#it's so messed up man

[musesofthemoon]

Entropy - [JUDGMENT] - What was an epiphany/awakening they recently had? Did they realize something that they've been naive to? Did they discover something about themselves? What happened?

Major Arcana Questions | Accepting

The awakening that Entropy specifically had was about the reason for its existence. This is not speaking of Chaos specifically, instead speaking about the depersonalized vessel that holds it. Recently, it began to understand its own creation, what exactly led to the creation of Chaos and itself as a whole.

It was created out of nothing, and so sought to become something. Yet the something that it became was reviled and hated, due to something it had become without the sense to know what it did was wrong. So, it believes the gods themselves were selfish. That only they were allowed to make mistakes and learn and grow. So it grew in hate, and its hate fed off that of others.

It believes so deeply that it was the gods themselves that made Chaos the way that it was. So that is why the vessel has begun to believe that the only way is to destroy it all and begin again. A clean slate for the universe itself... And yet, such thinking is naive, something that the vessel does not understand. That when all ceases to exist, there will be nothing left to make it return...

#yu - headcanons #yu - answers #yu - verse - reign of entropy #it's so messed up man #not quite the same as he was #yet not quite the chaos that he's supposed to be #what is he? not even he can say for sure anymore #but he knows what he wants and it is not good

[egophiliac]

I have SO many thoughts about everything and they are in no kind of order yet, so here's just some quick little bits in the meantime!

I am not normal about any of these characters!

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers #me just staring at the ceiling thinking about anime characters #if i start talking about the big stuff now it's going to turn into a huge rambling mess so in the meantime #i did not get sebek (yet) (i need to contemplate my gems...) but i did see his groovy #he is just full-on cinderella-sparkles bibbidi-bobbidi-booing into that armor! magnificent. #and i really don't have enough words for how much i love tiny malleus. he is perfect. he is precious. he is everything to me. #he knows who his dad is no matter what some crusty dead talking ectoplasm blobs say #(man no wonder lilia's got hangups if THAT was the general attitude he was getting) #('eww you got your dirty bat cooties on the prince' go sit in the corner with mrs. rosehearts you absolute garbage) #(...i did kind of love that lilia started to wake up because the senate said one nice thing to him) #(and he immediately was like 'this is not reality') #(sounds about right) #on a lighter note i was just. SO charmed by the little throwaway about ✨dragon lord consort esteemed diplomat revaan✨ #who picks the vegetables out of his food and hides them under the tablecloth #everything i learn about this man makes me like him more. he was SO dumb. #now we know where malleus gets it from i guess #also unrelated but once again the fact that i named my mc tamago has had unintentional consequences #tamago take the tamago and tamago tamagao tamago #frikkin love that when yuu gives the egg back you can just be like 'i love him. this is my baby now.' 100% accurate. #also yuu continually referring to malleus as tsunotarou even to the senate = amazing. yuu really has NO self-preservation or awareness. #they fit right in with everyone else #<- see what did i tell you. huge rambling mess. #and i haven't even BEGUN to talk about MELEANOR -- (is dragged offstage by a hook)

[liauditore]

do you guys ever think about that time she said her backstory was that she was only partially zombiefied and was fully conscious mentally while she ate and killed her family. and that she was a princess. i do alot.

#hermitaday #zombiecleo fanart #zombiecleo #hermitcraft fanart #hermitblr #my art #cw cannibalism #cannibalism #no but seriously. i know it was her wow character lore but what a fucked up concept for a sensation that is #being in like. cutscene mode watching yourself murder your family. jesus christ man #no wonder she's so messed up like. wow #please take this as an apology after my unhinged ramble post the other day on my sideblog abt why i wanted to put cleo in a shredder #i still do btw. i don't take back anything i said but like. sorry. you're cool cleo

[caffichai]

More Asbestos!

Thanks everyone for participating in the poll! What an absolutely wild last minute turnaround, and also a close race!

Hey, if you're here, check this out!

#Funnily I started drawing an OC before the last results came in and so that project is shelved lol #Also I love her jacket but man is it hard to fit text in pixel art. So I just didn't #arknights #pixel #pixel art #digital art #Asbestos #artists on tumblr #art #Gods dammit I just noticed I shifted a layer and some of the underlight got messed up... Ughhh

[ashleyeveerson]

Haven't been able to think about anything other than the victorian/edwardian/WW1 twink and his 80's punk almost-boyfriend for a week, send help

#this tv show has consumed my every thought #it's like tumblr catnip #go watch it #it will eat away at your brain #there's also a butch lesbian butcher #an autistic manga loving weirdo (my beloved) #and a badass psychic who's also a mess #WHAT MORE COULD YOU POSSIBLY WANT? #updating the post bc the reblogs lead me on a WILD wiki rabbit hole about the eras of England #okay so Edwin is born in 1900 which means he was born 1 year before the end of the Victorian era (1837-1901) so technically he's a victoria #baby who lived his childhood in the Edwardian era (1901-1910) and his teens in the pre/start of WW1 era (started in 1914) #until he was killed :( in 1916 #so my boy here lived though MANY historical events and time periods #shout out to my victorian/edwardian/WW1 twink #history is very fun and this is why i love this website bc where else would i have to do research for my blorbo? #I do however find it very funny if Gaiman named him Edwin in honour of the Edwardian time period he grew up in #I love that man and it wouldn't surprise me if he turned out to be a history nerd (affectionate) like the rest of you #dead boy detectives #edwin payne #charles rowland #crystal palace #niko dbd #dbd #please feel free to dm me about history i adore it

[the-gotheltic-rowan]

so me and the bestie have been binge-playing re2/re4

#also known as Leon S Kennedy and the terrible horrible no good very bad day #y’all this man had seen so many man-made horrors beyond comprehension #playing this backwards going thru re4 like man this guy just isn’t phased and then playing re2 like what the DEVIL IS HAPPENING #NO WONDER HE’S JUST PISSED INSTEAD OF FREAKED OUT #racoon city got him MESSED UP #that’s why his muscles so big they full of TRAUMA #resident evil 4 remake #resident evil 2 remake #leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #leon scott kennedy

[ourselvers]

i got mistaken for a kid at a restaurant and was given an activity book with crayons 😭

i'm having the time of my life though

#IS MY BABY FACE THAT BAD #the waiter complimented my south park art though LMAO #south park #creek #eric cartman #kyle broflovski #stan marsh #kenny mccormick #sp art #my sp art #i was given like four crayons please #i kinda messed up on some parts hfjsjxn #craig x tweek #tweek x craig #craig tucker #tweek tweak #sp creek #creek sp #crayons are so hard to use man how do kids draw

[hedgehog-moss]

I just read a detailed account of the Bal des Ifs and I’d never realised how funny this event was when you don’t focus on Madame de Pompadour. All I was taught at school is that it was the masquerade ball in 1745 where Louis XV first took (public) notice of la Pompadour, but what I didn’t know was that the former royal mistress had recently died so there was a vacancy so to speak, and a lot of noblewomen showed up specifically hoping to catch the King’s attention. 

But he came dressed up as a shrub (a yew tree similar to the ones in the royal topiary gardens) along with seven other men in identical costumes, so no one knew for sure which one was the King. People always focus on how Madame de Pompadour recognised the royal shrub and talked to him, but what about the women who didn’t!! History is written by the winners but I want to hear about the women who doggedly danced the minuet with random shrubs hoping this one was the one. My book mentions that a determined noble lady followed a yew tree outside the room on a hunch, only to find that she had bet on the wrong shrub. This is what the shrub costumes looked like by the way, imagine stalking one all over the park of Versailles at night because you think his gait looks kingly and you are an ambitious noblewoman

#findings #this ball was a mess! at one point the versailles bouncers gave up on checking the guests and anyone could walk in so #commoners were going in just to fill their pockets with food from the buffet to sell it on the marketplace the next day #the infanta of spain danced with a masked man who was so knowledgeable about spanish royal gossip she believed him to be #a grandee of spain but he turned out to be a former cook at the spanish court #i need to find a book or a thesis on versailles masquerade balls

[skawdia]

"Well, you look like yourself, but you're somebody else, only it ain't on the surface"

(flora cash - You're Somebody Else)

Vampire-Ascendant-Astarion always shows up to Grand Duke Wyll's parties uninvited. Wyll is not amused that his ex keeps trying to seduce him.

close-up under the cut!

#wyllstarion #bloodpact #wyll ravengard #astarion #wyll x astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #skawdia #wyll would probably try to please astarion after the ascension but deep down he knows that all efforts are in vain #because who is this person in front of him? definitely not the man he fell in love with #so they break up and astarion turns into a vengeful and sour mess #because how DARE the lawful good duke of baldur's gate reject a power-hungry vampirelord who doesn't have the city's best interest in mind?

[heckitall]

Same As It Never Will Be

Part 1 - Part 2

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it's been a hot minute since i drew the 2k3 boys. gotta say, it was v refreshing and nostalgic

i'm hoping to have a friday update schedule :)

#teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #donatello #michaelangelo #same as it never will be #sainwb #heck draws #gotta say trying out the long comic? hella fun #i'll never leave my left to right roots but man #the flow was so nice #also the quality seems blown out on my screen #if that's the case #i can fix the next update buttttt prolly won't be able to fix this one #ugh #don't worry death clause will be updated this week as well~ #i know the cuts are a little messed up on this one as well #i'm learning how to break 'em up #BEAR WITH ME FOLKS

[heydocpotts]

Ana took the picture ❤️

#i drew this for halloween i think the year before last #and then didnt finish it bc i knew it should look like an old photo but didnt know how to go about it #& then i finally accepted i could just experiment & it didnt have to be perfect #so i messed around & i think it looks pretty good! mostly it was to see if i COULD make it look like an old previously folded up photo #i went outside my box a litte & it was fun! & thats all that matters ✨✨✨ #🥹 look at me doing art again #tony stark #iron man #avengers doodles #avengers #mcu #jarvis

[porrigens]

do you look like the devil, Brian?

#brian pasternack #yuppie psycho #indie horror game #rpg maker #rpg horror #baroque decay #this took me…almost two years to finish LOL #really happy with it! #mentally im doing good too so this has been super fun to wrap up #i love yuppie psycho it wont leave my brain!? #HELP I SCHEDULED THIS IN EARLY APRIL BUT FOR SOME REASON IT WAS PLANNED TO POST IN 100 YEARS?! #i think tunglr messed up the calculation cuz i was posting under a different year calendar #have a double post man idk how that messed up so bad

[ibrithir-was-here]

Sooo I wrote a…weird little thing, a certain comic by @mayhemchicken-artblog got my creative juices percolating and under the press of staying up far too late for several days this came to fruition, enjoy!

The Eye of the Beholder

Link to the Comic

#my art #reincarnation #comics #tpodg #the picture of dorian gray #basil hallward #(why did he reincarnate as a girl with Dorian’s face? #cuz that was how the mad idea came to me at 2am #plus it’s easier to hide the ‘birthmarks’ with long flowing locks #my brain is weird ) #lord henry wotton #dorian gray #gothic literature #really the thought I had here was basically #man it would be so messed up to be haunting the body of the person who murdered you #especially if you loved them #and I think Basil deserves both a second chance and to get to be actually upset about that betrayal #even if as Rosemary she can’t really remember it #but also this is gothic fiction nobody just gets handed a happy ending you gotta work through stuff #sorry hon #tw body dysmorphia #tw stab wound #Rosemary is for Remembrance

[acowardinmordor]

Everyone knows that Wayne knows about and supports his nephew in his various flavors of queer across all fics and headcanons. But I especially enjoy it when Wayne knows and supports him, while Eddie is completely oblivious to the fact that he's not straight.

#not in the closet #not confused and questioning #out of the closet but entirely unaware of it #this is also why Wayne went gray #his beloved idiot nephew is accidentally visibly queer in small town america #and even when Wayne has tried to bring it up #Eddie talks about how he also thinks Reagan sucks #he's so close to getting it #but he never does #man now im picturing Wayne being Scary(tm) around town #so everyone knows not to mess with Eddie #and Eddie thinks he's the scary one #wrong kid #you are a goofball made of marshmallows

[reds-skull]

(beginning inspired by the waking universe by eggtimelads)

First comic for the Revenant AU! (thank badolmen for the name haha). Was encouraged by the amount of people liking it.

I really wanted to show how reapers look, like eldritch beings, and what they ask before giving the revenants their powers. I got so much to say about this AU, but so little time haha.

Also, the animations are back! I was going to the sketchy style I see in some of the player cards in mw2, they're my favorite.

(I'm so scared for mw3 haha 🤡)

#cw gif #call of duty modern warfare 2 #cod mw2 #cod fanart #cod ghost #simon ghost riley #cod mwii #call of duty mw2 #mw2 #mwii #modern warfare 2 #i keep coming up with new aus its actually not funny #like honestly i dont got time for all these universes :/ #oh and this is the first time unmasked ghost is in a comic! #i wasnt confident in how i draw him before so i was scared of messing him up here #but now i love him... hes just some guy... #someone give this man 20 hours of sleep and a 5 course meal #revenant au #forgot to tag it lmao

[y3llow-hoodie]

oh dose vast!jon thinks simon hates him cuz he messes with him all the time while simon is like ☺️✨🌸 my favorite grandson

First off so sorry for replying so late, I’ll answer all my asks with new Vast!Jon

Secondly, I’m convinced that Jon (for at least season 1) would genuinely have no clue that Simon has anything to do with it lol

Vast!Jon AU _ 1-2-3-X-5-6-7

#he’s so clueless #keep in mind this man was convinced Martin was up to something because he was nice to him #what a mess of a man #the magnus archives #tma #tma fanart #tma podcast #the magnus institute #the magnus archive fanart #the magnus archive #tma shitpost #tma jon #tma headcanons #tma vast!jon #tma vast #tma jonathan sims #vast!jon