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fandomfluffandfuck · 5 months

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hi s i absolutely ADORE you can(t) teach old dogs new tricks. i just wanted to know what images you have of steve and bucky when you picture them for the series. idk if you’ve mentioned it already but i would love to know

Aw, thank you! I'm glad you enjoy it!

I don't think I've put any actual images out there and... it's just as well 'cause I don't think there are really any images that exist for the exact look I imagine for them.

Basically, I'm imagining Steve older than we ever see him in the MCU (not counting Old Man because... he doesn't count) with almost entirely silver hair (shaved short sides and a longer quiff-like top) and a salt and pepper beard. Bucky is young, like, 40s Bucky before the war but with his longer hair. The Wakandian Jesus look, y’know?

A more drawn-out answer could be the character outlines I have in my original plan for the series (so don't mind the horrible grammar, haha):

Steve Rogers

Same/similar background

Brooklyn

Poor

Mom was single (Dad died before Steve can remember him) & poor, an immigrant from Ireland, a nurse in Hospitals around the area they lived

Mom died of cancer when Steve was in high school

Raised Irish Catholic

Uncircumcised

Born in 1969 (54)

Sexual Orientation

Gay

Ma had a feeling he was… she could probably tell… but he never told her before she died (she died when he was 17, and spent the rest of high school bouncing around between friends' houses until he graduated)

Left Brooklyn

Came to San Fransico to find new people & work (came out in San Fransico by the time he was 19)

Started as a photographer, and had a good eye for it (film camera w/ dark room development)... moved from scenery landscape photos to photos of people to fetish photography through a boyfriend (a past Daddy)... then slowly integrated more and more into the kink scene, was a boy for a long time, sold photos of himself, then photos of his subs… his professional dom business took off

(two coming outs, one coming out as gay, the other coming out as kinky w/ his kinky lifestyle)

Epidemic

1981 to early 1990s (AIDs epidemic)

Lots of friends died during HIV/AIDs crisis

He survived the HIV epidemic

Old-guard Leather & BDSM / Occupation

Leatherman

Professional Dominant

Sex worker

People pay to have scenes w/ him

Bondage & impact play are his specialties BUT he does a lot BC he’s been in the scene for so long

Was a photographer B4 pro dom… casual then a fetish photographer

Appearance

Blue eyes

Greying hair (salt & pepper)

Hair is short on the sides and a little longer on top

Beard

6’2” & 260-ish lbs

Obviously works out a lot…

His arms and shoulders are huge and his stomach is soft (a belly but when he flexes it’s pretty hard under a layer of fluff. His whole waist is wide, though). Also. He has an unfairly round and pert butt

Needs glasses when reading

Fashion

Often in a t-shirt & leather jacket with dark wash denim when casual

When domming… leather: leather peaked cap, leather jacket, leather shirt + leather tie (or leather vest w/out a shirt under it), big, wide leather belt, leather pants (or leather chaps on top of dark Levi jeans)

Usually prefers tight briefs as underwear

Aaaand Big, leather boots

Collar

Steve's play collar is black leather with silver hardware. It has a silver o-ring on the front, two o-rings on the side, a silver padlock on the back, and all around the collar there's a silver chain overlaying the leather. He had a good friend and BDSM gear craftsman make it for him, originally with the intent to collar someone else, but... it never ended up happening, Steve got a different collar instead, he just fucking loves this collar. It reminds him of the plain chain and padlock collars he used to see all the time at the leather bars and bathhouses. Rugged, masculine, junk-yard-esque collars.

Bucky Barnes

Background

Grew up in modern New York

Brooklyn (he was growing up by the time Steve had left the area for the West Coast)

Middle class

Parents are alive, Dad is an alcoholic (mean drunk) & Mom did the best she could, but they don’t talk often

Circumcised

Born in 1997 (26)

Sexual Orientation (1)

Gay

Came out when he was 18 (2015, June 26, when all 50 states legalized gay marriage)

Religion

Parents are both Jewish… Bucky goes back and forth with it… he isn’t practicing actively, but… it’s a little hard to leave the faith completely behind after being raised that way

Sexual Orientation (2)

Leviticus 18:23 & Leviticus 20:13 (Torah)

Mother was speechless, she nodded and grabbed his hand, when she turned away, Bucky saw her eyes were glossy (crying)

Sober father made him write out passages again and again and again and again after he came out, believing that it was a problem to be solved

Drunk father yelled at him, saying that he couldn’t believe his son was this way, he tried to do everything right!

Bucky wasn’t kicked out, but he didn’t exactly feel safe… so he left and lived with a friend (at their parent's house until he could afford to rent a place of his own)

He occasionally speaks to his Mom, but more often, he speaks to his sister. He doesn’t speak to his father.

While in NYC, he dated one guy for almost 2 years (stayed until he was 23) and went on a few dates w/ some more guys

Since moving to San Fransico he’s dated around more (23-26)

He hasn’t connected w/ anyone really... COVID-19 pandemic

Sexual Experience

Has had vanilla sex... kind of bored by it

KNOWS he's interested in kink

He’s topped in vanilla sex and the power he got from that, he liked… he wants more… more power dynamics

Wants to be a dom

Restraints really appeal to him (cuffs, rope, etc.)

Occupation

Web Developer

Codes

Works online (he used to go into an office in NYC, but when he expressed his decision to move & put in his 2 weeks, they didn’t want to let him go... online now)

Designs the front-end (the parts of a site a user interacts with) & back-end (the behind-the-scenes part) of sites (referred to as “full-stack”)

Doesn’t have a degree, he took classes in high school, then a few through the nearby community college, and was good enough to get hired, then he’s been building his career since then

Appearance

Long dark brown hair (often pulled back into a bun when he’s working on something)

Steel blue eyes

Stubble (short beard)

6’0” & 200-ish lbs

Works out... nice arms & NICE legs

Has a good amount of body hair, he obviously manscapes, but it’s dark & thick

Fashion

Around his apartment, he’s often in just a t-shirt and basketball shorts (or sweatpants)

Wears a lot of jockstraps

When he’s not home, he’s in a lot of ripped jeans (black) & t-shirts (loves his denim jacket) + he always has his dark aviator sunglasses BC his eyes are sensitive

I hope that was somewhat interesting 💀💀 and that it gives you a clearer picture! Thanks for the ask <3

#asks #bucky barnes #steve rogers #stucky #you can('t) teach an old dog new tricks

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lil-pine-mha-drabbles · 3 years

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Bakugou Katsuki x pregnant reader

Bakugo as a father? Yes.

Will there be a part two? Idk. If y’all want one, I’ll definitely make one. I loved writing this.

Here are some people who inspire me! @alpha-bnha-boys and @random-mha-thoughts

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He was ecstatic when you told him you were pregnant, “Is this a fucking joke, shitty woman?” His words were harsh but you saw the excitement in his red eyes, the pure uncontainable joy at hearing that he’d have a child.

“No, baby.” You cupped his face gently and kissed his forehead as he dove down to your stomach to place kisses all over every part.

He was always in the kitchen, making stuff for your cravings, smiling brightly when you told him that the food was good. He scowled most of the time but you saw the lining of joy around every twitch of his lips.

Only when your stomach started to round was when Bakugou really got all over you. He was constantly stopping randomly from doing different things around the house to kiss you and your tummy and sometimes he would lay you on the couch and talk to the babies. Yes babies. While you might not have had a huge history of twins in your family, there was a small trace and Bakugou was the leaning factor to you having two children at once.

“Baby!! Come feel!” You shrieked to your husband from the living area. You heard clambering from the kitchen and soon your gorgeous love of your life was in your face asking what was wrong.

“Did something happen? Are you okay? Did your water break early!?”

“No, baby. It’s too early for my water to break; feel.” You pulled his strong, scarred and calloused hands onto your stomach and his eyes filled with tears.

“I’m gonna be a fucking dad!” He laid his head on your tummy as you stroked his cheek. His tears plopped on your bump leaving small water stains in their place, soaking into the fabric.

When your second trimester came around you were a lot more moody. You cried and laughed within five minutes and Bakugou was pulling his hair out with how quickly your moods were changing, one minute you were laughing with him and cradling his face, the next you were throwing your shoes at the poor man as he booked it away.

The whole time you were pregnant you felt calm. Even when you were screaming at your partner or throwing a tantrum, you were still so comfortable; it felt like you just ate enough that you weren’t bursting, but warm and ready for a nap.

Bakugou was still the number one hero and he still had work to do. While he was away, you busied yourself with painting little things, making little cloth dolls for your future daughters or sons, though you were certain they were girls, and felt at peace. God forbid you tried to do any physical labor with boo around.

When your third trimester rolled into place, Bakugou took time off to get prepared for his children, you’d think that he’d go down in ranking because he’d be gone, but his fans were super happy that the explosive blonde was settling down and taking care of his family; he stayed number one the entire time he was away, Midoriya not far behind.

You were huge. Like actually. You looked like you were caring Katauki’s entire weight set.

This time around you were calmer then you’d ever been, Bakugou on the other hand, was a mess. He was still excited, but he was nervous and re-packing your hospital bag every other day. His eyes almost bugged out of his head when you peacefully called him and told him your water broke.

He drove all the way from the grocery store and picked you up from out front of your small home.

“Can we get lunch before we go to the hospital?” You asked from the seat beside him, the over night bag on your lap.

“You want to go where??” His vein bulged and he looked at you like you grew another head.

“Can we stop by that little cafe for a bit?” You looked at him and smiled, your eyes closing as you tilted your head.

“Whatever, dumbass.” He grumbled, a blush adorning his face.

And so there you were, both sitting by the window in a cafe, eating sandwiches together. Smiling and chomping down on the two pieces of bread with filling in between. You having to sit backed up from the table with your tummy so large.

“Excuse—excuse me, Dynamite, may I have your and your wife’s autograph?” A nervous little boy asked shyly. Before your husband could deny or except, you grabbed his little notepad gently and signed it with a warm smile. The little boy’s sister held his hand and looked up at you with wide eyes, she couldn’t have been older then five.

“Are you princess? Mommy said you a princess.” The little girls round face with bright cheeks almost brought tears to your eyes on how cute she was.

“No, but you must be, right?” She nodded eagerly. “Well, you take good care of the kingdom, alright?” She smiled and tightened her grip on her older brother’s hand.

You passed the notepad and pen to your husband who signed it with a far-off look on his face.

The little boy walked excitedly to his moms but the little girl clung to your leg and smiled up at Bakugou then ran to her mothers, her blonde curls bouncing in there little pigtails.

You looked at your husband for a while while he looked off into space, when you felt the sharp pain of a contraction you knew it was about time you head to the hospital. So you stood and payed for your meals without Bakugou.

When you waddled back to the table he was still there in the same position.

“Sweetpea, it’s time to go, baby.” You grabbed his arm and gently pulled him out of his seat. You walked out the door with him and his eyes got hit by sunlight and he snapped out of it.

“That was our kid.” He stated no longer glossy eyed.

“What do you mean?”

“That was our future daughter. That’s exactly what they’re going to look and act like. That was them! They’ll have your eye color and my hair and she adored you as much as our gremlins will.” His smiled was broadly proclaiming his excitement as a few tears rolled down his face.

You would’ve hugged him if your contraction didn’t have you roll into yourself. “Ow! Okay let’s get going to the hospital! I’m very much about to have a child!”

The color in his face drained and he ushered you into the front seat.

The trip to the hospital was full of Bakugou yelling on the phone to his best friend about how it was time and how to get to the hospital... he didn’t know where the hospital was and was having a panic attack as you were doing breathing exercises next to him, gripping the car door tightly.

Finally you made it to the emergency room and a few nurses had you sit in a wheelchair and they pushed you to the delivery room, Bakugou’s footsteps comforting you.

Bakugou’s gripped your hand tightly when it was finally time to push, you had been preparing in the room for three hours and it was time for your kids to come out.

You screamed in pain as your vagina was literally being ripped open to make passage for your first child. Sweat dribbled down your face and Bakugou stood tall next to you, not fainting like you thought he would, though, he has seen both your genitals and blood in his life, so you supposed it wasn’t that much of a surprise.

“It’s a girl!” The nurse yelled when a screaming baby was introduced to the world. You slumped in pain as people bustled around you, the nurse quickly cleaned and wrapped the baby up and put the in the hands of another nurse as they waited for you to have your second baby.

“Miss, there seems to be two more in your womb.” The doctor between your legs said nervously.

“What!?” You almost started crying out of how much pain you were in but smiled at the prospect of your husband with three little ones running around,

Bakugou’s face was pretty much void of color and emotion but he kept holding your hand firmly.

The same process was repeated twice, you had about an hour in between each child and came out victorious with three daughters. Bakugou’s arms held two of them while you held one with a proud smile.

The oldest of the three was Bakugou Victoria, she was victorious in her birth.

The second was Bakugou Senshi, meaning warrior.

Lastly was little Bakugou Katrina. Katsuki liked the name and you picked out the other two.

Victoria and Katrina had Bakugou’s honey blonde hair but Senshi had strawberry blonde hair which you didn’t expect at all.

After that and many tears, you were cuddled in your hospital bed, three cribs with sleeping babies to the side as Bakugou held your hand and whispered how amazing you were.

“You were so good, my love. I’ve never met anyone braver. I wouldn’t be strong enough to push out three amazing girls. I love you so much. So much.” He kissed your lips gently after every sentence, showing you his absolute love and affection through sweet words and his lips. You smiled and closed your eyes to fall asleep.

That slumber didn’t last long before Katrina was screaming her head off and woke up Senshi with her loud exclamations, Victoria, however, was fast asleep in her crib snoring slightly.

You opened your eyes to your gorgeous husband with two babes in his arms rocking back and forth, he swayed as he walked trying his best not to accidentally trip over his own feet. You smiled brightly and reached out to him and he walked over to you and handed you Senshi, her red hair and green onesie being the only indicate to her identity.

Those days passed quickly. You and Bakugou barely got any sleep to the three sweethearts as they grew older. Senshi’s big eyes were the first to started following you both around everywhere you went smiling when she saw her daddy’s face. The doctors said she had very good eyesight for her age.

Katrina was the first to start walking, she was constantly confused as to where she would end up, usually in front of a wall, not knowing that you could just turn around and you’d be away from the wall. Her cries would alert you both that Katrina was in front of some wall somewhere, and didn’t know where she was.

Victoria however... well she would run and walk around but she still wasn’t speaking, it didn’t worry you too much but you talked with your husband and he thought that it would be good to ask a doctor.

When you went to the doctor, your suspicions of her being deaf were thrown out the window, thankfully. She was fine, just wasn’t very vocal about herself, though the doctor said that might change over time.

And it did. Victoria turned out to be your loudest daughter, she would scream excitedly and blabber on about something you didn’t understand as the three sat in a triangle on the carpet.

You were making dinner when Bakugou came stomping and and flopped onto the floor and started babbling nonsense to your girls who stared at him with wide eyes, smiles were all around as all four started gurgling unintelligible words.

“Dada, dada, boo... boo, die! Die!” Yes “die”, not the best first word for Katrina, but Bakugou said it enough.

“Lalalala!” Bakugou answered her, his voice grumbling.

Victoria’s arms shook excitedly as she suddenly grabbed her daddy’s fluffy hair and smashed her face into it, slobbering all over it.

“No, sweet girl, let’s chew on a toy, okay?” Katsu was being so sweet lately. He barely swore around the babies and in general had been the softest thing ever.

You smiled at the circle of your four favorite people as they all giggled with one another excitedly.

“Dinner!” You called and Bakugou swooped up all his daughters up and brought them giggling to their high-chairs.

You and he feed the girls the baby food in little bottles and watched Victoria violently spit it all back on your husband.

“Shii-oot!” He cried as he wiped of his face with a baby wipe. You smiled at him when he looked at you and he scoffed, flipping you off making you giggle. Bakugou finished feeding Senshi and Katrina while you got to eat your food.

He was so helpful. Cleaning after his kids, helping you around the house, and on his bad work days he would hold his daughters close to him and release stress as they all babbled words that were becoming closer to actual sentences.

To be continued???????

Edit: it was continued. And more to come.

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jess-rewatches-prodigalson · 3 years

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Alma Mater (S2, E3)

My time-stamped thoughts for this episode. As always I reference Malcolm’s mental health. A lot. So if that’s going to be a trigger for you, don’t keep reading.

SPOILERS AHEAD:

0:20 - There’s no way Martin is actually going to escape Claremont until AT LEAST the season finale.

0:55 - Anyone else annoyed that Ainsley isn’t in Martin’s fantasy? I mean - it’s completely in character but it still pisses me off.

1:49 - I’m sorry - what? How will pouring Malcolm a drink help this fictional situation?

2:00 - Malcolm ruining Martin’s fantasy dream is honestly such a mood.

2:10 - “That little kill joy.” haha

2:21 - Malcolm has a stationary bike. Of course he does. But why does he listen to the personal trainer lady (who I assume was a recording programmed on the bike)? Malcolm doesn’t seem like he needs praise or motivation to exercise. He probably does it the way I do - mindlessly as a habit. A habit built from the knowledge that if I skip a morning workout I will feel more unsettled and anxious than usual before lunch....and don’t even get me started on how quickly my depressive thoughts escalate.

2:24 - ....I’m still convinced/hoping that this is a false memory Martin has planted in Malcolm. I’m all for Malcolm whump and Malcolm trauma...but the thought of Gil, the team, and Jessica finding out that Malcolm committed a crime terrifies me. I don’t want him to go to jail. I don’t want Gil and the team to turn their back on him. I don’t want Jessica to blame herself (more than usual).

2:39 - I love that the “Malcolm pretty much only feeds himself liquorice and lollipops” is still canon this season.

2:42 - OMG. That is not a helpful affirmation. Like maybe for anyone? If you’re traumatized/depressed/anxious “consider the past and you shall know the future” is not comforting or inspiring. It’s the opposite.

2:48 - I’m loving how confidently Malcolm has been shutting down Martin’s manipulation. #soproud

2:52 - Anyone else super upset that Martin is the person with whom Malcolm discusses his mental health the most honestly?

3:12 - Check out the way Mr. David looks at Martin here. Does Mr. David already know about Endicott? Or is he just like, “Bitch, spit it out so I don’t have to keep guessing your current family drama.”?

3:17 - “Let’s have another session today.” .....Does Martin really think he’s Malcolm’s new therapist? DOES MALCOLM THINK THAT? IS THAT WHY HE ISN’T SEEING GABRIELLE? HAS MARTIN MANIPULATED HIM INTO THINKING THAT HE DOESN’T NEED GABRIELLE?!?

3:22 - hahahaha OMG. Mr.David is so done with Martin’s theatrics.

3:32 - Ok so two things:

Martin’s insight on Malcolm’s mental health/coping mechanisms is disturbingly on point. Almost like he’s an attentive, caring, father (which he isn’t).

How long was Gil outside Malcolm’s door before he knocked? Do you think he overheard Malcolm’s side of the conversation? I kind of hope he did. But only if it means I get to see Gil asking Malcolm about it.

3:50 - “Put me on speaker.” I’m torn. Part of me is so proud of Malcolm for denying Martin’s need for attention....but part of me is living for a Martin/Gil showdown where they fight over Malcolm in front of Malcolm.

3:54 - Ok. So Gil was a jerk last episode but I forgive him. Gil just showed up at Malcolm’s apartment to tell him about a case instead of calling Malcolm. Gil knew Malcolm would be upset. Gil knew that Malcolm needed to hear this in person. <3 My heart is full. <3

4:12 - Concerned!Gil is everything. Look at how much he cares about Malcolm and what this case will inevitably bring up for Malcolm. You can almost see how badly Gil doesn’t want Malcolm on this case.

4:13 - “What if I said I need you?” Damn. Gil knows. He knows that Malcolm desperately doesn’t want to ever disappoint Gil. Gil is Malcolm’s hero and, when Malcolm is thinking straight, he’d do anything for Gil.

4:17 - <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 Gil looks so sad when he notices Malcolm’s hand shaking. Can a heart simultaneously break and heal?

4:23 - Oh yeah. Gil definitely wanted Brumback dead for what he did to Malcolm. He doesn’t even try giving Malcolm the “you’re being insensitive” look.

4:42 - Wow. That school is nicer than my university.

4:47 - Do you think Gil’s been to the school before? To visit and/or pick up Malcolm? ....I really want to believe he did. Gil looks like he’s leading Malcolm through campus. Gil looks like he’s familiar with the campus. Surely that means he visited Malcolm there. Right?

5:17 - So...was the “office under water” thing officially a prank? It’s brutal. Forget the murder, Brumback would’ve expelled kids for that prank.

5:27 - I love how Dani looks at Gil for clarification here. She’s like, “Malcolm is upset, ranting, and making no sense. I’m not going to set him off further by asking more questions. But I need to know what the hell he’s going on about.”

5:40 - Soooo is JT texting Dani? Or is Tally? I really hope it’s Tally. I hope Dani’s texts are all reading something along the lines of “He won’t stop pacing and panicking. If he doesn’t calm down I’m going to slap him.”

5:43 - I love the look of disbelief that Gil shoots Dani when her phone goes off. haha

5:52 - hahaha Gil so heard Edrisa the first time. He was just giving her a chance to conform to professional social standards.

6:03 - hahahaha OMG. Edrisa is a treasure.

6:56 - awww Malcolm, baby. :( This boy has so much trauma. I love it.

7:07 - I’m assuming Malcolm’s ‘high school’ was grades 10-12 (not 8-12 which is common in the area of Canada where I grew up) so that means Tom Payne is currently being passed off as a 15-16 year old. It kinda works. But ngl - I spent most of this scene thinking “could they not hire a kid because of COVID?”

7:12 - I’m not actually mad that Tom Payne was allowed to play high school Malcolm though. His performance in this scene is really moving. “Be someone new.” :( <3

7:45 - Sooooo Malcolm changed his name before he was legally an adult. If it’s his legal last name (we see “Bright” on pill bottles in S1 so it’s his legal name now at least) Jessica had to have signed the paperwork. Damn. I wish I was there to see that process regardless of when it became his legal last name.

7:49 - Baby Malcolm looks so comforted by Martin’s acceptance of his new name and new school. It breaks my heart.

8:00 - Wait. There was a teacher who liked Malcolm at this school? The son a serial killer? AND the teacher recognizes Malcolm 15 years later?!? Nah. I don’t buy it. I love Malcolm but I feel like the teachers would’ve avoided developing any sort of relationship with Malcolm even if they didn’t have a problem with him.

8:05 - Hold up. This school is so fancy. Are you telling me they don’t have outdoor security cameras? Surely those would’ve told you who the suspects for the desk thing were at least.

8:15 - awwww poor Malcolm looks shattered here. :(

8:31 - “Easy. Let’s keep an open mind.” That is pure Dad!Gil energy and I’m here for it.

8:39 - Of course. Of course Jessica is involved in the rich school.

8:51 - I’m on Gil and Malcolm’s side here. Jessica is putting her reputation over Malcolm’s mental health. Shame on her. No no. I will not stand for this - and neither will Gil. Damn. Look at how pissed he is on Malcolm’s behalf. <3 So sweet.

9:06 - “Pop-pop’s aquatic center”!?!? Soooo is Pop-pop Jessica’s grandfather or Malcolm’s? Either way give me more information about the extended family. Are they dead? Did they disown them after the Surgeon business? I WANT ANSWERS FEDAK.

9:15 - I swear. Malcolm is the best son/brother ever. The sacrifices he makes for his Mom/sister are unreal. Also - how much do you want to bet that Malcolm was thinking about the Endicott murder coming out when Jessica said, “how soon until they connect that back to me?”. Malcolm looks so sad here.

9:23 - Nah. I don’t like Delaney. Even on the first watch I was put off by him. Something about him just creeps me out. He’s showing a weird amount of affection for Malcolm 15 years after Malcolm finished school. IDK maybe I was just upset that someone was trying to mimic Gil’s relationship with Malcolm?

9:27 - oooooooohhhhh Mom and Dad are fighting. hahaha Malcolm looks so uncomfortable. Gil looks livid. Is Gil pissed because Jessica dumped him or because she totally just neglected Malcolm’s well-being for her own? Probably both. Either way, it’s endlessly entertaining.

9:53 - I’m on Gil’s side here. She dumped him (like a f**ing moron) because she “doesn’t want to hurt him” and because she’s “broken” and “cursed”. Yet - she manipulates her way into cases. Making her business Gil’s. Gil should be pissed - she broke his heart. Again. Like he’s literally been choosing to hang out with Malcolm, Jessica’s (let’s face it) broken son, for more than 20 years. Jessica’s crazy if she thinks that she’s going to get Gil killed or hurt just because she’s a Whitly. Malcolm’s technically a Whitly - Gil hasn’t died yet.

10:15 - “Not usually.” Dang. That was icy.

10:50 - Yo this is one messed up bible study. Take it from someone who has attended many young adult/teenage bible studies. This is crazy. Usually it’s: read the bible for 5-10 minutes as a group, discuss how you interpreted it for 15-20 mins, pray as a group for 5 mins, then like an hour of tea/coffee, cookies, board games, and general chatting about normal stuff like romance, school, and personal drama.

11:44 - “Poor Tally.” hahaha I’m willing to bet that Tally is texting Dani - not JT. I just can’t imagine a panicking, first-time father, texting his little sister with accurate medical details about his wife’s pre-labour experience. He’s probably way too panicked to remember the medical jargon that is “foley ballon”.

12:00 - I’ve watched this scene about 30 times. I’m in love with it. Tom Payne’s performance is haunting and I’m a sucker for emotional whump. I love how Dani is concerned about Malcolm but respectful enough to pry until he shuts down. I love Malcolm’s little speech about the hand tremor (even though it doesn’t make sense because baby Malcolm’s hand was shaking when Shannon interrogated him - but that’s a whole different can of worms I’m not going to rant about).

12:39 - Does anyone else think it’s weird that there’s a bolt on the closet door? Why isn’t there a lock in the door handle like every other interior school door? I mean, I guess it’s because they can be unlocked from the inside and Nicky would’ve needed a key....but still. The things I forgive for the sake of plot.

13:25 - Damn. Brumback was a real jerk. “I know what you really are.” Do you know how painful that would be for Malcolm to hear? Regardless of what he almost did to Nicky? Everywhere Malcolm goes people accuse him of being just like his father. Is it surprising that in a moment of weakness, with teenage hormones, Malcolm snapped and said, “Eff it. They think I’m a murderer anyways.”

13:26 - OMG. How bad were the kids at this school?!?! Brumback expelled so many kids. Holy hell. Also - Brumback is wearing a wedding ring. Did he get divorced before he died? Did his wife pass away before him? Why was his family not part of this investigation at all?

13:31 - Brumback writing “Malcolm Whitly” instead of Malcolm Bright is....ouch. I just. My heart breaks for Malcolm.

13:37 - OMG. Traumatized people going through PTSD flashbacks should not be unattended next to a pool of water. Honestly - I thought our boy was going to drown. Which the whumper in me would’ve loved but also I don’t think it was right for the plot on this one.

14:38 - Martin is such a liar. He definitely thinks he’s God’s gift to the Earth.

15:02 - Martin knows a lot about the security zones. Something tells me this isn’t the first time he’s contemplated escaping.

15:04 - Oh shit. Daryl has an imaginary cell mate. I know that’s a serious mental illness and I shouldn’t laugh but OMG. The moment Martin realizes that Daryl is delusional is priceless. hahahaha

15:25 - How much to do want to bet Mr. David has a red key card? Martin’s grin confirms it.

15:40 - Wow. The classrooms in this high school are really big. I would’ve thought this fancy private school would have smaller class sizes.

15:49 - YES. OMG. Malcolm walking into that classroom soaking wet is golden. *chef’s kiss* Look at Gil’s face - it’s a mixture of concern and disbelief. He’s soooo worried about Malcolm right now. <3

16:07 - It’s a good thing Malcolm’s rich because that phone is never going to be useful again.

16:20 - ahhahahaha OMG. WTF. Gil’s little twinkle-finger wave is hilarious.

16:38 - This whole scene Gil is just staring at Malcolm with so much concern. It warms my cold, dead heart. <3

16:46 - Do you think Malcolm looked for his name in the book? Is it the same book? Do you think Brumback expelled enough kids that this is a new black book?

17:08 - Ok. So I immediately don’t like Louisa. That level of confidence and self-absorption is very unattractive.

17:25 - Louisa volunteers in the library. That’s how she got access to the poison.

17:35 - “Dude. You’re dripping.” “Yeah. Water does that.” Can Malcolm be this sassy every episode?!? I’m living for it.

17:57 - “Boys right? Oof” haha I love Malcolm talking to teenagers. I want it in every episode. ALSO - the jock’s story about the two girls - I’m sorry, but I just don’t see how that an expulsion level offence unless the kid is leaving something out of the story.

18:31 - Of course they talked about this before they came there. DELANEY WARNED THEM. But mostly to keep his little cheating ring hush hush.

18:55 - And just like that we’ve been blessed with Malcolm in casual clothes. Wish I could’ve seen Gil question Malcolm’s swim though.

19:26 - OMG. Edrisa is such a cute little nerd. <3 Protect her at all costs.

20:00 - Gil and Jessica arguing is amazing. I’m loving it and hating it. Because I want them to live happily ever after in a fairytale world but I do enjoy the drama.

20:06 - hahaha look at how Jessica just pushes Gil to the side and plows on to Malcolm. This woman is fierce.

20:11 - Yes. Yes Malcolm. Tell Mom she has unrealistic and insensitive expectations of you.

20:18 - What kind of school is this?!? The board of trustee members are buddy buddy with the students?!?

20:22 - “They’re all from impeccable families.” “So was I” Mic drop. Watch Malcolm drop the truth bombs. This is maybe the best line in this episode.

20:30 - “And just like you - none of them is capable of murder.” .....well this sentence is going to come back and bite Jessica in the butt later this season.

20:44 - The fact that these kids think Edrisa is a freshman is actually hilarious to me.

20:50 - OMG. “Welcome to boarding school. Bitch.” I was ready for Louisa to die right here. She just punched Edrisa and then called her a bitch. No no no. Edrisa is a quirky treasure and we must protect her.

21:00 - Damn. I wish we got to see the team’s reaction when they found out one of their teenage suspects assaulted their favourite M.E.

21:10 - Why is it soooo attractive when Malcolm wears casual shirts under a suit jacket?

21:53 - “My vote is for Louisa. The girl’s got a heavy fist.” hahaha I love Edrisa. SO SO much.

22:05 - Soooo is Jessica some sort of consultant now? They used her to interview cult extractors and now rich, teenage murder suspect. Is she the “rich person investigator” now?

22:11 - Does Louisa know that Malcolm is Jessica’s son?

23:04 - Louisa is a bad liar.

24:15 - Delaney should be ashamed. He told Nicky who Malcolm’s dad was. He is the reason that Malcolm got locked in a closet for 3 days. He is the reason Malcolm is claustrophobic. This man should have his teaching license seized and be charged with child abuse. What he did was absolutely despicable.

24:35 - “My mom’s sending a car.” It’s nice that Malcolm doesn’t always refer to Jessica as “mother”

25:00 - This is heartbreaking. I hope Nicky got expelled. If he didn’t - Malcolm experience a bigger injustice than we were lead to believe. Look at Nicky walking away from Malcolm. That kid has no remorse. I don’t blame Malcolm for seeking revenge. Malcolm keeps getting burned by people. Something had to give eventually.

25:30 - The biggest crime this episode committed is that we only saw Malcolm getting comfort from DELANEY. Honestly. Where was my papa Gil moment?!? Or a Dani+Malcolm moment?!?

25:51 - I doubt Delaney tried to stand up for Malcolm. He probably encouraged the expulsion.

26:05 - “Please.” Yikes. This has been torturing Malcolm for years. Who sold him out? Who ruined his last chance at a happy childhood? Who allowed him to be traumatized further? Who gave him the hand tremor (assuming we’re ignoring the S1 canon).

26:38 - What. A. Getaway. This school is full of crazy rich kids.

26:55 - “This time”?!? Doesn’t Martin always root for the killer?

27:05 - I love everything about this interaction between Martin and Malcolm. I love how upset Malcolm is. I love how Malcolm calls out Martin for being a bad dad. I love that Martin just sits there and takes it. Martin even looks a little sad. It makes me wonder - did Martin know about Delaney’s cheating ring? Did Martin manipulate Delaney into thinking Malcolm was a threat and convince him to get Malcolm expelled? I can see Martin doing it. If for no other reason than to tarnish the “Milton legacy” at Remington.

28:04 - UGH. I want to see how Malcolm got out of that closet SO BAD. Who found him? How close to death was he? PLEASE TELL ME IT WAS GIL. Why didn’t Jessica investigate when Malcolm didn’t show up at the Hamptons as planned?

28:13 - “How you wish that were true.” Ouch. Martin is a real asshole. He knows just how to destabilize Malcolm’s confidence.

28:56 - Even now, Martin is trying to manipulate Malcolm. Their relationship is so dysfunctional, beautiful, heartbreaking, and complex. I could watch them interact forever.

29:31 - Look at that little head shake from Mr. David. Martin’s cell is not soundproof. Mr. David heard everything. Mr. David always hears everything. Mr. David knows about Endicott. Istg.

30:12 - Delaney is a scumbag. He might not be a serial killer but he’s another male, adult asshole who gained Malcolm’s trust and then stabbed him in the back.

30:37 - OK. So I know, I’ve been hypothesizing that Mr. David is an ally to Martin’s crazy schemes, or that he worked for Endicott, or that Martin is going to try to kill Mr. David. BUT YO. IF MR. DAVID DIES I WILL THROW HANDS. HE’S SUCH A GREAT CHARACTER.

31:40 - This is a weirdly fancy room for video games. Also I miss JT. He should be here. I wish he was here. He would’ve been so good in this episode. Can you imagine his facial expressions and comments when he finds out little tidbits about Malcolm’s teenage past?! It would’ve been comedic GOLD. Couldn’t Tally give birth during a less interesting episode?!?!

32:15 - I’m convinced that Malcolm isn’t actually upset that Delaney’s crime is running the cheating ring. I think Malcolm’s upset because he just realized the only positive male role model (aside from Gil) that he had as a teenager was a manipulative liar who betrayed him. Malcolm just realized that this dude never cared about him and he’s crushed.

32:27 - Wait. Does Delaney make the kids pay him for the answers? Because that actually makes sense.

33:08 - This whole scene where Molly runs out of the back room and Dani says, “who are you running from?” is really cringey to me.

33:19 - Oh great. Now the guy who betrayed Malcolm is touching the back of Malcolm’s neck. JUST LIKE GIL DOES. Well....something tells me that’s going to taint how comforting Malcolm find’s that gesture coming from Gil for a while. Malcolm just isn’t allowed to be happy. Even for a moment. It’s a shame. I also love it.

33:40 - Awww...poor Malcolm is claustrophobic and he gets locked in the vault with a dying man. Look how desperate he is to get out of there - to save Delaney and to save himself more mental distress.

33:53 - Look at Malcolm panicking here. He tries to hide his panic as concern for Delaney but he’s clearly freaking out about being trapped in a smallish space.

34:25 - Yep. Malcolm didn’t think he could trust Daryl because Daryl is delusional. SO Martin threatens to murder Daryl and then metaphorically stabs the dude in the back. This is perfectly in character.

35:25 - Damn. Louisa is seriously mentally ill. She has zero empathy.

35:57 - Malcolm projecting his mental issues on the killer du jour is always simultaneously cringey and amazing to me.

36:26 - I’m not going to lie. Daryl screaming “He’s a Judas” as he was dragged away was hilarious.

37:04 - Holy shit. This took a turn. I’ll be honest - I don’t blame Malcolm for almost killing Nicky. But it does scare me.

38:35 - That story must have been haunting Malcolm for 15 years. I bet you he’s never told anyone not even Gabrielle. He’s had nightmares about it. Because he knows he’s capable of murder. Just like Martin. That terrifies Malcolm more than anything in the world.

39:12 - sooooo Delaney just heard that whole confession. Delaney lives. Something tells me this is going to be a problem for Malcolm when Endicott’s murder is investigated later in the season.

39:35 - “Are you insane?” “Maybe.” That’s it. That’s the show.

40:00 - Two questions: 1) Where is Dani? 2) Why does Gil not know where Malcolm is right now?

40:22 - Look Fedak screwed us over. We didn’t get to see Gil find Malcolm half-dead on the floor of that library vault. BUT this scene almost makes up for it.

40:24 - Malcolm wrapped in a blanket is so so cute. I just want to hug him. I want Gil to hug him. Ugh. <3

40:28 - I love that you can tell that Malcolm and Gil have had this sort of discussion about Malcolm’s sense of self-preservation numerous times in the past. Gil looks sooooo pissed. And concerned.

40:35 - Malcolm’s imitation of Gil makes me so so so so happy. I just. Ugh. It’s adorable. Look at how exasperated it makes Gil. Look at Dani’s reaction to it. This might be the greatest “found family”. scenes this show has given us to date.

40:55 - “All in a day’s work.” Oh yeah. Gil is super concerned about Malcolm’s mental state. Gil is Worried. I want to see more of it.

40:57 - I love that Dani just can’t wait anymore. She’s so precious. Look at how excited she is about JT’s baby. <3 I’m in love. She’s so soft here - it’s beautiful and rare for this show to let the audience see this side of Dani.

41:00 - GIL’S REACTION. <3 OMG. I LOVE HIM. HE LOOKS SO HAPPY. I HOPE JT AND TALLY DUB HIM THE BABY’S UNOFFICIAL GRANDFATHER.

41:02 - MALCOLM’S FACE. <3 <3 <3 IS THIS THE FIRST TIME HE’S EVER SEEN A BABY? HE’S SO ENAMORED WITH THIS CHILD ALREADY. LOOK AT HOW MUCH MALCOLM ALREADY LOVES JT’S KID. <3 <3 IT’S SO SOFT. I LOVE IT SO SO SO SO MUCH.

41:22 - I can’t decide about this scene. On one hand - I think it’s really mature of Malcolm to apologize to Martin. It’s a courtesy that Martin doesn’t deserve. ON THE OTHER HAND - I wonder if Malcolm is only apologizing to throw Martin off balance. I wonder if this is Malcolm’s attempt to manipulate Martin for once. Either way - I love it.

42:25 - Martin always gets the last word. He always worms his way into Malcolm’s brain and screws with Malcolm’s sense of self. I hate it. But I also find it so captivating.

43:05 - Sooooo is Martin committing the murder next episode? Or is he just manipulating someone else to commit a murder? Either way - I’m excited.

If you read this far - I’m flattered. I also think you’re a little crazy. But thanks for hanging out.

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surveys-at-your-service · 3 years

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Survey #358

“i know the pieces fit, ‘cuz i watched them fall away”

Would you ever own a Great Dane as a pet? Oh Lord, my mom wants one so bad. She looooves big dogs. I wouldn't, though. I don't want another dog, period. What was or is your favorite quality about your recent ex? Her resilience, strength, creativity, loyalty, etc. etc. etc. etc. etc. lol. Have you ever witnessed a human being giving birth in real life? No, and I NEVER fucking will. What about an animal? Yeah, cats. What kind of things do you enjoy reading about on sites like Wikipedia? I sometimes do that for straightening out game plots after watching a let's play if I have remaining questions. Wikipedia tends to do well with compressing it. Which country’s cuisine that you haven’t tried, would you be interested in sampling? (e.g. Moroccan, Thai etc.) I wouldn't know because I'm not educated enough on foreign cuisines. What’s the last movie you watched on your own? The Shining, I think, forever ago. Fried, poached, boiled or scrambled eggs? Scrambled. Have you ever got into a club, whilst being underage? I've never tried. Are you happy with your relationship with God, or do you want more from it? I don't have one. Do you struggle with boredom? Very, very severely. I have absolutely awful anhedonia; I'm pretty much constantly bored. Literally. I just... find things to pass the time, even if I'm not really enjoying myself. What famous person do you wish you could be friends with? I'm going to assume here you don't mean a significant other, because uh... y'all been known lmaooo. I would really love to be friends with Gab Smolders (I know that's not her real name, just using her YT name), because we have very similar interests. As well, Suzie Hanson is a fucking SWEETHEART. I miss her channel. :( At some point I want to purchase some stuff from her store to support the darling. Man, thinking of this question, there's really a lot. What would you do if you were famous? Hate it, haha. Do you wish you hair were shorter or longer? It's at a fine length right now. What photo editing website or software do you use? Lightroom and Photoshop. What hair color looks best on you and what’s your natural color? I think my hair looked best black. It's naturally brown. What is your favorite show to watch? Meerkat Manor. It is so, so comforting to me. Are your maternal/parental instincts strong? Not with kids, oddly enough. I've only ever really encountered strong protective instincts with significant others like when they're sick or something like that. In school, do you/did you work better by yourself or in a group? I absolutely worked better alone. I hated group work. Do you know anyone who has a collection of old records? My mom did, once upon a time. I feel like I know someone who does now... but idk. Do you go on any forums often? Just RP ones. Would you ever agree to an open relationship with someone? Nnnnope. Do people always say you’re too thin? Uh, I have the opposite problem. Could you design a whole web page yourself? Not from scratch, no. I've only done so on free sites that give you the bare bones and easy editing. Have you ever cooked an entire dinner for your family? Definitely not. Do you prefer piano music or violin music? Ohhhh, both are beautiful, but I have to say violin. Who do you tend to get in fights with the most? My mom, I guess, not that we fight a lot. Are you attracted to spooky and macabre things naturally? YEP. Have you ever bobbed for apples? Were you successful? No. It's disgusting if you're going after others, and besides, I HATE water up my nose and have never quite figured out how to block it out without plugging it. Hypothetically speaking, if you had a child [too young to make their own decisions], what would you dress him/her up as for Halloween? It would depend on what their interests were. Do you intend to take your children trick-or-treating, if ever you have any? I'm not having kids, but if I did, I definitely would if they wanted to go. What is the coolest jack-o-lantern you have ever seen? Now THAT'S hard, I really don't know. What was your favorite candy to get from trick-or-treating? What about your least favorite? Reese's was my favorite, and I never liked Tootsie Rolls. Did you ever receive anything that wasn’t candy? Maybe? I feel like I have... Have you ever carved a really extensive pumpkin, or were they always simple carvings? Yes; I once carved a pumpkin with a raven design with "and quoth the raven, 'nevermore'" written into the back. The raven wasn't just a flat cut-out, but rather carved in layers so the light came through differently at certain depths. Are you more interested in cute, funny, “sexy”, or scary costumes? For myself, absolutely the scary ones. In general though, I'm not gonna BS ya, I love me some sexy costumes, haha, but also still scary and particularly gory ones. Have you ever intimidated or made another person feel legitimately threatened? If not, do you think that you could ever be seen as scary? I seriously hate admitting this, but Mom has confessed that my yelling has scared her before when scolding our former dog that I fucking hated. In what ways do you or would you need to be validated by a partner? (For example, liking your posts/talking about you on social media, or perhaps by doting on your with gifts.) I absolutely need words of affirmation. I just need to hear a lot that you do still like/love me. Also, if you're unwilling to actually act like we're a couple in front of ANYONE, like you're ashamed of me or something, byyyyeeee. Do you tend to succeed by weaning yourself off of something or by quitting cold turkey? It depends, I guess. Is there a specific type of pet breed/size/etc. that you don’t want? Why not? Any that have underlying medical issues, like pugs, spider ball pythons, Persian cats, etc. etc... It's just a moral thing; I don't want to support the deliberate continuation of poor genes in animals for human monetary gain. It's just wrong to me. Away from breeds, I also don't really want free-roaming animals after my cat passes, because I don't want to endanger the reptiles and invertebrates I want as pets in the future. Have you ever lived in a notoriously dangerous area? If not, would it bother you to do so? I grew up in one, yes. I never want to again. Has a friend’s significant other ever interfered with or damaged your friendship? What about a significant other of yours damaging a friendship? No. What, if anything, is something that you put pressure on yourself about? What do you imagine would happen if you did not live up to this expectation? Getting a job nowadays. I do NOT want to imagine what my life will be like if I never find employment. If you have been in a serious relationship, have you and your partner ever discussed lifetime plans that clashed? Did you reconcile them or did you break up? If you have not been in a relationship, what are some issues that would be deal-breakers? This hasn't happened, no. If you were offered to smoke some weed right now would you accept? Honestly, I want to try weed to see if it would help my anxiety, BUT I'm unwilling to ever smoke something, so no. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yeah. Do you listen to country music? No. Have you ever had a boyfriend your parents didn’t like? No. Were you ever a trouble maker? Not really, no. Do you shave your legs? Hell, that's debatable by this point. I haven't since this past October, but I *would* if for whatever reason someone might see my legs. I am not overexaggerating when I say I naturally have men's legs as far as hair goes, oof. Do you have any person in your family with an addiction to beer? That's what my dad always drank when he was an alcoholic. He doesn't touch alcohol now. Have you ever gotten sloppy drunk at a party? No. Have you ever slept naked? Accidentally. Could you ever be friends with the person who hurt you most in life? I really don't think I could be. Do you actually like going to school? I never did. Have you ever really been in a “complicated relationship”? How did that work out? In your opinion, what makes a relationship “complicated”? No. I don't care enough to go into what a complicated relationship means, I think it's pretty obvious. Who was the first person you’ve ever fallen in love with? Is this a person you’re still in contact with? How do you know you’re in love with someone? Jason, and no. And you just... know. It's a wordless feeling . Have you ever successfully broken a bad habit? How about conquered a fear of something? Uhhhh I don't know, really. Well, I used to be AWFUL at picking my eyebrows, particularly when anxious, but I have gotten better at that. I still kinda do it, though. Onto the next question, I don't believe I've "conquered" a fear, but rather they just faded with time on their own. Have you ever read a whole series of books? Yeah. Are you going to walk at your graduation or just pick your diploma up? I walked. Do you own a pair of brass knuckles? No. Have you ever tried to break a Guinness World Record? No. Can you sing your ABC’s backwards? I can't. Do you like Skittles? I love Skittles. Do you know how to read music? I used to. Who would you say has made the biggest impact on your life? Really, Jason. He ultimately led to me getting proper treatment for my depression, which changed my life. I'm in no way giving him credit for it, but you get what I mean. You can only listen to THREE CDs for the rest of your life. What are they? Black Rain and Ozzmosis by Ozzy Osbourne, and uhhh... perhaps The Black Album by Metallica. Do you own any shirts that have a year on it? Yeah, but it's way too small for me now. It's from Back To The Future, when we actually reached the date in the movie. Have you ever done another person’s make-up? Ha, I gave Jason a makeover once. Honestly, do you double dip? Not if I'm sharing the dip with other people. Who were you last on an elevator with? My mom. Do you know anyone that has a black belt in karate? Not to my knowledge. How often do you wear hats? Never. Who is the youngest gay person you know? *shrug* Have you ever watched an animal being eaten by another animal? I've seen cats eat mice and stuff as a kid. What is the strangest, most “out there” thing you believe? Some people I'm sure would consider the fact I believe the government was involved in 9/11 as "out there," but when you look into it, it's far from "out there." Do you get along with people who are especially religious? Why/why not? It depends on how they act about it, not what they keep in their head. Now if they have just purely hateful beliefs that demonize another's existence, then no, we can't get along. Have you ever drawn or painted a self-portrait? Painted, yes, for an art class. Do you have any interesting pillow cases? No. Are you more afraid of spiders or bees? Bees, generally. Especially if we're talking things like wasps, who are just demon spawns. Would you rather donate time, blood, or money? That's a really hard question, but I guess time? Like I'm thinking volunteer work and stuff, or listening to and comforting someone. Can grills be sexy on a guy? They're sexy on absolutely no one. Last strong smell you can remember smelling? Ugh, gasoline. This one car in front of my mom and me smelled awful. Last healthy thing you ate? Apples. Do you know anybody who was abused? Emotionally, yes. Do your parents volunteer anywhere? No. Do you have a steering wheel cover? Mom's car doesn't. What do you think of when you see sharp knives? This is really morbid, but I will immediately envision what it would be like to be stabbed. I'm very afraid of knives. The highway and back roads take you to the same place; choose your route. The back roads, of course. And let me bring my camera.

#survey #surveys #questions #lyrics: ''schism'' by tool

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sessenaa · 4 years

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Question game

f@katarrinskey tagged me so I just answered everything because I was bored.

Name: Felix

Gender: ftm male

Height: 1m80 or 5‘9 for you heathens

Sexuality: demisexual bi

Favorite Animal: cats

Cats or Dogs: I‘m allergic to dogs but I love and grew up with them, that said… Cats all the way

Current Time: 6 pm

Dream Job: Idk… Something to do with my sociology major I guess lol

When I Made This Blog: uuuhhh 2015 I think??? I‘m not sure. Didn‘t really use it until a few years later.

Why I Made This Blog: I don‘t remember lol

Reason For URL: Apparently sessena was my imaginary friend when I was a toddler. It‘s also what my dad used to go by online.

Followers: 449 as of me last checking

1. What is the color of your hairbrush? Got a comb… It‘s black

2. Name a food you never eat: Meat. I‘m a vegetarian lol

3. Are you typically too warm or too cold? Cold. Cheers mum thanks for the bad circulation

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Finishing up a drawing

5. What’s your favorite candy bar? I‘m not really a chocolate person tbh

6. Have you ever been to a professional sports game? Yes. Football (soccer) but I was too young to really remember anything.

7. What is the last thing you said out loud? Told one of my cats to move over

8. What is your favorite ice cream? Funnily enough chocolate but I like most things except for vanilla

9. What was the last thing you had to drink? Tea

10. Do you like your wallet? Yes! It‘s got the Hyrule emblem and I got it from a very good friend!

11. What is the last thing you ate? Mushrooms and mashed potato with a salad uwu

12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? Nah

13. What’s the last sporting event you watched? Good question… The last olympic winter games I think???

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? Sweet

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? My boyfriend

16. Ever been camping? Yeh. A few times with our fire departments youth group and just with friends

17. Do you take vitamins? No

18. Do you regularly attend a place of worship? No

19. Do you have a tan? Hard to avoid in the summer when you help with the garden and walk the dog. I‘m a pretty pale person though

20. Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? Chinese though I never say no to some good za

21. Do you drink your soda through a straw? When I have the drive to grab one yes

22. What color socks do you usually wear? Socks? I dont know them. I go barefoot or in birkenstocks when I can because I am a carricature of the area I live in lmao

23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? I can‘t drive :( But I wouldn‘t.

24. What terrifies you? Oh a lot of things. Space, heights, dissapointing people… yknow

25. Look to your left, what do you see? My TV only used for video games

26. What chore do you hate most? Laundry

27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? The girl on tiktok who sings Iconic australian media moments

28. What’s your favorite soda? Cherry Cola

29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? I go in but I hate to do that now because of the pandemic

30. What’s your favorite number? 9 because that was one of the few I didn‘t have trouble multiplying in elementary school (and now haha)

31. Who’s the last person you talked to? My brother

32. Favorite meat? I really liked beef when I still ate meat

33. Last song you listened to? Deviltown by cavetown because I am a certified transmasc lol

34. Last book you read? I don‘t read much anymore, I think it was the shepherd‘s crown by Terry Pratchett tho

35. Favorite day of the week? Saturday. It‘s dnd day!

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards? What do I look like? A wizard?

37. How do you like your coffee? I stopped drinking coffee a while ago but sweet with cream

38. Favorite pair of shoes? My birkenstocks which almost have holes in them lol

39. Time you usually get up? 8-9 am

40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunset? Sunset

41. How many blankets on your bed? 2 and a million pillows

42. Describe your kitchen plates: A colorful mix of plates because we were too poor for matched sets and now we have enough to not buy new ones

43. Describe your kitchen at the moment: Clean thanks to my mum

44. Do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? I barely ever drink but pina colada if I‘m out and about

45. Do you play cards? Not really. I can play mau mau and that‘s it. (Idk what it‘s called in english. Its basically uno but with normal playing cards)

46. What color is your car? Don’t have one, my mum‘s is a black convertible that is older than me tho

47. Can you change a tire? Probably. I can do most things with a good tutorial

48. Favorite state or province? ??? I liked Portugal when I was little… Weird question

49. Favorite job you’ve had? I had one job as a kitchen helper/ cleaner and it fucking sucked. Also had to do service there which killed something deep inside of me.

Ah I tag @bubbakenzie and @foryourownbosom

#tag game #not art #personal stuff

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keepcalm-andbopon · 5 years

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Introducing us!!

Isabelle: @swiftie-isabelle

I’m Isabelle and I’m turning 14th in June 27! I would die for Taylor swift. I started listening to her when I was 3 and her music had comforted me ever since! She has had such a impact in my life and I’ve gotten so many amazing memories from her!

Victoria: @sinkanddroundswift

im victoria & i do nothing w my life except cry over taylor swift and not having a boyfriend . I do nothing ever except lay in bed and cry over every little detail. I eat too much food for my body. I like boys alot but they don’t like me. taylor swift claims she loves me multiple times but idk if I believe her yet. I love my cat shes a scottish fold. Beverly Hills, 90210 is my favorite tv show & High School Musical is my favorite movie. I also love grayson dolan more than I can comprehend. I have 0 friends so its me, myself, and I all the time.

Lily: @lilyadorestay

im lily and i do nothing with my life except cry over taylor swift, have people tell me to stop crying about taylor swift, and waste money on bucket hats :)

Sasha: @dropsmynamesasha

I’m sasha and I have a large obsession with food, cats and Taylor Swift

Katelyn: @redheadnamedkatelyn

I’m Katelyn and I’m 13! I don’t do anything in my life except for lacrosse and cheer and love Taylor swift. I have red hair, & Taylor Swift is my absolute best friend and my life wouldn’t be the same without her. And I owe so much to her. And basically I’m known as “the Taylor swift girl” at school so that’s kinda cool. Anyways The moral of this is I love Taylor swift!

Lexie: @drunkonswiftxo

I’m lexie, 18 years old. I have a very busy life actually, I compete in many different karate and martial arts competitions and was British Champion in 2016 with my sword and in October of this year I am competing in the World Martial Arts Games! Before any competition I usually get very nervous but listening to Taylor’s music calms me down (cringe ikr) but I wouldn’t be doing all of these if I didnt have a calming mechanism!

Natalia: @natalialovestaylor

hi! i’m natalia, i’m 15 and from the bay area. taylor has been in my life since i was 8 and i’ve been supporting her ever sense:) she makes me so happy, she’s like the sunlight in my life. i want her to know that i love her so much and i want to hug her and tell her thank you more than anything. 💗

Katie: @shapeofyouswift

hi i’m katie and i’m 16! i’m from ny and i went to all 3 metlife shows!! i’ve been seeing taylor in concert since the fearless era and i’ve seen her 11 times! i’m fortune to have met her 5 years ago at GMA and i was able to get a picture with her outside time 100 gala! taylor makes me so happy and has helped me through many rough times in my life as well as all of the happiest! i’m so thankful to have such a positive role model in my life!!

Meredith:

I’m Meredith and I love Taylor Swift more than words can describe:) I’ve been listening to Taylor since I was four and she has always been a big part of my life since then !! She inspires me everyday and makes my life so much brighter. I am so so proud of her and all that she has done!! Also, I love going to the beach and petting dogs🤩💓

Memphis: @taysmidnights

hi i’m memphis!! i play tennis and obsess over taylor swift! i’m from the beautiful state of california, and i love to surf! i first heard a ts song (You Belong With Me) in 2009, and i’ve loved taylor ever since. i am also a proud supporter of the LGBTQ+ community and have a passion for changing our world. oh, and i’m known as “that taylor swift fan” at my school, but i’m not complaining! 🧚🏼‍♀️

Brooke: @brookewhatyoumademedo

i’m brooke and i’m 14!! i live in cleveland, ohio along with some of my best friends i met through taylor!! i look a lot older than i am and it’s a good and bad thing haha. i used to play a lot of sports but i have decided to just stick with lacrosse!! i love music so much because it helps me with everything. taylor has been like my big sister since i was a baby and i’ve always looked up to her!! my stan song is stay stay stay because it always puts me in the best mood!! i love grey’s anatomy a little too much but i can’t help it. the show actually made me very interested in the medical field and as of now i want to be a pediatric neurosurgeon!! i also love volunteering and helping out my community as much as possible! and i like school which is kind of not something freshman say a lot haha. and that’s me!☀️🌸🦋💘💋

Paige: @taylorswift-paige

Hey! I’m Paige & I’m 21 (soon to be 22 😍). I live in Australia and I’ve been listening to Taylor since I was 9. The first time I saw Taylor perform live was at Speak Now and I was completely blown away, since then I’ve been lucky enough to see her perform 6 times. I’m so grateful that little me decided to listen to Taylor as I don’t know where I would be without her lyrics, music, and advice to guide me through life. Thankyou for everything Taylor, I love you so much and I’m so excited for the Lover era 💗😘

Skylar: @skylarswiftie13

Hey I’m Skylar and I’m 15!! I have been loving Taylor ever since I was 5 and I have (obviously) not stopped since. Other than obsessing over Taylor I loveee to run and watch friends and greys !! I have seen Taylor at the 1989 tour Detroit and Rep Detroit and they were hands down the BEST nights of my life and I def cried a TON hahah. I plan on going to Nash and either Chicago or Detroit for next tour! I absolutely cannot wait until the day that I get to wrap my arms around Taylor and thank her for everything she has done for me ahhh. I love you forever and always Taylor!! 🥰❤️🌈🦋✨☀️

@singitswiftie

Hi Taylor I’m ella and I’m turning 17 in August 12th! IM SO EXCITED FOR THE NEW ALBUM! I just can wait to sing along to all of the songs🥰🥰 you are my absolute favorite human and you helped me with your songs! clean means THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD to me and I just relate to it on a personal level. Thank you for supporting lgbtqia+ always! YOU DESERVE THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLD

Makayla @comebackbbehere

Hey T I’m Makayla!! I’m 13 and I’ve loved you since 2009!! My stan song is Come Back... Be Here not only because it’s amazing but because it has helped me through so so so SO much. It’s amazing how you can, with just a song, literally save someone’s life from spiraling downhill. So thank you. Thank you also, for inspiring so many people. Including me! You have inspired me to sing and write songs and songwriting is now a way I have learned to express myself and a way to help me get through the hard times. You have also inspired me to be more of an activist and speak up for what I believe in. If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t be a proud feminist or be as educated about the LGBTQ+ community!! In conclusion, thank you SO SO SO much for everything you do and just being the beautiful, amazing, inspiring person you are. I love you more than words can express and I can’t wait for August 23rd!!! ps: I really hope we can hug someday 💗

Bessie: @flyawayswift

Hey !! I’m Bessie, I’m 17 and I’m from the UK 🇬🇧!! I love to do Ballet and Tap dancing, but when it comes to Taylor’s music it’s generally just me doing crazy dad-dancing because I cannot stay calm during her songs. There’s aren’t many words which can sum up accurately how much I love Taylor or how grateful I am to have her in my life, but I love her to the moon and back 💛 I’ve been a swiftie for nearly 5 years, and have loved her music since I was 11. I’ve grown up with her as the big sister I never had, and my biggest dream EVER is to give her the biggest hug hehehe 💛💛

ana: @taysfavourite

hey!! i’m ana and i’m 14, i’m from the uk!! i love taylor (ofc) and i do gymnastics, i also love dance and stuff like that!! i am so thankful for taylor bringing me to some of my best friends!! (i’m always open for new friends btw) and yeah i love taylor!so!much! 💋💋💋

alex: @delicateswiftiez137

hi guys! i’m alex and i’m 14 years old. I live in illinois, and i’ve been a fan of taylor ever since I first heard love story and yblwm on the radio as a kid! my stan song is fearless because I love the message it portrays, but recently i’ve been OBESSED with the whole 1989 album because it’s a literal masterpiece! besides taylor related things, one hobby of mine is swimming! i’ve been a swimmer since I was about 2 years old! anyways, I hope you all have the best day! 🧁🌸🦋💗💋

Edith: @twinfiresignsswift

Hi, my name is Edith and I’m a 15 yr old from California! Anything related to cats is my ideal thing. I’m currently the mother of a tabby cat named Jagger who is very shy, grumpy, and introverted just like me, so the two of us get along very well 🥳 both of us are def party poopers. Anyway I enjoy art, especially watercolor! Initially I wanted to become an artist when I grew up, but I realized I would be poor asf, so now I want to major in biology and become some type of zoologist because animals are the best. In 2014, 5th grader me became obsessed with Blank Space and my life immediately changed from that day on. My favorite album is Speak Now because of how magical and well written it is. My 1 brain cell could never manage to write a whole masterpiece like that all by myself. And my stan song is You Are in Love!! It makes my heart go 💕💗💓 I am so incredibly grateful that I got to see Taylor for the first time ever on rep Pasadena night 1. It was the best day of my life :,) I know so many others do not have the same opportunities; I know how they feel, so I try to stay as humble as I can. I would be such a boring and sad person without Taylor and her amazing lyrics. She is such an amazing role model. Thank you for always being there for me, I will love you forever and always, and I am so excited to see what you have in stock❤️

Jess: @jessheartstaylor

hey!! I’m Jess and I’m 14, from the UK!! My stan song is begin again, I love it so much!! IM SO EXCITED FOR LOVER! I can’t wait to see what Taylor has in store for us!! I’m so thankful for Taylor as she’s such an incredible role model and idol to me, her music always cheers me up and she never fails to make me smile!! I love her so much- forever and always!! 💕💞💓💗💖💝

jordan: @fairytaleswift

hey taylor!! the thought of you scrolling all the way down and reading this right now is insane... all of us girls love you with everything inside of us. I have been supporting you for lucky number 13 years!!! I’ve been with you since 2006! I have been to Speak Now, Red, 1989 and Rep! I am so excited for Lover! It has been an honor watching you grow and become the amazing and strong woman you are today. I love you so much taylor... I hope we get to hug soon! 💗🌥🍭🦄🌩🌸🌈💐🦋💗💓🥰💅🏻🌥

Ravae: @vaelovestaytayswift

Hey I’m Ravae!! I’ve loved Taylor for as long as I can remember my sister has listened to her forever so I grew up listening to her!! Taylor inspires me everyday to be a better person and she’s a great role model. Her music helps me through the really rough times but also puts me in a better mood through the good times! I hope to meet you one day! Love you Tay🦋💞🌈💘🥺

Gracie: @inredlipsticks

Hey, Taylor! I’m Gracie and I’m 20 as of June 22nd. I’ve loved you since debut and my favorite album of all time is Fearless. I’ve been fortunate enough to see you four times and hopefully more on the lover tour 💗 along with Taylor, I also love Selena Gomez, Disney, and dogs!! 💗🦋🌸 The four most important things in my life.

Ella: @ellalovesswift

Hey! My name is Ella and I’m 17 years old. I’ve loved Taylor ever since the day my dad thought I needed my own music instead of just listening to his, this was when I was just seven years old and my dad bought me the fearless album and I fell in love with Love Story!! Ever since then I’ve never stopped loving Taylor! Other than her music, I’ve grown up with Taylor and every day she has inspired me to be a better person! My favourite songs are enchanted, better than revenge and dress! I’ve been to the red and reputation tours in Melbourne! Other than Taylor I am a swimmer. I swim a lot and it’s been a part of my life since before Taylor! I hope one day I can hug her and tell her how much she’s impacted my life! I will always stay, love you Tay 💗🦋💓🌸

bri: @briadorestay

hi t! my name is bri and i am 13 (turning 14 on august 19th) i have loved you since i was 5 years old and my stan songs are the archer, ciwyw, and you are in love. the soft songs🥺🥺 i love you so much and i hope you never stop doing what you’re doing because you are so inspiring!! i love u so much buddy! see you one day?🧚‍♀️☁️🌸💘🥺💗⭐️🕊

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Life is really complicated sometimes. With recent events going around (health crisis, human rights activism, feminist activism too, etc) Idk i feel with a whole lot of mixed feelings.

When i was still in school (15-16 y/o at best) i was SO blinded by my privilege lmao, i used to believe everyone grew up in a big house with TV and cable, WiFi and had takeout at least once a week. I am not ashamed of who i was, because it was part of me and i can’t just pretend it did not exist, but i gre out of that pahse and now as a 19 y/o going on 20 i feel really confused. I’m sorry if i make typos, this is a self indulgent post bc i never post stuff here and its too long to be a tweet lmao.

For example, Capitalism.

In school i finally paid some attention in my hs senior year and i grew aware of how awful the system we live in is. Which now makes me have mixed feelings with the music i lisent to, like take KPOP idols for example, the kpop industry is such a wasteful in materials and non sustainable for the planet its such a peak of capitalism and how they exploit their idols just because most of them genuinly want to make music so they go and sell their souls to the capitalism world we live in. Which makes me sometimes feel bad about supporting them, becuase me supporting them (by buying things that are one use only for example: posters, stickers, photocards, etc)

So i always end up rethinking if i should really be supporting them, bc if i do it means i support the system when in reality i just want to support them alone bc i like them as artist, i like the persona they portray (bc lets be real Korea would never let them be as truthfull as they want to be)

Korea is such a conservative country i can’t believe i wanted to study there, i would just be stared @ by old ladies bc i’m brown and latina. Like Korea is so full of male chauvinism and so homophobic too like ??? Capitalism gave birth to male chauvisnm and you cant change my mind. Which leads to the next point.

Feminist movement

I actually am thankfull of paying attetion in my senior year, learned so much more of the feminist movement and even started to actually speak up sometimes. So, having to deconstruct myself these past years haven’t been easy but i’m still conflicted.

I have friends that are way into the privilege bubble or in their micro male chauvinism bubble, bc they sometimes make some “jokes” about womans bodies or how girls “are such aslut for doing ____” and i’m still scared to speak up.

Shouldn’t i be able to speak up? Knowing what they are saying is wrong? Because the times i have done it they always and up with the “You take everything so seriously” or how can we forget the “You can’t take a joke”

Luckly, my closest friends were never that kind of way, but some of them still live in their bubble and i try to leave hints like “Hi ur dad is a jack ass, you should know that” with a lowkey tone because i do understand they grew up in adifferent enviroment BUT thats not an excuse to be a jackass lmao we are in the 21th century FFS

Racism/Clasism

Technically speaking my country is not neccesarry into the criteria of racism (completly) because what i see more here is the clacism.

People feel entitled to be superior to tohers just bc their families live in the richer areas or have more money than others or whatever.

I feel kinda sad i wanted to fit in in that kind of world when i was a kid, i saw many others with new phones or brand new clothes and i wanted that so bad, i was so envious for material objects lmao clown

Ofc now i am ware that no matter where i come from and what i have im not either superior nor inferior to anyone, bc we all are equal.

MY POINT HERE IS THAT, even in 2020 i see many being classist, saying white wome are prettier (becuase if you are tan it means you work in the sun, you are poor) or how someone “Could never use public transportation bc its disgusting” (and yes i heard that from a classmate) and it makes me think y’know, how many people are out there being judged just bc of their income, their job, their neighborhood, etc. Its just DUMB

In conclusion:

I’m still lost and i never know what should i believe in or even if the things i believe in are okay or things i support, we all are equal, we all deserve the same things and please remember that.

#like i just want to find peace #black lives matter #POC lives matter #POC have rights #iroxmiranda talks #me #personal #idk these are just thoughtsm its just an opinion lmao #opinated but always spilling straight facts as mark would say

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nycttophilic · 4 years

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RWBY Verse: Team BLST

Kira, Linkette, Grelle, and Midna’s team!! They’re a group of Huntresses (or training to be them, if you wanna meet them while they’re at school) who have been close friends since they were first made a team together. Let me go in a bit to describe them...

Team as a whole:

Team BLST is pronounced Team Bloodstone.

The team is from Mistral and graduated (if in a verse post their schooling) from Haven. Despite all odds and what others thought of them, they graduated at the top of their class, mainly due to Kira’s guidance (despite being the youngest in the group). They’re loyal to Lionheart, that is, until he failed their whole city and sided with Salem only to be killed. Team BLST does whatever they can to keep Mistral safe in his absence, but there’s only so much they can do.

Heavily relies on Kira’s leadership and calmness in the face of danger, so if she was taken out of the picture the team would surely fall.

Kira:

Born in a small village-like-clan just outside of Mistral. It was a village of outcasts and criminals, in which her mother was the leader. However, when her mother went into Mistral for information, she met a man she fell in love with. It was against the rules to be with someone outside of the clan, and when Kira was born the two were in big trouble. Kira’s sister, Midna’s, dad killed Kira’s mom, and her dad took her to a family in Mistral. If you know anything about Kira, you should know what happened then—abuse...

When she accidentally killed her father, she was on the run until she found Midna, her half sister who was from the clan their mother was from. They wouldn’t want Kira there, and Midna didn’t want to stay there her whole life either. The two agreed to live in Mistral together and never speak of their family, and when they were old enough, they would both join Haven together and be damned if they didn’t become a team together. Very strong sisterly bond.

Kira is a human and the youngest in her team, joining Haven RIGHT when she turned 17, unlike the others who waited a year or two.

Kira’s semblance is that she heal others by putting her Aura into them to heal their wounds, quite like Jaune’s. However, unlike Jaune (that we know of), there’s a flip side to Kira’s semblance: she can shoot her aura from her body forcefully, which will bring incredible pain to whoever is hit. This is how she killed her “adoptive father”. It’s like a burst of magic from her hand when she uses it to harm someone, and a gentle flow from her palms when she heals. She can control how much pain someone experiences, but she’s working on how much/quickly she can heal someone.

Her weapon is similar to Weiss’s in the sense that it’s a sword that shoots out dust, but Kira’s is actually dual katanas that shoot out dust. She can also shoot her semblance throw them.

Midna:

Kira’s older sister. She grew up in the clan thingy with the intention of being its next leader. Her mother was actually married to a member of the clan, but still had an affair with Kira’s dad. In this verse, she doesn’t hate Kira for the death of their mom, and instead wants to keep her only remaining family safe. Very protective of her little sis.

She killed her father when she learned he killed her mom. She was 15 at the time, Kira 12. That’s when she left to go search for her little sister. They lived on the streets for a while with the goal to join Haven when they became of age, so Midna waited for Kira to turn 17 before joining herself.

Midna was 20 when she joined Haven, Kira 17. Midna’s the oldest out of the group.

Midna’s weapons are similar to Ren’s in the sense that they double as dual pistols. Kira and Midna both dual wield, but their weapons are VERY different—kira is best with her swords so close combat, Midna uses her weapons as guns so ranged combat. They’re also BOOMERANGS, and are very sharp ones that could easily cut the head off of a weak grim if thrown hard enough. This also makes them very dangerous, as Midna must catch it PERFECTLY lest her hand will get sliced off.

Her semblance is very similar to her powers in LoZ. She can cover an area with twilight, thus meaning she can control whatever’s in the space or make the twilight in that area a WEAPON to kill her enemy, if they step in her terrain. She can also use the twilight in the area to make walls of twilight, as well as twilight electricity. This is a semblance that is passed down from the leaders of her clan, so it’s a VERY powerful semblance. Midna is definitely the most powerful member in terms of her semblance. However, such power is very tolling on her level of aura.

Linkette:

Linkette, unlike my other girls, grew up in a good family of huntsmen. In Mistral, her family is definitely one of the ones on the top side, while the others live on the lower side. However, all of that changed when both of her parents were murdered, leaving her and her younger sister to be orphans.

Linkette was 10 when she watched her parents being killed, her sister only 4. At that point, Linkette made it her mission to kill the man who murdered her parents. She also discovered her semblance at this time, which I will get to later. 4 years later, she in finally found that man and killed him. With that out of the way, she swore to never again kill someone out of cold blood. Also, now the sisters were orphans and were living on the street too. However, Linkette took care of things and protected her sister, so they lived better than Kira and Midna. Linkette worked for money and killed Grim for even more coin. That’s also where she learned to use a sword, from her sensei—who took her and her sister in (idk who this is yet, so if someone wants to give me someone to take care of sword girl and her sis PLS)

Linkette joined Haven a bit before turning 18, so she’s the second youngest. She’s also very down to earth and straight forward, as well has no tolerance for nonsense. She gets along with Kira the best and gets into fights with Grelle quite often, but it’s like sisterly bickering.

Linkette’s weapon is VERY similar to Jaune’s. It’s a sword with a sheath that turns into a shield, really simple. But that’s the only weapon she knows how to use, so she’s excellent at it. Despite her weapon being so plain, she is hands down the strongest fighter on the team.

Her semblance is very similar to her BSD ability. Basically, she has these four masks that when she puts one of them on, they completely change her body and give her special powers. If you’re curious about them, just ask me about it and I’ll send you the post about them uwu

Grelle:

Grelle, like Kira and Midna, grew up on the dark side of Mistral. She was poor and lived in a large-ish family (three sisters, two parents, and herself) so she grew up stealing from people to provide for her family. Her parents didn’t like her since she was the youngest, as they hardLy cared about their children. She was basically raised by her sisters.

Grelle is actually a FAUNUS. She’s a fox Faunus, with a fox tail and ears to match. Her entire family are fox Faunus. This helped her be sneaky when stealing from people, thus aiding in her criminal life. However, when she learned of her semblance (explained later), her sisters told her to ALWAYS use it to hide the fact she’s a Faunus. So, you can’t tell she’s part fox just by looking at her—she looks completely human.

Grelle is trans, so as a child she was seen as a son in her parent’s eyes. And that’s it. Only her sisters saw her as an actual person, so she loves them very much. However, when it was clear she had feelings for both men and women, her homophobic parents kicked her out of the family and onto the streets. Luckily, she lived her whole life on the streets of Mistral, so she was fine.

Grelle joined Haven Academy at 18 years old. She gets along best with Midna, and she adores messing with Linkette and making things less perfect for her. If you ask her why she became a huntress, she would answer “So I could meet some hot huntsmen~~”.

Her semblance is the ability to manipulate her appearance. This makes her excellent in secret missions as she could make herself look different, and also this is how she gave herself a female body to accomplish her dreams of being a woman. And, of course, how she hides her tails and ears. She’s gotten so excellent at this ability that she can maintain her feminine form while asleep, and most of the time can continue to hide her ears and tail while asleep too. But if she completely changes her appearance, that’s harder to maintain while her mind is occupied.

Grelle’s weapon is hands down the most messiest. She legit has a fucking CHAINSAW that can shoot out bullets of dust, but she usually uses it to hack up grim that gets in her way. She’s the best at stealth missions due to her semblance and fox-like abilities, but as huntresses they don’t really have jobs like that very often. She’s also VERY strong, but she doesn’t look it because of her appearance semblance.

#(THEY ARE READY!!!!!!)#~wєlcσmє tσ α wσrld σf nєw ѕσlutíσnѕ; wєlcσmє tσ α wσrld σf вlσσdч єvσlutíσn~ |RWBY Verse|#~єvєrчσnє thínkѕ thαt wє’rє pєrfєct; plєαѕє dσn‘t lєt thєm lσσk thrσugh thє curtíαnѕ~ [Kira Black]#~fєєl líkє í’m fínαllч unвrσkєn; fєєl líkє í‘m вαck frσm thє dєαd~ [Linkette]#~cαrrч mє thrσugh thє fíght; вαthєd ín twílíght~ [Midnight]#~whαt‘ѕ wrσng wíth вєíng cσnfídєnt?~ [Grelle Sutcliff]#~чσu‘rє α nαturαl; α вєαtíng hєαrt σf ѕtσnє~ /Character Study/#fandom: RWBY

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ofzola · 5 years

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howdy y’all! i’m jalynn, i’m twenty, i use she/her pronouns and i live in the est (east coast best coast am i right or am i right)! i’m like.....beyond excited to be in this rp with y’all and to get the ball rolling soon! i’m basically the most talkative and open book you’ll ever meet pls ask me anything i promise i’ll have an answer for u......anywho i guess this is the part where i introduce y’all to my baby...my love...my sweet summer child even though she was technically born in the winter......miss zola carter, ur resident butterfly muah

zola naomi carter | 21 y/o | the butterfly | international relations major | cultural anthropology minor

so. i would link a bio but....my app was like..10 pages long (oops) so. i’ll get around to that later aksjadhasd

first things first! zola grew up in bankhead, georgia (which is the hood in case none of y’all have ever lived around there)

so, as you can probably guess, zola grew up pretty poor, but she never minded bc she never knew any other way to live; to her, it was just life, and the hood was just home

her parents always preached to her about how amazing she was, and that she was gonna change the world, and that she deserved better than what she was born into, and since she was a kid, she really internalized those messages

so for a period of time, zola was happy, well adjusted, confident kid

(tw here for parental death)

everything changed when zola was 16; her father, who was involved in gangs and never truly stopped, was murdered. zola’s parents kept her rather sheltered from the sad realities of the hood bc they didn’t want her to feel discouraged with life, so of course, when her family was touched by this part of hood reality, zola was extremely shocked

this experience caused zola to develop anxiety and ptsd (though, she didn’t get diagnosed til much later) (also these are very common disorders that young kids from the hood suffer from and i wanted to highlight that realistically)

this situation really messed with her worldview, and her relationship to her hood now is really complicated bc she still loves her home but like. reality of it isn’t good every day

zola’s mental health sinks, and we see our little butterfly retreat into a cocoon

but college was right around the corner, and st. ettienne’s was her dream school, but her mom couldn’t afford it, and zola was a smart cookie but they don’t hand out full scholarships like that.....so both her n her mom knew the reality was just cyclical poverty despite zola’s potential, but neither of them brought it up

that is!! until zola’s (rich) aunt stepped in and decided this couldn’t happen! long story short, after a lot of arguing with zola’s mom, she got zola to move up to connecticut with her, so she could get ready for college (that her aunt offered to pay for where scholarships couldn’t)

zola experiences a lot of culture shock, which doesn’t help her mental situation bc atp it’s the summer before her senior yr of high school, and only about a year after her dad’s death

zola more than likely got bullied to an extent at this point, as well bc like........poor dark skinned black girl from the hood down south moves to this really elitist rich area in connecticut...it only makes sense

basically before her freshman year of college, zola decided to go to therapy bc she was just sick of feeling sad an anxious and icky all the time! and she did some soul searching (longish story) and got back in touch with baby zola who believed she was the one who was gonna save the world and give her hood a good name

so fast forward to now, she’s a senior and still goes to therapy frequently bc anxiety and ptsd are just things she’ll always have to deal with (and more often these days bc the murder of daisey is really messin with her head since daisey was her roommate)

but even though senior zola is light years ahead of freshman zola in terms of mental health and confidence, she’s still got a long way to go! but she’s workin on it!

also her relationship to money is still kinda shaky.....she’s so used to not having any that sometimes if she’s feeling stressed in any way or bored...she’s gonna drop big dollars on some clothes she LOVES fashion now that she can afford the luxury of it and it’s literally her biggest vice (impulse shopper, but she doesn’t think so...she’ll see in a few more therapy sessions)

also.....savior complex....she’s got one.......again she thinks that her need to save the world is completely unrelated to her trauma but boy does she have a big storm coming

also the imposter syndrome kicks in hard with this one sometimes.....she knows she deserves to be here as much as anyone else but like...all it takes is one lil thing to go wrong before she’s thinkin about dropping out and giving her spot to someone else she thinks deserves it more

but really. anxious, sensitive, and paranoid as she may be, zola’s got a heart of absolute gold

anyways...i’m making this kinda long so imma just sum up her personality now ajkhdkjdhaljdha

+(positives) ambitious, empathetic, intrinsically motivated, dedicated

-(negatives) insecure, savior complex, paranoid, kinda impulsive

now ig it’s wanted connection time! here goes:

now for the most part, i’m literally up for any and every single thing! so if u have any ideas just hit me with ‘em all! but off the top of my head ig it’d be cool to see: - her cousin? idk if this is possible atm bc idk if there are any other black characters around, but i think it’d be cool if her aunt is one of ur muse’s mom! - any type of love/romantic interest would be fun (plus i’ve literally never plotted one before??) - zola’s model un team captain so ig a co-captain or members would be fun! she’s also a writer for the campus newspaper, and in book club so there’s that - any and every type of friendship....she’s already frenemies with the princess and super cool with the alpha, but i’m down for any and every type of friendship please give me that...study buddies, lunch friends, a whole squad i love it all - also maybe former bullies? former friends? whatever u feel - idk like i said. i’m down for EVERYTHING just lemme know....anyways this is getting long so imma wrap this up and actually finish this blog

#veritasintro #it's actually DISGUSTING how long it took me to write this #it's also disgusting how long it is i'm soooo sorry i'm just so talkative and i want yall to know EVERYTHING about zola #anyways if u like this.....i will im u or hit u up on discord bc eye.....would love to plot #( ooc. )

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rcnatas · 5 years

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( cis female ) haven’t seen RENATA “REN” CASTILLO around in a while. the ARIELA BARER lookalike has been known to be (+) DAUNTLESS & (+) ASSIDUOUS, but SHE can also be (-) OVERCRITICAL & (-) PERFECTIONIST. The 19 year old is a SOPHOMORE majoring in CRIMINAL JUSTICE. I believe they’re living in AUDAX but I popped by earlier and no one answered the door. ( ingrid. 20. pst. she/her. )

i have... no self control woops ! ren is a really new muse but i love her sm already and i’m excited to play her, i’d love to get some plots so pls hmu !! or like this and ill come message u !! THIS is her board !!

background !

she grew up in queens, nyc. the youngest of 3. her dad was born in brooklyn to mexican immigrants and her mom is from mexico city, she was studying abroad in nyc when she met him and ended up staying.

ren is the only girl, her 2 other brothers are lorenzo and cesar. she was closer to lorenzo who was the eldest since cesar was always picking on her hsdjkfhsjkf

despite being the youngest and the only girl, she wasn’t spoiled by any means or anything. except by lorenzo, who would do anything for his baby sister :/

she was a really quiet and shy kid, would barely speak when in public unless it was extremely necessary, but she did talk more at home with the people she trusted

lorenzo became a police officer when ren was around 9 and ever since she looked up to him, she highkey wanted to be like him

she was determined to become a police detective

TW DEATH; about 2 years ago lorenzo was shot and killed in the line of duty. by this time cesar was away studying in lockwood, ren and her parents moved to rochester to be closer to cesar and as a way to try and heal?? her mother believed a change of scenery and whatnot would probably help them but,, it really didn’t do much

so ren finished her senior year of high school in rochester. such a sudden change like this was really hard for her and it was difficult for her to adjust so her senior year was lowkey a nightmare

despite everything renata still had the same goals. but her parents forbid her from majoring in criminal justice or anything in the like bc they knew she was gonna pursue a career as a detective as well and theyre just scared and don’t want renata ending up as lorenzo so !! they said they would only pay for her studies if she majored in something else

she’s a sneaky lil shit and basically made them believe she’s majoring in biology (her favorite hs subject fdjhghj) but surprise bitch she’s really studying criminal justice and her original goals stand ! we love a stubborn bitch

connection to tatiana

they met through renata’s older brother, cesar (who is the same age as tatiana),cesar and tatiana were either dating or just hooking up, either way renata didn’t trust tatiana and she’d advice her brother to not go out with her, which only ended up in tatiana disliking/bullying renata so she would back off. SHORT ANSWER, tatiana was renata’s bully. however, she did not choose tatiana’s name during the watershed, ig she has morals or whatever

other info

she’s still really shy but definitely not as quiet and now at least tries to pretend shes not shy . fake it til u make it right

will always talk about how GAY she is but really shes more .. bisexual so shes a fake

shes SUCH a little nerd. probably likes to sit in the front row during lectures

she can list every pokemon

will say weird facts about the human body when bored/nervous

o r g a n i z e d

in fact she’s lowkey a little amy santiago don’t @ me

ren LOVES to play bass, and she’s really good at it but she’s too shy to show anybody that isn’t a close friend ?? tho she probably posts covers on some instagram acc or smth

was raised catholic but right now she’s really distant from it / doubting everything

has a lot of band t shirts

uses memes and bad humor to hide her Emotions

wcs !

cOuSins , she probably has a big family so !!

i would love some childhood friends that grew up in queens too or near the area bc my poor bb feels so alone

maybe someone who went to the same high school as the one she transferred to for their senior year?? and they were nice to her bc she was a nervous mess? ?

a roommate !! her family isn’t rich by any means and they already put 2 other sons thru college so they're on a budget lmao !

someone that makes her super flustered and she’s just so shy around them pls i love ,,, Softness

maybe someone who helps her lie to her parents about her major? like someone who can help her fake grades and shit to make it look like she’s actually majoring in biology

ppl that can make her come out of her comfort zone, make her try new things and shit !! she’s NOT unexperienced she’s just shy about it and doesn’t like to talk about that shit bc she gets all flustered but pls

give me a girl that just has her head over heels thanks !

she hasn’t had a proper girlfriend/boyfriend but maybe someone who was ALMOST that ?? and now it’s all awkward bc nothing ever happened ??

people who know cesar (her brother) and thats how they know her maybe?? cesar is 24 and graduated from lockwood so !!

idk literally anything else !!

#water:intro #i hope this.. shows up ! pls come plot w me im a thirsty hoe #my latina ass cant ever nOT play latinos jkdfnskjf its a flaw #death tw

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curiouser-and-curiouser-fics · 5 years

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Do the odd numbers B)

1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?

Spotify

3. what color are your eyes?

blue, green, and hazel (i have heterochromia)

5. what is your relationship status?

single 5ever

7. what color hair do you have?

blonde (if i had money i’d dye it chocolate brown tho)

9. where do you shop?

wherever’s cheap

11. favorite social media account?

Instagram

13. any siblings?

yes, 1 younger brother

15. favorite snapchat filter?

the animal ear and glasses one

17. how many times a week do you shower?

at least every other day

19. shoe size?

8/8.5, depends on the brand

21. sandals or sneakers?

sandals

23. describe your dream date

for a first date, as long as it doesn’t involve food, if i’m nervous then i can’t eat and it would just be a waste of money

25. what color socks are you wearing?

i’m not

27. do you have a job? what do you do?

well atm i don’t have a job. i’m applying everywhere and no one wants to hire me fml

29. what’s the worst thing you have ever done?

like....legally? or morally?

i’ve never done anything illegal, and i can’t think of anything i’ve done that i would label as ‘the worst thing i’ve ever done’

31. 3 favorite boy names

Sebastian, Spencer, Giovanni

33. favorite actor?

Tom Hiddleston

35. who is your celebrity crush?

Tom Hiddleston

37. do you read a lot? what’s your favorite book?

i’ve been reading less and less lately, just because of how busy i am, but i really really enjoy it. my favorite book is probably Anne of Green Gables

39. do you have a nickname? what is it?

yes, it’s Mel. i think people call me that more than my real name lmao

41. top 10 favorite songs

Radioactive by Imagine Dragons

Papaoutai by Stromae

Smooth Criminal by Michael Jackson

His Daughter by Molly Kate Kestner

All Star by Smash Mouth

Out of Love by Alessia Cara

Best Day of My Life by American Authors

Panic Room by Au/Ra

Stayin’ Alive by the Bee Gees

Que Te Vaya Bien by Grupo Jalado

43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc.)

i’m not sure what my skin type is, actually. my mom has oily skin and i usually take after her, so i might develop that more later on

45. how many kids do you want?

the most i’ll have is 5, but i won’t have just 1 bc then they get spoiled, i have 1 sibling and we’re fine so 2 is okay, not 3 bc then you have a middle child, and 4 and 5 are okay

47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

well we’re about to move into a 1600 sq ft house we’re in the process of buying, and right now we live in a 2280 sq ft house, so we’re downgrading by quite a bit. i haven’t seen the house in person, but my mom’s showed me pictures and it’s really nice. it’s on 5 acres, so we have a lot of space to ourselves (more for my dad’s sake, he grew up completely secluded and on a lot of land, so that’s what he’s used to; i love living right in the city or close by in a suburban area, so that’s what i aim for when i move out)

49. what was the last compliment you received?

idk

51. how old were you when you found out Santa wasn’t real?

we never celebrated Christmas (my dad was raised in a poor family so they never celebrated, and it saves us money too), so i always knew

53. opinion on smoking?

disgusting. it ruins your lungs, and second hand smoke is v dangerous for other people. i have asthma, too, so if someone is smoking around me i go into a coughing fit

55. what is your dream job?

Editor in Chief at a publishing house (dream career is to be a published author)

57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

yes

59. do you smile for pictures?

as much as i hate it, yes (my smile is so awkward)

61. have you ever peed in the woods?

thank God, no.

63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonald’s?

McDonald’s

65. what do you wear to bed?

t-shirt and shorts

67. what are your hobbies?

reading, writing, drawing (badly), crocheting, cooking, and singing

69. do you play an instrument?

yes, the piano

71. tea or coffee?

tea

73. do you want to get married?

an obvious yes

75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?

to his, yes. i can’t wait to get rid of my last name, no one can say or spell it

77. do you miss anyone right now?

YES MY BEST FRIENDS ;-;

79. do you believe in ghosts?

nope

81. last person you called?

my mom

83. regular oreos or golden oreos?

regular (double stuf)

85. what shirt are you wearing?

a navy blue and white striped tank top (it’s v soft)

87. are you outgoing or shy?

yes

89. do you like your neighbors?

yes

91. have you ever been high?

nope, and i don’t plan to ever be

93. last thing you ate?

a doughnut

95. summer or winter?

winter

97. dark, milk, or white chocolate?

dark

99. what is your zodiac sign?

Cancer

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noctomania · 6 years

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i had another wild dream. i was in some kind of park, but like it was legit survival based. and later(i think) i was in my apartment building. idr the exact order of events but i remember some specific events.

first thing i think i remember is running through the park barefoot, idr why i was running or where i was trying to go. but it was so dark i couldnt really see in front of me after a while, after i had found a gravel path. i was running down the path and then managed to run into a horse? and for some reason people were there and saw it and heard the horse and both the hrose and i fell down...legit no idea how i could have taken down a horse...game physics i guess lol

anyway the horse was fine i was fine and i helped the horse up and things were fine. i also remember it was in front of some kinda building and i got the feeling it was just like a model building, like nothing really going on inside it like in theme parks

--OH i just remembered i think the reason iwas running was earlier in the theme park i was walking through this area and there were a bunch of fucking freakyass lookin bears, i still don’t know if they were supposed to be real bears or animatronics or people in suits, but they were like wildly disproportionate and creepy as fuck. i remember one of them was like not really attacking me but kinda pushing me and grabbing me and stuff. i think that was when i started to run....anyway

the next part i remember there was this enclosed path,and by enclosed i mean the sides were blocked off and decorated with foliage but the top was open so it kinda just felt like a really tight jungle path. I only remember a small segment of the path and it was curved and at the end was like i guess the central headquarters of the place which was this weird survival theme park. and i remember going into the headquarters and there were other people with me but idk who any were. and the operator of the park idek what he was doing and dont remember his face, he seemed to just be a presence.

anyway i seem to remember that i guess some or a couple of the people who were there with me had wandered out into the park and i remember i looked at a map in the headquarters and it indicated there was a raging bear that i guess attacked them? and i think at some point i may have wound up outside the headquarters again and maybe also got attacked? but i lived if i was. i think the next thing i remember i was in my apartment building but idk how or why. and also my family was there and again idk how or why.

but as is usual in my dreams they were all against me. we just screamed at each other almost endlessly. first it was my sister. i remember i was sitting in a chair in my livingroom and she did something stupid to me like attacked me for some reason. so i legit tossed her on the ground and she ran to the bathroom and screamed “BLOOD?” and checked in the mirror and then said “no...” like i threw her all of maybe a foot off the ground so i knew she would be fine and was being dramatic. she is the kind to dish it but not be able to take it irl so...

then next i remember i think i was going through a closet in the back that isnt there irl and i seem to recall one of my family had stuffed a bunch of their shit in there and got in the way of me accessing my shit so i was throwing their shit out of the way and i think we were yelling to each other about that. i seem to remember there was something else more specific, like a certain item we were bitchin at each other about too.

i hate having dreams that involve family because im always screaming at them and even sometimes violent to them and we’re def not like that. i think it’s because we never really talk about shit, or if we do they just get defensive and nothing pisses me off more than people being unwilling to humble themselves enough to admit they’re wrong or to mind their lane about shit that doesn’t have to do with them etc. besides that i have all but turned my back on them because the last time i tried to talk to them my steppmom straight up denied that i grew up poor and leveraged my best friend’s experience as some sort of proof that i wasnt poor. and my dad didnt even so much as counter her. because they hold onto the “parent child” dynamic even though i am 30 and have been supporting myself for so long. like i do have guilt but at the same time i want to be respected and want to feel like i can respect myself and doubt my experience because it is what makes me who i am.

it’s been ages since ive remembered dreams and now all the sudden 2 nights in a row. i can’t explain the bears either that shit was fucking weird.

#dream #wth is going on with me #maybe its because im sick with whatever and its finally getting to me?

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paradcxes-blog1 · 5 years

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ok ok ok i am finally making a little intro post for all my bbs!! i already want more so i’ll have to control myself right now lol!!

delaney cooper; 23; artist/photographer; bisexual; vanessa morgan

delaney was born and raised in the rougher parts of kola so she can fight and argue until she’s blue in the face.

she has that ‘don’t fuck with me’ attitude but she’s really a sweet person once you get to know her. she is mad loyal to her friends and family.

10/10 will kick your ass.

she has a huge love of art. she’s been drawing since she was little and moved into other areas as she grew older.

she saved up enough money for a camera and she’s been making money being a photographer.

her mother died when she was younger so it’s basically been her and her dad trying to stay up with the bills so delaney has worked many jobs over the years. bartender, maid, retail, waitress, you name it!

she loves being spontaneous and doing things at the jump of a hat. she has to stay busy to forget about her life tbh.

she’s dated here and there over the years and only been in love once (wc!!) but that ended poorly. very poorly! but she’s had many hook ups as well.

she wants to be in magazines with her art. that’s her ultimate goal.

alex santiago; 28; paramedic; bisexual; ryan guzman

his real name is alejandro miguel angel santiago but if you call him that, he will literally punch you in the face. alex is just fine.

he is fluent in spanish and english and definitely will throw some spanish your way when he’s drunk.

he’s one of four siblings, the second oldest. two brothers and one sister. it was a mess in this house. those poor parents lol.

he’s from a middle class upbringing and was encouraged to attend college after high school but that wasn’t really his thing so he took a course for paramedics and that’s what he’s been doing for the last ten years.

he loves his job like literally when is he not working? that’s a huge question.

that’s part of the reason why he’s no longer engaged.

he met a person (wc!!) many years ago in his early twenties and they were like that poster cute couple and alex loved them so much but he was distracted and it tore them apart.

so he’s single and definitely finds time to have fun when he’s off shift.

he used to bartend while he was taking classes to have a little money so he can mix a pretty mean drink.

he loves kids but he’s not ready to have them.

hudson clarke; 22; college student; homosexual; cody christian

hudson comes from a rich family. his parents own a hotel in kola.

he has a sister and a brother and most of the time they don’t get along but hudson tries hard. he’s the oldest so that’s his job, right?

he’s a student athlete, trying to go pro after graduation so he’s always working out, practicing, all that.

he could probably take over the family business but he has no interest in that. maybe a back up plan.

hudson is gay af. he’s been in one relationship since coming out and they were together for a while but it just didn’t work out. (wc!!)

he’s also a frat boy and loves to party and hook up with guys and he’s on tinder all the time looking for some ass. fuckboy, plz.

he doesn’t want to get too attached to anyone incase he gets drafted but he longs for a relationship and someone to care for him, y’know??

don’t challenge him in a game of anything bc you will probably lose and it’ll get ugly.

he’s a pretty chill guy but can get angry if his buttons are pressed. idk??

jamie roberts; 21; college student; bisexual; noah centineo

jamie’s full name is jameson but after one too many jokes about being named after alcohol, he goes by jamie.

he’s probably one of the nicest guys you’ll meet??

he plays soccer for his school and he’s been playing all his life so he loves it.

he likes to people watch and try to figure out what they’re thinking or planning on doing.

he’s undecided major in college but leaning towards psychology because he likes how the mind works and mannerisms.

he has a twin sister that he adores and would lit do anything for. (wc!!)

he loves to travel and discover new places. he hasn’t been too far out of kola but when he has, he definitely makes the most out of it. he wants to travel all over europe after graduation.

he just loves that feeling of being free and able to do his own things without the constraints of life holding him back.

he’s very wise for his age.

he loves meeting new people and talking. he’s a huge talker and wants to know everything about you.

he’s looking for that perfect person to travel with and enjoy their lives together.

in the mean time, he’s dating here and there, having a good time.

he drinks but not all that often. he wants to enjoy life without any of that.

honestly, just a wholesome guy. someone you want around.

come plot with all my bbs!!

#fckit:intro #* ★ : ｡ * [ intro ]

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cvenir · 6 years

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imma try this again bc i said y’know fck it (heh) bc i need to introduce these characters before making proper bios ok here we go

so actually since i did do zella, felix, and gwenna’s bios, i’ll actually just leave them out of the intro bc like.... i have 8 more lmao so like here you can find their bios in the first three circles n also imma link all the pinterests aGAIN bc they probably do more than i can

these are gonna be crude n real cut n dry but let’s face it who has time to read everything abt all 11 ok this is for US

CHRISTOPHER ‘KIT’ MILLER looks an awful lot like DONALD GLOVER. HE is THIRTY-TWO and while they’re MAGNETIC, they have a tendency to get pretty MERCENARY. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to DEGAS PARK by KEVIN ABSTRACT.

ok so kit is my son !! he is kinda a shitty person but it’s a result of his upbringing entirely like he was raised in a household of self-obsession and pre-occupation with the material things. aka he’s like filthy rich bc his parents are well-known in the entertainment business

his father is a rlly big time actor like he is thaT GUY ( my star wars lovin ass likes to pretend he’s billy dee williams bc lando unite but anyway unrelated ) and his mother is a super awesome film director so he grew up with that hanging over his shoulders. his dad was always really hard on him and pushed him to become an actor too but he isn’t abt that life (only to spite his dad lbr)

also his parents were lke actively trying not to have kids so his dad always kinda held that against kit and resented him from day one meanwhile his mother embraced it so :/

his mom is everything he ever dreamed of in a mother, and even tho she was always a bit too busy for him, she never let it affect their relationship and they’re still very close

so yeah kit is that fancy ass man like he bathes in the opulence. he doesn’t do much but gamble and parade his wealth around –– except he has invested in many businesses so like he can be p serious n focused on that sometimes bc like

$$$$

also he loves his ladies. like a lot. pls someone allow him to be the suGAR DADDY WE ALL DESERVE!!! but fr no that’s his biggest downfall like in his song inspo he can get very caught up in his emotions and rlly lose his head bc like he is calm cool and calculating and distant for the most part but once he gets attached it’s like he craves the connection and he can get very lost

anyway also bring me a plot where they may have grown up together and he’s very defensive over them like he doesn’t always get close to people but this person means the world to him and maybe he’s been lowkey in love his whole life but like whatever who talks abt feelings n ruins something so special he could never

yeah so idk what more to say at this point so yeah hmu w questions bc i could probably go off again

ROSALIND LEPAGE looks an awful lot like ADELAIDE KANE. SHE is TWENTY-FOUR and while they’re RESILIENT, they have a tendency to get pretty QUIXOTIC You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to MELTING by KALI UCHIS.

okay now this is my baby. she is a sweet lil buttercup and only wants the best in life but it never comes to her ugh i’m wounded.

so she was born and raised in kola, v much small-town girl vibes. she absolutely loves it here but since growing up the town was really been stained by disappointment :/ when she was seventeen both of her parents like went missing just like completely disappeared leaving her and her six-year-old sister just completely alone which really fucked up her plans bc she was already accepted to a top-tier music school in new york for college for her passion for violin but she had to turn it down bc her sister was now her responsibility

so she dropped out of highschool and got her ged and immediately entered the work force, leaving her dreams in the dust. she still plays every now and then, especially whenever there’s an open mic night at the coffee shop where she works like girl plugs in her amp n everything i love her

anyway like she doesn’t resent anyone or blame her sister bc she’s just so compassionate and selfless like she didn’t hesitate to change her life to support her sis but it does still kill her to know that her life just kinda never took off and probs never will. but now she just channels all that sadness into fighting to make sure her sister doesn’t end up stuck like she did

so yeah she’s just a huge sweetheart who loves doing things for others and she’s so so soft like someone hold my lil muffin :/ she can get way too caught up in dreams sometimes but y’know that’s life!!!

DIEGO CABRERA looks an awful lot like XAVIER SERRANO. HE is TWENTY-THREE and while they’re VIVACIOUS, they have a tendency to get pretty ERRATIC. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to DO IT AGAIN by NO ROME.

so one of the messiest children ever, he is here. ngl i got a lot of inspo from adam sackler from girls for my son diego so if u feel me, word.

basically pls meet the world’s biggest narcissist –– he’s just like appalling sometimes but he really is trying his best. my boi grew up in kola and always planned on moving to LA to pursue his dream of being an actor and wow is he perfect for that bc my guy is the most dramatic and expressive hot mess you’ll ever find

his mind is always moving 100 miles a minute and he just says the craziest things ??? like he doesn’t know where to stop. diego is super passionate abt his own life and what he wants to do and what he believes; he won’t let you forget it either. he’s always here to share a piece of his mind whether you want it for not and he’s not afraid to turn people away bc his opinions are valid !!

like he’s sooo selfish and doesn’t even hide his own agenda, but ngl once you get him attached there’s no going back like he really gives everything his all and will devote anything it takes to procure happiness for those he loves

like he’s rrlly terrible but he truly has a good head on his shoulders and a good heart in his chest n it’ll beat for u rll hard if u earn it (thru his means ofc)

like when i say god complex i mean it

but c’mon pls give me the plot where like this person pined after him for such a fuckin long time and he legit only used them for sex n didn’t even hide it (like fr seconds after rolling over he said ‘so are you gonna leave now ? bye) bUT y’know they’ve been hooking up for so long to where he actually got invested and wanted them to come to his rehearsals and share his passion w them and they just like ..... stopped caring all of a sudden. so now he’s sad boi and mad boi bc after basically begging for him to give a fuck they up and ran when his heart got invOLVED LIKE FUCK ME fr this is the song and i need this connection pLS LOVE ME

anyway he’s a mess but i love him

PIPER KOVALSKY looks an awful lot like EMMY ROSSUM. SHE is TWENTY-SEVEN and while they’re NURTURING, they have a tendency to get pretty CALAMITOUS. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to COFFEE & CIGARETTES by VIC MENSA.

awhh pipes.... my poor bb. she is also quite the mess!!

but lbr it’s all her fucking fault lmao like her life literally never took off but she has no one to blame but herself. like she just really has a talent for ruining things whenever they get good and she doesn’t even try too my bb just does not think abt ramifications ever

piper was also born and raised in kola but she’s hopped around from area to area bc she can’t keep a lease going to save her life

or a job

she’s a big fan of cigareetes and alcohol and partying but whenever she indullges in anything they kinda have a perfect way of getting her in trouble. like she really wants to stop living like a vagrant but her cyncicsm really gets her down so she barely tries

she has a few siblings that she really wants to protect bc they’re headed down her path as well but she can’t even keep her life straight ugh :/

but ok so she’s truly the biggest softie on the inside like she cares soooo fucking much and she does a terrible job at pretending she doesn’t. but ya girl still tries!

ok so time for me to go off abt a wanted connect!!!! so her song is coffee & cigarettes and it’s a bop find it here pLS and i just really feel in my bones that this should be a connection ok. give me that high school lovers that were never lovers bc all piper could focus on was her own self-destruction n rlly living it up so she just completely shut this person out when it finally became real :/ so yeah it’s a fucking mess and she’s never truly moved on

anyway i should probably move onto the next muse lmao

MALCOLM WEST looks an awful lot like REECE KING. HE is TWENTY-TWO and while they’re JOCULAR, they have a tendency to get pretty CAVALIER. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to EPITAPH by HIPPO CAMPUS. –––––– may or may not be inspired by jake peralta

when i say he’s a goofster i mean he is a goofster and a gaffster ok

my tiny son who just wants to be a big bad detective and fight crime and just crack jokes along the way he is the meme king and he’ll let you know it

he grew up in atlanta where both of his parents were cops so he really just always dreamed of being just like them one day

until his dad told him he’d never make it. that crushed his spirit entirely and ever since then he really kinda just figured out who his dad was ?? he caught him cheating on his mom and also just being a dirty cop and it just broke his heart bc that was his hero. and y’know malcolm gooddoer and fighter for justice so he went to his mom with this discovery and she just kind of admitted that she knew abt all of it but couldn’t do anything abt it so... he just kinda left and moved to kola to start over

he entered the police academy there as soon as he possibly could (18 i think maybe 19 if i’m dumb ) and just did not stop working his ass off and doing all kinds of paperwork and bust until he finally reached detective just a week ago

don’t get me wrong ya boi hates paperwork but he’s gotta do what he’s gotta do !!

anyway he’s a clown but he loves life and and even tho he’s a child he can take some things seriously

aside from his true feeling heh who ?? i don’t know her n imma just tell a joke or do an impression or smth instead

alsO idk if anyone knows chew the comic series but he dEF IS GONNA HAVE THOSE POWERS FOR THE SUPERHERO/SUPERNATURAL THREAD stay tuned

CAMBRIA SONG looks an awful lot like JENNIE KIM. SHE is TWENTY-ONE and while they’re IDEALISTIC, they have a tendency to get pretty WHIMSICAL. You’ve probably seen them around Kola listening to MARCELINE by WILLOW.

ok first of all her pinterest is a whole ass aesthetic and u basically see everything she’s abt on there 10/10 would reccommend

now this is a smol bean that is also a bad bitch and we stan !! she’s your astrology loving, extra ass, witty lil witch and she loves adding in her two cents! she’s a sweet lil thing but her bite is bigger than her bark so watch out fr

mostly imma have her in the supernatural verse (witch heh heh), demi-god verse (u kno she’s hecate’s daughter), n maybe the horror verse bc i want my bb to be a medium like lorraine warren that’s my girl!!

other than that catch her throwing out ur natal chart, charging n cleansing her cyrstals, n offering free tarot readings! really she has her mf shit together n loves helping ppl w spiritual awakenings ok

here is a pic of her two sides conversing ok big meme here

anyway i’m a big fan of her pinterest and i hope that gives everyone a good vibe for her bc tbh i’m tired lol

so imma do my other three muses in another post tomorrow bc !!! ya girl is feeling lazy now lmao sry this took so long geez

#round two here we go #i have a good amount of wanted connects in here so thank god for that #fckit:intro #i used the wrong tag i love myself

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so last night I had a really weird dream that had Bendy in it, then my trash ass started concocting an au loosely based on it while driving to school this morning lmao

under a read more cuz this got hella long lol

basically what happened in one part of my dream was that I was facing off against Bendy in some sort of boss fight with two random dudes who I guess were my friends?? and also I wasn’t actually myself but someone else?? aNYWAY what really stood out to me in that section was that instead of being all inky, Bendy was all floofy instead (he looked like a sheepdog with all that fur in his eyes XD), and somehow I ended up convincing him to smooch me and he stopped attacking us lmao

I really loved the idea of a floofy Bendy and smooching the monster boi in my dream was pretty fun, so my brain started cooking up an au while I was heading to school, but since I don’t like doing self-insert stuff, I swapped out myself for Nomi cuz Nomi is best girl XD

I don’t have too much thought out cuz I kinda sorta wanna wait to see how Chapter 5 wraps everything up before fully planning everything out?? Mainly because I don’t know at what point in time to set my idea lol; I have something thought up, but it’s subject to change as more lore surfaces :P

So on to the idea, it kind of ended up turning into a rc9gn/batim mashup since I decided to include First Ninja as Nomi’s dad, seeing as the events of the game take place after a span of 30 years and I didn’t want Nomi to be all old and stuff since she’s a normal human in this au XD

Satoru (aka First Ninja, idk if he should have a more American-sounding name for this au lmao), was one of the animators who worked at Joey Drew Studios, but later left the company due to the unsafe conditions presented by the installation of the ink machine. Nomi is his daughter, who still lives at home helping around the house and such, seeing as she has no husband and doesn’t make enough money to live on her own. She is also an artist, but works freelance at home and passes her work off as a man’s so that she’ll get more jobs/be paid more for them (since I'm assuming the events that happen in-game take place during the 60's, (rubber hose animation being popular in the 30's + 30 year timeskip) so there'd be more sexism towards women in the workforce). Nomi grew up watching Bendy cartoons and had always aspired to someday work at the studio and animate her own cartoons with the little devil darlin’ she adored so much.

One day, Satoru is feeling nostalgic and decides to take Nomi, now an adult woman in her late 20′s/early 30′s, down to the old studio for a visit, unaware of the horrible nightmare brewing inside. They enter the abandoned studio, around the time Henry is already deep within the depths of the building uncovering the mysteries of the studio’s hellish state. The two of them quickly realize something is wrong and set out to investigate on their own, none the wiser to Henry’s presence/recent exploits. They fight off ink monsters still lingering inside while proceeding with their investigation.

The two of them end up getting separated for a time from the decrepit building’s unstable structures falling apart around them. Nomi wanders around while looking for a way to regroup with her father, and ends up discovering a section of Bendy-Land that was meant to be some sort of bizarre petting zoo for creatures resembling the cartoon characters. Joey had only managed to have one creature created, a creature that was meant to be a fluffy and adorable little Bendy for kids to play with, but the experiment had quickly gone sideways and the Bendy creature ended up much bigger and scarier-looking than planned (basically just picture ink Bendy a little more filled out and animal-like, and also floofy XP). Nomi discovers the Bendy creature wandering the petting zoo area, the poor thing with ink-matted fur having survived this whole time solely off of cans of bacon soup that seem to be littering the entire studio. The Bendy creature spots Nomi, seeing her as a threat since everything else in the studio has done nothing but attack him. Having no weapons to protect herself with after accidentally breaking an axe earlier, Nomi arms herself with a can of bacon soup that she finds laying around. After a brief struggle, Nomi somehow ends up befriending the Bendy creature, who becomes curious about her since she isn’t an ink monster like the others.

Nomi finds out that the Bendy creature fully understands what she says to him, but he himself can’t communicate back in human language; his growls/purrs/breathing/etc. sound much like ink Bendy’s and is how he verbally communicates, along with an extensive use of body language/non-verbal cues. During their short period of bonding, Nomi promises to bring the Bendy creature with her upon escaping the studio, wanting to give him a proper bath and take care of him, to nurse him back to better health after living in such horrid conditions for so long. The Bendy creature approves of the offer and allies himself with Nomi, following her around and helping to protect her from the dangers of the studio.

The pair at one point end up encountering ink Bendy and engage in an all-out brawl with him since Nomi refuses to hide. Ink Bendy goes after Nomi first, whose stubborn streak and fiery personality makes her ready to fight back, especially after having picked up a gent pipe earlier. She manages to hold her own for a bit until ink Bendy knocks the pipe away from her and overwhelms her, to which the Bendy creature lunges in and starts fighting ink Bendy himself. The fight turns into a back-and-forth kind of brawl where ink Bendy continuously knocks one of them back before the other rushes back in. Nomi fights hard, weaponizing whatever she can along with swinging her fists for a good, old-fashioned beatdown, doing surprisingly well with the Bendy creature’s aid, but it still isn’t enough to subdue ink Bendy. It isn’t until Satoru finds them and rushes in with his own weapon does ink Bendy retreat, not wanting to deal with a 3-on-1 fight. Satoru nearly attacks the Bendy creature as well until Nomi convinces him that he’s on their side.

How they end up escaping the studio is still up in the air, seeing as there currently isn’t Chapter 5 to refer to, so idk if they should encounter Henry at all or end up slipping out on their own while Henry continues to deal with his own shit XD

The Bendy creature is brought home with Nomi and her dad, and after a recovery period of getting him thoroughly cleaned and properly cared for (although he keeps the sheepdog bangs over his eyes cuz his eyes are actually pretty terrifying to look at…also they’re very light-sensitive, he needs that little bit of shade XD), he quickly settles in to home life with them. He greatly enjoys getting to eat things that aren’t bacon soup, and quickly develops a habit of sleeping on Nomi’s bed with her every night (yep, on, not in, he just flops down on top of her comforter and cuddles up XD). He’s the best darn guard monster and an epic snuggler XP He also quickly develops a basic understanding of and how to execute affectionate human gestures like hugging, hand-holding, and kissing (although he looks rather goofy whenever he puckers his lips to give a kiss XD). Things are fluffy and cute and there’s a whole bunch of silly shenanigans with Nomi and her floofy monster boyfriend lmao XP

aaaand that’s all I got so far! :P

#bendy and the ink machine #batim #rc9gn #human!nomicon #nomicon #first ninja

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