#im not happy with this but i finally finished it at least.....

[cyani07]

wishful thinking

#mcyt #3rd life #double life #grian #gtws #goodtimeswithscar #desertduo #my art #im not happy with this but i finally finished it at least..... #im not over double life episode 1 nope #last life

[magnolia-sunrise]

(both Wolfgang and Élise use they/them pronouns only)

#happy wolfgang wednesday have you tried Delusion today #oc art #comics #original characters #art #artists on tumblr #wolfgang #elise #wolfien #(wolfien mentioned fhsfhs) #ahh finally finished. im really happy with this and finally putting this little scene between friends to page #i hope you enjoy this as well!!! #i love doing character itneractions.. wish comics were easier for me but i always just go so hard with the shorter ones #i feel im at least getting better at this style

[1980ssunflower]

🏡💙So Good to See You!💛☔

#self shipping community #self ship #self ship art #poly self ship #oc x canon #self insert x canon #self insert art #f/o:💙hide in your shell🎹 #ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #s/i:💛spaceship superstar⭐ #my art #sorry i took so long to finish this! #that second screenshot made me quit for a while cause the perspective frustrated me #please reblog! i put a lot of time into every little detail! and im very proud of the backgrounds <33 #we never see mins house or anything so i didnt have anything to work w #im happy w what ive managed :-] #also sorry im posting the aftermath before the actual incident that caused the drift #at least for me and ryan which is what a lot of the plot revolves around #but this is when i finally return home to powell lake! my first thought is to see min #EDIT: BEFORE I POST I WANT TO MENTION THIS IS DRAFT NUMBER 202 #!!!💖💙 #im sure my babies are proud of me :"-]

[8bit-mau5]

Mix n match talksprites done for @trollme-bro ! This is of a pretty old adopt design I had made and It was so nice to get to revisit this cute again ; o ; <33 I'm so proud of the results after a long bit of trial and error trying to get the right texture and shading feel that I had wanted 😭🙏

Commission info and slots can be found [HERE]! If you enjoy my art, feel free to support your local trans artist by tipping me on kofi 💙

#artists on tumblr #fantrolls #homestuck #hiveswap #Gabriel's arts #commission #i redid that jacket and painted that shirt over SO MANY TIMES but im finally happy with EVERYTHING #MY LAPTOP ALLOWED ME TO GET BACK TO THESE. RAUCOUS CHEERING AND APPLAUSE #ANYWAY.. LOOK AT HIM AND LOVE HIM #i havent finished sprites in so long because of god knows how many issues and id greatly appreciate the love on this #literally ive just been working on smaller comms cos my laptop would combust and DIE when trying to work with files w/so many layers 😭 #im $384 away from affording a new laptop tho.. snff #up next is bonnie... i dont have too many linearts to finish for her at least and i did her fishnets AHEAD OF TIME during the sketch phase

[lunarharp]

wip thing...

of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)

they mean the world to me

#bg3 spoilers #?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say..... #it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me. #i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee #i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable. #bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen #makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there. #dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it #augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH???? #my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way. #Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3 #I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE #AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY #grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear #truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol #if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life #being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer. #Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this? #For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online #someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this. #why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness? #What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...? #hellebore..😭😭 AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!! #i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful. #but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting. #I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself #I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing. #I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come. #Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......

[orbdotexe]

well, while Cryptid is trolling the Content Box with Traitors and Legacies, I'll throw out some of the page I wrote for Impromptu Arsenal Check--

The Guardian sets a fast pace, throwing him off balance with every other swing, and he’s certain he’s only alive because of the egregore obscuring their full focus. Despite their drive, they’re unfocused—and when the two lock swords he can clearly see the heavy movements of their chest, the gloss over their remaining eye, and the writhing of– He forces himself to breathe instead of recoiling, and instead searches them for something he can use. Eyeing the sword still sheathed on their back, versus the jagged barb in their hands, his confidence is… not rekindled. Disarming them will do nothing… Locked in place, the Void mist sets in and starts sapping his warmth and Light again, and he slides the kindling of a blade under the Guardian’s in a wide swing, forcing them to stagger back. The breath they let out is almost a growl. Looking at them now, it’s hard to imagine how anyone fashioned a hero out of them.

#the forsaken exile #i... remembered it existed today and then wrote and edited it some #but i got a full new page written for it!!! #quite happy about that actually #bc im in Actual Fight territory now so hopefully the next time i sit down to write i can get it at least almost finished #destiny 2 #this *probably* isnt the finished version of this part but we'll get there when we get there lmao #also this Warlock has these thoughts the Entire Time #not quite to the degree of that final line. but it slowly builds up to that point #(versus Crow's first meeting with them and seeing their poor state leading up to him deciding to help them) #he sees their horrible state. the pain the egregore is causing them and even comments on how frantic they are and just... #he just thinks about how he could twist it in his favor to gain the upper hand #And it doesn't really say anything about him in particular either. if youll believe me #ill just leave you with that thought (or else these will turn into REAL essay tags)

[possamble]

i already loved your fic but oh my god your dunmeshi analysis stuff is so. ahem. delicious. excited to see the next installment of a little creature when it comes out!!!

thank you so much!! I'm hoping to post it sometime next week, but let's see how work goes lmao

#asks #a little creature #the important parts of the chapter are mostly written #i mostly just need to wrap it up with the final gut punch and then fill out the first two scenes #im actually. lmao. trying to finish and post the chapter and the happy oneshot at the same time #so everyone will at least have a shot chaser and wont get too mad at me for being so so so mean to marcille

[compacflt]

ok. final edits coming tomorrow and i am being so fucking for real about that. they’re loaded in ao3 and everything. for now it’s just wwgattai and debriefing, i only have very minor minor edits to the other one-shots but those’ll come a little later so i can kind of stagger posting them if that makes sense.

in case ur interested in the overarching changes i’ve made, these are the themes upon which i’ve expanded, just for shits & gigs:

my surface-level top gun 1986 character analysis of tom kazansky that he is so successful in the navy because he follows rules/orders (compared to maverick, who doesn’t follow orders & stagnates in the ranks): taking that shit to the extreme. expanded on the politics of “just following orders.” he is complicit in a cycle of “just following orders” and eventually becomes the one giving the orders at the top. internalized homophobia/compulsive heterosexuality also is really another way to “just follow orders.”

in a similar vein: expanded on the idea of choice and free will. how much of ice’s life he “just lets happen to him/goes along with” vs. the things other people tell him to do vs. the things he actually chooses to want & go after. all three categories often overlap in a way that is very confusing for him.

the “long-distance” aspect of icemav’s relationship. it’s difficult enough to pull off an LDR (speaking from personal experience); it’s even harder when you’re both in denial that it’s actually happening. when you’re separated by distance, it takes a lot of effort to come home. that’s not something that just happens. you have to keep actively choosing to be with each other.

the honest truth: ice is not fighting for his rights/general acceptance, and if he were then the navy would either kick him out/his conservative subordinates wouldn’t treat him with the respect his job requires, which means that, from a realist perspective, his relationship with maverick and his naval career are absolutely incompatible with each other. he’s compromising both to have the other. he cannot openly have both. there’s a lot of tension there that was not fully resolved in previous versions of this series.

more freaking out about being old/close to retirement, which i completely neglected in the previous versions of this fic. what does it mean to retire if you’re defined by your successful career and service to your country? what does it mean to retire if you haven’t figured out your relationship with the person you might accidentally have to spend the rest of your life living with?

#im still not happy with this story but I’ve come to the conclusion that i never will be #unless i start over from the beginning #which i can’t do bc i have a life #so #at this point whatever im just gonna post what i have which at least is a little better #it’s long as fuck though just a warning #like 20-25% longer than current version #gonna post & then take a break. i need a break lol #at some point i will finish the slider one shot so i can print off my final copy of this series #so like that will happen at some point #but yeah i need a break #process poasting #edts notes

[nerdie-faerie]

Shout out to little brothers that always know exactly how to rile you up without even trying

#Demon Spawn #and a happy holidays to all! #ive been home two days 😭 fml #one of my oldest brothers ate the present he was giving another brother so he was gonna go to the shops to replace it after our family meal #i had to get presents afterwards too because i tried doing it yesterday and my mum argued with me about where i wanted to go dragged me to #other places until it was too late to get what i needed so i was like #oh me too just come with me he was like nah ill get dad to drop me home then cycle back down to town again and i was like ??? okaaay #anyway i finish my shopping and he calls me and asks me if actually i can get it for him im in heeled boots and the shop i wanted #was right next to the bus stop so i really did not want to go through the high street to the shop he wanted #as that would then mean id need to walk the half an hour uphill back home but i was like okay fine get to the shop and theyve sold out of it #since yesterday so i call him to tell him his options he doesnt answer so after i couple times i text him then carry on calling #i musta called him like 10 times and am about to leave when he finally calls me back only to tell me that actually he wont get him anything #and im like well what are you gonna do tomorrow then you were stressing about not having anything and hes like its fine so im like whatever #and head to the bus stop he then calls me back! asks me to get something anyway so im kinda pssed off with at this point but im not letting #another one of my brothers go without a christmas present if the rest of us have something thats just not fair so ill do it so i grab it get #home my feet are already blistered and i see ive got two texts from him telling me to tell him when im home so i text him ill be up in a sec #i take it up to him he looks at it - its exactly what he asked me to get!! - and hes like i dont need it ive got something else #and im like what!? all of that for nothing?? he did at least pay me back for it but fml

[chronal-anomaly]

Looks at my hands. It is done

#( ooc. ) #aka i beat bg3 for the first time #ill probably take a break i dont want to get burned out #honestly idk if its because i got better at the game or what but the final boss wasnt as hard as i expected #good ending of course i cannot be evil in video games #at least not on the first try #next time ill do all of the evil shit as im supposed to in a dark urge playthrough #it looks so good on the new pc too #gotta upgrade some peripherals but honestly so happy with kt #my classes were cancelled today so o wanna do some writing later #and finish that inbox call

[wooahaes]

13K+ WORDS?! i’m taking my seat right now for cheol’s uts 🪑

haha hi nonny <3 cheol's part is def gonna be pretty long especially bc i'm still not done w it. still gotta finish the ending and i already know tht i wanna go back and add in some extra stuff to help with pacing :3 but i hope u enjoy it when it does drop in the future!! just gotta get through jun/shua/han first >:3

#wooahaes.ask #asks.anon #although juns part is coming along at least! i have good feelings abt shua + jeonghans parts too #esp because i think joshuas part might be the easiest to write after jun's #jeonghan's might take a lil more effort but its more so 'i want to add more to what i already planned' than anything else #but im kinda juggling the three rn so maybe i'll finish this before the end of july if im lucky? who knows haha #im excited though! might actually cry when i get around to finishing cheol's part for good #it's admittedly the one i look forward to the absolute most because i feel like every part is building up to cheols in slightly #like they're their own parts still and reader gets a happy ending w each member ultimately #but that there's always the thread of cheol's love for them strung throughout #they are like the final pieces of a puzzle i think. i love them a lot tbh #might rank the parts when i get around to finishing them after i give them all a reread haha

[scootarooni]

Imma be real yall

I'm so burned out from pkmn

#like in an official sense at least #still love me some good fan content!!! #but official game wise i think scarlet is where my journey is gonna end 😔 #been playing since og red version before i could even really read lmao. treasured every moment with this franchise- #-and will continue to through replaying and fan content and fan games but i dont see myself throwing down more money for the games anymore #i think i should have give up after gen 7 becos swsh was ass lol. scarlet was fun but i have not touched that game since beating it #im just tired of paying full price for a half-finished buggy game and paying for a post-game and the push for dlc preorders-- #introducing half thought out gimmicks only to drop them the next gen #not to be That Guy but i do think we're finally at the point where there are too many pokemon #i made fun of ppl for saying this back in gen5 and 7 becos like. new exciting things were still being added to the meta! #but now it just feels stale #like ok this gen we're just gonna give u sweepers and kill stall tactics #ok this gen we're gonna give u a bunch of broken/stupidly powerful pkmn have fun #to everyone who is enjoying their time with these games! i am genuinely happy for you!!! i wish i was right there with you! #but its seriously burning me out #scout.txt

[glasseswearingrabbitdetective]

MORNING SAGA!! <3 (bc i said i’d post these) 

s2 ep1! They all got jobs! is this legal? www 

(i couldnt get a great shot of Junko TT sorry)

(un tl’d but Lily said “Okaeriri ~” pun of her name and “welcome back” btw w)

(i love that they used their literal Best album’s cover for this haha)

(First new song yay!! <3 pls pls give them more TT)

i am crying TT <3 

#Kanna watches zls #new tag yay~ abbreviations yay! #zombieland saga #zombie land saga #zombie land saga r #zombie land saga 2 #idk if i want this found but i'll tag at least this post #oh and btw- i'll try not include any spoilers #if i end up taking more than 30 screenshots per ep i might stop uploading but otherwise #i already heard the newly added song 520095109 times over but first time watching the new anime ;v; <3 can't wait but do anyway w #im too tired/unmotivated to watch ANYTHING (especially shows i RLY LIKE) 99% of the time ngl... >v>; sorry... #ive been very busy and ???? idk man but i will watch now <3 slowly but surely #that and my bad habit of starting stuff and taking ages(if at all) to finish it #-! #BUT ANYWAYS!! THE GIRLS ARE BACK <3 iirc how this was literally advertised www <3 i wish them all very happy #still not that keen on Kotaro :/ cheered sm when Sakura FINALLY snapped at him! wwwww how dare he... srsly... e.e; jerk www

[heliotropion]

Hi helene :)

Happy new years!!! I hope your 2023 is just as sweet as you are, and is filled with good things (maybe new bully news?)!! ‼️‼️‼️💗🎂🎂🎇🎇🎇

(ps pretend that this ask was sent at midnight, whenever that is for you)

VOID!!!!!!! OH MY YOU'RE A SWEETHEART!!!!!!

happy new year to you too bby!!!!! i hope it brings nice nice things to you, you deserve all the kindness of the world!! 💖💖

#UR SO SWEET???? IM SORRY IM ALWAYS SO AWKWARD AT WRTITING FIRST BUT IM SO HAPPY ABT THIS MESSAGE??????? #and omg lets hope??? like i have 0 faith in r* but. i hope i can finally finish at least a couple of my wips????? so yeah!!!

[arolesbianism]

Adhd medication secured 🎉

#rat rambles #Im too tired to be over the moon but thank fucking god Finally #god I hope this a least helps I am soooo tired of not being able to do things #of course Im not expecting it to like completely fix my life or anything but even if it just makes finishing my 3d animation final easier #Ill be happy I do not need to waste more of my moms money

[kittyhazelnut]

help I think people are genuinely upset with me for the newest chapter of my fic

#like not even 'i cant believe you've done this!' upset #i wouldn't be surprised if at least a few people stop reading #and it makes me sad bc this is like An Important Part Of The Fic™ #and i was all excited to get to it because its gonna lead to Things™ #and the people who are like "noooo stop itttt' are making me happy because it's supposed to piss ppl off #but it's supposed to make you mad at the avengers not mad at me 😭 #i almost want to go back and change the avengers' reactions to it and maybe people will be less upset #but also it'll make ***** and ****** look worse and i don't want that either #and i always go back and edit chapters a few times before i post them because i finish them a couple weeks before they get posted #but i might like Really Edit the next few to kinda retcon it a little #because idk if people are gonna be okay waiting (number) of chapters until people start peopling #and i dont want them to stop reading right before thingd finally get better 😭😭😭 #but im on The Scene rn and it's like 5000 words already and it's just getting to The Part so if people make it to this chapter and the one #after it i think it will be okay? i just don't want them to give up yet 😭 #i was kinda in the same boat towards the beginning of the fic tho and i think most people stuck through that so maybe...? #but this is also Much Worse and uhhhh #idk man #idk #i think for my own sanity im gonna stop checking my email for ao3 comments obsessively like i usually do #and instead just read them when i get around to answering them #(which is gonna take a few days because i think i have like 80 comments in my inbox rn 😬) #my night's kinda booked (im baking Christmas goodies for my cousins rn) but im hoping i can catch up on most comment tomorrow or wednesday #but honestly my only free day this week is thursday so we'll see how that goes #but anyways I'm currently writing a scene I've been very excited to write for a long time so focusing on the positive! #and hopefully nobody reads it and thinks (redacted) is doing a bad job (redacted)ing because it's not supposed to come off like that 😭