#it actually started when they were teens

[lesbiankordian]

hc chuuya and jouno give respectively dazai's and tecchou's phone numbers to annoying guys hitting on them

also suits every adult ada member with dazai

#yosano was complaining to kunikida about men hitting on her and he just said. give them dazais number #also yk how chuuya still CANONICALLY has dazai's number? yeah he's taking advantage of that #it actually started when they were teens #maybe ill write a skk fic like that but who knows so if you want to feel free #bsd chuuya #bsd jouno #bsd tecchou #bsd dazai #armed detective agency #bsd headcanons #bsd #bungou stray dogs

[statementlou]

hello :) could you maybe explain a little bit how dan wootton blackmailed louis?

ugh sorry for taking a while to get to this. The problem is I feel like the only two ways to answer this are by spending a week and a half of full time labor sifting through old posts and evidence to get every detail right and lay out an airtight case, or to halfass something very serious, and so I felt a little stuck. So since I can't seem to find a good halfway point, apologies but here is the half assed version, if you want to get into it more I invite you to do your own deep dive or talk to other people, but here's how I remember things. Louis has almost never on video explicitly said things about Larry not being real and/or anything negative about fans and their theories (mostly the opposite), up until the last couple years when he obviously decided to make a major change he didn't talk about Freddie much at all let alone saying he was his kid, honestly not that much about Eleanor even; except for in two major interviews with Dan Wootton, each of which lined up with a serious traumatic Tomlinson family event that they managed to keep out of the tabloids until the very end (Jay's illness and Fizzy's struggles with substance abuse). After the fact of those events a lot of small things that didn't make sense at the time came together to look very much like Louis traded those interviews (and those answers) for having his family's private matters kept private. Story trading of this kind is a publicly known real thing that happens, and there were various clues that suggested he was being leaned on about those stories to lend legitimacy to the idea that it was something that happened in these cases. Given what we know about Dan Wootton and how he operates even before the recent flood of information and even more now, I think it's more than likely that he has been holding the threat of outing Louis (as he has done to many other public figures) over his head for over a decade, and has used his family's tragic struggles to get Louis to dance like a fucking puppet for him and I will REJOICE at his downfall when it comes whether it is now or 20 years from now... because someday it will, he has made too many enemies to stay above it forever

#I did start to try to deep dive before I realized it was too much #but I was reminded that when Louis was doing txf as a judge while fizzy was struggling #many people thought he had been pressured somehow into it; later when we knew what had been going on people were like #oh maybe he just wanted to be close to home to deal with fizzy stuff or somethng #but also: keeping fizzy stuff quiet would potentially be the info we didn't have at that time that could answer that q too of what they use #given the DW🤝simon jones🤝simon cowell cursed connections #(for the newbies: simon jones aka DWs bestie is Louis' publicist for no apparent reason even now long after he has gotten free of the rest #of the modest/syco/simon cowell shitshow) #anyway another example of story trading in our fandom is zayn's baby sister's teen pregnancy #which was known to the fandom early on but kept super quiet by respectful fans- during this time Z did some unprecedented actual interviews #for no obvious reason #and then iirc pretty much the day she turned 17 a very lowkey article reported on her marrying her bf and mentioning a pregnancy #but as if it was recent not like 7 months along #and even when she gave birth soon after it was all kind of... glossed over and around and not reported until a little later #blah blah blah #I felt like it was weird to talk about this for some reason but when I thought about it #I don't know if it matters. Like maybe talking about him not being a dad and being gay or whatever at all is bad #but assuming we're doing that anyway. why not talk about the struggles around that #and the creeps holding it over his head #dan wootton

[artkaninchenbau]

An AWS comic

#My art #For the record I am not a medical professional and as far as I know AWS isn't even something you can be diagnosed with??? #It's so hard to describe what the two sensory hallucinations really *FEEL* like #Like the time one... You know how a dramatic slow motion scene looks like in an anime? #It's like that but if you made it a 60 fps interpolated version of it #It is an absolutely bizarre feeling #Meanwhile the hyper awareness and everything feeling intense feels like how a fisheye lens shot in an anime feels #No I could not be bothered to try to figure out how to draw that for this comic #For the record I haven't actually had those visual hallucinations since I was a small small child #Hell I don't even think I had any hallucinations in my teens at all like #The sensory ones just kinda started happening again in the past 7 years or so? #Also the swelling sensation I've only had once so far. Usually I get the hyper awareness sensation #(Also sometimes I get this intense feeling of swaying when I go to bed but that might not be an AWS thing??) #(Like there's other things that could make you feel like you're rocking on a boat when laying down so I didn't include that) #No I have never talked to anyone about these hallucinations because for the longest time I didn't know what they were #And they are like. Harmless. Like I'm 100% aware they're just strange sensations but not real at all #They last max 15 minutes if even that long and they happen like super rarely #Only once have I had the hyper awareness be SO INTENSE it made me feel distressed #So like. It doesn't really affect my life at all? So why bother with it? #Also IDK if I could even go to a doctor and ask about AWS and have them know what that even is #And even if I could as far as I know there is no treatment for it so like. Whatever #As long as I don't start having distressing hallucinations or visual hallucination's I'll be fiiiiiine

[batfamhyperfixation]

Jason, looking at Roy: aren't we all at least a bit homo

Interviewer: ah yes because we are all homo sapiens, I get what you did there

Jason, confused: no I meant when I look at dudes I have gay thoughts

#jason: I have gay thoughts #the gay thoughts: *hold his hand* *snuggle* *run your hand through his hair* *put your arm around him* *hug* *kiss his cheek* #jason: *is an absolute blushing mess* #interviewer: oh god they must be really dirty #Ok look I feel like jason is the type to be a blushing mess when thinking about doing little intimate things with people #Roy would think its hilarious so he would be all flirty in a domestic way like Im going to intertwine our fingers and lay my head on you #until their hands are intertwined and jason kisses their hands and roy becomes a blushing mess cause jason has never instigated it before #like I just want their intimacy to be friends messing with each other but then they both realize they actually like the intimacy so #it just becomes a thing they do and other people around them are confused cause these emotionally constipated buff dudes are able to #unironically be this intimate. the batfamily meets angry jason who was resurrected and then they meet Jason With Roy™ they are blindsighted #cause murderous jason was laying his head on Roy's lap as Roy ran his fingers through Jason's hair (no one else should even attempt this) #as they were talking in front of everyone and using pet names as calling each other partner and everyone is like 'what???' #dick is most suprised though cause he is friends with roy so its a classic case of 'when did my brother and my friend become so intimate??' #he calls the entire rest of the og teen titans over just to make sure his eyes arent deceiving him #like 'no fr donna wally garth you guys gotta get over here and see this' and that was how they started an inpromptu teen titan reunion #jayroy #jason todd #roy harper #incorrect outlaws quotes #rhato #red hood and arsenal

[teddylacroix]

@jonmartinweek 2023: Day #4: Ace day!!!

Happy Asexuality Day, Jon!! Happy Asexuality Day, fellow aces!!!

International Asexuality Day: Jon-only

Day 3: Victorian times // Confessions

Day 2: Monsters // Office romance

Day 1: Scars // First day in the safehouse

#jonmartinweek 2023 #jmartweek23aceday #ace day #jmart #asexuality #jonmartin #tma #fun fact: i started calling myself asexual when I was 12 #i didn't know the term actually existed #i just knew that the a- prefix meant “not” #and i looked at all the kids around me already into snogging and giggling about sex #(which i'd been reading about since I was like 7) #and went 'mm no thanks' #so i called myself asexual with no idea that was a thing #and no idea there were other asexuals #i knew i was weird but i just shrugged and accepted it #and then didn't date until my late 20s lmao #what could sex give me that friends and travel and books couldn't? #was my thought through my teens and 20s #and i loved jon so much already #finding out he was ace was like #holy cannoli?! he's a neat fun quirky interesting disaster nerd #in a cool funky horror story #WHO IS ALLOWED TO BE ACE? #and i knew i would love him with my entire soul for my entire life #anyway there's teddy's ace story that nobody asked for #the magnus archives #tma fanart #teaholding #teddy draws

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok’s Father, Sunak, telling his favorite story

#Tuvok is killing him with his mind v_v #Sunak dyes the grays in his hair #Sunak & Tuvok are close...Sunak basically raised him on his own until he was a teen bc T'Meni was traveling and working #they had a BIIIIG rough patch from teens tooo basically until Tuvok got married #then they started talking again and now they're fine <3 That's what happens when you have 200 years to hash things out #Anyway. Sunak looks very severe and regal but he's actually pretty extroverted and outgoing #The type of person who knows EEEVERYONE in town and takes four hours to go shopping (nightmare) bc he talks to literally every other person #(hell. Tuvok hates this) #He wishes Tuvok were more outgoing and comfortable with people but has long given up on that dream...siiiigh. At least he gave him plenty of #grandchildren to spoil v_v #Sunak is also the type of person who's rude without trying to be...old man + has been popular all his life. 'fuck you my child is COMPLETELY #fine.' type of dad until things got extreme...doted on Tuvok a bit too much when he was a little kid...'depressed? have you tried taking a #walk?' oh Sunak...we've all tried taking a walk. #bea art tag #[REDACTED] family shenanigans #Voyager crew SCREAMING with laughter...Tuvok found dead in a ditch #Sunak #Tuvok #Tuvok art #st voyager #st voyager art

[hecksupremechips]

Don’t you just kinda wanna go insane thinking about how it took years for Shane Dawsons youtube career built on blackface and pedophilia and other “edgy jokes” to get “canceled” but then some hardly semi popular marginalized creator who makes all their money online makes a tweet that’s offensive if you dig deep enough and they get instantly shit on and deemed as irredeemably harmful and no amount of apologies will ever make up for the irreparable damage they have caused to marginalized communities everywhere? Is this really truly how you want to live life and support your community or are you just a dickwad who thinks anger automatically=activism?

#the klock keeps ticking #sarah z is one person that comes to mind thats like why do you people treat her like this i really dont get it #like idk im not a devout fan of her videos but she seems to put in a lot of effort to not offend anyone #like the dashcon vid she made extra sure to say that we shouldnt make fun of the tumblr teens who attended cuz they were just innocent nerds #but ppl still found ways to be mad #shes not the only person obviously but like aaaaaa why do you guys do this #do you think youre perfect and have never committed any crimes #when youve shat on everyone in your highly vulnerable community your ass is gonna be next i hope you know #its just deflection and fear honestly like you think if you lash out at ‘bad’ people that makes you good #and you gotta start really stretching to find problems or just straight up lie about weak people so you can actually win for once #cuz like shane dawson is rich as hell so even though he was ‘canceled’ hes still rich and can do whatever #what can a small marginalized creator do? are you gonna rejoice when they kill themselves??? #do you think that would make you a Good Boy??

[maryoliverdotcom]

is it just me or do y'all hate people who read for the aesthetic

#day before yesterday i was at starmarks #this guy (probably in college) came in dribbling a basketball and he was loud asf he wasn't even checking out the books #just staring at the girls and dribbling his basketball #and the college gangs are WORSE #they come in fucking packs like they're starting in teen wolf or smth and just keep giggling and gossiping while the books just lie #unread #yesterday I went to another bookstore and this one was my favourite #it was lovely and there were only two people and the guys helped me out when i accidentally misplaced the books #BUT THENNN #this college girl and guy came in and they literally did nothing i kid you not #they just sat in a revolving chair and talked SO FKING LOUDLY about their grandparents??? #and the guy was like “oh don't touch the books uwu~” #not to me ofc bc he would've been in the hospital by now if he did that #but to his supposed gf #it pissed me to no end #like my guy it's okay if you don't like reading #we respect the fact that you don't like books #but please don't infiltrate safe spaces for people who actually do love reading #anyway fuck them

[mrfoox]

The fact I refuse to confront/inform the people who have basically ruined my mental state and my ability to function bc that would make them feel bad is honestly bonkers

#miranda talking shit #I cant say id be having a good and normal life if i wasnt abused as a young child but im 90% sure I'd not have this must trouble #Id still have my autistic and add problems but my anxiety and depression would definitely be a lot better #Its... Insane. That my older brothers probably have no idea how much they have actually ruined my life/mental state from such an earlh age #As 4 yrs old... Hell they might not even remember it or even think it was a 'big deal'. I know my second oldest brother probably falls into #The latter. I know now that they both most likely have undiagnosed adhd/autism and they used me as a way to act out/feel better #But being told youre stupid. Fat. Ugly. Useless from the age of 4 like... I cant stress how much it have ruined my self image #Ive tried to build confidence in myself and love myself since my teens and i can barely say im 'avarge' without doubting it #Like they also hit me but that's nothing compared to the mental torture i had to go through on an almost daily basis #Funniest thing is that bc it happened/started when i was so young i didnt think it was... Bad or weird or abnormal. #I started crying when my parents told me to go tell my brothers it was dinner time. I was terrified of knocking on their doors #I still to this day 20 years later am still incredibly uncomfortable and anxious talking with them and i havent been able to make much of #An relationship with them bc of it. Im scared to say anything to them even if its simple shit. And men/boys in general ive thus been #Terrified of since i was young. Once again i thought it was normal to mistrust and be scared of men until i was in my teens #I wish i could hate them i wish i could be angry i wish i had someone to blame #But no my brain is too nice and give excuses to them. Their actions are excused. They have ruined me mentally but thats not their fault #Fuck that might be true but they were still 6 and 11 years older than me. I didnt have a chance to protect myself in any way #I wish someone saw i wasnt okay. I wish someone understood that i wasnt well. I wish someone saw me. #Negative #Abuse

[bluemoonrabbit]

It's funny, as a tween/teen I absolutely loathed other kids my age. I was so scared of them after years of bullying. I saw pretty much every aspect of mainstream teen culture as a threat and devoid of value. But now that I'm older, even people in their early twenties have me like 🥹 Like I know to their peers they may be just as much a source of distress as they were to me, but from the eyes of a secure adult, all teens just seem like the most amazing thing ever. They're figuring things out! Becoming real people with developed thoughts and feelings! Creating silly tiktok dances and thinking they discovered big jeans and misusing words like preppy! You go, you funky little teens, make your own identity.

(This post inspired by the teen who delivered me a desk I bought on FB marketplace. He was a baby metalhead and just so sweet and polite I wanted to squeeze him.)

#i do think The Youth nowadays are overall a bit better than they were when I was younger #i mean I grew up in the 'that's so gay' and 'that's so r-word' era #but part of it is definitely just me #realizing that even ~cool kids~ are just figuring shit out #and most aren't bad people #I actually remember starting to realize that in my senior year of HS #and feeling like I'd missed out on getting to know some wonderful people #i was talking with a teen who worked at the cafe last year #and she was making fun of furries for a while #before I just gently said 'well sure but... does any of it hurt you? Who cares if they're weird let them be weird' #and she got kind of quiet then went 'huh. yeah. that makes sense.' #like that right there is teens!!! she was being mean because that's what everyone was doing! #and then she thought about it and was like oh yeah I don't have to do that actually #amazing! #they are growth and evolution personified!

[ishizizzle]

nah the teen titans cartoon really stuck with me cuz I STILL TO DO THIS DAY remember when somebody (I think Cyborg?) told Robin 'winning isn't what's most important' and he said, "Yeah. It's just the only thing that matters." THAT STILL AFFECTS ME

#teen titans #robin #dick grayson #boy wonder #i HATED getting 2nd place as a kid! Dont even give me that shit wtf!? Dont call me up there to be a LOSER 😂 #I think when the majority/ what was being paid attention to during ttg starting and the live action teen titans not delivering #when that starts getting written off as like ''Fandom'' derogatory yk? when it becomes something ppl think tumblr talks about poorly #they all missed the big picture which was these characters were already well written we literally just needed them well written again #but that got written off as tumblr complaining/oh look its the place where spn fans yell about destiel dont read that #tumblr is 100% reading/writing compression whether ppl take advantage of that aspect or not #and sometimes there's actual information in here and sometimes its just in the form of fans not liking what you're doing to their show #because its SO POORLY WRITTEN but nobody listens to 20 yos about anything bitch everything we do is wrong #you gotta get to rlm age like 40+ to actually get what you want out of a tv show #it me

[bioswear]

I feel like we need a supplemental extra volume that goes into what the LunariGems did during their 10,000 years :(

Like the whole Bort and Dia brief interaction - like did they resolve ANYTHING? The last thing we saw was Dia being a bossy little snot and demanding that the Diamonds reconvene at some feast that night

Or Rutile and Padparadscha - we saw Rutile recovered enough from their own mental break to be a psychologist and therapist for others, so what happened?

And what about the Amethyst twins? They didn’t have much conflict (actually their change was the most positive out of the codependent relationships of the Gems) but I’d like to know what they were thinking when they reunited

#i have a lot of thoughts and I wish we saw more of the others #and NO I don’t think they were all actually that mean to phos #everyone in the fucking fandom forgets that phos literally was not close with any of them to start #and then every 100 or so years or more they’d vanish bc of some self-inflicted mistake #only to resurface with a. completely different feature to the point of being unrecognizable #Houseki no kuni #I’m not saying the Gems were infallible bc they weren’t #but idk why everyone was expecting Cairn or Antarc or Cinna to care deeply enough to do anything for phos #other than them just viewing their interactions through DEEPLY rose colored lenses #like in all honesty did Phos Really FIND a job for Cinna or did a job happen to come up #in the absence of Phos’ meddling #the moment Phos leaves Cinna finds a job through Bort #the one thing they only ever wanted to which was to be included in the group #like Bort is the one to really See them and hear them and ask for their input amongst the others #like Phos NEVER really fulfilled their promise except when they stopped trying to fulfill it #i have a lot of thoughts bc the fandom is 70% wrong with a lot of their takes #but they are also a bunch of kids and teens who can’t even tell the gems apart in the manga #so… grain of fucking salt i guess 😂 #cinna even fucking says ‘if you had asked to just be partners…’ when phos is talking at them about insane promises of finding a job #that shinsha KNOWS phos won’t fulfill bc they haven’t every time #so yeah idk fucking use ur brains and look at both sides #Phos did do a lot of things wrong and you all need to stop viewing them as some Uwu baby

[arklay]

🖊️🖊️ for both my love diana & tereza 💜

diana

she can play both the violin and piano, although she favoured the violin growing up. she hasn't played consistently since she was a teenager, so she is rusty, but when she picks it up again, she finds it easy to get back into it (and yes, i have a sappy thought of what's his face watching her play once)

diana's first serious boyfriend actually played aussie rules. who would've guessed? he moved to sydney when the south melbourne football club became the sydney swans and they met at university, but they eventually broke up after almost two years together when she moved to america to follow a research opportunity following the completion of her masters, which he encouraged her to take

tereza

she mainly helped her father tend to the graveyard outside the church, but tereza would venture off to where none of the other villagers would go – across the bridge past potter's field and to where claudia was buried. she would trim the plants there and clean the headstones, and donna's gardener found that peculiar

tereza liked to cross-stitch when she had a bit of free time, and she could often be found doing so while sitting on the steps behind the church that leads to the mausoleums

#asks. #aartyom #oc: diana #oc: tereza #thank youu rena omg ily 💖 #young diana lore hehe i have mentioned both of these before i feel?? maybe not the second one? i don't know. but i do mention it in one of #my many wips lost the void. actually a prompt you sent akhjfksdkj so that's... yeah. but like okay. even though she didn't fall in love #with him (once again. she thought she did. lots of things going on with her) he did leave a lasting impression on her because he sort of #helped her come out of her shell a bit more at the time. mind you she moved to america when she was a couple months shy of 21. so like i #have mentioned this before but in her teen years and from childhood she sort of let people walk all over her because she just wanted to be #liked and acknowledged for her work and her efforts and she wanted to be admired and it's aughgh points at her parents situation but #like she was a bit of a people pleaser right? cause she wanted to have friends back then and he sort of like got her to realise like hey yo #need to stop doing things you aren't really interested in or don't like just cause you want people to like you. you need to start doing #things for you and who cares what people think kinda thing? so like moving was sort of a fresh start for her because of that and she let #herself be much more independent and stop putting herself in positions where she felt uncomfortable because she prefers her solitude #so it's like. it's a whole thing. and then her 20s were just a big time of like figuring herself out and exploring things before mid and #late 20s is where she like became who she is now. like i feel like i've explained this better before but i can't do words right now

[titansarmy]

i don't care what y’all ship but.......... just saw a rini say that the entire show was about ricky and nini getting back together and the pivotal moment was the “i love you” and how its basically shit that they don’t even exist anymore and I'm just like....... you ignored everything else about that season and the basis and possible arc of those characters didn’t you ???

#it was on tiktok btw i lost the actual tiktok so this is terribly paraphrased #rini is CUTE #dont get me wrong #they were cute i liked them #but !!!!!! everything about the end of the first season was very much 'yeah they're getting back together but they really shouldn't' #the i love you scene comes RIGHT AFTER ricky being told 'some people are just not meant to stay together' or whatever it is his mum tells hi #and also AFTER ricky says 'maybe im back to who i always was' #which is directly against his own character arc which is learn to accept change #and his mum telling him sometimes people break up is ACCEPT CHANGE #and nini's whole thing since s1 was learn to be alone as well #its cut short but her thing was kind of leading to that #and kourt tells her in s1e5 when she says that nini changed when she started seeing herself through boys eyes or something #so yeah both their arcs were about literally not being together #i feel like if olivia had stayed on the show and the show was much longer than it seems its going to be (im thinking 6ish seasons) #MAYBE just maybe rini would have been endgame. but this is after them breaking upin s2 anyways and giving them two full seasons apart to #finish their arcs #and then and only then a slow rekindling and rebuild of their lost relationship #and they would literally not get together until the episode before the last #very early late 90s early 00s teen drama style u know

[summergilded]

anyways, anyways — khidell has a very specific fear of vampires and he is not happy when a pc makes the final decision on if pax and asta..rion get to stay. in fact, he’s spitting mad about it. in the coming days, pax missteps in an attempt to make their relationship less…antagonistic and khidell plunges a well placed blade inbetween the knight’s armor. he flees before the rest of the tadcrew can react with the help of the gilded bracers he wears enchanted with a teleportation spell. he’ll return a day or so later after he calms down but is not sorry. he made it clear on his stance. if the tadcrew tries forcing him to leave, pax himself will come to his defense and diffuse the situation pointing out they cannot afford to abandon each other or splinter. doing so would spell their demise.

#❪ ⋆ —┊ ❛ study. ❜ ❫ #❪ ⋆ —┊ ❛ ooc. ❜ ❫ #( get a little duel hc for both khi & pax ) #( i need to get into khi’s fear more but a vampire almost turned him when he was a teen ) #( they were losing touch with reality and thought he was their son ) #( planned on turning him so he’d be with them for eternity ) #( khi only got away because of those same bracers ) #( tbh pax will only start getting mad after the 3rd time he’s stabbed ) #( he’s used to…..the discovery of his vampirism being met with violence ) #( it not being met with violence is actually the minority )

[lilylived]

I think a lot of people underestimate how disillusioned gen z became due to all the school shootings that were going on a few years ago. They were actually living in fear and doing walk outs/protests on their own, with zero response from the government. I only know how deeply it affected them because my sister is in that age group.

Like sandy hook and Parkland both happened to the same age group.... it wasn't a temporary news story for them.

And those are the same exact kids on college campuses today, creating all of these encampments.

#in contrast millenials were teens when it was peak obama campaign and ppl actually had hope in the government #don't even get me started on all the subway surfer parkour kids.... those kids are SUICIDAL not dumb #everyone just ignores it #but at least it's resulting in a positive effect as they get older