uhh sergey saturday sunday its uh. its basically midnight have some ego doodles
yeah the last 3 are just ruina ego sorry its because i have a hypothetical realization lineup for him. knight of despair isnt on it but i still think it fits him anyway. the full lineup is
skin prophecy - notes from a crazed researcher - schadenfreude - nameless fetus - CENSORED (oh hey its the two with the roulette)
none of them actually are in ruina so i have to draw the ego myself. outfit design was never my strong suit :(
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like not to be crazy but life yesterday for me was just wake up 9am class sit edit (see film friends briefly so yippee yay) oh my god thank god the little bit of time i sat outside in the sun but then class till 5pm walk to store w sam for their shit to be way too pricey to be worth it lmao um not even get on bus till 5:45 call parents around 6:45 dont get off phone with dad till after 8:30. um. watch tv with lydia for a little bit smoke make a shitty little dinner bed. idk typing it out it's like oh thats not So bad i had at least a few chill moments. kind of. it still feels bleak though anyone else
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Small theory of what the next album could be, the story sometimes talks about a partner like in Hidden in the Sand or Haiku and how they probably broke up. Maybe well get songs/an album based on the before and after with that. Vol 1 starts with Outro to Calamity so there might be a prequel type of album next that talks about all that. Plus maybe itll talk about how Heart went blind (if he wasnt already blind that is), because the saying love is blind, love being connected to the heart, it could make sense if it happened then. Idk just spitballin, love to here other ideas tho
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i like adachi as a character. i think he's a generally well-written antagonist, even if p4 doesn't actually do a good job of addressing his issues w society/nihilism. i think it's crucial that he is on some level relatable and sympathetic; that's the whole point. this can happen to anyone. you can know/be an adachi, without realizing it.
but also.... idk. dont wanna act like every conversation/post abt adachi has to mention that he tried to sexually assault/rape(?) yamano and saki, but it kinda skeeves me out when adachi analysis/interpretations just... ignore it? dont mention it? act like He Wanted To Connect With People But Got Scareds? bc no he didn't.... he wasnt Just Sad Because He's A Failure. like he very explicitly approached yamano and saki w Intent to Harm them. he is very explicitly misogynistic. and predatory. you cannot pretend those aspects of his character don't exist
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Sometimes reading a completely random standalone fantasy book that u know is probs gonna be mediocre on a whim is just. So indulgent. It feels like fanfiction (affectionate), usually when I say that it's (derogatory). It's like. Here is some sort of garbage but also it's very delicious top tiered garbage, recycling if you will, and has angst and can fit SO MUCH trauma into it and it's like. Here is a fantasy setting but we are using it as backdrop to deal with big serious emotional and interpersonal issues and grief and illness and ptsd and all the stuff I want explored in fiction but in a fantasy setting with queer theives with ptsd and depressed slutty rakish princes and brilliant wizard girls and not in a boring book written by a middle aged white man about divorce and affairs and idk....corporate jobs or whatever Those Types are writing about now
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just saw that rude ask. i hope you're feeling better after that and the rest of the less than polite asks!! it's not like you even did anything wrong? you're just posting asks and asking people to keep names out. it feels unfair they're taking it out on you for wanting to avoid drama
yeah idk ppl can be ridiculous.but thank you sm! so far today has been cool
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