding, fall vibes

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It's a chilly night in the Devildom, the breeze cutting straight through your clothes. Lucifer beside you doesn't even twitch, the breeze ruffling his hair so prettily you can't help but wonder if he's using magic for that effect. Maybe it's his sin reflecting onto you, but you tense your muscles stubbornly and refuse the shiver that arcs along your spine.

He glimpses you from the corner of his eye, watching you clench your jaw against the chattering. You don't seem to realize how you're squeezing his fingers, your bare skin prickling in his grasp, the leather gloves denying you any shared heat. He could tease you, comment on your fragile human flesh, your trademark stubbornness in refusing to ask for his jacket.

Or he could unfurl his wings, stretch them wide and then let them settle in a way that just so happens to curl loosely around you and block the worst of the wind. "Oh, you don't mind, do you?" he drawls, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. "The breeze feels pleasant on them." He slips his hand from your grasp long enough to pluck off his gloves and tuck them gently into his pockets, then entwines your fingers with his.

The heat from his hand seeps to your bones and up your arm. "Not at all," you reply, biting back your smile. You know he's caught your chills, and more than that, your attempt to hide them from him. "And your hands? Do you like the feel of the breeze on those, too?"

He lifts your hand in his so he can press his lips to the back of it. His gaze remains locked with yours as he lingers, the warmth of his breath on your skin erasing any memory of cold. "I prefer the feel of you."

312 notes - Posted October 6, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Sometimes I think about how the other sorcerers must get BIG MAD at MC because they're the first and only human to have a pact with all seven sins, all seven lords of hell.

They should be wealthy beyond understanding, have limitless power, be everything good boys and girls fear about deals with the devil.

And instead they only call upon the pacts for like, stupid shit.

"I heard they summoned Lucifer yesterday???" "Yeah, don't get excited. They didn't want to have to call the cable company to cancel service so they asked him to do it for them."

"Yo, the new kid used their pact to call Satan here! Who died? I didn't see any wild death tolls on the news--" "I saw on Instagram they went to Barnes & Noble and then a shelter to pet cats."

"Did you see they had Beelzebub here last night? And he looked pissed." "I have a friend who works at Olive Garden. Apparently he found the limit to the unlimited salad and breadsticks."

"Was I seeing things or was Asmodeus in town? With Solomon, I assume?" "Nah, with his apprentice." "Oh, were they trying to seduce their way--" "They were trying out those new nail polish robots at Target."

"Ugh, did they summon Mammon? Why??" "Apparently they couldn't reach some of the spell components on a top shelf and didn't want to go get the step stool."

"The new kid is outside with Leviathan, and they're standing real close talking animatedly. You don't think he's scouting ahead for the Navy, do you?" "Nope, walked by them earlier. They're playing Pokemon Go."

"I'm pretty sure that's Belphegor in the lounge near the fireplace." "Yep. Apparently the new kid likes to shove their bare feet under him while he naps, says he's 'the perfect temperature'."

5,496 notes - Posted October 18, 2022

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #I'M SCREAMING the tags really give away my simping scores

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kuuyandere · 1 year

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it's gonna be our 1 year anni on dec 19th! it's kind of nerve wrackin since I've never, before him, had a relationship longer than 2 months.... I actually heavily celebrated the first 3 to 4 month anniversaries cause I wasn't used to actually havin someone around that long... it makes me excited but also nervous and I have a fear of abandonment anywas hdjdhdjf

yea tbh I think the idea of a yandere for many is a hot fantasy. but its just that, a fantasy. not real. one of my exes met me in wantin a "yandere boyfriend" but once I started showin yandere tendencies and was unable to cope without talkin every single day and slowly spiraled into delusion due to it, it was too much, and he didn't even try to understand it. it's kind of funny, really. I told him day 1 I was delusional, there was signs of me gettin delusional and apologizin for it and him reassurin me once... but he suddenly couldn't grasp it in later stages when he didn't do anythin to improve upon the behaviour that made me delusional (ghostin me, basically), and he'd just argue with me all the time what I was sayin wasn't true, and that I was lyin... which hurt because I never lied to him. I only ever told him the truth... what I thought to be true and experienced. I literally have trauma of him vividly abusin me because of how far it got, despite at most all that happened in reality was some arguments and being ignored. wonder what it means when the delusional person is adamantly tellin you smth is true that you know to be false... hmmm idk what it could be! totally just a liar, right?

but yea, the yancore community is really nice and I've only received a couple hate anons, and they were really funny. just bein like. "You there. You. Stop that. what the Fuck. Stop." or makin wild assumptions of me despite literally only knowin I owned a yancore vent blog. like. no shit the vent blog js negative do u even go here. hskshdkdhd ~🎵

Congratulations, I am happy you are doing well in your relationship! I hope the two of you will be able to do something nice together this winter.

Your past relationship on the other hand was horrible, and I am sorry you were treated so poorly. It is hard when people close to you neglect and undermine your mental health issues, and I am sure that him ignoring and ghosting did not help with your fear of abandonment.

Getting hate anons suck, how do you deal with them?

#your yandere #aidoneus asks #🎵 anon

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hotarutranslations · 2 years

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Live Broadcast Decided--!

Evening

Aired on 9/3 (Sat) "Ara Ara Kashiko" Ishida Ayumi Goes~ ~Kessenuma Platinum Kabocha ver.~

It will also air on, 10/2 (Sun) 1:25PM~ "Sundays Ara Kashi" 🎃

By all means please watch it!

Today, 9/30 is,

12th generation 8 year anniversary 🎉

Congratulations~~~~~

Looking back on when the 12th generation had just joined, I was surprised like, they were so young! I'm looking at a lot of older sisters now!

Thank you as always 😌🍀

Tomorrow, the weekend has finally arrived, There is a concert in Tachikawa but!

I'm also looking forward to this and that song those 3 will sing 🤭❤️

I feel like there has been a lot of time since the first day 😕 I want to have live soon---

On TACHIKAWA STAGE GARDEN, Sat and Sun! Thank you very much for your support!

Again from yesterday, Thank you very much! From the Instalive!

I said myself that I wanted to do it--, I wanted to prepare streamers and cake, And I talked about incorporating dance, and such, I was thinking of things like buwa-- but 🤦‍♀️ lol I had fun, did you have fun.....!

Suddenly,

Harunan and Duu live called me, Really thank you, you two-- 😭💛🧡

Maa, came over lol Thank you-- 💚

When I calmed down, I didn't think there was any content...... 🤦‍♀️ Nah but listening, I wanted to be like, Its the 11th anniversary! Yay! That was the main theme so, if I think about it that way, thats how the stream was←

...... 😕

🤣💙 lol

I was trying to let you know, but I forgot to tell you to watch #HelloProDanceAcademy ⚠️

I was trying to talk about it, the picture I posted just before was me smiling with a cake, I forgot to explain why I was smiling like that, .....I'll explain someday ⚠️

Even though I really wanted to dance, I kinda didn't really dance at all...... ⚠️ Moreover I waiting for the call while talking, Everything I was talking about was fluffy ⚠️

Thank you for your questions ⚠️

It was kind of burning a lot of calories!? lol

Also, there was lag between the comments and the stream, It seems there was quite a bit of you like that on the stream 💥

Even though the comments will be there on the archive...... 😕

I also wanted to respond slowly to the comments, The clothes were cute, right, they were hand me downs from Takahashi Ai-san 💛 The kind of have a party vibe 💛

Yeah, thats how it was 🙃 I'll send it to the cleaners soon 🙃 Don't say anything 🙃

Its ok it didn't stain white!!!!!!

But, I heard many voices of enjoyment, that is what really makes me the most happy so,

Thank you very much again, to the many people who watched it 🐣

Ah, I really forgot about the running time but, I think the ending was perfect 😎💚 ←

Thank you very much towards 12 years as well!!!!

I'll also post this on my blog 💛💙💚🧡💜

Also everyone, Tonight #HelloProDanceAcademy is airing,

The new member will be decided!!!

I'm assuming some of you haven't seen it yet, so I'll write that you should watch the show but, You can watch it on Amazon prime!

Everyone ins OCHA NORMA was wonderful 😌🎉

By all means thank you very much, for your support towards the show from now on too!

Ohh?

Angerme's Takeuchi Akari Major Debut 11 Year Anniversary Special Show! Takeuchi Live From Morning! 2 ~Ishida And Kishimoto~

10/13 (Thurs) 9:00~2:30AM (Live Broadcast)

fufufu 😎🎉

see you ayumin <3

https://ameblo.jp/morningmusume-10ki/entry-12767059524.html

#Ishida Ayumi #Morning Musume '22 #Morning Musume #Iikubo Haruna #Sato Masaki #Kudou Haruka #Oda Sakura #Hello! Project #Translation #Blog

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karmacommon · 2 years

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I have not been updating my blog! My first journey out this year was in February and March. I was fortunate to visit my cousins Eric and Dianne Common in Guntersville, Alabama. My dOg and their Roscoe, Winston, and Teddy (cat) got along well. It's so welcoming at their home. I stayed in Nashville on my way south to Alabama. It actually *snowed* in Nashville when we were there. I had my Sorel boots and dOg had his snowsuit, so we were cozy. It all melted in two days!

I went back to Michigan for the Celebration of Life on April 2, 2022 for my brother Chris L Common and his wife, Cindy Jones Common. They were tragically killed by a distracted 17 year old girl driver in Sarasota, Florida just after Christmas, 2021. They were out running as they did on a regular basis, and the girl hit them. My two brothers were at the celebration. My niece and nephew, Kelly and Chris, did an absolutely wonderful job in this remembrance gathering for their parents.

I stayed at my son's house in Ferndale. I flew out to see our mom on her 93rd birthday on May 27, 2022. I surprised her! I hadn't seen her since she moved from Michigan to California in December, 2021. She showed me all around her beautiful new place, Emerald Court, Anaheim. Mom introduced me to her new friends. I feel her move was a very good one. I got her full keyboard set up for her to play. She also can play the baby grand at Emerald Court. It's amazing how the mind puts out the music! She's an incredible pianist. She enjoys going to activities, but I know she misses regular church attendance.

I left Michigan again on June 17, 2022. I picked up my trailer in Piqua, Ohio and proceeded to Indiana. Next I went through Kentucky, and then stayed in the Nashville area for about a week. My journey route was dictated at first by available RV sites.

Then it was across the great Mississippi River to Arkansas! This was my first time to this state. I thought about two friends' experiences in Arkansas.

Then I made it to Texas! We stayed at a Love's Truck Stop south of Texarkana. That will hopefully never happen again in hot weather. Hardly slept; my Jackery battery ran out of steam to power the fan. The only good thing about it is that we were on the road by 6am! Traveling when it's 80° rather than the afternoon temp of 107° was a bit easier. You know travel at that time of the day will not happen often for me!

I finally got to San Antonio, where my cousins live. Charlie and Debbie Common, originally from the Flint, Michigan area, are raising their 18 month old granddaughter. The four of us plus dOg hung out, and went out to dinner for their 45th anniversary.

Next we drove a bit out of our way, but I wanted to see the Tesla Giga Factory, SE of Austin. It was a sight to behold. Huge! Previously, I'd seen its grand opening on TV - the Cyber Rodeo!

Then we stayed at a state park near Burnet, Texas. This was my first time not having cell service! Couldn't pick up any TV stations on my antenna, either. What to do, what to do? I'd just bought my new Purple mattress, plus I had a book given to me by Kim. I read a bit and went to sleep.

Currently we are at Abilene State Park. The state parks are generally prettier, have bigger sites, and are less expensive than private RV parks. I have water and a much-needed power supply, so all is well. The rate is $20/night. Even dOg is ready to come back inside because of the oppressive heat. There's a warning out again today from the National Weather Service about the high temperatures. So far the Texas power grid has provided us with unending AC. I think it's safe to say that I can mark Texas off of my list of states to potentially move to!

I've caught you up on our adventures so far this year. I will be writing more frequently and posting pictures of the incredible things in our big country.

Bai bai for now!

(Japanese for Bye bye)

#texas #bichons #fulltimerv #Hummingbirdtrailer #wandering

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cnstv · 5 months

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December 2. I had not realized that the ten-year anniversary of this blog is already today, not tomorrow. I only found out by looking for the oldest entry in my Google Drive. 3,648 entries as of today, the only days I missed were those when I was unconscious in the hospital.

It had taken me twenty-five years of writing, and twenty-five years of technological development happening in the world at the same time, until I realized that this was the most logical, the most appropriate way I could ever be a writer. I need to write things down as they happen. I need to be in a sense of wonder about them as I write.

I thought I'd lose all of my friends, contacts, followers out there by doing such a stupid thing. I also realized that this project was not in the realm of negotiable things. So I went ahead with it. To my great surprise, people started reading it, and have kept reading it over the last ten years.

I will keep this blog running as long as I live. I will have to remind myself constantly to stick to its agenda: Don't write what about what you already know. Write forward, not backward. Write about what you're scared of. Be even more scared of publishing it. And then do just that.

I need other projects besides this. It took me seven years after the start of this blog to realize that my long-form writing should follow basically the same mechanism. It took me another three years, until this very week, to realize that the only way I can do that is to give it a fixed amount of time every single day. Which I will from now on.

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frostbite-the-bat · 10 months

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rambley post idk lol

NOTING STUFF TO MYSELF BC IM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT THE APPROX DATE WHEN GUZMA BECAME MY NAME IN 2018. THIS IS PERSONAL SO DONT MIND IT IM LIKE INVESTIGATING STUFF USING ONLY STUFF I SENT IN MY OLD PERSONAL DISCORD SERVER BC ALL THE OTHER SERVERS I WAS IN AT THE TIME R GONE... anyways!! this goes into other Guzma Lore As Well because I Have Bad Memory And I Like Looking Back At What I Used To Do

around in 2018, july, when i was on vacation...i was... NOT WELL! MENTALLY! AT ALL! LOWKEY DEPRESSED AS SHIT THERE! a lot of my uh.. past "drama" happened around that time, if you know what i mean. cough... and other than THOSE people i had... not many people to talk to so i said fuck it lets join a furry server! coz yknow im a Furry. (bad idea but whatever)

but WELL a few days BEFORE THAT i? randomly got hyperfixated on team skull/guzma during my general pokemon fixation? i changed my name to guzma for a joke and because i liked him a lot and some of my friends changed their name and icons to "grunt A" "grunt B" "grunt C" and so on. we memed around a bit and i kept this name - and then i joined the furry server. i began talking there a lot i mean i had literally almost 2k messages there in one day i did not leave the room we were staying at all i did that day was chat there and use the pokemon bot there.

thanks to these cool people i met... the name guzma just STUCK. without that server and without those people guzma wouldn't be solidified as my (at least online) name. and WELL. this was even before me accepting myself as trans and nonbinary so LMFAO.

and well i am not sure WHEN i joined the server but i spammed a bunch of team skull memes i stole from tumblr (i wasnt even active here?? im sure the acc i used back then is looong deleted also.) onto that discord server. that was july 17th. but im not sure if that was the date i set guzma as my name for the first time - just my brain rot starting. and i already had some icon edits by the 26th - so i began the inside joke around that time, i assume? not sure? which means i set my name that way there already? LIKE. BY THAT TIME I WAS ALSO DRAWING MYSELF IN GUZMA'S OUTFIT AND SUCH. LIKE. c'mon...

AND! OFFICIALLY BY THE 29TH!! I sent the icon i would use that i KNOW i used on the server a 100%. like when my name got solidified. wouldnt be it without it. so like.. i always say the day is the 29th even if i set the name guzma a while before that... its hard to SAY but i always just say that like... july/august is the Guzma Anniversary.

i know this Heavy Guzma Brainrot also went thru the entire august. then i got into... detroit become human??? then gorillaz which laster 2 whole years. which lead to the creation of this blog. and then its deletion. and then its recreation. yeah. but at that point i was just Guzma.

fun fact, this was like? my first post on my old blog in 2018. i wonder if its still reblogged somewhere on an old gorillaz blog despite my old blog being gone.

not sure why people rbd this its not funny

anyways also speaking of which. wanna know how i used to draw MYSELF. i cant draw myself as Human anymore thats Not Me The Guz Beast but PLEASE LOOK

you can smell the gender identity crisis from them so badly

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Hello lovely jen, its been a while since ive been active on tumblr and its safe to say i did not remember much of what I left here but i had my following list to help me remember what my interests and favs were before i decided to leave tmblr.. and while i was going over my list and catching up with the long list of amazing authers and fics, i came across Velvet cherry, and then I remembered all over again, why I followed you in the first place why seeing your username made me feel happy and a wave of relief washing over me, I am currently trying to read all of your works new and old, but I'm specifically here to confess my love and admiration to velvet cherry... not one sec, did my heart stop thumbing against my chest, every word gave me some sort of emotion not once did I got distracted I felt myself completely and utterly devoted to the world you've created and I loved every second of it, and I think that's the biggest accomplishment a fic could ever achieve, to make its reader so invested and devoted and I believe you've done an amazing job on bringing justice to the storyline, characters everything. I am here to support you and I really really wish you enjoy writing just as much as I enjoy reading it, Thank you for being so amazing, and talented and sweet and just talented 😂🤦🏻‍♀️ I just love you okay if you didn't realise already (that is)😁😁

thank you so so much for this, i don't know if i can properly tell you just how much i appreciated this message.

i'm glad that you're back on tumblr again, and i'm beyond happy that you remember who i am :') the fact that you took the time to write me this means the world to me, and you guys always me feel so grateful to have a community like this full of wonderful people who are so much kinder to me than i deserve. it's what makes my tumblr experience so worthwhile and comforting.

i think this message came at a perfect time too. i might even call it divine intervention hahaha. i teared up reading this, because last night i came kinda close to deactivating, which is ironic because 1) what i just said about loving my community here and 2) yesterday was this blog's 1 year anniversary and 3) this is one of the things that bring me the most joy. so i guess this is just what i needed. hearing (or reading would be more correct hahaha) you say that seeing my username made you happy and relieved is probably one of the best things anyone has said. just the fact you remember me is already enough to make my whole day.

honestly i don't even know what i'm trying to say. i guess the point is that i love you and there is so much love to be passed around here even though all of us are quite literally strangers and i'm thankful that you think i deserve any of that love and i'm thankful that you're reading my writing and giving me a chance :')

#i'm sorry if i don't make sense hahahah i'm all over the place rn #re: velvet cherry #anon #answered #💌

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aftgficrec · 2 years

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Arranged marriage aus? Or twinyards being adopted?

We found some arranged marriage fics new to our blog (Neil and Allison??!!) and have previous recs for that and twinyards adoption. - A

also see:

arranged marriage aus here

arranged marriage aus 2 here

adopted twinyards previous recs:

Bee adopts the twins here

Bee adopts Andrew/better childhood here

you may also like:

completed Andrew with a better childhood here

low angst twinyards canon universe here

low-angst twinyards aus here

Paper Anniversary by likearecord [Rated E, 45168 Words, Complete, 2021]

Part 3 of the The Bachelor of Baltimore series; Part 1 here

A year after Nathaniel Wesninski chooses him for a marriage of alliance, Andrew thinks the most stressful thing in his life is going to be his wedding anniversary.

He thinks wrong.

tw: anxiety, tw: murder, tw: gun violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: kidnapping, tw: heavily referenced torture, tw: major character injury, tw: alcohol

Neil's Forgotten Marriage by Luludino [Rated T, 4184 Words, Complete, 2021]

Neil's day is interrupted when someone from his past shows up. Its not that he forgot about them.

He just forgot about the arrangement they had and how it might be important to inform them he is in fact not dead.

tw: violence

The Darkened Underpass by Salathafi, Wishopenastar [Rated M, 4214 Words, Complete, 2021]

Nathaniel watched the familiar ring spinning on the table for a few seconds before he took it to put it in his ring finger.

It fit him perfectly, he wondered if it meant that he and Mary had the same finger size or if his fiance and gotten it resized.

tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: canonical character death, tw: anxiety

Time is against us. by orphan account [Rated T, 1397 words, Complete 2016]

An arranged marriage can change everything.

tw: canonical character death

Us Against The World by BakaDoll [Rated T, 1147 Words, Complete, 2018]

Nathaniel has to marry Jean Moreau, because his father sold him off to the Moriyamas. He doesn't know anything really about Jean, but at least it can't be worse than living with his parents.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced human trafficking

Pinky Promise by BelaBellissima, threekingbelt [Rated M, 11461 Words, Complete, AFTG Reverse Big Bang 2019]

When Neil is ten years old, he makes a promise. It changes everything.

tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced abuse, tw: eating disorders, tw: referenced human trafficking, tw: murder, tw: gun violence, tw: blood/gore, tw: canonical character death, tw: homophobia, tw: violence

NB: Art prompt for this fic by @sisaloofafump here

hc about mary by @ghost-in-the-stalls [Tumblr, 2021]

So Mary's mother was a woman who I consider not only having married into the Hatfords but who was basically like... sold to them as a child.

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2021/08/19 Blog post by Wakana ありがとう大阪！〜サメが好きなんだねぇ〜

Thank you Osaka！〜I really love sharks〜

❗This is Fan Club EXCLUSIVE content❗ ❗PERSONAL USE ONLY❗ Do ❗NOT SHARE❗ on other sites ❗ Join her FAN CLUB! Check out my detailed TUTORIAL ❗

There are new goods for every live performance. I am always thinking about fun items that everyone will enjoy so during staff meetings I suggest various goods and discuss the benefits with the staff members. Inevitably, the number of goods which I and the staff members bring home increases steadily. By the way, one of the staff members who is in charge of the goods at my agency has a cute little son. One day this cute boy asked him: "Daddy, you really love sharks don’t you?" What could daddy possibly have answered? *laughs*

Hello, this is Wakana (0￣ ▽ ￣0) /

When I heard this story, I wondered if everyone who buys my goods has has a similar experience! ?? 😹 [Note: Indeed I did!!] Every time a work colleague, a family member, a partner or even a stranger sees your shark or gyoza goods, I guess they will end up saying something like, "oh, you really like sharks (gyoza), don’t you?"（´-`）.｡oO Everyone, I'm really sorry for all the goods that make people ask all those difficult questions 😂 But still, I would like to continue making these goods 🤣🤣

Well now! The other day, on August 15th, I held my first performance of "Wakana Anime Classic 2021" in Osaka! I was very much looking forward to performing at Izumi Hall, which opened in April 1990 and celebrated its 30th anniversary last year. The warmth of the wood feels very welcoming, the acoustics are majestic, the reverberation time is between 1.8 and 2 seconds, which is regarded as the best time for classical chamber music. [Note: Apparently the Hall was modeled after the “Grosser Musikvereinssaal (Musikverein Main Hall) in Vienna”, home of the Vienna Philharmonic. Neat!]

There was only one performance in Osaka so I gave my all and tried to sqeeze as much into the concert as possible. I felt very heated so that may have come across in the music 😅 I wonder if everyone else felt the heat as well 😅 The musicians were cool and calm but still full of passion, as expected from them (please teach me!) I expected a somewhat wild and rough performance but I was taken aback by the delicately spun sound of each and every note (* ´Д ｀ *). The music only existed on that day, so I wanted to treasure that experience, really see it all, hear it all and then move on. Live performances are truly a fascinating thing.

All the kind expressions in the audience gave me a lot of energy, the powerful applause gave me courage. thank you very much!!! I think some people couldn’t come to the concert due to the record heavy rain that hit western Japan last week. But I'm sure we'll meet again someday soon! Let's all look forward to that day ♪ \\\\ ٩ ('ω') و ////

The next performance will be on September 4th! at Kioi Hall, Tokyo! Oh, I can’t tell you how happy I am to talk about “a next performance” (* ^^ *) Last year's and this year’s "Wakana Anime Classic", "Wakana Spring Live ~ magic moment ~" and the FC events were all one-day performances. Of course, that’s makes them even more special and unique (* ^^ *) But still, I am so grateful that this time, we can have three performances in two places. I am very happy to be able to meet so many of you! Also, on September 4th, there will be live streaming option!!! ･: * +. \ ((° ω °)) /.:+ If you have difficulty getting to the venue, let’s meet online ♪

And on the 21st (Sat), the day after tomorrow, there will be an online talk event limited to those who purchased the LE of my Blu-ray "Wakana Spring Live ~ magic moment ~ 2021"!!! I am planning to tell some fun stories, behind-the-scenes anecdotes, etc. Once again, Bunta Nagamatsu-kun will join me \( ˆoˆ )/ Please look forward to it~!!!

By the way, at the beginning of this post I talked about goods first, is it okay to talk some more about them? Time time I designed a "Gyozame-chan shirt", during my video I wore the shirt but I think it was difficult to get a good feel for the different sizes. 😅 We are also introducing a new size, XL, so I asked my amazing musicians to do some modeling for me!!! 😂😂😂 Sorry I am asking this of the three of you! But really, it’s perfect because everyone is so tall! Yuki-san in particular is very tall! I made Shin-san try on M so unfortunately the shirt couldn’t be closed, his shoulders are just too wide. 😂 Muroya-san felt very at home in the shirt so it naturally looks very good on him. I hope you now have a good idea about what it looks like in real, especially concering the sleeves and leThe shirt is available until August 22nd (Sun) ♪

And then there is the "clear pouch" which hasn't been properly shown in my video! This is what the real thing looks like~ (° ▽ °) The mobile battery that was sold last year fits perfectly ♪ With the battery inside the pouch there is a pattern within the pattern, too many layers of pattern ... How many gyoza and sharks are there (and hippos)? It's small and very cute! Everyone, let’s to wear a Gyozame-chan shirt. And let's use this pouch so everyone will point out "oh, you must really like sharks (gyoza)"!

https://spacecraft-shop.jp/wakana

Last but not least, here’s a picture of today’s lunch! (random, I know). One of my staples, “tofu nattto”, tofu sprinkled with natto, sesame kelp, soy sauce and green onions! Millet rice and minestrone, which I made this morning! It was delicious ~ ♪ What should I make tonight? ♪

Well, until next time〜☆( *'▽'*)/

*** Wakana ***

#kalafina #wakana #wakana blog #fan club exclusive content #botanical land #long text post #she is too precious for this world

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favoniuscodex · 3 years

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lol yeah, new anon, this one is my third ask I've sent but i scrolled through your account for awhile and your writing is lovely, and the interactions tend to have immaculate vibes, so i figured I'd stick around lol-

but also- i just came up with the flower thing- and as with most things my head comes up with- it has spiraled- and i drove myself into brainrot as well- but also, feel free to delete this ask if you want cuz i can imagine having to respond to as many asks as you have could get easily overwhelming.

but the possibilities for this are so wonderful- (tho most of the ideas ive had are around Kaeya cuz while Diluc is soft af, Kaeya would probably be a lot more casual with it... also i realized Venti would probably know it too because y'kno- he was there)

. Kaeya just having the most insulting, passive aggressive flowers for whenever people try to hit on him at the tavern. Like someone thinking they actually have a chance with him a Kaeya just does that one coy look(he has many but- y'know) and hands the person a fucking butterfly weed and Diluc is just staring in second had embarrassment because the person doesn't even realize what it means and its just- sad to watch

. also imagine you're not yet dating Diluc so you make the mistake of going to Kaeya to ask for advise because 'hey, he knows flower stuff too' and then it'll have more meaning and stuff- but Kaeya just totally messes with it and in the end you're left with this arrangement that means just- the dumbest fucking shit . and you go to give it to Diluc and he just stares at it for a solid minute processing because 1) this is his crush 2) he's still processing the meaning 3) this has Kaeya written all over it and 4) he realizes how much thought you would have to have put into it to go this far- and he just doesn't know whether to explain to you what happened or just accept it and spare you any embarrassment or regret in the present

. OKAY BUT- my angst-loving ass can't-

. you know the "Mi muhe ye' means i love you in the language of the hilichurls" thing- there's no way it ended at that. And Venti probably can't talk outright about Khaenri'ah bc of Celestia stuff but just trying his best to apologize through his by now rusty knowledge of flowers only to receive further more (honestly probably justified) passive aggressive arrangements.

. also- can we take a moment to appreciate just how beautifully meaningful the arrangements by Crepus's grave would be.... not only because of the meanings of the flowers they placed for him, but also because there's no way these two would disturb Crepus's grave with brotherly quarrels and as a result it's one of the few, if not the only places, where they're able to communicate with each other without hostility- tho neither ever brings it up in person.

like please- there's literally so much stuff that could go down with these three possessing this knowledge and its wonderful

- Dad joke Diluc Anon

omg don’t apologize — brainrot asks are actually really easy 4 me to respond to! i don’t get a lot of them tbh and they’re my fave to interact w/ !!! also all of this is *chef’s kiss* mwah !!! amazing !!! ur brain is immaculate, nonnie ! i’m glad u wanna stick around, the blog is always open to new recurring anons haha.

additional response utc !

kaeya exchanging flowers for drinks at the tavern, but the flowers he gives out are all insults to the people annoying enough to want to try to buy his love with alcohol!

kaeya also giving you bad flower advice when you’re making a bouquet for diluc because 1. he sees it as an opportunity to mess with diluc and 2. jealousy perhaps?

if diluc gets the botched bouquet, he’d probably just plaster on his typical poker face and be like “this is great, thanks.” but then lecture kaeya about it later because you’re his crush and diluc doesn’t want kaeya messing that up by scaring you off by meddling

venti definitely knows the meaning of flowers. after all, he is the archon of a nation that pretty much has a spring holiday centered on flowers. his favorites are cecilias, but iirc he has ever native mondstadt flower somewhere on his outfit? or at least details reminiscent of them. however, if you expand past the realm of mondstadt’s flowers, he’s kind of at a loss.

kaeya doesn’t care for any of venti’s dumb apology flowers and just sends back the meanest flowers ever. even includes a little notecard with a >:( face drawn on it.

every year, diluc decides to smother his father’s grave in the most beautiful flower arrangements on the anniversary of his death. sure, he always ensures that a beautiful bouquet is there, but on the anniversary date, diluc ensures that there are even more flowers. he overlooks any flowers kaeya might have added as well, trying to ignore the subtle regret it instills within him. diluc tries his best to forget that he and kaeya were brothers, but the flowers make it hard. the flowers are a reminder that that day, they both lost their dad :(

#//mail #anon.dad joke diluc #mail.kaeya #mail.diluc

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hotarutranslations · 2 months

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Curry Shopping!

Evening

Birthday goods! Everyone! Thank you for cherishing them!

The spring tour will be starting soon, So before the lives what stickers, will everyone use? will you take photos with uchiwa? I wonder about that🤔💭

Its exciting!

I'll be waiting at the spring tour!

Morning Musume '24 Concert Tour Spring MOTTO MORNING MUSUME

From March 16th..

Nishikiya Kitchen-san, has a popup in Shibuya!

I went shopping🍛🥄

The lemon cream chicken is, the most popular so it certainly makes a good present,

The grape sanshou Keema and the plum shiso keema, Ishida particularly likes these 2 types of keema,

If you don't know the persons taste preferences, you can include the classic butter chicken curry too,

Nishikiya Chicken-san has not just curry, but also a series of rice dishes so, for one of those, I chose chicken rice,

There are also various soups, I was interested in the kabocha chowder out of those🎃🥄

I bought 6 kinds as a present~~

They also have gift sets for sale, so you don't have to chose like this but, I wanted to enjoying choosing them myself! lol

Its fun to just see lots of curry lined up🫶🏻

Since today is Saturday, there really were a lot of people…

I was interested and kind of observed, what other people were picking up! lol

I saw lot of people picking up the pasta sauce as well!!

Since I haven't tried that out, I'm interested in it~~

When I visited the factory on Ara Ara Kashiko last year, I was allowed take part in a bit of the production of,

🥭Mango Chicken Curry

Since the new year, I've received a ton of it!

I handed them out to Hello members but,

It was a bit ago but,

Hirai Miyo-chan, wrote that it was delicious-- on her blog, it made me happy

The blog is here🥭

Shibuya's POPUP is going until tomorrow…March 3rd⚠️

If you want to go I'd be glad if you made time for it!

📺Hello Pro Dance Gakuen Season 11

April 18th 11:30PM~ A Learning From TSUKUSHI-san Adventure🕺

In season 10 we challenged breakin', its reairing continuously! On the 15th, 17th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd, #1~#6 all at once! Check out HP for info!

Thank you for following.. Instagram💙🩵

💿Releasing February 7th

Morning Musume '23 25th ANNIVERSARY CONCERT TOUR ~glad quarter-century~ at Nippon Budokan

Thank you for waiting for the Blu-ray&DVD! Its finally releasing--!

Its already nostalgic but, It has an amazing medley, really Please enjoy it many times

📚Releasing on February 7th "Hello! Project BEST SHOT!! Vol.26"

Ishida AyumixOda SakuraxNonaka Miki📸 Fukumura MizukixIshida AyumixOda Sakura📸

✍🏻Tokyo Sports note Series #144 1 Person Review After a Conversation

I also talked about my solo trip to Kamakura I'm looking for ways to take photos of myself while on trips

🪩Spring Tour Has Been Decided Morning Musume '24 Concert Tour Spring MOTTO MORNING MUSUME

We'll be going around the country from March 16th!

🪩HinaFest March 30th and 31st at Makuhari Messe

🪩JAPAN JAM Morning Musume '24 will be performing on May 3rd!

《LIVE DAYS！～Exciting Big Exhibition Match～》 June 2nd(Sun), after the Hokkaido Ham Fighters vs. Yokohama DeNa Baystars match, Morning Musume '24 will be having a special mini live!

.👗👠 Aoyama Clothing x Morning Musume '24

📻Morning Musume '24 Morning Jogakuin ~Houkago Meeting~

Airs Every Saturday, On Radio Nihon at 12:00AM~

Past Broadcast Episodes Are Available →Program Details

see you ayumin <3

#Ishida Ayumi #Morning Musume '24 #Morning Musume #Hello! Project #Translation #Blog

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My review of 2020

Or: I say thank you.

First of all, sorry for the long post 😅. You guys know I don'tike long posts without a "read more under the line". But I nade the post with my mobile phone.... Aaaaaaaanyway. Also sorry for all the tags. I hope I don't annoyed someone with it <~<. So let's continue:

I think this year has been a particularly difficult year for everyone. As 2020 is drawing to a close, I mentally let the year pass again.

The bottom line is that I have to say that 2020 was turbulent for me, but not necessarily bad. Much good, but also bad, has happened. And I want to start with the bad things right away.

At the beginning of the year, my depression and eating disorder relapsed. I've always had trouble talking about it because I know my friends can't handle this issue. I felt pressured because they wanted to do things with me, but I couldn't. So I withdrew completely, hiding my emotions and wearing a mask.

At that time I created this blog. At first I didn't want to create my own content, just follow the content of @ladycibia, @hogwartsmystory and @kyril-hphm. Incidentally, that is also the reason why I call these 3 blogs the Big Three. So it's their fault that I'm here. Lol.

And then the first Hyops message came at the end of March. A very good friend of mine got Corvid-19 and lost the battle against the disease a few days later. I still remember how the news pulled the floor from under my feet. It feels like I completely lost faith in everything and I started to realize how dangerous this year could be.

But life goes on and so I visited a friend and her family in early July. It was the anniversary of her husband's death, who was also a very good friend of mine. He died of cancer last year and I couldn't go to his funeral. So I wanted to stop by on the day he died. I actually thought I could do it. But when you read a friend's name on a tombstone for the first time.. Guys, that's a punch in the stomach like no other and I can't really describe how it feels. I had made up my mind not to cry in front of his wife or children because it was hard enough for them. Didn't work.

And of course this year meant to go one better.

Another friend of mine died of the virus in mid-August, leaving behind a wife and a child. Again, I was unable to attend the funeral. And to be honest, it still bothers me way more I want to admit. In two years I lost three wonderful people who meant a lot to me and I couldn't say goodbye to any of them. When I see the three of them again after my death, you can be sure I'll kick their butts for it.

But August was the worst month for me in many ways. In addition to the death of my buddy, my father's family also volunteered. And that means only one thing - trouble. And properly. I haven't had contact with this family for over 12 years for good reason. Now one person from this family has passed away. And first of all, I don't really care if anyone of them would die. I don't even know the person who passed away. But I wasn't told either by my grandmother or my father. So my deadline to cancel the inheritance has expired. Of course it was debts. You have to know that the inheritance rights of my country are very complicated. The reason my father or grandmother didn't tell me about it was because they didn't want to bother with the paperwork. They always had the opportunity to contact me via Facebook or my half-sister. But that would mean work for them. And while I was walking from lawyer to lawyer to court to court, I was allowed to hear sayings from my grandmother that I apparently have achieved nothing in my life. Nice to know that some people never change. I'm still struggling with this matter to this day and will probably not be able to fully clarify this until the beginning of 2021.

At the end of October everything seemed to be taking its revenge and I passed out at a friend's house. Nobody knows exactly what happened until today, but my friend took me to the hospital where I had to stay one night. That was Halloween. And I'm such a big fan of hospitals hahahaha hahahaha. After that I was allowed to wear an ECG for 2 weeks and it turned out that my heart values had deteriorated. Why not. Let's just take everything with us this year!

Rounding out the negatives this year was my (as a teenager) best friend's suicide. I have to say that I haven't had any contact with this person for 9 years. However, it is the one who cut herself in her youth and then called me afterwards because she didn't know what to do. It was also the one I tried to get into therapy for 2 years. But her mother was always against it. And it was exactly this mother who was standing in my mother's shop, telling her about her daughter's suicide and that I was probably in the farewell letter. I don't know exactly what it said, but the mother now blames me for her daughter's suicide. And do you know what's craziest about the whole thing? I agreed with her! I really thought it was my fault because I knew how sick my former friend was. Yet I was the one who ended the friendship (for many reasons that had nothing to do with her depression). And I still wonder what would have happened if I had acted differently.

But enough of the negative things! A lot of nice things happened this year too. Among other things, I have found a new job within my group, earn more money and have pleasant working hours. I've renovated my apartment and I've started saving money on a new one. My two nieces are now going to school and I am a proud aunt. My male best friend and his girlfriend (my best harry potter friend) are pregnant and are expecting their first child soon and my mother's health is better.

But one of the best things that happened to me this year is this blog.

I already mentioned that I actually only created this blog to stalk the Big Three. I didn't want my own content at all. But I discovered more and more blogs and these incredibly great MCs that I thought I wanted to do whole too. And so Samantha O'Connell was born.

I received so much great support and encouragement on this platform. I don't think many people even realize how much that means to me. Especially this year.

I have also found great and lovable people here, some of whom I also call my friends. Even if we come from other countries, speak other languages and may never see each other in real life, you are my friends and I am grateful to know you.

@annabelle-tanaka-official : I'll start with you of course! XD on tumblr you are just my best friend. I don't write as much with anyone as I do with you. You are such an incredibly talented person and so warm hearted! Over the year we have invented so many insiders that soon nobody will know what we mean. Be it the monster hug, or that my cats are your spies or our many RP scenarios, which I really enjoy and which always make me laugh. I thank you for that!! I love you so much and I am so glad that we are friends! *minster hug*

@lunasilvermorny / @lunasilvermore : you are next to you !!! XD the next person I write to almost every day. What started with a little conversation about among us has turned into a friendship. I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to streaming with you next year (and this year)!!! You are such a good listener that strengthens me. Your support is so nice of you too! Just the fact that you have subscribed to my YouTube channel xD (because of the language I even have an idea). I'm looking forward to the next year with you! Thank you so much for dealing with my craziness and still likes me!

@kyril-hphm : muahahahaha. You can't escape me !!! Yes, what should I say? One of my big three even made friends with me. One of my Senpais noticed me! And then it's a lovely fluffy marshmallow! I still think it's funny that we have such similar circuits and hearts! Nevertheless you are an incredibly honest, loving and talented person. I've never told you before, but sometimes I stare (for 20 minutes +) at your drawings to improve my style (just not working so far). You are an honest person and I am happy every time we talk, or when you react to my content. I would like to say thank you for that too! You are great and you can trust yourself more.

@carewyncromwell : my Chinese fireball, my Disney princess. Yes, for me you exude the aura of a Disney princess and nothing can change my mind. So! You were one of the first friends I made here on tumblr and one of the first to write with me! I still remember how proud and nervous I was back then! Just when I was in the hospital on Halloween and couldn't sleep that night, you kept texting me and distracting me from my fear. That means a lot to me. You are such a creative and lovable person too. Ah, that's just amazing. Your comments or hashtags always make me grin or laugh. Thank you for all your support and help!

@catohphm : my fluffier Ravenclaw brother!!! Of course you can't be missing either. I also write with you almost every day and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all your kind words and your support. I just love the energy between Samantha and Cato. And it's always fun to write RP with you! Thank you for being such a lovely and kind person!

@mira-shard : MIRAAAAAAA! It's kind of funny how long we've basically walked next to each other without talking to each other. And now I don't want to miss you anymore! You are such a fun and happy person. Writing with you is just fun! I also love your cosplay photos. Someday I'll come to visit you, and then we'll do cosplay shootings together until the camera bleeds! I would also like to thank you for your support and your kindness.

@sirfluffig : ha. I hope you didn't think you were escaping me! Where should I start with you? Maybe that you were one of the first to give me such lovely feedback on Samantha? Or this super funny stream and that you helped me to stream in English? Or just like that, when we talk about our MCs or pen and paper. It's definitely always fun. I want to thank you for that and I'm looking forward to playing together again soon (get Among us)

@nightrhea-hphm : * run into you in slowmotion * Night! My wonderful supportive Gremlin! I've grown very fond of them over the years. And your support and feedback are just amazing. I also love the friendship between Night and Samantha. I think it's very similar to ours, right? You are also such an incredibly creative and lovable person. You make you feel like it's ok to be who you are. Thank you!

Of course there are many, many more like @rosievixen, @wangxianforever000 , @mollydarling-hphm , @morningstarinwinter , @hogwarts9, @hphm-brooke , @raymondhope-writer , @nikyiscreepy , @immagrosscandy , @mizutoyama , @ariparri-hphm and many many more.

I want to thank you all for your encouragement, support and feedback. You are the reasons why I am adding more and more details to this blog, why I dared to start with the fan comic and many more.

It's still so amazing for me to meet so many talented, creative, kind and funny people.

This year showed me again that life isn't just black or white. Life is Grey. Good things and bad things happen. Sometimes one side more than the other side. But as long we are taking the next step, life wl continues. Just keep in mind, as like you support me, I want to support you. So if you ever wanna talk, no matter what, remember you guys can always contact me.

I'm really looking forward to next year and already have so many plans. I can not wait any longer. Enjoy the last days of the year, stay safe and most important: they the way you are guys!

Love you all so much.

#My end of the year thank you #Personal #Ooc #My year 2020 #God my heart beating so fast #Don't know why but these post makes me nervous #Very personal #Cry counter while writing this: 4 #Yeah so adult xD #Like I care #Hope you all enjoyed the Christmas holidays #Love you all #Such a great community #Never saw this before #💙❤️💚💛

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