#it's explosions all the way down

[randomidiocyncrazies]

FINAL EP PREVIEW....

as usual, rough translation under the cut

Isami: Courage! Lulu: Friendship! Bravern: Hard work, Superbia: Guts, Smith: And love. All: Next time, on Bang Brave Bang Bravern, Final Episode: "Beyond Bang Brave." Isami: Bravern, Smith, Lulu, Superbia, everyone! Lend me your strength!

I really liked the vocal transition between Bravern and Smith, and I love how Isami is the one who says "courage." (At least, I think it's him? I don't have a great ear for differentiating male speakers by voice alone lmfao) His main issue is that he had no courage in himself (or was unable to express that passion), but after Smith and Bravern he is learning how to wield it.

Also, I think it's appropriate that Smith is the one who speaks of love, since his character is driven by it—he cares so deeply for Isami, for Lulu, for everyone who he interacts with, that he refused to die with Cunus. His drive to become a hero is so that he could protect the people he loves (i mean, it helps that heroes are cool as hell, but he wants to be a hero to keep others safe).

EDIT: I've been informed that it's Smith who says "Courage" and Isami who says "Love!" As said above I don't have a good ear for male voices, my bad. I think that's still character relevant, though it's a different interpretation of the character arcs/themes. like... Smith says "Brave Bang" to Isami both times before he dies lol, so it does make sense that he's the one saying courage. Also, Isami never actually said out loud that he loves Bravern (or the others) back, even though he clearly does love and care for them, so actually saying it/admitting it out loud would mean something.

#bravern #yuuki bakuhatsu bang bravern #bang brave bang bravern #Beyond Bang Brave... Bravern may be gone in the end but will continue to inspire others to live courageously...? #like in a 'the courage was inside of you all along' or 'believe in the me who believes in you' sorta way #But Ohbari also said it's a happy ending so. i guess Smith/Bravern would be around in some way after the dust has settled #or maybe it's just an indication of settling down; what is next after an explosion of courage?

[miodiodavinci]

head in hands like "maybe i should have realized this about myself sooner" as i am surrounded by neon flashing signs that Very Clearly Indicate the thing i should have realized about myself sooner

#anyway i'm just mulling about the 'tism skdjfhgljhdfg #thinking about how i've been having a hard time on site with my internship because i struggle to make small talk with my superiors #and everything is uncomfortable and terrible all of the time and i feel so so out of my depth #but talking with my university superior about the methodology of our profession #has me feeling like i'm playing just dance on extreme and i'm nailing every single beat w #like quite literally is like one of those rhythm games where when you get a combo it plays a cool sound effect #and i'm playing so well the sound effects are overlapping and the screen is just an explosion of stars w #so yeah i am. very comfortable talking academics and theory and things but. shit in social situations. #when i don't have that to rely on whoops #anyway it's just another thing on the incredibly long list of things i have building in my mind of #'why i should have realized i'm probably on the spectrum sooner' #the thrilling sequel to 'how did i go 20+ years without realizing i have ADHD' w #(speaking of) #(the way my ADHD has been leaping into the spotlight this week) #(biggest highlight was being jumpscared not once) #(not twice!!) #(but THREE times by food i had bought for myself) #(put down briefly) #(and then forgotten about for upwards of 30 minutes to 5 hours) #(like the other day i bought myself a little pastry on the way home as a congrats for surviving another week) #(and i put it on the table when i came inside) #(but i. forgot i did that. and went like 4 hours without even thinking about it) #(until i got up and left my room and saw the bag and went '! ! ! ! ! ! ! OH MY GO D MY PASTRY NOOOOOOO') #(the adhd and the autism . . . . they are attacking my ass . . . . . )

[cornerfolks]

to clarify some things just because

this is a funny

i cant claim to know what the inspirations for myhouse were aside from, very obviously, house of leaves

yume nikki itself is inspired by lsdde, but i feel like its usage of wordless Suggested storytelling may have influenced my house, where you can try to piece together a story just from the spaces you travel- in yn you have multiple worlds like that, the first that comes to mind being the hit and run.

lsd dream emulator i feel may have influenced my house Independently from yume nikki, particularly with the way levels interconnect and loop back around on one another in a 3d setting

P.T. definitely belongs here like obviously but consider this: i forgor. and itd look weird if it wasnt a triangle. realistically, its Probably an even bigger influence than house of leaves. i mean, it's PT. its PT.

the complete absence, aside from HoL, of house-centric media is not an oversight because despite everything, myhouse really isn't about the house. the "haunted house" isnt the house itself, it's the doom map of the house- the building is irrelevant, what matters is that its the space Tom created. the reason the house's layout repeats itself everywhere isn't because the house matters, it's because that was the layout tom created in the original map that steve decided to update. do you understand THIS? the house isnt alive, the myhouse.wad is alive. there is a distinction and the distinction is crucial. the analog to the house on ash tree lane isnt the house itself, because there is no real world physical house present in the story, since its only about the mod based on said house. the analog to the house on ash tree lane, to This House (skinamarink acknowledgement), to the monster house, is the map.

thank you for coming to my tedtalk. its 6:30pm and i just ate subway after i started my day at 5pm having gone to sleep at 6 something am with a full xanax following a night of drinking red bull. i need to take my magnesium pills to balance my energy.

btw the gay monster house is something i'm doing myself stay tuned for that.

in truth i dont even know if we can legitimately consider myhouse part of houseposting... but i will anyway because it carries the same spirit. even if its about a doom map. like in fiction its about a doom map.

#myhouse #myhouse.wad #myhouse.pk3 #if you people saw the original post youll see this too because we're all housefags who are in the tag looking for content that understands #it. and isnt just like WOW. LIMINAL SPACE. speaking of i think the inclusion of the backrooms and the pool area are a detriment to the mod. #at least the backrooms is a funny easter egg bc you literlaly have to noclip. #nothing major and i guess i only think that because i know about the annoying liminal space trends (emphasis on trends) i love that kind of #imagery and was interested long before their explosion in 2020. same with the backrooms. i was there in like 2018 thinking about the post. #before it all went to hell. #then again i experiened the same thing with analog horror. #perhaps nothing is sacred. #at least our little houseposting corner seems safe because to even care at all you need to understand its nuance #though that didnt stop people from ignoring what made the backrooms creepy and just adding levels and monsters to make an scp ripoff i mean #there is literally a wiki with like numbered articles and shit. its wild. #anyway. if youre reading this all the way down here hows it going? good day so far? do me a solid- go listen to a quick one before the eter #al worm devours connecticut. maybe you already know it but its one of my fav songs ever from one of my fav albums from one of my fav artist #not have a nice life in general though they rule but rather dan barrett who also did giles corey and black wing #did you know hes bisexual? its awesome. he made a song called guilt is my boyfriend. its really good. under the giles corey name

[warlordfelwinter]

the whole scene before you unlock the dying gasp is still top 10 cutscenes that fuck the hardest in this entire game

#emet taking out all the scions #the wol almost losing it to the light #ardbert stepping in to get you back on your feet #as the shadowbringers theme starts to play #the wol standing up in that enormous blast of light and emet briefly seeing azem in our stead #the exarch managing to pull enough power to summon seven more people across time and space to help us #emet's explosion of darkness that traps us in the trial arena like #it's just all so good #the way emet sees us contain the light and stand; strong; whole enough for him to see us as we were #and he still refuses to back down still insists we aren't worthy #aaaaaaaaaaaa!!! #now time for a trial i actually genuinely enjoy #emet's a fun one imo #fel's ffxiv #shadowbringers lb

[kedreeva]

How are your mice doing these days :)

you know. hanging in there.

#mice #mouse #rodent #rodents #almost all of them have found homes already! #for some reason I said oh I'm gonna cut down my colony by a lot #a) baby fuckin' EXPLOSION #and b) people climbing down my throat wanting mice out of nowhere #so it worked out #AND I finally have a set of nice PA tricolors all set up to go #the other tricolors are languishing because they breed poorly #but these guys are Ready to Fuck I guess #I just set up F7 to breed so F8 should be on the way soon

[cburambles]

Don't you never stop thinking about how the trailer implied that Elena is so strong that the whole party need to team-up & strategize to push her down a cliff or are you normal?

#like reno & rude both end on their knees in remake #reno after a 1vs1 #rude after a 1vs2 #& both of them when it's 2 vs 3 during Platfall #but meanwhile they all need to gang-up on Elena #not even to knockout her but push her down a cliff to stop her #she's such a powerhouse #I'm glad they kept the idea from OG that she's the one with the bigger stats in her group if the implication is true #like Aerith's magic doesn't seem to much damage to her #she's more caught by surprise by the power of the explosion #& we also see her knockout the girl 10 meters out of the way with one strike too #while reno has to pummel ppl repeatdly in remake or rely on his zipping magic #while Rude mostly use grabes & quakes #I hope she's a nightmare to fight #like remake!Rufus's level of annoying #elena ff7 #avalanche is prob praying that she breaks her neck in that fall lmao

[dirt-str1der]

The kiryu winning the olympics video keeps making me scream because i always forget it exists and when i watch it again its always as funny as the first time

#Yakuza loveblog #like the special effects when he makes that guy fall down in soccer and the basketball dunk explosion #the way it just looks so bed he looks like the thing from the thing trying to be human #his gay little pose when he lifts the weight #and they give him a medal at the end because he was so good at it #and hes doing it all in a suit #and the way the chorus loops perfectly. everything about this video is perfect

[argcicle]

i’m staring desolately at a wall right now. why are minecraft men so sad and wet and cat

#having more c!jack manifold thoughts #this one has actually been rattling around in my brain for a little bit lmao #like. I wonder if he got a level of care he’d never gotten before when he died to techno #it wasn’t anything. they had duelled and techno at least respected him facing death for his cause #(I know jack tries to escape in canon. I do not use canon a day in my life 🩷) #techno probably didn’t even remember how jack’s face twisted in pain before his expression dropped in realization #he had an opponent who wasn’t his target and they were currently weighing down his sword by having it through their stomach #techno had paused and grabbed Jack’s shoulders. it was more of a push than setting him down on the newly unearthed cobblestone #(jack remembered how hot it was. the ground had already felt like a memory of the explosion) #that was all that happened. the sword was swiftly pulled out. the light left Jack’s eyes. techno continued on his way #but Jack always remembers the hands bringing his pale body to the ground #he never knew that the hand over his heart was an accidental placement while the sword was removed #eventually he doesn’t know where the warmth came from. he just knows there was warmth in that moment #when he dies clinging to netherrack that singes his hands and he feels seconds away from melting #the feeling of the burns against his skin on november 16th fade away #it’s only warmth. and when he gets desperate to get rid of everything in manifold land #and the flames dance too close to his arms. he feels warm. and he’ll never escape that feeling #c!jack manifold #maniposting

[jaypg9]

good evening gamers and fuckers you're never gonna guess what i have for you (it's more of guys)

#pokemon #pokemon oc #pokemon spoilers // #again in a noncanon sort of way that hints at endgame gimmicks #and because you're here (again) you get MORE BONUS LORE!!! (again) #the yellow color in laggaan's hair comes from oxide rich clay! he combed it in for style. #he's an adept fighter who's just as ready to throw down as his pokemon are. life comes at you fast in paradox prehistory #he's also kind of like prehistory goku. like you're minding your business making a basket out of reeds #and somewhere in the distance you hear an explosion and you're like 'hey what the fuck' #and it turns out this absolute mad lad decided to go fight a bear made out of gunpowder for fun or some shit #life in the maybe-never-was past is pretty vibrant! there are lots of different peoples living in all kinds of places. #the world is still largely warm and tropical (with a cooling & drying trend starting to set in.) #lagaan and his friends live in the sand sea - an enormous sand-and-rock desert. #the fur he's wearing used to belong to a beast that has no name in our time (but may have appeared in the spaceworld demo.) #wicked drill is one of the creatures that lives in the desert - it's well adapted to the harsh conditions. #it's primarily herbivorous (feeding on whatever plants and tubers can weather the elements) but Do Not Turn Your Back On It. #it's a ruthless opportunist that has no qualms about hunting if given an opening. (it's also known for being a cantankerous bastard.) #arcane idol (later given the provisional classification UB-00 'vision') is... not from the desert. #it's very far from home actually. unlike drill (who's known lagen for years) it's a recent addition to the team #but listen when you're as lost as it is? you take kindness where you can find it. #(and its ability to fire lasers and snowball stat boosts comes in handy in a pinch.) #oh btw laggaan is trans and top surgery hasn't been invented yet but that's a post for another day #or maybe never because i think tumblr automod would send me to the shadow realm. #ps apologies for the watermark i just wanna make it marginally harder to use my work in a dataset. lol

[confused-stars]

the thing about post-season 1 Ritsu is that he comes across as so well-adjusted, completely mentally healthy, and i don't buy it for a second

#mp100 #there's just no way #him constantly trying to be a supportive brother is great and all #but i feel like he might be approaching an explosion of his own. just a little later down the road #that's connected to my low support needs autistic ritsu vs high support needs autistic mob headcanon #what if i wrote a fic titled progress towards ritsu's explosion. what then

[therevengeoffrankenstein]

for pride month, i figured i'd do a non-exhaustive list of people/looks that have given me gender envy and inspired my sense of style as a transmasculine fellow.

this post is about to be long and also likely 'cringe' (which is dead, so i do not let it dictate my decisions, but just in case a non-mutual reads this and wants to send me hate-mail for my 'bad' taste: I KNOW.) since it includes several people i worshiped as a tweenager. if you don't wanna see me talking about five billion emo men, then you probably don't wanna read this :^)

mulan (1998) was one of my first experiences with gender-nonconformity and experimentation. her dissatisfaction with living as a woman and her shame with feeling that way deeply resonated with me, and her transition into ping lit up light bulbs in my tiny mind, as well as the scene in which she is outed against her will due to an injury.

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from a very young age, i've always kinda wanted to embody the swagger of freddie mercury. i would say that as a 6 or 7-ish year old i experienced my first bout of true gender envy over him. i wished i could look and sound like a man because of him. i ended up shoving down these feelings for many years due to internalized shit and outside influences. yet he still remains forever in my heart as a major influence both as an artist, an outfit composer, and a person.

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eddie van halen is cool as shit. idk man. i dig his style. these patch work pants did irreparable damage to my psyche.

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ryan ross was a big idol of mine as a tween and still continues to inspire me to this day. i wished i could do my makeup like him and have his fop-y floppy 60s mop cut, which was probably the beginning of my obsession with having hair that looks Like That.

*bren.don. ur.ie gets a dishonorable mention here bc i don't wanna talk about him but when i was 13 i also wanted his p.o. era mop sooo bad like soo bad i was planning on getting my hair cut like that for real but instead life happened and i haven't had my hair cut since like 2019 and now i've committed to it being a mile long.

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pete wentz is at the forefront of writers that i would say have influenced my works. his influence is just about inseparable from anything i've done since 2018 at least. he just, like, gets me, you know? including, of course, his fashion sense, which lingers still through my daily wardrobe.

on the right, i added a pic of him recently that made me lose my mind.

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i'm grouping william beckett and gabe saporta together because both are scene fellows who had lesser but still notable affects on me. the former's hair and the latter's sense of style have stayed with me all these years for a reason, and that reason is because i wish i could look like them.

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renfield is just like me for real so of course i wish i could steal dwight frye's gender. the suspenders plus the vacant, hazy look in his eyes did things to me.

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the man, the myth, the legend, my most special of interests, mr sir peter wilton cushing obe. if i love him, and i feel unloved, then i must act like him and sound like him and look like him to feel truly loved, right? because i want someone to love me to the extent i love him? because i hate myself so much? it's psychosexual to me in a way but also 100% from my heart. i need to look like him ^

he cracked my egg. which i will be getting more into in the next entry. but! basically i realized that maybe it isn't normal to want to look exactly like a man, deeper voice and flatter chest and all. and then i was like what is stopping me from being trans actually besides other people's disapproval, which i had at that point stopped letting get in my way. so trans ellie canon and real from this point forward.

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sherlock holmes is an entirely separate entry on this list than peter cushing because sherlock is a fictional character that has been portrayed in many different mediums and by many different actors, many of whom i at least kinda want to look like.

but most of all, i want to be like him, the idea of sherlock holmes. a protector who saves the meek and weak and who persecutes the oppressors. he is good, he is just, and he is loved by nearly all. also he is a major fucking nutjob, like me. he inspires me so much. this yearning helped me realize who i wanted to be, who i am. it makes my heart glow with hope and pride knowing that someone who so obviously has so much 'wrong' (wrong like me) with them can not just be a hero, but also one of the most definitive heroes in history.

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adam ant's gnc swag.... idk man he ignited my historical obsession with highwaymen.

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final thoughts:

i am so happy to be a trans fag ! my life is so much better since i realized that i am a boy ! 🥰🥰🥰 i am trying to experiment more with my appearance and i am loving it.

#a) i am what they call a 'music lover' and i have wanted to be a rock star since i was a little boy and i stg i'm gonna be one before i die. #b) the way this list is counting down to the the inevitable explosion of the ticking time bomb that is peter c's entry. #c) every time i see my profile pic out of context of being my profile pic i giggle all heehee hoohoo that's me :^) #d) i don't think i'm going to commentate anymore as to not make an ass of myself. #myevilposts #fundamental me lore tag #oh this is in like semi-chronological order btw. not worst to best.

[toddstool]

oh this is pissing me off. they've obviously mentioned protocols but where is the common sense as well?? "huh the alien life form with acid for blood that burned thru the ship's hull and armored skin that attached itself to our crewmate's face and did god knows what is gone!!! omg let's open the door and go look for it with no protective gear or weapons :D" WHAT? man I would've tossed kane's ass back out onto that planet and called it a day no thank you

#yes this is about alien #yes i am 21 years old and yes this is my first time sitting down and fully watching it #ive seen maybe like 2 scenes #ive seen way more of aliens ofc cuz theyd be playing that shit on the tv all the damn time #i actually thought “aliens” WAS “alien” just cuz that seems way more popular #alien seems more like genuine sci fi horror and aliens is more action packed and explosion-ie so thats probs why #trix talking

[adriartts]

Something about purpose and pasts, old worlds and new ones.

(Dialogue from @dungeonsanddragonsfifthedition‘s Bird and Bear are Friends)

#original #nightlings #fauns #ANYHWAY. having an incredibly normal one #*slaps roof of mini-comic* this bad boy can fit so much fucking worldbuilding in it #bird and bear are friends lives rent free in my brain. omg they are. f.riends #me preparing to draw reiji: that's it you're going to the fucking grassland. get in the plains idiot #i fuck hard with the bright panel in the middle here. didn't turn out exactly as it was in my brain but i like it a ton either way #it's the only warm colors. they're hella saturated even more so than i usually saturate my colors. resembles either an explosion or the sun #both mean something to the world or the characters respectively so either interpretation is correct #redesigned the tattoo on milo's left arm again because i changed how the moons function. dig it tho and now it's got LORE lmao #the three panels of reiji that overlap the sun look really good. i like his fucked up eyes #all the hands. he's signing. his hair is down and the jewelry is gone. it's the middle of the night. he'd been sleeping #constellations as something that follows milo. stars as something that reiji follows #reiji's colors were initially more saturated but he was TOO fucking purple so i had to change it #their speech bubbles are complimentary colors. sorry. ill be SO normal dude i promise im so incredibly normal bro #apparently around thanksgiving every year I need to do a minicomic. last year was fierce deity comic. now u get ocs #now you get THIS GUY (plural) #my fucked up little creatures who are here to wander around and Find Out #my fucked up little guys who are here to exist on the ashes of an older world. and be friends about it #my fucking. these dudes. make a normal character then shoot them with my beam that makes them a fucked up little fantasy creature. #get creatured. idiot #ONE more. i simplified milo's design a lil for the sake of clarity. mostly just the fur pattern is typically not so defined but for the... #...small panels especially. it didn't look good to draw it all out. ok NOW i'm done #Milo Montalvo #Reiji Droet #oc #ocs

[persephoneggsy]

"Break the world if anything happens to my friends/family/lover loyal" Ok so now I have to know... how would Seb and Marian react if they thought the other was in mortal danger?

oooohhhh man i have thought about this so much you have no idea

Okay, so: Marian. If Sebastian's hurt/in danger, she goes on the warpath until he's safe again. Absolute single-mindedness dedicated only to whatever is going to help her get her prince back. Her already short temper gets even shorter and she will not tolerate ANYONE getting in her way. Even if they're so-called "friends" just looking out for her mental state.

If Sebastian's dead? Oh man. That usual fiery rage that everyone knows Marian for is just... Gone. In its place is a cold, grieving husk of a woman who's sole motivation is utterly destroying whoever or whatever it was that took the love of her life away from her. When she gets her revenge, she's aimless. Maybe she could bounce back, but it would take months, if not years. In a slightly optimistic if not bittersweet ending, she'd probably join the chantry as a full sister and spend the rest of her life upholding the ideals her beloved held so close.

Sebastian, on the other hand... I think he would be less... violent, but no less willing to go off the deep end. There is a part of him that thinks it's wrong, that the Maker would not approve, but he is not going to lose her, too. Better to pray for forgiveness than for permission, etcetera.

There's only so much he can do on his own, though, so instead of a killing spree, he gather information. Allies. Even those of the unsavory sort. Hell, he'll even turn to forbidden magic if he has to. It doesn't matter if he damns his soul getting her back, as long as she's back with him.

But if Marian dies? His heart just closes off. There's been too much grief, too much loss. He goes back to Starkhaven and brings the full might of its army down to bear on whichever poor souls were responsible for her death. He's still a good king, but no one would ever call him a good man. And he would never remarry - even a political union is out of the question, because he will never betray Marian, even if she's no longer with him. The Vael line would die with him.

So yeah. Sure is a good thing nothing bad will ever happen to these two, ever.

#ask #breadedsinner #sebhawke #i have several sad aus where bad things do in fact happen to them but i'm a happy ending bitch so they're rare #there's one where seb dies in the chantry explosion and marian merrill and fenris hunt a*ders down all across thedas #killing anyone who gets in their way #then there's the good ol' hawke gets left in the fade au #sebastian punches varric for dragging her into another mess and pulls his support from the inquisition unless they get her back #OR the au where MARIAN dies in the chantry and Sebastian just. kills a*ders immediately. no questions no asking the others what they think. #just an arrow through the eye socket before he can say another goddamned word #anyway yeah i'm normal about these two

[bl00dw1tch]

nothing quite like fixating on some technological bullshit to the point of Tears in the middle of the night to. Ruin your night!!!!!

#horse.txt #there was no fucking point to it either #i just got stuck on the idea of getting something done a certain way and. couldnt fucking drop it #its just not fucking possible anymore without being a fucking Tech Wiz apparently #i hate the advancement of the internet so fucking much i hate copyright law i hate it all i want to burn it all to the fucking ground #remember when actually Downloading pirated movies wasnt fucking Impossible #oh God werent those the days #jesus fucking christ #and i had been in such a good fucking mood too id been so motivated and inspired id had such a great fucking day #then i had to go fucking ruin it for myself #i should just sleep it off but if i triy to shut everything down ill just be laying there stewing in how mad i am #i dont even know what to fucking do #god i really shouldn't be smoking i need to be going sober so i can pass drug tests and get an actual fucking job #but i hate being this fucking explosive over the dumbest shit #i never fucking freak out like this when im high man #vent // #sigh. whatever man 😎🤙

[almiarangers]

Don’t mind me, just dumping all of my unplesant feelings about autistic meltdowns on Anakin so he can deal with them instead of me

#Cockatoo.txt #autistic anakin skywalker #you ever get angry over some tiny little inconvenience #like really explosively angry where you want to throw things and scream #and you Know its over nothing even while in the depths of your rage #But you still cant calm down!! #and any attempt to self soothe just makes you more angry!! #and even before the rage has fully burned itself out you just feel so ashamed #of your completely out of proportion response and how out of control it all felt #that you just want to hide from everyone forever #bc that way you never have to see them judge you for having the emotional regulation of a two year old #Uhhhhh yeah that’s what I’m putting Ani through #haha good luck Anakin #*rolls a d20 to see how understanding the people around him will be*