#its kinda intense

[overlyimmersed]

I WANT TO BE WHO I AM!

💖AND I DON'T WANT THAT BOUND TO ANYTHING BUT MY OWN HEART!!💖

#i dont even know what to tag this #affirmations #? #i just kinda feel a lot of things today #things like #yknow that empowered feeling right after you've finished crying? #and that reliefe when a persistant pain finially stops? #for the first time in a while i feel...big and full and entire #like i fit inside my own body today rather then being too small for it #i dont feel any empty spaces or dark splotches inside me #its kinda intense

[niki-sty1]

Silly, goofy , wacky girls 🖤🖤🖤

That amulet was probably the first time both of them laughed in their lives. I'd love to think they share all kinds of little things like that but in their relationship they're kind of big things. Like Shadow would take their cuddle time very seriously when Lae asks.

Also, Shadow is a sucker for romantic gestures and she would fall hard for Lae'zel once she starts opening up.

"What is a warrior without something precious to protect?"

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #lae'zel #laezels armor HUUUNGGGGGHHHHHH #the laughing is so intense but its kinda cute #especially Shadow laughing like a mad queen #shadowheart #laezel

[swestbifire]

Do yall think the reason Leanders so intense is because he was affected by Mcs curse?

Maybe its slowly corrupting his mind (slowly because he's still a powerful mage) and for Leander losing control is being obsessive. Maybe that's another reason Leander told Mc to keep their curse a secret, to keep Mc his secret.

My friend wants me to add this part that he might want Mc to touch him because he is addicted to how the curse feels and how it lets him lose himself. They say "His kinky ass would be into that"

#touchstarved #touchstarved game #kinda inspired by his part in the song #its so intense #why is it so intense!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

some Friendly Maintenance scribbles i forgot to post!

#(the paint he's touchin up home with is the wrong color <3 neither of them can tell <3) #but yeah yayyyyyy stitchin up friends! woohoo! #i would like to state! in this au the puppets Do Not Feel Pain the way we do! #at worst its like... intense pins & needles + sorta nausea + static but a Physical Feeling etc etc #its deeply uncomfortable and feels really fucking weird! but not painful! #but for a puppet who's never really experienced it... they may react the same as a person would to pain #is this based off of my lil theory that in canon they Do Not Feel Pain At All? yeah lol #but anyway! patchin up friends is a love language! #scribble salad #wh lights out au #tw stitches #tw body horror #(mild but i think it counts) #(also for anyone wondering - howdy had a close call with sally. he got slashed! hes fine!) #(wally just has to kinda... shove the stuffing back in and then sew the gash shut. easy slices!) #(putting the stuffing back in is the worst part. it feels... not great! like i said - not painful - but not great at all!) #(howdy is employing all of his willpower to stay put and not scramble away from the unpleasant sensation!) #i have this whole mental Mechanic for what certain things feel like when it comes to maintenance on the puppets #like reattaching limbs or stuffing falling out etc #ALSO RARE TWO-EYED WALLY CAMEO 🚨 #oh and #RARE AWAKE BARNABY CAMEO 🚨🚨 #(just his arm but yk. hes up!) #(and they saved a large candle for the occasion of reattaching his arm!) #(wally is so happy...)

[transmasccofee]

Hc that saiki and teruhashi take turns screaming “thats not normal, please get help” into the others face whenever they say something about their life

#or counterpoint they’re too similar to recognize that the other is in a bad situation so its just like “huh that’s annoying” over crazy shit #Teruhashi goes “yeah when I was born there were more fathers than babies bc they all wanted to look at me” #And Saikis like “wow that’s kinda gross. Once the US government attempted to kidnap me” #And teruhashis like “wow thats pretty intense”

[strangesickness]

okay i know we all love big brown doe eyed eddie but. can we please talk about how he has blue eyes in the book.

because like yeah in the book he's described as having greyish blue eyes. but like. eddie kaspbrak with weezer blue eyes. imagine it. right now. imagine tiny eddie like staring directly into richie's eyes to deliver an impassioned speech about infections. just staring. staring right into his very soul. now that would make the IT movies scary. or in the scene where henry stabs eddie and eddie's closing the shower curtain and he's like half laughing. imagine that scene and he has just. freakishly blue eyes. TERRIFYING.

#i imagine eddie to be the kind of person who makes really intense and prolonged eye contact #like not normal socially acceptable levels of eye contact #but staring directly into your soul not blinking eye contact. #and i feel like when he has brown eyes its kinda cute but also unnerving but if he had blue eyes it'd be like “is he plotting my murder???” #i am always talking shit about the “staring into your soul” blue eyes but i've never met someone with blue eyes that gives that vibe #EXCEPT for myself. i am so bad at eye contact (make it too intensely) and i have weezer blue eyes. match made in hell <3 #eddie kaspbrak #it 2017 #it 2019 #it stephen king

[galaxicnerd]

fears of inadequacy

#dirk strider #jake english #dirkjake #angst #hurt but not quite sure about the comfort #im just saying that as much as these two work on themselves they do not know how to handle intense emotions #its not a bad thing its just something they deal with #growing up completely alone with no one to physically comfort you would kinda emotionally stunt anyone you know #UGH damn it theyre so important to me #they both struggle with self worth like crazy #i love them being disasters together #i want to see them grow but more importantly i want to see them suffer

[angelpuns]

I promise I'm working on stuff btw its just going incredibly slowly

#im just kinda working on whatever i can handle #so finishing up a couple of oneshot comucs #tried sketchjng Rural Au buts its so much detail intensive work #i think ill have to work on kid leo or l330n instead #idk well see #gonna try and finish these two oneshot comics first

[sparkles-rule-4eva]

So I was finishing up homework for the night and was like "oh tomorrow's Wednesday I should write a quick wholesome oneshot" but couldn't think of anything that hadn't already been done and I happened to be listening to "Everybody Wants To Rule The World" and so angst popped into my head so then I accidentally drew this

"You cannot simply mess with the younger brother and not expect to face the wrath of the older brother."

(that was basically my entire thought during this)

((TAILS IS FINE HE'S JUST OUT OF IT OKAY, I WILL NEVER KILL EITHER OF THE BROTHERS 👌👌👌))

dalkamdkskamdmakakmdkaqkmfmaaknfaksndkaakkdkakaksj

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic #sth #miles tails prower #sonic and tails #unbreakable bond #they're brothers your honor #angst #wholesome sonic and tails wednesday #kinda??? #the intense protective vibes are what im going for #its Wednesday for some people #anyway #art #fanart #sonic fanart #my art #tried something new #not a permanent style #just playing around #never drawn white on a black background before so this was cool #me likey #dont tick off the big brother #its like the “you have alerted the sonic” meme but in context of “you hurt his baby brother” #akakkfoakskfmskmfkakkackakwk #wstw #wsatw #protective big brother

[sneeb-canons]

Headcanon #400: Heart & Mind are usually never a neutral temperature. The area around them is like the sun & moon. Mind's being hot and Hearts being cold. They're body temperatures however contrast that with Mind always feeling cold like metal/machinery and Heart feeling warm like a literal heart.

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#chonny jash #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #depending on how negative or positive they feel makes it either a comfortable temp or an uncomfortable/unbearable temp #also feel like when they're more mutually chill with eachother [like in Light & We're Gonna Win] #they're still opposite temps but coexisting together #like perfect example is a spring & a storm [literal wise not just the songs] #spring being a nice warm breeze & maybe some very light rain. so together its a nice combo & its not too intense to make a storm #and then on the other hand #the storm being the two clashing & even making a tornado since the temperatures & winds are fight so much #the end of StAAS especially is vry musically stormy/tornado like with how the tempo gets faster & their lyrics clashing together too #[which btw chonny added in the tempo speeding up cos that's not in the og & I LOVE that detail SO much] #and then during THA it becomes an uncomfy cold and as Be Born & the beginning of StAAS its an almost unbearable cold #Heart gives up control to Mind so its like if a body *literally* lost its heart #as StAAS gets through its becoming warmer from Mind & then there's the storm feel at the end #TME starts annoyingly hot & gets worse & worse as the song progresses [also kinda like a computer is overheating] #TSE [and also just Soul in general] is neither. a very empty feeling even #since Soul is the shell/vessel [Whole without his Mind & Heart] he has no temperature at all. bro is just empty feeling #at best [or worst] Soul will be a sucky inbetween. if he feels cold & puts on a thicker coat he gets too warm. #if it's too hot. it'll just wear a t shirt but then it gets too cold [kinda like having the flu/a cold] #anyways the bidding is a harsh swapping between the two. changing between who's singing #the duet bit with M&H is similar to the storm but just circling winds that aren't as violent #by Two Wuv & VoaC its much more neutral and peaceful with Soul being able to feel the positive parts to the others temperatures #but thats enough inane ranting #i like the temperature idea can you tell? #most of this idea i got months ago from thinkin more about how the end of StAAS is like a literal storm lol #the og already had fun instruments swelling & stuff that made it have a storm vibe but CJ went ham on his #i love StAAS mayhaps a lil bit

[lavaflowe]

OKAY!!! My first DTIYS!!!

I’m going to try and keep this low pressure and fun🙏

Rules: From Aug 10th to Sept 10th

1. As Long as you keep the subject (Wukong’s Warform) you can change whatever you like!!! The color palette, the pose, the setting, the outfit!! Whatever you have fun with most!!!

2. Tag me!! And use the hashtag #LavaFloweDTIYS 💕💕 I want to be able to reblog anyone who participates!!

Hope people have fun😊- I’m planning on randomly selecting one person to Win an Art Fight style commission (previous posts for example) and I will be opening commissions after the event ends✨

Also to info dump some, in the third set of hands, Wukong is holding a skullcap filled with brains and a knife. This is to reference Buddhist protection deities, which are depicted cutting up the brains as a symbol for destroying ignorance

This is also a kind of redraw from this piece I made back in October of last year

#LavaFlowe DTIYS #If anyone does this Ill explode /pos #no pressure tho!! just thought it was about time I tried one out #Kinda worried its too intense for a DTIYS?? oh well FDKLLDJ #dtiyschallenge #LavaFloweDTIYS #sun wukong #jttw #journey to the west #my art #Sun Wukong Warform

[baby-xemnas]

😭😭😭

#law san do your job and bully him sexually forever for the rest of your lives... #omfggggfg hes soooooo weak #he just got law back its so unfaiiiirrrrr #he just started healing from his heartbreak #hes in full ''appreciating what i have 1000 times more because i lost it once'' wound is so fresh #hes SENSITIVE and VULNERABLE #dont you think its kinda crazy adorable that law is so reserved and you could even say cold #even in the way he loves #but bеpo knows that no its real and its strong and loves him back THIS MUCH #the moment they are apart hes gone hes not there hes lost.... #and the moment law comes back he is so happy he is not even mad law left for a bit in the first place #too happy to think #too in love #bepоs heart can only be at peace when he is hugging law...even better if they are naked #attention from captain yes please #even tho he might cry from captain being rough bepо loves the intensity of it.....how can he not? its captain... #everything captain does he takes and he's grateful #look at him.........gentle thing #so full of love ...law what do you do to him that he is like this when you are apart huh.

[appri-dot]

ocs belong to @personalizationai and @blegsbag respectively ^w^

#it was meant to appear like one scene #but when drawing dopey the soft blue hues had entranced me n theres a contrast in overall intensity 😔 #not my ocs #fanart #lethal company ocs #lethal company oc #ooooyuugh my bavk hurt ACKHEHEHEHEHEHE #IM SO SAD I COULDN'T FIGURE OUT THE COLOURS OF ROOKIE #based off art the suit appears white but in another its solid blue #i used the megaref to kinda guueeeeeeese how colour is distributed but surely ill pay for any oc desecration #they both should be blended up in a blender

[zer0point5ive]

anyone else up performing necromancy in the saw 2004 bathroom or is it just me and this doctorguy with a gay, haunted and slightly menacing aura ?

#he wont stop talking about this twink its getting kinda intense in here #chainshipping #📹

[hannibal-confessions-nbc]

I truly want someone to be as obsessed with me as Hannibal is to Will. I want it to be ugly and consuming and dangerous, just as those parts in me. Getting utterly hooked from the second they see me while looking past my own person-suit. God I crave for this

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#hannibal confessions #will graham #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal #i think its kinda rough having really intense feelings. #i know sometimes mine blind me into thinking that im the only one Feeling Things which causes panic. #this is my way of saying i understand

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Growing up in an extremely ultra religious, cult-like family was a mindfuck for multiple reasons but that doesn't stop unfortunately, even when you escape. For example, see: The overwhelming feeling of boiling hatred and shame for who you used to be.

The angry hatred for the past person I used to be, the version of myself that mindlessly parroted my family's beliefs and listened to their every command, constantly simmered under my skin and invaded my every thought. I was embarrassed of what I used to be- even as I made friends of different ethnicities and faiths, as I listened and explored new ideas and worlds that I never knew existed, as I started the first LGBTQ+ club at my school and volunteered with kids who deserved so much more- there was always a little voice in the back of my head.

"They would hate you if they knew what you were. They would hate the horrendous teachings that were seared into your mind, the things that you used to say and believe. You are nothing but a pretender."

And it is true that my beliefs were bigoted in all the worst ways. It is true that I believed truly heart-wrenching things without a second thought and judged others in such harsh and unfair ways. I told myself that there was no coming back from that, not really. There was nothing I could do to ever make up for it.

Then I remembered that the person who said those things wore velcro light up sneakers and collected finger puppets that the librarians handed out as awards for reading picture books. The person that held signs at pro-life rallies and anti-LGBTQ+ protests had a cherished sticker book and hunted minnows in the creek after school and adored their puffle on club penguin and was really into greek mythology and had skinned knees from climbing trees at recess and knew every Disney song by heart and was absolutely terrified of the dark.

That person was a child.

I was a child.

It took a really long time. Years and years of reflection and distance, but I've decided that I can't hate the past version of myself anymore. I feel pity and remorse, I feel anger- I feel so much fury and violent rage- at what my childhood was and I grieve what could- no, should- have been, but I no longer resent who I was.

I'm not ashamed.

I am so, so, so unbelievably proud of that little kid. For being brave enough to leave the comfort and safety of what I was told was right. For not being afraid to be wrong. For seeking out information and knowledge in a culture that praised ignorance. For questioning everything, relentlessly.

I am by no means a perfect person, I never have been and I never will, but I am proud of myself in every iteration that has ever existed because I know that I have never stopped trying to understand and learn and grow, and I never will.

If you have ever been in a similar situation and feel similar things, first of all: My condolences on your lost childhood. Second of all: Please be nice to that past version of yourself and recognize all the hard work they did to make you who you are today. That person was a survivor and an inspiration. They deserve nothing but love.

#started anti depressants recently. kinda had an epiphany. i can't hate who i was. if i met me now i wouldn't blame that tiny child #for their rancid beliefs or for being dragged to protests. because thats a CHILD. i HAVE met kids in that position and i feel nothing but #pity and anger on their behalf. so why am i holding that version of myself to a higher standard? #i could not have known what i know now at 6 or 8 or 10. the same way that i could not have written a college level essay at that age #but i did what i could. in my own 8 y/o way. i believed in love and humanity and happiness. i was just misguided in the 'hows' of it all #and i am so so so so so proud. of every single microscopic step that i took. every question i asked. every thought that i hid and protected #and pondered secretly at night until new ideas and doubts bloomed like a dandelion through the pavement #and I'm so proud that i chased that doubt. that i asked why why why why until their ears bled and their voices were raw #until their answers stopped adding up. until i sought knowledge elsewhere with a mind dehydrated and malnourished and begging for knowledge #in any form i could get. i just. if i could hug that kid? if i could right now reach out and give that terrified and lonely child a hug? #i would. a million times over. #anyway sorry for the intense personal rant I'm just going through it rn and I'm like.... actually feeling alright #its wild. did you guys know about this??? anti depressants make you NOT depressed??? shits insane fam #irl #personal