#SO AWFULLLLLL

[tiny-vermin]

IT REALLY DOES shock me how little men seem to care about women. thwres a girl throwinf up in the toilet at the bar and this guy outside just says "oh i dont give a fuck i just care about my bladder" literally what?????? another man who was MAKING OJT with this girl sees her literally in distress and vomiting: "at least she didnt throw up on me" WHAT THE FUXK like,, is it so hard to have some compassion and sympathy for women i dont understand????? and she was Young. are u not concerned???? i really do not get it

#i fuckinf hate men #dunno if ive said it before but #men are so awful #SO AWFULLLLLL #i think im a lesbian because of awful men #genuinely #the bar was so fun up till these men #proved to me once again #that they r almost always wful #*awful

[apollos-olives]

my dad: colleges are full of liberal idiot professors who cry bigotry at everything and are sensitive. smh! ruining our futures.

your history professor: so anyways i started sympathizing with racists

MY HISTORY PROFESSOR IS DOING EVERYTHING HE CAN TO BE THE LEAST WOKE PERSON IN EXISTENCE

#at least he uses my preferred name when i'm in his class #but even then 🙄 he uses my deadname while emailing me #i want him to explode #literally every week i come on tumblr to post about this guy #he's so awfullllll i can't even 😭😭

[comfymoth]

Here for the bingo:

Abuloier x Quackity

i. literally the only way, my brain can process this is like. okay so you know how it’s really funny, to threaten to sleep with someone’s mom. like as a joke. well, if roier was raised by his grandfather…….. is this just a really horrifying inside joke between him and quackity

#shipping bingo #this stream was AWFUL. AWFULLLLLL I HATED THEM SO MUCH #those are my streamers /defeated

[vanillashusband]

family <3

🧡TAGLIST: @selfshippinglover @sunstar-of-the-north

#bug dad art #Self ship #self ship art #self shipping #self shipping community #self insert #self insert community #familial f/o #familial self ship #romantic f/o #hopelessly devoted to you 【♡】 #you're a superstar! 【⌂】 #AAUUUUGHHGHG sorry it looks so bad and wonky ; m ; #i wanted to keep it a quick sketch but my art looks so bad when i do that #the second pic looks awfullllll q m q but i love my boys....

[1eos]

miss Kendra you also check out myreading regularly?? 👀 any recs?

literally everyday after i get home from work i check myreadingmanga looking for a little bl abt adults. as a treat. i have to fight for my life but i check!

but some of my faves:

ookami-sama no koiwazurai by tobi washio - a surprisingly fun story abt a sleazy wolf guy falling in love w a human :') i loveeeee the art style and i need this to have a volume 2!!!!!

konokoi wa unmeijanai by yamada yugi - one of my all time faves. its abt two printmakers who fight then fall in love. the love interest is soooo mean looking and stupid i love him

kabukichou bad trip by eiji nagisa - a guy works as a host and can read minds nd reads the mind of a model nd finds out he's into freak shit :) (bdsm nothing crazy) such a sexy artstyle n the bottom has BOOBS

ameiro paradox by natsume isaku - this series raised me. its abt two coworkers who have beef but then realize theyre beefing bc they wanna smash!

hashi no xl saizu by omoimi - a guy has a giant dick....thats the whole plot but its surprisingly cute lol

liquor & cigarette by zaria ranmaru - a guy starts thinking abt his bisexy childhood bestie and we know where it goes from there. and the art style is gorgeousssssssssssssssssssss like the backgrounds are fucking insane love this one

totally captivated by yoo ha jin - literally my problematic fave when it comes to yaoi. its old so the yaoi hands be yanding and the top is as mean and as adverse to the word no as the come but its a classic i fear. oh the plot. ummmm a broke college student's ex that they cheated on is now dating a fucking scorpio mafia boss and well......

vampire library by lee sunyoung - the slowest gay vampire slow burn ever but the art is so pretty and its really funny. its not...omg it finished? let me reread it then....

honto yajuu by yamamoto kotetsuko - thee classic. everyones read it or if they havent they will read it. a cop meets a pretty mafia twink and becomes bisexual! diversity win!!!!!!

datte maou sama wa kare ga kirai by yamada nichoume - the premise is kinda weird. theres a demon king and hero reincarnated every generation and they have to defeat each other but instead of doing any of that the hero is trying to hit it. i love this one for some reason....if only it would update....

#these are all my unproblematic reccs #even totally captivated is so of the genre its not even problematic anymore its camp #the top is like awfullllll he's awfullllll

[mydude]

This is like an insanely rough concept sketch of a piece I want to paint JUST I THOUGHT OF IT AS I WAS STUDYING FOR PHYSICS WHICH MY EXAMS TOMORROW so likeee I can’t start it now but I just had to get smth down but like why do I actually like how it’s looking so far??

#Like obviously the technique is awfullllll just so shitty but the idea is there and I’m like actually rlly excited to work on it once I get #these god forsaken exams over with

[yutadori]

tw death //

i had such an unsettling dream omg... i dont remember that many details but i was supposed to... die??? it was night time and i was in my room trying not to panic but my mom and brother (?) were like 'um yeah youre going to die soon and you have to take this tablet before you lie down and close your eyes so it'll go more smoothly' and i can't remember the context for this like idk if it was health related or What

then i was kinda left on my own while my mom went to go and order my last meal ?!?!?! all i remember is that milk tea was involved and she would call me to ask questions regarding certain details and i was trying not to lose it / pretend none of it was real. i tried calling my brother to ask if i could talk / see his gf one last time but he said that he was busy and on his way to the airport because they were about to fly somewhere and i was like oh okay i see 😐👍the latter part of the dream was me pretty much trying to push down the panic and i thought of just trying to stay awake for as long as possible so id eventually become so sleepy id fall asleep without thinking about it, but every time that happened i was reminded of how Real the situation was and then if feel an intense sensation of anxiety and it was just a really awful cycle until i woke up 😐

#IT FELT SO REAL IT WAS AWFULLLLLL #i was just like oh okay im going to die alone and theres absolutely no way out of this #but it also wasnt like . insanely terrifying because i was at home and not in an unknown dangerous place #it was . so weird and frightening #sun texts #tw death #kinda ?

[letstalkaboutfandomsbaby]

Pls talk to me im cute and high

#☀️ shitposts #omg this sounds awfullllll #writing is so hard jesus christ #are any of u even listening or do u just scroll past

[fieldsofbone]

me when i know an ex-friend is emotionally abusive and unsafe and has only ever been petty at best and actively cruel at worst towards me and yet i still get my feelings hurt when they make some passive aggressive post that’s clearly about me after i literally did nothing

#she’s AWFULLLLLL i don’t know why it continues to hurt so much lol!!! #i even have her muted everywhere i was the dumbass who peeked 😭 #she’s just out here making the meanest posts about latent qualities of mine that aren’t harming her in any conceivable way #get well soon u heinous *****!

[tuxedokit]

so i did one of the bad ends of bugsnax and now i regret being born

#/j? /hj? #idk im in agony #it was a few hours ago so ive cooled down #(literally. i was so upset my rosacea flared up my fave was on fire) #but STILL #i feel SO GUILTY #i feel AWFULLLLLL #i let snorpy and cromdo die so i could hear some bad end lines and i will from now on only hear those lines from videos or audio files and #never ever first hand again #it feels so much WORSE knowing your actions are what led up to their pain. their loss #props to young horses for making me want to die /j #fr though bugsnax is so heartwrenchingly well written all the characters feel so real and i just #OURGH its just its SUCH a good game its SO GOOD its awesome go play it #but DONT do the bad end worst mistake of my life #carpet shut up challenge #bugsnax

[butchdykenormallen]

people liking my old art millions dead hundred thousands injured

#ITS SO BAD WHY AND HOW DIDTOU FIND THAT #SHES AWFULLLLLL #GAUUUUUHHHH #its so bad stay away from them its so ugly #loser_txt.png

[swampdrive]

I just want to skip to being like in an established long term relationship and being happy ahdhjhk

#im trying im trying im trying to think about dating or meeting ppl and its so stressful but i want to be in love and be loved so bad its #awfullllll

[freunwol]

well after definitely experiencing heat exhaustion yesterday i can say with certainty to drink a bunch of water very often when ur out in the heat

#be so careful about heat seriously it was so fucking awfullllll #water water water seriously #put a damper on a genuinely fun day #because it was!!! i got to go to the ren faire w my friends :))) #i got a fun ring and a circlet :DDDD #is there a different term for it if it has the little chains that drape across the back of the head #OH and this really nice perfume #its hibiscus and blue spruce and its super duper nice #wears super nice ring to math class #i have nowhere else to wear it why not lol #i lost the point #be careful :((( heat exhaustion is no joke #all of that considered im more than a little surprised i didnt get a sunburn #thank u trees #anyway. go to the ren faire #youll enjoy it #i wanted to say someone go to october ren faire w me but #im p sure none of yall live anywhere near me QuQ #everyone ends up either being in different time zones or in canada #jghlfgkdjhfgsldkjh i have to go through my sisters stuff n see if i can make an outfit around this damn circlet #im so far off track once again #it gave me a really bad headache which ive. been getting a lot of #'hey souria is it possible that always wearing your headphones is having multiple detrimental effects around your head' shut up #.......some1 get me a funky hat #like a CIRCLET id feel like a dweebus wearing it around #i say that. we'll see #also shoutout to my friends they were really nice and helpful the whole time #ohmygod so many words this couldve been like three different posts #nah though

[ribbed-vault-heart]

fun story

my mom & stepdad married a few years ago after being together for 16 years (both had really bad past marriages) decided, "hey let's turn it into a family vacation & get married in las vegas" (not even close to living there)

so it's me, my mom, my stepdad & my sister. sister is 14 at time so they want to pick a family friendly hotel since she can't drink or even be on the gambling floor

they want it to be a surprise of which resort we are staying at

it's around midnight when we touch down in vegas & I am dealing with a timezone in which my brain thinks it's 3am

I am in need of a cigarette & sleep

when all of the sudden I see a big fucking clown head & I begin to sweat.....my entire family has forgotten I am scared of clowns

I have to sleep in a room with not-clowns-but-still-weird-circus paintings facing me & the woodgrain of the bedside table looks like an eye so I am haunted by nightmares the entire time

luckily I am of drinking age & my body never settles with the timezone so I go to bed early every night

I only cried twice the 9 days we were there :)

they took u too the clown hotel 😭😭😭 i would’ve loved it i’m sorry u are scared of clowns tho that must’ve been awfullllll

[just-a-carrot]

Everyone looks put-together and then there's Iggy's pants... I can't decide if there not being a 'you can pick x part of an outfit to be cosmetic and then another part to be the actual armor' (like say uhhh bunny slippers give zero defense, you can choose those as cosmetic and then put iron boots on as the one that gives stats but the character will still look like they're wearing the bunny slippers) is better than if there was one because it has given us... whatever Iggy's pants situation is. It's a choice look. Very unique, that Iggy.

I DON'T KNOW WHY THESE ARE THE PANTS WITH THE BEST DFENSE AT THIS POINT ARE THOSE, I TRULY DON'T

i mean there are some really strange outfits here and there in general in the game but MOST of them usually are quite realistic-looking and have the feeling that they're appropriate armaments according to the needs of the different vocations (like genzou's armor as a warrior always being super bulky, etc.)

so i just don't know what to say about these pants. why. why were they the best option at store for archers. why.

i do wish transmog was a thing tho (where you can have effects of one armor but show another) if only because i never buy any helmets/hats for them because they look AWFULLLLLL and either cover up their faces or screw up their hair and so i can never benefit from the added defense 🤣

#ask: ow

[abiiors]

i'm trying to find as many old ross blurbs as possible and tag them properly now because tumblr tag and search system is awfullllll so i have to add specific symbols to it now.

anyway, most of the ross blurbs should be under #♡: ross blurbs (diff tags for matty and george that i will redo in a few days!) anyway, if you click the search button on my blog you will see the tag automatically pop up <3

#ross macdonald