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littlecarmine · 8 months

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Let’s talk ER!! Who are your top five fave characters and why?

plssss thank u so so much!! no one ever sends me asks ab er im excited. this is actually hard bc there are a lot of great characters who’ve all annoyed me at some point dsjfksk. im going to rank them:

5. mark - i almost picked kerry or benton because they have better character development. when i first started watching, i didnt care ab mark. and the season and a half post-susan i hated him akdjfsk. but i sobbed his last ep and mark leaving changed the tone of the show more than any other character who did. i always loved how (unless he was in a bad place) he put patients above his career, too. also 1x19.

4. early season susan - the only reason shes not higher is because late season susan was terrible 😭. shes likable but her storylines are nonexistent. there was actually a lot of potential for her to battle kerry over the importance of being a good practitioner vs. research and fundraising. INSTEAD WE GOT CHUCK!!!! shes still a favorite because her characterization in s1 is amazing. shes a great teacher and a really good doctor. i loved her niece storyline in s2 and wish we could’ve seen more of her dealing with the fallout in s3. susan was my favorite character when i first started but her good seasons are so brief shes not a fave-fave

3. neela - imagine if they didnt give neela thosee bad romantic storylines imagINE THAT!!! neela means sm to me because shes the only er character i identify with. it helps i blocked out tony and ray and only paid attention to her friendship with abby 😌. seriously, her plot ab being good in school compared to struggling in real life resonated with me bc i worry ab similar things. theres another scene when she talks about going into surgery because it gives her time to think and plan and a chance to be good. most people probably dont even rmr it but it meant a lot to me. neela is set up as a character who's the foil to abby- seemingly ready to be a doctor while abby struggles. but neela develops into someone who it takes a while to figure out what she should do and accept who she is/what shes good at. forever will love her for that

2. carol - my other early season love <33. loved her deciding not to become a dr and her mental health storyline is so important. overall, shes a genuinely amazing character (shes mean to jeanie but she comes around and is nice eventually!!!). love how she wanted to foster the little girl and that she always treats the patients with dignity.

1. abby - my best er girl the number one girl!!! abby went through sm that actually seeing her get to be happy meant the world to me. of all the characters, she had the most trauma. she was literally kidnapped and the next ep all she did was act a little sad, smoke, and that was it dsjkfsk. still abby never becomes bitter like mark or self-important the way carter did. she deals with a lot and still is always willing to help anyone she can. i dont think its possible to watch er and not love abby. she CARRIED the middle to end of er. mark lied bc abby set the tone, not carter. she was the heart of country general my forever er love <33

#h answers #tysm for the ask!!#i could write an essay on abby (and another on how weird her and carter turned out) but this was getting too long skskksj #carter should be a favorite but every season hes worse i just cant 😭

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crazymisscarly · 2 years

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Im so excited for all your future updates! Any hint for the next chapter of tapes of us? I've re-read it like four times now and can't wait for what happens next!

Ps. Jordan and Blossom have me obssesed!

Thank you!!! I am thrilled people still want to read Tapes of Us. Love your new profile pic btw :)

The last chapter is gonna be pretty long by my estimate, and include a little flash forward into the future :P I think anyone still reading it deserves a long update 😂 you’re gonna find out how Donna fits in with the sex tape scandal and see how Betty and Jughead deal with the fallout of Yale finding out about their tape 🤭🤭

I’m so keen to finish off this story, it’s going on 2 years since I started writing it! I actually wrote the epilogue in 2020 so I’m gonna post it pretty much the same time I post the last chapter :)

I especially wanna finish my season 4 fic because I am SO ready to start posting my season 6 fic! I’m probably not gonna watch it, so I definitely need to write my own version. Think deaf Jughead trying to navigate his new life and Betty actually dealing with her PTSD, with some dark twists and turns when it comes to TBK. I can’t help myself at this point, it has to be done.

Gif cause I love this scene too much 😉

#bughead #riverdale fanfiction #my fics #Bughead fanfiction

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mrs-nate-humphrey · 3 years

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aight aight, real shit; let's say you got the chance to rewrite the entirety of gossip girl exactly how you want. make a brief description of what would happen in each season. (you can decide whether there's a fourth season or not)

oh i LOVE this ask, and i am so flattered to be asked this, haha. i have SO many thoughts, i’ve been thinking about this non-stop, but i’ll try to be as brief as possible. also, disclaimer, i don’t remember all the seasons equally clearly. like i barely remember s2. haha, whoops.

season 1: i love this season as is, for the most part. i think the tone of it was actually very serious and involved? like the show was actively trying not to be frivolous with heavy topics, and the way we were getting to see the characters seemed like they were trying to bring out character depth and the complexities of their lives in very deliberate ways. nate’s whole thing with his parents gets so much focus, and it’s not something the show glorifies, it’s something that is meant to make you uncomfortable and worried for him.

i would have nate be less of a dudebro, jenny & nate’s friendship being a little more solid, dan being a little more involved in jenny’s problems + helping her find her space, vanessa/nate to happen earlier - after nate breaks up w/ blair and realises she looks happier, i would have him not try and get back with her (lol, dude, the fact that she’s happy after breaking up with you means you probably shouldn’t be dating her.) more exploration of eric’s mental health. more dan and blair friendship. i would keep chair the way it is this season. i would not have a derena breakup - i’d have them take a break after the georgina reveal and get back together during the summer after talking about it and deciding to be more honest & open with each other. and, what the hell, i would have lily not blame serena (???) for being taken advantage of in the whole pete fairman situation. serena wasn’t sober, she was 16, that dude was in his 30s, georgina was taping her w/o her consent. how is any of this serena’s fault??? i hate lily’s reaction so much.

season 2: i... don’t remember enough of this season, sadly. it’s been too long since i watched it. i would majorly change jenny’s arc here, though. eleanor stealing her dress was majorly, majorly fucked up, and i think jenny should’ve done something then and there. also the whole thing with ‘lily is a mother to chuck’.... i would’ve loved it if lily had been like that to jenny. the girl needed it, and lily would’ve actually been able to help jenny establish connections in the professional world and whatnot. i think jenny should’ve transferred out of constance - not necessarily homeschooling maybe, but gone somewhere else. unlike dan, she didn’t even want to get into an ivy, she wanted to make it big as a designer. so. that.

oh nate my love. i’d get this trainwreck of a boy some therapy. while i hate that the catherine thing happened, things like that do happen all the time, and i’d be interested in sort of handling the aftermath of it in a responsible way. i would not have... a lot of serena’s arc and decisions (from what i can remember) were really random in this season. i’d have her break up with dan at some point. and vanessa would need a new subject for her short film, and she’d choose serena.

nate doesn’t really date anyone, this season. but he and jenny open up to each other abt having gay crushes on people who treat you like shit - jenny’s thing with agnes - nate rescues her when they’re taking those pictures in her flat and let’s say she doesn’t go back to agnes. instead of kissing her, nate talks to her instead, and tells her about carter, tells her about chuck. and jenny talks about her feelings for blair, her feelings for agnes. and both of them sort of go... “it sucks, but all we can do is try not to become the kind of people we hate, right?”

dan pines for nate. majorly. massively. obviously. i think the only person who really notices is blair, and this would lead to new hijinks and shenanigans. also!! i do not want chair in s2. maybe it can go there for a bit but definitely not to the extent in canon. i want blair to have the same moment of being unable to deny her cruelty / needing to be accountable that she did in that ‘age of dissonance’ play. and. this sounds fucky but i want the dan/rachel stuff to stay as it is, and later, in s4, for dan & serena to talk about rachel & ben respectively and be like ‘hey, this was a fucked up thing to happen to us, wasn’t it?’

i would also like to get to know blair’s “minions” better as people. i mean. they all seemed hella fascinating to me, and the show’s decision to make them superficial and unidimensional was very depressing.

season 3: hot garbage, throw canon away. when chuck goes away to paris or wherever, let him not come back. goodbye, dude! dan, blair & vanessa friendship at nyu is so, so important to me. also im losing my mind always at how vanessa and serena catch dan on that walk of shame and they’re both like ‘college is a time for experimentation!’ and nobody does anything even slightly bisexual (unless you count that threesome later, which, blah.) a serenessa / date dynamic in college would’ve been great. dan transferring to columbia like blair does and rooming with nate and just, the gayness of it all. dan & blair become really, really close, and d&b&v watch movies + go to art exhibits together and are all SO DAMN PRETENTIOUS. serena finds it sexy, nate finds it terrifying.

the william stuff would be interesting if he were actually held accountable. like that man has no right being a doctor, and medical malpractice needs to be brought up. and jenny’s whole arc this season makes me so sad. i think it would’ve been interesting if she’d been a ‘queen’ and ruled alongside eric, and just, the two of them forcing people to be nice, sort of like they try to do with people who are mean to nelly in s2 i think it is? but also.. jenny out of constance is very good, and i think i mentioned that earlier, haha, whoops.

season 4 : serenessa breakup, for whatever reason, probably to do with the william fuckery, because i think vanessa would react in similar ways to nate (”serena, i know he’s your dad, but we have to do the right thing” / “it still wasn’t your call to make” / “he’s a certified doctor, serena, a man like that has no right -” / “god vanessa, you really don’t get it, do you?” ). uhhh i would actually... if i had to choose i would honestly go blairnessa >>>>> dair. i love how blair & vanessa can keep each other on their toes and hold each other accountable. like? blair’s classist or racist and dan’s just like, *smiles*. vanessa would actively be like ‘hey, stop that.’ (this is one of the few actual criticisms i have about d/b as a relationship, RIP.)

(edited to add: yeah, i think blairnessa WOULD be a sustainable relationship, more abt that here! )

yes to the milo arc, but dan gets to keep milo (his friends threaten georgina and go all ‘you made him sign the certificate. don’t make us take you to court’ because i love these morally grey assholes but also because g DID trick dan into thinking milo was his and dan was ready to reshape his whole life around that kid which is more than georgina was willing to do. plus endgame: jack/georgina are not parents i want milo to have.) i would also have more of a rufus & dan fallout over the milo thing. i think rufus would be really nasty about it all tbh.

the dair arc for blair and vanessa! let the juliet stuff happen, but let it be less awful + let it be seen as Bad + let serena get help & not forgive her for it. let serena NOT date ben after, what the hell. i want d&s to talk about their shared feelings for high school teachers and to realise, in retrospect, as adults, that what happened was crossing lines. let blair and vanessa suddenly drop dan and do the movies + galleries stuff on their own. and dan’s like ??? but he’s busy being a parent with nate supporting him. dan’s drama is very much parenting things. there would be some nonsense involving nate’s family pushing back, because ‘we stood by while you dated him, nate, we thought it was a phase. but raising a child with another man? this is unacceptable.’ i would like nate to get disowned by the family, and need to find his own feet. and to get a REAL SHOT AT HAPPINESS away from that terrible environment.

season 5: i want this to be a good serena season. let her find her calling doing creative things. let her and carter travel the world. let her just be whoever she wants to be. let her and vanessa patch their friendship up. let her have an open relationship with carter, let her have a lot of sex with a lot of random people and not feel guilty about it. let her really really blossom. i want more eric! maybe he’s in london with jenny, and she’s working on her fashion stuff, and he’s realising that he really wants to be a counsellor.

some time-skips, maybe. i really want to see dan’s whole thing of being a parent. sending milo to kindergarten and spending the whole time milo’s gone on edge and anxious about everything that could go wrong, while nate comforts him. let nate try to get a job because he no longer has a trust fund, and navigate everything that comes with that. let vanessa be there for him. why the fuck am i phrasing my sentences like this - can you tell that i studied physics once?? oh well.

blair & vanessa handling a lot of things. vanessa meeting harold!! vanessa’s parents being disapproving of blair, but ruby standing up for her. blair & vanessa planning their future properly. blair & vanessa babysitting milo and talking about kids.

and there can be drama too, there should always be drama. but i would like wholesome stuff at the centre of it too, you know? the ivy/lola nonsense can go on in the background, i don’t actually care that much. as long as ivy doesn’t go around fucking people’s fathers for no understandable or discernable reason, i don’t really care lkdhlfdkhg. (it was just so inexplicable and so random!)

season 6: uh, i don’t know. this was a bad season for everyone in canon, except chuck. i would throw it all away. i would actually love if we had pre-series rufly instead: every time those two bring up their past together i’m like 👀 because it sounds like a dream. or focus entirely on jenny and eric and their life. i am obsessed with jenny and eric being... sort of queerplatonic, sort of like, best friends. there’s no romance and no sex between them (eric’s canonically gay, and jenny’s a lesbian because i said so) but i think the way jenny and eric are is very, very life partners in a way that isn’t romantic OR sexual. so they’d have a little place together and would support each other. and just. what are they up to now? also. kati, iz, penelope, hazel, nelly... what r they doing now? one of the few things i actually liked about s6 as it was was that nelly was that reporter and that she’d found her people in yale. nelly yuki getting a happy and fulfilling ending and being a successful woman was so good and we actually got a little bit of that. i’d like more of that, for the rest of the girls, you know?

#anon #long post #this is almost 1.9k words long but it was fun to write LDKHLGKHFGKH #gossip girl #i know there's no dair i am so sorry about that #but honestly the way this was panning out i had to like #choose between dair & blairnessa #RIP #meta #??#prompt #my writing #???#gg rewrite

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azamatic · 4 years

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Quarantine tag!

tagged by @cloverhighfive💖

ARE YOU STAYING HOME FROM WORK OR SCHOOL?

Currently staying at home!

IF YOU’RE STAYING HOME, WHO IS THERE WITH YOU?

Mum

ARE YOU A HOMEBODY?

Yes. As much as I love my work, and I really do, I do love spending most of my time at home. But even during this lockdown here in the UK, spending as much constant time at home during these times is starting to get a little boring and annoying.

AN EVENT THAT YOU WERE LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT GOT CANCELLED?

Was so looking forward to Wales Comic Con at the end of April and meeting Holly Marie Combs and Mark Sheppard. It’s been postponed till August, but i’d still be a little weary of attending a big event now, even if/when the lockdown has been lifted

WHAT MOVIES HAVE YOU WATCHED RECENTLY?

Movie wise? I’ve rewatched the Wizarding World (Hp & FB) as well as Lord of the Rings. Also took time to watch some of the disney films I haven’t seen, like The Princess and the Frog and Tangled. Also watched Mission Impossible; Fallout and Pitch Perfect 2

WHAT SHOWS ARE YOU WATCHING?

Im waaaaaaaaaaay behind on Supernatural, having only started watching it in october 2019. Finished season 8 the other day and currently waiting for season 9 to come in the mail. Also finally watched the third season of The Crown, the first season of The Witcher and keeping up to date with the 2nd season of the charmed reboot

WHAT MUSIC ARE YOU LISTENING TO?

A mix really. I’ve dug out my musical theater albums and put them all onto my iPod for some good listening. I’ve mainly taken to nice long Harry Potter and fantasy themed ASMR videos on youtube. There’s some really nice “rainy library” ones with crackling fires that I listen to in bed of a night time whilst reading a good book before going to sleep

WHAT ARE YOU READING?

Always check AO3 before bed for any new Destiel fics that i can read to wind down. Also finished ready Howls Moving Castle. Major fan of the film, but never read the book.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING FOR SELF CARE?

As my regular routine has gone to shit, I’ve had to really addapt. One main thing I try to do is get dressed each and every day. I feel in these times, if i spend the whole day in pj’s, it makes the day drag a little. My anxiety spiked a little the other week, resulting with quite significant heart palpitations, something which I’d never experienced before, so I’ve totally layed off caffiene for a good while. I also took a step back from my main social media and muted certain words on twitter

taggin’ dif peeps this time @alexxanderdarling @misha-moose-dean-burger-lover

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ghoulifiedbitch · 6 years

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I stole this from @ghc aka the authority on Yes Man <3 nicknames: Kitty and Sunny, currently. Ive had a lot over the years.

gender: Cat Lady

sign: liiiiiiiiiiibra!

height: 5′3″ IM SO CLOSE TO 5′4″ THOUGH AND SALTY

time: 9:45 pm

birthday: October 12th!

favorite band/artists: oooo good question. Green Day, Florence + The Machine, Skillet, Ruelle, Marina and the Diamonds, Bastille, the neighbourhood, Fun, god so much dsghdhkghdskgs also Fallout New Vegas-type old cowboy shit lmao

song stuck in my head: daddy Issues, the neighbourhood...wait listen..come back.... its got a good beat ok i stg

last movie I watched: uhhhh fuck if i know tbh? Im more of an episode binge watcher

last tv show I watched: Stranger Things season 2 mmmmm good shit

what do I post: yEEHAW

do I get asks: Sometimes and I hold every single one dear to my heart! ;_;

url meaning: iM GAY AND TRAPPED IN FALLOUT HELL

average hours of sleep: it varies wildly but usually like 10 hours maybe?? idk some days i wake up on like 6 hours ready to rock n’ roll lmao

nationality: Home of the Kinda-Sorta-Free Anyone can do this, especially since I just stole it and wasnt even tagged myself xD

#i have no idea what to tag this?#text heavy #long post

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jaggedcliffs · 6 years

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Welp, finished Buffy S5 and Angel S2 over the last weekend (yes I was binging as much as I could), and well, that went some places:

Buffy:

I think I like S5 more than S4 - the scooby gang was more cohesive, the villain more interesting, and the emotional stakes higher

The episode where Joyce died and everyone had to deal with the fallout of her death (s5e16) was beautiful and terrible and I went through half a tissue box watching it and I had to bite down on my finger to stop myself from making weird sobbing noises while my roommate was a room away and I was a complete mess

The episode after the episode where Joyce died (s5e17) was only beautiful and terrible in those first 15 and last 10 minutes where Buffy was actually in the story. The rest of story was kind of...silly. With Buffy disappearing for over a day when her speech to Angel was about her wondering what do the day after the funeral, and Dawn making terrible decisions and doing ridiculous things like dropping the damn egg, it felt like the episode sort of dropped the ball. And made me grateful that even when BtVS was following around a group of 16 year old character, they didn’t act as stupid as real 16 year olds.

Oh well, at least when Buffy disappeared from the middle of the episode, I could pretend she just spent the whole time with Angel

On that note: Angel: “I can stay in town as long as you want me.” Buffy: “How's forever?” Oh, be still my Buffy/Angel shipper trash heart

Anyhoo, both e17 and the Buffy-bot episode annoyed me because it felt like Buffy’s story was sidelined. Like, Buffy was having this whole soul-searching journey and learning more about herself and her powers, but it played second fiddle to the whole Spike/Buffy-bot thing, which of course is all for the purpose of advancing Buffy/Spike

So Spuffy only happens after Spike gets a soul, right? I’ve heard that Spike getting a soul is a thing that happens, and no way do I want the current full-vamp Spike in a relationship with Buffy.

I mean, yes, Spike does some humanity - that was established in the middle of season 2 - and yes, he does care about the Summers family. But that doesn’t mean Buffy should date him. Season 6 and 7 are going to have to do some major heavy lifting in the Spuffy department to make me ship it.

Not that that’s impossible - for example, I think I actually liked Xander for parts of this season, some off-colour remarks not withstanding. Back during seasons 1-3, that’s a statement I never thought I’d say. I mean, I still ended up on my phone during most of the Xander-centric episode, but I don’t dislike him that much anymore! So if the past two seasons could do that for Xander, maybe the next two can make me ship Buffy/Spike

The reason I was only half a mess over Buffy dying, rather than a complete mess is that I knew this was coming, I know she’s coming back next season, and I know that she went to heaven or a heaven dimension or something

Angel:

Unfortunately, I liked S1 more than S2. Because ooooh boy, Angel took a few wild turns this season. I mean the show, but also the character.

I think this season could be divided into about 4 segments according to tone and plot, and none of them really mesh together. Two segments made me too nervous, one segment I wasn’t very fond of, and the last segment in the other dimension was enjoyable, but it pretty much disconnected from the rest of the season.

That middle bit of the season gave me flashbacks of the middle of The Flash s3, where everything was sad and horrible the main character was pushing the ones closest to him away until he was ready to sacrifice himself to a horrible death/torture. Except in The Flash, nothing could make Joe and Iris stop being Barry’s family. Angel doesn’t have that kind of connection, apart from maybe Buffy, and she’s too far away.

And here I thought that Angel breaking into Kate’s apartment to help her without being invited in was a plot hole. But no, turns out it was just Very Important Themes

I’m glad they established it wasn’t just sex that made Angel lose his soul, at least. At least, not entirely. I’m still sticking to my headcanon on what “pure happiness” means, though

Good question: why does everyone put Wesley in charge? I mean, Wesley is fine, but I don’t really care all that much about him. Actually, of all the main characters, I think he’s on the bottom of my “care about” list. It’s not even like with Riley, where I wish I could care about Riley more because he was a good character in good plots. I just don’t care that much Wesley and don’t really want to.

Me: *Sees Fred look at Cordy*. My brain: Cordy/Fred! Cordy/Fred! Cord/Fred!

Although I’m guessing it’s going to end up being Wesley/Fred *sighs*

I had to split up the last two episodes of the season, so I spent a full 24 hours in denial about Lorne being dead. Needless to say, I was greatly relieved when my denial turned out to not be denial at all!

Both:

So what I’m getting from the last episodes of Buffy and Angel are that Watchers are the cold, calculating bastards that you sometimes need in a battle.

#jagged watches buffy #jagged watches angel #buffy the vampire slayer #angel the series #buffy summers #angel

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love-laika · 6 years

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It’s game of the year season seemingly wherever I go now, so I thought it might be interesting to think about what my personal GOTYs would be for every year of my life that I’ve had them.

1996-2002: family did not own any video games, except maybe my dad had Tony Hawk 2 for his old computer at some point? It was a long time ago

2003: the year I got my Gameboy advance (silver). I had one game that I played all year and it was Super Mario World still love that game its probably my most played game of all time

2004: would you believe that Half-Life 2, Katamari Damacy, Burnout 3, and Metroid Prime 2 all came out this year? Anyways I didn't own any of those consoles. I had Pokemon fire red on a GBA SP and that backlight saved my childhood. Honorable mention: Mario & Luigi Superstar Saga

2005: it's Pokemon back-2-back baby. I asked my grandma for Leaf Green and instead she bought a different green (Emerald) game. Which like, thanks grandma and probably guy at target for that one. Over the next 2 years or so, I had two different save files, each with about 250 hours

2006: the year of the DS and I am at the point in my life where I have more than one non-Pokemon game a year to play. I basically lived in animal crossing wild world for that part of my life. I have distinct memories of me and my friends all piled into a minivan with that one. Honorable mention: RollerCoaster Tycoon 3

2007: I was lucky enough to somehow get a Wii from my parents despite the fact that people were getting into fist fights over them. I could say Mario Galaxy or Zelda or Pokemon but nah, Need for Speed Carbon. My first racing game that for a short time made me obsessed with cars

2008: ok I'm going to cheat on this one because there are two games I can't not mention. Pre-PS3 acquiring GOTY is Guitar Hero 3 it's not even the best GH but it was the one I had and I played the shit out of it. Post-PS3 has to go to LittleBigPlanet because I was equally obsessed

2009: honestly tbh two of my favorite came out this year but I'm picking one. While Skate 2 is my second favorite skating game of all time (behind THPS2), Uncharted 2 wins this year. I'm now 13 and "plugged in" to the gaming scene and buy games as they come out!

2010: the year my parents got divorced!! I spent a lot of time avoiding things with video games. I now have my own PC that can kind of game. The first indie contender is Super Meat Boy! I also poured hours into Battlefield Bad Company 2 but the winner absolutely has to be a game from 2008. Fallout 3, while I acknowledge that New Vegas is superior in almost every way, is a game that sucked me in for over 200 hours that year. I was ready for the biggest disappointment in my whole life 5 years later (thanks Todd)

2011: I love LittleBigPlanet 2 and Minecraft to death but Portal 2 portal 2 portal 2 portal 2 portal 2 portal 2 portal 2 portal 2 portal 2 po

2012: honestly, I don't remember fucking any of the major games released this year. I guess I played Borderlands 2? so fuck it, Team Fortress 2 is my GOTY for 2012

2013: it ain't Bioshock Infinite or GTA V that's for sure! My three faves from 2013 are, from bottom to top: Gone Home (everybody's favorite gay walking sim), Saints Row 4 (when SR5???), and The Last of Us (shocker right, who didn't pick that)

2014: as much as I loved Titanfall, I already feel a bit bad about shorting Brawl and Melee in the past. I put way more time into Smash for Wii U (and 3DS) than any fighting/party game. Still praying for that switch port because then it would be literally perfect

2015: my GOTY is Fuck Fallout 4 lmao. No but actually its Undertale because it’s fucking amazing, just sort of everywhere. Sorry Life is Strange, sorry Super Mario Maker, I'm still a Homestuck in my heart

2016: I've been so bad at playing games this year, I actually still have games from last year I want to finish (VA-11 Hall-A whoops). but god Titanfall 2 is so good, it’s a shame Respawn has had so much trouble finding financial success

2017: AND FINALLY, THIS YEAR will have to wait because im busy

#im curious what some of yalls faves are?#video games #using a blog as a diary #long post

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survivorbermuda-blog · 6 years

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TIM’S RITES OF PASSAGE PART 2

14th: Sean- R.I.P Sean. I'm sorry that I ended up voting you out but that was only because what I was telling you was being leaked. You are a really cool person and personally I liked you a bunch and wanted to work with you but its just that our goals and ideas didn't align. You were with your people and I was with mine and I think we were after eachothers allies. Before you left you said I was going to get played but I'm not banjo getting strung along or flute. I hope that there's no hard feelings and I hope to see that you're doing good.

13th: Aj- I finally finished watching Survivor Maryland All stars! I'm not sure of you care or not lol but it was really good and I enjoyed it. I'm glad that we found something in common that we could talk about, even if it was just for a little bit. I genuinely loved how unfiltered you were and how you would and could say anything that was on your mind and I respect that. I apologize for voting you out but I hope you understand that I had to in order to get where I am today. See you soon, well hopefully not too soon but one round after soon lol.

12th: Kage- Kage you had an incredible social game and you were phenomenal. Not to mention that you had an idol in your back pocket? Now that's real power. I want to explain if you allow, why I voted you out. You were essentially in the position that I wanted to place myself in which was right in the middle of things safe and sound. If no idols were played that round that I'm sure that I would be where you are and you would be here. I hope that you're doing ok and still as goofy as ever multiple shirt icon lol.

11th: Matt- Matt MOTHERFRICKIN Summers. Boi have you done an amazing job gamewise. You've gotten eliminated and cameback, found an idol and played it, and bounced back with a majority. That's extremely impressive. I really enjoyed playing the game with you and socializing a bunch with you and I still look forward to playing Fallout 76 with you! Im holding that to you lol. After Tee left I had to find someone else to love with all of my heart and it turned out to be you and Lily. Summers I wholeheartedly think that you're a kind soul and a wholesome and pure person and it sucks that I had to vote you out but I had to seperate my personal feelings from my game and flip on you because I knew I was at the bottom over there right along with Mak. I hope you can forgive me if I caused you any grief. I'm gonna close this out with some words from the heart: "In the chill of Fall and the warmth of Spring. And even in icey Winter. I'm always burning up inside because regardless of the season, its always Summer with Matt Summers in my heart". PS: So theres this game called Dead by Daylight that I LOVE and its free if you have Ps plus so download it so we can play after the game lol.

10th: Nick- Nick I just want to start off by saying believe it or not... your vote was the most difficult one that I've ever had to do. Not because we were oh so close or the best allies ever in this game, but because you came here to play the game and you stopped at absolutely nothing to do that. You were able to think critically and even attempt to work me, not one of your biggest fans at that time, all for the sake of the game and great gameplay. That following round after Matt left I talked and talked with you and I genuinely and from the bottom of my heart enjoyed it and it was in that moment I knew that I wanted to play the rest of the game with you. I had put aside all of our past differences and focused on who you were and how you thought and I found myself in that. Duncan, however was adamnt about sending you home and once again I had to seperate my personal feelings from my game and vote for you because Owen had immunity and I knew that you were in fact a threat. The only thing that allowed me to do that was when you told everyone the round before something along the lines of.. "Lets do this even if its for one round". I hope that you can see me for the player I am and acknowledge that our past differences had nothing to do with your voting out and I wasn't bitter. I do think that you're a good guy Nick and I hope that all you deal is a deck full of hearts ♡(get it because you're a poker dealer) and you land that gal you've been talking to. I respect and appreciate you mijo.

9th: Mak- Maksym!! Ah good ole Maksy boy! I'm very proud of you for returning to the game and making it so far. Although I only got to know you a little bit for the time you were here Im sure that you're a great young person with a bright future.

8th: Rodrigo- Before you left you told me "Fuck you and your little friend" and Im so sorry that you feel that way about me and I hope you don't hate me. I know that leaving the game after working so hard has to hurt severely badly. In reality I didn't even vote against you. But you know who did? The very same person who you were trying to save.. Owen. Who voted for you twice! As well as Duncan. I actually voted out RJ because I didn't want to flip on you even though you were trying to protect Owen. Besides that fact, I did enjoy talking to you while you were on vacation and out enjoying yourself and I felt like we connected over boys and videogames and stuff. I hope that I can see you again one day and forge a brand new great relationship thats unrelated to the game.

7th: RJ- Firstly RJ I am so sorry that you went home. I had no idea that you were going to go the round you had went out. But what I truly want to apologize for is not giving you a valif reason as to why I had voted for you on Rodrigos round. The truth of that matter is that I only voted you so that I could maintain the trust that I had formed with Christian and Jake and stay loyal to them but that would only happen at the cost of losing your trust and respect but I hope you understand that I only did that because the trust of two people seemed greater than the trust of one, who at that time was loyal to his allies down to a fault. Besides all of that, I look forward to buying something from Thread and helping out their cause as well as indirectly supporting you lol. I hope that everything is all good between us and that I can somehow fix what went wrong. Thank you for playing as wellas you did and being as great as you are.

6th: Jake- JAKE BROOOOO I had literally no idea that you were going home and I was PISSED as HELL that you left. I genuinely wantedthe 4 of us to be at the end together but Duncan went and fucked all of that up. I'm so sorry for not seeing that coming and stopping it. I really do appreciate you and your game though Jake. You were one of THE most loyal individuals this game has and you showed that time and time again you were trustworthy. I'm aware that sometimes I failed to do that and play as respectfully as you did but in the end I was loyal to you 10000% percent. Even though I was blindsided with RJ gone I still trusted you and knew that you wouldn't turn on me. All bitterness was absent from me but yk who (Duncan) took it upon himself to be SELFISH and maybe bitter and take you out. And in that moment even I, Tim, was blindsided. Not only was my game blindsided by who I thought was my closest ally but also my heart. Once you left I couldn't even see a path towards the end anymore and I felt completely lost and ready to get voted out but I knew that I had to keep fighting. Fighting for myself, fighting for you, fighting for all the little kids at your camp and fighting because.. fighting was all you ever did in the game, and boy were you quite the fighter and underdog. I hope that I can see you again Jake and play another game in the future with you maybe. I love you bro and I miss you in the game and at camp :'-).

5th: Lily- LILY you are one of my absolute favorite people that I've met in this game. Even though my game wasnt the most truthful and trustworthy, everything I ever told you was genuine. Every time I told you that I loved you was real. Every meme, from the heart. Even the cute Final 2 image I made still makes me smile inside today :-). I LOVED getting to know you and talking to you every day at the first part of merge and after Tee left you and Matt were like my absolute favvvvvvvorite people to talk to because you both were so welcoming and warm and just genuinely kind and inviting. I want you to know Lily that although we weren't able to hold up our final 2 and make it a reality, every single thing I said in that last moment and every second of me talking to you and wanting to make a move was real. I would never waste your time like that and make you hurt even more than what was already to come and anyone who would is disgusting and sick. I wished that we could have made something shake but I hope that you forgive me for playing with deciet and untruthfully. You're one of the last people I wanted to hurt and I'm sorry if I ever did and I understand if you never forgive me. I hope to talk to you after the game and still attend your wedding as Olaf if I'm still invited lol.

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Episode #10: “He wanted to have this ginormous dick energy" - Brian

Well losing Keaton wasn't in the plan. He was one of my closest allies. I may have screwed things up with Brian. Maybe if I can come up with a lie good enough, we could believe me. Sharky knows that I liked Keaton so maybe theres still trust there. Hopefully. Im still working with Nathan but hopefully he still wants to work with me even though Keaton is gone. I know for sure that I have Bryce. At least that's one ally but who knows.

OKAY OKAY OKAY. Thank fucking GOD. Everything worked out. All the other votes were for Matt so there is no question who is a liar. Because everyone is a liar. But it doesn't matter because our plan worked. Matt is still here. I'm still here. AND KEATON IS NOT!!! Now of course everybody is scrambling to apologize to me. Nick is like oh it was so last minute. Maynor is like "i liked you both so it would keep you both". Nathan is spewing some nonsense. Bryce honestly kind of owned up and laughed it off which tbh i respect. And of course my girl Anna checked in and I told her we are golden. Because we are. Anna was 100% up front with me about this plan so I trust her A LOT now. I told her Brian and I didn't tell Matt about the plan, which is a lie, but it's the smart thing to tell her because it keeps her from being put in another tough position. And I never told Matt Anna was the leak. So Anna should be safe from any fallout after this vote. Nothing to do now but move forward and hopefully Matt or I win immunity and the FB Bois can carry on.

Update: I'm sure as hell not winning immunity because I only got 3 out of 25. Embarrassing. Physical threat who?

Bryce is my final 2. There, I've said it. I'm 100% solid on this man as my fellow finalist! I really hope that we are able to navigate our way to finals together... like, we have our plans, we spilled all the tea... basically Nick and Maynor just continuously lied to me, and like... idk... I feel like Bryce could be lying, but I just feel too good about this connection that I think it's a real final deal.

So fuck me with a spoon and call me Sally because I finally feel amazing about an ally to the end.

Also, we have our "potential vote order."

8. Nick - A goat that could just be brought to the end. He's not too bad, but he's also someone who could easily replace me in the Sharky-Matt-me trio. 7. Annabelle - Break her duo with Nathan up while also breaking her trust circle with Sharky. I think it would be ideal for me to take her out now. 6. Sharky - He's the biggest threat and you can't keep the biggest threat around for too long, no matter how much you trust them.

Top 5: Me, Bryce, Nathan, Matt, and Maynor. This isn't the cutest final 5 ever, but I feel like this sets me and Bryce up for the best final 2.

5. Biggest challenge threat, whoever that may be. 4. Biggest challenge threat now (if it's final 2). If it's final 3, then biggest jury threat. 3. Final loser (if it's final 2).

1+2. Me and Bryce. Kings.

omg so brian is my f2 now and thats so iconic... so we think the boot order is gonna be like nick anna sharky and then reevaluate for comp threats.... like so i didnt want to vote matt bc i didnt want to lie to brian bc i really wanted to work with him but nathan convinced me to anyway esp bc we knew anna voted matt already and then GHOSTED. but then matt played idol so someone (maybe nick) prob told him/sharky about the plan... sketchy anyway it worked out bc i hate keaton and am happy hes gone. so when tribal ended i noticed sharky brian matt werent leaving call and they were all the minority voters... well majority bc of the idol... so i went into damage control. it was so iconic bc i didnt even pm sharky or matt just brian bc i really only felt bad about lying to him bc i wanted to work with him so much and matt doesnt respond that much and well sharky maybe i was a lil bad feeling about lying but w/e. i just joked around with them didnt hide anything and was my usual charming self... so i was honest with them about what happened bc i realized like i dont want to work with ppl who lie to me. i forgot if i mentioned this but like keaton and nick refused to tell me they were voting matt even tho we were all supposed to be in on it. and while everyone else was lying about why they voted or when the plan was formed i decided to be forth right. idk if thatll come back to haunt me but hope not NNNN. i was on that call for 7 hours. thats dedication NFJAJDFSHKAJS although they were all iconic and fun to talk to anyway so wasnt that hard but i sleep at midnight the latest usually and it was 2am. but w/e i pushed through bc tiredness is passing but positioning myself properly is NECESSARY. once it was just brian and i we shared everything or at least i did KJFASDKJFA he kept being a lil shady but i think it was fair bc i did just lie to him. i told him about nathans vote spy and the og absolem (minus nick) alliance and all the stuff ppl were saying and he told me about how he knew of matts idol bc he himself had a vote steal and they traded info. so loved that tbh!!! like if we have to use it this round itll set us up good it think, plan is to take out nick bc he can be goated to the end and flipped to and we dont want that. then anna bc shes good at comps and wanna split nathan/anna up. then hopefully work with maynor/nathan/(maybe matt) to vote out sharky bc if he gets to the end he'd win we feel like. after that we gotta see who we can beat in comps so we can beast our way to the f2. we think its f2 bc how days line up but like im bad at math so KFJASDHFJSD. anyways me and brian are like the michele and cydney that make it to the end so get ready for that. sorry nathan, thank you next!

I dont know if i said it last confessional but losing Keaton at the moment was really bad. He trusted me and was working with me. But now it looks like Matt want to start a little alliance. Sharky wasnt bad, was just happy it wasnt him, and Brian not mad but upset. I think i literally may be working with everyone left. Scream team with Sharky. OG Dinah with Brian. Shatter but still together me nathan annabelle and bryce. My rams alliance with bryce. And nick talks to me but is only one who hasnt said we should work together.

So we out here still! I am really happy that the idol play worked and it seems to have shaken the 5 who voted against myself, brian and sharky a lot. they are all seemingly panicking and its quite amusing to watch ngl. However, I am pretty sure I can capitalise on this to my own advantage, to swing the numbers my way or at least to take myself to like 5th (which for me is always a good placing). I am sure as hell not done playing yet so woo lets go bitches!

worried brian is closer to matt than me... annabelle once again ignoring. i dont know how to have a convo with matt like on call sure easy love it on discord? not happening. nick... maynor seems off today but we still chatted for a while... maybe im over? whomst knows! love ain

These questions were all out of left field like wow. I didn't even get to read all the questions. I randomly looked at a question and picked a number. I actually knew more of them than the ones I picked. I only got one right and that was Mickey Mouse and I don't even like him that much. Lets hope people are thrown off by these questions and panic like I did.

So Nathan has come and apologized. I really do believe his plan, although it was super selfish, was to get our group of 4 further. So I'm not mad. But the thing is that more so than Nathan lying it showed that he has real POWER in this game. He was able to get a 6 person majority to do what he wanted and convinced them all to lie to me and Brian. So he won't be my next target because he has my back but I don't have his anymore so he better watch out. Nathan is the biggest threat left in this game.

Okay so it's seems all is at peace. Anna had been worried that Nathan would come after me but it seems that passed. And The Jock Destroyers Alliance actually seems to be on the same page for once. Nick is just seeming like an unknown to all of us and we want to cut down on unknowns this late in the game. None of us can guarantee Nick is with us and that is worrisome. So as much as I've tried to work with Nick these past few weeks it might be time to cut my goat loose and move on with a new flock. I guess we'll find out.

I WON IMMUNITY!!! My wig is flown... now I can be more ballsy over the next 24 hours. I want Nick gone. For Nathan and Sharky to think that they're the ones doing this, though, is so annoying because I was literally the one to open this can of worms. In addition, the reason I want Nick gone is because I want him out of Sharky's ass. I don't need the two of them to be besties anymore! I know Sharky is OK with voting him out, but I know Nick thinks him and Sharky are like besties so...

I think that 5 that voted Matt last round were thrown into a tizzy when Keaton went, and so I'm just out here like... lemme revel in the chaos! Maynor and Nathan both were so anxious for my reaction... Nick went explaining to me right away what happened... ugh!! My mind is so big... Sending Nick home this round will be one step closer to fulfilling my top 2 fantasy with Bryce. I love it so much. I really hope all goes to plan, but I am immune so I can't really be too worried since I'll still be here after 24 hours lmfao!!

I would love to be the hero by the end of this season, but I already see my villain arc coming up, and I'm left sitting here like... well, it was bound to happen. The second I turn on Sharky is the second I hit that arc, and it's a plan that's coming sooner rather than later!!

i feel like... im going home its so quiet like brian won immunity and pushed on nick so like he should go but its just so quiet hm.

Well. It looks like it might be me. 🤷‍♂️ No one hs been talking to me so I guess its may be my last day!?

So the vote is either between Me or Nick tonight. And i dont like that. Going to see if I can get Nick and atleast 2 other votes to atleast make it a tie. The only other option right now is to take out Sharky. Im looking to try and get Bryce, Nick, and hopefully Nathan. Brian is safe. That leaves Matt, Annabelle, and Sharky. So like 🤷‍♂️ Imma go out fighting if its me.

So like, this tribal is really quite quiet, but seems to have a clear target in Nick. SOmething of which i will HAPPILY take for myself, as I am just fed up of getting voted atm lmao. Like yes please just give me 1 round of respite then you may come for me again cause I will be ready. I feel close to Maynor and Nathan, mainly cause I have worked on them over the past few days so i feel good about myself and where i stand. will I win? probably not. Am i ok with that? no but if I have to settle I will

Okay for once it seems like there isn't much scrambling. I could be completely wrong and I'll get sent packing but who knows. It should be a quick and easy vote for Nick.

I jinxed it. The moment I said it should be easy NICK GOES OFF IN THE TRIBE CHAT. Trying to basically threaten all of us with the idea that he may have another idol. THEN BRIAN CALLS HIM OUT. And he puts Nick on blast for leaking the Matt plan to us. Which he did do. BUT Anna is actually the one who told us. So Nick either actually has an advantage and will save himself (in which case I don't think I'm his target) or his whole game just BLEW UP. It's messy messy messy.

Well Nick just ruined all the possibilities ih trying to save him. Nathan doesnt seem like we could get the votes so that also gets rid of Annabelle because they are very tight. So my vote is gunna be Nick but just watch its actually me. 🤷‍♂️ I would die but nothing i can really do know.

maybe im boo boo the fool??? theres been iconic fights and stuff and now nick is gonna vote me which is rude but he says hes voting maynor but i doubt that bc maynor tried to save him earlier this round so idk whats happening ppl are saying like dont worry he doesnt have the votes but what if he idols or what if ppl flip or like i dont want any vote against me in the first place. all these ppl so stable bc they arent the ones getting voted. the AUDACITY nick has when ive put up with his bland unanswering self for all these weeks to vote me on his way out??? no ty!!! maynor is like the most NNN idk he just has the worst pokerface i went with his annoying save keaton plan last week and im pretty sure he is going to vote me now too like... maybe dont do that what happen to the stupid :rams: :rams: aries thing we had going... make it add up!

Looks like I’m going home... the only chance I have at staying is if bryce gets out but I’m worried that’s not going to happen... I guess we will see wha happens in a few hours…

AHH!! So I got into a fight with Nick earlier. He wanted to have this ginormous dick energy in the main chat about powers he has and how he KNOWS who mentioned his name... girl, you know NOTHING! He still thinks I've voted for him twice, and highkey if I had read my PMs about the idol before 7:45pm, then I would've voted for him exactly Z E R O times. So fucking ugly...

So yea, I fought him. And I'd say I won. I just hope everyone sends his ass home. Bryce and Nathan are updating me on, like, everything, and we have Maynor who just is beyond sketchy with his PMs.... I really just... WHEW.... I hope Nick's straight ass goes home and it isn't Bryce.

This tribal is going to be one big fat mess... but like i’m ready for it

I dont really want to do Nick tonight but its the best thing for now not to rock the boat. Im just hoping that everyone isnt lying and its some how me tonight. 🤷‍♂️ Just need to trust people who are saying they are doing Nick. But having a weird feeling and hopefully its a false alarm.

Tbh Brian not voting makes me feel sketch about tonight. It may be nothing and just me being worried that my name was thrown out. He said he was going to sleep early but he could have voted early for Nick so like. 🤷‍♂️ Paranoid and im going to die.

Nick is voted out 5-1-1.

#episode #allmadhere

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This is a catch-all post regarding my thoughts on some of stuff that I now have time to comment on.

Fallout 76

After seeing a million hours of footage on it, I’m like 98% sure I’m not gonna give it a go. It really looks like a Fallout game only in name. It looks like Fallout 4 stripped of all its interesting bits, now with added multiplayer. The more I watch of it, the less interested I get. But that’s okay. Some people will dig it, and that’s dope. Maybe I’ll check it out when it goes on sale.

Destiny 2: Forsaken

This expansion freakin owns. It does blow that it took this long for the game to be in a good position, but it’s extremely satisfying to play now. Been like a month now almost? And playing daily for hours still rules. Even better that the old group came back as well. Games like this a better with friends. It’s a good time.

Super Smash Bros. Ultimate

I’m excited in every way possible. I was fine with the roster from the first direct, any more after that was a bonus as far as I’m concerned. Every aspect of what we’ve seen so far just screams love and passion for the game. Will buy 1000%. Also tangential enough, Animal Crossing being announced is good stuff.

Forza Horizon 4

It’s an absolutely gorgeous racing game. And it runs at 60fps so that’s the biggest plus. The best compliment I can give it is that is definitely a racing game that looks great and runs even better. I’ll never buy it, but since I have Game Pass for Xbox I thought might as well play it. I’m payin for it one way or another.

Assassin’s Creed Odyssey

When I looked at footage for it, I genuinely thought I was watching Origins for a second. Definitely looks interesting, and might actually be pretty good, but ima pass on this. Catch me waiting for games with gold or a humble bundle deal. Glad it seems to be doing well though.

Spider-Man

Got tired of it pretty quickly, but I was super on-board with it. I’m always for great games like this that show that single player games are still the wave. Ecstatic that it did well, and can only hope we get something else on the same level for a different IP.

A Man Called Ove

Absolutely loved the book. Took a while to read as I didn’t have the time, but finally after finishing it I felt very satisfied with the conclusion. In a lot of ways, I extremely relate to Ove. Not at all in a few parts, one in particular, but for the most part I felt we were on the same wavelength. It’s a great book that I will heartily recommend.

Psych

I recently started watching Psych (yes the series from 2006) and am enjoying it a lot. It’s exactly what I was missing in terms of media consumption. It’s House without the serious bit, at least for now. I’m definitely digging it.

BoJack Horseman Season 5

I liked the newest season quite a bit. There were some great moments, not as low or as dark as I’d like, but it seems like it’s getting there. Todd unfortunately still solely exists to bring the show down, except for like 3 scenes where he almost had meaningful growth as a character, only for it to nosedive into *holds up spork* i am t3h PeNgU1N oF d00m. Also I don’t like Diane’s haircut, but that’s basically irrelevant. Overall good season.

Westworld

This show owns. I’m extremely into the overarching concept. I watched the newest season as it came out, so it’s been a while, but i came out of it very positive and looking forward to whatever is coming up next, if anything. I’m into it.

Tha Carter V

I enjoyed listenin to Wayne’s newest entry to the Carter series way more than I thought I would. Some songs were a little lame and too simple, but there were some great songs in there for sure, fantastic features and some solid beats. Too many songs for my taste for an album, but I think overall it’s a good listen and I’ll probably listen to it again in the future.

Just Shapes & Beats

Speaking of good music, JS&B has incredibly fantastic music that is integral to the gameplay and is an amazing experience. The music in this game seriously BANGS. Everything about this game is crisp, clean, and overall so fun. I LOVE it a lot. Need more games like this.

Soul Calibur VI

Im relatively excited for this. All I care about is making sick custom characters and beating the snot out of my friends and destroying their character’s painstakingly made outfits. I don’t care about the mechanics, the frame data, blah blah blah. I’m literally only in it for the customization options.

Adventure Time

I lost a football related bet and I was asked to watch all of Adventure Time, being told there was no way I wouldn’t like it. I’ve seen 2 seasons so far and I do like it. From what I know it gets more interesting way later on, which I’m looking forward to, but for now, I like it about as much as I like most other animated media. It’s good. I’m looking forward to finishing it eventually.

Halloween

I don’t like that the month of October is essentially just Halloween. Also part of November is also cannibalized by Halloween too. This is not okay. Any parties revolving around Halloween shouldn’t happen any earlier than the Saturday before October 31st, and no later. No one should be having Halloween parties in November. A week of Halloween is enough. A month is too much. And leave November alone.

Red Dead Redemption 2

I’m into it. Liked the first game enough. I’m more than likely going to play this. “No PC port” kinda blows a lot, but it’ll be fine. Im lookin forward to it nonetheless.

Call of Duty: Black Ops 4

After seeing the battle royale gameplay and general multiplayer gameplay, this might be the hardest No I’ve given a CoD game in the last 4 years. Slightly related but Battlefield is also a big No Thanks. I think I’m over mindless FPS/shooter games. I’ve played like literally thousands of hours of that. I’m ready to move on.

That’s pretty much all I can think of that I wanted to comment on. Bunch of stuff. Probably won’t be another post like this for like two years. Anyway, y’all have a good night.

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