#im a little bit insane ok

[lambfromfield]

currently thinking ab double life in summer. it is unbearably hot all of the time; the grass is thin and dying. the sky is cloudless and pale, and there is nothing to protect players from the heat except for a couple trees. most of those are gone by the first few days, and so soulmates must build escapes from the heat.

thinking about soulmates bringing each other water when the other’s off working, thinking about soulmates caring for their cows/sheep together bc the animals are hot, too. thinking about droughts, thinking about the necessary intimacy of not wearing excessive clothing bc it’s too hot, thinking about cuddling with your soulmate even DESPITE the heat. thinking about making a wide-brimmed hat for your soulmate, thinking about things like sunscreen and small pools of water that can bring so much minute joy to a pair.

thinking that when players go red it’s even hotter, like something boiling rests just under their skin at all times. thinking that nothing except killing is a salve to this sort of warmth. thinking thinking thinking

#im a little bit insane ok #i just think its really neat and also interesting that like so far all the diff lives have taken place in diff seasons #third life in spring. everythings alive wahoo!! yet ppl are dying . #last life in fall everythings dying and getting colder and #and... and.... the leaves.. green yellow red falling off trees... #and SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER!! its typically like such a respite #but no #its just inexplicably hot. all the time #Lol! #double life smp #double life #idk what else to tag this... so ill just leave it there #lamb likes to talk #omg just remembered #trafficblr

[rapidhighway]

grammaton cleric metal sonic is made when sonic, the best cleric to date, stops taking prozium and rebels against the eggman empire. in turn eggman creates a substitute, one that has no emotions to control with prozium in the first place (2002) written and directed by kurt wimmer

#sorry for being insane about my silly little 2002 movie i will not be normal #metal sonic #sonic the hedgehog #art #fanart #i just thought hed look awesome in the cleric drip but then i made a bit of a story in my head sfdbgdfsfsdg #sonic fanart #sonic au #I GUESS #pls dont take this seriously im just goofin around but maybe ill draw som more cause... i like this look ok dsfdggshfhfhfh

[haemosexuality]

why are so many adventure time fans just straight up stupid. about how stories work. and i dont even mean kids i mean like adult fans just with the absolutely dumbest takes

#i was watching a streamer react to f&c which ok i admit i brought this upon myself #but oh my godddddd #''i think farmworld finn's wife was pb'' even ignoring that one of his kids looks exactly like human huntress wizard WHAT #WHY IN THE HELL WOULD THAT BE TRUE. AFTER THEYVE SPENT S I X S E A S O N S SHOWING WHY PBXFINN COULD NEVER BE A THING #LITERALLY SEVERAL SEASONS SHOWING 1-PB WILK NEVER LIKE FINN BACK THEY ARE INCOMPATIBLE 2-FINN HAS MOVED ON HE HAS ACCEPTED THAT AND GOTTEN #OVER HIS CHILDHOOD LOVE ON HER AND ONLY AFTER THAT THEY WERE ABLE TO FORM A FRIENDSHIP #THATS LIKE ONE OF THE MAIN THINGS OF THE SHOW #WHY THE FUCK WOULD THEY TAKE THAT BACK AND MAKE HIM HAVE FUCKING KIDS WITH HER IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE????????? #''did prismo just die in the end of episode 4??? oh no what a mystery'' oh yeah dude they totally killed off one of the most important #characters in like 5 seconds with almost no ceremony. without even acknowledging it. thats totally how character deaths work #this is totally plausible #''what the fuck im gonna get so mad of simon actually becomes ice king again'' ARE YOU STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #HAVE YOU NEVER HEARD OF ''CREATING A CONFLICT AND THEN RESOLVING IT'' #HOLY FUCKING SHIT #sorry this is making me go insane a little bit. #adventure time #fionna and cake #every time i see some guy mention pbxfinn and a thing that could have happened i fly into a rage. you are so fucking stupid. you have the #mental capabilities of a child. never open your mouth again. #as a thing* that could have happened

[prettyboyvanto]

wait hang on did thanatos give zagreus the pierced butterfly keepsake not only to help him escape ofc but to encourage him to do it without being hurt?? because than doesn’t want zag to get hurt???? bro

#i feel like this is common knowledge but I thought of it on my own ok let me have this #im a little bit insane about thanzag sorry about that #thanzag #thanatos #zagreus #thanatos hades #zagreus hades #hades game

[bergoose]

does anyone else think it's kinda fucked up how the watcher fans basically bullied their creators back on a platform they didn't want to use anymore?

#this is something that's been eating at me ever since the apology video but i finally figured out how to put it into words #like am i insane? they said 'bye its been fun but i want to move on' and the fans were like 'ACTUALLY? FUCK. YOU. HOW DARE YOU' #not that i would never wish this on her or any other creator but can you imagine if jenna marbles got this reponse #yes i know the situation is a little bit different but like? the principal is the same! #im scared to say this bc i know some people are going to be like um actually 🤓☝️ #but fuck those guys if u break it down to the bare essentials? thats what y'all did hope ur proud of urselfs #watcher tv #vee posts #*edit ok not fuck u to those people obviously i understand theres a lot of nuance but i still think if u break it down thats what happened

[paulmccartneygrindr]

you made me a beatles yaoi truther because I saw everything else you post about (better call saul, succession, interview with the vampire), and thought there really must be -something- to mclennon if someone with that good of taste believes in it. I have now gone through the same process with paul mccartney as I did with kim wexler... the pipeline of "surely they're the normal one" to "oh no they're BOTH cuckoo bananas" really does get to you

I rarely get accused of having good taste...thank you 😊

I've said this before but people think john is the crazy one but no. He just had a personality disorder or two and did too many hard drugs. Paul meanwhile. You'd need to invent a whole new branch of psychology to figure out what's wrong with him.....

#ok im downplaying johns insanity a little bit but u get what i mean.

[crimsongrimoire]

glad my Vibe Assessment was kinda sorta accurate

#crow.txt #wriolette #genshin #snippets #sfw #suggestive #i guess #yeah yeah i know looking at leaks is dubious and all but im IMPATIENT. ive never been excited for anyone like wrio ok #the hype is deserved. the lore is insane. im going to devor this man #you can guaran goddamn tee #microwaving him in my brain as we speak #ngl it was kinda a struggle to find something Adequately Postable bc as always everything is in a million fragments #ill get back to them when i get back to them. shrugs #theres another one actually im just debating. pondering #neuvillette absolutely never letting himself have what he wants even a little bit check

[untimelyambition]

i am begging on my hands and knees for jon matteson and bryce charles to sing a song together. since i first watched npmd, every single day without fail i have thought about their harmonies together in hatchet town (“if he gets me next i could be three” and “fits the bill, he fits the bill”) literally the sickest harmonies in the entire show, i turn into a little gremlin every time i hear them. their voices sound SO good together it actually makes me a little ill. my favourite song my favourite line my favourite harmonies, their voices blend perfectly and i am so desperate to hear them sing a duet to hear them singing together again pls pls please pls pls pls. pls.

#the ‘if he gets me next i could be three’ harmony is something else #nobody understand what that line does to me and the indescribable joy i am filled with each and every time i hear it #give me a song where they sing together doesnt even have to be a full duet ill take anything PLEASEEEE #and dont let me be the only one who feels like this i know some of u bitches get the same crazy chills i do on those lines #hatchet town best song and i will die on this hill #only a little bit insane about them like a normal amount i promise #bryce said this was her favourite harmony to sing in the whole show as well and i felt SO validated when i heard that #they are both such incredible performers and have such fantastic vocal abilities it just makes sense to pair them together #please #im asking soooo nicely bestie starkid pls pls pls pls #and they sound so good in every single version both live and studio absolutely unparalleled talent #also i think corey is also singing on the fits the bill line but my point still stands it sounds gorgeous #corey can join them too actually. bryce charles jon matteson duet with a corey dorris feature #i would drop silly amounts of money for it #ok i think im done i can shut up now #sooooo much brainrot from this musical #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #hatchetfield #bryce charles #jon matteson #starkid #tilda rambling

[simmyfrobby]

― ”Aubade”, Louise Glück.

Hockey Poetry Post 28/?

round 2 of using poetry posts to peer pressure people into writing the AUs I wanna read. @cinnamoncowboy baseball au pls & thank u

(Photo credit: Maddie Malhotra, Fred Kfoury III, Maddie Malhotra, Fred Kfoury III, Maddie Malhotra, link, Billie Weiss, Steve Babineau, Maddie Malhotra, Fred Kfoury III)

#also its another gluck poem so #take a shot if you participate in the Will Joy Mention Louise Glück In This Post drinking game #THE BOSTON BASEBALL OUTFITS WERE JUST SO GOOD #im a simple girl. I see a group of lill guys in matching lill outfits. I go a little bit insane about it. #ok. tags: #boston bruins #patrice bergeron #brad marchand #david pastrnak #hockey poetry posts #louise gluck

[daydadahlias]

Made in Magnolia

this is my favorite thing ive ever made. and i hope u enjoy it <3 special thank u to Ashley ( @diamondpuddles​​ ) for basically being my co-author

Summary: There’s that feeling again. The warmth and the electricity that travels between them which lacks nerves or pretenses or any semblance of who they have been in the past. Calum isn’t the same guy who usually gets fucked and kicked out when he gets invited to stay the night. Ashton isn’t the same guy who got married at twenty in Mississippi. They’re new when they’re together.

Word Count: 220,470

Pairing: Calum Hood/Ashton Irwin

Rating: E

Content Warning: religious trauma & homophobia

Read on AO3

#so ok #i started this fic in uhhhh i dont remember #sometime last year #and im about 70k into it rn #she's a thickie. #the outline is entirely finished #im finishing this fic. there's not even a remote fear of that #but that being said im not posting it on a schedule #im posting this first chapter as like a little teaser #and then when i finish this chapter im currently working on and the next #i'll start doing my lil weekly posts #but... you guys just cant imagine the pain of sitting on 70k yknow #it's driving me insane #i *have* to post some of it #i just have to or i'll explode #so. #ur getting a bit of it #<3 #bc i have no self restraint #ive just missed writing LONG fics so much and this baby is a THICKIE!!! she's going to be longer than scene 14 <3 #so im just soo #yeah #really happy to be writing it #really happy to be sharing any of it #lapis #eek ok #:) #i mean the poll said post the first chapter and who am i to deny the poll #thank u for indulging me poll takers

[indecisive-dizzy]

If you want to, feel free to share some Eddie and Latter ideas

I love them, they’re so lovely :3

Oh,, I have So Many,,, This is gonna be Long

Met at Howdy's birthday party (his parents, Latter, and Seeya came to visit)

They hit it off great and became pen pals! I've mentioned it before but Latter sends Eddie poems and Eddie send him paper crafts <3

They boost each other's self-esteem! They're both underappreciated and ignored and they cheer each other up

Eddie does genuinely enjoy Latter's poetry. Does he get it? Not completely, but he knows Latter is proud of his work!

Big literature and theatre nerds. I specifically believe they've had at least one Long Indepth conversation about Frankenstein.

Similarly! Theatre kids. Eddie was mostly in the costume and set/prop department while Latter thrived in the Drama on stage

Latter tells Eddie family gossip, and Eddie brings it up when he delivers to Howdy. "How's So and so? Latter said-" You get it. Howdy Is upset lol but cant do anything bc he tells Barnaby the same gossip.

Ship Stuff <3

Latter fell first, Eddie is irresistible <3 He writes not so subtle love poems

Oh man the cuddles. I've also mentioned this before but I'm bringing it up again. Eddie's usually the one Holding in a cuddle, ya know? He's the big spoon. But Latter is like twice his size, with 3x the arms and Wings.

Eddie gets to little spoon and be held/carried and he is flabbergasted but loving every second. Latter can lift him quite easily and That's Definitely New to Eddie. He doesn't know what to do with himself when Latter carries him.

Latter adores holding Eddie, and is greatly amused when he gets flustered.

Side hc to go w/ above! I hc Latter is pathetic in public but is actually very chill when not seeking the approval the others. Like at home he's just vibing! He's still not the most confident butterfly, but he has his moments! He's a Pillar after all and one of many family traits is Confidence.

#OUGH THEM 💕💕💕✨✨✨✨ #purple coded characters my beloveds #they're so CUTEEEEE #i drove way more than i thought i was going to today! so im a bit fried! #this is actually my second attempt answering this lol #the last one turned into a ramble about who knows what #Eddie being Held <3 #i haven't stopped thinking about it. #i am unwell #they make me insane #I listened to the holiday hulabuloo again <3 #Latter's little “hey” when Howdy says Beeya is his fav brother in law. oh man that hurt #i have so many thoughts about the three Pillar siblings #Screams!! #ok ok im going to devour mini cinnamon rolls now! #Have a lovely timezone! Thank you for letting me talk about my purple blorbos <3 #welcome home #eddie dear #latter pillar #latter pillar my beloved <3 #eddie dear my beloved <3 #neon child #dizztalkstoomuch #plz ignore typos :) im hungy

[skitskatdacat63]

2005 European Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(my personal post-race highlights)

+ bonus Mark Webber

#THIS RACE OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDD AAAAAAAAAA LETS GOOOOOO #its kinda funny tho bcs only the first lap and the last 2 laps were very exciting #the 2nd to last lap was actually insane(poor kimi but I jumped out of my chair for nando!!) #his smile in that last gif aaahhhhhhh he deserves it!! 4th win!!! #while in the middle of this race I was scared I wouldnt have much gif content cause it wasnt shaping up to be very interesting #BUT NO!! SO MANY GOOD POST-RACE MOMENTS!!!!! #(so many that it was rly hard to get down to 12. I like having 10 exact but I couldn't resist! The camerawork for nando was rly good) #(Mark is so interesting to me bcs he actually has a good amnt of camera time but its usually bcs he crashed out so im conflicted) #(he crashed out on the first lap and i was like 'oh...ok..bye mark :(' AND THEN THEY SHOWED HIM!) #but ah races like this make me wanna continue into 2006 bcs im so endeared by/hype for nando! #fernando alonso #mark webber #f1 #formula 1 #fa14 #2005 european gp #we do a little bit of f1 #(2005: 7/19 races watched) #(also just so you know I usually start another race while working on my post and I always manage to get halfway thru it aghhhhhhh) #(anyways pretty happy with this one!! Lots of good content im quite pleased!!)

[sodrippy]

trying to explain to my parents how my childhood affected me while also lying that it wasnt their fault is so. what a waste of fucking time. i should be at the club getting railed instead fuck this shit

#this is so insane i would pay $50000 to be anywhere else #i need to be anywhere else. actually no they need to go away. fuck this!!!!!! #i feel like shit no matter what like ok either i lie and they feel ok but i feel dogshit for taking blame i shouldnt #or im honest and have to endure the resulting guilt trip and thus feel even worse #like. cool. why dont i just kill myself in front of you oh wait that'll compound the fucking guilt trip innit! #anyway. so maybe ill never get over the parental issues. fucking lol. #gripping onto sanity w my fucking teeth rn i need to think about. morse code for three hours to become a little bit normal again. #jesus fucking christ. #every time i think oh ive matured ive mellowed im better now #maybe its just a sign that the things that fucked me up as a kid Were real after all......hm

[frecklystars]

i know nobody is online to see it rn but GOD it feels so good to be in love again!!!!!!!!! i reached the tag limit on that last reblog of la la land, there's a tag limit of 30 and i originally wrote almost 60 and then i had to keep revising it over and over until i only had 30. i just kept talking abt how much i love sebastian!!! and that's!!! how i'm supposed to be!!!! it's such a huge goddamn relief to start self shipping again even if it's not with TF, i really hope i can come back to my robots one day, but god. god it's such a fucking relief to have seb and six and ken and barbie and harley etc etc etc etc the list hopefully will just keep growing. this love in my chest, this feeling of overwhelming love that makes me actually physically sigh because there's so much love in me... that's how i am supposed to be and i am so relieved to start feeling this way again. i was numb for so long. i'm so grateful for these characters.

#woof #pretty sure i spent at least 20 minutes typing those tags #and then after i finished i was like 'oh there i am' #there's that star in my heart! she's still burning bright after all! she's just hurting. but she isn't gone. maybe she never was #and maybe one day i can finally finally finally come back to TF #but for now. for now. i am holding ryan and margot's characters' hands. all of these characters all of these pretty ppl #and they are guiding me through hell and telling me things are gonna be ok #bc lord knows i tried to throw myself at ANYTHING and NOTHING would stick #i tried watching different movies/cartoons i never saw before. didnt feel loved #tried to watch old things i used to love like SBTM or MLP. didnt feel loved #maybe the trauma was too fresh for me to be able to focus on anything else #but barbie came at the PERFECT time. the STARS ALIGNED JUST RIGHT #and out of any character that could have saved me it was KEN? #its because he makes me laugh. barbie did help MONUMENTALLY with pink #im still struggling with pink sometimes but its definitely majorly improved #like if i look back on myself 2 months ago i COULD NOT look at pink without having a panic attack. insane #but now??? im going thru pink blogs and associating EVERYTHING with margot's barbie #and any time i feel tense i can easily ground myself bc i am associating it with my self ships #im using it in my art again and its such a relief #im not fully myself without starscream but hey. a part of me is here. a part of me is breathed back to life just a little bit #its as if ive been drowning for over a year and finally someone reached out their hands to save me #pull me to the surface and maybe im not on solid ground yet but the waves arent thrashing or pulling me down as much anymore

[jils-things]

surprise :]

MILOOOOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 PUT THAT DOWNNNNNNNNNN THIS SKIN WILL KILL MEEEEEE

#ok wait im abt to be a little insane in tags wait #i need to talk abt how pretty his outfit is and small details i noticed #ok first of all i can't believe that bouquet of flowers is in his pocket LIKE WHO IS IT FOR AND HES CARRYING IT AROUND AHDBFBJFHFHDG #SECOND OF ALL. HIS. HIS JACKET. JIS JACKET #HE DIDNT BUTTON UP THE DRESS SLEEVE PROPERLY #my eyes widened when i zoomed in closer in his ref bro i was dying #and ofc the unkept tie DUDE ITS SO AKALALSKDKFJFKFKFKF IM NOT IMMUNE #oh and abt the white dress sleeve i can see his skin a bit this game is doing numbers on me rn #how can you look so unkept and messy but also so cute at the same time AAKSLSKSDKDDD #WOOFFG I JUST WOKE UP HI #~ mailbox #milo tag

[worldchampionpeccobagnaia]

ONLY MY HEART THAT WON'T GIVE UP

nuvola rossa: bagnaia and ducati's perfect comb1nation - ducati corse // motogp twitter account // tin cup - gregory orr //rider ratings (german gp) - simon patterson // la forma de tus huesos - louta // adieu to norman, bon jour to joan and jean-paul - frank o'hara // a lo mejor eres tú mismo el tren que pita y se mete bajo... - blanca varela // sunrise - louise glück // the voices - alice notley //

#you row forwards looking back #ok im done being insane now xxxxx #for 2022 im not making parallels posts anymore bc they make me a little bit unbearable #(lying) #anyways. i cant put my feelings for his season into words :'))) #pecco bagnaia #motogp #myedit* #also ignore that one of the gifs looks insane idk whathappene #and if some of these are unreadable: my bad <3