#it's just really somethin'.

[aarghone]

He's just a gunky goopy lil guy

#qsmp #slimecicle #bobby qsmp #gegg #animation #lil animation before doomsday cause that conversation with bobby the other night GUTTED me guys #somethin anout slime having to so rapidly change the way he saw bobby (only a few seconds ago at that) and finally getting #some of that understanding and forgiveness he needs from someone who also knew tilin and blamed him for their death #and it coming from bobby #most violent kid on the server /aff #who he was talking about killing just a few seconds prior and who had the same outlook of blaming slime for tilins death as slime himself #REALLY gets to me #also bobby who's afraid of what might happen to him in the next few days #AAGHHHHHHHH #THEY BOTH LOVED TILINNNNN #(and both felt guilty) #my art #gif #(I think he was just trying to be a good uncle and messed up) #(I really hope you make it B) #(tell slime to feel free to go back to being himself) #(you're a good egg bobby) #<- looking at these line specifically #also the way charlie gets all quiet after he realizes bobby's talking about tilin #charlies conversations with leo and bobby as gegg both really got me #:(((((((

[inkskinned]

you were raised in comparison.

it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.

you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.

you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.

what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.

it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.

you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.

you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?

a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.

you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.

it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.

something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.

#writeblr #warm up #my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky #i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles #yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help #for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT #and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen #than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say #''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help #i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.'' #bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't #actually offer fair support to everyone #we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less. #and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help #bc i DID have it better than other people #and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help. #we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn #instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself

[civetside]

the doodles i doodled while i listened to the nona audio book babay! (plus my favorite pyrrha dve quotes)

#tlt #the locked tomb #nona the ninth #nona the ninth spoilers #camilla hect #pyrrha dve #tlt shitposting #gideon the ninth #lot of people were asking me for a comic with pash in it but tbh i couldnt really think of anything LMAO SORRY #i mean i could probably come up with somethin but i just dont have a good idea of her character #i mean the fandom makes her very funny but in the book she doesnt have much screen time #do you still call it screen time if its a book probably not right #also sorry all my favorite pyrrha quotes are basically just her calling cam a gay ass #also also im working on griddlehark farmer doodles so ill probably get those done next

[rileyclaw]

put him down!!! get away from him!!

#i didnt sleep. its now 6am and i began this at 2am #dies on the spot #tried out somethin new!! clip has much more satisfying lines/flat abilities than sai did for me #the owl house #toh spoilers #toh clouds on the horizon #the owl house spoilers #the owl house season 2 #kikimora #willow park #hunter #huntlow #i just think that they are... (: very nice. #i love willow so much i would die for her. hunter too #toh fanart #my art #haha hunter but also not really

[puppetmaster13u]

I am rotatin @phoenixcatch7 Possessed Doll Au. And just had a realization.

Gotham would start having little mini dolls of the bats, wouldn't they. Like they would have Batclan merch and little good luck items. And that would definitely include people's best attempts at recreating each of the batfam.

Like can you just imagine Bruce, in his puppet body, getting approached by small child who excitedly shows him the tiny matching plush. To the rest of the league's bemusement because they find Batman very unsettling lmao.

#possessed doll au #batman au #batman #dc #dcu #cryptid batman #cryptid batfam #I bet each of the batkids get lil matching dolls for themselves too #And get Bruce his own batplush #Probably for fathers day or his birthday lol #I bet those plushes look horrifying to people not from Gotham #Everyone whose been like a generation or 2 in Gotham finds them adorable #The weird energy gets to them #Like Gotham canonically has lead everywhere yet no one is getting sick from it so Gothamites are just somethin different really

[narsh-poptarts]

mods are asleep post comics from 3 years ago i never finished and probably never will

#loz #my art #loz ss #skyward sword #my comic #made this back in 2020 #and just like. didn't finish it #lost motivation for it or somethin #don't really like the writing anymore so ignore that #you get the gist #something something can never go back to the way things were even if you want to and the grief that comes from that #legend of zelda #zelda #link loz

[unexpectedbrickattack]

peepaw doodles 💛

#pizza tower #pizza tower vigilante #human!vigilante #arts #mine #smoking #vigilante #tags.... #pepperman you can stay there but only bc u look so polite #working on vigi stuff FINALLY #some human designs; he is. small. #but hes more dorito shaped; broad shoulders. smaller waist. hes got tum but not as much as peppino #and hes got a biiiiit of a droopy eye. its a little hooded unless he widens them both in shock or somethin #and first panel isnt really meant to be cohesive its just doodles #but most of them (except for the smoking one) is him investigating shit he really shouldnt be investigating heehee #also dont mind the proportions in that spoopy one; i drew vigi before i was like um that would work well if he was running away from beasts #and then threw the hallway in there #peepaw what are u doin outside of ur comfy little country home.....

[ghouljams]

‘Stranger things have happened than the devil knocking up a witch’ that should not make me fold and yet it does- I am simply just a woman

As I work on their little baby fic I think to myself:

Price knew. He knew what he was doing, he knew there was a possibility, that every time he fucked her his seed might find fertile ground. Witch operated under the delusion that they were two incompatible creatures, hadn't heard stories of fae having babies with witches so she chose to believe it couldn't happen. She forgets, often, that she's human and that humans absolutely can have children with the fae. Price doesn't ever forget that fact. He fucks her and he hopes that this will be the one that takes, that he'll have another guarantee towards their wedding, that maybe he is the devil for not saying anything...

He just loves her so dearly, and he's only a man.

#x oc #cod x oc #price x witch #oc: witch #somethin... somethin is purrin #Price you could knock me up under false pretenses I won't be mad #manipulative bastard I want you so bad it makes me look stupid #the fic is going really cute but GOD #Witch is so smart but also so fucking stupid #she wants kids with Price she just also was like “but that probably won't happen :)”

[thevirgodoll]

what ever happened to diaries? why did everyone stop documenting their feelings? i personally think this is how everyone ended up repressing emotions and unable to process them. a diary really keeps me sane and has always been a key part of my healing process. i can write silly goofy things without feeling judged by anyone, and without having to explain it to anyone. i can keep a record of what's been going on and reflect on it later to see if anything has changed. and, every single time, something has changed. my perspective expands. my heart swells for what i felt in the past. it's like a love letter to myself. my dreams, my goals, my heartaches, my joys, it's all there in one place. highly recommend fr.

#i mean its really somethin sacred #it helps me remember what ppl have done or haven't as well so i can heal #ive always done it since a little girl and i think we need to bring that back! #but also u just have to remember to do it and that requires discipline #thoughts #mental health #actually adhd #adhd #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder

[nocreativityfornames]

Tell me why I only just now saw the hour on this

Does this mean that days in the Devildom last 66 fucking hours?!?!

#and the added 6 minutes😭 #hell nah #that's almost 3 WHOLE DAYS for us ARE YOU KIDDING #and how much of that time do we have to spend at RAD?? #oh this REALLY is hell #-> my clueless ass seeing posts about the days in the devildom lasting longer and imagining 35-40 hours at best #66?????? #mc would be sleeping SO MUCH throughout the day #imagining the brothers wanting to hang out with them and it's just: “oh they're asleep again🧍‍♂️” #“you sure this human isn't the real Avatar of Sloth or somethin'?” #“this is normal for humans Mammon 😒" #I'm thinking that after 66:66 the day gotta restart I mean THERE'S NO WAY there are more hours than this #rethinking my stance on the devildom being better than the human world rn #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me nightbringer #omswd #omnb #☙ no creativity for names ✾

[willosword]

i feel like invincible is one of those ips where if you're watching for the action and the cool story it's pretty ok but if you have any amount of personal investment in mark grayson as a character it will literally eat your brain from the inside out

#im a reaction video connoisseur and i've noticed the ppl who really love the show tend to be the ones who are very invested in mark #and it's like. man. i get it. there's somethin about him #lost a good 30 minutes of sleep last night just staying up thinking about him #willow whispers #invincible

[radioroxx]

ms ketsukane as a lawyer, per chance? 🥺

i dont know things about lawyers………… use ur imagination ok and take this….. the best of my ability

#asks #undertale yellow #uty ceroba #roxx art #in. my defence. the second one was supposed to be front view and youd see more of the outfit #but i fucked up #so really it just looks like. oh shes wearing somethin different #bah. u get whag you get i guess………… live….

[spctr]

fuck that shit let's start a riot!

#i swear i really did have a soft edit planned #then i heard this on the radio and had to drop everything immediately #i love u so bad angry harvey #theres just SOMETHIN about that first clip ough #this also became just a Smidge more marvey than i anticipated but honestly? story of my life #i will be reusing Harvey Behave and will be taking no criticism #suits tv #suits tv show #suits usa #harvey specter #mike ross #gabriel macht #marvey #hollywood undead #riot #harvey specter amv #harvey specter edit #my edit

[sonknuxadow]

he has his fathers eyes <3

#its probably just a cool lighting effect that doesnt mean anything but whatever #im normal im so normal #me the other day: idk a sonic generations remaster sounds really pointless. not interested #me now: SHADOW <333 MY BEST FRIEND SHADOW <333 #in my defesnse i didnt know. that they would put all this in there. i thought it would just be shadow as a new playable character #or somethin #g

[meg-noel-art]

Okay I have to get a single vent off my chest and then I promise I'll be quiet.

I need ya'll to please realize now (before backlash at Guerrilla gets hurled in three years) DLC characters/content do not become mainstay installments in the way you imagine.

DLC characters do not become main characters.

DLC plots can be removed from the main story and recited as exposition in a main entry.

It HAS to be removable, because not every consumer buys DLC. Whether for lack of resources, access, or principal.

I just really don't wanna see people griping that Guerrilla "dropped"... ahem, anything... in three years from now. Or that some kind of endgame was promised and then taken away.

We been knew, or we SHOULD know bc this is how DLCs have worked always forever.

Not to mention BS was even MORE exclusive by proxy of being literally exclusive to a console people STILL don't have easy access to.

Please everyone just be reasonable when the time comes, that's all I'm worried about.

#sorry just the “endgame” comments have been really annoying #seyka is staying in the DLC or at most as an easter egg quest like nil in horizon 3 #as someone who liked her you guys are wrong sorry #dont shit on guerrilla when her role is reduces #that's how it works #also I'm FULLY convinced she was made solely to test audience reaction to a romance mechanic #without using a pre-established main character #bc then there would be bias #i am p confident in my reasoning here. #fight me about it in my ask box or somethin #burning shores #burning shores spoilers #seyka #hfw #horizon forbidden west burning shores #horizon forbidden west

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

have i mentioned how great cats are. there's a lil guy in my house and when i lay my head on her side she starts purring so hard <3 and ten seconds later she will try to open my wrist with her teeth <3 truly the best <3

#shes just a silly goofy little guy..... #miss war crimes.... mister menace... bastard... her royal highness <3 #she holds all of these titles And More #no ones doing it like her!!! #she eats spiders & makes funny noises that instantly Boosts my criminally low happy chemicals #sorry i looked at her for too long and was once more overcome by a strange emotion i believe some call love #affection? delight?? all three.... #and i Had to publicly post about her #i am very proud of my tiny fluffy friend & her general Existence. i must flaunt her #oh how horrible! a couple of tendons in my neck just rubbed together in a very terrible way #what the Fuck. i wish i could reach in there and pluck on em a lil. make sure theyre in the right places #felt that in my Ear.... #absolutely unprompted #oh speaking of weird things cause yall know i love to ramble and overshare #i think! i Hypothesize! that there's a slight.... Disconnect between my eyes #my depth perception is fine and i can See #but theres somethin fucky w my vision and focus #nothing is blurry! but it looks like it should be! i dont know how to explain it! #its like my quality of vision has dwindled but not in a way i can describe or really point out #but it Is slightly harder to read and like... See things? #its almost as if i have a few tiny blind spots. #i first noticed this happening after my terrible no good double-decker-migraine weekend #it very slowly got slightly better but then i had Another migraine the other day (ugh and a left brain one at that) #and im back to square one! my visions all fucky again! my peripherals suck! #in other news my house is. so warm. its 2 am. my shirt is toasty enough to keep tortillas warm #i hope everyone is having a good week #and if youre not! theres always the next one! and little delights sprinkled throughout! get yourself a tasty treat you deserve it!