❝ People don’t understand the word RUTHLESS. They think it means ‘MEAN.’ It’s not about being mean. It’s about seeing the BRIGHT, clear LINE that leads from A to B. The line that goes from MOTIVE to MEANS. Beginning to end. It’s about seeing that bright, clear line and not CARING about anything but the beautiful fact that you can see the SOLUTION. Not caring about anything else but the PERFECTION of it. ❞ Independent HOPE MIKAELSON written by GWENDOLYN since 2018. Canon Divergent, headcanon based with tv show influences & Private.
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ᴳᴸᴬᴹ𝗩𝗢𝗠𝗜𝗧: ⠀ ⠀ an independent and mutually exclusive multi-muse roleplay blog. Featuring canon characters from different forms of mixed media. ©
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every FAMILY has a LEGACY , and this is MINE .
ALWAYS & FOREVER ⸻ @xmikaelscn .
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🌴 I will not name anyone, so this may sound way out in left field (or however the saying goes). I will say this happened in the Legacies fandom. Perhaps those involved will figure out what I am talking about or they never see this. At least I will get to say this out loud in a way. This happened like 1+ years ago and for the most part I have put it behind me, but every once in a while I think about it.
To give a short highlight of what happened, I had an oc character that was inspired by myself, but obviously tweaked to fit the fandom and because well it is fiction and not meant to be exactly like me. I am also not a dude and my oc is. I saw a new Hope Mikaelson account and was super exited when I looked at their page and what they had put on their google doc. I was like over the moon excited. But she never followed me. I felt rejected and that the reason was obviously something I was doing wrong. Now, despite this person's assumptioon I wasn't exactly fighting people off with a lightsaber. Activity was low despite my efforts, which kind or re-enforced that it is something I am doing wrong. Maybe my writing isn't good or not that interesting. I was determined to figure it out and fix it.
To give some context, I have autism, social anxiety, general anxiety, ADHD, low self-esteem and depression. What I didn't know at the time and wish I had was that one of the things people with ADHD experience is they will feel the right emotion for the situation but at a higher intensity. So while I felt rejected and anxiety, which are valid emotions in this situation, I felt them at a higher intensity than nerotypical people would. It made my anxiety worse. I was fixated on figuring out how to be more likable and what would make people want to write with me. If I could change this person's mind (the hope mikaelson mun) then maybe other people would give me a chance too. I did have a thread with two of her friends and I did confide in them, one more so than the other. But after a few days it got back to the person I was hoping to impress. The blocked me, which made me feel even worse. We went back and forth in the indie legacies rp tag.
I confided in two people I write with (well no the only two I wrote with at the time) and they both felt that while my reaction was not okay the person could have just told me why they did not want to write with me. That it would have prevented a lot of this, that despite the fact she didn't owe me an explination it is human nature to want one. No matter what they said in my head at least it was entirely my fault. Maybe it was, maybe it wasn't. The end resault is still the same. I know what I did wrong, I awknowledge and accept responisbility for it. If anyone else had any fault then that is on them.
Even to this day even though she doesn't write on that account (well since I last heard anyway) none of her friends will write with me. I followed another Hope Mikaelson acc who apparently is friends with her and she was nice to me and about three days later she blocked me for literally no reason. I just let it go. Figured the situation I just explained was why and just accepted it and moved on. It's what I wish I had done before.
I will never not be sorry for what happened and I will always regret how I behaved, wished I had made better choices and got advise on how to handle it in a way they would not cause drama. But I did learn that no one is worth feeling rejected over, nor can I make or earn someones desire to intereact with me. It is always best to just let it go and move on. Even if it means stepping away for a while.
I am not looking for feedback from anyone. I just wanted to say this and hopefully find peace with all of it. I am human, I made mistakes, but I am also learning. I am worth peoples time and effort and if they believe I am not then that is their loss, not mine.
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❝ It's not your strength that they're afraid of. You are a Mikaelson witch with a werewolf mother, and an Original father. You are the one that could finally unite all the factions, and that goes against everything that they believe in. They thrive on hatred. And you? You, my sweet girl, are their worst fear. ❞ . Indie private & selective Hope Andrea Mikaelson of The Vampire Diaries Universe written by Gwendolyn since 2018.
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❝ # 𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐊𝐀𝐄𝐋𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐇𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍. ❞ Independent MULTIMUSE portrayed, written and loved by AMELIA ( she / her, 24 ). This blog is +18 with triggering content that is tagged. If you are under the age of 18 this blog is not for you. Established on 02/02/2022. All muses CANON muses are HEADCANON based with source material influenced. SLOW REPIES. PRIVATE & SELECTIVE.
PINNED POST. DON’T REBLOG. NOT SPOILER FREE.
RULES ; think of these as the first page with the imperative and prerequisite context and background information of a good book
INTEREST TRACKER ; Mandatory prerequisite to fill out
MUSE LIST ; Learn more about who the characters portrayed in the good book are
CREDITS & INTEREST TRACKER LIST ; List of those blogs and muns who have filled out my interest tracker
WISHLIST ; Learn more about which plots are wanted to be written in the good book are
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the secret, not so secret thing about writing with me is that i would probably just offer you any of the ones i have on my multi to act as a stand in / side character / extra plot device unless you have a main or exclusive for that muse. you want to write with hope but also curious what any of the mikaelsons think / do about it? i write like 4 of them (Hayley is a Mikaelson idk what y’all are talkiing about) on @founderscouncil. want to know what other legacies characters think about what my hope is doing? i think the only characters from the series that i haven’t picked up are landon and alaric. basically, feel free to ask if you want to bring in any of my other muses from the multi to make things more dynamic in our threads.
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this is a permanent starter call post for hope mikaelson from tvdverse. by interacting with this post you’re letting me know i can tag you in starters and send memes whenever i please. however, i am asking you to also specify muses if you’re a multimuse or have a sideblog. i don’t want to send a meme to the wrong blog, but other than that please hit that heart or reply box. ♥♥♥
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open !
‘‘it’s nothing im not used to.’’ hope hummed dismissively, repressing emotions was something she’s been doing for too long to think about it anymore.
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when we’re young , we’re taught the distinction between a hero and a villain ,
good and evil ; a savior and a lost cause . . .
but what if the only real difference is who’s telling the story ?
an independent , selective , and private canon divergent / meta based
HOPE ANDREA MIKAELSON of the cw’s vampire diaries franchise .
as written and adored by sam .
* side blog to @daelupyre
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