#it’s that kind of day

[mandalora]

Stolen from amidonexor, no one asked me either

#vinland saga #askeladd #this game should be called “wanna see how much you’re woobifying this character without noticing?’’ #embarrassing #I’m never doing this kind of exercise again it’s like when you say a word so many times it stops feeling real? #none or these feel real to me anymore #they’re all so wildly different it’s somehow insane to me #idk man I haven’t thought abt styles :tm: in many years #main takeaway is fuck the anime style all my homies hate it #give yukimura a goddamn award for using line weight and angles? like a normal person?? wow!! what a fucking concept!!! #my asky looks fucking unhinged love that for him #it’s that kind of day #why does he also remind me of my grandma a little #anyway cool 10/10 would not do again would not recommend #absolute mindfuck of an activity #my art

[cheer-deforest-kelley]

Look at the bicep muscle on that man! And then there’s his chest hair. I’m a‘swoonin!

#deforest kelley #dr. mccoy #star trek #captain kirk #a private little war #deforest kelley’s arms and chest #it’s that kind of day

[reiinraus]

bestrafe mich live and bück dich live specifically from 2012 should NOT make me feel the way it does

#it’s THAT kind of day #stop me from thinking #help #going insane #rammstein

[rosieofcorona]

my most valuable coworkers are the two pillows that live in my home office. one for screaming into and one for lying on the floor to dissociate

#work stuff #i am screaming wordlessly into the void #it’s that kind of day

[and-to-you-its-just-words]

Holby city episode where the B-plot involves Serena forgetting her necklace at home and Fletch moaning that the day is going to be nuts as a result which Serena brushes off. But it is then followed by the weirdest, most chaotic day on AAU. If something could go wrong, it does. Patients throwing up on doctor’s feet, sutures breaking as they’re being sewed, a bunch of nurses call out sick. They somehow manage to make it to the end of the shift with no deaths and even Raf has to admit something funky occurred and it’s concluded Serena is never to come in without it.

#you know when you forget your staple jewelry and you just KNOW the day will be weird #it’s that feeling #I just think it would drive Serena nuts #like they manage to get one fire under control for another to crop up #perhaps something actually catches on fire #it’s that kind of day #serena campbell #holby city

[mar-zelle]

Savor the strawberry

#it’s that kind of day

[aurora-babydoll]

#it’s that kind of day #Spotify

[quietwingsinthesky]

Penis

#it’s that kind of day

[edandstede]

just mopped my kitchen tiles in my workout leggings whilst dancing to i want to break free and rotating stede bonnet in my mind. fun homosexual activities for around the home

#it’s that kind of day #i planned to maybe squeeze in a 20k on the bike today but fuck me it’s warm innit #quill to paper #personal

[sacredprayerdean]

#it’s that kind of day #ana’s silly little thoughts #taylor swift

[spiribia]

once you hit adulthood a day will come when you’re suddenly like VEGETABLES 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥 and it never goes away

#talks #its not about previously disliking vegetables. #I specified adult just because of the way my body started decomposing and rotting once i went meals without. #also i was just making a joke abt myself getting randomly more into vegetables one day. its really not the kind of one sentence post #that should justify weirdly accusatory assumptions

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[panthermouthh]

“Accursed creator! Why did you form a monster so hideous that even you turned from me in disgust?”

#Frankenstein #gothic literature #gothic lit art #victor frankenstein #happy new year lads #ive been thinking about nothing else but them for the past 3 days #been trying to figure out a decent design for victor and i think im getting closer #he needs to have a cruelness to him #and he needs to be kind of pathetic #someone who the creature could snap in half yknow #and i need to make the creature more Mean looking but it just feels right to draw him sad and despairing #THAT BEING SAID i think i did a good job here hehe #henry is next :))) #my art #illustration

[ssalballoon]

Mystra showed him the secrets beneath the veils. The gossamer veils first, draped across the Weave. The delicate veils next, draped across her body. 'Chosen One' she whispered, as she slipped them off completely.

poor gale :'(

- the dialogue is from ea gale's explanation about his folly

- i kinda like that she ended up looking like a mother-of-pearl inlay lacquerware!

- oh this was a subconscious choice, but Gale is sitting in seiza which is a posture for showing respect especially to elders. it's also known to be a painful position to sit in for extended periods of time, which is why it was sometimes used as a method of (morally dubious) punishment. however, experienced people can maintain this posture for much longer. food for thought :-)

- (edit: deleted this point bcs it didn't really make sense + detracted from the art a little;;)

#also had other companion drawings w gale and mystra planned for this but none of them are complete... perhaps another day #mystra #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 fanart #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #my art #hm i dont have many opportunities to share my mystra thoughts so! #mystra is incredibly difficult to redesign and draw! I want to give her a fantastical element to her while retaining her austere aloofness #(her unassuming design is actually surprisingly effective in making her seem so effortlessly powerful) #I love spiderweb imagery and braids(weave) for her but braids make her seem so... kind? very soft? i'll try again another day... #is this seriously my last post of 2023. goddamn

[blumineck]

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[uchuujin-chan]

when life gives u roaches smoke 2 at once

#and then go walk the dogs #it’s that kind of day #not a bad day just a long one #stoner