#idk what to talk about in my thesis

[keepingupwiththehoneybadger]

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#idk what to talk about in my thesis #and that’s depriving me from my sleep #emi.tag

[princesssarcastia]

the problem with being a lonely shut-in who wants to write about relationships is that it actually requires as much research as like, wanting to write about a guy who can have casual conversations about mechanical engineering.

and maybe that's just enough so you can SOUND like you know a bit about mechanical engineering. maybe it's not that much research at all. but it's still more research on relationships than i feel like a lot of other people doing the same thing have to do, which is none at all

#writing #anyway. by happy accident #just listened to a political podcast #about relationships and lonliness and family and parenting #which totally validated my thesis for the top gun au i'm writing! #but then it also struck me that i have to....listen to a podcast.... #to validate my ideas about relationships #about the internal logic of relationships and families #im not just talking romantic ones mind you #literally any kind of relationship #tonight i am thinking about #how the most meaningful conversation i've had in a decade #about my life and what i want #was with a dear friend of my parents on new years eve #after everyone else had gone to bed #after he'd had quite a bit to drink #he's got that same spark of intellectual curiosity that i do #so we chat at family get-togethers #and like. he is the first person in my life! #to ask me if im lonely! to ask whether im cool with the fact #that there's really...no one. in my life. #idk. sad lonely hours tonight #cheers </3 #tmi hour with princesssarcastia

[szczylpierdolony]

life is falling through my fingers more that usually

#i’ve been in a pretty much constant state of panic since january #and it’s gotten worse recently bc of 1. thesis writing (or lack thereof) #2. administrative problems at uni that i caused due to the constant state of anxiety and depression #like whyyyy do things like going to the uni office send me spiraling like nothing else #and i’ve been feeling weird and disconnected for a while now and nothing seems to interest me anymore #like i’m light headed in the worst way and i think if one thing goes badly i’ll genuinely fall down crying #and i can’t seem to do anything productive bc of the anxiety either #ok i checked usos. the administrative problem got more or less solved #oh thank god #i love depression loveee it love causing problems for myself that i later have to bother other people about bc i can’t solve them by myself #esp when you have to admit to them that mental illness is what caused them bc even when they’re sympathetic and nice about it i still feel #like such a pathetic idiot my god #also i’ve been thinking a lot abt how a pattern that repeats in my life is the lack of closure #from silly things to more serious ones #like how i didn’t attend my elementary school graduation nor the hs one #the first one bc of travelling and the second bc of covid #so i just closed my laptop and then went to pick up my diploma after matura results and that was it i never saw any of my teachers or #thanked them etc #and how all my friendships that died out were this kind of sudden drop like nothing happened but we just stopped talking one day and that #was it and idk where we stand #and how i seem to leave loose threads everywhere i go and i can’t tell if it’s just a coincidence or if i do that on purpose but #unconciously so as to not have to deal with things ending bc that scares me #i’ve never felt grounded in any moment and it’s so strange #also yeah yeah weird behaviour meant to save me from abandonment whatever #📓 #niedziela wieczór i humor popsuty co mogę powiedzieć

[danielnelsen]

there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn

#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon #although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great #whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time #kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’ #or at least triggers that i can plan around #the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one #the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni #and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis? #but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal #i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months #so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically) #so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point #obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again #i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time #BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT #‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately #personal #but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12 #so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’ #and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes #wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health #and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder #so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test #i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing #might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained

[conspiracydawg]

idk. I understand why people get very up in arms about harry potter (even though I do think that the pendulum has swung too far toward "these books are pure evil"), but it does bother me when folks say "don't pirate it it's just as bad." I could vaguely understand that if it were about, like, not blogging about it, because I can see that that might be "providing engagement" (I loosely disagree with this not only because tumblr is largely unmonetizable but because the average tumblr doesn't have many followers and is unlikely to make a dent in the prevailing anti-harry potter mindset), but it seems to me that this is becoming less "don't financially support jkr because she uses those funds to campaign against trans people," which is an extremely valid and important approach, and more "don't consume jkr content because it is capable of corrupting you and turning you into a jkr minion," which I oppose on principle

#me bitching #people do have brains and are capable of consuming content without irretrievably incorporating it into their belief structure #nor do I think that every mention of a 'morally impure' book has to be bookended by 'I'm consuming this critically' #because I think that's just. the normal way to interact with the world #idk I do think people latch on to harry potter because it's easy #it was immensely popular at a time when a lot of this site was at an age to be contrary #and I think it's very easy to look back at something and be like 'oh yeah I hated that for moral reasons' #I will be generous and say there could be some overlap with the type of pirate who's like #'I'm engaging with the media I pirated so I'm generating revenue for the creator in a roundabout way' #so it would make sense to reverse that and be like 'if you pirate something Evil you're generating revenue for the creator in a roundabout #way' #I'm losing the thread of what I was talking about but I think my thesis here is just that people should consume content they enjoy #and sure go ahead and consume it critically but again I think that's just the default way to do it #if reading harry potter is capable of turning you into a transphobe or racist or what have you #then I think your beliefs about equality were so shallowly held as to be not worth mentioning

[awkwardcontent]

I saw your tag about asking about Air Bud, I vaguely know the plot but have never seen it so here's an ask for you to info dump about it

Did you know that there are 14 movies in the Air Bud Cinematic Universe? I've watched them all and I'm gonna spout off a bunch of random stuff about the series. If you want more info on any of this you have to DM me 🤪

So the first five movies are the "Air Bud" series, which follows Buddy playing various sports

Air Bud 🏀

Air Bud: Golden Receiver 🏈

Air Bud: World Pup ⚽

Air Bud: Seventh Inning Fetch ⚾

Air Bud: Spikes Back 🏐

Interestingly, Buddy was an actual trained dog who could "play" a few sports. In fact, the first two films don't use any sort of sneaky camera tricks for the sports scenes. The dogs on camera are actually just doing that. Although the original Buddy only appears in the first film (He passed away from cancer shortly afterwards)

The production company also kinda screwed over Buddy's owner Kevin DiCicco, who wasn't involved in any of the sequels aside from being credited as the creator of the character Air Bud.

One thing I will say about the original series is that personally I think the justification for Buddy playing on the team in the first movie makes more sense than we give it credit for. He's a registered member of the team because he's the mascot. So they sub him in. You could almost be fooled into thinking that's reasonable.

If you ever have a "bad movie" day with friends I highly recommend the 4th movie where he plays baseball. Because it has the best villain plot of any of them, where the villain is trying to extract Buddy's genome to isolate the gene that makes him good at sports so he can sell it to athletes as a super steroid. Also the actor who plays the villain is the same actor who plays the referee in the previous three movies which adds a fun sinister undertone to their re-use of an actor.

After the "Air Bud" series they started making the "Air Buddies" movies

Air Buddies

Snow Buddies

Space Buddies

Santa Buddies¹

Spooky Buddies

Treasure Buddies

Super Buddies

This is where we get into the weirder aspects of the universe. First of all we are now following Buddy's children instead of Buddy himself. Buddy the character is seen for the last time in Snow Buddies. Also we're now doing talking animals. (Although the animals can't talk to humans (except with the use of christmas magic))

Things that are made canon in these films include (but are not limited to):

Hell 🔥 - Although they call it a dimension filled with ghosts. From which a warlock summons the "Halloween Hound", a pretty obvious stand in for a hell hound. (Also for some reason the warlock can't touch consecrated ground and also is hurt by a bible, so I guess becoming a warlock means you have to follow vampire rules now)

Magic 🧙‍♂️ - As mentioned above, there's a warlock doing dark magic. But there's also two additional magic systems. Christmas magic, which requires joy stored in the magical christmas icicle. And what I can only describe as "Egyptian magic". Cleopatra's pet cat (Cleo-cat-ra) had a magic necklace, although the only notable power we see it have is to make cats "man's best friend" instead of dogs

Aliens 👽 - An alien crashed down on earth and the first creature he met was a dog so he tried to disguise himself as an earthling by turning into a dog and then he had to be a dog now. But he's a dog with super powers because of course he is. Also a second eviler species of alien that does body snatching instead.

Honestly these movies are pretty standard straight to video schlock. I think Super Buddies is the most fun out of them all, just for being kind of stupid. Space Buddies is pretty good for the same reason. Treasure Buddies was the most boring movie in my entire adventure through all of these.

Simultaneous to the latter Buddies movies, Santa Buddies also managed to spin off into two additional "Santa Paws" movies

The Search for Santa Paws

Santa Paws 2: The Santa Pups

I honestly think these are some of the more watchable of the later movies. You know what you're getting with a cheesy christmas movie. (I've never actually celebrated christmas but I have a slight soft spot for the aesthetics of a cheesy christmas movie)

Notable in this series we get shown more about what "Christmas Magic" can do. Including creating sentient life? Like Santa just straight up brings a toy dog to life? And because we're in a talking animals universe that's just a full on sapient intelligence. I'm pretty sure that makes Santa some form of god.

¹ Santa Buddies also raises a possible extended extended universe. Among the characters in Santa Buddies is a Scottish Terrier named "Tiny" voiced by Kaitlyn Maher. Another film series by the production company "Pup Stars" also features a Scottish Terrier named "Tiny" voiced by Kaitlyn Maher.

#This is an extremely cut down version of what I've come to call #The Air Bud Rant #I've been meaning to make like... #A full on video essay talking about the series #Because this was my choice of weird covid binge watch #But idk I've been trying to figure out some sort of thesis or throughline for talking about them #Because I don't wanna just make a 7 hour video where I summarise the plots of each movie

[irritablepoe]

.... Oh god

I have to do conversations tomorrow 0-0

#johnny's silly rambles #.....i just hope they have a lot to talk about #i mean they all do one of my friends has been abroad for a while now #and one friend moved #oh god oh lord #i mean I'm happy to see them don't get me wrong #but they're living an absolutely different life from me #and i don't have much to talk to them about #so i can hopefully just sit and listen and hope they're not gonna ask about me #idk what i would say #that i started my thesis? wow not too much information here jeez🥲 #anything else is either meh or they don't understand #It's not even that I'm particularly disappointed or sth (at least atm) #im just very fascinated #by how different it all is

[elvesofnoldor]

honestly it truly is fucking nearly impossible to adapt interview with the vampire (1976) into any sort of visual medium that is 1. honest to the source material and 2. not triggering as fuck to watch. The only adaptation of IWTV that i will accept is a MAG style found footage audio drama of the entire book told as the conversation between Louis and Daniel. It'd be presented as the cassette tapes that the conversation was committed to, so it'd have the cassette tape audio effect the way that MAG episodes had. It'd also have the sort of eerie non-diegetic ambient mood music that MAG has, and the soundtrack would played over passages that's most revealing of Louis' true character. Different than the book, Daniel would interrupt Louis when Louis describes Claudia in very gross and p*do language, asking him to clarify, so that audience is more directly called to ask to question what kind of person Louis really is. And instead of ending in Daniel asking to be made into a vampire, this audio drama would end in Daniel questioning the narrative that Louis presented and Louis' intent for inviting him home after spotting him at the bar, angering Louis and prompting Louis to attack him. The cassette tapes would abruptly end with the attack. The End.

#tbh all the child abuse parts...smh i really do not like anne rice as a person sometimes #i guess you'd have to give it a trigger/content warning #but i think we as a society should have progressed to a point where we can understand IWTV as the horror story that it is #and sympathize with lestat and claudia #also i miss the magnus archives :( i should do a re-listen of the episodes #mae overshares #This audio drama'd be so easy to make #you only need two voice actors and some royalty free music #hummm idk maybe i should talk to my thesis supervisor about something #probably still gonna make what i was gonna make but idk #i just wanna graduate already

[jackleopard]

I went to a school to test some kids today for my thesis and the teacher who received me and talked to me while we waited for the headmaster was the nicest person 💕💕💕

#he was like ‘ah what are you doing for your thesis’ and we started talking and he has a philosophy degree and we like debated about #psychology and philosophy and education and stuff #and he was so interesting and also sooo nice he kept like saying ‘wow I’m really enjoying your ideas and your perspective’ #and then he was also super nice when I needed a place to test the kids in and he like helped me move chairs and tables and get the kids from #their classes #then I had to stay there over lunch time and he was like adamant that I must eat and that the school could give me food and I didn’t have to #go out and buy anything but I had to tell him no bc my stomach is sooo sensitive I couldn’t eat (and also I’m a picky eater aksjjdd) #and he was like so worried that I would faint that i would be hungry or thirsty etc #and then when I finished he insisted on walking me out of the school and to a main avenue — because the school is in this kind of ‘unsafe/ #dangerous’ area and I was like ‘thank you but you don’t have to’ bc he had helped so much #but he wouldn’t hear of it so he did walk me and I was so grateful bc a) I have THE worst sense of direction so I was going to get lost #and b) it was a really long way to the main avenue and I was glad for the company to distract myself of how tired and hungry I actually was #and lastly he told me that he really wanted to come to my thesis presentation whenever I did it because he was really impressed by how well #i articulated myself and how interesting my subject was which was so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #idk it was really like such a heartwarming thing he was just SO incredibly nice and made a day that could’ve been sooo tiring a lot better #uni #personal

[stillfruit]

it's so difficult to articulate the feelings i get when i see my friends engaging in healthy and good behaviors like asking for emotional support and taking the time they need to arrive because i just can't and i know i'm wrong for it but it still feels incredibly isolating

#i ofc never show this externally because i know how to act like a person i know to show empathy etc etc #and when i say i'm wrong i mean that i recognize that it's my problem how i feel and it's caused by my own issues and #it's not something i would ever put on somebody else because as i said it's not their fault i'm too repressed to do anything #but still it feels so strange to see other people having many relationships and doing so many things and still being like :( i'm so lonely #or outwarldy saying they really want to talk and that they need support with something #or always being late #i support all of that!!!! but i also know i can't do that and when we discuss relationships i know i always relate to the bad people #in the story who are not open and who do things wrong and are not considerate enough and so on #there are these common expressions such as loneliness that have vastly different meanings for people and that difference not being expresse #externally really ever makes me feel insane because it makes me feel like other people apply their understandings to my experience #anyway this was inspired by me not having friends to do sports with and also feeling like an ed relapse could be on the way #but it's not like i can do anything to either of those things because first i would never force people to exercise if they don't want to #and my friends don't enjoy the same things as i do or at least not in the ways that i do and it would be difficult for me to ask them #and second it's not like anyone even knows anything and even if they knew what could they do. nothing #the kind of “aww remember to eat” thing just doesn't fuckign work for me i need to stab myself with something #two years of uni left two thesis to do but after that idk what's keeping me here there are things that i like and people i care about #but on the long run i'm just sad and will get more alone and lonely as time passes and people find their places in each others' lives #in between these episodes it's fine i like my space i like to do things alone it's exhausting to be with people all the time but yeah #shit talking

[indigodawns]

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#had an okay writing day for my thesis yesterday and it was a rly nice day overall and then idk. rsd hit i guess and #i went to sleep way too late so ofc today i've been feeling foggy and i haven't written a word and it's 6pm like.............. #makes me feel like i wasted the work i did yesterday and i should've gone to my grandpa's bday celebrations yday #even though that didn't feel viable. he sure made me feel like shit for missing it too! #it just feels like see i could've gone and done yday's work today or some shit which ?? but sure #i just know myself and im p unbearable to be around rn/when im stressed/on a deadline so yk. + travel time + adjusting plus socialising... #also had a long talk w/ my friends yday and it was nice and it was all about how you experience consciousness but also idk. #also i keep being so sharp and kinda mean to one of my friends and it's sooooooooo she says it's fine and it's not that bad but ughhhhhhh #im sure the core of this spiral is i just rly don't like myself and i think im right not to so like. what now #and none of this even matters like. get it toGETHER #also adhd meds aren't magically fixing my life so that's another scam (but ok they DO help at least i can actually write and think then) #anyways. #i think it's. feeling this & hating myself and my friend talking about how they're past that and life is still hard for them #and it's not about me but it does make me feel stupid like true all my problems are self-made not even circumstancial like. #also feel like i keep saying the wrong thing to people and i keep messing up my words lately and boooooooo idk #anyways im ok i just don't wanna moan abt this to anyone specifically but clearly im stuck so yk? #should i share more nice moments here too??? i just always feel like whatever emotion im feeling disappears when i share it so??? #maybe bc i overthink it then or whatever #but i can!! maybe i should #for yday: had a rly rly fun convo with a friend who gave me the wildest updates ever + spent time with 2 of my best friends #+ smelled the flowers and that v v specific spring to summer air and felt the sun on my face #FINE maybe therapists have a point

[arthur-r]

not to use tumblr for peer review but how does this thesis feel to you??

There is no ontologically binding truth of the human condition, and each culture, society, and individual develops singular morals and ideologies in response to its own external stimuli. Humans are often considered a special, separate realm of creature, but at our core we hold no essence to separate ourselves from the rest of nature, and our identity is as mutable as the society we live in. Human identity is preserved through the passing of stories down through generations, but the capitalistic culture in our world today encourages the suppression of sympathetic ideas and behavior which make up a large part of human tradition. The idea of humanity as a definitive and singular distinction from the rest of the natural world is detrimental to our understandings of ourselves and one another as citizens of the world; it is up to each individual to define themself, creating a human identity they are comfortable inhabiting and diminishing the impact of the dominant paradigm’s overblown ascendancy over nature.

#note that i am using the word thesis wholly inaccurately i just don’t remember what this part is called #we had to make a mind map using five of the texts we’ve worked with this year to answer a level three question around a motif #and i picked nature of reality. and my question is if humanity can be defined and codified as an exclusive condition of being #which is very difficult to answer!! we have spent several sessions of philosophy club trying and failing to come to a group consensus #but this covers some facets of my general beliefs using evidence (in the mind map) from stuff we’ve talked about in class #so anyway here it is. i’m going to have to make it a lot shorter but it’s like pretty okay currently shdhdf #advice is appreciated. telling me you can’t understand what i’m saying is extremely appreciated. due on friday #also if you disagree with what i’m saying let me know and tell me why and then i can figure out if i should revise my argument #but this is my conclusion based mainly on night flying woman - wallace stevens - othello - frankenstein - the iliad - beowulf #plus the hero by john m. redfield and the social construction of culture and some outside resources like the cyborg manifesto #*james #and also like. jonathan haidt? jean-paul sartre? a friend from school? my english teacher? a lot of references #and anyway my mind map is so big it is insane. but that is what the inside of my mind looks like #but anyway just. yeah. idk. feedback?? hope you all are well. i’m preoccupied with philosophy as usual #i also did my francophone célèbre project on sartre so i have been. inundated in existentialism shdhdhdf #anyway tumblr (the mobile app) hates me so i think i’ll just go ahead and post while i can. but yeah #again i’m like around if anybody needs anything and i hope you all are well!! #me. my post. mine. #arthur’s homework #delete later

[inkats]

Ahem. Realization that I’m reverting back to sixth grade -> thinking about the state of sixth grade. Hm. I might not be doing too well right now. Or maybe I am doing well and getting better I am just comfortable in the misery?

#My parents were separating (they got back together. Unfortunately.) and I wasn’t. I didn’t feel bad about it I think. I was very okay? Idc #But it was all aphmau mysme anime (fairy tail i love you~) #(side note you see how aphmau caused me to be like this? I got into mysme from that time she introduced katlyn to it in my street. #and fairy tail from the gray stuff she had going on. It was the beginning.) #Which some might say. Not amazing a lot of escapism #and it was like. A lot of change and stuff. And my parents being weird keep it in the family types meaning for a good while I was like this #is illegal to talk about with my friends. So. #I was stressed a bit I would imagine. #and now I’m all holy shit I’m almost done highschool i have to start applying to unis in less than a year I’m going to die. #and guess what? Aggressively back into that escapism. #hm. Hm. Well. #idk I don’t got a thesis. #should I tag this with #vent #? #maybe. just in case #K gn also pls recommend memoirs I really do love them they give hope and love. I need stories about real ppl who made it <3 thank you.

[blujayonthewing]

internet friend feelings that are like ‘I love you you are my friend I want to be sitting on the couch with you and leaning my head against you and eating snacks and playing mario kart’ but also ‘the idea of actually for real meeting in person makes me anxious to my core because what if we don’t like each other in person, and more to the point what if you don’t like me in person because I’m actually awkward and terrible’

#people are like [jokingly] 'the internet is terrible because you end up making friends with people that are a thousand miles away' #can't relate this gives me a nice safe excuse for neither of us to find out I'm insufferable in person :') #this is even aside from having specific Brain Bad that keeps me from hanging out with the local irl friends I already have ahhh #IN MY HEART... I JUST WANNA BE SITTING ON MY FRIENDS' FLOORS ALL THE TIME... in practice I don't know how to be a person :') #I never know how to talk to people for one thing #I've literally always been like this tbh even as a little kid I rarely invited people to my house because I always felt like #if I'M the one doing the inviting then I need to have A Plan for What To Do While Hosting and I just don't know how to do it #this is why I've always like like... hosting sleepovers and instigating group get togethers at Local Donut Shop or whatever #if it's a SLUMBER PARTY there's a clear thesis and-- crucially-- if there's a lot of people it doesn't matter if I'm personally bad at human #... this is becoming an unrelated tangent idk I'm full of tenderness and don't know how to express it #about me

[geeeooorrrge]

scientific academia is in shambles given the % of grad students who started off enthusiastically but getting so jaded out by the time they graduate that they're willing to give up their years of research and building themselves up and just escape to the industry like. we're about to lose good honest research to capitalism simply bc the lifestyle and expectations are getting too unrealistic for the resources provided. and nothings gonna be done about it bc money is only put into things that produce more money and 🥴

#i just have a lot of thots after spending all these weeks on my thesis n manuscript thinking about what's all this gonna give me in the end #like why am i even putting in so much effort #i dont want to go into industry bc i like basic research but even basic research is being phased out bc it doesnt attract grants #and like 🥴 i like bench work and ive worked up a good cv with all my publications but like is this just gonna be it #idk #anyway i just wanna move to a lil place of my own somewhere in france or italy and do art <333 maybe the point of my phd is that i earn #the big bucks that will allow me to do that <333 #ANYWAYS bye ill shut up now thanks for coming to my ted talk

[horce-divorce]

it's. really unpleasant to me how I can go on Twitter for like idk a solid 10-15m and see maybe 2 entire tweets with any context. What the fuck is everyone talking about

#me #no im fucking serious #like #aside from the obvious point of 240 characters or whatever the fuck deliberately incites conflict #bc its NOT enough space to explain shit #its INCREDIBLE how many tweets refernece other tweets that reference other tweets that reference other tweets. #if youre not there watching everyone talk in real time there is SO MUCH you miss. like fucking blink and you will miss it #but everyone else will still be talking about it for MONTHS. often in the vaguest terms #idk maybe its me? maybe I'm just fucking stupid? but going on twitter just activates my fight response instantly #everyone says so fucking little with so many words all the time????? #what??? the fuck?????? are you talking about????? #i love tumblr bc we are all too fucking autistic to mention a thought we're having without going into thesis level detail #just in case someone lurking on our blog missed our previous 500 posts about it