#im not that special

[amiryllisthorn]

theres a post i want to word right, but its hard, because its about how there are people who look up and respect me as an artist or friend and im just here depressed and filled with alchohol like "yeah you can do better"

Its more conplicated than that, but for instance, one main thing is that I am pushing my own style and my own direction for my work(which is i think the strongest its ever been) and then but at the same time pushing myself further away from a portfolio which companies are actually looking for- they oft want very specific styles and colour and desuturated blues and grays with thick black lines are never what they are looking for.

And so I am just kind of stuck.... here, and I just dont know what to do besides just keep on going.

#Delete in the morning #I losft my train of thought #Anyone can do what i do tbh #Im not that special #Im nobody #I should just go to bed #But the “i am not worth anything” intrusive thoughts have been strong

[here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can]

what the actual fuck is happening

I have a hundred fucking followers for some reason

thank you guys holy fuck I’m in denial

#like wtf #im not that special #thank you #like why are you here #100 followers

[aesrot]

shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

#lua talks #this is actually for myself #its easy to feel like i've been overreacting. specially when i cant remember why im upset with them #is this a vent post? it doesnt feel like one but maybe?

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire #'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem #the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted #also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out #so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my #notifs page cleanish lol #also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3 #secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because #of investors bankrolling everything #and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest #however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point #once again. so many murder dollars #so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction #anyways . love yall 💕 #origibberish #bigger gibbers

[apllecrash]

Dreams of you all the time Feels so good when we're together, love

#ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd fanart #stede bonnet #blackbeard #ofmd s2 #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #im crying #they're so back and i can't breathe #so special to me(( #I've never drawn people kissing so I don't even no what's happening #blackbonnet #ed teach

[sleepysebris]

:) 🖤

@mlsecretsanta gift for @thequeenofspace! happy belated holidays and apologies for the delay, had a serious family emergency followed by sickness! I had so much fun making this though, was so excited to finally draw these two 🖤 hope you enjoy!!!

#i absolutely believe emo marinette went home and made dolls after seeing the ladybug & chat noir dolls #im assuming adrien's room is the preferred hang out space in this universe #so this is his room and that is his ladybug doll #also obsessed with his quiet blushy personality #assume that when they detransform she laughs at his half-finished makeup cause they forgot what they were doing before they left #and he deserves it for poorly-timed teasing her mid-battle or something #there's the fanfic #ml secret santa 2023 #ml secret santa #miraculous ladybug #ml paris special #adrienette #emo love square #emodrien #my art #my ml comics

[seagiri]

can i be sad here for a moment

#my art #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #laios touden #falin touden #um. sibling dynamics make me really sad. these two specially #i start thinking of that extra where baby laios is telling all the animals that he has a little sister and i bawl my eyes out #i dont usually post sketches here but im about to shatter #dungeon meshi spoilers #??? i guess but very loosely

[ragnarozzys]

==>

indivs! feel free to use as a phone bg.

#homestuck #june egbert #john egbert #dave strider #jade harley #rose lalonde #mspaintadventures #fanart #ozzyart #and yes im plugging the merch these are specially made for

[samipekoe]

I love gay people

#splatoon #pearl houzuki #marina ida #i love their fits so much im specially obsessed w frye but i had to draw my mothers first

[ladybeug]

thinking delinquent thoughts on the delinquent bench with her delinquent superpowers. incredible

#my art #emonette #ml paris special #i caught up and watched the trailer im in #ml spoilers #i mean... just... how fun

[martyrbat]

batman: odyssey (2011) #6

remember only one of them actually went to med school and got their degree and it is NOT the man dressed as a giant bat !!!

#doctor al ghul and her lame ass ex husband..... #shes the embodiment of 'if i had a lame boyfriend id hype him up so much ill make him stand outside and tell people here comes the most #special boy in existence and if they dont clap and cheer im blowing this whole fucking building up' post #c: batman: odyssey (2011) | i: 6 #crypt's panels #batman #talia al ghul #brutalia

[lililovesthings]

I LOVE how "The Nobles" are so underwhelmed by The Doctor.

Like Jackie Tyler was all "I'll defend them to the ends of the earth."

Francine Jones thought he was so dangerous she was helping the government track him down.

Everyone pretty much has stars in their eyes whenever they're with The Doctor but the Nobles?;

"Yes Millennia old alien, I know the knowledge of the universe is living in your head...but...

Rose: Why are you assuming their gender?

Sylvia: *punch in face

Shaun (seeing lord only knows what going down in his kitchen): Something smells nice!

The only exception is Wilf. You know why? Yes Wilf has stars in his eyes when he sees The Doctor but The Doctor has stars in his eyes when he looks at Wilf.

#doctor who special #doctor who spoilers #the doctor #doctorwho #doctor who #14th doctor #wilfred mott #wild blue yonder #david tennant #catherine tate #donna noble #doctor who 60th #60th anniversary specials #doctor who 60th anniversary #i love them #im not ready

[nat-20s]

Something something about like. Russell T Davies lost his husband in the time between his runs as Doctor Who showrunner. About how he said if he had a time machine he says he would go back to the night he first met him. About how joy is about having enough time to spend with the people you love. And about how while RTD can't have that for himself he can give that relief of grief to The Doctor.

#dw spoilers #doctor who #tennant doctor #IDK MAN IM JUST SO!!! #with the specials + 15s personality it really seems like this era is gonna be more focused on joy and im like oh 🥺🥺🥺🥺

[porrigens]

ryuji kisses for kiss ryuji day!

#p5 #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #ryuji sakamoto #sakamoto ryuji #ren amamiya #pegoryu #ryuann #takamaki ann #ann takamaki #ryukita #yusuke kitagawa #futaba sakura #makoto niijima #ryumako #haru okumura #ryuharu #akechi goro #goro akechi #morgana #sophia persona 5 #persona 5 strikers #so many tags omg #actually posting the same day i draw the thing! #havent drawn them in while so sth special.. #strikers is my favorite in p5 so its the strikers designs :] #wanted to draw yoshizawa too but my wrist was killing me… im sorry… #just so you know she was gonna give him a jumbo sized bento for him #kiss ryuji day

[stil-lindigo]

ARTISTS FOR PALESTINE 🇵🇸 - ROUND 3!! On the 26th April and 3rd of May, I'll be doing art requests on stream with other notable artists to raise money for Palestinian escape funds.

This round's roster is very lucky to include returning artists including webcomic artist Graveweaver (I'm The Grim Reaper), @wolfythewitch, Cuptoast, Denimcatfish and more.

If you won't be able to make it to the streams but would still like to donate money, you can find a spreadsheet with hundreds of escape funds listed here. Alternatively, you could donate to one of three funds that I am focusing a lot of my efforts on.

Donate to Anwar's family (€8,000 from escaping) Donate to Thaer’s fund (€7,000 from escaping) Donate to Salwa Al-Shandagha ($9,000 from escaping)

As always, these fundraiser streams will always be available to watch over on my twitch channel here. Hope to see some of you there!

#round 3 of these fundraiser streams!! #payment will be taken through ko-fi and will then be sent out to the outlined funds #im really going to do my best to get these three families over the line and out of gaza #please donate! #anything counts #also special thanks to all these returning artists #they're genuinely all such amazing people for agreeing to this #palestine #free palestine #fundraiser #donation #donations for palestine

[mysterycitrus]

I just love your Tim drake as it's just practically getting jumpscared everytime and I just love that

Also can we talk about the wonder twinnss and the FIC!

tysm !! i will go into heavy detail about the scientific sliding scale of jumpscares between the wonder twins and timmy drake

#asdfghjaskdj #tim drake #dick grayson #kon el #nightwing #donna troy #supergirl #red robin #superboy #troia #dc comics #this is so silly im sorry #tysm!! #nice comments about Persephone…….. so special to me #mart #the ask and the answer