#im just so elated

[savnofilter]

IT FEELS SO MF GOOD TO BE A HOTTIE AND JOJO STAN!!! 😭

creds: @/theestallion on instagram

#I LOVE YOU MEGAN #I LOVE JOLYNE #i should of posted bruno!!! fuck!!! #im just so elated #jolyne getting her recognition 🫶🏽🫶🏽🥹 #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #jolyne kujo #megan thee stallion #I LOVE WOMEN #d dabbles

[whatermelown]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I- I waited 7 years for you and... I STILL LOVE YOU QAQ,, 🌸🥐 🌹🐈‍⬛ ✨

#marichat #miraculous ladybug #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #chat noir #ladynoir #mlb s5 #mlb season 5 #mlb s5 spoilers #ml elation #ml exaltation #my art #messy illustration #mlb fanart #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I HAVE A LOT TO SAY #but like most of it is just SCREAMING AMD CRYING #i love them your honor #THEY'RE SO SWEET AND TENDER IM DYING OTL #marichat won and died in the same ep but honestly... AAAAAAAA #NEXT IS ADRIENETTE CANON QAQ LEZGAWWWWWW <333

[aprito]

happy (very belated) birthday to the lovely @simplelations!!!

we were joking about blank period scenarios involving sakura's parents so here's two <3

bonus

he really was down bad from the beginning

#my art #sasosaku #based same age au #sakura haruno #sasori #this is not sos month content im just squeezing it in #oomfs bday was MONTHS ago #i love elations. my bestie. my ride or die. my fellow same age au comrade #an infinite source of inspiration #i hope you like it T_T

[m00ngbin]

Hey guess what. It's Tuesday. Tfs Tuesday. Isn't that awesome? Aren't you excited? YOU SHOULD BE

#TFS TUESDAY #ITS TFS TUESDAY #ARENT YOU ECSTATIC? ARENT YOU ELATED?? #wow #last pre canon chapter #this is going to be so fun im sure nothing bad will happen to anyone anytime anywhere #nothing bad has happened ever #shou and teru are so so so happy and they live with shou's mom and theyre brothers and everything is great and toichiro disappeared somehow #😸 #pain and suffering on planet earth #give me just a minute so i can pull it up rq

[joseigamer]

Patalliro! is fascinating to me because of stuff like this. It's unapologetically gay - even within its anime which aired during primetime hours in 1982 - in a way that many later BL manga would never be, like the ones from the early 2000s which would never dare to call their characters actual homosexuals. Patalliro has actually aged quite well in this regard, there's something comforting about how campy it is.

#i still dont really understand how they got away with this kind of thing honestly #female VAs i get that - but first m/m kiss in an anime in episode THREE????? #theres also the maraich/thomas episode where they are *Both* voiced by women....advanced yuri #patalliro #i love how bancorans gender expression is pretty much explicitly to attract only bishounen #you blushed - so you must not be a girl #etc #i also love how joyful it all is #theres never anything sad or tragic about being gay - only that bancoran is forced to kill the bishounen spies/assassins/etc #when bancoran finds out that gay sex feels good after demian; in the manga he is elated. its basically a positive thing #he awakens to his true power...lol #also notable is that while bishounen youth is glorified maraich is still 18. #besides making the show more palatable; this means it portrays being gay as an adult as normal #according to the NYT japan's psychiatric body called homosexuality a mental illness until 1995 #im not going to say patalliro changed that or anything lmao but its just significant to me that banmara get to live their lives happily #especially contrasting that with kaze to ki no uta and other manga of the time (no shade intended) #yaoi #<- for tagging purposes #obviously it also got away with a lot by being a gag manga. but still! #months later edit: want to say im not intending to moralize BL manga from the 2000s either. like gen. no hate on them. #as a gay person i just appreciate when characters who act gay are considered gay textually #and its kind of disheartening how gay-as-identity was treated as something incredulous in those manga a lot of the time #even the mere suggestion of attraction to men as a whole and not just the other male lead...yknow

[clownattack]

my midterm/absolutorium is over and now i can actually. celebrate my bday lol i was too buried by uni bs this month to unwind.

i got like three diff pieces of cake from my fave pastry shop bc I DESERVE IT AFTER BLOWING MY PRESENTATION/DEFENSE OUT THE PARK (according my my classmates/prof but also ME MIETTE!!! IM SO HAPPY I DIDNT CLAM UP LIKE I DID DURING THE ONLINE PRESENAYSH AUHJA. And the prof cadre actually??? Seemed interested and asked me questions abt the process etc. Which is not on brand, usually they seem disinterested in what ppl are presenting and only a few projects get their attention. NGL after working my ass off beading these skulls i feel JUSTLY REWARDED. HARD WORK PAID OFF. And as per uj they couldnt believe i make them all by hand lmaaaaooo anyway zen right now after beinf so stressed last week & the weekend i can actually relax. enjoy my term break. make some clay critters

also the pics are kind of ehhh bcs the artificial lighting was super intense and kind of took away the softness/dark colors from the skulls esp :c i dont really want to upload hi res pics of these things until im finished with my masters 100% and hopefully have my degree. The red skull esp looks kind of miserable compared to rl/vids/proper documentation but i dont want to upload now. idk maybe i will once i rest and think abt it? ANYWAY THE CAKES

#maybe one more skull ahaha... #i have 7 already i dont need more but i want to make a pink/white oyster mushroom looking guy #BUT LIKE!!!!!! #IM SO HAPPY PROFS ENGAGED WITH ME #one showed me some art jewelry pieces as inspo/reference after i stepped down #since i mentioned i want to make jewelry annex inspired by memento mori jirly #and another one actually remembered me from last year??? HUH #He remembered the skeleton i made and said hes really looking forward to my masters being done / final presentation #which btw i will have to find an actual solo gallery space and organize the whole event #which #not scary at all #sweating #but for now im just elated by the validation and praise from everyone LAMOASDASD #ill fucking take it #like the skulls are sick ok #i didnt make pics of the whole set up #the kintsugi and delft one was on the grrrround #i dont really mind tho bcs yeah #for a gallery space the light quality was not good #i can make better pics in the studio/at home lol #i actually cant wait to make a proper post abt all this :'c #its been like 3 years of sculptures at this point that i havent posted abt #im so happy the live presentation impressed peeps #bcs yeah i was so stressed b4 the online one AND IT SHOWED #i said /actually/ so much and my voice wibbled #idek why i think it was exhaustion #ok im off to get my fucking BABA TIME #uni #gpoy

[ef-1]

girlhood

#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day #like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year. #when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍 #not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again #and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :) #like everything i do is informed by her #I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her #and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢 #and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again #“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her #growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain #and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when #people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it #but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up- #when people mention it 😍 #last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her) #and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook” #and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one #and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?” #im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her #lol!!!!!!!!!

[todayisafridaynight]

happy late valentines day or somethin bye

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 3 #yakuza series #yakuza 3 #minedai #daigo dojima #yoshitaka mine #snap sketches #nature's healing im drawing minedai again #the demons are possessing me again so it seems #while i was drawin this i just got that feelin i got when i was first drawin minedai just Pure Elation it was great #anyway ima doodle one more silly thing then ill prob bounce for the rest of the day #maybe week too who knows

[ladybeug]

hot take from @ladyblargh on gabe's new white-suit look:

#made me laugh #it sucks so much i hate it #we are watching the 2 newest eps and im fucking losing it #just finished illusion #about to watch elation #my fucking god

[syddog]

s2e6 of ofmd is easily one of the best episodes of television that i have ever watched.

genuinely.

it was so beautiful, handled everything with such grace and care, you can really feel the love that has been poured into this show and i can not wait to see what more they've got in store because i have never been more happy or excited or full of love than i was when watching that episode

#i havent seen 7 yet bc i Had to stop and just absorb everything i saw. had to go play back the last 15 mins a few times. thwn reqatch the #whole ep later in the day i am just so elated wow wowowo #ofmd #ofmd s2 #con o'neill #you put on a performance full of emotion and honesty and im so so happy to have seen it #lemme go watch it again tbh #ofmd season 2 #ofmd spoilers #izzy i love you!!!!

[russellius]

anyway i know i've never properly explained what happened on thursday so... here we go??????

was super fortunate to stand where i did, i literally walked to the side from my previous spot like, minutes before he came out to the front of the hotel. so i'm just standing there on the street, contemplating going back to my place because george arrived back at the hotel, and used the side entrance. so i'm like. cool, we missed that, anyway... then a couple minutes later there's massive screaming coming from the front of hotel, and it's george of course, so i'm like, awh, what the fuck..... obviously i weaved my way into the crowd a bit, and got my little stupid sign and the book out! was super lucky to have walked to the side, as the merc cars were on the left side, and my previous spot in the middle would have been shit. so anyway, he looked into our direction for a sec, and everyone is immediately like "george!!!" and that was when he spotted the sign and pointed at me! and then that was it, and i'm like awh, come onnnnn, it's for you! (not sure he could even read the sign, idk, probably just saw his name and he was like oh? hi??!!!) so anyway, he's painting that car, my heart is quite literally trying to break my ribs or something and i'm :( and :). then, picasso finishes his masterpiece and it's free cap time. obviously he goes to the right side of the hotel first, and i'm :( again. professional cap thrower gr does his best to throw the caps out to the crowd. even jumps on the cars' platform to make a better throw. he's super jumpy, and long, and endearing. then! jumps off the platform and!!!!!!! :) does his usual jog to us to fucking HAND a cap to the idiot with the sign. i'm in the 2nd row probably, i have a good couple of people in front of me, but thanks dad for the only good genes you gave me, i was massively helped out here by my height and my long ass arms. so he tries handing the cap to me right ("here you go") and obviously everyone is trying to grab it, and i'm like nooo and he's like "NO" and fucking makes sure that it's in my hand. ends with a little "thank you", and before i can react at all, he's already moving on and giving out the next cap, and i'm like !!!!! WAIT NO, THE BOOK!!!!!!!!

but it stays in my hand, with the sign and the cap, while my phone is in my right hand, still recording, facing the side of course...

so at this point i'm like. what the fuck has just happened, what the hell is going on, i can barely think and breathe at all-

so i sit down in the park, i'm having a mini heart attack, and i inform everyone of my adventures. i don't know how long i have sat there, but i was like. dead dead. so after i've collected myself i start walking back to the hostel, and then my mom is calling me, because she refuses to text. obviously i tell her everything too, and anyway as i'm sitting on this random bench, talking, gwen walks down with like 2 other people in front of me. and i'm like mom, hold on a sec what the f-, so i jump up, i catch up to him and i try being as polite as i can while i'm having the 6213rd heart attack of the day. so i tell him that i made this book for george, but i couldn't give it to him earlier when he gave me the cap yada yada, can he please give it to him? and he's like. super nice, at the mention of george he's smiling and he's like, sure, opens the book for a sec and asks "just give it to him?" i tell him that of course, i made it for him, it's just for him, i don't need it back etc. then he says that now he's having dinner with some friends, but he's seeing george tomorrow (friday), so he'll give it to him then. i thank him, and ask him to please thank george for the cap and uhm... yeah. that was thursday in a nutshell, i guess. :]

//// i'll say that i was quite literally too stunned to use my brain, like, i think my pulse hit a record high, my hands were shaking etc but here are some things i can recall: he's tall. long. so long. hair fluffier than you could imagine. and a super calming brown. skin clear and moisturized, crops watered. eyes bigger than the universe. and he is so jumpy. every limb of his is just !!!!! moving moving moving. so expressive. both his face and his body language. and like. you know how great he looks in photos? yeah? ok, now triple that. like. jesus fucking. christ......

and anyway i died. and finally, yesterday i allowed myself a lil cry! :)

#r #hun23 #🧍🏻‍♀️i will quite literally never get over this and i will never shut up about this but at the same time #my subconscious is like forcing me to not think too much about it #because its just mad #and so fucking surreal #and if i think too much about it #i will for sure go mad #im honestly just switching between being elated and being depressed #..... anyway i have no words for these 4 days #i love him so much :( and he honestly just brings so much happiness into my life #and i so hope that he liked the book #and felt the love from all of you guys #he is an angel and he deserves the world

[someofitwastrue]

*holds him gently like a newborn calf*

#i took this picture with my mouth fun fact #while my bf just stood there and watched 🙁 #iasip #mac mcdonald #sorry im having so many feelings rn #im elated

[leslie057]

WOW

#not going to be dramatic but im elated rn #today was such a good day #passion for dance getting almost uncontainable at the moment like i dont know when i last felt like this #now have my heart set on figuring out how to qualify for a west coast swing comp #because my dance teacher introduced me to this #will probably take insane amount of time and effort #but what if i just do it #random #text #personal #tldr; dance class today was out of this world #i love my job so much but what if i just got to dance and write fanfic all day #you know #is that not the dream

[aria0fgold]

So that's... the power of Luocha e1... I get it now. I am now a lil less salty from losing my 75/25.

#aria rants #was doing the new world 9 of su without geppie (very nervously too cuz im not used to not having a shielder) #but am like. well i have luocha e2 so maaaaaybe itll be fine? still nervous cuz the last boss of world 9 is the smth unto death #and i just KNOW im gonna have a hard time with that thing. well... turns out i didnt... luocha e1 is so good actually #i had ratio. himeko. bronya (oh yea and her lc i got FROM THE 75/25 LOST. i think that contributed too actually). and luocha #my ratio is decently built but still weaker than my argenti thats so far my strongest in su (esp g&g with the erudition path) #took elation path. got to the last boss with pretty okay blessings. it didnt stand a chance... it didnt actually get much of a turn... #first time i got to do that with an su boss ngl! i never got to kill em fast enough but i managed now! yippee!!! maybe losing that #75/25 wasnt so bad after all. my bronya is stronger with her buffs (i dont... i dont have any other buffer than her...) and my #luocha can finally give buffs AND shield! my team is looking pretty good. (yea since my luck is bad i couldnt get ruan mei and sparkle) #i think ratio's banner was during ruan mei's banner? and i had to get his lc (i needed him to be strong for imaginary dps) #and i couldnt try for sparkle much cuz i was planning on going for aven (which as you can see. my plans went terribly with luocha rerun) #im still gonna try for aven cuz i need another shielder than geppie and aven's kit seems to be the right fit for my ratio #back to the saving board...... hsr rng i hate you but also i cant hate you enough cuz tbf my team DID get stronger a bit...

[briefcasejuice]

l'eclisse (1962) / dir. michelangelo antonioni

#GRAAAAAHHHHJ #im actually really REALLY upset about how amazing every single project alain takes up ends up being fucking amazing #my initial infatuation with him was never justified because he isn't JUST a pretty face #he knows what he's fucking doing!!!!! and he's talented as shit on top of it!!!!!!!! #like none of his stuff ive seen so far have been generic or bad or boring #this one was straight up experimental!!!!!!! and it wasn't even amazingly popular or anything in its time #like sure he's a fucking european cinema star in a very revolutionary time for european film #ofc he's bound to take up something experimental eventually #but when i say that EVERYTHING he's been in hasn't been a caricature of a single project im being so for real #im upset. im elated. im. #side note but i can tell he takes direction really well lol

[itsza]

!!!!! T2 Sunday did a cover story about Thai bls!!!

#y'all dk how happy this makes me #everyone and their grandfather reads the telegraph in india #aaaaaaa im just so elated #thai bl #i told the sunset about you #kinnporsche #2gether the series #bad buddy #bad buddy the series #not me the series #sotus #to think there are ppl all over India who will open their newspapers today and read this #thai bl drama