#It srsly alters my brain chemistry

[kavehater]

I wish I could inject pasilyo into my brain so I can have permanent happiness

#There’s this specific part of the song #It srsly alters my brain chemistry #Anyways #i hate tumblr sm #Idk like I Gen hate being on here sm #No matter what account I make no matter if I tell ppl about it whether I don’t tell ppl I just hate this place soooo much #Like if I have a following it sucks because it’s rlly lonely if I don’t it’s still lonely and then if there’s nobody at all it’s lonely #Loneliness is what got me to discord boy so like :D #The fact I am genuinely missing him sm I’m gonna krill myself 😻🙏 #Also I think I hate talking to minors cause these kids be letting themselves get groomed all the time I’m so tired of seeing it #The creep in my course is being so weird to Raisa who is a minor … I can’t help but think it’s all my fault … I invited her to the pharm gc #To show her how messy it was …. #I didn’t expect her to follow and accept requests of everyone … #Anyways I just am so annoyed. Like I wish I could have one person just one where I can be confident in being their no.1 but every time I th #Think I’m maybe somewhere high up on someone’s list of important ppl I realise I overestimated my position even tho I’m rlly self conscious #And being myself down over that. Also I still hate Eid. I hate Eid sm. How do ppl genuinely enjoy Eid. Idk if I’ve ever been excited for Ei #It’s like I’m just suddenly getting more sick of ppl by the day. I Gen don’t like talking to ppl at all even tho I used to rely on talking #To others like its sustenance now it’s just such a hassle to me because I’m so sick of being unimportant to literally every single person I #Have ever known. Literally everyone except maybe dahlia idk. the only person who has never gotten mad/snapped at me o is dahlia #And knowing my luck that will soon be taken from me too. Anyways good riddance to tumblr i loathe this site and im sick of the mind games #All the time from just existing on here. Gen makes me feel ill. I’m so sick of that girl I like and sick of everyone. The only time ppl car #Is when I cause a scene. And ykw atp I loathe being showed sympathy and pity for these sorts of posts because it just feels like a big joke #Cause why couldn’t you just care when I was fine. Why do you ONLY care when I’ve had enough of your bad behaviour. How does one make someon #Like me go mad with all these things #Istg if I come back to this dumb site whether to this acc to the tora one or my other account everyone has permission to beat me up. #dora daily #Tldr;I HATE ppl and everyone ever + I’m just sick of pretending like everyone doesn’t suck cause how can ppl be so insufferable intolerable #Insane horrible in every way and ppl like them. How do they live with themselves when they’re this aggravating. Every day I hate ppl more #Because their mannerisms their everything is just so embarrassing. #Essay tags 😻😻😻

[joelsgreys]

ohemgee!?!? i just binge-read a safe haven last night and i can say with full confidence it's one of the best fics i've read lately. i devoured the whole thing in one sitting and it quite literally altered my brain chemistry. the way you wrote peach and joel's relationship had me sobbing into my pillow at 3am, wishing life had been kinder to both of them and that luke would get jumped.

srsly tho, you're an incredible writer and i can't wait to see what you have in store for the remainder of the fic <333

omg anon the way you just made my night with this ask 🥹 if I could hug you right now I would! this means a lot to me, I don’t think I can even explain how much so.

these babies have my whole heart. even through all the ups and downs I’ve been going through with writing over the last few months, I still have a lot of love for this series and for Peach and Joel. to know other people have love for them too helps keep me going. and people’s hatred for Luke also helps keep me going ngl haha.

thank you so much for reading! 🤍

#vee answers #fic: a safe haven

[lesbian-gnf-archive]

i was never super into lore but oxeye daisy srsly changed my life like that fic ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY . also vouch for say a solemn prayer by furculaed its so good !!!!

Okay!!

#kore.ask #ourwaterfalls

[murdrdocs]

hello dear thank u for the rb on that mike post <3 u just reminded me it’s been a YEAR SINCE I POSTED THAT?! HELLO?!

ofc !! i srsly mean it when i say that little fic changed my life like it altered my brain chemistry. and time is literally unreal because HOW ?????

[wiiwarechronicles]

it's always the comic relief guys that have the capability to alter my brain chemistry. like who makes them Like That. make it make sense

I swear there is srsly something in their blood that makes me need to tear them apart tendon by tendon.

#blockofhoney #maidsmop

[weirdfishy]

i have been losing my marbles over your nqy punkflower content for,,, days I think, I srsly cannot get them out of my head you have altered my brain chemistry I think

🥰🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽 !!!!!!!!!! srsly y'all i am both sorry n elated that i have spread the brianrot, bc they have altered my brain chemistry

#askboxx #nqy ask #vulturesbarnes #nqy

[obliviouspoptart]

hiiiii sorry to creep on ur tags in my notes but how does it feel to have seen the best rendition of youre not sorry live omg i got chills just watching it on stream. you have every right to make it your personality i would have died

THE VIBES WERE INSANE!!! the entire stadium sang with her and before she sang it, she said “when i rerecorded my songs i fell back in love with this one” and then sang it and i went ballistic. hearing the audience practically scream “you’re not sorry” with her was. aksjdhfh not kidding when i say it altered my brain chemistry.

so many of her songs made me go insane (if you haven’t i really recommend watching her performance of “tolerate it” i can’t get her crawling across an entire dining table throwing dishes and a vase to the ground while singing out of my head) but her just playing the piano and putting her whole heart into “you’re not sorry” was. completely incredible. my best friend and i went insane over it (we are both Huge swifties and p much love all the same songs) and i felt closer not only to taylor but to my own best friend of a decade in that moment that meant the world to me.

srsly the eras tour is Worth the hype and love it gets taylor puts her Everything into every performance and the crowd is always incredible <3

#taylor swift #eras tour #eras taylor swift #also PLEASE snoop on my tags they aren’t private at all dw <3 #you’re not sorry #the eras tour genuinely is my whole personality now <3

[lordgolden]

my 10 year tumblr anniversary is in October. to celebrate I will just be deleting my blog

#it'll just expire #sarah stop making text posts and study #being on tumblr at 13 permanently altered my brain chemistry #ok but srsly what should I do to celebrate #maybe i'll do an ~event~ #I never did one for hitting my follower milestone and now it's just too late lol

[thecorteztwins]

Munday Post

On Munday, I post a bunch of random thoughts and factoids about myself. Bulk is under the cut in case you don’t want a bunch of OOC on your dash. - I think I loved unicorns before I loved rats. I’ve loved both from a really young age so it’s hard to be sure, but I think unicorns were first. - Fun fact: Shrews are one of the few venomous mammals. The venom of the American short-tailed shrew is strong enough to kill mice. - Did you guys know that a combo meal at Subway comes with TWO cookies?! TWO!!!

- Nothing is wrong with that new board or the people but every time I log in I get anxiety, and then will nonetheless have the urge to log in. Again, no one has done anything, I think it’s just that I haven’t been at a board in three years so now I’m really fucking paranoid at the idea I’m inevitably going to have a problem with someone and be trapped in the choice of “do I stay or go”. Even though, again, ZERO ACTUAL PROBLEMS FROM THE BOARD OR PLAYERS i’m now regretting signing up just because it’s making my brain be so ridiculous and give me stomach butterflies over literally nothing.  But I also refuse to fucking leave over literally nothing, I’m just gonna motherfucking deal with this til it stops. It also might not even be the board, I’m getting somatic anxiety at random and I’m pretty sure this is just from getting back on my meds. They’re SSRIs and I looked it up, apparently anxiety is side effect that can last from a few days to a few weeks. Hoping for a few days! - You know, when I was in high school, I hated being on my meds because I hated myself, it made me feel like I wasn’t likeable or good enough for anyone unless I wasn’t the “real” me. What I realize now is that being on medication *is* who I really am, that’s me with normal balanced brain chemistry. Depression is what alters me and makes me someone I’m not.  Just thought I'd put that out there because I have no doubt I'm the only person I know who has felt that. - I’m trying out light amounts of strobing powder. -  Speaking of strobing powder, I think it's super duper great to wear makeup FOR YOU (like seriously, SUPER GREAT) but also fine if you're wearing it for other people, if that's what you prefer. Maybe you do want to catch someone's eye, or communicate something about your personality, or enhance something you really like about yourself you want others to notice, or just show off your artistry (because it really is an art at a certain point)  There's nothing wrong with wanting attention or approval. Most everyone does to some degree. It's only a problem if you're dependent on it, feel you're worthless without it, or try to force others to seek it in the same ways when they don't want to. But I also don't think you're a bad feminist or an insecure person or whatever if maybe you DO wanna wear lipstick for boys, if that's what you like, and I sometimes wonder if people feel they need to justify doing something like this with "but I'm doing it FOR ME" lest they be accused of pandering to the patriarchy or being shallow or slutty or what have you. - I like Lorde’s “Royals” as much as anyone (srsly I do) but I have a hard time really getting into songs that are all about being anti-material and how you’ll never wear a suit and tie and all, because I feel like in order to reject those things, you have to be in the position to have them available to you at all? It just so often sounds like privileged kids wishing they could be poor because of how cool and glamorous the hobo life seems to them from the outside. Likewise I have a hard time getting too irate at the songs that promote the opposite and focus on hyper-luxurious lifestyles, because they seem to be (to me) marketed towards much less wealthy demographics and I can see why they’d fantasize about that, in the same way rich kids fantasize about being poor (except it’s less annoying for poor people to fantasize about being rich, imo, for obvious reasons) So I don’t want to listen to songs about Grey Goose and crystals and tigers on a gold leash either but I also find it more than a little cold and unempathetic to look down on people who do. Hell, I’m more than privileged and I like to fantasize about being wealthy enough to pay my parents back for everything and live out in the country with a bunch of animals.

#munday #mun monday