#im in awe once again

[stylesnews]

Harry dancing to MFASR in São Paulo, night III - 14/12

#i will post whichever video i find on my gallery bc its finally MY TURN to be that person #ive waited so so so so long to see this man #and i spoke my mind when i found his fits awful #and when he removed canyon moon #but he knew that wouldnt stick in latam #im so blessed #setlist was amazing #the fits were amazing #the energy was as chaotic as we're #everything down to the details was absolutely PERFECT #i wouldnt have changed a single thing #not even the merch #which yall know i mf HATE #it was CUTE here #like wearable!!!!! #it was 10000000% above my expectations after following the US tour especially #im in awe once again #harry styles #dec22 #lot22 #saopaulo322

[petitelappin]

"For a moment or two I could see nothing, as the shadow of a cloud obscured St. Mary’s Church and all around it. Then as the cloud passed I could see the ruins of the abbey coming into view; and as the edge of a narrow band of light as sharp as a sword-cut moved along, the church and the churchyard became gradually visible. Whatever my expectation was, it was not disappointed, for there, on our favourite seat, the silver light of the moon struck a half-reclining figure, snowy white."

Mina and Lucy in the kirkyard at Whitby, August 11th.

#my art #dracula #mina murray #mina harker #lucy westenra #digital art #i realized as i was finishing this up that they look very much like how i draw donna and laura but yknow what? #thats not a bad thing! a lot of parallels! a lot of themes! a lot of trying to save the best friend you are incapable of saving #once again I spent too long looking at old clothing catalogues bc i love the little references mina and lucy make to idea of the new woman #and they def talk about it like an Other but also w a bit of awe and im sure theres a lot to unpack there #but it made me wanna put mina in something new-woman-adjacent #lets get her a little bit leyendecker yknow?

[abrahamvanhelsings]

the hitch in van helsing's words when he says "i beseech you" im going to cry for real this time. it's not even simply that he knows how important it is that he gets arthur to trust him, that he's conscious of their duty to all living souls and lucy herself to do this to her and how difficult this will be physically and emotionally. it's that arthur now distrusts him, cries at him in anger - arthur, the man who looks like his lost son and whom he loves because of it. the man whose love and respect he may now never get back after suggesting mutilating lucy's corpse. he isn't just desperate for all the men in that room to trust him so they can give lucy peace and keep the living safe. that's the sacrifice of his father's heart splitting in two right there. wtf alan burgon.

#alan burgon owns my fucking life fr every time i think it can't get better and then he's on the next ep and it's like #*holding my heart in his hand* if i squeeze like this i can wring every single emotion you've ever experienced out of you all at once #i had to pause then relisten then pause again b4 continuing #of course arthur forgives him in the end! but vh doesn't know that while he's suggesting this! #he goes up to arthur and suggests cutting off the head of his fiancée and he has to completely depend on his powers of persuasion #(which are off the charts but that's neither here nor there) #what if arthur didn't want to come. he'd only be able to do to lucy what has to be done by dishonouring whatever trust arthur has left #and in any case arthur would always think him mad and awful and never forgive him for anything #i am back on my vh bullshit (i was never off it) yes im being overly dramatic abt it. don't care. #dracula #dracula daily #re: dracula

[sakebytheriver]

The thing about Shane telling Ryan when he was scared about leaving Buzzfeed and canceling Buzzfeed Unsolved, that he'll just have to, "make a better show" that drives me insane is that like, Shane doesn't believe in ghosts or the supernatural, but he does believe in Ryan and that's all that matters

#ignore me #buzzfeed unsolved #ghost files #shane madej #ryan bergara #watcher #not a ship post once again im just in awe of their friendship

[oakskull]

woah guys. guess what. ive been doing more drawings.

specifically, ive been using a spray bottle for my water color, which has been pretty fun

also ive been trying to use a more limited/ cohesive use of colors. to practice more with values

(dont worry about the fact that the shapes dont really make sense. i was brain vomiting on the paper. as is my right. also this one was inspired by flocks and pyres. it wasnt a scene or anything (nothing specific at least) but i was thinking about the fic. ive reread it recently. i kinda want to redraw the scene i did draw instead of drawing a new one. ag)

also also!! i am doing more white pen!!

¡fun fun!

[text: Ranchers] (id add the smiley but it looks weird </3)

#solidarity gaming #jimmy solidarity #tango tek #team rancher #rancher duo #oakskull art #mcyt #trafficshipping #this ones a rambler #in the main text too #spicy #once again scheduled btw #i actually draw this one b4 the wet man that should have posted yesterday #aw man. #i shouldve. #saved him for wet beast wednesday #ough #oh well. #im not going into my queue #its a nightmare in there #thats like 50-100 posts i have to scroll through to do that #im too braindead 4 that rn

[thedisablednaturalist]

Two people have come up to me and personally thanked me for wearing my Kieffyeh publically and supporting Palestine. One of them is an older coworker whose relatives escaped during the Nakba. It shows that even small acts can show the people around you that they're not alone and there's people on their side. Palestinians aren't just a concept, they aren't some far away people, they are real human beings with lives and families and many of them are closer than you may think.

#Wrenfea.exe #im gonna buy more esims and donate to a few gofundmes tomorrow once i get paid again #🍉 #free palestine #all eyes on rafah #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #i feel weird being thanked for such a small thing #i guess it shows how rare it is for them to see supporters around here which is awful

[harvestmoth]

get rejuv blasted again!! only this time i have like a three week backlog of things i forgot to post here

#so ill be posting all of that all at once ^_^ bare with me #yea sorry most of this is glitter girl again. i hate her #anyways where did i post all of this before? twitter! i have made a terrible mistake. #bro its so scary over there. theres so many people over there and theyre all so so nice what the hell. #i mean there’s probably a bunch of awful ones too but i only went there to look at pretty rejuv art and to post my random idiocy there also #but anyways. all the people there are so cool theyre so awesome i love all of their art so bad #its soso so scary though i am terrified daily of that place #ill never hit it but if i hit 100 followers there im deactivating immediately #only reason i havent yet is because my friend would yell at me and i wouldnt be able to look at the cool art anymore #anywqys wahoo yahey yippe yay pokemon rejuvenation wee #pokemon rejuvenation

[randomminty]

Casually posts enstars art as if i didnt draw these back in august 2022 hello. I thought souma fish card was funny

#next post wont be enstars prommy. probably #art tag #enstars #ensemble stars #souma kanzaki #i wont tag the other two theyre barely there. little scribbles #ty for the tags on the kuro art wth………. #ive had comments on here and twt like i know nothign abt enstars but this looks pretty like AW. MAN…. #im posting like almost daily rn. what’s happening #i have so much souma art btw. hes so fun to draw. i have piles of sketches of this guy #i dont like a good chunk of them tho. and i have drawings of other characters. and ive never drawn keito smiling #once again tumblr gets this before twt love u guys. ok. gootbye #OH FUCKING CROSSROADS. I HAVENT MENTIONE DIT AT ALL ON HERE. #I CANT WAIT FOR CROSSROADS AARRGRHGARGHRGRHGAHGRHJGHGRHGRHGRAHGARHGDAHGRA #okay thats it. #byebye :]

[reel-fear]

MIKE BLOCKED ME ON TWITTER FOR ROASTING HIS DUMBASS RESPONSE TO THE GRAPHIC NOVEL STUFF!!

grown ass man scared of the 19-year-old queer being mean to him over his public meltdown more at 8.

#ramblez #little white boy sad? U sad bc nobody likes you? Bc u constantly make a fool of urself and show off ur distaste for ur fans? lmao #this is one of the greatest things to ever happen to me imagine how mad he'll be when he finds out the fangame Im making has queers in it #hes gonna have a whole other white boy meltdown on main KJSNFDGKJHFGKJHGKJHSDFGSD #hes so fucking sensitive maybe just get off of social media Mike this never ends well for you #batim #batdr #bendy and the ink machine #bendy and the dark revival #and look Im joking around about this but it really is sad that the bendy devs cant handle this kind of critique towards their decisions #it seems despite the backlash once again they are choosing to ignore their fans which is yknow upsetting #But hey ig if the devs being awful was a dealbreaker for this fandom I wouldve left a long time ago and I havent #dw Im not going anywhere <3 #also if anyone else here was also criticizing Mike maybe check his acct to make sure ur not blocked now since apparently #old habits die hard and this is certainly a pattern with him KJHDSFKGJHSDKFGJHDFGSD #also look before anyone asks yes I was kinda mean to him over this but to put bluntly if hes gonna be this dismissive to his fans concerns #he deserves it. Theres this persistent attitude esp in bendy fanspaces of being defensive of the devs #and I dont know why they have been extremely horrible people every single chance they get #and its very hurtful to see how many people would rather tell me to be kinder to the people who broke the heart of a child me when they #dismissed any ideas of putting queers like me in their stories than to realize Mike n Meatly bring this bad attention to themselves #to put bluntly I dont owe them kindness not until they at least apologize for the shit they did which they still havent #mike hasnt even addressed his vent poem in the code of BATDR let alone the other shit he said n did #so no I will not be kind to him ever hope this helps!

[testing-12-testing]

Hey, so if anyone here was unaware

On Twitter, someone has come out with information regarding Gabe Velez/Gamerduck (frogbots va), talking about their experience with him. (the post is linked below but I need to warn you guys for multiple mentions of SA and abuse)

I am not going to say much else here other than I am fucking disgusted. I cannot even put into words how angry this makes me. Fuck Gabe, and fuck anyone who still supports him after this.

#fandroid #adhoc labs #putting this in the main tag bc this is fucking Important #im going to take a long ass break from fandroid content i really hope you guys inderstand #this is awful #important #sa mention #edit: cant update the original post but another person has come out as having similar experiences with gabe #once again im just. digusted #who knows how many people have been hurt here #ill come back and edit the tags if anything new happens #ok update again #gabe released a response. i read through it #it didnt really clear anything up and he pretty much tried saying that the people affected by him actually hurt him #and gave no evidence for such #the tweet just got deleted and people are generally not falling for it #i honestly dont know what he was trying to do there #ok last update for now #this is like. 20 minutes later #his twitter is gone so theres that i guess

[mumbledramblings]

vash and knives are each other's antithesis not because vash is kind and knives is cruel, but because vash thinks the best of people and knives thinks the worst

#trigun #millions knives #vash the stampede #mid writes #thinking specifically the 98 versions but i guess could apply to the others too #sorry i saw dark fic with knives and thought he would NOT fucking do that #like he's terrible and awful and i dont like him but he would NOT do that in particular #knives hates humans so much specifically because he's seen and heard of them do such cruel and terrible things #and that makes them all unworthy of living in his eyes #which is fucked up but understandable #but im also of the firm belief that “accurate characterization” really doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things #and everyone will interpret the same character differently so like who cares #keep it up #make me madder #the world is your oyster and i am just a guy on the internet #mid once again putting genuine character analysis in the tags where no one will read it

[altruistic-meme]

once again thinking about how the fandom treats Kristina like she’s the devil incarnate and often refuses to see the same amount of depth in her as they do the other characters

once again thinking about how there are less than 25 fanfics on ao3 currently tagged “Good Parent Kristina” and over 100 tagged “Bad Parent Kristina”

once again thinking about how i can hardly ever find a fic, even that isn’t under the bad parent tag, that doesn’t have Kristina acting like a horrible terrible villain

once again thinking about how just because the way that Kristina behaves isn’t “Perfect Ideal Mother” this means that she must not love her children at all and will actively never choose their happiness or ever consider their feelings 

once again thinking about how Linda’s problems parenting are constantly ignored just because we do see her show affection to her kids, and apparently that’s the only thing that’s needed to make a good parent and any absence of this makes you a terrible parent and person

once again thinking about how Ludvig shows little interest in understanding Wilhelm, actively ignores what he says at the table, never speaks up for him, and yet the fandom would constantly rather make him a perfect and loving parent over Kristina, who we see doing what she thinks is best to protect her son, implying that she fought with the royal court to make sure Wilhelm would stay heir (something that, despite his outbursts, Wilhelm has said he wanted, if only to honor Erik), and specifically stating that she loves him and has no problem with his queerness, or with him liking Simon, aside from the scandal of the video.

once again thinking about how people will give August the benefit of the doubt, talk about how his character is deep and complex and how much they love that about his character, but absolutely refuse to see any deeper meaning or possible feelings in what Kristina does because clearly she’s just a horrible person and there is no depth to her at all 

once again thinking about how much of my own mother i see in Kristina and how much it pains me to see people saying that Kristina is an irredeemable villain who only exists to bring pain to her son because i know my mother loves me even when she makes mistakes and says things that hurt sometimes, because i know my mother is also human and thus not perfect. 

#once again thinking about the rampant misogyny of it all #sorry im just in my feelings #like i said i will personally fill the good parent kristina tag by myself if i have to #but i wish i didn't. i wish more people would contribute. #some of these points come from avie who i have had a logn conversation about this with sdhfskdhgksh #ily #anyway back to writing #i won't tolerate hate on this post btw everyone is entitled to their opinions and i respect your right to HAVE an opinion #but quite frankly i don't respect the opinion that kristina is a terrible awful human and a horrible mother so #i will be blocking you if you bring that to this post #i AM however willing to have a conversation if you wanna message me about it and we can talk #anyWHO #young royals #queen kristina #prince wilhelm #shh ac

[tiny-vermin]

IT REALLY DOES shock me how little men seem to care about women. thwres a girl throwinf up in the toilet at the bar and this guy outside just says "oh i dont give a fuck i just care about my bladder" literally what?????? another man who was MAKING OJT with this girl sees her literally in distress and vomiting: "at least she didnt throw up on me" WHAT THE FUXK like,, is it so hard to have some compassion and sympathy for women i dont understand????? and she was Young. are u not concerned???? i really do not get it

#i fuckinf hate men #dunno if ive said it before but #men are so awful #SO AWFULLLLLL #i think im a lesbian because of awful men #genuinely #the bar was so fun up till these men #proved to me once again #that they r almost always wful #*awful

[lottieurl]

who wants to know what my dog's name is

#i never use it bc its very polish and i tend to talk in english here #and also bc ive been paranoid for years abt random irl ppl finding me here who i wouldn't want to see this #(cause it happened once and it was awful <3) #but whatever. dog role bc i got quite sad today #cause she was obviously enjoying her walk and loving the sun #but she no longer has the energy to jump a lot #and if you're knew here! my dog used to jump so damn high. like 3 lengths her actual size #and she Loved that #i have a video somewhere on my old blog lmao gotta find a way to download that #but anwyays yeah it was her thing she was jumping like crazy #and im guessing the HEAT outside played a part in her not being in the mood for it today #but like 3 years ago or so it wouldn't stop her yet #so im :( #my baby's getting old. #dog LORE* not role omg #im not typing all that again rip

[snurtsnurtcreations]

What's this? I fell victim to another book and made drawings for it again? Well, gee, who woulda thought....

Anywho, close-ups of our favorite frog girl under the cut:

#snurt arts #of course the quality is messed up on tumblr once again #aw well #the bear and the nightingale #winternight trilogy #ive only read the first book so far tho #im so excited for the next two #vasilisa petrovna #vasya petrovna

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

i Strongly Dislike. new england weather </3

#camera talks #specifically rural and basically on top of a mountain weather (where i live) #guys. we have 18+ inches of snow rn #this fucking suckssss #dont get me wrong the snow is fun sometimes #but like. more than 18 inches at once after weeks of kinda nothing is Terrible :( #okay alright. i just got back inside and im so cold and also extremely tired #doing this on my period and after a core day for track is Awful ngl </3 #hmm. anyways ive been playing stardew valley again and thats been fun and chill and im Not ignoring my hw no what.