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#if i dont include the fire saving scene and the hug scene i will die btw so thats why there is a repeat gif
nosfelixculpa · 4 months
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You think I follow you around because I like you? I'm not worried at all about you. What is there to worry about for you? I'm the one who should be worried. But do you know why I come to see you? Jungkook mumbled on about things which were all incomprehensible. It's because I like your music. When I listen to your music, I get all teared up. Me, I get all teary. I feel like dying about a dozen times a day. But when I listen to your music, I want to live. YOONGI 12 MAY YEAR 22 HYYH; THE NOTES
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sunflowersand-bees · 2 years
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yall know how mike starts crying in s2 when he and el reunite?
yall know what happened literally ten minutes before this reunion?
the shed scene. tears streamed down mike’s cheeks as he testified of how much he loved will.
and then it was back into the fray. back into action. because they can’t ever have a moment of peace.
i wonder if mike would’ve cried at all when he reunited with el if he wasn’t already in a fragile emotional state.
yall are aware of how it doesn’t take much to start crying after you’ve finished one good cry? the ball’s already rolling. mike has a whole mental breakdown. and it’s because of the emotional turmoil he went through that day.
more than just the shed scene even. he had to deal with his friend being creepy and possessed--“he’s lying!”--(and he’s not getting much sleep because he’s sleeping in a hospital chair and, yk, anxiety) and then he had to try to warn the doctors about the trap that will had set, since he was the only one who figured out what that meant. he was physically restrained by a bunch of grown men while he tried to save everyone’s lives and he even failed to do that because almost everyone in the building was massacred (think about what kind of effect that had on mike) and then he had to basically carry will’s comatose body out of the building while bob gets eaten by a demodog (and he watches). then he has to go through the shed scene, reliving his first meeting with his best friend and having to deal with the dichotomy between his past situation and his present situation, of which they’re not even on the same plane of existence, and knowing that he can’t lose his friend to his monster that’s taken over his friend’s body, and he sees will’s eyes and they’re so dark and unfamiliar and hostile, but when mike bares his soul, something changes and will starts to come back to them. but, of course, before anything can come of that, they’re put in danger again, moments from death, monsters surrounding them. and then he sees his friend who, as he testified to max a few minutes earlier, he thought was dead as a doornail, randomly reappear and save them all from the same monsters he’d watched kill dozens of people including his best friend’s mom’s boyfriend (lmao) that he thought was about to kill him and his friends. then he learned that hopper, an adult that he’d trusted, had lied to him for a year and lied to everyone, telling them that el was dead and letting mike live with that guilt that he’d most certainly held since season 1 bc there’s no way mike doesn’t take on the burdens of everyone around him and then punish himself if he fails. so of course he has a breakdown, sobbing and crying to hopper. but we cant stop there of course! after all of this he has to send off his best friend and the girl who he thought was dead until two minutes ago to go and potentially die (both of them!!!) and he cant do anything to save them. until he gets an idea to save them but steve wont let him and mike just feels so fucking useless if he cant do anything to save them but then billy shows up and mike has to watch his best friend (lucas) get shoved up against a wall, as well as watch billy nearly kill steve, and then he watches max nearly kill billy and then he has to help his friends patch up steve (they dont know first aid). then they get in the car and drive to some creepy ass tunnels in the upside down that are filled with bones and they fight some more demodogs and also set a root system (?) on fire. (oh and his sisters ex boyfriend thought he was his sister.)
so yeah. mike wheeler needs hugs. of course he started crying when he saw el, but that doesn’t make it romantic. and if it does make it romantic, then shouldn’t the shed scene be romantic too?
all of the above happened in like less than 24 hours or something. it was all in the same day. 
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gloriafc · 3 years
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Fire brings death
Station 19 x criminal minds crossover
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You're the oldest daughter to Pruitt Herrera. You were once a firefighter, going to school as you worked. You graduated just as you became a lieutenant. After a few more years you joined the BAU.
The team became your family, just like the fire station once was, still is. Derek became your brother figure. He knew Spencer had a crush on you and continuously pushed him to ask you out.
Eventually Spencer did. It started off as grabbing coffee before work, then grabbing dinner after work. The dates became you both spending time together on your days off, even Hotch was betting on when you'd get together. Rossi won the bet.
Eventually you and Spencer did get together. Your father was happy you found someone. He liked Spencer, the random facts kept him on his toes. After a few years you moved in together. You were happy, extremely happy. The two of you got married, and your dad walked you down the aisle. Your sister managed to hold her happy tears in but your dad was a sobbing mess.
You knew about your father's cancer, he called you personally, you kept pushing him to tell Andy about it, to tell her about how much time he had left.
When Andy gets married you head to Seattle to be there for her, and to convince your dad to go. You stay for a week to spend time with your dad, sister, and your new brother-in-law. The day before you leave Hotch calls you and tells you theres a case that's taking them to Seattle.
You're talking to an officer when your team arrives. "Ryan would've loved working alongside you Herrera." You can just smile not yet seeing your team, and honestly Spencer is kind of jealous, "Its kind of weird to be here without Ryan making some smart ass comment."
When everyone gets a break you take Spencer to one of your favorite coffee shops for lunch. As you're waiting Spencer asks, "Who's Ryan?" "What?" "When we got to the station you and the officer were talking about a Ryan." You look at his face before understanding what's happening. You start chuckling, "Spence are you jealous?" He starts stuttering and you explain, "Ryan was a family friend. We were neighbors our whole lives basically. He had a giant crush on my sister." Spencer looks down slightly embarrassed and you softly grab his face, "He died not too long ago. He always made smart remarks about me being a firefighter turned fed." When he stays quiet you give him a quick kiss before grabbing your order and teasing him, "Jealousy is kind of cute on you Mr Reid." He mumbles making you laugh harder, "I'll show you adorable Mrs Reid."
When the case was finished your dad invited everyone to a dinner, happy to have both of his daughters free, even if it was for the night. Your dad had to personally go to your hotel to invite your team. The evening was filled with laughter as your team and the fire station have a wonderful evening filled with laughter.
The next day you and your team are at the police station to finish off some left over paperwork when you get a call. You're happy to hear one of your dads friends voice but quickly grow confused when he tells you to grab a radio and what station to turn it to. Keeping the phone on your ear you look for a police radio and change the station hearing the chatter from, doctors, police and firefighters. You hang up when you hear Mayas voice. "What's going on?" You can only shake your head at Hotchs question as your eyes stay focused on the radio, "I dont. I dont know." You're running for the door when you hear the words leave Mayas mouth, "Captain Herrera is on the roof."
Morgan is faster than you and grabs the keys out of your hand. When you get to the scene you can see your dad hacking away at the roof. You immediately push through everyone to get to Maya. "Maya!" She can only look at you and shake her head, silently telling you she tried. With a quick second Morgan and Spencer are pulling you off of the side of the truck, "Y/N no!" "Someone has to get him down! He won't listen to anyone else." No one says anything when your voice cracks, everyone understanding what's about to happen.
Spencer traps you in his arms. The only thing anyone can do is watch. When the roof caves in, the only thing you can do is put your face into your husband's neck and grip his sweater as tears pour down your face. Spencer looks at the team to see them staring at the two of you with sadness for you on their faces. This being one of the few times anyone's seen you unhappy.
You mumble into Spencer's chest, but he can hear you clearly, "I never got to tell him." He can only rub your back in comfort. When the firefighters come out Andy stops seeing you and is about to ask what you're doing there but stops, staring at something behind you. You look and see your dads hat sitting on the truck, you look at her and only nod. A second goes by before shes running out of Sullivan's arms and into yours.
Everything stays quiet, as a sign of respect for your father. When your father's body is brought out on a gurney, your sisters still in your arms, your husbands behind you, and everyone including your team surrounding the gurney at a respectful distance. Mayas the only one who can bring herself to say something. "We should. We should say some words... Out of respect." It stays quiet until Sullivan speaks up, "He was a respected man. An amazing captain, an amazing man. He sacrificed his life so we could live, so we could continue sacrificing ours to save lives. He was a legacy, that we can only live up to." You can feel eyes on you and your sister as it gets quiet. You speak up as your head rests on top of Andy's, "He was stubborn. I can hear him now saying he was going to die anyways. He did something not many people would've. He wasn't just our dad, he was everyone's, if someone got in trouble we all did. That's who he was. He was never going to let cancer take him out. He went out on his own terms, doing something he loved. And I'm sure he appreciated the time he spent with everyone here even if most of it was him yelling at us."
That night Spencer watches as you sit on one of the chairs in your hotel room, the rest of your team had to go back home but you and Spencer were given the clear to stay for a couple days. Spencer's on the phone with Penelope, "How's she doing?" "Shes. Uh. She. She misses her dad." "Give her our love and support, we'll see you guys when you get back."
Spencer makes his way to you crouching in front of you and taking your hands in his, "You should get some sleep." You can only look at him with tears in your eyes, you look exactly like your dads favorite picture of you. A picture Spencer memorized the first time he saw it. A baggy hoodie and some leggings, and your wavy hair brushed but in a mess. "I never got to tell him." Spencer can only sigh and run his thumb along your cheek as the tears start falling again, "There was three things he wanted out of life. To be a firefighter, and he was an amazing one. He wanted to walk his daughters down the aisle and he did. But he never got to have grandchildren. And now. He's gonna miss it. I never even got the chance to tell him." "He'll be there in spirit. In stories. In your memories. He'll always be there." Your crying gets harder and you have to talk in between breaths, "I know we have friends. But who am I going to call. When the baby wont go to sleep in the middle of the night. Or when it wont eat. Hes not going to be there when I'm in labor and scared out of my mind. He wont be able to buy. One of those grandpa favorites onesies or spoil it rotten. Theres so many things that's not gonna happen. And now. Now it just feels like I can't breathe. And I don't know what to do."
Spencer stands up and pulls you with him, pulling you into his chest. He rubs your back as he speaks into your hair, "Just breathe baby. It's hard right now. I know. But with time everything will be fine. You'll learn to live with just his memory, and you'll tell this baby memories as you show them pictures as they grow up. Your father won't be forgotten."
In the morning Sullivan calls you, telling you your sister wont sleep. That's shes just staring at the wall. Spencer takes you over, the two men sitting in the kitchen drinking tea as you head up to the room. Andy looks at you for a second before her eyes are back on the wall, you sigh and say, "Its really weird that I'm about to climb into the bed you do the deed in." When she cracks a small smile you climb in next to her, a pillow separating the two of you. It takes a second, but she rolls over to face you. "It doesn't feel real." "I know. The only way I can think about it is that he went out on his own terms and not because of the cancer in his balls." She let's out a small laugh, "Did you have to say it like that?" "It got a laugh out of you didnt it?" When she stays quiet you sigh and push the hair out of her face, "Its gonna be weird for a while." "How long?" "Everyone heals different. We might be okay tomorrow. Or it could take us years."
You spend a couple minutes chuckling about small random things your dad did, things he did while you two were growing up. Then the conversation shifts to things you'll miss, things hes going to miss. "I always thought he'd live to see grandchildren." You grab her hand, "How do you think he would've reacted once he found out he'd only have to wait like six more months, if he had the chance?" Andy stops and looks at you, "Are you and Spencer?" You nod with a tearful smile. "I was going to tell him the night of the dinner, but everyone was a little too drunk. I should've. But I didn't want to have to retell him in the morning." Before you know it your sisters arms are wrapped around your neck in a hug.
An hour goes by and your husbands decide to check on the two of you. You're both fast asleep wrapped in each others arms, like you used to do as kids when Andy had a bad dream and didn't want to wake up your dad. "They'll be okay. They have each other." "They have a whole village behind them. They'll still hurt, but they have the support they need to move on and heal."
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papers4me · 4 years
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Fruits Basket 2019 (ep,24) Part 1
 A monster? suicide? child’s verbal abuse? destructive rage? despair? emotional scene? tons of tears? questionable director choices?.. This 20min ep has it all!  Although this ep contain fictional creature & magic, it is one of the realest episodes in furuba, yet. 
 Kyo’s monster represent the psychological abuse of children in toxic families. Unlike kyo’s zodiac form, the cat, this monster is an alien creature that doesn’t resemble anything in nature (inducing fear), it is misshapen, deformed, reeks of rotten smell (inducing disgust), dangerously powerful (life-threatening). A child is repeatedly told that he has committed the biggest sin there is. Murder. “you killed your mother”, or “you are the reason she died”  He’s been told that by many ppl, including the person who symbolized safety & trust (his father). It is so disgusting yet real & common when adults talk bad/gossip about children within a close distance. children take words literally & hold them in their hearts for a life time! Kyo screams “It is not my fault!”, but adults say so, whose faults is it then? “the rat!” Why? “he’s the one who tricked the cat”. Who is the rat? Yuki. A child is trying to rationalize the injustice & stupid accusations of the adults. 
“I’ll kill yuki, then kill myself, you would be happy if I die, won’t you?” This is the most tragic sentence in furuba, yet. More tragic cuz it is uttered by a child. A child believes since I’m a killer, then I’ll fix the problem, I’ll kill the source of pain, the rat, yuki, Tragic. I’ll kill myself. So tragic. You’d be happy, father. Extremely tragic. knowing your parent would be happy if you died. Kyo’s mom killed herself, it is her choice, regardless of the hidden reasons or her mental state, he’s told that Your parent chose death over you. How horrible are you that your mother chose death over you. You turn into a literal monster. No doubt the kyo’s mom loved him, but it is so tragic that she herself abused her child unintentionally. by sheltering, locking, hiding him away from the world. Kyo’s monologue is a real depiction of children’s ability to see fake-ness in adults. I love you,son, continues to lock him, I’m not afraid, continue to check his beads, I’m proud of you, no one should see you. No wonder kyo has no trust in ppl.
Kyo harming tohru is a real depiction of his broken mental & emotional state. look at Yuki/Kisa, their response to abuse is to withdraw, hurt themselves by avoiding life, they are like destructive water, has to fill the inside first before it spills. Kyo’s response is rage, it is like fire, spreads outside & inside at once. There is conflicting feelings inside him that drives him crazy, He denies strongly that he killed his mom, but feels tremendous guilt she’s not alive becuz he’s monster. He says there is no hope for him, yet continues to live with tohru wishing she never discovers his true form, says he’ll kill yuki, yet he never grabs a knife & do it. He is fighting his abuse but doesn’t know how. Moreover, I love that tohru approaching kyo in such state of rage is not a safe choice. Realistically, try to approach an angry father/friend, they’ll hurt you in their rage, They are not in a state that make them make a good judgment. I have a feeling kyo might’ve hurt himself as well. He lost his trust in kazuma & thinks tohru is safer away from him, he would definitely hurt himself had tohru didn’t “save” him.
How did tohru save kyo? she didn’t. Did she tell him he’s not a monster or that it’ll be okay or you’re a good person? NO. She didn’t even talk about him! she talked about herself, her desire, “let’s go home”..” I want us to live , worry & study together” screw the sohma’s & all the pain, lets go home! “I’ll listen if you complain” why? cuz you did that to me! she’s implying you are needed without saying it out loud! “I’m scared of you” honesty, No fake-ness, no shallow words with contradictory actions. So, kyo hugs tohru intentionally & this is big coming from kyo!! The guy who flinches whenever someone touches him, hates to show weakness & vulnerability, wants to be strong & doesn’t allow himself to cry. Cries in front of tohru, hugs her, puts his hand through her hair, & calls her name..... This is a huge step!! he completely accepts tohru. She knew it, she felt it & her tears expressed it.
Kyo’s monologue is directed to the viewers. “this is how you melt the ugly feelings” with kindness, honesty & sincerity.  Kyo is not healed, yet. he can still transform into a monster, meaning the abuse is still affecting him strongly. but he is giving hope & someone to trust.  kyo’s last words are painful cuz they show how low he thinks of himself “ how is it that someone like you stay by me & cry for me”.. he still has a long way.
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kyo’s ” i dont have right, it is a mistake” that tohru is by him, why?
Kyo said “tohru” with no honorifics. When is yuki’s turn? Cant wait!
I have a strong criticism abt the director’s choices, but will write it in a separate post. hint: “shallow waters”......sigh~
I’m convinced now that if there’s romantic love, it is kyo & tohru. This ep & the previous one is purely about them showcasing their vulnerability exclusively to each other. tohru’s weakness is only seen by kyo & kyo’s tears are only seen by tohru. There is an equal showcase of need & support between them.
If yuki/tohru is going to be presented as a possible romantic love, then, the show must convince me strongly & equally. yuki has shared his weakness with tohru, but tohru is yet to share with yuki.
If the show wants to go the love triangle road with one of the boys ending up as unrequited love, then it can be either one of them depending on what tragic drama will happen.
The beauty & the beast theme is strong. Tohru tamed the monster with sincerity & kindness. Such beautiful strength within weakness! ugh!! Tohru is my all time fave female character!
I’ll talk about kazuma/ yuki/shigure/kagura’s reactions in another post.
I love the diverse depiction of response towards abuse by children in furuba. so real.
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mychemicalficrecs · 4 years
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!!!! could you rec some killjoys fics that actually include the girl? (so many dont :(((( ) just no waycest please n thank u
Sure!
The Killjoys and the Girl
measured out in miles by orphan_account, Gen, Fun Ghoul/Party Poison, 3k, Teen And Up Audiences. motorbaby learns how to drive.
Hugs Gimme Hugs by jedusaur, Gen, 2k, Teen And Up Audiences. Grace learns the lyrics to Queen's entire oeuvre when she's two, how to kill a drac when she's four and a half, and what a flush toilet is for when she's nine.
The Getaway Mile by strobelighted, Gen, 4k, Teen And Up Audiences. Fun Ghoul, Jet Star, and Grace have left the City Slums to live in the desert with Kobra Kid and Party Poison, but desert life doesn't sit so well with Fun Ghoul.
Family Always Comes Back For You by ChokolatteJedi, Gen, 1k, Teen And Up Audiences. As she plays with the ball, she remembers the first time that Poison taught her how to make a Molotov cocktail
Sparrow by Go0se, Gen, 7k, Teen And Up Audiences. They never meant ‘dust angel’ literally, but apparently whatever Powers That Maybe do not give a fuck for their literality or lack of it. Five times the littlest Killjoys' wings were noticed.
Missile Kid by Psyche, Gen, 12k [WIP], Teen And Up Audiences. 'It wasn’t that she wanted to die exactly, because she didn't, not really. It was just that every single time she woke up she would wish so fervently that she hadn't. When she closed her eyes she would dream that she was safe in bed in Battery City. Her parents were in the other room and Luna, alive and safe, would sneak in to play with her and tell her stories. Then, without fail, she would wake and be hit with a sucker-punch of despair; realising that it wasn’t real. That it would never be real again. ' The zones, 2017. How Grace came to be a zonerunner.
Life Lessons with Ghoul and Grace by casesandcapitals, Gen, 2k, General Audiences. Grace needs a favor from Ghoul.
Four Killjoys and a Baby by forgoo, Gen, Fun Ghoul/Party Poison, Cherry Cola/Kobra Kid, 19k [WIP], Teen And Up Audiences. "We are not keeping a baby!" "How hard can it be?" The story of how four teenage outlaws became the guardians of a tiny helpless baby and then raised that baby to be the tiniest Killjoy, messiah of the Zones.
Make A Wish When Your Childhood Dies by Tempxtempx, Gen, 4k, General Audiences. "Yeah, that's it," Dr. D said to The Girl, wiggling the finger that she'd latched onto with her tiny hand. "You're okay now. We've got you. You're going to be just fine." Five times the Phoenix Witch crossed paths with The Girl, interspersed with four scenes from The Girl's life in between.
The Girl, Signing Off by Fame_Is_Now_Injectable (DaisukiRose), Gen, 2k, Teen And Up Audiences. The year is 2079, and I can honestly say that the zones hold no more surprises. The draculoids move in a pattern, the motorbabies are all the same, and the radio station still pumps out the same slaughtermatic sounds that it did when I was growing up. Jet Star told me that Dr. Death Defying had ran the radio station for as long as he could remember, and when he returned to the Phoenix Witch, Show Pony and I ran it. That was after the Killjoys were exterminated by the dracs, naturally, and I had been on my own for a few years by then. Nineteen year old motorbabies don’t usually survive the zones alone, but I was never alone. I had Show Pony, I had the wind and the sand and the Joshua trees. You were never alone, if you really looked.
Like my mother's by queen_of_shanath, Gen, 784 words, General Audiences. The days in the desserts can be hard - especially when you have a hungry little girl by your side and you cannot cook.
Aftermath by kryptidkat, Gen, 7k, General Audiences. After the escape they holed up in the bunker for a week. Licking their wounds. Barely able to believe they made it out. When they’re finally forced back into the desert sunlight, none of them are the same. Will another rescue mission help the Four regain the spirit they lost? Or will it just reveal how shattered they've become? The aftermath of Sing.
Everybody's Just Full of Surprises by Oncemorewith_tension, Gen, 3k, General Audiences. For a request calling for Ghoul babysitting the Girl and despite popular predictions, doing quite well.
Yesterday, Today by Arowen12, Gen, 3k, General Audiences. It starts with a whisper. Whispers travel fast in the desert, there’s nothing to stop them, just the wide-open plains with scraggly bushes and they cut through it all like a dry wind, on radio waves, on word of mouth at little burnt out trading posts from zone 1 to 6 and beyond. And suddenly, if its true, everything is different. Motorbabies stare at the horizon each morning and imagine the hull of white creaking through the sand, the Crash Queens in their little strips of insanity mutter to each other over cigarettes but they watch the same horizon just as intently. What’s left of the Killjoys, the outlaws, the rebels, all begin to stir.
Blood and Water by costumejail, Gen, Killjoys & Motorbaby, Cherri Cola/Kobra Kid, 20k, Teen And Up Audiences, Mature. Sometimes, a family isn't a mom, a dad, and a couple of kids. Sometimes, a family is a couple of teenagers, a barely-23-year-old, their younger brother's boyfriend, and the baby that they stole from under the nose of a tyrannical megacorporation.
no rays from the holy heaven come down by Nightwing_Hunter, Gen, Killjoys & the Girl, 25k, Not Rated. You watch as the world burns away, again and again around you. You see the rise and fall of the Fabulous Killjoys. You see the soul of the desert change over time. You are the one that sets BLi ablaze; you are the bomb that turns it to dust. But every bomb starts as scraps—metal and batteries and chemicals set into a chain reaction. The metal is your childhood. The battery is the power you never realize you have. The chemicals are the truth that you spend years uncovering and learning. This is how you build a bomb.
Killjoys Never Die by viviqueen, 21k [WIP], Teen And Up Audiences. "What do you mean, 'they're not dead'?" "I mean that somehow... The original killjoys... They're alive." ~~~ A story that takes place after the events of the comics of The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys. The Girl (also the protagonist) gets caught in a chain of events that unravels a conspiracy. Almost all the named characters from the comics appear at some point, it focuses mainly on The Girl and her own internal battle with her guilt, while she fights for a better future and to protect those she loves that are still alive.
Keep the Chain Going by Flick (raynon), Gen, Jet Starr & Motorbaby, 2k, General Audiences. The Girl finds a rare commodity, and she gets Jet to tell her a story.
Superstar by That_One_Wierdo, Fun Ghoul/Party Poison, 8k [WIP], Not Rated. The Fabulous Four are a lovely little catastrophe. A bunch of teenagers with laser guns and a kid are bound to have some wild rides. Let's just hope that The Girl doesn't find out some of their antics.
Choke by Teethteethteethteethteethteethteeth, Gen, Fun Ghoul & Motorbaby, 1k, Teen And Up Audiences. Fun Ghoul and the Girl walk into a bar(n). And it’s on fire
burning down the batteries by KilltheDJ, Gen, 8k, Teen And Up Audiences. It's been twelve years since the Fabulous Killjoys died for the Girl. Twelve years since they fell from grace, and twelve years since family has been a word in the Girl's vocabulary. Tonight, though, she's not a little girl anymore, and she's more than what Better Living Thinks she is. She's a Fabulous Killjoy, and she's going to save the same Fabulous Killjoys that raised her
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comicteaparty · 6 years
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July 5th, 2018 CTP Archive
The archive for the Comic Tea Party chat that occurred on July 5th, 2018, from 5PM - 7PM PDT.  The chat focused on Cunning Fire by Kaz Rowe.
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✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
COMIC TEA PARTY START!
Good day everyone~! This week’s Comic Tea Party is now officially beginning~! Today we are discussing Cunning Fire by Kaz Rowe~! (http://cunningfire.com/) For those new or in need of a reminder, discussions about the comic are freeform, so please feel free to bring up whatever you wish. However, every 30 minutes I will be dropping in a discussion question to help those who would like a prompt. These questions are totally OPTIONAL to answer, and you can pay them no mind if you wish. If you miss out on any though, they’ll be pinned for the duration of the chat once they’re posted~! Remember, constructive criticism is allowed, but the primary focus here is to have fun and appreciate the amazing comics that the community makes~! As a bonus, each chat a top comment will be picked and featured in the archives and on an ad for CTP! All that being said, let’s get started and have a great discussion!
QUESTION 1. What is your favorite scene in the comic so far and why?
snuffysam
I liked the scene where Akiva and Blair go through the first few levels of the astral plane
It was cool introducing the different environments, and that scene gave us "i need to make a harder challenge"
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i felt so bad for that first level guardian. XD just trying to make some nifty puzzles but nope, everyone just comes and solves them and moves along
i think my fave scene is when they charged the crystal. not only were the visuals really stunning, but im glad there was an element of danger to it. i think that really painted a distinct picture that no, being a witch is kind of dangerous
snuffysam
yeah, i liked the idea that if you mess up with that channeling, you could be hit by lightning
turned out ok in the end, because they needed smaller crystals. but the danger was there
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
So, I liked when Akiva and Darcy first met, and the latter remarked how "literally none of that is your business" but they still kind of got along... and so I shipped them only to see in the author's comment that it could end up being canon.
snuffysam
i can see that. the ship has a lot of potential
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Though the astral plane stuff was neat too. Poor tearful Guardian 1, I guess anyone who makes it to him kind of has a sense of things already.
A lot of things seem dangerous, Akiva's just blindly charging in (though not totally blindly, as they're trying to help her).
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
haha i feel the akiva darcy ship is pretty obvious. would be surprised if it doesnt happen because the two have a really strong connection. or at least akiva is really insistent on being a creepy porch stalker
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Just gotta get past that whole Bahram spoiling it thing.
snuffysam
and a creepy window stalker
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Akiva, into the architecture, heh.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i like how the danger kind of gradually increases for akiva. in that they dont throw her into the most dangerous stuff from the get go. i feel like theyre working their way up so she doesnt panic
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Though you know me and my yuri ships.
snuffysam
yeah it really is kind of like getting experience points and leveling up
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Rebel - Yeah, that's a good point. And they seem to have judged where she's at too, like that remark in the graveyard about how she'd have already been thrown out if there was problems.
"This isn't like a video game!"
snuffysam
it is totally like a video game though, lol.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
another scene that i really enjoyed was when akiva and blair talked on the balcony. mostly because i felt like that scene had some really great atmosphere.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yeah, I hope that builds up to something more, and learning about Darcy's past.
Related, I find the cast page really interesting... their witch cards, with certain "spoiler" information blacked out.
snuffysam
the balcony scene reminded me - one thing i really like is how the characters' clothes change
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I hadn't even really remarked on that. Good one.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i was actually really sad there was so much good info on that cast page cause i wanted to include some of that stuff in the questions but decided against it since it wasnt in the story itself. XD
i really enjoy how the characters have their own individual styles for clothing
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Heh. The evil date, "121613".
Actually... this takes place in 2016. And Darcy's pact was 3 years ago. Coincidence? O.o
Some people (witches?) must have up and died in mid-December that year...
snuffysam
rio's had a pact for 3 years too, according to her card
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
well the cast page does say eden is one of 4 survivors. and cant have survivors unless ppl dun died
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe they were just sent to astral jail or something.
Like the hellhounds.
snuffysam
though i would point out that eden wasn't registered until after december 16th 2013
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
OH. Nice catch. That is interesting. Maybe the incident is what drove him to witchcraft.
I like how Akiva was born on Halloween.
Also that Blair's overdue for renewal.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
that or it could mean the council didnt know about eden and he was doing underground witch stuff. and then the incident is what made them aware of those ppl
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
The incident was SORT of in the story too... that side story with the online message boards.
Rebel: Good point.
Gotta have the licence to practice magic.
I also liked the side comic following up on the "favour" that was owed, using the library. Including the use of gloves to handle old documents, well portrayed.
There's a whole big backstory here we're only just starting to see.
snuffysam
yeah it really feels like there's a lot to this world we haven't seen yet
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
QUESTION 2. The comic has plenty of mysteries surrounding our protagonist Akiva. First off, why do you think Azrael spared Akiva’s life as a baby? Or, in other words, what exactly did Akiva do that upset the balance that was mentioned a few times? We also learn that one of Akiva’s brothers died under unknown circumstances. What do you think happened to the brother? Was it an accident, self-inflicted, or somehow supernatural? Do you believe the brother’s death has something to do with Akiva’s strained relationship with her family? Lastly, though we know Akiva is a Death Witch, we have yet to see the full extent of her powers. As a Death Witch, what do you think Akiva will be able to do? Do you think she’ll adjust to her powers, or will they scare her and cause emotional trauma?
snuffysam
azrael was just in that halloween spirit
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Her brother had to die because she lived. Will she want to bring him back? Not sure about that.
Maybe he lives on inside her. As a female. Who can resuscitate on the third astral plane.
snuffysam
maybe there can only be a certain number of death witches in the world, and akiva's birth somehow caused one to die?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Because the big twist is, they're not actually related... Akiva's father is actually Bahram, or something. (edited)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe. as for upsetting the balance i assume that akiva did something she wasnt supposed to do. and for a baby that could mean maybe she wasnt even supposed to live long enough to be born? albeit there is that one scene with azrael where he wishes the old lady good luck in the next life. so assuming reincarnation is a thing, maybe akiva's balance upsetting has more to do with who she was before than who she is now.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Hm, not sure I buy that there's a quota.
Or who she will become?
snuffysam
azrael said that she DID upset the balance, not that she WILL, so i don't think it's that
the next life could refer to just the afterlife. but it could be reincarnation?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
That's fair. I wonder if it's like the balance between our world and the astral one then... was she only "born" in one place...?
snuffysam
are you saying everyone is supposed to have an earthly form and an astral form, and that azrael had to spare her because she didn't have an astral form?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I'm not sure what I'm saying, but let's go with that.
Maybe that Alex girl has the answers. (Am I getting the name right? The prior Death Witch.)
snuffysam
i think it was alexa?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yes alex is correct. alexis if you want to go non nickname
snuffysam
ah yes
yeah i think she knows what's going on with azrael more than anyone else
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I'll take any chance at a name I can get. ^^;
Except if she has the potion, why hasn't she spoken to him already? Is it that she needs a noble excuse?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
she could still know something. albeit shes still far from getting the potion. shes only on the 5th floor and there are 13 floors
so thats many to go
im really curious about whether each time they go to a new floor if their progress saves or if theyre bumped back to the beginning
cause if its the latter that makes sense for why getting to azrael is hard
since akiva passed out on what, floor 3?
snuffysam
i think you always have to start at floor 1. the reason you can ever make it further is because you train up to not lose so much energy.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
They must go back through, because that person said that Darcy had gone through level 2 quickly. Owing to her experience.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
ah thats true!
i forgot about the mention of darcy
welp
good luck to akiva
in regards to akiva's bro, maybe she hugged him and sucked the life out of him
just like how she murdered that flower for a moment
snuffysam
oh dang that would certainly cause some strained relations
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Actually, I'm pretty sure that the Darcy scene we saw near the start (with the crystals) took place in the midst of Part 4, like it was sort of a "flash forward" and then we went back to follow Akiva's path.
snuffysam
maybe? i figured it was just one of the many tries.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Hmm, Seth seemed to know it was coming though? Because he left that note. But I suppose it could explain about her regaining that ability (or rather just lost the power to turn it off).
I suppose it could be too. I've no proof.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe bahram killed him O_O cause lets just blame bahram for everything
this sounds like a great plan
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
yis.
snuffysam
there are plenty of other evil entities out there!
probably
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i assume the strained relationship is actually just cause she predicted it. cause ppl tend to like to blame others when somebody dies.
maybe this is one of her powers as a death witch
she can see ppl's dates of death
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Oh, that could be too. Or maybe she could have predicted it, but said nothing, because of suppressing it?
Though I guess that wouldn't make sense with her family.
Unless she told them about her ability when she was young maybe.
snuffysam
have we seen her predict deaths a long time in advance? we know she sees azrael show up and follow people around a few minutes before they die...
we know she told them about seeing ghosts when she was young, and they didn't believe her
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Ahhhh. (Except Seth, maybe? I don't recall.)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i dont think she specified it was a few minutes before? i think she just said soon and soon can mean a few minutes or it could mean a few hours (or a few days if you want to stretch it). and since azrael is technically just projecting himself its not like hes going to be worried about appointment keeping. cause theoretically he can just project himself however many times he needs.
wait
now i wonder how azrael knows when to get ppl
cause he didnt get that one girl who inadvertantly got akiva arrested
and if shes seen other ghosts
snuffysam
i feel like ghosts come back from the astral plane under certain circumstances? don't know what those would be though
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
well that one chick with akiva was most likely murdered so i could see how that leaves unfinished business.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe there's only certain people who are special enough.
Back to the original question, I don't think the Death Witch thing will cause any more emotional trauma than Akiva already has. ^.^
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i think it could but i think itd depend on the what. i think itll take something super major. like somebody dying.
QUESTION 3. Not long after Akiva joins Keter, she finds out that Keter had a Death Witch who vanished. Why do you think the last Death Witch, Alexis, left Keter? Was it based on selfish motivations, or could it have been something that Keter did? Does it have something to do with whatever happened between Alexis and Riley (and what do you think happened between them in the first place)? If Alexis left Keter, why is she still trying to reach Azrael with such determination? Lastly, do you believe Alexis and Akiva will meet, and if so, how might that affect Akiva’s perception of Keter?
snuffysam
i think the others were just pushing alexis too hard
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I suspect they'll meet on the Astral. Could be rocky.
snuffysam
yeah i imagine they'll run into each other on the astral plane somewhere
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe they were doing more than pushing too hard, maybe they were pushing her in a couple directions at once. Which was why she couldn't handle the relationship side of things too.
snuffysam
possibly
is it possible that alexis is trying to make the elixir for some personal reason?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
She might have left in a rush, she left her stuff. (Though I guess if she had to steal the elixer on the way out, that makes sense.)
I think that's almost a definite, yeah.
snuffysam
like, someone she knows who died or is dying?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i could go a few ways. on the one hand i could see it that she was pushed too hard. cause i feel like theyre already doing that with akiva. cause even if akiva is a natural, akiva is also still a beginner. and they already have her jumping into the astral and that seems a bit soonish to me. so in a sense i do feel like keter probably drove her to it
but on the otherhand, maybe theres something alexis knows that we dont
like some secret she discovered
snuffysam
maybe there's something shady going on with rio?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I feel like already died, otherwise she'd have been putting pressure on herself too, but there could be something to that.
Alexis knows who puts cream in their coffee.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
something shady with rio, or perhaps it has something to do with azrael. cause azrael did use to be human (iirc). that could have something to do with it.
and i assume theyre all there to revive different ppl tbh
so either that elixir has multiple uses
or after they get it theyre going to fight it out about who gets to use it
snuffysam
some people want to sell the elixir for money, probably
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe. i dont feel any of the charas would. riley and quinn seem involved for research. but i think blair, eden, and darcy are pretty heavily implied to want the elixir for the life giving part of it.
idk about rio
rio might just want moneys
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
OH. Hmmm, will Akiva become the new Azrael? Is that her destiny? Because I'd forgotten about the human thing.
Maybe Alexis wants the Elixer just to spite the others.
snuffysam
maybe all the guardians were once humans, and death witches are created in case they need more?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe Death Witches are all potential successors, it's a question of whether they pass certain tests.
snuffysam
yeah, that's what i'm thinking
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
maybe natural death witches at least
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Yes, no artificial Death Witch sweeteners. Sorry, Darcy.
snuffysam
only death witches who make it to azrael are allowed to become the next azrael, for example
do we know of anyone who has truly pulled off being an artificial death witch?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
no tho its implied they exist. i just assume natural ones are way stronger and have a huge advantage
and are more likely to actually make it to azrael
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Was that guy in the other coven, the one who used his powers for healing, a natural one?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i dont recall if they mentioned
nope
hes a natural
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Me neither. I guess they can't change covens once they decide?
Oh, good find.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i actually clicked on the first page right from the get go
i lucked the heck out on that one
and idk i feel like they could change covens
just usually dont
snuffysam
you can quit covens, nothing stopping you from joining another one
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Why not just offer him better benefits then, to join them? Like dental? (Eden seems to have a good dental plan...)
snuffysam
its just kind of a jerk move unless you had serious personal problems with your previous coven
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i dont think avery would be a good choice cause even he says he sticks mostly to healing.
so ive had a thought. what if alexis doesnt come back to keter because she felt so pressured to succeed that she stayed in astral too long and lost her connection to her physical body
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Fair enough.
Oh, huh... do you think they're trying to get the Elixcer to help Eden out? Because he seems to have the vampiric tendencies, with the teeth and not going outside.
Maybe that's why Alexis cut and run.
snuffysam
maybe? but if she lost the connection to her physical body, how did she steal their progress?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
well i mean she stole their progress, ran away, hid, but can no longer come back to them even if she wanted
so lost the connection after she ran away i mean
snuffysam
ah, ok
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
thats why she hasnt really talked to them or so i feel is implied
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Ah, I see... that's possible. You'd think someone would have found a body though?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
not if she hid super good O_O
but that was just my pulled out of the hat theory
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe she needs the Elixer to get back inside her body.
snuffysam
that would suck if the elixir only has one use then, lol. lose your body trying to make the elixir, and now you need the elixir to get back.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe it simply raises all the dead.
It's like "Death Note" in reverse.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
im not sure azrael would consider that for the greater good
but on the point of the greater good i wonder how theyre going to frame it to convince azrael of that
snuffysam
depends who they're planning on using it on
darcy said that it's definitely not going to work if you're just in it for the money or the challenge, and i agree with her there
but if it's to cure a vampire who could potentially save dozens of lives with his potions? that might work
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Everyone's life insurance premiums will go down?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i wonder what darcy wants then that she considers her goal more worthy
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
I dunno, but she is DRIVEN. To experience pain whenever someone touches you? That's a sacrifice.
Also rains a bit on the ship, sadly.
Will need to cover her in saran wrap. Not sure if into that.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
QUESTION 4. Besides Akiva, there are plenty of other characters with mysteries upon mysteries. Between Keter and Darcy, what do you believe everyone’s motivation is to create the Elixir of Life? Why do you believe Darcy would go so far as to contract with Bahram, who seems to be bad? Further, what is Azrael’s relationship with Bahram? As for Keter, what do you think is going on with Eden since he has to visit the doctor frequently? As Blair was avoidant of the question, why do you think she became a Hedge Witch? So the question doesn’t become too long, are there any other theories regarding the characters or their pasts, whether those mentioned or some of the others like Rio and Quinn?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Nice little segue I gave there.
Again, I figure Eden's somehow vampiric. Could be from another pact, like Darcy's? Can't go outside versus can't be touched?
snuffysam
pacts seem to cause downsides like that. i wonder what rio's condition is, since she apparently made a pact?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
idk. wish we had more info about pacts.
cause with darcy i assumed it was just a bahram thing
and i mean bahram looks evil
probably smells evil
but then in the astral blair gets kind of snippy cause that other witch also had a pact
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Rio used to be taller, perhaps.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
so if theres a huge stigma whats even the benefit
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Someone to chill with on Sunday evenings?
snuffysam
yeah, what sort of power do demons or whatever actually give you? and can you break off a pact if it isn't working out?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe if you give them someone else to pact with?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
like for that matter what do the spirit demon things get. cause bahram at least must be after something
is this a selling of the soul sort of thing O_O
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
He gets someone to nag, I suppose.
snuffysam
he gets to cause someone pain
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Just want to say, I like Quinn. Maybe in part because she reminds me a lot of a character in one of my stories, but also the whole idea of being a Sea Witch who doesn't like water feels like an interesting take.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
im more interested by the fact her cast card says she used to be a former council apprentice
cause i want to know what happened there
did she leave
did they kick her out
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Oh, that's interesting. Maybe was rejected due to the not liking water thing?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
yeah that could be. also could be she left on her own. maybe after the incident
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Or spread too much gossip?
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
i also just want to point out that avery mentions that he and his boyfriend also have been doing witchcraft for 3 years
so there seems to be a theme of everyone getting into witchcraft around the time of this mysterious incident
snuffysam
a lot of 3 years stuff, yeah. a lot of new witches came about in december 2013.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
so either a lot of ppl died or maybe a lot of people became aware they could be witches.
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Maybe that's when the first Elixcer got out. So they need this second one to fix the damage that one caused.
Also, I cannot for the life of me spell elixer. I think I've gone through 5 variations this chat.
snuffysam
it's elixir
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Well done.
snuffysam
maybe there was a big witch fight in a public place? somewhere where a lot of people would have found out about witches, and that's why their numbers grew?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
But then why wouldn't Akiva have heard about it? (Wait, when did Seth pass on again?)
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
im not sure the story mentioned a when on that
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Could be there's a connection then.
Maybe THAT'S why Akiva's senses got turned back on. Seth dying was just a coincidence.
Or it's totally related, because he was dating Alexis in secret.
snuffysam
yeah it's hard to think of an event that enough people would have heard of where there would be an influx of new witches, but not enough where akiva or her family & friends would have heard of it
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
may need more data on the event in question.
so if we assume eden is a vampire, do you think the other survivors have been left in the same state?
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Doesn't seem to be a vampire who needs blood, at least? Maybe he was one of the lucky ones.
Or the others are werewolves instead.
One thing I want to squeeze in here - I find it neat that some of the word balloons have these little loops in them at times. (On the part that goes from mouth to words.) I thought that was a nice little touch, not something I've really seen.
snuffysam
yeah i really like how the shape of the word balloons' tails is influenced by the character and the emotions of the scene
MathTans the Pun 👑Prince👑
Nice art details.
✨🐱 RebelVampire 🐱✨
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