#im not tagging all of tht idc

[lemongogo]

#girl im in love w you #SOOO FREKAKING COOLL RRGAAAHG #begging to see her in every new panel #sry im so happy i havent felt this good in a while HELLOP #isnt tht insane .like if i have nothing to fixate onmy life feels so boring usleess awful #but when i do its like the dolphin jump out of water rainbow sparkle pic #like worst behavior 2 develop ever but idc im back onn that high #get uppp get on ur feet #dunmeshi #falin #dunmeshi 52 #dunmeshi spoilers #dungeon meshi spoilers #ask to tag idk what is popularly used;_; #kind of laughing 2 myself bc every time this happens its like im realizing it for the first tjme all over again #always in the spring tooHELPP 2022 yr of blp 2023 yr of trgn 2024 dunm LETS GOOO

[bylertruther-moved]

how the FUCK am i supposed to sleep tonight knowing that noah confirmed that will has been gay and in love with mike since season fucking one and that every shot they do for byler is intentional and not an accident so much so that they spend hours on it doing it over and over to get every shot and that they get so moved by it that they write new scenes on the spot and that this storyline has been building since season one brother how the FUCK am i supposed to be normal abt this

#byler #THE VINDICATION I FEEL...... INDESCRIBABLE NO WORDS #I KNEW ITTTTTTTT #in your fucking FACE @ all the homophobes on planet earth tht explained away will's sexuality #as him wanting to be a kid or in love with el or nancy or whatever the fuck #fuck off and explode idc im having a fucking BALL in this bitch #and to think this tag was miserable and hopeless as hell just a few weeks ago 😭😭😭😭 #will byers

[yumenosakiacademy]

I'm so so bored on my rly long walks can some1 rec me stuff tht I can get in2 on mobile, mostly YouTube series or smth. I'm running out of vids n stuff tht will interest me lol... (this is /gen btw!! not me openly musing or w/e.)

#by on mobile i mean like... so obv no manga bc manga sites hav viruses n shit. same w most animes unless they can b found subbed on youtube #which is Extremely Rare. fics count i havent roy read any in a while. but like games w no commentary playthrus. webserieses (no herm!tcraft #pls. i dont care abt most mc stuff. same w povs for empirez or wc/smp idc abt em. mc shit in general.) ummm long vids u kno of tht r interes #ting-fuck idk jus anything pls. im so fucking bored. all i hav is yt.td (4got a lot of the prev content n h8 the fandom so meh) p/3 (cant ex #plain my complications w it jus trust tht i dont wanna watch it) n sl0w dmg (will finish last route eventually but game is dark n kinda drea #ry n sometimes im not in the mood 4 tht. god tumblrs chara limitation on tags can suck my fucking c0ck) #edit: theres band0ri but i h8 tht fandom n theres 2 many stories. sane w prj/sk i loathe it. enst i cant find enough translations anymore. #theres also d4d/j but... idc abt it past anime s1 ngl #delete later

[ihatebnha]

imo i dnt mind when writers give yn specific physical n personality characteristics. esp bc i think it’s impossible to create a yn tht everybody can relate to 100%. n sometimes it’s fun to read ab a yn that’s different than i am personality wise bc it’s like playing a role or smth💀. some writers like to be self indulgent w their fics n that’s okay all i ask is tht they put it in the content warnings beforehand of the characteristic they give reader which so many ppl fail to do😭 like if it’s so important to u tht yn has pink nipples n can blush a fiery, beet red then go ahead n write it idc just put a warning abeg so ppl know n aren’t caught off guard 🙏🏾 if u want yn to be 5’0 n hve to crane their head up to look at the character that’s fine just put a warning !! 😭 but it’s obvious when ppl write a fic that’s clearly meant to be short!reader but for some reason they dnt wna tag it as one so they just throw in that “doesn’t matter how tall u are the character is taller than u” just so they dnt get chewed out or smth. but then they’ll describe the character as being a foot n a half taller than yn💀 n it’s a regular modern au fic too not some fantasy au where they hve superpowers n shit where it’d be plausible for the character to be enormous. like u said it only works if u dnt think ab it too much bc im 5’10 so i’d hve to size up the character in my head to like 7’3 n that’s just...idk😭

YES to both sides of this!!!

Like certain things can be soooo enjoyable if you're expecting them, and like... no one deserves to be hated on for just writing what suits their fancy, but at the same time... TELL US! So we don't go in expecting one thing and come out feeling like we got spanked on the ass after a lot of good buildup. I don't mind details at all but I wanna know so I can block them out when I get to them💀💀💀

BUT THE WHOLE THING ABT FORCING SOMEONE TO IMAGINE A CHARA AS 7'3 IS STILL LAZY!!! In a way and a little bit, at least... cuz like, I don't care if I'm eyeball-to-eyeball with someone, you know? Even three-four inches taller is okay. EVEN SHORTER IS FINE LIKE... it happens.

(And maybe I just don't get it because size kink is relatively... meh to me, but) we're human!!! You'll be okay trying to find something else descriptive to say!

#i like size k*nk but it doesnt make me whet you know #like yes i wanna be thrown around but that seems like common sense #kinda like br*eding k*nk #ISNT THAT THE POINT #anyway this made me laugh legend u have a good heart i can tell <3 #ask #anon #caitie chats #drama tw

[bladebutch]

🧷

susie + she/he/bite + 21 y/o (02)

transsexual transmasc-ish genderpunk butch lesbian

part of a did sys + autistic bpd schizo cripple. yeah im diagnosed no yr not my therapist kys

i like loud music n dogs n my dumbfuck friends

dni n warnings below read em (lots r censored so they arent searchable) also idc tht its long

GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME !

maps/nomaps, zoos, pr*ship n all other types of tht shit, pro-c*ntact or anti-rec*v para

t*rfs transm*sogynists n tr*nsmeds, against x*nos or neos, anti-it/its, anti-h*sbians/sh*gays/etc

z*onists pro-“isr*el” & “neutral”

pro-war, proud capitalists, anti-acab. yr all weirdos

ableists n sanists! disability f*tishizers, fuckers who still use “asp*rgers” after knowing why you shouldnt, disabled bitches who hold supremacy or talk over other disabled folks with higher s*pport needs, support the term “n*rcissistic abuse”, use “n*rcissist/s*ciopath/psych*/psych*tic” as an insult, think low empathy = evil, against informed self-dx, anti-ag*re/p*tre, fatph*bes

tr*nsID weirdos (tr*ns[age/race/abled]). tr*nsspecies fine if ur not a zoo

dr*amsmp or h*zbin hotel fans

ppl who use the terms “tr*umascum” or “sysm*d” (wtf is wrong with u)

those into dd|g or abd| or other similar shit (personal boundary)

end*genic syst*ms (personal boundary)

chr*stians (personal boundary)

WARNINGS !

i reclaim queer slurs n wont cw them

idc if i piss you off lol if u waste ur time ill just make fun of u and block u

possible content warning for drawn or nonsexual nudity, drugs, suggestive shit, maybe triggering shit but thts usually tagged, general warning tht comes with mental health, and maybe more

i block w/o warning sometimes if i even find ur vibe wrong u might get got sorryyyy

[geffenrecords]

tell me abt david and matteo gimme the gays por favor

   KYRS I OWE U MY ENTIRE LIKE THANK U.........ily 🥰

um yes okay anyway so matteo and david.....ah yes those guys....um yeah so last night i was thinking abt them doing dumb shit together bc you KNOW they do. dumbass gay ppl smh. but anyway theyre in loveeee and they adore each other and hang out all the time bc theyre also best friends!!! they love spending time together and doing just. bro things ig?? they go to places together all the time like it doesnt even have to be somewhere special....matteo could be like ‘hewwo boyfwiend....would u like to go to the grocery store with me’ and davids like ‘.......yeah..’ and they go to the grocery store together and do dumb shit and probably almost get kicked out bc the workers r homophobic....but also theyre just annoying......like fr.......like matteo thinks hes comedy central and will do dumb shit like climb shelves and or he’ll be like ‘babe do u dare me to scream’ and david has to cover his mouth and say NO bc he knows matteo will do it and then matteo licks his hand and now davids the one screaming 

or matteo will try to bottle flip shit.....fucking idiot get w the times 🙄 anyway u know tht one post thats like ‘why did i just witness my 15yo brother try to bottle flip a milk jug’ and someones like ‘how did it go’ and op responds with a picture of their brother lying on the floor in a puddle of milk? thts them. david send a text to jonas like ‘is matteo always like this’ and jonas is like ‘yes but specifically wdym’ and david sends him tht photo and jonas loses his shit

but um yea anyway another thing they probably do is go to school playground together if tht doesnt sound too weird......like theyll go to a school playground at like 4am and fuck around there bc david already has the edgy aesthetic instagram he probably take pictures of creepy things and then draws like. mothman over it or whtever.....gay ppl...........but anyway theyll sit on the swings together holding hands and r probably getting high while doing so and they just kinda sit in silence but eventually david will start talking about smthn and matteo just watches him so intently and softly and has the gentlest gaze as david rambles on abt fucking power rangers or whatever and then matteos like o yeah this is my boyfriend and kisses him and davids like ‘dude wtf thats gay i dont kiss gay people 🤨’ and matteo shoves him and calls him a dick and david probably fall off the swing but is laughing the whole time and matteo giggles as david lays on the ground and watches him and then matteos like ‘lets do smthn rlly gay’ and davids like we r NOT fucking on the playground and matteo makes a face and is like ‘NO mr horny....’ and then he walks over to the blacktop and david sits up and walks over as matteo plays some stupud fucking.....weeknd song or some shit and hes like ‘cmere dance with me’ and david laughs and theyre probably just stoned out of their minds and matteo starts dancing and keeps beckoning david over and finally david gives in nd walks over and they ATTEMPT to slow dance together but like i said. they are high as shit rn and also its COLD. mfs doing shit at 5am in the middle of january with their 45766 layers and stupid scarves.....u know how it is. and yeah they suck but david is laughing the whole time and matteos just watching him w so much love and he pulls him closer and puts his arms on davids shoulder and is like ‘I LOVE YOUUU........’ and david calls him gay and kisses him and then they kiss a bunch until matteo is like ‘okay im freezing my ass off lets go home’ and davids like ‘ugh fine 🙄’ and then they go back to matteos and watch some stupid movie and fall asleep under like fifty blankets and theyre so close together and probably have a death grip on each other liks okay sir neither of u are gonna float away while sleeping......but um yeah anyway theyre in love :-)

#sorry this is so long this is just like a tiny bit of my ideas for them.....i love themmmm #thank u for asking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #[listens to the hills by the weeknd as i dance w u in an elementary scholl playground high off our asses and cold as hell] #davenzi #im not tagging all of tht idc #if u seem this and u know u know #kyrs asks #druck

[gayspock]

dont rb / on a very genuine level tho it is, like, kinda tiresome whenever ppl tell you ur using a social media site "incorrectly"... and obviously im not talking abt genuinely hurtful stuff, yknow? and furthermore- yes, i recognise some like genuine problems tht can arise, but ultimately like... i do not think its constructive as it is to always get. mad at ppl. for like.... not doing what you want them to. especially when it comes to projecting intentions onto those ppl. do you know wht i mean. -_-

#Egg.txt #like its NOT THT serious so im not gonna act like it is but also its tiring and this- again this is about literally 10 million things #its ppl being mad at prev tags.... when its like. i did not say that FOR YOU and its literally not a big deal if u just dont see one piece #of commentary someone else wrote like. is it really that big of a loss you get furious at people #but this is also ALSO abt people the influx of new accs here not really ''getting'' how to use tumblr and i understand the worries with #like ''sharing'' content but also: 1) new ppl coming in liking & not rbing... doesnt mean you lose anything!? #bc they wouldnt... have been rbing otherwise...... #and also its like. yes i agree its frustrating but also its like its their acc and they can do what they want man idc . i agree block em if #ur uncomfortable with empty blogs sure go ahead and again with like the discussion abt why its important to keep stuff rbing. also i see #that and i agree with that wholly but like. again. i do not think its fair to tell people how to use a social media site and how they want #to engage #and even MORE so there was that... post i rb'd a whileeee ago with a big tag ramble abt ''fandom'' stuff on here and how yes i agree #fandom spaces can be annoying and very superficial but also its like if u want to have a deeper conversation abt it . honestly you need to #foster conversations within your close space of mutuals bc its kind of unfeasible to go into a tag and expect there to be the EXACT content #you want all the time there and yes of course short snappy jokes will get more traction just by nature #(<- thats a VERY diluted version of what i said and obviously im glossing over other things there) #BUT more relevant to ^^ this post its about the weird way sometimes ppl want you... to like perform. a #and i know i know its not THAT serious but its as all these things are: its frustrating #bc yes! i watched [insert tv show] and i did ... actually have substantial opinions and criticism on it #but i dont know why i need to prove to you that thats the case when i log into tumblr dot com to blog abt it? #some ppl are weird and they assume things- they assume ur like. totally braindead bc ur just blogging jokes when its like... #again babe. im not.... sure why you think im on this social media platform to like ''prove'' sth to you and youre seeing a very limited #perspective of em as a person. as you do in ANY social situation!!!! #and i think thats all this is like. all of all this is. #its like these are social media sites and i think theres just a very... weird concept ppl have of it sometimes you know? in the same way- #people making an inside joke with friends in public dont need to explain things to you or people dont have to engage in YOUR conversation #in public or people dont really have to do this that and the other- #like its like.... you cant make such MADDENING judgements on ppl bc of what they do on here you know? #anyways just rambling. i might delete later bc again its like- #its rlly not all tht deep its silly tumblr talks but like sighhh its like

[nakhama-a]

  and i gain a lucidity that leaves me grandiose for no reason.   i am   fabulous and useless,    i am made of pure gold,    and almost psychic.

#NAKHAMA.   multimedia multimuse ft. tatsumaki,   as written by inad.   carrd.

#anime rp #manga rp #fandomless rp #opm rp #jjk rp #promos. #thts all im fuckin tagging bc idc abt like any other fandom LOOOOOL #maybe i should queue this up 4 the morning.... yea. its 11pm on a sunday no 1 is online. #LOOOOOOOOOL #GM <333

[ginakutagawa-archive]

does it even matter anymore 😌

#sunny.txt #negative #not like it's gonna get better or worse im just a straight line all the time #i put in sm effort to talk to people and then it feels like they ignore me or just sound bored all the time #im trying but i just dont know what's weird or not and even if they say they want to talk they never reach out #guess im stuck like this #either im too mentally ill or not mentally ill enough for my friends LOL XD #i think i'll stop trying to reach out. it doesnt matter. shouldnt be a big deal to me anyway #too boring or too hyper. whatever #idc anymore i tried saying things without caring and people just find it weird so i'll stay boring #idk what i am anymore. stupid #ask to tag #there's bigger things going on rn with my brain i cant talk about tht idek if im faking it #stupid stupid #wow crazy lol

[caruliaa]

- JUST RUN AWAY WITH ME YOU WONT FEEL SO ALONE ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

um hii <3 im flappy aka peaches aka jules aka ladybird aka stawberry aka mushroom. yeash i use all those names use which u wanna 4 me idc <3

19 yrs old <3

they/them <3

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uhm okey thts it <3 like this if youve read it (including my carrd !) love and light goodby <3 :]

#flappy rambles #new piined new pinned #intro

[gryphsdeadbones]

hey from one nd person to another the comic where fm gordon says a slur seems kind of in poor taste. ik ur not intentionally making light of it and tht occurring in fm should be criticized but while you dont make it out to be a good thing making jokes about it and calling him a "slurboy" is kind of questionable? it makes it seem more like a plotpoint and angst rather than the creator of fm genuinely fucking up in the past (and having moved on from it)! i think exploring fm coming to terms with being nd is a good idea but this isnt the best way to do it. if you want me to explain my point more lmk if/when u post this and i will! someone already made a post abt it but it was kinda strongly worded and i wanted to approach you more calmly because i genuinely dont want to call you out or start drama or anything ;-;

first off thank you for being civil and patient with me i appreciate this ask a lot- also this got long- im not in a flying rage or anything when i bold or emphasis text, i just needed it also for my own readability and since im not the best at wording- hopefully this hellsite works and my response is under the cut

i would like to know how is it in poor taste when freemind explicitly gets clocked at the very end for saying it. the entire point of the comic was to show that saying the r slur has existed in his source and is bad

im not sure how much more direct i can get, with the disclaimer/warning list growing longer and longer and out there for a huge sign that says “this au can get dark as fuck and these subject matters are treated seriously/not something to mess around with.” Like yes, there are some jokes in the asks and other comics, but that specific comic is not supposed to be “haha thats funny”. it has a serious tone using a rough sketch style bc i was super tired and wanted to vent

was it just the direct reference to it that just made people uncomfortable? because thats 100% understandable, and i made sure i tagged it appropriately (although admittedly, a little bit late since i thought the filter would catch at least the main thing)

i think what some people somehow got from it is “exploring sensitive content = endorsing said content” which! that is not the intent! i absolutely do not want people saying that word! I don’t want people thinking that is any way okay for this character to say

its more of a damned if i do address it, damned if i dont.

if it never comes up, people are gonna assume that ‘oh this character says slurs and is shit, surely the creator or fan-creator MUST be okay with it and woobifies freemind and absolves him of any mistakes’ or something like that. no. this asshole has an arc and i want to do it right. its serious and i think it shouldn’t be shoved under the rug

and people just. dont want to read for context for whatever reason. theyll start watching it and get taken aback by the slur and start blaming me ‘hey you never warned for this’ when very early on i keep mentioning over and over ‘you dont have to watch it if you dont want to! This has slurs and 2000s internet brand humor/style’ You really dont, I’m not forcing you to watch it- Literally all you need to know is either canon half life or hl/vrai. thats it. fm mostly follows hl1 with very slight changes.

so i had to make something that:

1. warns people who arent aware and dont want to go through my asks or about/warning pages (for whatever reason) and just want to see the art

2. also NOT downplay freemind’s canon assholery. listen, i kinda despise writing mean and cruel characters, theyre hard to do, and a lot of people get shit for doing it wrong or people going “character = author”

i’ve also considered leaving the bubbles blank, but then people could fill it with whatever they want, then blame me for being vague. or they’d fill it in with a different kind of slur that freemind has never used, even if he MIGHT be the type to do that. I needed to explicitly mention that it is ableist slur. There are shitty racist and other problematic jokes, but never those kinds of extreme racial slurs to my knowledge.

Although I do see your point that maybe joking about it outside of the serious stuff might not be the best route. The slurboy jokes are getting stale, and I will try a better way to remind people.

The thing that gets to me is that it feels people are more than ready to defend either Ross Scott or Gordon Freeman the fictonal character himself. I don’t??? really care for Ross Scott, so I don’t know if he’s ever brought it up specifically. I’m not really calling him out or cancelling him. Idc for some white man’s feelings, im only bringing the timeframe of That era and reworking it to fit in This current era.

And I hate to break it to people: Gordon Freeman is a blank slate character, you can project whatever the hell you want on him as long as it’s not freakshit illegal garbage. The machinimas (fm, hl/vrai) do have SOME characterization that I want to nail down. It fucking sucks when characters are ooc, and I’m trying not to do that, even if it means sacrificing some comfort. But still mostly staying in my comfort zone if that makes sense

Now about the callout that I do not want to engage with the op directly:

Honestly im very surprised the comic was called out when i just. thought my stuff is relatively tame on exploring the bad shit canon freemind does. ive seen him in fancontent where they really dont hold back and its still played off as ‘kinda funny’ tone.

I really don’t know if people just want any reason to hate me for whatever reason. That’s fine I guess, I can’t please everyone and they dont have to like me.

But like. isn’t it so much easier for the op of that to block me and the post and move on. Why kick up such a fuss. I can see that thinly veiled death threat of a vague. That’s pretty fucked up- Like holy fucking god, you do not have to like my stuff. I’m not holding you at knifepoint to like my stuff. I’ve specifically made two different tags (one general au, one specific au) if anyone wants to blacklist it for their own reasons I do not need to know. I don’t want to know.

You’re allowed to be uncomfortable. You’re allowed to unfollow/blacklist/block.

However you just don’t go ranting about it for something you horribly misinterpreted. If it bothers you so badly, literally just. drop me a message to clarify. thats it. or save yourself the time and block me.

I’ve blocked the op for both our sakes, but if anyone wants to send this post to them, then thats fine. I don’t want anything to do with them.

I don’t want to link the post and blow it up. I just want shit clarified, dropped and we can move the fuck on with our lives. 

If you’re reading this and don’t know what the post is, please don’t bother. I do not want people going after the op with threats, please keep it civil, I’d prefer if you don’t engage with the post at all on my behalf.

Despite this huge wall of text, I do not want this to be a big deal, so please don’t ask me about the details.

_

As for anon, feel free to dm me either on here or. Maybe on discord if you’d still like to suggest or have something more cleared up. I’m still willing to hear any kind of feedback, and i want to thank you again for being reasonable about this

#Anonymous #ask #jdb faq #ask to tag #long post

[naukais]

8 PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER. repost, don’t reblog.

one / name / alias. celes ! or sam (my actual name lmao) idc  two /  birthday. april 15th ‘98 ! three / zodiac sign. aries sun, leo rising, sag moon. triple fire babey four /  height. 5′5........ ish five  /  hobbies. playing 38474794 different idol mobages, playing the same 2 video games, staring at twitter, writing, watching utube, fashion (if tht counts?) six /favorite colors. black. “but black isn’t a colour” fuck u seven/favorite books. :-) i havent read properly at all recently but im loving the asoiaf series a lot so far eight  /  last song listened to.  let me in / yo trane nine  /  last film watched. no idea . i never watch movies djdfhdf ten  /  inspiration for muse. kh b like *exists* and i be like *i love girls* eleven  / dream job. it’d be cool to be a writer or an actress? but . that won’t happen. but the shit i’m studying rn is still nice (which is a post grad social work program, tho i got my psych degree right before-- so anythin w/ those would be cool) twelve  / meaning behind your url.  oh it’s literally so stupid. in jp her full name is apparently homophonous with the word for "nautical mile” . so i took the nau and then added kai for kairi. naukais. LMAO very un-creative but it sounds pretty

Tagged by: @overtxure (ty !!) Tagging: not sure if yall did it but @kcystotheheart @memoirshe @vaciiviity @ctherprcmise @revolverized and whoever else wants to 

#⌠ ❀ OOC ➸ messages in a bottle. ⌡

[5h4rk1zzl3]

have no one to fucking say any of this to so im just typing it out and posting it here even tho ik absolutely no one will see it bc i have no followers on this blog & idc to put any tags.

basically i keep eating too much and am so depressed over it which just makes me eat uncontrollably more

and like i was having a whole ass anxiety attach over the fact tht i been working out and being so tought on myself for two months and i dont even think i lost a single pound. tbh i think i just gained weight. like my pants completely fit no differently on me rn than the did two months ago they feel the complete same. and i have no fucking weight scale so i literally have nothing to go off of.

i keep not even working off the amount of calories i plan to work off annoying me even more. like today i planned on eating less than 500 and working out off 2000 cals but i just ate 1300 and only worked off 200 so far i mean i have more time to continue but i have no fucking motivation at all and am so depressed and i ran for less than half a mile on the treadmill and was already so out of breath that i switched to the elliptical. its so embarrassing.

and fucking my Spotify premium is over and the ads ARE PISSING ME OFF SO MUCH BUT I CANT FIND THE CARD FOR MY NEW BANK ACCT TO UPDATE IT

also i literally made plans with friends to hang out with them on saturday and it was going perfectly till my mom was like no i work then and will have the car. BYE WHAT THE FUCK. im so mad. literally she NEVER works at that time and she just suddenly had to this saturday???????? like hanging w them was all i wanted to do for my birthday (which is on saturday) and now not only will i not be able to hang w them on saturday but sunday im going to have to endure a terrible ass family gathering typa party tht i hate bc i dont even talk to any of them at all like why gather for MY birthday and then not even talk to me. and i dont wanna have to be forced to eat a bunch of cake and food and hella shit thrs definitely all so much calories.

like how the fuck am i gonna reach 90 by august if i act like this is literally never gonna happen. like during march i had a whole plan that led me to loose 80 lbs by august while still eating decently and at first i was stupid and thought it was working but now i realized its not at all and now i only have 2 and a half months to get to that.

which i mean i did the math and it IS possible if i just work hard. if i eat less than 500 everyday and work out for 2 hours at 20 cals/ min (on the elliptical thtd be at full resistance 2/3 speed and treadmill itd be 20 incline 5 speed) id be loosing 3500 total calories (2500 from working out and 1000 from just not eating based on my BMR) , aka a lb a day & i can loose the amount i need too loose in the time i have.

[snugglybf]

Rules: tag whomever you feel like and answer the questions below, and feel free to add more if you want!

tagged by @nettleburns!! i lov u

fictional characters you relate to:
luke skywalker from star wars, definitely! will solace from the percy jackson series...umm!! those two are the only two tht come to mind gjsjdbsb!

some songs that you relate to:
all gone by mother mother!!! uhhhhhhh...maybe that green gentleman by panic! at the disco

books you can read over and over without getting tired of:
the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde, the percy jackson & heroes of olympus series by rick riordan, aaaaaand any play written by shakespeare (they count as books, right?)

favorite comfort show/movies:
friends, parks and rec, project runway, and the aristocats is my only comfort movie fjnsbdbd

favorite childhood movies:
literally any disney movie was my favorite as a kid but especially aristocats

fictional characters you are most defensive over:
finn from star wars!!!! and piper mclean from the percy jackson series!!!!

shows you fell out of love with:
i go thru phases of what i like watching on tv? i probably fell out of love with everything ive watched at some point. idk!

shows you’re most excited for:
none rlly fksjdbbsnx

your aesthetic:
laying in a field of sunflowers with your best friends, soaking up the warm rays of sunshine! listening to the music that makes you happy as you eat fresh fruit. the bird chirp and the sky is a deep blue. everything is right in the world for this one happy moment.

favorite fanfic tropes:
i havent read fanfic since like. 2015 at the latest. so idk!

im supposed to tag some people but!!! idc abt that!!!! if u wanna do this go ahead — just say i tagged you!!!!💛✨

#long post #abt me #tagged

[heavenzdivide]

tagged by bell @tokayhk :>>> ily ty for enabling my procrastination <3

last:

drink: malk 

phone call: my lesbian friend 2 ask her abt her onion on ed sheeran (she passionately hates him lol)

text message: lol-ing at an anti ed sheeran meme my lesbian friend sent me LOL

song you listened to: i can do better frm avril lavigne’s 2007 album ..... u can tell i lost it vnjgbjdfk

time you cried: UUUUUUH last nite bc i went 2 bed at like 5am and i was alone w my thoughts rip 

have you ever:

dated someone twice: yeah i started falling out of love w pharah bt then i bought ovw, so i was morally obligated 2 feel for th characters again .

been cheated on: no lol 

kissed someone and regretted it: nah 

lost someone special: no lol 2x 

been depressed: LOL HOW DO I ANSWER THIS .. 

been drunk and thrown up: omg honey do u want 2 talk 

in the past year have you:

made a new friend: ive talked 2 more ppl bc of esp*rtz lol

fallen out of love: bye compulsory het fictional crushes

laughed until you cried: nah bt until it hurt 2 breathe 

met someone who changed you: nah all th ppl who have changed my life ive known for a while alr (ie bell for 2yrs x)

found out who your true friends are: sure lol

found out someone was talking about you: like? in good/neutral intentions? yeah 

general:

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: a lot of my irl friends have tmblrs bt i basically dont follow any of them lol 

do you have any pets?: no :(

do you want to change your name?: no, i like not having doubles 

what time did you wake up this morning: 6am?

what were you doing last night: discording one of my online friends ^^

name something you cannot wait for: to live w my bffl. and get a dog and tortoise

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: ya bt tht was like. eons ago in a phase i dont like thinking abt LMAO 

what’s getting on your nerves right now: im not doin my flashcards! BITCH!

blood type: red

nickname: myl/myles/lins

relationship status: i love sleeping 

zodiac sign: capricorn u__u unfortunate

pronouns: they/he :>

favorite show: HANNIBAL.... GOD IT WILL NEVER BE PICKED UP AGAIN LOL 

college: ???????????????????

hair color: green. like a pine green crayola pencil 

do you have a crush on someone: sleeping 

what do you like about yourself: ............ me when i feel like dressing up ig. my hairs cool ig tho someone called my ac character w green hair like me jared leto so im like . k

firsts:

first surgery: no 

first piercing: no im scared of piercings ;;

first sport you joined: no 

first vacation: ??? prob visiting arizona for family 

first pair of sneakers: im an unathletic gay, i have converse

right now:

eating: i wish cheesecake :(

drinking: my body constantly cries 2 save itself frm dehydration. bt no 

i’m about to: do my flashcards... HOPEFULLY 

listening to: harb streaming dark souls feelsgood

want kids: no, i dont feel like i have th right personality/stamina/patience for kids. theyre cool tho !

get married: sure, id use th wedding ceremony as an excuse 2 be festive and extra vngfjdvk

career: art? illustration? game design? ??????

which is better:

lips or eyes: lips are cute like..... they can have lipstick or gloss or chapstick or nothing idc ... im usually fine w eye contact bt sometimes its 2 much 

hugs or kisses: maybe hugs jst bc i feel comfortable hugging more ppl than kissing them 

shorter or taller: ........................ taller . which isnt 2 hard, im 5′2″ LOL

older or younger: ive dated both, idc. 

romantic or spontaneous: both are cute!

sensitive or loud: more sensitive, i get overloaded when things are loud smtimes. i feel talked over in a loud setting smtimes 2 

hookup or relationship: relationship, im th type 2 get attached lol 

troublemaker or hesitant: ............ idk bt no breaking th law

have you ever:

kissed a stranger: no !

drank hard liquor: whisky lemonade ?

lost contacts/glasses: i have both bt im only supposed 2 use my glasses as backup -_______- bt guess which bitch gets headaches all th time frm wearing them !

sex on first date: NOPE !

broken someone’s heart: oh my god yeah 

been arrested: for being 2 cute? bitch maybe 

turned someone down: no 

fallen for a friend: yeah lmao 

do you believe:

in yourself: no ! bitch 

miracles: maybe? ive done enough assignments down 2 th last minute and still get a decent grade 2 have some belief lol 

love at first sight: no! yes, only in cheesy lesbian ships! bt no!

#lins #thnx bell ily

[sublimekiss]

I was tagged by @lineesa ty! you’re lovely!!

☀️LAST☀️

drink: dr pepper bc im unhealthy as hell :/

text message: nsjsjsjsjdn NJsjwns (?? idk i keyboard smash too much??)

phone call: w/ my crush ;))

song you listened to: spotlight - lil peep

time you cried: pffff abt thirty minutes ago bc i sewed my pillowcase shut on accident

☀️HAVE YOU EVER☀️

dated someone twice: yes bc i make v bad decisions in relationships

kissed someone and regretted it: hhhh yeah like most of them tbh

lost someone special: my brother, n recently gus (a music artist) n i still cry every time his songs come on

been depressed: hmm yes lol

been drunk and thrown up: nope, i rarely puke cus it’s nASTY n i can actually control it p well

☀️IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU☀️

made a new friend: yes!! her name is cait n i lov!!

fallen out of love: not romantically but platonically

met someone who changed you: hmm i don’t think so

found out who ur true friends are: considering i only have like,,,, 2 friends now, id say ya

found out someone was talking about you: nope

☀️GENERAL☀️

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: like 7

do you have any pets?: two cats n a ROCK :)

do you want to change your name?: ya i rlly hate my biological name

what time did you wake up this morning?: 7am bc thts what time i get up everyday for school

what were you doing last night?: uhh i cooked dinner n then finished 2 books tht ive been ignoring for like a month

something you cannot wait for: my birthday this yr so i can move out of the hellhole of where i live n get away from everyone in it :)

have you ever talked to a person named tom?: one of my old roommates was named tom so yuh

what’s getting on your nerves right now: my calculus teacher cus he’s an arrogant arsehole

blood type: youd think id know bc the all the surgeries but nope :/

nickname: maddi lou, maddi, mad, madelyn but thts not rlly shorter, n my cousins call me madburger bc they’re strange but not many other nicknames

relationship status: single

zodiac sign: taurus

pronouns: she/ her

favorite show: uhh honestly idk, maybe the great british baking show or supernatural

college: probably won’t make it to college tbh

hair color: light brown currently

do you have a crush on someone: ughhghghgh yes n i HATE IT

something you like about yourself: my ability to not blurt stuff out anymore so not many ppl kno that many personal things abt me so im more mysterious ;))

☀️FIRSTS☀️

first surgery: in august 2014

first piercing: earrings n when i was like 2

first sport you joined: football

first vacation: idk if it’s a vacation but i go to canterbury, uk every summer to see my family

first pair of sneakers: uhh idk but the first ones i remember are a pair of pink n black airwalks

☀️RIGHT NOW☀️

eating: nothing cus im currently in calc

i’m about to: go to sleep n possibly (hopefully) piss my teacher off

listening to: spotlight on repeat bc the music video came out today n im obsessed w it

want kids: uhh idk i think im a bit young to even imagine it

get married: idk

career: i originally wanted to be a psychiatrist or a librarian but they both require a bit of college n im barely getting thru high school rn

☀️WHICH IS BETTER☀️

lips or eyes: eyes 10/10

hugs or kisses: depends on the person

shorter or taller: i like tall ppl cus ?? they tend to be nice?? idk if it’s jus cus it’s the ones ive met but every tall person ive met has been rlly nice n chill, n honestly it’s the short ppl who make fun of me for being short than actual tall ppl

troublemaker or hesitant: idk if this is what r u or what do u like better, but im more of a trouble maker bc im sUPER impulsive n end up making rlly shitty decisions but i like hesitant ppl more bc they’re probably less likely to do dumb shit/ prevent me from doin dumb shit

older or younger: idc much abt age as long as they’re mature enough to hold a decent convo w/

romantic or spontaneous: romantic for sure, i LOVE lil sweet gestures even tho i haven’t been the reciprocate of much. like my friend bought me flowers the other day n i literally took abt an hr to process it n when i did i SOBBED

sensitive or loud: uhh sensitive maybe? loud ppl give me anxiety so no

hookup or relationship: relationship bc im tired of hooking up

☀️HAVE YOU EVER☀️

kissed a stranger: depends on what qualifies as a stranger

drank hard liquor: yuh

lost contacts/glasses: not rlly bc i never use my glasses

sex on first date: uhh no

broken someone’s heart: hopefully @ one specific person but i hope no one else

been arrested: hmm yes

turned someone down: yeah

☀️DO YOU BELIEVE☀️

in yourself: ha no

in miracles: yeah

in love at first sight: i used to but not anymore

i tag: anyone who wants to do it :))

#ty for tagging me!! #abt me