#im high today idk

[obsob]

a redraw of ‘lament for icarus’ by herbert james draper ✷

#mine #heheHEHEHE #this was a little tricky to figure out colour wise but i did it!! #orange overlay orange multiply my beloved #also made him trans bc. i can. #DONT look at the rocks too hard okay i. i was tired by that point #and the water also thats meant to be a straight line some how it is diagonal #they are going downhill its fine #owhh today we went to a stately home bc my mum got national trust membership heehe #my god that was a home. i havent been to one like it there was a huge hallway #im talking like. very large. lined w tapestries n paintings #i like. wanna learn how to oil paint low key high key. its not rlly a good time for me to learn that now but....one day #i gotta figure out portraits first hehe #i want to draw. realistic. portraits. bring my gcse art dream to life #i think i can do that. it will just..take time. idk how to learn that skajfbsdjkbs #n also need to find my way of doing it artistic language etc etc #ihg my leggies hurt. lots of walking #im going to play some hollow knight i think then go 2 bed #tomorrow is turning into a house task day it seems. maybe i will also try 2 figure out portrait hehe #i'll add id tomorrow!!

[piningprecussionist]

Weed smoking girlfriends! But they can just be hanging out if you prefer ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Happy 4/20!

#if i work on this any more you will never see it before the day's out #and if i dont post this today I'll be PISSED. cause i did NOT finish that fic and idk that I Can before the day is out 😔 #anyway enough your transfem scott treat everyone im going to go smoke weed and make ravioli now #sp comic #spvtw #spto #fanart #kim pine #ramona flowers #scott pilgrim #ship stuff #sckimona #scott pilgrim fanart #spto fanart #scott pilgrim kim #scott pilgrim ramona #scott pilgrim scott #transfem scott pilgrim #kimona #sckim #scottmona #this almost had... such a caption. idk. nonsense. #this image does have alternate versions. and i am in fact going to make another version after posting this w my personal tweaks for pilgrim #(dyed red ends. i meant to add them before posting but i Forgot and if i make my roommate wait any longer for food he's probably going to + #+ start whining 🙄) (idc really im just being dramatic or silly. ect. you understand i hope) #scott pilgrim comic #almost forgot that. probably forgetting other things! but as you might guess. i am high! so idc

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 90

happy tdov here's the faves who, incidentally, i do headcanon as all being various flavors of trans

#day 90 #year 4 #homestuck #aradia megido #jade harley #sollux captor #as for ME i got on the local news today holding a bigass trans flag #so i think i truly managed to achieve maximum visibility for this one #idk how im gonna up the ante for next year maybe i just like #cover myself in those reflector thingies #like the things they put on kids when they go trick or treating so cars dont hit them?? #the high vis shit #get one of those construction vests w the neon yellow

[semiotomatics]

i have a ~dream question~

#this has been an original post #my pollies #polls #dreams #driving #i realized today that while im obvs not the driver in my dreams im also not specifically on public transit most of the time #im just. a passenger #no concept of other passengers or a driver or even what kind of vehicle it is #my dream logic is very much ''if its not relevant to the situation who cares'' #also ''why generate actual human beings when you can just have the vague sense that a place is populated'' #idk why im thinking abt this this morning specifically since last nights dreams didnt even involve being in a vehicle #not the ones i remember anyway #i was just thinking abt patterns in my dreams in general #cause my brain does this weird thing where in all my anxiety dreams im living in the apt i lived in through elementary + part of high school #like yes its the place ive spent the most time in but also. i havent lived there in TWELVE YEARS #and i mean i did hate that place but its not like ALL my trauma was experienced there #its just weird #dreams are weird #clouds dreams

[beeduoo]

will he burn down the kitchen

#SORRY THIS ISNT FULLT SHADED Guys it is so late this daily post grind is serious #cranboo #cranboo fanart #went to the park today lots of fun....CRAZY WIND THOUGH Omfg i wouldn't mind if it didn't RUIN MY HAIRRR #it gets so flat i have really loose curls so literally anything disturbs them and ougghh its like i just spent an hour finger waving(? ever #strand Whyyyy whatever i tried to not let that get to me i enjoyed the sun.... #i tried to braid a blade of grass it Kind of worked idk i posyed a pic on twitter oohhh it was so nice out today i was just Sat on the gras #enjoying the sun #i got this skirt at altard state the other day ACTUSLLY KTS A SHORT but like its Layered so it looks like a skirt kind of hold on #altard state raleigh layered lace shorts OUGGHH so cute so COMFROTABLE omg i wore the #m to school on friday everyone lovveddd them i lovr high school everyone is so nice to me #Tomorrow it will be 77 degrees im so excited imma take the train to school there is no way imma b sitting on that bus.... #drawing for tommroow ummmm maube Omg based off the poll imma do a follow up that sounds fun yesssss #Ok i love u guys good night

[tweltchy]

Hannigram walked so Loustat could run.

#interview with the vampire #hannibal #amc interview with the vampire #amc iwtv #louis de pointe du lac #lestat de lioncourt #loustat #I'm obviously not discrediting Hannigram at bc I love it so much and it is still important. I just like having fun comparing the two. #Or the reverse. Whatever works bc i learned something cool today!! #hot take?? idk. im still high from that episode man. #ignore meeee lolollololololololol #this is a joke postttt I know Louis and Lestat came first!! lol #stupid #lol #mod babble #random

[sea-buns]

even if i was all caught up on cr i dont think id be watching the ep tonight. still not even at the 2 hour mark in the fhjy ep for various reasons but mostly cuz i got trapped scrolling pinterest and sketching ideas for fig/ayda inspired earrings. that meteor shower has taken my attention hostage istg

#i wanted to do it today but i was too busy and im also fighting drowsiness #idk if the motivation will still be there tomorrow after errands but i sure hope so #i have like. a wire wrapped related idea which is something i rarely fuss with so #im anticipating frustration when i do work on it but i have ideas that i think are simple enough #also only vaguely know if i have beads that suit them lol could totally open my stuff and find nothing that fits #we'll see i guess #if not earrings then it will be a tiny thing to hang up somewhere like on a rearview mirror #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #sea rambles

[mariatesstruther]

okay more on jackson’s senior center based off this post:

- it started as just miss shirley and her best friend darla wanting to live together and asking maria if she could maybe find a house for them to settle in together instead of living apart

- before this, mama shirley and darla would have to walk five houses each way to see each other for afternoon tea, which just won’t do. mama shirley is 92 and darla is 90 now, and both of them are too old to be have to walking that much everyday, mama shirley tells maria. she quickly and vehemently agrees

- maria has the idea of fixing a house up for jackson’s senior citizens to live in if they’d like to. it takes a lot of unnecessary convincing to get the council to dedicate one of jackson’s best houses to a maximum of five people, but maria gets it done. they pick one of the few houses that are placed in the farther back part of jackson, near the farm and the daycare center, so that it can be far-reaching from the entrance of jackson

- the first people to movie in are shirley and darla, who share a room on the second floor (thanks to tommy replacing the stairs in the house with a reliable ramp with a wall-attached handlebar)

- gary moves in not long after he breaks his left hip while herding the goats. he likes that the house is designed to be wheel-chair access and far away from most people in town. he also likes it because he can be close to darla, who he has feelings for, but nobody knows about that except for tommy and joel

- mr. wilson moves in on maria’s insistence that he’ll get hurt if he continues to live alone and try to do everything himself. his name is harold, but he insists that anyone younger than him calls him mr. wilson on account of maintaining a respectful distance. he’s a grumpy, gruff old asshole that reminds joel more of bill than bill himself, but he’s also known to do anything and everything maria tells him with only a small amount of grumbling. somehow, she convinces him to move in after he accidentally sets his kitchen on fire trying to make himself a pocketknife (which?????? maria still doesn’t have an answer for????? why harold was trying to do that????)

- last but not least is sandra dee, jackson’s oldest and most enigmatic member. nobody really knows where she came from or what her story is: she’s the only one of jackson’s seniors that managed to get to town on her own, arriving to town at 94 about a year after its founding with nothing but a backpack and three handguns. she clamed to be sandra, but they’re not entirely sure if sandra dee is her real name. she hums songs from musicals all the time and has expressed that grease was always her favorite. at least once a month she requests to go hunting with patrol and gets mad when maria tells her no

- senior center tea: shirley and darla have longstanding beef with sandra dee because she always cheats at cards during game night, shirley knows about gary being sweet on darla but is lowkey jealous about it because SHE is sweet on darla, and everyone thinks mr. wilson has a thing for maria but he actually told her in confidence last month that he is actually sweet on gary. mama shirley and mr. wilson can’t STAND each other

- tommy calls the seniors the jackson five. all of them call him thomas. he and joel bring them all basic living supplies at least once a week, but are known to be around there pretty often

tsym for anyone having interest in this pls feel free to add anything u want!!

tagging :))) @clickergossip @nerdieforpedro @mrsmando @callmekittenandyourmajesty @steeb-stn (ty for the idea of putting it next to the daycare!) @thatoneobsessedlinguist-writes

#maria finding out from gary that hes sweet on darla knowing shirley is sweet on darla and harold is sweet on gary: oh FUCK #idk where this is coming from but theyre all so vivid in my mind like #theyd have the best breakfastes over there at the jackson five home #dinas older sister talia works as their main caretaker #shes the only person is jackson all five of them agree is a good egg #she loves them but they drive her nuts #NO gary you cannot bring the stray cats in to sleep in bed with you. because theyre dirty!!!! im not arguing with you about this again!!!! #no mr. wilson miss maria is not coming by today. i don’t know exactly why the council is busy. no i cannot take a letter over there #darla. shirley. are you guys high????? did you steal my weed tea again???????? #what do you MEAN you made your own???? #its just a whole sitcom #talia and the gang #the tipsy bison #the jackson five #the name makes tagging so convenient #jackson seniors #jackson senior center #maria miller #tommy miller #joel miller

[xx-k1tsun3-k1d-xx]

selfies dedicated to the random little shit that just decided to go up to a complete random, bother them for their snap then go ‘oh. its a tranny!!’ after hearing me speak then look disgusted and his shitty little friends <3 sorry you couldn’t deal with my scemo femboy swag i hope you get better soon im not gonna stop existing <3

#OH if you recognise the Signifiant Scemo History Location of my city you get a medal and a senior discount #ngl it’s fucked with me a bit but im trying to confidentpost my way through it ;-; #mf looked like he was still in high school too so I fully expect he has the Andrew Tate brainrot like a lot of UK lads but still #i was just texting I wasn’t doing anything #at least he was still a kid tho adult men get violent when their friends laugh at them like that for that reason #just the moment they hear you speak and they put it together and they just #I wasn’t even wearing a skirt or shorts today not that that would have made it okay but idk I was just existing #urgh idk I’ll stop tag ranting #scenecore #scene #emocore #emo #scene revival #scene aesthetic #scemo

[epicsauce]

anyone else sick and tired of being sick and tired

#ive been awake for approximately an hour and im already done with today i wana go back to bed but also im tired of being in bed all the time #being awake is boring and sleeping is boring and the only time i ever have fun anymore is when im high out of my gourd #i think i have fried one too many synapses in my head idk #00

[ph0enixart]

so aabria has taken leadership of the “horny for eursolon” girlies.. has anyone taken up the “horny for suvi” mantle yet?? asking for a me

#suvirin kedberiket #suvi #worlds beyond number #wbn #aabria iyengar #im very high and everything suvi does is hot #kicking my heels twirling my hair #shes so mean and so also sweet!!! #my type!!! #ugh listening to the part of todays episode where she puts her forehead against Ame’s and writes on her hand??? #idk if theyre besties or in love or in love as besties or just whatever suvi thats So Hot of you stOpP IT

[mothsgotghosts]

Just so everyone is prepared, when fantasy high junior year comes out next month, I will lose my shit. I'm gonna be screaming HOOT GROWL HOOT GROWL going insane losing my mind etc etc

#i also bought the jawbone youtooz today so #its a preorder so he won't be here for a few months but im excited #i need junior year to have more aelwyn and jawbone and ayda content bc i love the three of them so much #also ragh i hope he comes back. cause he was there for boys night but idk when junior year is gonna take place yet #so if its after boys night i hope hes there #i miss tracker too i hope she makes a come back #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year

[jils-things]

you know as much as i love to baby ruby you guys gotta see how bratty and dramatic he is its so funny trust me

when he got mumu (the mudkip), he wasn't really fond of him and immediately tried to think if he's even worth for pokemon contests

ruby thinks mumu is not pretty (hes a swamp pokemon) or smart or cool (BRO ALWAYS HAS SNOT COMING OUT OF THE NOSE) but hes still coping that he'll do fine

and then when ruby learned about the existence of a milotic, he knew he wanted one so bad (its so pretty to him) so he went to try fishing for it (but little did he know an ugly feebas is what it takes to have a beautiful milotic) AND HE HATED THE FEEBAS but it joined his team anyways 💀

and then mumu became a marshtomp. two "ugly" pokemon next to his "beautiful" pokemon (is crying about it)

my son, you guys. 🫴

#OK NO POKEGUYS IM TALKING ABOUT MY FAMILY TODAY 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ #jk my brain switches so fast JAHSHAHEHSH idk we'll see LOL #that's part of why i like ruby so much because from the start hes already not checking thr boxes of what makes a protagonist admirable #ruby is such a critic and it makes him standout to be a bit of a dick #like literally sapphire hated his guts from first encounter because hes SUCH A PRICK I LOVE HIM #but that assholery builds up to a very admirable protagonists. hashtag rubysweeo #SPEAKING OF WHICH IN AN OLD POKESPE JP POLL RUBY ACTUALLY RANKED HIGH AS BEST CHARACTER SO SEE. HIS REDEMPTION ARC SLAYS #ruby.fam #pokespe hours #u guys should like. #ask me questions abt pokespe. idk #JSHEHSHRHSJAHHEUAUEHAA

[definitelynotarabbit]

So I've been wrestling with the whole High Cloud Quintet plot for awhile and initially I found it incredibly frustrating, because once you get into the nitty gritty there is so much canon conflicting information. However I believe I have found a unifying theory.

Excluding some specific instances of unverifiable details, such as whatever the hell is going on with the dragon heart, everything is true.

Bailu didn't dream of her past life. She does dream of it after meeting the Astral Express.

Yingxing is dead. His body is alive. Blade is a monster.

Dan Feng and Yingxing knew what they were doing and had good intentions. Their actions still made them irredeemable.

Jingliu saved the Loufu. She also massacred it's army and may or may not have been the person to doom Yingxing and make Blade. (Still researching for any details as to Yingxing's sanity post immortality pre Jingliu)

The preceptors did tell Dan Feng that he could save their species by creating new Vidyadhara. They didn't lie.

Dan Heng is Dan Feng, he is also his own person. Molting Rebirth is not even remotely the same thing as Hatching Rebirth, Dan Heng is still innocent of Dan Feng's crimes.

#apologies if this is incredibly obvious for everyone but me #theres a lot more #and i should probably detail each point #but im too damn eepy for that today #oh idk if i should tag this one #feels like its either a scalding take or ice cold no in between #fuck it #honkai star rail #hsr #high cloud quintet #dan feng #yingxing #jingliu #bailu #dan heng #hsr blade #pls have mercy

[lottieshauna]

went to the store for some snacks and break but anyways here’s some of biting fic :)

#if there’s a mistake in there somewhere sorry i was just typing away #some stuff subject to change here we shall see #might get quite a bit of it done today idk im feeling it though #its good to shift away from the high school fluff of a really bad liar to this angst for a bit #voices from the wilderness

[bunnihearted]

i thinkk that a huge part of why im so deeply unhappy is bc im a girl who is supposed to and needs to have a girl bestie - my other half. ever since i was a kid i've always had a girl friend who was my other half and who i talked to and hung out with every single day. now when i dont have that, and when it's also been 6 years since my last friendship like that, i feel profoundly lost and alone. i need another woman close to me who i love and can anchor myself in. who is my compass, my stars, my solid ground. lacking the love, support, comfort, loyalty and security of a strong and forceful love and friendship with another woman, i feel incomplete and lonely and unhappy. like something fundamentally important to the essence of my being is missing. and it completely messes with me on every level of my life.

#u can blab on abt 'u need to feel complete withing urself' blah blah fkn blah #idc and i think you're wrong bc every person is different #we and our brains work in different way #ways* #regardless if you wanna sit there and say uhhh this is wrong! this is bad! this is unhealthy! #yeah blah blah it doesnt matter what you say or think. things just are the wY they are #and i dont give a single flying fuck if i 'should' learn how to cope blab blahhhhh #i WANT and NEED a female friend like this in my life #and as long as i dont have one i am incomplete. even if some ppl wanna whine abt how toxic that is #i am not complete by myself and can only be completed with a woman who im bffs with #it's like somewhere between besties and lovers. bc even if theres some sort of homoerotic energy #i dont want nor need it to be romantical love bc thats not strong enough and idk #idk i cant explain but it's just that very highly specific friendship women can have w eo #im made for that. i need that. #i've been thinking abt my past life and friends a lot lately #and i just realized this today #there has been gaps before but most of my life i've had a close girl bestie like this #last time was 6yrs ago after high school #and since then it's been so bad. im deeply unhappy without that bond in my life