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dogmetaph0r · 2 months

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That Alfie's CSA trauma is not taken into consideration in fandom has less to do with a lack of inquiry or interest, but because it's really not canon at all. It's derived from supplemental material that people can take into consideration or not, if they happen to listen to the Gospel of Alfie Solomons in the first place. Sexual Violence itself is a driving factor in the show and Tommy is an incorporated part of this; that's why there is a prevalence of textually supported headcanons that he was sexually abused as a child - that Tommy sees his father after having his skull fractured by a pedophilic priest is oonsidered as indicative. The text of the show suggests that, it doesn't do the same when it comes to Alfie. It's a bit like - and I'm deeply sorry for the comparsion, is2g - as JKR later on saying Dumbledore was gay, actually. That's nice, but it's not in the text; other things are, however. That doesn't mean the headcanon can't exist, but it's not canon, and Alfie in the show is not explored on that front either way, Tommy is.

Oh no I definitely don’t think that it’s a lack of care that does it! I think it’s more just that, like you said, TGoAS is supplemental material so it tracks that not as many people have listened to it 😅 that being said I do still consider it canon because Steven Knight wrote it as a story for Tom Hardy to narrate, which is different in my mind from an offhand tweet about it. Even if it isn’t in the show, I consider it sort of the equivalent of if I posted a side one-shot about Sic ‘Em and not too many people read it: it’s still there, it’s still canon, but it doesn’t really have as strong of an impact on the main story unless I write it in because I know it’s more just extra content for those who see it.

I do definitely think that the headcanons about Tommy are absolutely textually supported. I agree that it’s strongly hinted at and I definitely saw the show through that lens once I heard the headcanon, but I feel like it’s never really a straightforward implication in the same way? I took many of the father trauma moments to be more physical abuse, but I agree that the skull cracking moment definitely implies that it’s less about the TBI and more about the priest’s sadistic drive. I feel that in that moment, Tommy is definitely acting as a stand-in for whatever sick fantasy the priest has, and in the delirium, Tommy sees his father as the constant source of pain in his childhood.

But overall, I do see it as a theme in Tommy’s subtext for sure, but it’s just not as direct as it is in TGoAS. I hope I didn’t come off as saying that it’s an unfounded headcanon or that it’s due to a lack of care!! I just know that a lot of people I encounter throughout the fandom haven’t listened to the audio stories, and even if they have, the detail about CSA is hidden in there and the details about his father are so much more descriptive and eye-catching than some of those offhand remarks. Because it’s written as a piece for an audience, I do consider that canon, but I can definitely understand why others might not because it’s not in the show. But thank u for sending this ask!! I’m always glad to have a lil analysis time!

#telegram #I always forget what tag I use….is it plural fjgjtngn #but yea I think I might imply it as trauma that T+A have bonded over in the past #similarly to the show I might have everyone be just emotionally constipated enough that it isn’t outright said #at least at first #because alfie can’t help but run his mouth fjfjdhfjg

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itaipava · 4 months

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✨️hi✨️ me again, i'm sorry to hear you've been sick, that sucks :( i've been feeling kinda off recently too, but there is a very obvious cure for that😌

I mean who doesn't have a secret folder full of ayrton pics to cheer them up? Especially since this man apparently had Very Little Issue being shirtless on camera i mean where is this man's career as a nude model

Anyway my question for today is: what's your fave interview with him? Or interview moment? Is2g i could hear this man talk all day and he's such a CUTIE PATOOTIE

Sending u lots of love and health and ayrton vibes from over here~✨️✨️✨️

i’m super late to answer this i’m so sorry bestie 😭 but thank you ao much for your good wishes; i’m doing so much better now <3 i appreciate you!! and it’s sooo hard to choose just a moment… he’s so precious and amazing, but i love an interview he did with Galvao Bueno (a brazilian journalist who was a friend of his) and for a moment he was himself in front of the cameras, as if he was in a casual conversation with his friend and he said “we’re fucked” and i think it’s the cutest thing ever (and i think about this a lot ngl lmao) and yES i could hear him talk all day: his voice is so soothing and sweet… idk this man is just perfect i love him sooo much

#thinking about watching his interviews again just to hear his voice….#yeah i’m gonna do it #˚ 💌ˎˊ˗┊zamora’s mailbox!#✨ — anon. ♡

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asakamasanobu · 2 years

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// nonsense ahead im incoherent

life update — my life is in flames! okay actually it’s not i’m just being dramatic but So Much has been happening including 1) me relying on ricchan and asaka to have the courage to have a silly little dream again 2) my dream getting crushed like a week later LOLOL 3) me rereading bits of otrfk for therapy and then getting Insane asaka insights that i really want to type out and probably will one day when i have time bc i cry to myself thinking about how similar we are but also how much i want to be like him 4) me downloading dick and balls game to # get over being crushed and unfortunately enjoying it more than i thought i would and now playing it nonstop oh no (for the record olivine is my beloved he is so ughehwhwhfh i want to SCREAM about him somewhere but i try to keep my accounts sfw so ..... also yes it’s bc he’s repressed as fuck and whenever i see a gay repressed mf like ricchan asaka and now olivine i Grab them and this tangent has gone on for so long fack) and finally ..... 5) me feeling like i can’t face ritsu rn bc i feel so bad about not being able to pursue things as 真っ直ぐ as he does (does not know how to translate in the most apt way but that’s him) head in hands

IT’S SO SILLY THO i realise i always do this same song and dance when i need him most but hate myself and feel like i shouldn’t rely on him in a state like this .... but it’s just that i am a ~ pussy ~ and could only psych myself up for something i wanted badly but was terrified of by relying on him and now that i fell through ...... i feel so guilty and about the fact that i failed even when relying on him. yeah it’s for the silliest reasons like i want to go kyoto prefecture bc of him specifically and also redacted bc of him and if i said it to my friends they would’ve just made fun of me bc they don’t understand the emotional gravity of his existence on me (or maybe they do but will still find my motivations dumb anyway which i kind of don’t want to deal with LOL) and how much he pushes me on when i’m scared and uncertain so now i feel like i can’t live up to his legacy and do the things that he inspired me to T___T i guess it’s not even my fault that i couldn’t go run after my dreams at full force and i braced myself for it so it didn’t hurt that much ...... i think instead of blaming myself for choosing something unrealistic i should be proud of myself for daring to step out of my comfort zone for once ........ for wanting to follow in his and asaka’s footsteps and wanting to become a better person ........ and even if it didn’t materialise, taking that step was something that i could only do bc of him and i shouldn’t hold failure against myself ....... hghwhehw oh god somehow typing that out really helped me process my feelings about that even though it’s been more than a week ;__; maybe i will go poke poke my volume 16 again bc i’ve been so focused on the fact that i couldn’t live up to the strength of my number one emotional support man that i didn’t realise that in a sense i did too ...... weh (also it feels so bad to admit that i’m holding myself back from him bc it sounds insane but it’s precisely bc i love him so much and hold him to such a high standing that i don’t want to burden him at my weakest . ok that sounds even more insane but LISTEN

ok i was not expecting to finally have processed my emotions and overcome my guilt and regrets on this bus ride UMMMM I HAD SOMETHING ELSE I WANTED TO SAY OH YES i was thinking how ironic it is that this happened in the same time frame as my emotional breakdown last sem like literally i got the bad news on like the same day or maybe one day before i got emotionally fucked over and realising i managed to get through week 8 this sem without suffering was like wah ..... bitch you’ve grown !!!!! i think growth isn’t very visible most of the time which is why i don’t think i’ve grown that much since then especially since this time i was prepared for rejection unlike last time but when i made it through tuesday — where one semester ago i was just throwing up and crying the whole day # real # embarrassing # sorry for oversharing — without doing that and being completely normal i was really just ..... at peace. like i’m glad i got the closure i got from meeting asaka and knowing that no matter what life throws me i probably won’t go through such intense misery again and even if i do, i can pick myself up .... it’s great! it’s also funny that around that same time i was skirting around relying on ricchan until i did and he made me feel a lot better about my pathetic little self so maybe i haven’t grown that much in how i am a little (2&3?2&2 about relying on him but needing to at the same time u__u

in conclusion i think even if i can’t fly far, i’ll still continue on working on becoming a better person — someone who is strong enough to live up to ritsu and asaka and their legacies. maybe it’s silly to live your life wanting to be as strong and kind as some fictional mfs, but they’ve really pushed me to do things i would never have dared to do, even if they don’t come true. and i wish i had the time and energy to record down this past week in depth but alas uni is kicking my ass and kicking it hard! i knew i wouldn’t be able to keep up with my intense essays on my favourite gay media on here once break ended but well . not like i’m not on my gay shit at all (olivine shoutout at the end yet again i love that man)

#i feel like i didnt articulate myself well bc there’s so much i want to say yet so little time #literally gonna get off the bus soon and go back to studying but i think im glad i realised .... im not a failure of a ricchan liker T__T #o i also feel bad bc his birthday is so soon and i had such a nice idea to draw him in but i didn’t start early ...... and now #and now my essays are all piling up and i definitely can’t do anything .... ueue #this always happens on his birthday man throwback to last year when i had a 4 hour zoom call on his birthday is2g #i will say it is Very ricchan to be working hard on his birthday so it’s fine !!!!! he would be hapy that im working hard <3 #girl u fr living ur whole life and justifying it in terms of whether you’re living up to some guy ..... no words #now that im home and fixing it up i want to delete this bc its so facking stupid and incoherent .... if only i didnt have a nice relevation #gonna preserve this relevation for myself when im too ughwkwhfs to rely on ritsu again but need to #thank u i hope no one reads this bc it is Garbage

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a-freak-gasoline-fight-accident · 3 years

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my brother sat right next to me and told me my mother, who i live with and he hasn’t for years, isn’t verbally abusive

#personal #he doesn't fucking live here n hasn't for years #he even tried to make me feel bad bc i told him he also is abusive.#he was live Aw thanks. u know i'm sitting here helping u right now #n i was like Yeah so? this rn isn't abusive but you Have Been #and he was like Wow you see how u saying that we're abusive makes us feel WHILE we're sitting here helping u #?????????#is2g #like No. they aren't so much physically abusive anymore but they r both verbally abusive (more my mother) and both emotionally neglectful

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heleneplays · 2 years

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do maría and patría then.

oh my godddddddddd I MISSPELL PATRICIA ONE (1) TIME is2g

AND ALSO IM IMMEDIATELY ATTACKED HELP HELPPPP

ok but thank u anon, i will certainly deliver on my beloved amoral redheads <333 (LOOK AT THEM 🥺🥺🥺)

MARÍA GARCÍA PÉREZ

María my beloved meow meow-- listen im just out here actively simping for her!!! my beloved author truly did a REALLY good job with her and i have 0 complaints which is why im always giving her my 10/10 ALWAYS and FOREVER as she deserves!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways im small, gay, and whipped; crown me as her #1 clown bc i am running a one man circus!!!

also my GOD she & the game both cures and causes my mental ls but like. i will be normal about it right now. mrrp (affectionate)

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PATRICIA RAKEPICK

PATRICIA RAKEPICK MY BELOVED BLORBO; JAM CITY'S BIGGEST WASTED POTENTIAL, SHE HAD SO MUCH GOING FOR HER AND US AND I WILL FOREVER NOT BE ABLE TO MOVE PAST WHAT HAPPENED ABOUT THE PLOT!!!!!!!! like bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok but also assigning "why do they look like that" because WHAT IS UP WITH HER azkaban appearance-- THEY DID HER SO DIRTY oh my fuckin god you guys i have so many essays abt it that i deleted >:(((

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anyways yea lmao not me taking 3 precious hours i should really be using to finish my revisions on the intro of our thesis but like. ✨🙌priorities🙌✨

[Character Opinion Bingo]

#girl help the lesbian in me is jumping out #little meow meows my beloved #maría garcía pérez #maría garcía pérez my beloved #patricia rakepick #patricia rakepick my beloved #madam rakepick #relics of the lost age #relics series #relics series my beloved #hphm #hogwarts mystery

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reynie-muldoons · 3 years

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'The Dance of the Celestial Orb' liveblog!

for real this time lmfao

book and show spoilers below

I'm ✨nervous✨ please let our children be okay

0:10 this Sticky arc hurts me so kuch

1:35 this music is BUMPIN

2:22 I just wanna know how she got under there without the dude seeing her

2:47 "all systems go" for the Improvement.... yikes 😬😬😬

2:55 she didn't wait even 5 seconds after they left, the door was still closing when she popped up 😂 can you imagine if one of them doubled back right at that moment

3:18 they look like the dudes from that veggietales movie, I think it was Esther- the island of perpetual tickling?? Anyone??? 😂😂😂

4:00 Kate vented.......

4:51 "not a rat" yeah no shit

5:07 if not for the suspense, I would be jamming out lmaooo

6:10 Mr. Benedict is looking at the shoreline, is he about to watch Kate dive in???? Because I mean that's where she's gotta be going

6:20 "memory challenges"? Is Rhonda talking about Milligan's amnesia, or has short term memory been affected as well??

6:29 .....thank you for answering so efficiently 😂

6:42 "I buy it. I completely.... buy it." RHONDA THAT'S NOT HELPFUL AHSKSHDJKD

6:56 can you imagine seeing your friend go down in a sub then hours later seeing the sub float up in fucking PIECES

7:06 KATE! KATE! KATE! KATE!

7:06 please let it be reunion time

7:25 oh hello that's a drop

7:38 *to the tune of Bezos I* come on Katie u can do it pave the way put ur back into it

7:51 she craves that mineral

8:06 Sticky, my child

8:20 oh my gosh they went out and LOOKED FOR HER I care them 😭😭😭

8:23 SHE KNEW HIS DREAM SHE KNEW HIS DREAM TELEPATH TELEPATH TELEPATH

8:34 STICKY STOPPPP

8:40 "jumping to conclusions is a failure of character" wow that really is something Curtain would say

8:52 angry Reynie. He is in rare form

8:54 "and you helped put her there!" OOOOOOOH I SCREAMED

9:03 "I shouldn't have yelled" okay but you kinda should have Sticky needs a wake up call

9:06 "dont apologize. I like this side of you." IS THIS THE START OF REYNIE AND CONSTANCE HAVING THE BEST SIBLING RELATIONSHIP

9:22 "if you really cared about me, you'd want me to be happy instead of standing there telling me who I am" oh Sticky my dude I am NOT digging the manipulation

9:36 Reynie pulling out the BFF card!!! Also Reynie digging in his feet because he knows he's right!!!! That's great setup for his arc as a strategist later

9:48 "I'm telling you, Kate's fine." Narrator: Kate was not, in fact, fine.

10:03 "they'll notice." Sticky has made one (1) good point.

10:11 oh dear god are they fingerprinting this bitch

10:19 all this equipment, has no one walked up to the cliff and looked down???

10:23 HAHAHAHA WAIT THEY ACTUALLY HAVEN'T

10:27 "we've been out here all night" that means Kate has been clinging to a cliff by her fingers and toes ALL NIGHT????

11:04 babe I know it's been a long night but maybe wait a second for them to actually leave before you climb back up

11:15 BUCKET NO

11:22 she has to go get it. There's no way someone wouldn't find that shit, it's in plain view

11:37 "WAS"???? WHY ARE WE SAYING WAS????? NO PAST TENSE HERE MILLIGAN'S FINE

11:43 "I only wish we could've known him better" NOOOPE NONONO WE'RE NOT DOING THIS

11:47 Rhonda back at it as the voice of reason!!!!!

11:59 "I have never met a more competent swimmer" throwback to "the baaAAAYYYY"

12:10 MR. BENEDICT'S FACE HAHAHAHA HOLD ON LET ME TAKE A PICTURE IM DYING

12:11 NUMBER TWO, NOT HELPING

12:14 RHONDA'S FACE HAHENDJDKDN

12:33 "we will go rescue him" because of COURSE he would

12:36 Rhonda is his best wingwoman omfg she's so consistent

12:54 MISS PERUMAL??????

12:56 MISS PERUMAL!!!!!!

13:00 SHE KNOWS HE'S RIGHT GAKSHDBDHEKSNND

13:09 "how hard can it be? It's an island!" PFFFFT

13:16 oh SQ baby boy please get out of there

13:25 "I certainly have my own suspicions" he said, looking at SQ why are you looking at SQ like that

13:31 SQ GET OUT OF THERE PLEASE IS2G

13:36 here we fuckin go

13:43 the captions have the f in forest capitalized like it's this special place

13:43 new hc that the Forest is a magical place like pixie hollow

13:57 TWO THINGS: 1. YES stand up for yourself baby!!!! 2. Shepard Quaid? Interesting! I don't think we ever got SQ's full name in the books, I hope TLS made that decision!

14:08 your "father hat"??? Oh my gosh shut the fuck up right there don't even continue

14:16 oh yeah real fuckin cute put on your "steward of this institution hat" and call that a good reason to be a shit person

14:43 "No." GOOD FOR HIMMMM GOOD JOB SQ

15:03 Kate's struggling right by the shore where a certain someone would be returning after a very hard swim, it would be a great time for a meeting wouldn't you think

15:09 KATE THE GREAT

15:11 "THE TRAPESE GODDESS" I WILL REFER TO HER AS NOTHING ELSE

15:26 sorry but that green screen of her falling was kinda funny

15:28 soooooo is someone, a very certain someone, gonna catch her...??????

15:36 YEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH

15:43 IS THIS IT????@?@?!?

15:46 awww poor baby girl you can tell how tired she is

15:46 just putting this out there- they look so good in frame together

15:46 the actor who plays Milligan is fucking huge in stature so I wasn't sure how that would go but it looks so good

16:00 THE WAY HE'S LOOKING AT HER WITH HIS HAND ON HER SHOULDER I CANT DO THISSSSS

16:20 "keep going." 😭😭😭😭😭

16:23 "you dont understand." Ohhhh I think he does

16:25 "I think I do." What did I tell you, he's got your back babygirl

16:45 I'm so glad she's talking this out, and with Milligan of all people

17:01 it makes so much sense for Kate to feel alone in that situation, and when Kate feels anything less than positive she goes and does something, whatever that something is.

17:05 "So.. I...." "fell off a cliff and nearly died." Thanks for putting things into perspective Milligan

17:05 Milligan is such a good dad stop

17:19 "most of the way" is an understatement LMFAO

17:29 I'm so glad we know the intimate details of Milligan's illustrious swimming abilities 😂 out of all the new things wfrom the show that one wasnt on my radar

17:52 leave it to Milligan to come up with an escape plan off of an island with no water vessel with four kids in tow

18:08 THEYRE SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭

18:08 lowkey I'm super surprised they didnt take this opportunity to have Milligan's arduous swim force his memories out and have the father daughter bonding time they deserve. I hope they give that moment ample time to flesh out.

18:13 BUCKET!!!

18:13 wait that shot is so artsy hold up lmfao

18:13 this looks like someone's photography final hahahaha

18:26 THE TENDER MUSIC STOPPPP 😭😭😭

18:41 Sticky is still on that jumping to conclusions bs he got from Curtain

18:44 WETHERALL'S WIDGET 😭

19:31 "Kate... she's in danger..." NO SHIT SHERLOCK

19:36 "and it's all because of me." Not just because of you but love to see you taking responsibility

19:52 once again I am asking WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS IN THE OPEN

20:26 "Kate. She has changed." "Not really. She's always been who she is." "Her clothes. She changed clothes." PFFFT HAHHAHA they really took a moment of self-reflection and made it so much better

20:55 AYYYYY KATE'S DEPENDENCY ARC CONTINUESSSSS

21:35 yikes yikes yikes

22:16 I love that Mr. Benedict got closure in telling Miss Perumal that her words stuck with him

22:40 the way she just knows Reynie took the position of leader 😭😭

22:54 SHE WROTE HIM A LETTERRR

23:02 "Would it be possible to get this to him?" Ma'am what part of undercover spy don't you get

23:54 it's still really weird that we are now in a position where Reynie is the one who is not trusted and Sticky is the one in Curtain's favor

24:13 and here we see Curtain's thinly veiled anger issues shining through

24:21 "the little things matter. Every minor detail, it all matters!" CALLBACK TO MR. BENEDICT TELLING THE CHILDREN THAT THEY ALL MATTER

24:55 "I can tell with complete accuracy when a person is lying." first of all, no. second of all, I cannot wait for him to talk to Constance.

26:33 why is Mr. Benedict graphically explaining the children's potential trauma so funny to me

26:40 "you're catastrophizing." "Yes. I am. Quite severely. Thank you." WHY IS THIS FUNNY

26:58 MADGE!!!!

27:16 she's so prettyyyyy

27:33 GOOD JOB MADGE!!!!!

27:36 wait did she just take the LETTER??? she's delivering the LETTER?????

28:05 WHAT DOES "OKAY FINE" MEAN??? REYNIE??????

28:22 it's sad because it's true 🥺

28:24 "I miss my teacher from the orphanage" the best lies are the ones rooted in truth 🥺🥺🥺

28:48 roll credits

29:16 Reynie honey Orion's Belt isn't on the ceiling

29:29 the way he was so confident that he had it right 😑 Curtain Stop Being a Pretentious Fuck challenge

29:52 our babygirl is so smartttt

29:55 did Milligan plant his prints 😳 oh no OH NO

29:57 MARTINA???? WHATSUEJHDKD

29:57 is this the replacement for when they pin cheating on her????

30:03 THE KEY CARD!!!!

30:11 MADGEEEE

30:21 "one attacked me as a small child" honey you are a small child

30:24 "it did not win," she said, smiling menacingly

30:40 "so we dance again" WHY DID THE MUSIC REV UP WHEN SHE SAID THAT HAHAHAHA

31:01 ✨woodworking is a passion✨

31:58 "was it functional?" "Well I guess that depends on how you define functionality" RHONDA'S FACE IN THE BACKGROUND HAHAHAHA

32:10 OH HEY MARTINA

32:17 wait 🥺

32:22 that has to be SQ :)

32:28 hi sweet boy

32:34 please tell me they did that shot of the sandwich because Madge is about to take it

32:39 LMFAOOOOO

32:44 hi good girl!!! Enjoy your snackies

32:50 oh god oh no the LETTER

33:25 oh wow we're doing this NOW??

33:52 and here we see another example of Curtain's thinly veiled anger issues bubbling to the surface

34:10 hey what if you uhhh weren't such an asshole

34:33 that man's voice is buttery

34:52 REYNIE'S TRYING TO TELL SQ????

35:02 and they're talking about this right in front of the office door, WHY??

35:24 AND THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT THIS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE OFFICE DOOR, WHY????

35:55 he's letting him go 🥺🥺🥺🥺

36:14 why does that look like a body bag

36:17 oh my gosh it definitely is a body bag, hey Martina

36:25 yep, that's about what I expected

36:36 "whoever did this to me, they're gonna pay" oh girl do I have some bad news for you

37:12 ahhhh, so Martina is the burnt out gifted kid who keeps going out of spite and sheer force of will

37:12 everything makes much more sense now

37:30 ohhhhh my gosh feelings time

37:44 "I think it's awesome." "Yeah. I know you do." THE SHIPPERS ARE THRIVING

37:54 THEY REALLY WANT TO MAKE THIS AS PAINFUL AS POSSIBLE HUH

38:10 "it's the least I can do" that's an understatement 😬

38:14 AAWWWWW SHKSHSLSBDK

38:20 "I don't know what I'd do without you, Wetherall" STOPPPPP

38:30 HEY BUD UH MAYBE CLOSE YOUR DOOR???

38:38 he's been writing letters to her every night and now he finally gets one back 😭😭

39:34 so Miss Perumal wrote this letter with the intention of it being sent to him, right- why did she write it like that?? 😂

39:34 they've gone to such lengths to communicate in code but the letter kind of undermines that- it was written in such a way that an onlooker would know Reynie was a spy but wouldn't know what he was doing or why. No wonder SQ was pissed

39:41 KATE!!

40:10 BREAKING NEWS: local bastard man treats everyone like shit

40:15 ohhhhh SQ bud please be careful

40:30 "always have time for my son," he said in a clipped voice that implied that he does not have time for his son

40:35 ohhh he's getting RIGHT INTO IT HUH

40:41 you mean to tell me he's never asked about Mr. Curtain's work?? Ever???? Somehow that doesn't seem right to me

40:57 hey uh what if you didn't talk down to SQ at every opportunity

41:02 "would you care to reconsider that answer, son?" "No." DIG THOSE HEELS IN SQ!!!!

41:22 I'm really not digging that Curtain is using the guise of openly expressing his feelings to communicate his anger and his unasked question. Not cool bitch head

41:33 the fact that he didn't answer SQ's spoken question kind of also answers his unspoken question

41:45 "I knew there was something off about that girl. But espionage?" "How do you so convincingly fake a tetherball obsession?" I love that this entire conversation could be about Martina or Kate interchangeably

42:34 WELL THAT'S NOT GOOD

42:36 IF IT WAS THAT EASY TO FIND WITH BINOCULARS HOW HAD THEY NOT BEEN SPOTTED UP UNTIL THIS POINT?!!?#? HOW????

43:05 Kate advocating for Martina with the Society 🥺🥺 the interaction I didn't know I needed

43:58 "I definitely don't like to leave anything unfinished." "That's true, I've seen you eat." PFFFFT

44:05 YESS YOU GO STICKY USE YOUR ACCESS FOR PRIME INTEL

44:19 "well, you can't succeed without me, so..." baby girl you have no idea how right you are

44:28 please let that be Milligan PLEASE LET THAT BE MILLIGAN

44:32 YEAAAAAHHHHH

44:35 I simply adore him

44:45 "would you mind helping me down, please? I'm stuck." Your honor I would die for this man

44:54 oh shit, Martina's tryna sleuth it out herself.. this can't end well

45:04 is she about to find Kate's marbles or something?? Callback to the book?

45:26 the absolute MURDER in her eyes

45:31 FUCKIN YIKES

45:41 "the clothes of someone who had given up" ASEJDGEIDNDLFK

45:47 well that's not good

46:00 WELL THAT'S NOT GOOD

46:04 PLEASE let them be on their way already, please

46:14 THEY MADE A BLIMP????

46:17 Goodyear is QUAKING

46:35 why the fuck is Number Two in red, that's upsetting on principle

THEYRE JUST ENDING IT THERE???? goddamnit!!!!

How surreal is it that next week is the finale?? Idk if I'm ready for that????

#mbs disney+#mbs liveblog #the dance of the celestial orb #the mysterious benedict society #charity's talkies

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bakerolivias-archived · 2 years

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Ur blog is probably my fave blog on this hellsite. Thank you for being funny and smart and I love your url (also one last thing: do u still ship ravenbell or rellamy or braven or whatever the official ship name is? I need to know if I’m not the only one still stuck on them after two years lmao) sorry for the chaotic ask btw

thank you babe i love your blog so much and i'm glad to hear you have such a high opinion of me <3<3

and no i'm still not over rellamy they are my otp and i'm making a rellamy graphic right now because i love them so much is2g

#dear-yellow-legal-pad #anna's messages

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yandere-monoma · 8 months

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ok i need u to know how deeply and immediately im obsessed with killswitch. i literally just read the first two chapters of kym and i know i have more to go but i NEED to tell you that i love swap aus so much and the fact that youve clearly thought so much abt the nature/nurture aspect of all the kids is SO FUCKING GOOD bc i think abt how theyd change and stay the same in swaps all the time. also "telekineticTactoe" is the most perfect jade lalonde chumhandle ever and im OBSESSED with it. sorry to yell in your inbox but ive been feeling a homestuck backslide for weeks and i think its fully happened now. ive been Got. rose strider you poor poor girl you monster you beautiful bitch. (ALSO: IS ROSE A PRINCE/BARD OF LIGHT bc ro-stri being a prince of light would be just the most crushing thing. my other guess is knight of light bc LORD KNOWS shes got facades up, but prince. . .)

AAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOUUUUU!!!! pls never be sorry for inbox yelling is2g when i come home and see messages in my inbox i immediately scream and leap into the air and fly into the sun with happiness i am so so happy thank YOU!!!!!!!

I FEEL YOU THOUGH swap aus are just so addicting i don't think they'll ever let me go now that i've given into their power... it's such a fun way to produce a character study. i love psychology so much it feels like such a treat to get to play with it in this way @_@ and THANK YOU i've never been prouder of a chumhandle i've made than that one hsjkdfgs

ALSO!!!

🚨🚨🚨 DING DING DING 🚨🚨🚨

she is ABSOLUTELY a prince of light YEP!!!!!! congrats on fuckin NAILING it i am soaring over the MOON rn. ironically i'm about to post another kym commentary where i explain the decision between her being a prince vs being a knight so if that's a thing you're interested, stay tuned!!! but yeah :') her classpect kills me she did not stand a CHANCE we love a girl that is doomed in every possible way 💛

#Anonymous #inbox #fic: kill your masters #verse: killswitch #TY AGAIN FOR THIS it rly makes me so emotional seeing ro-stri love... our girl our daughter our wittle pwince....

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multibug · 3 years

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i'm out of my head and i know that you're scared (because hearts get broken)

chapters: 19/? (chapter one is a prelude from my love square fluff series and is included) words: 51,441 relationships: adrien agreste/marinette dupain-cheng, alya cesaire/nino lahiffe tags: Alternate Universe - No Kwamis, Chatting & Messaging, Long-Distance Friendship, Identity Reveal, Slow Burn, Influencers, Aged-Up Character(s), Human Kwamis, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Lila Shakes Things Up summary: ren from ren and stimpy: think its the opposite u furry lookin ass

right chat: Rena, nooo!!

ren from ren and stimpy: rena yes

or, Adrien is a streamer on top of his modeling job, with the help of his long-distance friends Ladybug, Carapace, and Rena Rouge. Shenanigans ensue, and the masks they’ve hidden behind for years begins to break.

“You’re telling me that some bitch—”

Nino sputters out a mildly horrified laugh. “Alya!”

A strand of hair is tucked behind her ear by said snapback-clad boy and she huffs loudly. “What, Nino? It’s not as if I’m wrong. As I was saying before you rudely interrupted me, she stole my identity?!”

“Yeah, we only realized she wasn’t you when the two of you returned from your trip and messaged us,” Adrien supplies helplessly, shifting to tuck a leg under him.

Alya gives both him and Marinette the stink eye, though Adrien’s sure it’s just a test if he knows her well enough. “How could you ever think someone like that was me?”

“To be fair, Als,” Marinette starts off, voice gentle as she scooches closer to Adrien to lean against his arm. “We didn’t really get to talk to her. I tried messaging her on Discord and on Twitch, but she kept claiming she was busy anytime I reached out. I figured you were just upset over the breakup originally and needed your space, you know? I didn’t want to push it.”

The redhead’s harsh exterior fades, and they’re left with a sad one instead. “Yeah, it’s just bizarre that she’d even want my account? Is she that obsessed with sunshine over here?”

“Hey! Don’t say that.” Adrien’s cheeks flush a deep shade of red, which has Marinette pinching them. He grabs her hands and huffs. “Hey to you too!”

Marinette’s laughter is contagious. “Hey, what’s up?”

Alya raises an eyebrow in Marinette’s direction and leans in to whisper into her ear. Whatever Alya says has Marinette’s cheeks burning a bright shade of pink that travels to her neck and parts of her shoulders. She quickly removes her hands from Adrien’s, yet stays tucked against his side.

Both of them blinking over in Adrien’s direction has him believing it had something to do with him.

“Whatever the case may be,” Adrien begins, flicking his hair out of his eyes. He’s not thinking about those last few seconds. Nope. “We need to be smart about this, Ren—Alya. She has your account right now and has all of our subscribers like putty in her hands.”

“Adrien’s right. If we go about this the wrong way, they might think we’re lying, and we do not want for that to happen,” Nino chimes in, resting a reassuring hand on Alya’s shoulder as she begins to close in on herself.

“It’s weird seeing you be reasonable,” Marinette comments idly, her hair splaying out over Adrien’s arm and shoulder.

Nino hums. “Only when it’s needed.”

“That’s a good way to live.”

“Yeah, I try.” Nino flips his non-existent long hair over his shoulder.

“So what do we do?” Alya’s voice is soft, nowhere near as confident as the girl they know.

Marinette sends her a reassuring smile. “Max is working on getting the account back as we speak. Going through the conventional means won’t work, but if anyone can do it, it’s Max.”

“He said he’d call once he has the account back, so instead of sitting around all day like plebs, I’ve planned us a little adventure.” Nino’s lips curve into a smirk that excites Adrien. “Get dressed, lads and ladettes. We’ve places to be, things to see!”

“Do you have any idea what he’s got planned?” Marinette asks both Adrien and Alya as Nino disappears into the guest room to supposedly finish getting ready.

A light breeze travels in through the screen door of the balcony. It’s chillier than it’s been the last few days, though not nearly as cold as Paris is during this time of year. Birds still flock regularly on Marinette’s balcony, a few residing today with the leftovers of what she’d given them earlier.

Adrien loves it here.

(Marinette definitely isn’t the main reason, no. He wouldn’t admit it to himself if he was paid to.)

“No idea,” Alya replies with a shrug, a far-off look in her eye. “I’m going to go get dressed.” As soon as the look had appeared, it vanished, and she follows Nino to change.

“We have to keep an eye on her,” Marinette whispers, a bit too close to constitute a reasonable amount of personal space, but Adrien isn’t complaining. “I don’t like seeing her like this.”

His heart warms at how caring she is. “You’re too nice, Bug. She’ll be okay, but we’ll be there for her if she needs us, okay?”

He hopes his reassurance is enough to quell her worries.

It does seem to be enough, and a huge smile breaks out on her face. “Thanks, Adrien. You’re the best.” She leaves him with a quick, slightly wet kiss on the cheek and scurries out of the room with a giggle, much to Adrien’s amusement.

He raises his eyebrows with a smirk, shaking his head fondly. If that’s how she wants to play, then so be it.

Game on.

— — —

PANINI: gamers im taking the ladies out today if you guys want to come, let me know and i’ll dm you the details

Banana head: NINO, YOU IDIOT. I’M NOT A LADY. Who changed my name? I will end you.

chlo: rmbr u rmbr right?

Banana head: Chlo, I swear to all that is holy. Don’t tell that story.

chlo: how much?

RENegade: is sHE ASKING FOR SEX???

marimba: SEX???????? wheRE?????

chlo: GOD NO I’M A LESBIAN WHAT THE FUCK

Kagami: Lesbian, huh? ;)

chlo: kagami stfu is2g

Kagami: ;)

chlo: ANYWAYS how much money, adri

Banana head: You want another Louis Vuitton bag, don’t you?

chlo: IT’S THE NEWEST OF THE SEASON AND THEY WON’T LET ME HAVE IT

Banana head: Sigh. I’ll see what I can do.

chlo: thanks bitch! you’re the bomb bomb dot com bomb diggity someone take away my phone

Alix: hey, @Carapace, what time are you guys going out? rose, juleka and i are about to see a movie but if it’s after that, we can meet up

PANINI: we were gonna head out before the rain hit so in like five minutes

Juls: drat we can just hang out another time then :( have fun guys!!!!

marimba: YOU TOO JULES I LOVE YOU BITCH

Juls: I AIN’T EVER GON STOP LOVING YOU

Alix: BITCH

Banana head: Best meme. 10/10.

luka: how can you say that when the chicken nuggets meme exists

marimba: I ONLY HAVE 69 CENTS!! GOOD MEME!!!!!!

luka: see even marinette knows

marimba: haha it has 69 in it haha haha ha

Banana head: You’re such a child!!!!

marimba: COMING FROM THE MAN WITH THE NAME BANANA HEAD WHERE’S CHLOE I’LL GET HER THE LOUIS VUITTON BAG IF IT MEANS HER TELLING THE STORY

Banana head: I’M KIDDING. I’M KIDDING!!!!

marimba: that’s what i thought :)

PANIN(o)I: y’all better be ready we leaving now let’s GO

RENegade: I’M COMING BITCH CHILLLLL

marimba: wITHOUT ME????

Adrien’s been ready for a bit, but he doesn’t mind waiting.

He decided on wearing a pair of black jeans instead of shorts, just in case it rains while they’re out, and a black sweater with a thick jean jacket. His hair is a dark brown shade, still lightening at a slow rate, though he doesn’t mind it much at this shade.

He wouldn’t dye it again to match, but he’ll let it fade as he’s enjoying the brunet life.

Marinette’s bedroom door squeaks open and she appears through the door, dressed and ready to go.

And wow. No one should look that good, and she pulls it off so easily.

Her bangs frame her face like curtains, her hair just past shoulder length from being straightened. Her bright blue eyes blink amusedly at him, lips arching into a smile.

The only makeup he spots is on her lips, a lip gloss that makes her lips look super kissable. “Problem, Agreste?”

Laughter bubbles out of his lips, and he averts his eyes. “None, Dupain-Cheng. Just admiring your beauty, is all.” Lying won’t help his cause, so he might as well be honest.

She rolls her eyes, hard enough to hurt, yet her cheeks give her away. “Sure, whatever you say!”

His eyes flash over her attire. While she’s not dressed up by any means, the outfit she chose suits her so well.

Wait. Is she trying to kill him?

With the impending rain and whether they’ll end up caught in the crossfire, she’s chosen a black baggy sweater, denim jeans with large holes around the knees with fishnet stockings underneath, and black old-skool vans.

And to top it off, she’s wearing his merch. His Chat Noir sweater that’s completely black, with white lettering in the center that says, “I’m the Chat’s meow”. He hadn’t noticed at first, been too preoccupied with, er, other things—her lips—and he’d lie if he said his face didn’t get slightly hot at seeing her in person in his merch.

“I thought you only bought the sweatpants, Bug?” He asks offhandedly, eyes averting from her for a second time.

(He has no idea the nickname brings another bout of red to her cheeks.)

“Shut up or I will take it off right now—”

“Oh, please d—”

She’s in front of him in a second, her hand firmly covering his mouth with a menacing look in her eyes. “Adrien Agreste, if you continue with that sentence, I will murder you and I won’t tell anyone where I hid your body—”

Adrien bursts out laughing the best he can, and it sounds so bizarre with her hand muffling it. His own hand finds her wrist and wraps around it, gently prying it away from his face. “Bug, please, you’re going to kill me!”

“You’re not wrong about that,” she affirms with her eyes narrowed. She allows him to keep hold of her wrist.

“I was kidding,” he murmurs, eyes locking with hers as he brings her wrist to his lips and presses a light kiss to her skin. With how close she is, he can feel her breath hitch, so he sends her his best smile. “I would never want to make you uncomfortable.”

Marinette’s head tilts to the side, face softening. Her free hand finds his cheeks and she squeezes them gently. “You’ve never made me uncomfortable before, and you haven’t now. I was kidding as well.”

His eyes brighten. “Oh, so that means you—”

“You’re absolutely hopeless!” Her forehead drops to his shoulder as she whines loudly.

“There, there,” he says, hand wrapping around her to pat her back. “You’ll be okay, Bug, don’t worry. I’ve got you.”

She’s warm, so warm against him that his jacket feels stifling, and he tugs her closer, enjoying—savoring this moment with her. He doesn’t have many days left in Nice, and he wants to cherish every second he can.

There goes his heart again, pitter-pattering away, following hers like a lost puppy.

If only she knew.

#adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #alya cesaire #Nino lahiffe #streamer au #mine #miraculous fanfic #miraculous ladybug #i finally wrote it!#its' finally posted!!!!!!!!!!!#AAAAAAAAAAAH #i hope you guys enjoy #this is only part one of two tho :p #also this is not beta'd #ill probably fix it later but i aint give a FUCK #ladynoir #but unconventionally

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s-lay-ing · 5 years

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Late night rambles 🌙

#so.......#this is going to be probably the stupidest thing i'll say but........ wow #I hate ?) dislike ?) when people worry so much about me ?)#does that make sense?#specially when it's people with whom I'm not related in any way #how to explain it?#there are friends of my parents or 'family' members who ALWAYS ask my parents about me. what am i doing. what im planning to do #telling them what should i do and stuff like that and 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩#dude........ no one asked #but on the other hand there are also people I cherish who also happen to worry about me and 😣 whyyy #I am also worried about myself thanks a lot don't do it too pls #yesterday my mom told me a former english teacher of mine (who happens to work w/ my f*ther) asked him about me #and that she always asks for me which is sort of endearing because she's one of my favorite teachers ever #BUT she told him that my 'talent for translating shouldn't be wasted' so she wants to contact me to work or sth #and I understand and appreciate her concern but I find it hard to believe bc I honestly don't think I'm that good at translating either #the thing is that she knows I didn't study translating bc I wanted to aka that is not what I want to do in life #I just studied that bc it was the easiest subject to me and considering I don't like studying that seemed the best option #and is2g I do appreciate her intentions b u t ughhhhh! it burdens me when people worry about me #idk why... maybe bc they expect sth from me and they won't stop until I meet those expectations but I'm not interested in pleasing anyone so #sigh....#rambles

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sugawara-sweetheart · 4 years

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Hii! May I please request a haikyū matchup? I’m a girl and I’m 5’3 with a very petite body, and a curvy ass. I have long black hair and dark brown eyes. I look very approachable and most people tend to think I’m an extrovert. I’m a sagittarius, INFJ and my enneagram is 2w1. My talents are singing, acting and drawing. I don’t really have big fears but I do find insects very ew. I don’t like big crowds. I don’t like it when ppl smoke. My fav subject is english! -👁💋👁 1

I love scented candles, tea, daydreaming, cooking, stuffed animals, teacups, animals, perfumes, strawberries, perfume bottles, macarons, and cheesecakes! I’m pretty chaotic but can be serious when needed! I’m very very ✨touch starved✨ I sometimes get a lil insecure cuz it looks like I’m being too needy. I loveee listening to music! Mostly on car rides! I always sing while doing the dishes🤧 I’m smart, open minded but pretty blunt, indecisive and moody. -👁💋👁 2 I still can’t swim 🤧 MY FAV SINGER IS ARIANA GRANDE! my bag is like a girls scout bag, it has everythin I’d possibly need. I workout a few times a week! I get jealous pretty easily ngl,, aghsjshsh is2g I’m nice on a normal basis. I’d love a relationship that’s passionate! On to the nsfw👀 I’m a switch, I just love it when he’s a sure dom but I somehow make him beg yk? I like roleplaying! I think collars are hot agsggsh. I loveee collecting lingerie! -👁💋👁 3 Dirty talk is 👌 I like hairpulling, hickeys, body worship, stripping, teasing, mutual masturbation, oral sex(I’ll probs only do it in the shower tho) & temperature play. I don’t like intense BDSM like where u actually get hurt and probs bleed, spanking is ok tho! I like using sex toys while having sex! anal sex isn’t really my thing. I’d love some shower sex or mirror sex. I’m pretty open minded and okay with trying out diff kinks just pls no sangwoos-👁💋👁 4

thank you for requesting!!! i hope you enjoy💞

warnings: nsfw

i match you up with...bokuto kōtarō!!!

bokuto sees your pretty, kind, approachable face and being so extroverted (and captivated by you) he’s rushing over to make friends and ends up blurting out he wants to take you on a date

your relationship dynamic involves you caring a lot for bokuto, being so aware of his needs, but he’s always showering you in love that you never doubt it

he loves to cuddle you, hug you, kiss you anywhere and anytime he can so you’ll never been too needy because he’s always needier!

at home, he loves to have you sat on his lap as you watch tv together but you don’t know what’s going on half the time because bokuto loves chatting to you so much instead

show off bokuto loves recording you singing and acting because then he can show it off to everyone! he’s your biggest supporter and loves your talents- he often asks you to sing to him when you shower together

you never need to get jealous because it’s very clear that bokuto prioritises you- he won’t even look at other girls because he’ll be too focused holding your hand and beaming at you with heart-shaped eyes

your well-prepared bag is always good for bokuto because he can’t take care of himself very well so you’re always ready!

bokuto loves how smart you are so he always begs you to help him with his school work. when you do, he praises you throughout the whole study session and offers to pay you with kisses

fun dates! your chaotic side always comes out with bokuto on your dates at the amusement park, fairgrounds, mini golf, even if you’re just going to a diner for some quick food

every amusement park date bokuto always makes sure to win you a cute stuffed toy from one of the claw machines, even if it eats all his money

if you’re feeling moody, bokuto will probably get upset too where his hair starts to wilt so generally your moods will uplift together or akaashi has to come along to cheer you both up

bokuto definitely tries to kidnap someone’s pet dog or cat to make you happy. he just pouts and says he wants to have a little family with you🥺

he loves your music taste and plays your ariana grande playlist a lot- he knows all the lyrics and likes to sing along with you, even taking your hands into his and making you dance with him

obsessed with your ass. his eyes are glued to it and akaashi very awkwardly has to tell him it’s impolite to stare

nsfw:

size kink- this boy is so much bigger than you he loves seeing your tight, little hole struggle to take his cock even though he’s already made you cum twice

bokuto is a soft dom who definitely starts to beg and whine when he wants you to ride him faster or to kiss him

he loves to fuck you in front of a mirror so he can see your wet cunny take every inch of his thick cock and see all the pretty faces you make when you’re cumming all over him

wearing a collar with his name on makes him go feral as his ego boosts massively. he loves the idea of you being his only hence why he loves marking you with hickeys too

seeing you in lingerie makes him needy and he absolutely cannot resist letting his hands roam all over your body, groping your ass and pretty tits through the lacy fabric and then watching you slowly take it off in a strip-tease, your hips swaying to the music in the back

he’s definitely into mutual masturbation too. he loves getting off watching you use a toy on yourself, his eyes fixated as you drip all over the toy and your own fingers with his name on your tongue

#matchups #matchup #haikyuu #haikyuu matchup #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #hq #hq imagines #hq headcanons #hq x reader #bokuto #bokuto imagines #bokuto headcanons #bokuto x reader #bokuto x y/n #bokuto matchup

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