#it keeps slipping away

[chirpsythismorning]

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Dust in the Wind by Kansas

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#stranger things #bizarre love triangle playlist #el hopper #el’s pov #this one hurts #i do think that el knows that deep down there is something off about her and mike’s relationship #she’s just so used to being the monster that she feels like she is the problem #and that’s why she’s trying so hard to fix it #but it’s like no matter what she does #it keeps slipping away #'a curiosity' #romance is something she prioritized navigating bc she thought she needed it with mike to be normal #but all of that is coming to a halt #and it’s making her question everything #'all we do crumbles to the ground but we refuse to see' #it’s inevitable #that doesn’t mean she is a monster #this too shall pass 🥺 #and when it does #she’ll realize how insignificant her first romantic relationship was in the grand scheme of things #'just a blip' #just 'dust in the wind' #4x02 #4x03 #gif

[loopeyfluff]

IM REALLY CRAVING SOME PINING ZORO ACTION RIGHT NOW UWHGAHAHA!1!?1?1? BUT LUFFY IS JUST TOO GIVING UWAAGHHH AND HONESTLY ZORO IS ALSO PRETTY EMOTIONALLY INTELLIGENT SO I FEEL LIKE HE’D JUST ASK LUFFY 2 HUG HIM WHEN HE WANTS A HUG UWHAHAHJAIEKMDMDJ!1!!1!1!1!!1?

And i title this one: spending copious amounts of hours daydreaming funny scenarios about ur blorbos :(

#i am once again struck by an emotion so strong that i had to draw it… #URGH I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO DRAW A ZOLU COMIC RN #THE FEELING IS SO INTENSE #BUT THAT PERFECT SCENARIO JUST KEEPS SLIPPING AWAY FROM MY BRAIN #I HAD IT IN MY HEAD A SECOND AGO AND I FORGOR IT #UHWHHAHHHHHHHH

[ssilentwillow]

brain fog

#been feelin like this the past couple days #cant keep track of anything... all of my thoughts keep slipping away #willow draws

[howdidthisevenhappenanyway]

ok so hear me out. rex deserves this

sauce:

#captain rex #star wars memes #star wars ​headcanons #he keeps getting the comm codes of massive beings somehow and slipping away to meet them on shore leave #his troopers have no idea how he does it #because he’s covert af about his hookups #rex prefers partners who are good with their hands #discrete #snd bigger than god #those bunny montrals are not realistic in the way montrals work in my head but they suited the meme #sorry there was supposed to be a read more in there but I guess the new tool doesn’t work :/

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sorry im thinking abt death again #because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died #that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from #time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed #i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she #died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way #my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today #for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days #and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt #future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her #last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that #and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving. #sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless #others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club #i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her #stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i #dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my #family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters #probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno. #i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity. #again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a #full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length #unrelated

[ow1et]

one day i'll finish my hour by hour account of the first two days that athene is in the labyrinth (which are a continuous 48 hours btw) because i want to elaborate on just how warped her perception of reality is afterward and the lasting effects it's had on her mentally and physically.

#i think it's the one time the court has looked at her like yikes we fucked that one up gang #because she is soooo out of it for weeks afterward #and she's literally a freshman in college?? #so they have to pull some strings to keep her enrolled after she basically falls off the map #but yeah i think This contributes to her scrambling for control over every aspect of herself and her life #because the things someone sees in the labyrinth are traumatic but also feel so so Real #and so i think athene has issues with trusting her perspective of reality #in like a 'let me touch you so i know you're real' kind of way #especially in emotional situations or times when she feels that control slipping away from her #because it just takes her straight back to the labyrinth #but anyway consider that relationships or situations that are overly positive also just throw up her red flags of 'this is not real' #because that seems so Impossible to her that... this has to be a trick?? did they ever actually let her out of the labyrinth??

[byanyan]

byan smuggles a stray cat they rescued off the street into ur home but it turns out to actually be a raccoon

#u get home and ur entire house is upside down...... things are broken everything's a mess #and you walk in as byan's mid-pounce trying to tackle the little menace who keeps slipping away from them #they're covered in scratches and huffing and puffing but lowkey kinda look like they're having a blast #anyway yeah byan bringing feral animals into ur home bc they're kindred spirits #but also byan being dumb enough to mistake a raccoon for a cat #.........im v tired ok it's been a long day ajfkgsg #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ shitpost ⋮ bold of you to assume i've reached peak dumbass.

[billowypantss]

obikin oneshot where anakin isnt totally 100% sure that obi-wan loves him, so instead of doing something normal about it, he devises a bonkers and extremely unethical plan to get obi-wan to ingest truth serum and then ask him if he loves him❤️

#(obv obi wan does love him so he says yes) #and afterwards while anakin is giggling twirling his hair skipping back to the jedi temple #obi wan is just like #Phew glad those separatists who slipped that truth serum in my drink didn’t get any important war info out of me!! #i’m so lucky my best friend anakin was there to whisk me away to a private area until the drug wore off😌 #he was so nice to keep me distracted by talking to me and only asking me safe obvious questions we both know the answer to #obikin #obi-wan kenobi #anakin skywalker #my post

[real-sun-wukong-fan01]

Lucky day for you guys

#i love drawing the monkey with this silly face #silliest face ever #wukong eyelashes are something else though #my anatomy keeps slipping away #IT'S MIIDNDIGZ DON'T COMMENT ON THE ANATOMY S #PLS #sun wukong #lego monkie kid #monkey king #Flower fruit mountain monkeys

[subsequentibis]

one of my supervisors called to check on me bc she thought i was going to quit yesterday if that gives you any idea of how it's been lately

#ignore me #literally said she thought i was going to walk away and just keep walking #what's funny is like yeah it's Tough at work rn but i was mostly just too tired to mask much #what happens at work is someone says something to me and in my head i go AIGHHJUHHFUCKFUCKFUCK THAT'S STUPID #and out loud i go 'okay!! :)' #i've been so tired lately there's been a marked delay between FUCK and okay! #during this delay i am Staring with my default At Work smile on and then i respond a little late. so i think i come off looking homicidal #but i'm not any more homicidal than usual i prommy!! #i'm just This Close to slipping up and saying 'what the fuck's your problem?' instead of 'sure thing i'll get right on that'

[coldercreation]

Sad!Kitty

I wrote over 2K for Sad!Kitty today. A miracle<3

#I want to keep writing more because I'm kinda scared to stop #like what if it will take me another 10 years to get anything done again if I stop now? #But I haven't done anything else today and the day has just kinda slipped away #and yours truly is feeling a little anxious and not grounded bc of it :') #I tend to zone out when I write / get really into writing #which is great #except then I lose the sense of time hahaha #I have work the rest of the week so I really want to enjoy the free time I have today #but if I'm in my writing mind palace or whatever #I'm not really taking the time to just chill #although writing is my way to chill #ughhh I don't know what I meannnn #but maybe 2k is enough for a day lamsdksnfkslf #okk :) #Do yous want a spoiler from it? I'm sure there's some line I could sneak for you #we don't have to tell anyone it can be our secret #xx

[yourqueenb]

Imo one of the issues was that MC was assuming motives and working solely off of that instead of conducting the investigation with an open mind and based on evidence found. It caused her to read too much into or make the wrong inferences from irrelevant pieces of information in the conversations we had.

Of course it’s fine to have general theories. Someone trying to prevent the Act from passing would make sense. Sebastyan being jealous and Juliana’s potential ex lover would also make sense. But I feel like operating completely off of whatever theory comes to mind first instead of allowing evidence to lead them in the right direction made Trystan and MC easy to manipulate, causing the investigation to drag out longer than necessary. Holding too tightly to a theory is honestly a rookie mistake for a detective. And this MC is supposed to be smarter and more experienced than that

#choices CoP #choices crimes of passion #choices #choices stories you play #playchoices #and just as a disclaimer this isn’t all on MC at all #I think it’s also on the writers because they wanted to have another ‘shocking twist’ #so they led us on a wild goose chase instead of allowing MC to be a little more discerning #and keeping us away from Vasili for pretty much the whole book #it wasn’t as bad as the reveal with Eleanor(?) in book 1 considering she was a completely random character #but I think we still should’ve been able to consider Vasili or at least talk to him more #now if they write it to where Vasili has actually been the one throwing the other Thorne siblings in our line of sight as suspects #then I think that would be amazing and I could maybe forgive them for not having him in the story a bit more #but I really don’t think that’s where they’re gonna go #I think it’s just gonna be that Vasili slipped under MC’s radar without really trying to #which would be unfortunate and disappointing #choices app #pixelberry studios #pixelberry

[yoshipea762]

Thanks a lot, Digital Extremes. I'm now into Nine Inch Nails. (I'm not complaining, ofc. I actually like some of the songs he's made)

#warframe #nine inch nails #TRIED TO SAVE MYSELF BUT MYSELF KEEPS SLIPPING AWAY #warframe 1999

[mickeyzpriv]

I feel as though every precious dream to me shattered in my hands & faded with time.

#the non-irl delusional attachments I looked to for comfort #the hopes I had for who I'd be #jobs & hobbies I'd pursue #I feel like I've given up on them all #you've slipped out of my grip #I can barely see you anymore. #i don't have hope & dreams anymore #i used to have so many #but the very people I love & trusted seem to have ripped them away & torn them apart #or I destroyed them all myself #I'm tired of trying now #2024 #may 2024 #charlirantz #charlirants #vent #venting #tw vent #tw venting #cw vent #cw venting #sorry #I'm...tired... #I miss having at least those dreams to keep me company