kalopsia - (n). the delusion of things being more beautiful than they are.
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mademoiselles i'm down bad for : natasha romanoff / scarlett johansson, taylor swift, gracie abrams, vanessa shelly, margot robbie (+ her as harley quinn), huh yunjin, kim jennie/jennie ruby jane, jeon somi, ning yizhuo, julie han.
wattpad : talesofely
masterlist :
★ Natasha Romanoff
★ Filipino Perks - natasha romanoff x gn!reader (fluff)
★ The (Wo)Man Who Can't Be Moved - natasha romanoff x gn/fem!reader (light angst, fluff)
★ Save My Tears (Part 2 to TWWCBM) - natasha romanoff x fem!reader (light angst, fluff)
★ Happier - natasha romanoff x gn/fem!reader (angst?)
series :
★ Desired Reality - natasha romanoff x fem!reader (on-going)
★ ...?
★...?
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i was tagged by @jacuzziwaters
3 Ships: sasunaru, stephcass, and dickkory
First Ship: percabeth most likely
Last Song: part of please don’t by mxtmoon, the last song in its entirety is everytime by boy pablo
Last Movie: i have truly no idea, i don’t watch that many movies and i dont have great memory for this kind of stuff, last one i know i watched in its entirerity is everything everywhere all at once, but i’ve probably watched smth since then
Currently Reading: Blackest Night Green Lantern graphic novel, i really loved the first volume and this one is doing a great job of exploring parts of the story we weren’t shown in the first volume and i find the exploration of life and resurrection in the dc universe super interesting, its also fun to read after reading green lantern secret orgins which had directly set up a few plot points in this book
Currently Watching: the queens gambit, titans s4, young justice s3, and bobs burgers
Currently Consuming: air and my computers battery
Currently Craving: rice with cheddar cheese, i could get up and make it but i just did hw and used up my executive functioning
no pressure tagging: @maxwithasax @reformistsasuke @oldmanlogan
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the depopulation of the palestinian village of kawkab al-hawa is far from the only case in which a palestinian village was violently, entirely depopulated during the 1948 nakba. it's also not the only case in which neighboring kibbutz residents advocated for and even themselves participated in the destruction of houses, nor is it the only case in which elements of the village were only kept so they could serve a neighboring tourist attraction. however, it is a conspicuous case of all of the above, combined.
kawkab al-hawa happens to sit by belvoir castle, one of the best-preserved crusader castles in palestine. the village itself had been testified to in some shape or form from antiquity - the crusaders had referred to the village with the frankish name "belvoir", hence the name of the castle. after saladin retook it, the village as we know it today expanded into and around the castle's confines. by 1945, the castle had been in ruins for centuries, while the rural village housed 300, mostly farmers.
in the words of meron benvenisti: "In the Israeli context, it is preferable to immortalize those who exterminated the Jewish communities of Europe (in the late eleventh and early twelfth centuries) and murdered the Jews of Jerusalem in 1099 than to preserve relics of the local Arab civilization with which today's Israelis coexist...Arab buildings spoil the myth of an occupied land under foreign rule, awaiting liberation at the hands of the Jews returning to their homeland."
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❀ ゚. ༄ ┊ & 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐊𝐘 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 ;
( my heart slams against my ribs when i think of the slaughtered nights
i spent all over the world waiting to feel your touch. )
characters : ais / leander / kuras
fandom : touchstarved
quote cr : henry rollins
a/n : each character is limited to 250 words!
how canon is this ? it is not ✩°。⋆⸜(ू˙꒳˙ )
↬ ais ࿐ ࿔
BLOOD IS NEVER MEANT TO BE A BEAUTIFUL THING, BUT THE SEASPRING IS A SIREN : A SALVATION AND DAMNATION ALL AT ONCE.
no, blood is not meant for greater things, the brilliant reflection in sanguine so alluring and tempting. blood is not meant for greater things, but ais has fallen prey to this siren, found coexistence with a terror that all should fear.
he does not know if it's a mistake, nor does he know if there is regret that dwells in this monstrous heart of his.
( it doesn't matter. monsters don't have hearts, anyway, and demons are no different. )
perhaps it is not a mistake for him, but it would be for you. you, who has carried this burden for all your life, only knowing it as a blessing until recent times. you, who stares into the seaspring with an unreadable expression, pupils dilated, fists clenched.
he does not know if he should stop you, break your thoughts away from a vicious ending. because your ending will be the ending of so many, minds a haze, memories lost and mixed with the masses.
"careful, sparrow," he leans down, face dangerously close to yours, "there are other ways to break my heart, you know-- if that's what you're trying to do."
he expects that familiar spark of anger in your eyes, but there is nothing but fear and uncertainty. you swallow hard, dare to move closer to him until your lips are only inches apart.
"convince me to stay, then."
↬ leander ࿐ ࿔
YOUR CURSE IS YOUR ORIGIN, FINGERTIPS DRENCHED IN MADNESS AND PROPHECIES FOREWARNED. YOUR CURSE IS YOUR ORIGIN / YOUR DOWNFALL / HIS SERENITY.
in a brave new world full of evils and betrayals, leander is the closest thing to sanctuary. you do not trust too easily nowadays, upbringing created from lies and horrid intentions. in your hands, there is a curse that brings ruin to you and another : your mind wreaked with havoc of guilt, theirs with the havoc of the knowing.
so you hide. you hide your hands, hide the black and gold that is so deeply dark yet bright all the same. because nothing good can come from your touch-- or so you think.
you have done this before, known it was safe, but there is something so frightening in this moment, your body trembling so violently that you almost give into the instinct to flee. but leander knows you all too well, grabs your hands before you can revoke them.
"it's okay." he soothes you in gentle tones, that familiar pink dusting his cheeks. "nothing happened last time. you can't hurt me."
but you can, you can-- and the mere thought makes your eyes sting, vision blurring. but he believes in you, watches closely as he guides your hands to rest on his face.
nothing happens, save for the pounding of your hearts alike and the knowing comfort in your touch. leander's smile grows, faint, and he wonders how cruel the world could be, to curse someone so beautiful.
↬ kuras ࿐ ࿔
WRETCHED ARE THE ANGELS MADE FROM IMPURITIES AND FALSE DEITIES, TRUE INTENTIONS TURNED ROT WITH THE BURIAL OF SIN & GRIEF UNINTENDED.
kuras has saved your life once before, the touch of the divine invoking the resurgence of bloom in the withering roots of the soul. how you were so close to death back then, limb for a limb, life for a life, the stain of the soulless etched into your skin.
you are far from ordinary; he has known that from the beginning, knows there is a quiet redemption in your existence. in the many years he has lived, a life destitute and once full of better days, he almost feels something akin to hope in a weary heart.
"you are always saving me." you whisper one night, voice and spirit upon the verge of break, and perhaps there is a guilt somewhere-- a selfishness, and you do not know what to make of it.
and it's true-- it is, because danger is all you have known since arrival in eridia, yet kuras is a lighthouse, a safekeeping, a haven found. but you are the furthest from burden and he wishes for you to know that, to understand that, and to accept that.
so with a tenderness of a higher being, his thumb ghosts over your cheekbone, the kindest of smiles on his visage.
what will you be, he wonders : his happy ending or his swan song?
"you may be the one who is doing the saving, after all."
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