#it doesn’t last forever

[carefulfears]

thinking about the inherent grief in being needed

#it doesn’t last forever #that’s always on her mind #who will check on him? who will be his friend? who will keep him present on the earth? #who will listen to him and tell him if he’s making a mistake #when she’s gone #how could she possibly be so important to this person #and how could it all be so fragile #it aches to be depended on #txf #msr #fox mulder #dana scully #the x files #might do a web weave about this later #kae meta

[guardian-of-soho]

The more I think about the last minutes the more I’m sure Crowley was saying goodbye from the minute Aziraphale told him he’d said yes to Heaven. He doesn’t confess his love like he’s hopeful, he confesses it like a eulogy. He doesn’t kiss him to make a beginning, he kisses him to seal the end. He watches him go like it’s the last time.

Crowley knows Heaven. He knows they’ll want to either make Aziraphale just like them, or destroy him. Either way I think he believes he’s seen his angel for the last time.

#‘nothing lasts forever’ #‘no I don’t suppose it does’ #that look on his face is despair #to be clear I know this won’t end like this #but he doesn’t #he’s spent six thousand years keeping a little space for them both #he doesn’t know what Aziraphale can do without him #(neither does Aziraphale) #(maybe they need to learn) #(maybe he’ll find he has more help than he thinks) #(if Gabriel and Muriel were so ready to leave who else up there is questioning?) #good omens 2 #good omens #a/c

[kagoutiss]

pelican town, ‘72

#stardew valley #stardew valley spoilers #sdv #sdv spoilers #grandpa #mister qi #mr. qi #idk how dates work in stardew universe im just bullshittin #i love qi’s huge fucking eyebrows you dont notice them at first but theyre there #(gives our collective grandpa a ponytail) i think he had one. whatever #’why isnt mister qi blue’ my hc is he is blue from long-term iridium supplementation #and was originally just a regular person #but also it’s nice to see ur fav be like a normal human color #if u read tag essays tho consider this: #qi discovers secret to immortality (consuming iridium in a specific manner) #wants to share discovery with his farmer (player’s grandpa) and in that way. they will have all the time in the world to build #a perfect farming/business empire whose legacy will last forever and ever and theyll be 2gether forever #but it turns out. like a lot of normal people would. his farmer does not want to live forever #and obv he doesn’t #in an attempt to try not to ever lose the thing that means more to him than anything else in the world. qi inadvertantly ensures he will #because his farmer is dead. and he’s going to live forever #but. it’s kind of ok. because he has infinite money and was able to figure out how to talk to his dead bf #and now YOU help them fulfill their joint goal of making the farm’s legacy last forever #smile. heart #sobbing

[compaculaaa]

Sentinel shan’t accept this shit

#sparkling siblings au #tfa sentinel prime #alpha trion #tfa ultra magnus #transformers animated #tfa #haven’t done a sparkling comic in awhile I missed them #senti is gonna eventually learn that the titi doesn’t last forever #also Primus bless his parents #after this whole ordeal you wouldn’t expect them to have 3 more kids #but nope #luckily they weren’t as shit as sentinel #at least Optimus wasn’t lol

[bitemarx]

i can’t articulate how much these two mean to me… the most divorced friends of all time <3

#get mitski’d #neverafter #d20 neverafter #dimension 20 #d20 nva #prince gerard of greenleigh #princess elody #gerard and elody #gerelody #i love stories about love where the love doesn’t save them or last forever but perseveres in its own way and in its own forms #fanart #art #digital drawing #d20

[vimse]

“Clone force 99 died with Tech.”

This should’ve been so obvious to me since a year ago when Tech Plan 99’ed but my toxic trait is that I notice stuff like this far too late.

But the progressive loss of their visual identity as CF99 throughout S3 (Hunter not wearing a bandana with the skull logo anymore, all of them stripping the colours off their armour, Echo literally losing his tbb era armour) totally makes sense. And this too…

Thanks for pointing that out, Crosshair.

#i’m gonna go cry now #the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #nothing lasts forever #I guess #but that doesn’t mean I can’t be upset about it

[1-8oo-wtfbro]

ok, given that everyone who watched Avatar at 12 years old had a crush on Zuko, i’m willing to bet Aang had a bit of a crush on Zuko

#it’s not really an Zaang post but i’ll tag it anyways #i just think we need to accept that aang is just 12. and the second he wakes up (from the ICEBERG) and sees Katara he asks her out #so i don’t think it’s a stretch that in some universe after zuko cut off the ponytail Aang was pulling out the moves. #‘wow zuko ur amazing. would you be my forever boy?’ ‘i have a girlfriend.’ #aang crying to Sokka later like ‘and katara doesn’t want me and ZUKO doesn’t want me-‘ and Sokka’s sarcasticly like ‘aw that’s too bad aang. #maybe now u’ll stop light urself on fire during your jerk ending lessons’ #aang: ‘and he said he was dating someone! i feel so bad because i never would’ve said anything if i knew-‘ #Sokka: ‘HES DATING SOMEONE??????’ #Sokka later: ‘… well at least the Blue Spirit is probably single’ #Toph: ‘weren’t u the one who told us about that rumor that he’s dating some guy at a tea shop?’ #Sokka: ‘… FUCK-‘ #yes this is in the same universe as my other post #zukaang #prince zuko #zuko #atla zuko #avatar aang #aang #atla aang #zuko x aang #zukka #in the tags #alta #avatar: the last airbender #avatar the last airbender

[dragonnnfly]

“Loss of limb, (just one if it helps)”

13 years later and I still can’t believe Dreamworks had the balls to just amputate a 15-year old kid and handled it in like the best way possible.

DreamWorks has always had such mature themes now that I think about it, and they introduced them and handled them in a way that seems so natural to children.

Hiccup’s amputation is such a good example.

DreamWorks didn’t gloss over it either, and even they continued, in every show and every movie from then on, to show what it’s like living with a disability like that. There were some things Hiccup had a harder time doing than before, but in no way did it get in the way of his goals and dreams.

I didn’t understand how important that was when I was a child, watching the movie for the first time, but I understand it now.

DreamWorks has guts, and I’m so happy that they do

#one of httyd hidden messages is that disability doesn’t define you #I actually had a conversation with a friend the other day about DreamWorks #it’s my favorite studio #it really feels like every movie is made for kids and adults #think about the messages in their movie that adults relate to and understand #spirit: suppression and a chilling history lesson about Native American #shrek: you are beautiful and perfect just the way you are #croods: sometimes you need to break out of your comfort zone #puss in boots 2: literally a lesson in accepting that nothing lasts forever so you have to cherish it while it lasts #Kung fu panda: believing in yourself is what matters most #and here I’m not including other anazing movies with mature themes such as #el dorado #rise of the guardians #madagascar #sinbad #and so on #yeah I’m obsessed #but that’s okay #it’s something that makes me happy #thank you anon you made me go insane #httyd #how to train your dragon #hiccup #anon #ask #rant #text post #commentary

[buddiesmutslut]

OKAY OKAY OKAY YOU GUYS BUT WHAT IF!!

What if, in the last few minutes of 7x10, we cut to Frank in his office. The camera is focused on him so we don’t know who’s on the couch across from him.

He’s mentioning the last time the person was there, that they were talking about intimacy & their partner and worries about the future (throwback to Athena on the first episode & Bobby in the cruise ship arc), and Frank asks the person how it’s going…

AND THEN IT PANS TO EDDIE IN THE ROOM LOOKING UNCOMFORTABLE AND UPSET AND KIND OF A MESS AND HE SAYS SOMETHING ALONG THE LINES OF: “I realized I couldn’t commit to Ana or Marisol in the way I thought I should because they’re not what I wanted. I don’t think I like women.” A pause. A breath. “And I think that’s because I’m in love with my best friend.”

END SEASON ROLL CREDITS YOU’LL HAVE TO COME BACK IN S8 TO SEE HOW IT PLAYS OUT.

#911 abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #buddie #oliver stark #ryan guzman #tim minear #Tim if you use this I will love you FOREVER #I think it would be so funny to start & end the season in Frank’s office #with characters trying to get to the nitty gritty of why they’re feeling things & what they’re ACTUALLY struggling with #idk what would lead to Eddie’s revelation in the last episode maybe another NDE #I’ve always thought that Chris was going to be the one to get them together so maybe something happens to him/he gets hurt #& whether Buck’s with Tommy or not he still comes when Chris needs him because he’s a PARENT & a PARTNER #and he already has a family and Eddie realizes then that he doesn’t need a mother figure for Chris when they already have a Buck #goddamn it i think i just had another fic idea #911 #911 s7 #911 s7 e10 spec #they haven’t even written it yet so it coULD TOTALLY HAPPEN #bisexual evan buckley #also GIVE ME EDDIE LEARNING WHAT DEMISEXUALITY IS IN THERAPY #demisexual eddie diaz #gay eddie diaz #they are in love #& I need them to realize it #the buckley diaz family #I saw someone say that Buck needed to understand his sexuality to realize his feelings for Eddie #and Eddie needed to realize his feelings for Buck to understand his sexuality & that feels VERY true to me

[deathdaydreamm]

🫣

#i’m still in love with my roommate #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #he cooked me dinner last night while he was drunk #and how all I wanted to do was look at him forever #and all I could think about was how unbelievably beautiful he is #it’s pathetic #and he’s not in love with me anymore #or so he says but it doesn’t even matter at this point because we’re both too fucked up to be in a relationship #I have never in my life yearned like this #this is what makes people turn evil #love is a psyop

[phoenixkaptain]

Phineas and Ferb embodies the antithesis of hustle and crunch culture because the fundamental lesson of every single episode is that your passions are no less fulfilling if they only last for one afternoon. You are no less passionate, just because you are passionate about a variety of things or even an entirely different thing every day. And your achievements aren’t worth less just because the fruits of your labour disappear. Even if there is no proof that you did anything, absolutely nothing to show for what you accomplished, no physical gain for all your hardwork, that doesn’t mean that you gained nothing.

The show’s very soul is that the joy of doing something is, in and of itself, enough of a gain. If you enjoyed doing something, if you found it fun or interesting for just an afternoon and then never wanted to do it ever again, that’s enough. That you found happiness, even if fleeting and momentary, is gain enough. You don’t need to have “something to show for it” at the end of your passions, you don’t need to have physical evidence of your work, the memory and the experience are the important parts and are the only parts you need to focus on.

And furthermore, relaxing or spending a whole day staring at something or playing video games or reading or even doing an activity that you didn’t enjoy but that you tried to see if you would: all of these things are shown as just as valid and important. If you spend an entire day staring at the sky, the show promises that you have accomplished the same goal as if you built a rollercoaster. If you get something from it — and that’s if you get ansolutely anything from it, physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, Anything — then the activity was worth doing.

Phineas and Ferb says embrace your want for knowledge, learn things that are absolutely meaningless in the so-called “real world” and share these worthless things with your friends and have fun. Find your self worth in how much you enjoy living, enjoy every moment that you can, and don’t feel bad if you tried something new and didn’t enjoy it! You don’t have to make a career out of your passion. Your passion is enough, no matter how long it lasts, and your joy is worth it.

#phineas and ferb #the inane ramblings of a madman #philosophy #philosophic quandries #neurodivergencies #anti hustle culture #if you use this #as an excuse for hyperfixating #on a random show or book or game #then this post is worth it #even if you like something i don’t #that doesn’t make your gain worth less #that doesn’t make your enjoyment wrong #we are different people #i want you to find joy in whatever you do #for however long you do it for #whether it lasts forever or for an hour

[thegreenishhues]

pov: me kinda late at night going to check the tag before bed. “On a scale of one to holy fuck how upsetty spaghetti lemon zesty is my community right now?”

the answer is holy fuck btw (sending everyone hugs and there are blankets and tea over there go sit next to the fire and we can have a group crying session)

#qsmp #Qsmpblr #<- my community <3 #Love y’all we will make it through this even if everything else doesn’t #rosey rambles #liveblogging #<3 #I didn’t watch any streams last night for my own sanity and honestly had a really good day with friends #But for anyone feeling down or otherwise right now just know it is not a forever feeling and change means new possibilities for the world #sending hugs to all of y’all 🫂🫂🫂 #take care of yourselves <3 #qsmp positivity

[whereismyhat5678]

OH MAN-

I haven’t drawn in my sketchbook in A WHILE-

(Not even in a while- LIKE IN FOREVER-)

So I did some tiny sketches finally- BEHOLD 💥💥

I actually cannot tell you the context for this I’m so sorry I am the way that I am- 🥲💀

#Pizza Tower #FINALLY BACK EITH THE SKETCHBOOK #MY PRECIOUS I HAVEN’T SEEN YOU IN FOREVER *Smooches notebook* #Seriously missed it. Kinda- #The only thing Inhave with it is that I can move a perfectly drawn limb down just a bit and I actually have to erase all of it to make #it look normal- #Will not tell you the context for the last one btw that’s not family friendly here- #Trust me you don’t wanna know 👀💧💧 #Peppino is scared shitless and Gerome is just listening (he doesn’t know what to say and feels a bit awkward-) #THE PEPPER BOY DREAMING ABOUT VIG HE CANNOT CONTAIN HIMSELF- #Pizza Head #Peppino #Gerome #Toppin’ (Mushroom) #The Noise #Vigilante #Pepperman #Pepperman x Vigilante #Pepperjack #💥💥💥💥

[luuxxart]

I want you to know how much I love your Souji design! I have nothing else to say. I just care he.

thank you for caring he !!! just for you anon, take these Souji doodles bc I love his stupid bowlcut 💕💕

#persona 4 #persona 5 #uncle Adachi au #souyo #sourise #souji seta #yu narukami #rise kujikawa #lisa Silverman #tae takemi #yosuke hanamura #goro akechi #takuto maruki #tohru adachi #nanako dojima #anyway time to roast him. uH #Souji looks like he listens to banana boat while making origami bananas #HE SINGS WITH HIS ORIGAMI CRANES BTW. just silly little songs . you can’t convince me he doesn’t #hes the guy who plays last christmas on repeat in the Junes during the whole month of December and a bit of January #Souji is the kind of guy who asks how many sugars you take in your tea and remembers it forever #but when you ask him what he had for breakfast that morning he has no idea. absolutely braindead #Souji plays killer slap bass but nobody knows this. nobody. (he’s shy) #Souji the type of guy to ask if you would still love him if he were a worm and then cry when you say yes because he can’t love u back #Souji’s spirit animal is a baby pangolin because they always look like they’re about to ask you the hardest question of their life and it’s #It’s literally just ‘where’s the bathroom’ #Dojima calls him a sheepdog on a regular basis #ok I’m done #AND YES THAT SUITCASE IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU THINK IT IS #if I had the foresight when I was writing the fic I would’ve included that as a hand me down for akechi #ask

[jemmo]

that final scene in this ep of utsukushii kare. it feels like someone just ripped out my gut, slashed it open and trampled over the bloody remains. i want to sob. I want to out loud, fat tears, shaking my body sob. but all im stuck on is hira’s brokenly confused face, kiyoi on top of him grabbing onto his clothes and crying, an absolute tornado of emotion the likes of which he’s never shown, all to hira, all because of hira, and yet hira sits there and it’s like the storm covers him but he’s inside this impenetrable building and not a single drop of rain hits him. he knows it’s raining, he can hear it battering down on the roof, but it’s just rain. he doesn’t understand the full extent, doesn’t know the wind is ripping down trees and lightening is cracking the sky in two. and because he’s inside, he doesn’t need to know, doesn’t care to know, doesn’t want to know. hira will happily stay inside, in his bubble, in his constructed world, and he will be alone, and he will suffer, but that’s alright bc he’s not out there.

it’s like he’s gotten used to the internalized problems he faces, and they stick with him, almost a comfort to him now, in that he’ll see them when they’re not there. the external things that make him worried and anxious now, they’re less so, but hira still is that high school kid, getting picked on for his stutter, that faded into the background. he’s stuck there, and he’s never grown past it, and there’s almost a security in not growing, not changing, even if the thing you’re stuck as is worry and anxiety and invisibility and self doubt and constant internal doubt and criticism and lack of confidence. at least he’s used to it. at least there isn’t anything new to challenge him. and it shows, bc whenever he is challenged, in the sense that something that doesn’t fit he’s established world and role happens, he puts himself down and apologizes, like it’s a practiced, default reaction. that’s how he got through before, it’s how he learned to get through. but now, in the place he finds himself, in the situation and relationship he’s in, this is not a place for that reaction. the people he’s around, kiyoi, he doesn’t need hira to put himself down. he doesn’t need apologies. he wants understanding. and hira just resolutely refused that, said that he not only doesn’t understand hira, but that he doesn’t want to, and he’s not going to attempt to. and I don’t think he could have said anything more heartbreaking to kiyoi. all he has ever wanted was for someone to see him and understand him and love him for it. hira gives him love, unendingly and uncritically. he’s love is irrespective of anything kiyoi does or says or feels. it’s love of an idea, of a theory, of a concept in a pretty shell. it’s not love of the human inside, it can’t be, bc he just said he doesn’t want to understand that person, and without that there can’t be love. you can’t love something you can’t see or comprehend, that there’s a person kiyoi that isn’t the god kiyoi there is in his universe.

and the thing is, I think hira could’ve understood kiyoi, back when he saw a side of kiyoi that no one else did and still showed him love. I think down the line he could’ve gotten to know that person more and liked him, but the thing is, it’s different bc of kiyoi’s feelings. bc kiyoi’s feelings contradict so much what hira believes about himself that he can’t understand him. it’s easier to not know kiyoi that way and stick to his established universe, rather than understand kiyoi fully, bc in that he has to reevaluate everything, about himself and his place in the world and kiyoi’s place too. that is not an easy task. and it’s not that hira wouldn’t, I don’t think. I think there is a feasible future where hira recognizes that choice he can make and chooses kiyoi, chooses to challenge himself out of love for kiyoi and a want to understand him, and maybe even a want to understand and love himself. but bc he doesn’t recognize that as a choice he can make, he can’t do it. and I think that’s what hira needs to face, which I think is more than kiyoi and his feelings and care for hira can manage to accomplish. hira’s mental dissonance is gonna be a work in progress, it’s just a matter or him realizing it and getting to a point of actually working on it. the only thing is, in the meantime, can kiyoi be patient with hira, and the hurt he makes him feel? should he? bc when hira outright refuses to understand, when it feels that rigid and definite, when there’s no feasible future where he will understand, what’s the point? that’s the heartbreak. that hira is constantly worrying about forever, but he just denied a forever with kiyoi. and the problem is him, just not for the reasons he thinks he is. he needs to realize there is no forever with kiyoi the god, bc gods don’t last forever, they’re ephemeral, they’re fleeting. there can be a forever with kiyoi though, the man, the person, the human being, he just needs to step outside, into the storm, and let it soak him. bc when he gets to stand with kiyoi in the rain, he’ll see it’s worth it.

#im on my rant shit but oh my god what an ep #like seriously #if I were ever to get the bravery to make a video essay it’d be on utsukushii kare #and it’d be 7 hours long of me incoherently rambling sobbing screaming and foaming at the mouth #bc this show is just that good #like never before have I wanted to crawl inside a character like hira #and never before have I wanted to hold and cradle and love a character as bad as I do kiyoi #they are everything #and this #this is how you do s2 drama #this is how you take a couple that have gotten together and show that things are not perfect just bc they kiss #there is so much more to a relationship #and so much more depth for character investigation and growth and struggle when a relationship is established #that’s when the real work begins #when you take something just beginning a small flame and try to build it and and stoke it into something that can survive and last and burn #forever doesn’t just happen it is created #and hira needs to find a way to make it #utsukushii kare #utsukushii kare 2 #my beautiful man #my beautiful man 2

[kairithemang0]

I told my friend to stop texting me bcs I needed to screen record and they said “you really ARE in your editing era”

This was gonna be posted last night when I finished it but nOOOOOO the internet is garbage where I’m staying so I’m just hoping it works this time

I dunno I’ve had Dial Drunk in my head for a while, my sister has been listing to it on repeat. I was pretty neutral to it, but it’s pretty alright. Idk if I’d say the whole song is a Curt song, this line I think is though

I’ll probably end up elaborating on this in a future post but whenever I add songs to my shipping playlists I’m always worried I just like song and it just gets attached to whatever ship I’m into at the time

#spies are forever #agent curt mega #tin can brothers #tin can bros #my edit #song is dial drunk by Noah Kahan btw #No idea how to say that man’s last name but I’m 100% sure I’m saying it wrong #apparently he doesn’t shower which like wtf dude but whatever #Weird dude ig #edit #Also to the person who said “you really are in your editing era” I know where you live. #I’m in your walls #im getting clips while hiding in your closet #Alr I’ll stop now SEE YA #(It’s 7am it’s too early for this) #Kaiedits